{"id":11874,"date":"2018-12-19T23:13:40","date_gmt":"2018-12-19T19:13:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11874"},"modified":"2018-12-19T23:13:40","modified_gmt":"2018-12-19T19:13:40","slug":"vasif-zohraboglu-bir-p%c9%99nc%c9%99r%c9%99lik-ay-isigi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11874","title":{"rendered":"Vasif Z\u00f6hrabo\u011flu “Bir p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259lik ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 “"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Bir p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259lik ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

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M\u0259nim indi barmaqlar\u0131m\u0131n onu da t\u0259ngn\u0259f\u0259sdir,<\/p>\n

S\u0259hralar ke\u00e7mi\u015f d\u0259v\u0259 kimi yor\u011fun, aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndak\u0131 qumlar q\u0259d\u0259r susuzdur.<\/p>\n

\u00c7iynind\u0259n sa\u00e7lar\u0131na ged\u0259n yolun piyadas\u0131d\u0131r,<\/p>\n

Dodaqlar\u0131n bermud \u00fc\u00e7buca\u011f\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin nargin adas\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

S\u00fcrg\u00fcnd\u0259y\u0259m…<\/p>\n

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M\u0259nim b\u00fct\u00fcn gec\u0259l\u0259rimin can\u0131 bir p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259lik ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r,<\/p>\n

Bir qucaql\u0131q t\u0259kliyi var dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Qollar\u0131na qurban qad\u0131n, qucaq el\u0259 qollar\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox da ki, birn\u0259f\u0259rlik \u00e7arpay\u0131da ikinci n\u0259f\u0259ri arzulayacaq q\u0259d\u0259r axma\u011fam.<\/p>\n

L\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lsin tavandan asd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu yarasa \u00f6mr\u00fc.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n ged\u0259nd\u0259n he\u00e7 kefim yoxdur.<\/p>\n

Pis g\u00fcnd\u0259y\u0259m…<\/p>\n

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S\u0259n ki \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r i\u015fd\u0259n yor\u011fun g\u0259lib,iki o\u011flun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259rs h\u0259ll ed\u0259n ana, anan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ke\u00e7i y\u0131\u011fan \u015f\u0131ltaq q\u0131z, \u0259rin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcns\u0259 s\u0131radan sad\u0259c\u0259 bir qad\u0131n idin.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n yazd\u0131m \u015feir oldun…<\/p>\n

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S\u0259n bilm\u0259din qad\u0131n, m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 bit\u0259n a\u011fac\u0131n yarpaqlar\u0131na pay\u0131z\u0131n g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atmaz.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n q\u0259hr\u0259man yarada bilm\u0259din,<\/p>\n

S\u0259ng\u0259r sevgil\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259din \u00fcmidimi.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimi pul dil\u0259n\u0259n qara\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n ovcuna qoyub getdin.<\/p>\n

Qurban olsun gedi\u015fin\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l-g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k sevgil\u0259r…<\/p>\n

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And olsun b\u0259xtimin as\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 ulduz g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 ki,<\/p>\n

daha g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxm\u0131ram,<\/p>\n

And olsun yas\u0259m\u0259n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yind\u0259n \u0259tirli sa\u00e7lar\u0131na ki, barmaqlar\u0131m\u0131\u00a0 daraq oldu\u011fu yerd\u0259n s\u0131nd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam…<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n s\u0259nin baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fczg\u00fcl\u0259rd\u0259n \u0259dal\u0259tliy\u0259m, qad\u0131n!<\/p>\n

Bir\u00a0 g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 darayanda g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n,<\/p>\n

G\u00fczg\u00fcnd\u0259y\u0259m…<\/p>\n

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Ofisiant q\u0131z\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

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H\u0259r k\u0259s unutdu\u011fu q\u0259d\u0259r ged\u0259r, ofisiant q\u0131z,<\/p>\n

H\u0259r k\u0259s sevdiyi q\u0259d\u0259r qalar.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bilirdim, ged\u0259n ayaqlar\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131 olmur,<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bilirdim, unutqand\u0131 ged\u0259nl\u0259rin aya\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bilirdim nam\u0259lum \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259rin \u015f\u0259killi ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131 olmur…<\/p>\n

I\u00e7kin biraz t\u00fcndd\u00fc,<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259tin keyfimi a\u00e7s\u0131n…<\/p>\n

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Bu n\u0259 s\u0259rs\u0259mlikdi,<\/p>\n

Barma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n\u00a0 ucuyla g\u0259zir\u0259m divarlarda,<\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259rim \u0259l a\u011fac\u0131, ayaqlar\u0131m k\u00fct olub.<\/p>\n

Qaranl\u0131\u011fa z\u0259ncirl\u0259diyim bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck duy\u011fular da,<\/p>\n

Daha s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 baxm\u0131r, indi quduz it olub.<\/p>\n

I\u00e7imd\u0259 yalquzaql\u0131qd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Fikir verm\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131ma,<\/p>\n

u\u015faql\u0131qd\u0131…<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin qad\u0131n \u015f\u0259klis\u0259n,<\/p>\n

As\u0131ld\u0131m divart\u0259k\u00a0 yaxanda s\u0259nin.<\/p>\n

G\u0259lib g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin i\u00e7ind\u0259 gizl\u0259n,<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259\u00a0 bax\u0131\u015f\u0131m s\u0131xanda s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Qorxma, divar deyil\u0259m…<\/p>\n

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Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 h\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcr, ofisiant q\u0131z,<\/p>\n

Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 insanlar t\u0259nhal\u0131qlar\u0131na pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Qara buludlar kimi dolur i\u015f\u0131qs\u0131z p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259-m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259 adamlar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsizlikdi…<\/p>\n

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M\u0259nimki biraz a\u011fr\u0131 ovudan s\u0259rxo\u015fluqdu,<\/p>\n

Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, ofisiant q\u0131z, ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rd\u00fcm g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 bo\u015fluqdu,<\/p>\n

Atd\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc..<\/p>\n

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Gedir\u0259m dar\u0131xma\u011fa<\/strong>…<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n\u00a0 d\u0259 bel\u0259 adamam, q\u0131na m\u0259ni \u0259zizim,<\/p>\n

Bir b\u0259han\u0259 g\u0259zir\u0259m \u00f6z evimi y\u0131xma\u011fa,<\/p>\n

El\u0259ki ax\u015fam d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, \u00e7\u0259kilir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsizliyi g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb gedir\u0259m dar\u0131xma\u011fa.<\/p>\n

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Ovuc-ovuc t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr, \u00e7ilikl\u0259nir \u00fcmidl\u0259r,<\/p>\n

S\u0259kil\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n da\u015flananda \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259si.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z i\u015fl\u0259mir k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin s\u00fckutunu yarma\u011fa,<\/p>\n

P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u00fckl\u0259rin ya\u015flananda \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259si.<\/p>\n

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Sevinci n\u0259 olacaq quruyanda doda\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n

K\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k qanad\u0131ndan k\u00fcl\u0259k uman \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yin.?<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 bax\u0131b g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcn ax\u0131r\u0131ndasan,<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 bax\u0131b g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n yiy\u0259sizdi \u00fcr\u0259yin.<\/p>\n

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\u00c7\u0259kil\u0259rs\u0259n \u00e7arm\u0131xa bundan bel\u0259 gizlic\u0259<\/p>\n

B\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259r\u00a0 g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 Tanr\u0131\u00a0 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n\u00a0 yollar\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Qopub d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r s\u00fckutlu bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n alt\u0131na,<\/p>\n

Qopub d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r \u00e7arm\u0131xdan xa\u00e7 \u015f\u0259killi qollar\u0131n.<\/p>\n

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\u00c7arm\u0131x\u0131na da\u015f atar g\u0259l\u0259n-ged\u0259n x\u0259lv\u0259tc\u0259,<\/p>\n

Kirid\u0259rs\u0259n i\u00e7ind\u0259\u00a0 bu b\u0259dheyb\u0259t\u00a0 qorxunu.<\/p>\n

Uzanar g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259\u00a0 yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n qollar\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Diksin\u0259rs\u0259n, pozarsan \u00e7arm\u0131xdaki yuxunu.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n\u00a0 d\u0259 bel\u0259 adamam, q\u0131na m\u0259ni \u0259zizim,<\/p>\n

Bir b\u0259han\u0259 g\u0259zir\u0259m \u00f6z evimi y\u0131xma\u011fa,<\/p>\n

El\u0259ki ax\u015fam d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, \u00e7\u0259kilir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsizliyi g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb gedir\u0259m dar\u0131xma\u011fa.<\/p>\n

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Fevraldan soyuqdu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tin…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Saatlar he\u00e7 vaxt g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259nd\u0259 dayan\u0131b,<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn s\u0259nsizlikl\u0259 bol vaxt\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Gedir\u0259m \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa tutub.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131n yol vaxt\u0131d\u0131r<\/p>\n

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\u015eeir oxu,<\/p>\n

Qula\u011f\u0131na bir p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 s\u0259s apar,<\/p>\n

S\u00fckutdan bo\u011fular otaq ist\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 olmasa qollar\u0131m\u0131 k\u0259s apar,<\/p>\n

Dizl\u0259rin bir b\u00fck\u00fcm qucaq ist\u0259s\u0259.<\/p>\n

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Yox, daha g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 bu t\u0259rs adam\u0131,<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 qay\u0131tma\u011fa \u00f6mr\u00fcm yetm\u0259di,<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u0259, s\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 bezdim.<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 bu sevgiy\u0259 s\u0259brim yetm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259nd\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yini pay\u0131zla getsin,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rs\u0259n soyuq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, hava d\u0259yi\u015fir,<\/p>\n

Qaranqu\u015f \u00f6mr\u00fcd\u00fcr \u015fairin \u00f6mr\u00fc,<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259n-\u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 yuva d\u0259yi\u015fir.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259ni sevm\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n qabaq da h\u0259l\u0259,<\/p>\n

P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259n bir ovuc da\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Milyon il, milyon il uzaqda h\u0259l\u0259,<\/p>\n

Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r he\u00e7 bel\u0259 q\u0131\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

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Fevraldan soyuqdu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tin…<\/p>\n

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Ovcumdak\u0131 k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k…<\/p>\n

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S\u0259n ovcumda gizl\u0259tdiyim qanadlar\u0131 dumanl\u0131 a\u011f k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k kimis\u0259n, \u0259ll\u0259rimi s\u0131xsam \u00f6l\u0259r, \u0259ll\u0259rimi a\u00e7sam u\u00e7ub u\u00e7ub ged\u0259rs\u0259n…<\/p>\n

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N\u0259f\u0259sini d\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 bir yas\u0259m\u0259n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi,<\/p>\n

\u015eir\u0259sind\u0259n i\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 bir g\u00fcl doda\u011f\u0131 tapmasan, qay\u0131t.<\/p>\n

Qay\u0131t ki, \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n vurdu\u011fun g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259rin gilizind\u0259 g\u00fcl tarlalar\u0131 yeti\u015fdirim s\u0259n\u0259…<\/p>\n

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Qad\u0131n, el\u0259 yeriyirs\u0259n ki, add\u0131m\u0131nla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r asfalt\u0131n ot h\u0259sr\u0259ti.<\/p>\n

P\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 yeri\u015find\u0259n torpaq x\u0259b\u0259r d\u0259 tutmur.<\/p>\n

Utand\u0131r\u0131r yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n minn\u0259ti.<\/p>\n

Bal kimi yay\u0131l\u0131r g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn yuxa dodaqlar\u0131na…<\/p>\n

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B\u0259z\u0259n sevm\u0259diyim i\u015fd\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131ram, Dinl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim musiqini d\u0259yi\u015fir\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Yoruldu\u011fum yoldan d\u00f6n\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259ni sevm\u0259k fikrind\u0259n da\u015f\u0131n\u0131ram,<\/p>\n

Ancaq s\u0259nd\u0259n da\u015f\u0131na bilmir\u0259m…<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n pis adam deyil\u0259m qad\u0131n,<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni itirm\u0259!<\/p>\n

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Yaz\u0131ya 652 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

                    Bir p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259lik ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131\u00a0   M\u0259nim indi barmaqlar\u0131m\u0131n onu da t\u0259ngn\u0259f\u0259sdir, S\u0259hralar ke\u00e7mi\u015f d\u0259v\u0259 kimi yor\u011fun, aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndak\u0131 qumlar q\u0259d\u0259r susuzdur. \u00c7iynind\u0259n sa\u00e7lar\u0131na ged\u0259n yolun piyadas\u0131d\u0131r, Dodaqlar\u0131n bermud \u00fc\u00e7buca\u011f\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin nargin adas\u0131d\u0131r. S\u00fcrg\u00fcnd\u0259y\u0259m…   M\u0259nim b\u00fct\u00fcn gec\u0259l\u0259rimin can\u0131 bir p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259lik ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r, Bir qucaql\u0131q t\u0259kliyi […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11874"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11874"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11874\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11875,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11874\/revisions\/11875"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11874"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11874"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11874"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}