{"id":11984,"date":"2019-01-13T21:13:11","date_gmt":"2019-01-13T17:13:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11984"},"modified":"2019-01-29T18:46:02","modified_gmt":"2019-01-29T14:46:02","slug":"m%c9%99ry%c9%99m-%c9%99liyeva-m%c9%99nim-tanidigim-bilal-alarli","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=11984","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259ry\u0259m \u018fliyeva -M\u018fN\u0130M TANIDI\u011eIM B\u0130LAL ALARLI"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"bilal<\/a>Kamilliyin\u0259, f\u0259ls\u0259fi t\u0259f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259, vicdan\u0131na v\u0259 l\u0259yaq\u0259tin\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259r verdiyim, h\u00f6rm\u0259t etdiyim qiym\u0259tli elm adam\u0131, elimin ziyal\u0131s\u0131, alimi, s\u00f6z x\u0259zin\u0259sinin m\u00fc\u0259llimi \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 v\u0259 vicdanla \u2014\u015eA\u0130R dediyim \u0130NSAN!<\/p>\n

T\u0259xmin\u0259n alt\u0131 il\u0259 yax\u0131nd\u0131r virtual dostluq ba\u011flar\u0131m\u0131z var. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r uzun zaman tunelind\u0259 n\u0259 incikliyimiz, n\u0259 anla\u015f\u0131lmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, n\u0259 d\u0259 ortaq olmayan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 b\u0259hsimiz olmu\u015fdur. H\u0259l\u0259 yenic\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259mi \u0259lim\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir zamanlardan indiki tarix\u0259d\u0259k Bilal Alarl\u0131 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, elmi m\u0259qal\u0259l\u0259rini, f\u0259ls\u0259fi \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rini, publisistik yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 ara\u015fd\u0131rmaq kimi ist\u0259yim olmu\u015fdur. Dem\u0259k qism\u0259t bu g\u00fcn\u0259 imi\u015f.
\nBu g\u00fcn Bilal m\u00fc\u0259llimin \u015fairlik d\u00fcnyas\u0131na ki\u00e7ik g\u00f6zl\u0259riml\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck bax\u0131\u015f ke\u00e7irm\u0259k ist\u0259dim, in\u015fallah u\u011furlu sonla n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 \u00fcmidliy\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bilal Alarl\u0131n\u0131n yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda m\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n \u0259n \u00f6n\u0259mli t\u0259r\u0259f \u2014r\u0259ngar\u0259nglik v\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259rsizlikdir. \u015eair h\u0259r \u015feirind\u0259ki s\u00f6z\u00fc bir ata \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131 \u0259zizl\u0259y\u0259n kimi s\u0131\u011fallayaraq istifad\u0259 etmi\u015fdir. S\u00f6zl\u0259r d\u0259rin v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u0259n olmaqla yana\u015f\u0131 t\u0259krarlanm\u0131r, y\u0259ni bir \u015feirind\u0259ki s\u00f6z-dig\u0259r \u015feirind\u0259 k\u0259tan \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259ki abstrak t\u0259svirl\u0259r kimi r\u0259ngl\u0259nib oxucunun g\u00f6zl\u0259rini boyam\u0131r. \u018fksin\u0259\u2014oxucu h\u0259r \u015feird\u0259 yeni bir \u00e7alar g\u00f6rm\u0259kl\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, \u00e7ox m\u0259har\u0259tli bir r\u0259ssam\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyi qiym\u0259tli tabloyla qar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131r. Eynil\u0259 bu \u015feirind\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi:<\/p>\n

\u015eeir qaz\u0131lan q\u0259bir,
\nBir az d\u0259rin,
\nBir az dayaz.
\nBir az gen,
\nBir az dar.
\nBir az da boyundan h\u00fcnd\u00fcr d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n
\nM\u0259zar kimidi.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk bax\u0131\u015fdan oxucu g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 soyuq m\u0259zarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 canland\u0131r\u0131r. Lakin \u015feirin d\u0259rinliyin\u0259 qap\u0131ld\u0131qca \u015fairin \u0259slind\u0259 s\u0259tirl\u0259rd\u0259 gizl\u0259tdiyi d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ac\u0131 h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259rini nec\u0259 ustal\u0131qla q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n canl\u0131 \u015fahidi olur.
\nBilal Alarl\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 qad\u0131n z\u0259rifliyin\u0259, n\u0259cab\u0259tin\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259k ehtiram\u0131n izl\u0259ri \u00f6z daxili vicdan\u0131n\u0131n, l\u0259yaq\u0259tinin hans\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fckd\u0259 olmas\u0131n\u0131n s\u00fcbutudur. Bir \u015feirind\u0259 \u015fair bu g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259ri \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n bel\u0259 qorumaq ist\u0259diyini qeyd edir. H\u0259tta \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131nayaraq:<\/p>\n

G\u0259lin siz\u0259 sirr a\u00e7\u0131m,
\nM\u0259n qatil\u0259m.
\nBir qad\u0131n\u0131n arzular\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,
\n\u00dcmidl\u0259rin\u0259 q\u0259sd etmi\u015f\u0259m.
\nOna olan sevgimi ,
\n\u00d6z \u0259ll\u0259riml\u0259 bo\u011fub,
\n\u00d6z i\u00e7imd\u0259 d\u0259fn etmi\u015f\u0259m.
\nEl\u0259 bilm\u0259yin ki,
\nCinay\u0259tim c\u0259zas\u0131z qal\u0131b
\nVicdan\u0131m hakim olub,
\nFikrimi,
\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259mi \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck h\u0259bs\u0259 al\u0131b,
\nRuhumu zindana sal\u0131b,
\nM\u0259ni azad buraxm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

B\u0259li, bir vicdan sahibinin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259rdir bunlar. \u015eair bununla g\u0259nc n\u0259sl\u0259 \u00f6z \u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcn\u00fc ver\u0259r\u0259k, bir qad\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yinin n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r z\u0259rif oldu\u011funu, tez s\u0131na bil\u0259c\u0259yini, onu aldadaraq, incid\u0259r\u0259k gec-tez c\u0259za \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yini anlad\u0131r . V\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 \u00f6z ismiyl\u0259 halland\u0131r\u0131r\u2014\u0259g\u0259r oxucu kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r y\u00fcks\u0259k z\u0259kaya, d\u00fcnyag\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259, \u015f\u0259r\u0259f v\u0259 l\u0259yaq\u0259t\u0259 sahibdirs\u0259\u2014\u015fairin misralar\u0131ndak\u0131 h\u0259yat d\u0259rsind\u0259n \u00f6z pay\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f olur. \u018fslind\u0259 is\u0259 bu misralar\u0131 yazan insan b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 sahib olan qay\u011f\u0131ke\u015f, \u015f\u0259r\u0259fli v\u0259 vicdanl\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131yla \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259r zaman ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 uca ed\u0259n Atad\u0131r. Eyni zamanda m\u0259n v\u0259 m\u0259nim timsal\u0131mda ail\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259 t\u0259rbiy\u0259 alan g\u0259nc o\u011flan v\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131n da m\u00fc\u0259llimi, yol g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259ni v\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u0259sl m\u0259nas\u0131nda atas\u0131d\u0131r.
\nBilal Alarl\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259hz \u00fcst\u00fcn keyfiyy\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259ndir\u2014 g\u0259ncl\u0259ri \u00f6nl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n \u0259ng\u0259ll\u0259rd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rdar etm\u0259k, da\u015fl\u0131-k\u0259s\u0259kli yollardan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131rmaq, h\u0259yat\u0131n qaranl\u0131k p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7maq!Bu n\u0259cib xarakter is\u0259 \u015fairin \u201cOt k\u00f6k\u00fc \u00fcst\u0259 bit\u0259r\u201d \u2014Atalar misal\u0131na uy\u011fun olaraq -genetik kodunun safl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ir\u0259li g\u0259lir. \u015eairin \u00f6z Atas\u0131 haqq\u0131nda yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feirini bu bax\u0131mdan duy\u011fulanmadan oxumaq \u00e7\u0259tindir.<\/p>\n

Ata m\u0259n altm\u0131\u015fa g\u0259ldim,
\nS\u0259nin g\u0259lm\u0259diyin ya\u015fa
\nda\u015f qoydum.
\n\u00c7oxlar\u0131n\u0131 heyr\u0259td\u0259 saxlad\u0131m,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259 \u00e7a\u015f-ba\u015f qoydum.
\nBu zirv\u0259dirs\u0259, \u00fcz\u00fc eni\u015f\u0259 gedir\u0259m.
\nO\u011ful kimi b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcn m\u0259ni,
\n\u0130ndi s\u0259nin ya\u015f\u0131na atal\u0131q edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

R\u0259bbim d\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259n c\u0259mi valideynl\u0259rimiz\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin, Bilal Alarl\u0131ya is\u0259 uzun v\u0259 m\u0259nal\u0131 \u00f6m\u00fcr yolu arzulay\u0131ram. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u015fair \u00f6vladlar\u0131na v\u0259 biz g\u0259ncl\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu yol g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n, m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t ver\u0259n, \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259n v\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fck ed\u0259n Ata kimi, d\u0259y\u0259rli q\u0259l\u0259m sahibi, h\u00f6rm\u0259tli elm adam\u0131 v\u0259 ziyal\u0131 kimi \u00e7ox laz\u0131m olacaqd\u0131r!<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 516 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Kamilliyin\u0259, f\u0259ls\u0259fi t\u0259f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259, vicdan\u0131na v\u0259 l\u0259yaq\u0259tin\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259r verdiyim, h\u00f6rm\u0259t etdiyim qiym\u0259tli elm adam\u0131, elimin ziyal\u0131s\u0131, alimi, s\u00f6z x\u0259zin\u0259sinin m\u00fc\u0259llimi \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 v\u0259 vicdanla \u2014\u015eA\u0130R dediyim \u0130NSAN! T\u0259xmin\u0259n alt\u0131 il\u0259 yax\u0131nd\u0131r virtual dostluq ba\u011flar\u0131m\u0131z var. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r uzun zaman tunelind\u0259 n\u0259 incikliyimiz, n\u0259 anla\u015f\u0131lmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, n\u0259 d\u0259 ortaq olmayan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 b\u0259hsimiz olmu\u015fdur. H\u0259l\u0259 yenic\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259mi \u0259lim\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6310,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,17,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11984"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11984"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11984\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11986,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11984\/revisions\/11986"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6310"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11984"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11984"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11984"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}