{"id":11948,"date":"2019-01-07T20:54:01","date_gmt":"2019-01-07T16:54:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11948"},"modified":"2019-01-07T21:02:30","modified_gmt":"2019-01-07T17:02:30","slug":"adil%c9%99-n%c9%99z%c9%99r-qanad-calir-qus-kimi-ur%c9%99yimd%c9%99-b%c9%99lk%c9%99l%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11948","title":{"rendered":"Adil\u0259 N\u0259z\u0259r  &#8220;Qanad \u00e7al\u0131r qu\u015f kimi,  \u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259l\u0259r&#8221;&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/31870316_1695974597148610_7663562557738713088_n.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-11949\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/31870316_1695974597148610_7663562557738713088_n-300x199.jpg\" alt=\"31870316_1695974597148610_7663562557738713088_n\" width=\"300\" height=\"199\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/31870316_1695974597148610_7663562557738713088_n-300x199.jpg 300w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/31870316_1695974597148610_7663562557738713088_n-1024x680.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/31870316_1695974597148610_7663562557738713088_n.jpg 1608w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u018fT\u0130ND\u0130R YA HU<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>L\u00fctf eyl\u0259, s\u00f6yl\u0259, Ya Hu,<\/p>\n<p>Kim\u0259 yan\u0131m- yax\u0131n\u0131m?<\/p>\n<p>Kimd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131m, \u0130lahi,<\/p>\n<p>Qa\u00e7\u0131m, kim\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131m?&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ya r\u0259hm eyl\u0259 bu cana,<\/p>\n<p>Ya \u0259t\u0259yin silk\u0259l\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Qanad \u00e7al\u0131r qu\u015f kimi<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259l\u0259r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Sudan yaran\u0131r insan,<\/p>\n<p>Yuxular\u0131 k\u0259\u015ff olur&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Niy\u0259 \u0259li d\u0259y\u0259n yer,<\/p>\n<p>Yan\u0131r, od-at\u0259\u015f olur&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Qeyridir dinl\u0259r, irql\u0259r,<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259fs \u015f\u0259r\u0259 meyl edir.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011flayan g\u00f6zl\u0259r f\u0259rqli,<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 eynidir&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Adil\u0259, haqq arama, &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>Gec\u0259d\u0259 yox, g\u00fcnd\u0259 yox.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nd\u0259 olmayan n\u0259s\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>Dem\u0259li he\u00e7 kimd\u0259 yox&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Saraylar g\u00fcnah yeri,<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcnahs\u0131z k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259, tindir.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lahi, bu d\u00fcnyada<\/p>\n<p>Adam do\u011fulmaq asan,<\/p>\n<p>Adam \u00f6lm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tindir&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>AHIMI<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Yuxudu yar\u0131-yar\u0131ya<br \/>\nH\u0259yat\u0131m, sanki bir r\u00f6ya.<br \/>\nM\u0259l\u0259k, \u00e7atd\u0131r yuxar\u0131ya<br \/>\nA\u015fa\u011f\u0131dan h\u0259r ah\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bax ki, bu k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 n\u0259 var,<br \/>\nBir sevda var, bir zal\u0131m yar.<br \/>\nH\u0259r gec\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fcm intihar<br \/>\nEdir, duyub k\u00fcr ah\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>A\u011fla, anlad\u0131m bu d\u0259rdi,<br \/>\nBir vaxt sev\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259rdim..<br \/>\nF\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 y\u00fcz \u00f6m\u00fcr verdim,<br \/>\nE\u015fitm\u0259di bir ah\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Tanr\u0131m, bir d\u0259 ke\u00e7ir m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nG\u00f6t\u00fcr, yerd\u0259n ke\u00e7ir m\u0259ni..<br \/>\nKe\u00e7ir, Bird\u0259n ke\u00e7ir m\u0259ni,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kim bir d\u0259 h\u00fcrr ah\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>S\u018fN\u0130 XATIRLAYIRAM<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Dikilir uzaqlara<br \/>\nh\u0259r ax\u015fam bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m.<br \/>\nBoz dumanl\u0131 pay\u0131zam,<br \/>\nk\u0259silmir ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131m.<br \/>\nBir m\u0259n\u0259m, bir buz otaq,<br \/>\nbir d\u0259 ki, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m.<br \/>\nX\u0259yal\u0131nd\u0131, \u015f\u0259klindi,<br \/>\nduam v\u0259 alq\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u2026<br \/>\nYoxdu el\u0259 q\u00fcvv\u0259 ki,<br \/>\nm\u0259ni s\u0259nd\u0259n ay\u0131ra\u2026<br \/>\nS\u0259ni xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram,<br \/>\ns\u0259ni xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram\u2026<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259yat\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131nda<br \/>\nunudulmu\u015f yol\u00e7uyam,<br \/>\niki s\u0131f\u0131r uduzdum,<br \/>\nna\u015f\u0131 bir oyun\u00e7uyam.<br \/>\nh\u0259r baxanda g\u00fczg\u00fcy\u0259,<br \/>\ndeyir\u0259m niy\u0259 varam?<br \/>\nAnam demi\u015f: ay m\u0259nim,<br \/>\naln\u0131 a\u011f, b\u0259xti qaram\u2026<br \/>\nS\u0259ni xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram,<br \/>\ns\u0259ni xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram\u2026<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r<br \/>\nb\u00fcdr\u0259yib y\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam,<br \/>\nn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0259ribs\u0259yib<br \/>\nn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam.<br \/>\nY\u00fcz d\u0259f\u0259 vurulmu\u015fam,<br \/>\nmin d\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam.<br \/>\nG\u0259r\u0259k yuyum \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc,<br \/>\noyad\u0131m ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri.<br \/>\nYolum uzundu h\u0259l\u0259,<br \/>\na m\u0259nim k\u00f6n\u00fcl yaram.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram,<br \/>\ns\u0259ni xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram\u2026<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7ar\u0259 olmad\u0131,<br \/>\nn\u0259 ayinl\u0259r, \u0259zanlar.<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259ti aparmad\u0131,<br \/>\npay\u0131z donlu x\u0259zanlar.<br \/>\nM\u0259ni yaz\u0131b qurtarmaz<br \/>\nbir \u00f6m\u00fcr d\u0259 ozanlar.<br \/>\nYan\u0131ram i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in,<br \/>\n\u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m aram-aram\u2026<br \/>\nS\u0259ni xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram,<br \/>\ns\u0259ni xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram\u2026<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ninkidi bu \u015feir<br \/>\n\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k kimi t\u0259z\u0259 t\u0259r.<br \/>\n\u018fsib h\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259tirir,<br \/>\nn\u0259f\u0259sini k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r.<br \/>\nBilir n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyimi,<br \/>\nbilir ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nl\u0259r.<br \/>\nNe\u00e7\u0259 ki yoxsan yoxam,<br \/>\nne\u00e7\u0259 ki varsan varam.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram,<br \/>\ns\u0259ni xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>DEY\u0130RL\u018fR KI, G\u018fLDI, GETDI&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnya h\u0259m yax\u015f\u0131, h\u0259m pisdir,<\/p>\n<p>Pis d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131yla \u00f6t\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>Olum da, \u00f6l\u00fcm d\u0259 hissdir,<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259lib al\u0131nda \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6m\u00fcr dediyimiz el\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 bir siyas\u0259tdir.<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fct\u00fcn sevgi-m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin,<\/p>\n<p>Sonu f\u0259rqli x\u0259yan\u0259tdir&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 ayr\u0131 d\u00fcnya var,<\/p>\n<p>O, x\u0259rit\u0259d\u0259 yer almaz.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259 d\u00fcnya dard\u0131, dar,<\/p>\n<p>Orada m\u0259n\u0259 yer olmaz&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>He\u00e7 kim dem\u0259sin ki, \u00f6l\u00fcm,<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015fla, ipl\u0259, ya qanlad\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259lini,<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 diril\u0259r anlad\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi qovur Ay, qa\u00e7\u0131r,<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcl tikan\u0131 m\u0259nims\u0259yir.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6yl\u0259r ruha qucaq a\u00e7\u0131r,<\/p>\n<p>Torpaq \u00fcz\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259yat budur: sual, nida,<\/p>\n<p>\u00dc\u00e7 n\u00f6qt\u0259 v\u0259 son, bitdi.<\/p>\n<p>Salam, t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr, \u0259lvida&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Deyirl\u0259r ki, g\u0259ldi, getdi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>ADIMI \u015eE\u0130R EL\u018fD\u0130M<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Hans\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131lardan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n,<\/p>\n<p>Hans\u0131 \u0259zablardan g\u0259ldin?<\/p>\n<p>Harda a\u011flad\u0131n kim bildi,<\/p>\n<p>Kim bildi ki, harda g\u00fcld\u00fcn.<br \/>\n\u0130sland\u0131nm\u0131, qurudunmu,<\/p>\n<p>Kimin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259kildin?<\/p>\n<p>Co\u015fub bir g\u00fcn \u015f\u0259lal\u0259t\u0259k,<\/p>\n<p>Kimin q\u0259lbin\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fcn?<br \/>\nRuhumun ya\u011fmur havas\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn duman yeris\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Kiminin \u00fcmid i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>Kiminin g\u00fcman yeris\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n oda,<\/p>\n<p>Aya\u011f\u0131 yal\u0131n girir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Aynalara baxamm\u0131ram,<\/p>\n<p>Baxanda s\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m.<br \/>\nOxudum h\u0259r s\u0259tirini,<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r h\u0259rfini seyr el\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fcn olum dey\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>Ta, ad\u0131m\u0131 \u015feir el\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u018fN H\u018fQ\u0130Q\u0130 YALANIM<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259nim x\u0259yal\u0131ma<br \/>\nS\u0131\u011fmayacaq biris\u0259n.<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 zaman payla\u015fma\u011fa<br \/>\nC\u0259sar\u0259t etm\u0259diyim,<br \/>\nRuhumun, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin,<br \/>\nq\u0259lbimin \u015feiris\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bir az ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcm,<br \/>\nBir az qaranl\u0131q gec\u0259m.<br \/>\nH\u0259rd\u0259n b\u00fct\u00f6v hekay\u0259m,<br \/>\nh\u0259rd\u0259n yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q hecam.<\/p>\n<p>Can\u0131mdak\u0131 g\u00f6yn\u0259yim,<br \/>\nsin\u0259md\u0259ki q\u0259h\u0259rim.<br \/>\nZ\u0259h\u0259rimd\u0259ki bal\u0131m,<br \/>\nbal\u0131mdak\u0131 z\u0259h\u0259rim.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fn a\u011f\u0131r sava\u015f il\u0259<br \/>\nal\u0131nmayan \u015f\u0259h\u0259rim.<br \/>\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli ayd\u0131n s\u0259mam,<br \/>\nsevgi dolu s\u0259h\u0259rim.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r g\u00fcn daha da art\u0131q<br \/>\nm\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259diyim,<br \/>\nGec\u0259 yuxuda bel\u0259<br \/>\nad\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259diyim..<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259lbimin buz odas\u0131,<br \/>\nyaram\u0131n duz odas\u0131.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 n\u0259\u011fm\u0259t\u0259k<br \/>\noxunmaq ist\u0259diyim,<br \/>\nDar\u0131xanda s\u0259sin\u0259<br \/>\ntoxunmaq ist\u0259diyim.<br \/>\n\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259m kimi<br \/>\nh\u0259r saniy\u0259 \u0259sdiyim,<br \/>\nH\u0259rd\u0259n ham\u0131dan qa\u00e7\u0131b<br \/>\n\u015f\u0259klin\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sdiyim.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ham\u0131dan yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131m,<br \/>\nham\u0131dan d\u0259li-dolum.<br \/>\nD\u00fcn\u0259nki \u00e7\u0259tinliyim,<br \/>\nbu g\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolum.<\/p>\n<p>Alovuna \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131l\u0131b,<br \/>\nat\u0259\u015fin\u0259 yand\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn saatbasaat<br \/>\nba\u015f\u0131na doland\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u018friy\u0259n k\u00f6n\u00fcl ya\u011f\u0131m,<br \/>\nSevgi adl\u0131 halal\u0131m,<br \/>\ntale adl\u0131 yasa\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi ba\u011flay\u0131b,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n alan\u0131m.<br \/>\n\u018fn yalan h\u0259qiq\u0259tim,<br \/>\n\u0259n h\u0259qiqi yalan\u0131m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>QAYIT G\u018fL QARDA\u015e<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259sr\u0259tdir boynunu b\u00fck\u0259n,<br \/>\nYollar\u0131n da\u015f-k\u0259s\u0259k, tikan,<br \/>\nN\u0259di, ora s\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n,<br \/>\nQay\u0131t g\u0259l, qarda\u015f, qay\u0131t g\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r i\u015fin ag\u0131zda, dild\u0259,<br \/>\nN\u0259 qazand\u0131n \u0259lli ild\u0259,<br \/>\nN\u0259 isin var q\u00fcrb\u0259t eld\u0259,<br \/>\nQay\u0131t g\u0259l, qarda\u015f, qay\u0131t g\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259sim\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm kar oldum,<br \/>\nDa\u011f\u0131ld\u0131m tar\u0131mar oldum,<br \/>\nYoruldum, vallah yoruldum,<br \/>\nQay\u0131t g\u0259l, qarda\u015f, qay\u0131t g\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Yoxdu se\u00e7\u0259n,yoxdu sayan,<br \/>\nBu haray\u0131 bil\u0259n, duyan.<br \/>\nN\u0259 cox yatd\u0131n, n\u0259 \u00e7ox, oyan,<br \/>\nQay\u0131t g\u0259l, qarda\u015f, qay\u0131t g\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Dilimiz a\u011f\u0131da qald\u0131,<br \/>\nZ\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259, a\u011fuda qald\u0131,<br \/>\nBac\u0131lar ya\u011f\u0131da qald\u0131,<br \/>\nQay\u0131t g\u0259l, qarda\u015f, qay\u0131t g\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Da\u011fda\u011fana lent ba\u011flad\u0131m,<br \/>\nZ\u0259f\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259dim, a\u011flad\u0131m.<br \/>\nBir n\u0259f\u0259slik can saxlad\u0131m,<br \/>\nQay\u0131t g\u0259l, qarda\u015f, qay\u0131t g\u0259l..<br \/>\nQaraba\u011fa, g\u0259l, qay\u0131t g\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>M\u018fN QARABA\u011eAM<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>m\u0259n\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r yazma,<\/p>\n<p>m\u0259nim \u015f\u0259r\u0259fim u\u011frunda vuru\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>m\u0259n Qaraba\u011fam\u2026<\/p>\n<p>bacarsan a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131ma, ac\u0131lar\u0131ma<\/p>\n<p>duru\u015f g\u0259tir duru\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n<p>m\u0259n Qaraba\u011fam,<\/p>\n<p>otlar\u0131, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri, k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259ri Tanr\u0131 dilind\u0259 oxuyan.<\/p>\n<p>h\u0259r misras\u0131, h\u0259r h\u0259rfi qan qoxuyan\u2026<\/p>\n<p>m\u0259n Qaraba\u011fam.<\/p>\n<p>minl\u0259rl\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid o\u011fullar\u0131n anas\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>v\u0259t\u0259nin \u00e7ilikl\u0259n\u0259n aynas\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>m\u0259n Xocal\u0131yam,<\/p>\n<p>h\u0259r il yaralar\u0131n\u0131n sa\u011falmas\u0131na \u00fcmid b\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259n,<\/p>\n<p>\u0259r o\u011fullar\u0131n\u0131 qisasa s\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>m\u0259n K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259m, \u015eu\u015fayam, La\u00e7\u0131nam..<\/p>\n<p>ba\u011fl\u0131 qalm\u0131\u015f qap\u0131nam,<\/p>\n<p>d\u00fcy\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f sa\u00e7\u0131nam,<\/p>\n<p>m\u0259n v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259m,<\/p>\n<p>m\u0259n\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r yaz,<\/p>\n<p>k\u00f6n\u00fcl par\u00e7alayan, \u00fcr\u0259k da\u011f\u0131dan,<\/p>\n<p>seyr\u00e7i qalma bel\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>g\u0259l, al m\u0259ni ya\u011f\u0131dan.<\/p>\n<p>m\u0259n Qaraba\u011fam!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcZG\u00dcN-\u00dcZG\u00dcN<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u018fqr\u0259bl\u0259r aras\u0131 \u0259riyib ged\u0259n,<br \/>\nSaat \u00fczg\u00fcn-\u00fczg\u00fcn, an \u00fczg\u00fcn-\u00fczg\u00fcn.<br \/>\nBir sevgi oxuymu\u015f q\u0259lbimi g\u00fcd\u0259n \u2013<br \/>\nAx\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n qan \u00fczg\u00fcn-\u00fczg\u00fcn.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Hardad\u0131r rahatl\u0131q ad\u0131nda o taxt,<br \/>\nBir anda d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 aln\u0131mdak\u0131 b\u0259xt,<br \/>\nVarm\u0131 bu yaradan olmayan &#8220;xo\u015fb\u0259xt&#8221;,<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcl\u00fcr, s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr can \u00fczg\u00fcn-\u00fczg\u00fcn.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nand\u0131m na\u011f\u0131la &#8211; g\u00f6zl\u0259rim dola,<br \/>\nT\u00fck\u0259tdim \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc q\u0259ml\u0259 qol-qola..<br \/>\nGec\u0259ni birt\u0259h\u0259r verir\u0259m yola,<br \/>\nA\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 dan \u00fczg\u00fcn-\u00fczg\u00fcn.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 bir i\u015f\u0131q &#8211; durudan duru,<br \/>\nYalvard\u0131m Tanr\u0131ya o nuru qoru&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yim, n\u0259 dayan, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki yorul,<br \/>\nG\u00f6rm\u0259din, bilm\u0259din san, \u00fczg\u00fcn-\u00fczg\u00fcn.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Adil\u0259, bir da\u015fd\u0131n, ya da ki qaya,<br \/>\nSusubsan, sus yen\u0259, g\u0259l\u0259n yox haya,<br \/>\nG\u00f6t\u00fcr add\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 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