{"id":11918,"date":"2018-12-27T18:34:56","date_gmt":"2018-12-27T14:34:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11918"},"modified":"2018-12-27T18:34:56","modified_gmt":"2018-12-27T14:34:56","slug":"elcin-aslangil-gozl%c9%99y%c9%99n-adamin-seiri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11918","title":{"rendered":"El\u00e7in Aslangil &#8211; G\u00d6ZL\u018fY\u018fN ADAMIN \u015eE\u0130R\u0130"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/10710762_515420541893589_3025116963528695119_n.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-8435 \" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/02\/10710762_515420541893589_3025116963528695119_n-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"el\u00e7inaslangil119_n\" width=\"359\" height=\"269\" \/><\/a>G\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n adam\u0131m,<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda,<br \/>\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259<br \/>\ng\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb getdin bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n..<br \/>\nO s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ba\u015flad\u0131 m\u0259nimkil\u0259r-<br \/>\nGec\u0259l\u0259rin adam soyuqlu\u011fu,<br \/>\nG\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259rin s\u0259n yoxlu\u011fu.<br \/>\nYoluxdu\u011fum b\u00fct\u00fcn v\u0259rdi\u015fl\u0259r,<br \/>\nM\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, barmaqlar\u0131ma sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u0259nsiz g\u00fcnl\u0259r<br \/>\nbozard\u0131 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rd\u0259.<br \/>\nG\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n adam\u0131m,<br \/>\nD\u0259nizl\u0259rin sahil yoxlu\u011fu,<br \/>\nYuxular\u0131m\u0131n Tanr\u0131 qorxulu\u011fu,<br \/>\nS\u0259n boyda yalq\u0131zl\u0131q oldu kils\u0259l\u0259rin z\u0259ngind\u0259,<br \/>\nRahibl\u0259rin bakirliyind\u0259.<br \/>\nV\u0259 bir s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 dimdiyind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc H\u0259vvan\u0131n g\u00fcnah\u0131,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 o g\u00fcnd\u0259n ba\u015flad\u0131 C\u0259nn\u0259tin s\u00fckutu,<br \/>\nAllah\u0131n t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nGetdiyin g\u00fcnd\u0259n&#8230;<br \/>\nBu nec\u0259 getm\u0259kdir ki,<br \/>\nBi\u00e7\u0259n\u0259kd\u0259 ayaqyal\u0131n y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259n d\u0259rvi\u015fl\u0259r qaralt\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259di?<br \/>\nBu nec\u0259 getm\u0259kdir ki,<br \/>\nQoca m\u0259b\u0259dl\u0259rin divarlar\u0131<br \/>\ns\u0259ni say\u0131qlamad\u0131?<br \/>\nBu nec\u0259 getm\u0259kdir ki,<br \/>\nG\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259 kitablar yaz\u0131lsa ay\u0259-ay\u0259,<br \/>\nSur\u0259-sur\u0259,<br \/>\nM\u00fcjd\u0259 verm\u0259zl\u0259r g\u0259lm\u0259yind\u0259n pey\u011famb\u0259rliyim\u0259?<br \/>\nG\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n adam\u0131m,<br \/>\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda,<br \/>\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259<br \/>\ng\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb getdin bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n.<br \/>\nBilir\u0259m,<br \/>\nG\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">C\u018fNAB PREZ\u0130DENT, ONLAR D\u018fN\u0130Z\u0130 DA\u015eLAYIR?<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">C\u0259nab prezident,<br \/>\nOnlar d\u0259nizi da\u015flay\u0131r?<br \/>\nBilmirl\u0259r ki, da\u015flar\u0131 yuyub aparan dal\u011falar<br \/>\nd\u0259nizd\u0259n ba\u015flay\u0131r?<br \/>\nC\u0259nab prezident,<br \/>\nD\u0259nizi tutublar,<br \/>\nQapal\u0131 rejimli h\u0259bsxanaya sal\u0131blar.<br \/>\n\u0130ndi n\u0259 d\u0259niz\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr yolumuz,<br \/>\nN\u0259 yolumuza d\u0259niz g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<br \/>\nAyd\u0131nlanm\u0131\u015flar d\u0259nizsiz \u00f6l\u00fcr,<br \/>\nBizimki \u00f6lm\u0259kdi&#8230;<br \/>\nBu \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259n getm\u0259k,<br \/>\nD\u0259nizin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n u\u00e7ub getm\u0259kdi,<br \/>\nT\u0259yyar\u0259d\u0259n Bak\u0131ya \u0259l sallamaqd\u0131,<br \/>\nSevdiyimiz qad\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131b p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldamaqd\u0131:<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00d6l\u0259m, a\u011flaya sevdiyim i\u00e7imi-\u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc ya\u011f\u0131\u015f kimi&#8230;<br \/>\nC\u0259nab prezident,<br \/>\nBir qa\u011fay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn, bir qa\u011fay\u0131.<br \/>\nQanadlar\u0131nda u\u00e7maqdan ba\u015fqa h\u0259r \u015fey var,<br \/>\nNeft l\u0259k\u0259si,<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n h\u0259r yerin\u0259 da\u015f\u0131nan g\u0259mi-g\u0259mi s\u0259rv\u0259tl\u0259r,<br \/>\n\u00d6lm\u00fc\u015f bal\u0131qlar\u0131n \u0259tri&#8230;<br \/>\nV\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 o qa\u011fay\u0131 q\u0131y vurduqca xat\u0131rladar bizl\u0259r\u0259-<br \/>\nOnlar d\u0259nizi gizl\u0259dibl\u0259r cibl\u0259rind\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nC\u0259nab prezident,<br \/>\nBiz d\u0259 d\u0259nizi gizl\u0259tmi\u015fik,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yimizin \u0259n d\u0259rin yerind\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">YALQIZ A\u011eACA<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Bir f\u0259qir-f\u00fcqara, \u0259c\u0259b m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259,<br \/>\nBu q\u0131\u015f yalq\u0131z a\u011fac \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr yen\u0259.<br \/>\nBir yandan k\u00fcl\u0259k d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f can\u0131na,<br \/>\nDi g\u0259l bu a\u011faca m\u0259n\u00f6l\u00fcm dem\u0259.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">\u00dc\u015f\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0259n Allah \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u0259 bel\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259r, q\u0131\u015f\u0131n g\u00f6d\u0259kdi.<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259 s\u0259n Allah, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259 bel\u0259-<br \/>\nTorpaq yax\u015f\u0131lara qara k\u00f6yn\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Ay a\u011fac m\u0259nd\u0259 bir adaml\u0131q ola,<br \/>\nBir yor\u011fan g\u0259tirib \u00e7iynin\u0259 atam.<br \/>\nAy a\u011fac m\u0259nd\u0259 bir adaml\u0131q ola,<br \/>\nN\u0259 olar bir gec\u0259 yor\u011fans\u0131z yatam.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Bu q\u0131\u015f\u0131 birt\u0259h\u0259r d\u00f6z\u0259c\u0259m vallah,<br \/>\nD\u0259rdimin sa\u011f \u0259li torpa\u011fa a\u011fac,<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 qo\u015fulum, s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 qo\u015ful,<br \/>\nA\u011flayaq h\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n yarpa\u011fa a\u011fac.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">MAV\u0130 ADAM<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Mavi adam,<br \/>\nTanr\u0131n\u0131n o\u011flu deyils\u0259n,<br \/>\nBilir\u0259m,<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rin qu\u015flar\u0131n ayaq s\u0259si olmal\u0131d\u0131r..<br \/>\nBu \u00f6lm\u0259kl\u0259r \u00f6lk\u0259si,<br \/>\nN\u0259f\u0259si k\u0259silmi\u015f arzular\u0131n \u00fcmidi,<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259,<br \/>\n\u018fll\u0259rinin yalq\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn<br \/>\ndik m\u0259m\u0259li qad\u0131nlar,<br \/>\nGec\u0259l\u0259r yoxlu\u011fun q\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r&#8230;<br \/>\nMavi adam,<br \/>\nTanr\u0131n\u0131n o\u011flu deyils\u0259n,<br \/>\nBilir\u0259m,<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rin qu\u015flar\u0131n ayaq s\u0259si olmal\u0131d\u0131r&#8230;<br \/>\nTanr\u0131 bilir,<br \/>\nBu adamlar,<br \/>\nBu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r s\u0259ni sevmir&#8230;<br \/>\nQa\u00e7 mavi adam,<br \/>\nBurdan y\u00fcz i\u015f\u0131q ili uzaqdansan,<br \/>\nQa\u00e7&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">*****<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Ayr\u0131lma\u011fa n\u0259 var ki,<br \/>\n\u00dc\u00e7 hecad\u0131 &#8211; \u0259lvida!<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 silm\u0259kdi,<br \/>\nO da, he\u00e7 vaxt qay\u0131tmasa.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">&#8220;B\u0130R D\u018f E\u015e\u0130D\u018fRS\u018fN K\u0130, X\u018fYAN\u018fT ETD\u0130Y\u0130N K\u0130\u015e\u0130&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">D\u00fcnyan\u0131n i\u015fini bilm\u0259k olmaz&#8230;<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 e\u015fid\u0259rs\u0259n ki,<br \/>\nX\u0259yan\u0259t etdiyin ki\u015fi,<br \/>\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb, da\u015f olub.<br \/>\nN\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 var,<br \/>\nN\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259ri,<br \/>\nN\u0259 hikk\u0259si,<br \/>\nN\u0259 d\u0259, s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259ri&#8230;<br \/>\nKi\u015fi, da\u015f olub.<br \/>\nBir pay\u0131z ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nBir q\u0131\u015f soyu\u011funu,<br \/>\nBir a\u011fac k\u00f6lg\u0259sini qucaqlay\u0131b ki\u015fi,<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fc soyuq da\u015f olub&#8230;<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n i\u015fini bilm\u0259k olmaz&#8230;<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 e\u015fid\u0259rs\u0259n ki,<br \/>\nX\u0259yan\u0259t etdiyin ki\u015fi,<br \/>\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb, da\u015f olub.<br \/>\nQald\u0131r\u0131blar, alt\u0131ndan ilan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b&#8230;<br \/>\nD\u0259niz\u0259 at\u0131blar, yosunlay\u0131b ki\u015fi.<br \/>\nD\u0259niz\u0259 yuxu dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b,<br \/>\nYuxulay\u0131b ki\u015fi.<br \/>\nYava\u015f-yava\u015f ovulub, toz olub,<br \/>\nSonra yox olub ki\u015fi&#8230;<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n i\u015fini bilm\u0259k olmaz&#8230;<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 e\u015fid\u0259rs\u0259n ki,<br \/>\nAltm\u0131\u015f\u0131, yetmi\u015fi haqlay\u0131b ki\u015fi.<br \/>\nBirin\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ata olub,<br \/>\nBirin\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 \u0259mi.<br \/>\nBirin\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 baba olub,<br \/>\nBirin\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 qarda\u015f,<br \/>\nDa\u015f ki\u015fi.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n i\u015fini bilm\u0259k olmaz&#8230;<br \/>\nBir d\u0259, e\u015fid\u0259rs\u0259n ki,<br \/>\nX\u0259yan\u0259t etdiyin ki\u015fi,<br \/>\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb, a\u011fac olub.<br \/>\nK\u00f6t\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259rd vurub,<br \/>\nButa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ild\u0131r\u0131m.<br \/>\nButa\u011flamayan ki\u015fi,<br \/>\nYarpaqlamayan ki\u015fi quruyub.<br \/>\nC\u0259mi birc\u0259 pay\u0131z sabahlay\u0131b,<br \/>\nSonra k\u0259sib apar\u0131blar.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n i\u015fini bilm\u0259k olmaz&#8230;<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 e\u015fid\u0259rs\u0259n ki,<br \/>\nX\u0259yan\u0259t etdiyin ki\u015fi torpaq olub,<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcb- s\u0259ni unudub&#8230;<br \/>\nN\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 var,<br \/>\nN\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259ri,<br \/>\nN\u0259 hikk\u0259si,<br \/>\nN\u0259 d\u0259, s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259ri.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n i\u015fini bilm\u0259k olmaz \u0259zizim,<br \/>\nBilm\u0259k olmaz&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">M\u018fN H\u018fL\u018f \u00d6P\u00dc\u015eM\u018fM\u0130\u015e\u018fM<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">\u018fzizim,<br \/>\nAyr\u0131l\u0131qlar adam\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qovu\u015fdurur,<br \/>\nM\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m &#8211; dey\u0259n, yaral\u0131 \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r<br \/>\n\u00f6l\u00fc do\u011fulur&#8230;<br \/>\nQad\u0131nlar do\u011fma\u011f\u0131 bacar\u0131r,<br \/>\nKi\u015fisiz qalma\u011f\u0131 bacarm\u0131r.<br \/>\nD\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 atalar\u0131 \u00f6l\u0259n o\u011fullar<br \/>\nG\u00fcll\u0259 kimi a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r qad\u0131nla sevi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259<br \/>\nh\u0259r \u015feyini b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nD\u00fcn\u0259n Suriyada piano\u00e7u hamil\u0259 qad\u0131n<br \/>\nbarma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131xanda t\u0259tiy\u0259,<br \/>\nK\u00f6rp\u0259sinin ayaq s\u0259sini e\u015fitdi b\u0259tnind\u0259,<br \/>\nM\u00fcharib\u0259 qurtard\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nV\u0259 bir q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz, \u0259lind\u0259 a\u011f bayraq sevin\u0259 &#8211; sevin\u0259:<br \/>\n&#8211; M\u0259ni zorlamay\u0131blar- dedi.<br \/>\n\u018fzizim,<br \/>\nAyaqlar\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin,<br \/>\nBo\u015f qal\u0131r budaqlar,<br \/>\nBo\u015f qal\u0131r budaqlarda yuvalar<br \/>\nS\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 silah\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b yatanda g\u0259nc zabitl\u0259r.<br \/>\nBir qad\u0131nl\u0131q ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 olan ki\u015fil\u0259r,<br \/>\nY\u00fcz d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259,<br \/>\nY\u00fcz qad\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259rl\u0259r\u2026<br \/>\nAyr\u0131l\u0131qlar adam\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qovu\u015fdurur,<br \/>\nM\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m &#8211; dey\u0259n, yaral\u0131 \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r<br \/>\n\u00f6l\u00fc do\u011fulur\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">B\u0130R K\u0130\u015e\u0130N\u0130N QADIN \u00dc\u00c7\u00dcN DARIXMASI\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Bir ki\u015finin qad\u0131n\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xmas\u0131 k\u0259d\u0259rlidir,<br \/>\nBel\u0259 dar\u0131xmaq kimi:<br \/>\nO q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n ki,<br \/>\nAdam ist\u0259yir b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rin\u0259 baxa.<br \/>\nBaxa-baxa i\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259,<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00c7ay i\u00e7\u0259<br \/>\nYem\u0259k yey\u0259.<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259hid x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259rini e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259<br \/>\nOturub s\u0259nin \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rinl\u0259 a\u011flaya.<br \/>\nO q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n ki,<br \/>\nD\u0259h\u015f\u0259ts\u0259n,<br \/>\nKi\u015fi h\u0259sr\u0259ti kimi.<br \/>\nBir ki\u015finin qad\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xmas\u0131 k\u0259d\u0259rlidir&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">*****<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Gec\u0259l\u0259r x\u0259lv\u0259ti a\u011flayan qad\u0131n,<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc yast\u0131\u011fa tutub a\u011flama.<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00f6p\u00fcb, qa\u00e7an s\u0259rin meh,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259lir, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni ba\u011flama&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">BiLiRS\u018fN?<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Bilirs\u0259n,<br \/>\nBu ax\u015fam,<br \/>\nDoda\u011f\u0131ndan qalan q\u0131rm\u0131z bir l\u0259k\u0259 var,<br \/>\nBo\u015f q\u0259d\u0259hin yana\u011f\u0131nda ,<br \/>\nLap uzaqlarda &#8230;<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 ,<br \/>\n\u0130sti bir s\u00f6z ,<br \/>\n\u00d6z hissl\u0259rin\u0259 hakim olmayan<br \/>\npiano\u00e7u barmaqlar var &#8230;<br \/>\nBu ax\u015fam, s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r r\u0259qs el\u0259m\u0259k var-<br \/>\nS\u0259ni p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldayan divarlarla ,<br \/>\nYoxlu\u011funla ,<br \/>\nQorxaql\u0131\u011f\u0131nla ,<br \/>\nT\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131mla &#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">M\u018fN\u0130 AZADLIQ MEYDANINDA \u00d6P\u018f B\u0130L\u018fRS\u018fN ELZA?<br \/>\n(Elza Seyidcahana)<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Bilirs\u0259n daa,<br \/>\nTrampdan Milenan\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r,<br \/>\nQ\u0259rib\u0259 bir c\u0259r\u0259yan var havada,<br \/>\nN\u0259 qal\u0131b yaz ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131na?<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn \u015fairl\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b ged\u0259rik Azadl\u0131q meydan\u0131na-<br \/>\nM\u0259ni orda \u00f6p\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n Elza?<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259n molotov kokteyili ist\u0259mir\u0259m,<br \/>\nBir bakal piv\u0259 b\u0259s ed\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259,<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn ayr\u0131l\u0131qlara \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259.<br \/>\nM\u0259ni orda \u00f6p\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n Elza?<br \/>\nPiano arxas\u0131nda,<br \/>\nMinor i\u015fv\u0259,<br \/>\nMajor naz,<br \/>\nUzat dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 biraz!&#8230;<br \/>\nO d\u0259niz var haa,<br \/>\nElza, o d\u0259nizin dal\u011falar\u0131 it kimi yey\u0259c\u0259k \u0259limizi, aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nO d\u0259nizin o\u011flu, q\u0131z\u0131 qa\u011fay\u0131lar,<br \/>\nO qa\u011f\u0131y\u0131lar da<br \/>\nBak\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259hr\u0259m s\u0259malar\u0131ndan<br \/>\nu\u00e7ub, ged\u0259c\u0259k bir g\u00fcn.<br \/>\n\u018fg\u0259r&#8230;<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn,<br \/>\nBir \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u00fck sevm\u0259kl\u0259r \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri bo\u015f qalacaq&#8230;<br \/>\nO\u011fullar atalar\u0131na a\u00e7\u0131lacaq m\u0259rmi kimi,<br \/>\nAtalar, o\u011fullar\u0131na.<br \/>\nQ\u0131zlar analar\u0131na,<br \/>\nAnalar, q\u0131zlar\u0131na.<br \/>\nV\u0259 bir g\u00fcn,<br \/>\nDey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r ki-<br \/>\nO vaxtk\u0131 ki\u015fil\u0259r, ki\u015fi deyildi,<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 biri Elzan\u0131 Azadl\u0131q meydan\u0131nda \u00f6p\u0259 bilm\u0259di!<br \/>\nBilirs\u0259n daa,<br \/>\nTrampdan Milenan\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r,<br \/>\nQ\u0259rib\u0259 bir c\u0259r\u0259yan var havada,<br \/>\nN\u0259 qal\u0131b yaz ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131na?<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn \u015fairl\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b ged\u0259rik Azadl\u0131q meydan\u0131na-<br \/>\nM\u0259ni orda \u00f6p\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n Elza?<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">\u00c7\u018fRP\u018fL\u018fNG\u0130M \u015eAH\u0130DD\u0130R<br \/>\n(M\u00f6vlud M\u00f6vluda)<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">\u00c7\u0259rp\u0259l\u0259ngim \u015fahiddir,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin s\u0259malar\u0131nda Tanr\u0131 yoxdur m\u0259ni sevm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox s\u0259b\u0259bimiz vard\u0131,<br \/>\nUzun yollara \u00e7\u0131xan qatarlar,<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259rin k\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259sm\u0259y\u0259n yerin\u0259 ged\u0259n taksil\u0259r,<br \/>\nG\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n adamlar,<br \/>\nG\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n adamlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259liydik.<br \/>\nS\u0259n sonuncu adam idin..<br \/>\nD\u00f6zm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox s\u0259b\u0259bimiz vard\u0131,<br \/>\n\u0130slam\u00e7\u0131lar,<br \/>\nKatolikl\u0259r,<br \/>\nPravoslavlar,<br \/>\nMus\u0259vil\u0259r,<br \/>\nBir d\u0259,<br \/>\nAteistl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00f6zm\u0259liydik,<br \/>\nBirlikd\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdir\u0259 bil\u0259rdik,<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015f adamlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcll\u0259y\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131b,<br \/>\nAnam\u0131z\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi qucaqlamal\u0131yd\u0131q.<br \/>\nAzadl\u0131q meydan\u0131nda adama bir siqaret yand\u0131rmal\u0131yd\u0131q,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc oda atmal\u0131yd\u0131 siqaret.<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u00fcb ke\u00e7m\u0259liydik,<br \/>\n\u0130nsanlar\u0131n \u0259n uzaq ulduza ayaq basmaq ist\u0259yin\u0259.<br \/>\nS\u0259n sonuncu adam idin,<br \/>\nGetm\u0259m\u0259liydin&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259rp\u0259l\u0259ngim \u015fahiddir,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin s\u0259malar\u0131nda Tanr\u0131 yoxdur m\u0259ni sevm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 m\u0259nim d\u0259.<br \/>\nV\u0259 s\u0259n d\u0259, m\u0259ni sev\u0259c\u0259k biri deyils\u0259n,<br \/>\nAzad ed\u0259c\u0259k biris\u0259n,<br \/>\nQay\u0131t..<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">BEYR\u018fY\u0130N G\u00dcL\u018fNG\u0130L\u018f YAZDI\u011eI \u015eE\u0130R<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Tanr\u0131 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcm s\u0259nn\u0259n ke\u00e7mi\u015f, g\u00f6rd\u00fcnm\u00fc?<br \/>\nAltm\u0131\u015f tutam oxum u\u00e7mu\u015f, g\u00f6rd\u00fcnm\u00fc?<br \/>\nYay\u0131m qalxm\u0131\u015f, boyum bi\u00e7mi\u015f, g\u00f6rd\u00fcnm\u00fc?<br \/>\n\u00dc\u00e7 di\u015fl\u0259yib, bir \u00f6pd\u00fcy\u00fcm gedibdi,<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u0259ngilim ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 sevibdi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">K\u00f6hl\u0259n at\u0131m ba\u015f g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7\u0131bm\u0131?<br \/>\nBuxunumu qara torpaq qucubmu?<br \/>\nTanr\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n d\u0259rd &#8220;\u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259&#8221; (ruhuma) ac\u0131bm\u0131?<br \/>\n\u00dc\u00e7 di\u015fl\u0259yib, bir \u00f6pd\u00fcy\u00fcm gedibdi,<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u0259ngilim ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 sevibdi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">T\u0259rlanlar\u0131m m\u0259nsiz ova \u00e7\u0131x\u0131bm\u0131?<br \/>\nTaz\u0131lar\u0131m ba\u015f \u00e7\u00f6nd\u0259rib, az\u0131bm\u0131?<br \/>\nTanr\u0131 evim ya\u011fmalan\u0131b, u\u00e7ubmu?<br \/>\n\u00dc\u00e7 di\u015fl\u0259yib, bir \u00f6pd\u00fcy\u00fcm gedibdi,<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u0259ngilim ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 sevibdi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Tanr\u0131 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcm s\u0259nn\u0259n ke\u00e7mi\u015f, g\u00f6rd\u00fcnm\u00fc?<br \/>\nAltm\u0131\u015f tutam oxum u\u00e7mu\u015f, g\u00f6rd\u00fcnm\u00fc?<br \/>\nYay\u0131m qalxm\u0131\u015f, boyum bi\u00e7mi\u015f, g\u00f6rd\u00fcnm\u00fc?<br \/>\n\u00dc\u00e7 di\u015fl\u0259yib, bir \u00f6pd\u00fcy\u00fcm gedibdi,<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u0259ngilim ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 sevibdi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">S\u018fNi NEC\u018f UNUTDUM?<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">S\u0259ni bu gec\u0259 unutdum<br \/>\nba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n qollar\u0131nda.<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 unutmu\u015fdum,<br \/>\nXat\u0131rlamayacam, qorxma&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">D\u00f6n\u00fcb pay\u0131z a\u011fac\u0131na<br \/>\nyarpaq-yarpaq t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259rs\u0259n.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni kim unudar bel\u0259,<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 n\u0259 vaxt sev\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">Kim ox\u015fayar gec\u0259l\u0259r sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259sin?<br \/>\nKim qucaqlar o boyda,<br \/>\nKim qucaqlayar s\u0259ni?<br \/>\nBacarsan unut m\u0259ni&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">S\u0259ni bu gec\u0259 unutdum,<br \/>\nBir az s\u0259rxo\u015f, bir az yor\u011fun.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni nec\u0259 unutdum?<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n soru\u015farsan.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">B\u0259lk\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259l\u0259r he\u00e7 vaxt<br \/>\n\u00fcmidin a\u011f g\u00fcn\u00fc deyil.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni bel\u0259 unutdum-<br \/>\nI\u00e7imd\u0259ki a\u011fr\u0131lar bir az vecsiz,<br \/>\nBir az veyil&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">O \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin o tay\u0131ndan ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259ktub yazacaqlar:<br \/>\n&#8211; Xan\u0131m,<br \/>\nSizi unudub,<br \/>\nd\u0259ym\u0259z g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259yiniz\u0259.<br \/>\nO adam bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259<br \/>\ng\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k bir d\u0259.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1d2129;\">S\u0259ni bu gec\u0259 unutdum,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni nec\u0259 unutdum?<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"11918\">Yaz\u0131ya 954 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>G\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n adam\u0131m, Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb getdin bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n.. O s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ba\u015flad\u0131 m\u0259nimkil\u0259r- Gec\u0259l\u0259rin adam soyuqlu\u011fu, G\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259rin s\u0259n yoxlu\u011fu. Yoluxdu\u011fum b\u00fct\u00fcn v\u0259rdi\u015fl\u0259r, M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, barmaqlar\u0131ma sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u0259nsiz g\u00fcnl\u0259r bozard\u0131 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rd\u0259. G\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n adam\u0131m, D\u0259nizl\u0259rin sahil yoxlu\u011fu, Yuxular\u0131m\u0131n Tanr\u0131 qorxulu\u011fu, S\u0259n boyda yalq\u0131zl\u0131q oldu kils\u0259l\u0259rin z\u0259ngind\u0259, Rahibl\u0259rin bakirliyind\u0259. V\u0259 bir s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 dimdiyind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc H\u0259vvan\u0131n g\u00fcnah\u0131, El\u0259 o [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11918"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11918"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11918\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11919,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11918\/revisions\/11919"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11918"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11918"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11918"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}