{"id":11870,"date":"2018-12-19T22:56:16","date_gmt":"2018-12-19T18:56:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11870"},"modified":"2018-12-19T22:56:16","modified_gmt":"2018-12-19T18:56:16","slug":"tural-turan-cibl%c9%99rim-b%c9%99l%c9%99k-olub-ayaq-izl%c9%99rin%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11870","title":{"rendered":"Tural Turan “Cibl\u0259rim b\u0259l\u0259k olub ayaq izl\u0259rin\u0259”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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A\u011fr\u0131n\u0131n ni\u015fan \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc<\/strong><\/p>\n

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(\u0130ntihar etmi\u015f v\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259k b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015fairl\u0259r\u0259)<\/p>\n

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Adam var ovucundan,<\/p>\n

adam var cibind\u0259n at\u0131r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n

A\u011fr\u0131n\u0131n ni\u015fan \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcr intihar k\u0259ndiri.<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 \u00e7adras\u0131ndan bir c\u00fct g\u00f6z a\u011fard\u0131r dey\u0259<\/p>\n

h\u0259r ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 k\u0259bin k\u0259sdir\u0259 bilmir.<\/p>\n

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\u2026\u0130pl\u0259 a\u011fac aras\u0131nda \u00f6l\u00fcm b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcr\u00fck indi.<\/p>\n

Deyirl\u0259r,<\/p>\n

dar a\u011fac\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259sind\u0259 kiray\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur.<\/p>\n

Bu d\u00fcnyada<\/p>\n

t\u0259k kiray\u0259 varl\u0131q\u2013 Yaradan\u0131n son m\u0259nzili!<\/p>\n

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\u2026Apar\u0131n \u00f6lk\u0259nin bayra\u011f\u0131n as\u0131n<\/p>\n

\u015fairl\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc asd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Ax\u0131,<\/p>\n

h\u0259r intihar x\u0259b\u0259rinin ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda<\/p>\n

bir\u00a0 V\u0259t\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131r dar a\u011fac\u0131ndan,<\/p>\n

bir V\u0259t\u0259n!<\/p>\n

16 ocaq 2018<\/p>\n

Bak\u0131<\/p>\n

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Aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015f \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r<\/strong><\/p>\n

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…H\u0259rd\u0259n<\/p>\n

ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015f \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131ram,<\/p>\n

g\u00fcnahlar\u0131m can verir bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

uzaqlar\u0131n island\u0131\u011f\u0131 pay\u0131z ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00f6y\u00fcb ki, ayr\u0131l\u0131q,<\/p>\n

g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m yanaqlar\u0131mda b\u00fcdr\u0259yir…<\/p>\n

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Yad\u0131ndam\u0131,<\/p>\n

son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259<\/p>\n

\u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259mi\u015fdim \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra g\u00f6rd\u00fcm<\/p>\n

\u0259ll\u0259rin ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n m\u0259zar da\u015f\u0131ym\u0131\u015f…<\/p>\n

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\u018fkin, 2018<\/p>\n

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Tanr\u0131n\u0131n tayke\u015f ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

(4 iyul 2017-c\u0131 ild\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n F\u00fczuli rayonunda erm\u0259ni h\u0259rb\u00e7il\u0259rinin \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc 2 ya\u015fl\u0131 Z\u0259hra Quliyevan\u0131n xatir\u0259sin\u0259)<\/p>\n

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\u201c…B\u00fct\u00fcn zabit r\u00fctb\u0259l\u0259ri<\/p>\n

sabah\u0131n al\u0131n yaz\u0131lar\u0131na<\/p>\n

duzlu q\u0259hv\u0259 haz\u0131rlayan<\/p>\n

g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u00fc \u00e7ay qa\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131d\u0131r.\u201d<\/p>\n

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Yaradan\u0131n yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259diyi<\/p>\n

tayke\u015f ayaqqab\u0131larm\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n

m\u00fcharib\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131,<\/p>\n

gicgahlar\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u00fcb<\/p>\n

can\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131r g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bir ovuc torpaq can verir<\/p>\n

bir k\u00f6rp\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bir c\u0259naz\u0259 \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 ham\u0131 ata olur,<\/p>\n

bir top arxas\u0131nda ata \u00f6l\u00fcr<\/p>\n

bir an\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fczm\u00fc,<\/p>\n

gicgah\u0131na q\u0259lp\u0259l\u0259r aypara \u00e7\u0259kib Z\u0259hran\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Bayra\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdak\u0131 ay\u0131 da \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b verin ona,<\/p>\n

bu d\u00fcnyada bir g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/p>\n

sa\u011f qalan t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 qo\u015fa g\u00f6rs\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

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…Tanr\u0131, b\u00fct\u00fcn gilizl\u0259ri Z\u0259hraya oyuncaq el\u0259,<\/p>\n

dostlar\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 kimi ba\u015f\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fs\u0131n.<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 bu gedi\u015fl\u0259<\/p>\n

\u00e7ox \u201cq\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 ay\u201dlar \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259c\u0259k<\/p>\n

q\u0131\u011f\u0131lt\u0131 dillil\u0259rin aln\u0131na.<\/p>\n

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P.S:\u00a0 \u2026hara \u00f6l\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz yavrular,<\/p>\n

g\u0259l\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 ana olacaqs\u0131n\u0131z!<\/p>\n

Qorxulu r\u00f6ya g\u00f6r\u00fcnc\u0259<\/p>\n

analar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 s\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259yin gec\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Sabahk\u0131 sava\u015fda siz qoyub \u201cqa\u00e7acaqs\u0131n\u0131z\u201d \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131z\u0131…<\/p>\n

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5 b\u00fcrk\u00fc 2017<\/p>\n

Bak\u0131<\/p>\n

Cibl\u0259rim b\u0259l\u0259k olub ayaq izl\u0259rin\u0259…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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S\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l<\/p>\n

da\u015flar g\u0259lin k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc bu ev\u0259,<\/p>\n

s\u0259nd\u0259n sonra<\/p>\n

mam\u0131r uzaql\u0131qlar b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fc<\/p>\n

bu daxman\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ri…<\/p>\n

Ka\u015f bu evin g\u00fczg\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 aparayd\u0131n;<\/p>\n

s\u00fcsl\u00fc-s\u00fcsl\u00fc toxuyayd\u0131n<\/p>\n

ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n xal\u00e7as\u0131na ilm\u0259 kimi…<\/p>\n

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…\u00dc\u015f\u00fcm\u0259sin dey\u0259<\/p>\n

ayaq izl\u0259rini bir c\u00fct coraba b\u00fck\u00fcb cibim\u0259 atm\u0131\u015fam,<\/p>\n

cibl\u0259rim b\u0259l\u0259k olub ayaq izl\u0259rin\u0259…<\/p>\n

Qay\u0131t,<\/p>\n

\u00f6z\u00fcn y\u00fcrg\u0259l\u0259,<\/p>\n

y\u00fcrg\u0259l\u0259, be\u015fiyind\u0259 bo\u011f,<\/p>\n

b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259sin \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015fl\u0131 \u00e7arpay\u0131 t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n

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…Qay\u0131t,<\/p>\n

\u0259lind\u0259n tut ayaqlar\u0131 keyimi\u015f m\u0259h\u0259cc\u0259rl\u0259rin,<\/p>\n

qay\u0131t,<\/p>\n

qad\u0131ns\u0131z ya\u015faya bilmir bu evin d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259si.<\/p>\n

…v\u0259 s\u0259n ged\u0259li<\/p>\n

tavanlar im\u0259kl\u0259yir d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259,<\/p>\n

divarlar da\u015f-da\u015f g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcr g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f do\u011fan t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259…<\/p>\n

10 qaraq\u0131\u015f 2016<\/p>\n

Bak\u0131<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 intihar s\u00fcrm\u0259si<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Tanr\u0131lar\u0131 \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 fahi\u015f\u0259l\u0259r do\u011fulma\u011fa ba\u015flayar…<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcnki b\u00fct\u00fcn fahi\u015f\u0259l\u0259r ana s\u00fcd\u00fcn\u00fc<\/p>\n

arzular\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fclqablar\u0131ndan i\u00e7ir…<\/p>\n

… v\u0259 ata quca\u011f\u0131 axtar\u0131r sevi\u015fdiyi ki\u015fil\u0259rd\u0259,<\/p>\n

g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 intihar s\u00fcrm\u0259si.<\/p>\n

Analarsa,<\/p>\n

ibad\u0259t i\u00e7ind\u0259 hamil\u0259 qald\u0131qca \u00f6vlad g\u00fcnahlar\u0131na<\/p>\n

ehtirasdan y\u0131r\u011falanan bir \u00e7arpay\u0131da d\u0259fn olunar,<\/p>\n

aya\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fk\u0259nl\u0259rin k\u0259ndirl\u0259nmi\u015f d\u00fcnyas\u0131.<\/p>\n

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…H\u0259r g\u00fcn<\/p>\n

b\u0259tnind\u0259 bir qumbara basd\u0131r\u0131lan fahi\u015f\u0259nin<\/p>\n

gec\u0259l\u0259rg\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 bir c\u00fct \u00f6l\u00fcm yetim qalar.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm\u0259 day\u0259lik d\u0259 h\u0259r qad\u0131n\u0131n i\u015fi deyil;<\/p>\n

ax\u0131 \u00e7adral\u0131 bir sonsuzluq a\u011flay\u0131r<\/p>\n

gerid\u0259 qalan ayaq izl\u0259rind\u0259.<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6y\u00e7ay, 2017<\/p>\n

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Ax\u015fam\u0131n \u00e7adral\u0131 soyu\u011funda<\/strong><\/p>\n

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(Emil Rasimo\u011flunun dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131na….)<\/p>\n

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\u0130yirmi q\u0259piklik d\u0259smal\u0131<\/p>\n

sata bilm\u0259y\u0259n q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz\u0131n<\/p>\n

dualar\u0131nda im\u0259kl\u0259yir tanr\u0131.<\/p>\n

…Bir qar\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131<\/p>\n

dar ayaqqab\u0131 kimi d\u00f6y\u00fcr<\/p>\n

onu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 salanbir anan\u0131n ism\u0259t topu\u011funu.<\/p>\n

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…Q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n

g\u00f6d\u0259kc\u0259 kimi geyinib gedir,<\/p>\n

cibind\u0259 qara q\u0259piyi olmayan bir \u015fair.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zc\u0131\u011fazsa<\/p>\n

kilim kimi s\u0259rir g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n

dizinin dibind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nbu adam\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131 alt\u0131na.<\/p>\n

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Ax\u015fam\u0131n \u00e7adral\u0131 soyu\u011funda<\/p>\n

d\u0259smal-d\u0259smal ilan m\u0259l\u0259yir,<\/p>\n

i\u015f\u0131q g\u0259l\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259fin k\u00f6p\u0259kl\u0259ri ulay\u0131r<\/p>\n

s\u0259ki \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki ya\u011f\u0131\u015flara…<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259,<\/p>\n

o\u00a0 dil\u0259n\u00e7i q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz\u0131n<\/p>\n

ovuclar\u0131na bir V\u0259t\u0259n b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcr,<\/p>\n

bir V\u0259t\u0259n!<\/p>\n

11 b\u00fcrk\u00fc 2017<\/p>\n

Bak\u0131<\/p>\n

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M\u00fcharib\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131n s\u00fckutu<\/strong><\/p>\n

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(B\u0259z\u0259n atalar\u0131 bel\u0259 oxuya bilmir<\/p>\n

m\u00fcharib\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131n aln\u0131ndak\u0131<\/p>\n

kims\u0259siz\u00a0 yaz\u0131lar\u0131…)<\/p>\n

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\u018fzrailin eni\u015f meydan\u00e7as\u0131d\u0131r b\u00fct\u00fcn insan sin\u0259l\u0259ri…<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 da<\/p>\n

\u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qur\u011fu\u015fun \u0259ridir\u00fcr\u0259ksiz\u00a0 yaratd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Ekvatordan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u00fcr son m\u0259nzill\u0259rin qap\u0131s\u0131…<\/p>\n

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H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r<\/p>\n

ke\u015fi\u015fl\u0259r t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr al\u0131rm\u00fcs\u0259lman ba\u015fda\u015flar\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n

…Sonra<\/p>\n

h\u0259min m\u0259ktublara nar\u0131nc\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir<\/p>\n

b\u00fct\u00fcn arzular\u0131nxa\u00e7 atas\u0131.<\/p>\n

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…\u00d6m\u00fcr n\u0259rgiz qoxusudurbir meh drijorlu\u011funda.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r qoxunu can\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdikc\u0259<\/p>\n

\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 vurulur \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259rin ruhlar\u0131…<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcl\u0259rs\u0259<\/p>\n

ittiham olunur i\u015f\u0131q o\u011furlu\u011funda.<\/p>\n

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…Ba\u015fda\u015flar\u0131 t\u0259qvimind\u0259<\/p>\n

t\u0259kc\u0259 n\u0259rgiz qoxusu bayram\u0131 var.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r il<\/p>\n

qur\u011fu\u015fun \u0259ridir \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259r d\u0259 \u00f6z ad g\u00fcnl\u0259rin\u0259.<\/p>\n

6 q\u0131zmar 2017<\/p>\n

G\u0259nc\u0259<\/p>\n

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B\u00fct\u00fcn saatlar tanr\u0131ya i\u015fl\u0259yir …<\/strong><\/p>\n

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B\u00fct\u00fcn saatlar tanr\u0131ya i\u015fl\u0259yir,<\/p>\n

\u0259qr\u0259bl\u0259r vurur \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn boynunu<\/p>\n

bird\u0259n altm\u0131\u015fa saya-saya\u2026<\/p>\n

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…Bir d\u0259<\/p>\n

ya\u015fama\u011fa h\u0259v\u0259ssiz oldu\u011fumuz h\u0259ft\u0259l\u0259rimiz var \u2013<\/p>\n

da\u015f\u0131 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f saatlar\u0131n bel\u0259<\/p>\n

geri qaytarmayaca\u011f\u0131 h\u0259ft\u0259l\u0259rimiz!<\/p>\n

Onlara da<\/p>\n

\u00e7evr\u0259 qollardak\u0131 \u0259qr\u0259bl\u0259r verir\u0259lillik d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259si.<\/p>\n

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…Gah qar\u011f\u0131lar yerin\u0259 oturmur,<\/p>\n

gah da ki, k\u0259ndir…<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131r \u00f6mr\u00fcn t\u0259r\u0259c\u0259si.<\/p>\n

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8 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k 2017<\/p>\n

Bak\u0131<\/p>\n

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Yaz\u0131ya 1023 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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