{"id":12003,"date":"2019-01-16T16:07:22","date_gmt":"2019-01-16T12:07:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12003"},"modified":"2019-01-16T16:09:34","modified_gmt":"2019-01-16T12:09:34","slug":"nusab%c9%99-%c9%99s%c9%99d-m%c9%99mm%c9%99dli-yasil-otlar-cuc%c9%99rir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12003","title":{"rendered":"N\u00dc\u015eAB\u018f \u018fS\u018fD M\u018fMM\u018fDL\u0130 – Ya\u015f\u0131l otlar c\u00fcc\u0259rir"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Yuxuda g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, onu q\u0259lib\u0259 sal\u0131rlar. Hans\u0131na sal\u0131rlarsa s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131r. Zabit\u0259li, eyn\u0259kli adamlar bir-birin\u0259 bax\u0131r, ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259rl\u0259yirl\u0259r. Onlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc gah tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lir, gah da ba\u015fqala\u015f\u0131r. Ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 q\u0259lib\u0259 salanda eyn\u0259klil\u0259rd\u0259n biri deyir:
\n– Bu, m\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259ti q\u0259libdir, h\u0259l\u0259lik burada qals\u0131n, sonra t\u0259dric\u0259n o biril\u0259rin\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259r. \u2013 \u018fli il\u0259 nisb\u0259t\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0259libl\u0259ri g\u00f6st\u0259rir. Ancaq o he\u00e7 bu q\u0259lib\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck bir qap\u0131n\u0131n o t\u0259r\u0259fini g\u00f6st\u0259rirl\u0259r. Art\u0131q \u0259trafdak\u0131lar ona m\u0259h\u0259l qoymur. Ham\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259z\u0259ri, diqq\u0259tii q\u0259libl\u0259r\u0259 sal\u0131nacaq ba\u015fqa adamlara y\u00f6n\u0259lib.
\nBir an adamlar\u0131n etinas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan p\u0259rt olur. Ancaq \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc o yer\u0259 qoymur. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259-g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259 qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. \u00abHe\u00e7 m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259sir etmir\u00bb – fikrini \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 a\u015f\u0131lamaq ist\u0259yir.
\nTelefon z\u0259ngi onun yuxusunu yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q k\u0259sir.
\n– Allo, allo\u2026
\nKims\u0259 onun oyanmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n, d\u0259st\u0259yi asd\u0131. Kim olar? \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131q vard\u0131. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni a\u00e7d\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u015f\u0259f\u0259qi ota\u011f\u0131 i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131r\u0131r. \u00abBu g\u00fcn ya pis olacaq, ya da yax\u015f\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 dam\u0131b ki, n\u0259s\u0259 olacaq\u00bb Saata baxd\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox tezdir. Yenid\u0259n yata\u011f\u0131na uzand\u0131. Fikirl\u0259\u015fdi. Bu g\u00fcn b\u0259dii \u015furan\u0131n iclas\u0131 olmal\u0131d\u0131r. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n nec\u0259 olacaq? D\u0259rhal nazirliyin i\u015f\u00e7isi g\u0259ldi g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131na.
\n– Siz pyes g\u0259tirmisiniz? \u2013 soru\u015fmu\u015fdu h\u0259min i\u015f\u00e7i. \u2013 Sizin kimi g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z g\u0259r\u0259k pyes yazmas\u0131n. Ancaq sevgi \u015ferl\u0259ri yazs\u0131n. V\u0259ssalam.
\n– M\u0259n \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m, siz oxuyas\u0131n\u0131z pyesimi. \u018fg\u0259r layiqdirs\u0259, teatra t\u0259qdim ed\u0259siniz. Layiq deyils\u0259, – \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kdi.
\n– He\u00e7 m\u0259n bilmirdim bizim teatrlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n birind\u0259 bel\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259d\u0259bi hiss\u0259 m\u00fcdiri var. Ail\u0259n var? \u2013 soru\u015fdu v\u0259 t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n d\u0131rna\u011fa q\u0259d\u0259r qad\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fczd\u00fc. Nuriyy\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sald\u0131, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 lak \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f ayaq barmaqlar\u0131na baxd\u0131. Sonra ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b \u2013 Yox, ail\u0259m yoxdur, – dedi.
\nKi\u015fi Nuriyy\u0259nin sol \u0259linin barma\u011f\u0131nda parlayan ni\u015fan \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\nNuriyy\u0259 d\u0259rhal:
\n– Ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam \u0259rimd\u0259n, – dedi.
\nKi\u015finin \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 sevinc\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r bir ifad\u0259 al\u0131nd\u0131. Tez Nuriyy\u0259nin g\u0259tirdiyi qovlu\u011fu \u0259lin\u0259 ald\u0131.
\n– Bunu m\u0259n oxumasam da olar. Bilir\u0259m ki, siz pis \u015fey yazmazs\u0131n\u0131z.
\n– \u00c7ox sa\u011f olun. H\u0259r halda oxuma\u011f\u0131n\u0131z pis olmazd\u0131.
\n– Oxuyaram, oxuyaram.
\nO, aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. G\u00f6z\u0259l boy-buxunu, yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 sif\u0259ti vard\u0131.
\n\u00abBir q\u0259d\u0259r Alen Delona ox\u015fay\u0131r\u00bb – fikrind\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi.
\n– Siz Bak\u0131da n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qalacaqs\u0131n\u0131z?
\n– M\u0259n el\u0259 bu g\u00fcn qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259rdim.
\n– Ax\u015fam bo\u015fsunuz?
\n– H\u0259l\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.
\n– M\u0259n sizi ax\u015fam yem\u0259yin\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t edir\u0259m, olar? Harada qal\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?
\n– R\u0259fiq\u0259mgild\u0259.
\n– Telefon var?
\n– Yox.
\n– Onda m\u0259nim n\u00f6mr\u0259mi g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcn. \u2013 Telefon n\u00f6mr\u0259si yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ki\u00e7ik ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 Nuriyy\u0259y\u0259 uzad\u0131r.
\n– Ax\u015fam k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u00ab\u0130nturist\u00bbd\u0259 oturar\u0131q. \u2013 Bir az pauza verib.
\n– Pyesi indi oxuyaram, ax\u015fam el\u0259 sizin yan\u0131n\u0131zda \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc yazaram, yax\u015f\u0131? Premyeraya d\u0259v\u0259t etm\u0259yi unutmay\u0131n.
\nNuriyy\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. A\u011f ip\u0259k paltar\u0131n\u0131n \u0259t\u0259kl\u0259rini d\u00fcz\u0259ltdi. H\u0259min \u015f\u0259xs Nuriyy\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131 \u2013 onun \u0259lini s\u0131x\u0131b, sonra dodaqlar\u0131na apard\u0131.
\n– Ax\u015fam saat 7-d\u0259 \u00ab\u0130nturist\u00bbin qaba\u011f\u0131nda, g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.
\nNuriyy\u0259 n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259nini t\u0259r g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\n– Sa\u011f olun.
\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rmadan kabineti t\u0259rk etdi. X\u0259fif k\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259sirdi. \u0130yun g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi \u0259n \u00e7ox sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 isidirdi. El\u0259 bil zil-qara sa\u00e7lar\u0131 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin b\u00fct\u00fcn istisini \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Bird\u0259n fikrind\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi ki, \u0259g\u0259r ax\u015fam bu \u00abAlen Delonla\u00bb, \u00ab\u0130nturist\u00bb\u0259 getm\u0259s\u0259, o, pyesin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc yazmayacaq. Onda direktor da, ba\u015f (aktyorlar ona bo\u015f deyirdil\u0259r) rejissorlar\u0131 da t\u0259nt\u0259n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Onda Nuriyy\u0259nin qalmaqall\u0131 pyesi, \u0259lvida! Onda \u0259lvida, m\u0259rd q\u0259hr\u0259man babam\u0131z\u0131n xatir\u0259 yaz\u0131s\u0131!
\n\u2026 Allah, n\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tl\u0259r ba\u015f verirdi o vaxt! Atlar, adamlar bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Adamlar\u0131n n\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n, atlar\u0131n ki\u015fn\u0259rtisind\u0259n qulaq tutulurdu. Qan su yerin\u0259 ax\u0131d\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Qad\u0131nlar da ki\u015fi paltar\u0131nda yadlarla vuru\u015furdu. \u00abEybi yox, itkil\u0259r m\u0259ni qorxuzmur. Qoy y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz, minimiz meyit\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259k. T\u0259ki mill\u0259t \u00f6l\u00fcyl\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259sin. T\u0259ki \u015f\u0259h\u0259r itm\u0259sin\u00bb – fikirl\u0259\u015fdi h\u00f6kmdar. Ya\u011f\u0131lar qalan\u0131 ala bilmirdi. O t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131lan \u00e7ox idi, bu t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259. Ancaq yadlar says\u0131z-hesabs\u0131z idi. Onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn y\u00fcz min insan itirm\u0259k bir z\u0259rr\u0259, h\u00f6kmdar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcn q\u0259dim \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin itirilm\u0259si idi. O, \u0259lin\u0259 silah ald\u0131. Camaat\u0131 arxas\u0131nca apard\u0131. Toz dumana d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Onun at\u0131 qanl\u0131 meyitl\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi. Da\u011f \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131n suyu, el\u0259 bil \u00e7oxalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 r\u0259ngin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259rin g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\n\u00abD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n ancaq m\u0259nim meyitimin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259r \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259\u00bb, – fikirl\u0259\u015fdi h\u00f6kmdar. \u015e\u0259h\u0259r-m\u0259rd o\u011fullar, namuslu q\u0131zlar, g\u0259linl\u0259r, m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259r, xalq\u0131n tarix, \u0259d\u0259biyyat kitablar\u0131. Nizami G\u0259nc\u0259vinin ruhu idi. O, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131n m\u0259hvini g\u00f6rm\u0259kd\u0259ns\u0259, \u00f6lm\u0259yi \u00fcst\u00fcn tuturdu. Yadlar v\u0259 yadla\u015fm\u0131\u015f \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcnk\u00fcl\u0259r \u00e7ox idi. Onlar h\u00f6kmdar\u0131 da \u00f6zl\u0259ri kimi g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r. \u015ead-firavan h\u0259yat v\u0259d edirdil\u0259r ona. H\u00f6kmdar \u00f6zg\u0259l\u0259\u015fm\u0259di. \u00c7\u00fcnki o, bu torpa\u011f\u0131n ruhu idi. Yadlar onun meyiti \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 ke\u00e7dil\u0259r. Onlar el\u0259 bildi ki, ruh \u00f6ld\u00fc. Ancaq ruh h\u0259l\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259ni d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli yuxuya b\u0259nz\u0259d\u0259n k\u00f6rp\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r sakinl\u0259rinin q\u0259lbin\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, u\u015faqlar var. N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, u\u015faqlarla vuru\u015fmaq olmaz\u2026
\nYadlar q\u0259dim kitablar\u0131 v\u0259r\u0259q\u0259l\u0259dil\u0259r, he\u00e7 n\u0259 anlamad\u0131lar, yadlar q\u0259dim qalalara, m\u0259dr\u0259s\u0259 binalar\u0131na baxd\u0131lar, he\u00e7 n\u0259 anlamad\u0131lar. Onlar\u0131n t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcrl\u0259ri il\u0259 uy\u011fun g\u0259lm\u0259zdi bu binalar.
\nOnlar\u0131n \u0259lifbas\u0131yla uy\u011fun g\u0259lm\u0259di bu yaz\u0131lar. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rini m\u0259hv etdil\u0259r. Adamlar\u0131 bir-bir q\u0259libl\u0259r\u0259 sald\u0131lar \u2013 din q\u0259libin\u0259, geyim q\u0259libin\u0259, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 q\u0259libin\u0259.
\nT\u0259kc\u0259 ruh q\u0259libi tapa bilm\u0259dil\u0259r. \u00c7\u00fcnki he\u00e7 vaxt q\u0259libl\u0259n\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k s\u0259rk\u0259rd\u0259nin ruhu k\u00f6rp\u0259 u\u015faqlara \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. U\u015faqlar da b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc, yek\u0259 ki\u015fi v\u0259 ya qad\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nBu, \u0259fsan\u0259mi, h\u0259qiq\u0259tmi\u2026
\nNuriyy\u0259 bilmirdi bunu. Ba\u015f rejissor Nuriyy\u0259nin q\u0259hr\u0259man babam\u0131z\u0131n m\u0259rdliyi haqq\u0131nda yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 pyesi oxuyanda az qald\u0131 \u0259s\u0259bind\u0259n d\u0259li olsun.
\n– Biz\u0259 \u00e7ox aktual s\u0259hn\u0259 \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259ri laz\u0131md\u0131r, Nuriyy\u0259 xan\u0131m. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz \u0259d\u0259bi hiss\u0259 m\u00fcdirisiniz. Bilmirsiz ki, indi ancaq tikintid\u0259n, \u0259m\u0259k qabaqc\u0131llar\u0131ndan yazmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r?
\nDirektor da onun fikrini t\u0259sdiql\u0259di. Nuriyy\u0259 pyesini Bak\u0131ya apard\u0131.
\nTelefon z\u0259ngi Nuriyy\u0259ni fikirl\u0259rind\u0259n ay\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– Allo, allo.
\n– Sizsiniz, doktor?
\n– B\u0259li, m\u0259n\u0259m. Nec\u0259siniz? D\u00fcn\u0259n t\u0259cili yard\u0131mla x\u0259st\u0259 yan\u0131na gedirdim, teatr\u0131n yan\u0131nda sizi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Ma\u015fallah, \u00e7ox d\u0259yi\u015fmisiniz. O vaxt yaman g\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn\u00fcz.
\nD\u0259rhal Nuriyy\u0259nin beyni u\u011fuldad\u0131.
\n– E\u015fidirsiz m\u0259ni? Bu ne\u00e7\u0259 ayda Moskvada idim. T\u0259kmill\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259 kursunda. Sizi g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.
\n– Buyurun.
\n– Sizi g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131\u2026 h\u0259l\u0259lik.
\nNuriyy\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259yi qoydu. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 bir a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131q vard\u0131. Yuyundu. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc soyuq suyun alt\u0131nda xeyli saxlad\u0131. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 aln\u0131ndan y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra t\u0259z\u0259 \u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f q\u0259hv\u0259 d\u0259ml\u0259di. Qaynar-qaynar i\u00e7di. Sonra nazirliy\u0259 geyindiyi \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 paltar\u0131n\u0131 geyindi. T\u0259z\u0259 \u0259tir \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sini a\u00e7d\u0131. \u018ftri \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 tutdu. Xeyli n\u0259f\u0259sini i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi. Sonra balaca \u0259l \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259ni onun i\u00e7in\u0259 qoydu. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131-sar\u0131 \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qama\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. Tez-tez pill\u0259l\u0259ri endi, \u00f6nc\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131l i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 taksi g\u0259lirdi. Biixtiyar ist\u0259di \u0259yl\u0259sin, sonra fikrind\u0259n d\u00f6nd\u00fc. \u00abPiyada ged\u0259r\u0259m\u00bb. H\u0259kimin dediyi s\u00f6z beynind\u0259 h\u0259rl\u0259ndi. \u00abO vaxt yaman g\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00bb.
\nO vaxt \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r g\u00fcnl\u0259r idi. Anas\u0131n\u0131n iniltisi yer\u0259-g\u00f6y\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259kim g\u0259lib ona morfii vururdu. Anas\u0131 bir-iki d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n sonra yuxuya gedirdi, h\u0259kim d\u0259 i\u015f\u0259. Sonra anas\u0131 oyanma\u011fa az qalm\u0131\u015f h\u0259kim g\u0259lirdi. H\u0259kim onda da t\u0259cili yard\u0131mda i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131nla 3-4 d\u0259f\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bilirdi.
\nYerd\u0259, b\u00f6y\u00fck, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 xal\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyulmu\u015f-a\u011f\u0131r d\u00f6\u015f\u0259kd\u0259 yatan anas\u0131n\u0131n qanqrenal\u0131 aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– Revanol, al\u0259tl\u0259ri g\u0259tirin.
\nSonra qapqara qaralm\u0131\u015f aya\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259n hiss\u0259l\u0259rini k\u0259sib t\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ana aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc, he\u00e7 \u0259tinin k\u0259silm\u0259yini d\u0259 hiss etmirdi.
\n– Su ver m\u0259n\u0259, – deyirdi. Suyu i\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259z\u0259l\u0259l\u0259ri t\u0259rp\u0259nirdi. A\u011fz\u0131 st\u0259kana d\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 tir-tir titr\u0259yirdi.
\n– Qurtard\u0131m, Nuriyy\u0259 xan\u0131m, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131ra bil\u0259rsiniz.
\nBird\u0259n h\u0259kim Nuriyy\u0259d\u0259n soru\u015fdu:
\n– Siz h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 t\u0259k qal\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z burada?
\n– B\u0259li.
\n– B\u0259s he\u00e7 qohumunuz yoxdu? \u00c7ox \u00e7\u0259tin olacaq siz\u0259, t\u0259k.
\n– Bilirsiniz, qohumumuz \u00e7oxdu. Qabaq, m\u0259n ayr\u0131lmam\u0131\u015fdan ham\u0131s\u0131 g\u0259lirdi biz\u0259, daha do\u011frusu m\u0259nim ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u0259nzil\u0259. El\u0259 bilirdim anam\u0131n yan\u0131na k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra, g\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r\u2026 ancaq g\u0259l\u0259si olmad\u0131lar.
\nDoktor qeyri-iradi olaraq anan\u0131n saralm\u0131\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131, sonra n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rini Nuriyy\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7evirdi. N\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259di, lakin s\u00f6zl\u0259rini uddu.
\n– \u00c7ox \u00e7\u0259tin olacaq, Nuriyy\u0259 xan\u0131m.
\n– T\u0259ki anam\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259ydim. T\u0259ki b\u00fct\u00fcn bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rim yuxu olayd\u0131, doktor, \u0259zabl\u0131 bir yuxu.
\n– Bu, gec-tez olmal\u0131yd\u0131. \u018fb\u0259diyy\u0259t yoxdur. N\u0259 vaxtsa biz \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc sona haz\u0131rlamal\u0131y\u0131q, – h\u0259kim al\u0259tl\u0259ri y\u0131\u011fd\u0131.
\n– M\u0259n ist\u0259mir\u0259m siz \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc t\u0259k sayas\u0131n\u0131z. \u00c7\u0259tin anda fikirl\u0259\u015fin ki, m\u0259n varam. \u00c7ox xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, Nuriyy\u0259.
\n– Sa\u011f olun, doktor. \u00c7ox sa\u011f olun. \u2013 Sonra h\u0259kim \u00f6z t\u0259cili yard\u0131m\u0131yla getdi.
\nSonra anan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc daha tez-tez \u0259sm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00abAllah he\u00e7 kim\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259sin \u015f\u0259k\u0259r x\u0259st\u0259liyini\u00bb, – deyirdi ana. On be\u015f g\u00fcn olard\u0131 ki, tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259n n\u00fcfuzlu h\u0259kiml\u0259r baxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 anaya.
\n– Qanda z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259nm\u0259 gedir.
\n– \u018flac yoxdur?
\n– Allah bil\u0259r.
\nBir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn qabaq anas\u0131 yerini yerd\u0259n sald\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– Ax\u0131, bel\u0259 narahat olarsan, ana?
\n– Bel\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131. Bal\u0131nc\u0131m\u0131 qibl\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7evir. Bilirs\u0259n harad\u0131?
\n– \u2026
\n– H\u0259, d\u00fcz qoydun. Bal\u0131nc\u0131 bir az h\u00fcnd\u00fcr el\u0259. Di sa\u011f ol.
\n– \u2026
\n– \u0130ndi k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm.
\nS\u0259h\u0259r bel\u0259 ba\u015fland\u0131.
\n– Yuxuda atan\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, Nuriyy\u0259, – dedi ana.
\nN\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n xatir\u0259si zehnind\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259 il\u0259 birl\u0259\u015firdi. B\u0259lk\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n hey a\u011fr\u0131 ver\u0259n otuz illik pulemyot yaras\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259? Bilmirdi. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 atas\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r olanda, (onda Nuriyy\u0259 balaca idi) Nuriyy\u0259 onun \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131nda oturmu\u015fdu.
\n\u018flini atas\u0131n\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0259kmirdi.
\n– Get oyna, quzu balam, m\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259y\u0259m, oturma yan\u0131mda.
\n– Bird\u0259n m\u0259n gets\u0259m s\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259rs\u0259n ax\u0131!
\n– M\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259r\u0259m, \u00f6mr\u00fcm-g\u00fcn\u00fcm. \u00c7\u00fcnki s\u0259n varsan. Atan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi u\u00e7ub qonub s\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259. Bir \u0259lini vur, g\u00f6r nec\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcr\u2026
\n– Onda qoy s\u0259nin g\u00fcll\u0259 yaran da u\u00e7sun m\u0259n\u0259\u2026
\n– O yara Melitopolun xatir\u0259sidir, quzu balam. Xatir\u0259 u\u00e7mur ba\u015fqa yer\u0259.
\nN\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, \u00f6l\u00fcm yata\u011f\u0131nda, atas\u0131 ancaq m\u00fcharib\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.
\nEl\u0259 bil b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fc m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026 Bir d\u0259f\u0259 q\u0131z\u011f\u0131n vuru\u015fma zaman\u0131 atas\u0131 g\u0259nc alman yefreytoru il\u0259 t\u0259kb\u0259t\u0259k \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259ldi. At\u0259\u015f a\u00e7maq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, yefreytor a\u011flad\u0131.
\n\u00ab\u00d6ld\u00fcrm\u0259 m\u0259ni. Anam t\u0259kdir\u00bb. \u2013 Sonra yefreytor yer\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. Atas\u0131 almanca:
\n– Qorxma, qalx aya\u011fa, \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259r\u0259m s\u0259ni, – dedi.
\n– Yefreytor: – sabahdan m\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259zuniyy\u0259t veribl\u0259r. Anam a\u011f\u0131r x\u0259st\u0259dir.
\n– M\u0259n \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m s\u0259ni, get anan\u0131n yan\u0131na.
\nAtas\u0131 t\u00fcf\u0259ngi yan\u0131na sal\u0131b ged\u0259nd\u0259, arxadan q\u0259fil g\u00fcll\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Atas\u0131 yer\u0259 s\u0259rildi. G\u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259 alman yefreytorunu axtard\u0131. O qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Melitopol xatir\u0259si, bel\u0259c\u0259 h\u0259kk olunmu\u015fdu yadda\u015f\u0131nda. \u0130ndi uzun ill\u0259rd\u0259n sonra, q\u0131z\u0131 onu \u00f6z \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 u\u00e7urtmaq ist\u0259mi\u015fdi.
\nAx\u015fama anan\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 daha da k\u0259skinl\u0259\u015fdi.
\n\u00ab- Allah, \u00f6ld\u00fcr m\u0259ni, tez \u00f6ld\u00fcr m\u0259ni, balam \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259km\u0259sin. Ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr yuxusuzdur. Allah, tez \u00f6ld\u00fcr m\u0259ni\u00bb – p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0259sini i\u00e7in\u0259 sal\u0131rd\u0131. Yor\u011fan-d\u00f6\u015f\u0259kd\u0259 \u00e7apalay\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– Ana, qorxma, bu d\u0259qiq\u0259 h\u0259kim g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. Bu d\u0259qiq\u0259.
\n– B\u0259s s\u0259n yatmam\u0131san?
\n– Yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, indi oyand\u0131m, – yalandan dedi Nuriyy\u0259. Sonra h\u0259kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n iyn\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fc vurdu.
\nHe\u00e7 olmasa yar\u0131m saat sakit oldu. \u00abHe\u00e7 olmasa on d\u0259qiq\u0259\u2026\u00bb
\n– O n\u0259 iyn\u0259siydi vurdun?..
\n– Morfi, – \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq dedi.
\n– Onda ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 vur! Tez ol vur! N\u0259 q\u0259ddarsan, \u00f6vladsan ax\u0131! \u2013 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri axd\u0131, yatd\u0131. Ax\u015fama m\u00f6hk\u0259m qar ya\u011fd\u0131. K\u00fcl\u0259k u\u011fulday\u0131rd\u0131. Nuriyy\u0259 divanda b\u00fcz\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, titr\u0259yirdi. Anas\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259if s\u0259si g\u0259ldi.
\n– Ay bala, tez bir adam \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r yan\u0131nda qals\u0131n. T\u0259kc\u0259 qorxarsan.
\n– S\u0259n yan\u0131mdasan, ana, qorxmaram.
\n– El\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n qorxacaqsan. \u00d6l\u00fc-\u00f6l\u00fcd\u00fc, ana da olsa. \u2013 Ona hava azl\u0131q edirdi. Nuriyy\u0259 tez p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni a\u00e7d\u0131. \u015eaxtal\u0131 hava ev\u0259 doldu. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n adamlar ke\u00e7irdi, \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 k\u00fcknar a\u011fac\u0131. Yeni il\u0259 az qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n– He\u00e7 olmasa h\u0259kim \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r.
\nNuriyy\u0259 \u00ab03\u00bb-\u00fc y\u0131\u011fd\u0131. Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n h\u0259kim t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi n\u00f6vb\u0259y\u0259.
\n– Doktor, tez g\u0259lin!..
\nAz ke\u00e7mi\u015f h\u0259kim g\u0259ldi. Anan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri bir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 zill\u0259nmi\u015fdi. El\u0259 bil kiml\u0259s\u0259, ancaq \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc adamla s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdi.
\n– Ana, ay ana, bir m\u0259n\u0259 bax g\u00f6r\u00fcm.
\nAna diksindi. Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 Nuriyy\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7evirdi. Dodaqlar\u0131 qa\u00e7d\u0131. H\u0259kim \u0259lini anan\u0131n aln\u0131na qoydu. Ana sol \u0259lini h\u0259kim\u0259 uzatd\u0131, el\u0259 bil dem\u0259k ist\u0259di:
\n\u00ab- \u0130yn\u0259 vur, qoyma \u00f6l\u00fcm\u2026\u00bb
\nH\u0259kim anan\u0131n \u0259lini tutdu. Anan\u0131n n\u0259z\u0259ri bir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 tikili qald\u0131. Bayaq kiminl\u0259s\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

Yolda, k\u00f6hn\u0259 xan d\u0259ft\u0259rxanas\u0131n\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda u\u015faqlar qa\u00e7d\u0131-tutdu oynay\u0131rd\u0131lar.
\n– Nail\u0259, qa\u00e7ma, y\u0131x\u0131larsan! \u2013 Ki\u015fi s\u0259sind\u0259n Nuriyy\u0259 diksindi. \u00abN\u0259 pis i\u015f oldu. Ka\u015f taksiyl\u0259 ged\u0259ydim\u00bb. Bir an bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131. D\u0259rhal \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc o yana \u00e7evirib, t\u0259l\u0259sik yolun o tay\u0131na ke\u00e7di.
\n\u00ab\u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 damm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, ax\u0131 n\u0259s\u0259 olacaq\u00bb, – Nuriyy\u0259nin o vaxt a\u011fl\u0131na bel\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259zdi ki, ill\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k bir isti iyun g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259n yax\u0131n, do\u011fma adam\u0131 il\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015facaq, salam bel\u0259 verm\u0259d\u0259n yolun o tay\u0131na ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k.
\n\u00abAllah, d\u00fcnyada n\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00fcnl\u0259rim varm\u0131\u015f\u2026 ka\u015f o g\u00fcnl\u0259r ke\u00e7mi\u015fd\u0259 yox, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yimd\u0259 olayd\u0131\u00bb.
\n\u2026Orkestrin s\u0259si \u0259trafa yay\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Oqinskinin \u00abPolonez\u00bbinin s\u0259dalar\u0131 alt\u0131nda dem\u0259k olar ki, ham\u0131 r\u0259qs edirdi.
\nQon\u015fu masa arxas\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259n o\u011flan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini Nuriyy\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k dalbadal siqareti t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259diyini q\u0131z hiss edirdi. O\u011flan t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131 da, ox\u015fam\u0131rd\u0131 da. \u00c7ox t\u0259mkinli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\n\u00ab- Bir az qaraqabaqd\u0131\u00bb. \u2013 Nuriyy\u0259 s\u00f6vq-t\u0259bii o s\u0259mt\u0259 baxd\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 bir h\u0259y\u0259can hiss etdi. Orkestr h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00abPolonez\u00bbi \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131. Bird\u0259n o\u011flan \u0259lind\u0259ki siqareti k\u00fclqab\u0131na tullay\u0131b c\u0259ld aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131 v\u0259 d\u00fcz Nuriyy\u0259nin qaba\u011f\u0131nda dayand\u0131, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.
\n– Ged\u0259k r\u0259qs ed\u0259k.
\n– M\u0259n\u2026 M\u0259n he\u00e7 bacarm\u0131ram r\u0259qs etm\u0259yi.
\n– Eybi yoxdur, m\u0259n \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259r\u0259m. \u2013 Nuriyy\u0259 he\u00e7 bilm\u0259di aya\u011fa nec\u0259 qalxd\u0131. Nec\u0259 r\u0259qs etdi. \u00d6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 birinci d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki, \u0259li o\u011flan \u0259lin\u0259 d\u0259yirdi. Hiss edirdi ki, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 h\u0259rd\u0259n onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259yir.
\n– Bu gec\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131l x\u0259ttl\u0259 yaz\u0131ld\u0131. Nuriyy\u0259, – dedi o\u011flan, – He\u00e7 bu mavi i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131-zad\u0131 xo\u015flam\u0131ram. Atam\u0131n qonaqlar\u0131 g\u0259ldi, m\u0259n d\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m evd\u0259n.
\n– N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 oldu\u2026 – \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq dedi Nuriyy\u0259.
\n– M\u0259\u0259tt\u0259l qal\u0131ram ki, oxudu\u011fumuz bu ill\u0259rd\u0259 niy\u0259 s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m?
\n– Y\u0259qin fak\u00fclt\u0259l\u0259rimiz ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 binalarda oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.
\n– Yox, bunun d\u0259xli yoxdur. M\u0259n s\u0259ni m\u00fctl\u0259q g\u00f6rm\u0259liydim. S\u0259n yataqxanada qal\u0131rsan?
\n– H\u0259.
\nMusiqi dayand\u0131. \u018fziz Nuriyy\u0259ni yerin\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u018flind\u0259n \u00f6pd\u00fc. \u018ftrafdak\u0131 q\u0131zlar \u2013 Bravo, \u018fziz, – dedil\u0259r. Yen\u0259 musiqi \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131. \u018fziz Nuriyy\u0259y\u0259 \u0259l el\u0259yib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getdi.
\nQ\u0131zlardan kims\u0259: – bu il h\u00fcququ qurtar\u0131r, – dedi. \u00abM\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n il qurtar\u0131ram\u00bb fikirl\u0259\u015fdi Nuriyy\u0259.
\nNuriyy\u0259 ist\u0259mirdi o getsin. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, \u018fziz ham\u0131dan ax\u0131rda t\u0259rk etm\u0259lidir bu mavi i\u015f\u0131q gec\u0259sini, bu sad\u0259, t\u0259mt\u0259raqs\u0131z t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 bayram\u0131n\u0131. Ancaq he\u00e7 iki g\u00fcn ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015f \u018fziz tamam k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc yataqxanaya. D\u0259rhal da Nuriyy\u0259nin yan\u0131na g\u0259ldi.
\n– Bilirs\u0259n, \u00e7oxdan yataqxanaya k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim. N\u0259 is\u0259\u2026 Ax\u0131r ki, k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fcm. \u2013 Sonra bir az dayan\u0131b, – Anam \u00e7oxdan \u00f6l\u00fcb. Atam\u0131n t\u0259z\u0259 ail\u0259si var. M\u0259n d\u0259 ist\u0259r-ist\u0259m\u0259z mane oluram, – dedi.
\n– B\u0259s s\u0259n universiteti qurtar\u0131rsan ax\u0131\u2026 Dem\u0259k bir iki aydan \u00f6tr\u00fc g\u0259ldin yataqxanaya?
\n\u018fziz d\u00fcz Nuriyy\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131. \u2013 S\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u0259ldim bura. M\u0259n art\u0131q t\u0259yinat\u0131m\u0131 da alm\u0131\u015fam. D\u0259miryol prokurorlu\u011funa, G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259. Olmusan G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259?
\n– M\u0259n g\u0259nc\u0259liy\u0259m.
\nNuriyy\u0259y\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, \u00f6mr\u00fc g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fl\u0259 doldu. \u00abN\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00fcnl\u0259r varm\u0131\u015f, Allah\u00bb.
\n\u00abNail\u0259, qa\u00e7ma, y\u0131x\u0131larsan\u00bb – beynind\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ndi.
\nQoy \u018fziz el\u0259 bilsin ki, Nail\u0259 onun t\u0259k u\u015fa\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. He\u00e7 \u018fzizin a\u011fl\u0131na da g\u0259lm\u0259zdi ki, onun v\u0259 Nuriyy\u0259nin b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ilk u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 he\u00e7 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015f m\u0259hv oldu. Bunu \u018fziz bilm\u0259di. \u018fg\u0259r bils\u0259ydi\u2026
\nAllah n\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik sa\u00e7an g\u00fcnl\u0259r varm\u0131\u015f! \u018fzizl\u0259 Nuriyy\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 universitetd\u0259 oxuduqlar\u0131 vaxt birg\u0259 qocalacaqlar\u0131n\u0131 fikirl\u0259\u015firdil\u0259r.
\nEvl\u0259nm\u0259l\u0259ri \u00e7ox sad\u0259, t\u0259mt\u0259raqs\u0131z olmu\u015fdu. Ancaq ham\u0131 onlara qibt\u0259 edirdi. \u018fzizin G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 otaql\u0131 kooperativ m\u0259nzili vard\u0131. O \u00e7ox t\u0259kid etdi ki, Nuriyy\u0259nin anas\u0131 da onlarla olsun, ancaq ana q\u0259tiyy\u0259tl\u0259 etiraz etdi. \u018fziz Nuriyy\u0259ni filologiya fak\u00fclt\u0259sinin qiyabi \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sin\u0259 ke\u00e7irtdirdi. G\u00fcc-b\u0259la il\u0259 onu teatra i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ltdi. \u00abN\u0259hay\u0259t, s\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yinc\u0259 olacaq\u00bb, – demi\u015fdi. Ona kimi Nuriyy\u0259nin teatr haqq\u0131nda b\u0259zi yaz\u0131lar\u0131 m\u0259tbuatda \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n– N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 s\u0259n varsan, \u018fziz. Bird\u0259n bir-birimizi tan\u0131masayd\u0131q, n\u0259 olard\u0131\u2026 yox, yox, Allah el\u0259m\u0259sin.
\n\u018fziz h\u0259r gec\u0259 teatr\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131na g\u0259lirdi. Nuriyy\u0259ni qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131rd\u0131, birg\u0259 t\u0259k-t\u00fck adamlar g\u0259z\u0259n, yar\u0131mqaranl\u0131q k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 evl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259lirdil\u0259r. Ham\u0131 yatma\u011fa haz\u0131rla\u015fanda, onlar \u00abLeyli-M\u0259cnun\u00bbun, \u00abAy sonatas\u0131\u00bbn\u0131n, \u015eostakovi\u00e7in \u00ab14-c\u00fc simfoniyas\u0131\u00bbn\u0131n vallar\u0131n\u0131 qurub qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bel\u0259 vaxtlarda i\u015f\u0131q yand\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131lar. Gec\u0259 lampas\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259 yem\u0259k masas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyurdular. \u018fziz \u00abAxa\u015feni\u00bb, \u00abGizmarauli\u00bb tap\u0131b g\u0259tirirdi. Nuriyy\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcz haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yem\u0259yi isidirdi, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 t\u0259miz, ki\u00e7ik s\u00fcfr\u0259 sal\u0131rd\u0131. Meyv\u0259 v\u0259 pendir g\u0259tirirdi. Gec\u0259 saat ikiy\u0259c\u0259n otururdular.
\n– Evimizd\u0259 balaca b\u0259b\u0259 olandan sonra, getdi bizim gec\u0259 oturmaqlar\u0131m\u0131z, – deyirdi \u018fziz.
\n– Yox, getm\u0259di. Biz onu tezd\u0259n yat\u0131zd\u0131dar\u0131q, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz oturar\u0131q.
\n– B\u0259s onu yedizdirm\u0259k? Paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 yumaq?
\n– M\u0259n vaxt tapaca\u011fam.
\n– Qorxuram onda el\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 kimi oturaq, Nuri\u015fka, – g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc \u018fziz.
\nSonra Nuriyy\u0259nin iki \u0259lind\u0259n tutub qald\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131, gec\u0259 lampas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nBir d\u0259f\u0259 \u018fziz rayonlar\u0131n birind\u0259 ezamiyy\u0259td\u0259 oldu\u011fu vaxt g\u00f6z\u0259l, yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 u\u015faq paltar\u0131 al\u0131b g\u0259tirdi.
\n– Nuri\u015fka, h\u0259r ehtimala g\u00f6r\u0259 ald\u0131m. H\u0259r saat olmur bunlar. \u2013 D\u0259rind\u0259n ah \u00e7\u0259kib, Nuriyy\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n \u00f6pd\u00fc.
\n– Bir u\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131z olsa, arzu s\u0259rh\u0259ddin\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015f olaram, Nuriyy\u0259, – dedi \u018fziz.
\n– Eybi yox, n\u0259 vaxtsa olacaq, u\u015faqlar qaba\u011f\u0131na y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259k, ata, ata dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Sonra da \u0259l-aya\u011f\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b, dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r bir na\u011f\u0131l s\u00f6yl\u0259. S\u0259n d\u0259 anam\u0131z kimi onlara igid c\u0259ngavar babam\u0131z haqq\u0131nda na\u011f\u0131l, \u0259fsan\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t v\u0259 yaxud na\u011f\u0131lvari bir h\u0259qiq\u0259t s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u018fziz \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 bu c\u00fcr g\u00f6z\u0259llik g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi:
\n– El\u0259 bil ay g\u00f6ld\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. Bir i\u015f\u0259 bax. G\u0259r\u0259k fotoapparat g\u0259tir\u0259ydik, ayl\u0131 g\u00f6l\u00fc bax bu c\u00fcr \u00e7\u0259k\u0259ydik. N\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli g\u00f6z\u0259llikdir! Bir bax! \u2013 \u018fziz g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6ld\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kmirdi. \u00c7\u0259kdiyi siqaretin q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u015f\u00f6l\u0259si \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Qorxurdu s\u0259sini \u00e7\u0131xarts\u0131n. El\u0259 bil dan\u0131\u015fsa \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259ti xat\u0131rladan s\u00fckut m\u0259hv olar. S\u0131x a\u011faclarla \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f qaranl\u0131q da\u011flar, m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m qayalar sanki onlara n\u0259yis\u0259 xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 bil q\u0259rin\u0259l\u0259r yola salm\u0131\u015f ke\u00e7mi\u015fd\u0259n, bunlar\u0131n g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yi minillik, milyonillik g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r verirdi.
\nQayalar \u2013 \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t r\u0259mzi idi.
\nLap yax\u0131nl\u0131qda qurba\u011falar\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259lirdi.
\n– He\u00e7 m\u0259n bilmirdim ki, G\u00f6y g\u00f6ld\u0259 d\u0259 qurba\u011fa ola bil\u0259r, – dedi Nuriyy\u0259.
\n\u018fziz bir \u0259liyl\u0259 Nuriyy\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan \u00f6pd\u00fc.
\n– Yaman xo\u015flay\u0131ram onlar\u0131n s\u0259sini, Nuri\u015fka. N\u0259 is\u0259 bir q\u0259riblik, bir q\u00fcss\u0259 var onlar\u0131n bu c\u00fcr oxumalar\u0131nda.
\nG\u00f6ld\u0259n s\u0259rin meh \u0259sirdi.
\n– Nuri\u015fka, bird\u0259n s\u0259n \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259rs\u0259n, ax\u0131. G\u0259r\u0259k jaket g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259ydik.
\nEhmalca Nuriyy\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b, penc\u0259yini \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131, k\u00f6rp\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 geyindir\u0259n kimi ona geyindirdi.
\n– \u0130ndi d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 soyuq olacaq, \u018fziz.
\n– Yox, olmaz.
\nBir xeyli bel\u0259c\u0259 dinm\u0259z-s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259z oturdular, qurba\u011falar\u0131n q\u0259m, q\u00fcss\u0259 dolu n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 qulaq asd\u0131lar. Ay ax\u0131b getmi\u015fdi. G\u00f6l\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 duman y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fziz Nuriyy\u0259nin \u00e7iynin\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f zil-qara sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 h\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\n– Bir vaxt g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k, Nuri\u015fka, balaca q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 bu c\u00fcr h\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259yik, lent ba\u011flayaca\u011f\u0131q.
\n– M\u0259n lent xo\u015flam\u0131ram, \u0259l\u0259lx\u00fcsusda ki, yek\u0259 ba\u011flay\u0131rlar ey balaca u\u015faqlara.
\n– Biz lap balacas\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flayaca\u011f\u0131q. He\u00e7 n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7arpmayan\u0131n\u0131. Yax\u015f\u0131m\u0131, Nuri\u015fka?
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131, yax\u015f\u0131, qoy s\u0259n dey\u0259n olsun.
\nSonra aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131lar. \u018fzizin dostundan birg\u00fcnl\u00fck ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00abJiquli\u00bby\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdil\u0259r. \u018fziz i\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131ndan ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ax\u015fama kimi ist\u0259mi\u015fdi. Ancaq g\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7atanda, fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, el\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r qay\u0131tsalar yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131. \u015e\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 hava d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 isti idi. Gec\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ri taybatay a\u00e7\u0131b yat\u0131rd\u0131lar.
\nG\u00f6l\u00fcn \u0259traf\u0131 s\u0259rinlikdi. Yatmayan gec\u0259 qu\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n arabir s\u0259si g\u0259lirdi. Nuriyy\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, \u0259g\u0259r t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n t\u0259kc\u0259 bel\u0259 \u015f\u0259rait\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259ydi, yaman qorxard\u0131.
\n– Yem\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259yimiz qal\u0131b, Nuri\u015fka?
\n– Qoy bir bax\u0131m.
\nNuriyy\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131na qoyulmu\u015f ki\u00e7ik z\u0259nbili \u0259lin\u0259 ald\u0131, sellofan torban\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259kil\u0259ri \u018fzizin el\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259zetin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.
\n– Pendir, bir az t\u0259rxun, gilas, \u0259rik, bir q\u0131r\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k, bu da yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q \u00abAxa\u015feni\u00bb. \u00d6zg\u0259 yem\u0259k qurtard\u0131.
\n– B\u0259s ed\u0259r, Nuri\u015fka.
\n– St\u0259kan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n biri d\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131.
\n– N\u00f6vb\u0259 il\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259rik. Bir udum s\u0259n alarsan, bir udum m\u0259n.
\n– Lap \u0259la.
\n\u018fziz st\u0259kana \u015f\u0259rab t\u00f6kd\u00fc. Nuriyy\u0259y\u0259 uzatd\u0131, Nuriyy\u0259 dadl\u0131 \u00abAx\u015feni\u00bbd\u0259n bir udum i\u00e7di, st\u0259kan\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n \u018fziz\u0259 qaytard\u0131. Nuriyy\u0259 indi qurba\u011falar\u0131n s\u0259sind\u0259 do\u011frudan da bir q\u00fcss\u0259 hiss etdi. El\u0259 bil Nuriyy\u0259nin bu andak\u0131 sevincinin, s\u0259ad\u0259tinin m\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259tiliyi haqq\u0131nda x\u0259b\u0259r verirdi onlar. Qaranl\u0131q s\u0259mada ulduzlar parlay\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 bil g\u00f6ld\u0259 milyon-milyon i\u015f\u0131q sayr\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259rin a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131na h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox vard\u0131. Ancaq Nuriyy\u0259 yatmaq ist\u0259mirdi. \u018fziz h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259 st\u0259kan tutmu\u015fdu. \u00c7ax\u0131r\u0131 qurtum-qurtum i\u00e7irdi. \u00c7ox dal\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. S\u0259mada yen\u0259 ay g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. Ma\u015f\u0131na s\u00f6yk\u0259nmi\u015f Nuriyy\u0259nin sol\u011funla\u015fm\u0131\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131rd\u0131.
\n\u018fziz ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndak\u0131 da\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259zet s\u0259rib, oturmu\u015fdu. N\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259ri qeyri-iradi olaraq Nuriyy\u0259nin sif\u0259tin\u0259 dikilirdi. Bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 o, \u018fziz\u0259 el\u0259 yad, el\u0259 uzaq g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc ki\u2026
\nBu ani yadl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yox el\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, \u018fziz Nuriyy\u0259ni yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– Nuri\u015fka, g\u0259l yan\u0131mda otur.
\nNuriyy\u0259 \u018fzizin penc\u0259yin\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc.
\n– El\u0259 bil soyuqdur. Azca \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259m, \u018fziz.
\n\u018fziz ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n oturaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, \u0259tir sa\u00e7an otlardan yast\u0131q d\u00fcz\u0259ltdi.
\n– Yata\u011f\u0131n haz\u0131rd\u0131r, Nuri\u015fka. \u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin birini a\u00e7\u0131q qoyaq? Penc\u0259yimi \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6rt\u0259r\u0259m, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u0259zs\u0259n.
\n– B\u0259s s\u0259n?
\n– M\u0259n s\u0259nin ke\u015fiyini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, Nuri\u015fka.
\n– H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259?
\n– B\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcm boyu.
\nNuriyy\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fck\u00fcb uzand\u0131. Otlardan \u0259tir qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q n\u0259mlik iyi g\u0259lirdi. \u018fziz penc\u0259yini onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259rdi, \u0259lind\u0259n \u00f6pd\u00fc. Sonra ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259rilmi\u015f q\u0259zeti y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Ay el\u0259 bil Nuriyy\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 yol salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onun q\u0259lbi d\u0259 ay kimi ayd\u0131n, sakit idi.
\nAx\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 beynind\u0259n \u00abb\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcm boyu\u00bb k\u0259lm\u0259sini ke\u00e7irdi v\u0259 yatd\u0131. Ay Nuriyy\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 yol salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u2026 Ay baban\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 yol salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O yatm\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 bil bu yol q\u0259rin\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib g\u0259lirdi, \u0259srl\u0259r boyu bu torpa\u011fa, onun ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 torpa\u011fa i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7acaqd\u0131.
\n– Niy\u0259 yatm\u0131rsan ata?
\n– Yuxum g\u0259lmir, o\u011ful bala.
\nN\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, baba bu ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131na da o\u011ful deyirdi.
\n– \u0130\u015f\u0131qda s\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, ata, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u0259ldim.
\nQ\u0131z b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn nura q\u0259rq olmu\u015fdu.
\n– N\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firdin, ata?
\n– \u00c7ox \u015fey, o\u011ful bala.
\nAta fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, d\u00fcnyada onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn iki m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s anlay\u0131\u015f var \u2013 bir \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qanlar t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f v\u0259t\u0259n sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu torpaq, bir d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n \u0259zizi sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0131z balas\u0131. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, m\u0259hz bu \u00f6vlad\u0131 Xan baban\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sini, amal\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259c\u0259ss\u00fcm etdirirdi. O\u011flanlar\u0131 analar\u0131na daha \u00e7ox ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131lar.
\n– \u00d6mr\u00fcm, get yat, azarlarsan.
\n– Yox, ata, s\u0259nin yan\u0131nda m\u0259n\u0259 soyuq da d\u0259ym\u0259z.
\nQ\u0131z ki\u00e7ik k\u0259tili g\u0259tirib atas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda oturdu. \u0130ndi ikisi d\u0259 sel kimi axan ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na q\u0259rq oldular. Xan baban\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri alacaland\u0131. \u0130ki, \u00fc\u00e7, on\u2026 v\u0259 says\u0131z-hesabs\u0131z silahlanm\u0131\u015f atl\u0131lar ke\u00e7di n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259ri \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n. Az qala \u00e7at-\u00e7at olmu\u015f torpaqdan c\u00fcc\u0259r\u0259n otu tapdalayacaqd\u0131lar. Q\u0259rib\u0259dir, ot \u0259zilm\u0259di.
\nH\u00f6kmdar h\u0259r g\u00fcn h\u0259y\u0259can i\u00e7ind\u0259 idi. M\u00fcdafi\u0259ni m\u00f6hk\u0259ml\u0259ndirmi\u015fdi. Qo\u015funlar\u0131 s\u0259f\u0259rb\u0259r etmi\u015fdi. Ancaq h\u0259r an \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 dam\u0131rd\u0131 ki, bu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f olacaq.
\n– Onlar n\u0259 vaxt g\u0259lir, ata?
\n– S\u0259n neynirs\u0259n bunu bilib, o\u011ful bala? \u2013 Ata ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r z\u0259rif, g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ox\u015fad\u0131.
\n– Bird\u0259n onlar \u00e7ox olarlar, ata?! S\u0259nin g\u00fcc\u00fcn \u00e7atacaq onlar\u0131 d\u0259f etm\u0259y\u0259?
\n– \u00c7atacaq, o\u011ful balam, \u00e7atacaq. Onlar bizd\u0259n ancaq sayca g\u00fccl\u00fc ola bil\u0259r\u2026
\nQ\u0131z atas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lini \u00f6pd\u00fc.
\n– S\u0259ni anlad\u0131m, ata.
\n– Get yat, \u00f6mr\u00fcm. S\u0259nin h\u0259yatda ayr\u0131 qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131n olmal\u0131d\u0131.
\n– Bilir\u0259m, ata. Bu g\u00fcn F\u00fczulini oxudum, yen\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndim, uzaq, uzaq \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f, bu torpa\u011f\u0131n dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f:.. Q\u0259rib\u0259dir, el\u0259mi?
\n– Yox, \u00f6mr\u00fcm, q\u0259rib\u0259 deyil. \u018fslind\u0259 bel\u0259 olmal\u0131d\u0131r\u2026 get yat.
\nQ\u0131z ist\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131.
\n– Gec\u0259n xeyr\u0259, ata.
\n– Xeyr\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131, o\u011ful.
\nXan baba yatmad\u0131. Onun fikirl\u0259ri xeyli uzaqda idi. O, vaxt\u0131 il\u0259 do\u011fma el\u0259 uzaqdan g\u0259tiril\u0259n Vizantiya s\u0259n\u0259tkarlar\u0131n\u0131 fikirl\u0259\u015firdi. Onlar\u0131n yaratd\u0131qlar\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259l-g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0259srl\u0259ri, abid\u0259l\u0259ri fikirl\u0259\u015fdi, misilsiz s\u0259n\u0259t n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259ri yaradan T\u0259brizli elo\u011fullar\u0131n\u0131 fikirl\u0259\u015fdi. \u018fsrl\u0259r d\u0259, insanlar da \u00e7ox q\u0259ddar imi\u015f, – s\u0259n\u0259t torpaqla yeksan olmu\u015fdu. Q\u0259dim ellinl\u0259ri fikirl\u0259\u015fdi. Onlardan da torpaq \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 qalmay\u0131b. Kim bilir, b\u0259lk\u0259 vaxt g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k, dava, m\u00fcharib\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259n xalqlar bu torpaqlarda s\u0259n\u0259t x\u0259zin\u0259si k\u0259\u015ff ed\u0259c\u0259k. Kim bilir, h\u0259l\u0259lik is\u0259\u2026 Sabah h\u00fccum g\u00f6zl\u0259nilir. Sabah \u015f\u0259h\u0259r t\u00fcst\u00fc-dumana b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259k. Sabah ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 insan \u00f6mr\u00fc, ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 insan arzusu torpa\u011fa qar\u0131\u015facaq.
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z istiqam\u0259td\u0259n g\u0259ldi. \u00abBu yolu onlar haradan bilirdil\u0259r? Y\u0259qin kims\u0259, \u00f6zg\u0259l\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi! \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcnki bildirib. Xainlik d\u0259 h\u0259r zaman olub, xainlik d\u0259 t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u00fcr\u00bb.
\nH\u00f6kmdar\u0131n qo\u015funu get-ged\u0259 azal\u0131rd\u0131. H\u00f6kmdar da ham\u0131yla birg\u0259 vuru\u015furdu. Onun at\u0131 qanl\u0131 meyitl\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi. Da\u011f \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131n suyu el\u0259 bil \u00e7oxalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 r\u0259ngin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259rin g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\n\u00abD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n ancaq m\u0259nim meyitimin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259r \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259\u00bb, – fikirl\u0259\u015fdi h\u00f6kmdar.
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n onun meyiti \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7di \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259. Lap meydanda h\u00f6kmdar\u0131n c\u0259naz\u0259si m\u00fchasir\u0259y\u0259 al\u0131nd\u0131. \u015e\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 yen\u0259 dava gedirdi. Ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z ki\u015fi paltar\u0131nda vuru\u015furdu. Art\u0131q onun sin\u0259sind\u0259n qan ax\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri alacalan\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, sar\u0131, qara r\u0259ngl\u0259r\u0259 boyan\u0131rd\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259ri. Hiss edirdi ki, art\u0131q sonu \u00e7at\u0131b, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 at\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 meydana s\u00fcrd\u00fc. He\u00e7 k\u0259s onun kimi inadkarl\u0131qla d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n i\u00e7in\u0259 girm\u0259zdi, he\u00e7 k\u0259s el\u0259 bacar\u0131qla m\u00fchasir\u0259ni yarmazd\u0131.
\nAy i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z son n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, \u0259lini atas\u0131n\u0131n soyuq \u0259lin\u0259 uzatd\u0131.
\n\u2026\u00c7at-\u00e7at olmu\u015f torpaqdan ya\u015f\u0131l otlar c\u00fcc\u0259rirdi\u2026<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259r ala-toranl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u018fziz yuxudan oyand\u0131. \u018fslind\u0259 he\u00e7 yatmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Rulun arxas\u0131ndaca m\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u0259mi\u015fdi. Sakit-sakit yatan Nuriyy\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir \u0259lini g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoymu\u015fdu. \u018fziz ehmalca ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb g\u00f6l\u00fcn yan\u0131na getdi. Buz kimi soyuq g\u00f6l suyunda yuyundu. Sonra he\u00e7 adlar\u0131n\u0131 bilm\u0259diyi \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n y\u0131\u011fd\u0131. Ma\u015f\u0131nda yatan Nuriyy\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. \u015eehli \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 toxundurdu.
\n– Al, Nuri\u015fka, bu da G\u00f6y g\u00f6l\u00fcn h\u0259diyy\u0259sidir.
\nNuriyy\u0259y\u0259 el\u0259 bil b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131lar.
\n– Allah, n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldir, haradan y\u0131\u011fd\u0131n bunlar\u0131. He\u00e7 \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m!
\nSonra \u0259l-\u0259l\u0259 tutub ikisi d\u0259 ayaqyal\u0131n g\u00f6l\u00fcn d\u00fcz yan\u0131na getdil\u0259r. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131na az qal\u0131rd\u0131\u2026
\nSu g\u00f6y qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q \u00e7\u0259hray\u0131ya \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6l\u00fcn q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131nda iki ki\u015fi ocaq qalay\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r ikisi Nuriyy\u0259ni ba\u015fdan aya\u011fa s\u00fczd\u00fcl\u0259r.
\n– El\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r ki, a\u015fiq-m\u0259\u015fuquq. \u2013 \u018fzizin qula\u011f\u0131na p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131 Nuriyy\u0259.
\n– Ged\u0259k buradan, – qa\u015fqabaqla dedi \u018fziz.
\nOcaq qalayan ki\u015fil\u0259rd\u0259n xeyli aralanandan sonra \u018fziz Nuriyy\u0259d\u0259n soru\u015fdu:
\n– Kabab yem\u0259k istiyirs\u0259n?
\n– Yox, yox. He\u00e7 bu vaxt kabab olar.
\nNuriyy\u0259 bilirdi ki, \u018fzizin pulu lap az qal\u0131b.
\n– \u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259n, g\u00fcll\u0259rimizi d\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ev\u0259 ged\u0259k. Evd\u0259 a\u015f bi\u015fir\u0259r\u0259m, dolma bi\u015fir\u0259r\u0259m. \u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259n?
\n– H\u0259, Nuri\u015fka, \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m, – Nuriyy\u0259nin \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini qucaqlad\u0131. \u2013 H\u0259m d\u0259 bazar g\u00fcn\u00fc burada o q\u0259d\u0259r adam olur ki\u2026
\nQay\u0131danda Hac\u0131k\u0259ndd\u0259ki Soyuq bulaqdan qablara doldurdular. Hava yava\u015f-yava\u015f isinm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. \u015e\u0259h\u0259r dolu adam idi. Ki\u015fil\u0259r z\u0259nbil dolu qarp\u0131z-yemi\u015f apar\u0131rd\u0131lar. K\u00f6\u015fkl\u0259rd\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 q\u0259zet sat\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fziz ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb q\u0259zet ald\u0131. \u0130sti t\u0259ndir \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 dayanmadan ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ev\u0259 s\u00fcrd\u00fc. Nuriyy\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 \u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f q\u0259hv\u0259 d\u0259ml\u0259di, limon do\u011frad\u0131.
\n– \u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259n, azca konyak da g\u0259tirim?
\n– Yox, Nuri\u015fka, istidir. Yax\u015f\u0131 olar ki, \u00e7ay da d\u0259ml\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n.
\n– Bu d\u0259qiq\u0259.
\n\u0130kisi d\u0259 \u00e7ay i\u00e7di, isti \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259 pendir yedi.
\n– S\u0259n dinc\u0259l, \u018fziz. M\u0259n a\u015f bi\u015firim. Bilirs\u0259n hans\u0131ndan? Qiym\u0259li. Lap tez olacaq.
\n\u018fziz q\u0259zetl\u0259ri g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ke\u00e7di yataq ota\u011f\u0131na. O, yatana kimi Nuriyy\u0259 bir az da yarpaq dolmas\u0131 bi\u015firdi. Masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 a\u011fappaq ni\u015fastal\u0131 ki\u00e7ik s\u00fcfr\u0259 sald\u0131. Pomidor, xiyar qoydu. Saata baxd\u0131. El\u0259 nahar vaxt\u0131 idi.
\n– Ya\u015fas\u0131n bazar g\u00fcnl\u0259ri, – dedi \u018fziz. \u2013 N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 asud\u0259likdir.
\n– Sabahdan yen\u0259 ba\u015flanacaq \u0259ziyy\u0259timiz. Eh, Nuri\u015fka, ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 istirah\u0259t edir\u0259m. Daha fikirl\u0259\u015fmir\u0259m ki, bird\u0259n sisternalar\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7arlar. Spirt \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 su apararlar ekspeditorlar. Bird\u0259n vaqonun qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131rarlar. Ke\u00e7\u0259n h\u0259ft\u0259 bir reys\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259miryol prokurorlu\u011fu istintaq a\u00e7\u0131b.
\n– S\u0259n\u0259 aidiyy\u0259ti yoxdurmu?
\n– Yox, m\u0259nim n\u00f6vb\u0259md\u0259 olmay\u0131b. O biz\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n sar\u0131b\u0259niz m\u00fcst\u0259ntiq var, sah\u0259 m\u00fcv\u0259kkili olub ey, bax onun n\u00f6vb\u0259sind\u0259 sisternan\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131blar.
\n– \u0130ndi ona bir \u015fey olacaq?
\n– Yox. H\u0259m d\u0259 o o\u011flan q\u0259libl\u0259nibdir.
\n– B\u0259s s\u0259n, \u018fziz? S\u0259n q\u0259lib\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015farsanm\u0131?
\n– Neyl\u0259m\u0259k olar? Geci-tezi h\u0259r k\u0259s \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 uy\u011fun q\u0259lib tap\u0131r.
\n– \u018fziz, he\u00e7 s\u0259ni q\u0259lib\u0259 sal\u0131nm\u0131\u015f t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr eliy\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. S\u0259n o c\u00fcr olmazsan.
\n– Adam m\u0259cbur olur.
\n– B\u0259s n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ba\u015fqalar\u0131 m\u0259cbur olmur? \u018fg\u0259r ham\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259lib\u0259 sal\u0131nma\u011f\u0131 vacib idis\u0259, onda bilirs\u0259n, d\u00fcnyada q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q, m\u0259rdlik, insanl\u0131q olmazd\u0131. Onda Mikelancelo, N\u0259simi v\u0259 yaxud Janna Dark, dekabristl\u0259r olmazd\u0131.
\n– Onlar f\u0259rdi \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259tl\u0259rdir.
\n– Onlar b\u00fct\u00f6v bir xalq\u0131 t\u0259msil edirl\u0259r. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, insan tullant\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bir yer\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar, x\u0259mir kimi yo\u011frulub, q\u0259lib\u0259 sal\u0131rlar. He\u00e7 insan idrak\u0131, insan arzusu q\u0259lib\u0259 sal\u0131narm\u0131?!
\n\u018fziz siqaret yand\u0131rd\u0131. Bo\u015fqaba qoydu\u011fu a\u015f soyuyurdu:
\n– Bilirs\u0259n, Nuri\u015fka, m\u0259i\u015f\u0259t m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rinin h\u0259lli qoymur ki, b\u00f6y\u00fck arzularla ya\u015fayaq. N\u0259 is\u0259, Nuri\u015fka, m\u00fcbahis\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259k, \u00ab\u015e\u0259bi-hicra\u00bbn\u0131 qur, qulaq asaq. Bel\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 deyilmi?
\nNuriyy\u0259 he\u00e7 bilmirdi ki, ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn, ne\u00e7\u0259 ay ke\u00e7di. Ancaq bir d\u0259f\u0259 \u018fzizi s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259di. O g\u0259lm\u0259di, Nuriyy\u0259 gec\u0259 d\u0259 ev\u0259 t\u0259k g\u0259ldi. \u018fziz g\u0259lm\u0259di teatr\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131na. Y\u0259qin i\u015fi \u00e7ox olub. Ba\u015f\u0131 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131qd\u0131, fikirl\u0259\u015fdi. Nuriyy\u0259. Ev\u0259 g\u0259ldi, yen\u0259 d\u0259 masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 a\u011fappaq ni\u015fastanlanm\u0131\u015f s\u00fcfr\u0259 sald\u0131. Pay\u0131z vaxt\u0131 idi, ancaq havalar isti ke\u00e7irdi. Nuriyy\u0259 he\u00e7 jaket d\u0259 geymirdi.
\n\u00ab14-c\u00fc simfoniya\u00bbn\u0131 qurdu. B\u0259z\u0259n qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131, b\u0259z\u0259n yox, h\u0259rd\u0259n musiqi d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 ona yax\u0131n olurdu. El\u0259 bilirdi, onun fikirl\u0259rini, hissl\u0259rini b\u0259st\u0259kar musiqiy\u0259 \u00e7evirib. Sonra Nuriyy\u0259 radioq\u0259buledicini s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ota\u011fa sonsuz s\u00fckut \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, s\u0259h\u0259r \u018fziz yor\u011fun-ar\u011f\u0131n, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f halda g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k ev\u0259. Ancaq \u018fziz el\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259di.
\nG\u00f6rk\u0259mind\u0259n bir toxluq ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Nuriyy\u0259 p\u0259rt oldu. Q\u0259lbind\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 s\u0131nd\u0131.
\n– M\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259miz paltar g\u0259tir, Nuriyy\u0259. He\u00e7 fikir vermirs\u0259n penc\u0259yim t\u0259mizdi, ya yox.
\n– Penc\u0259yin t\u0259mizdir, \u018fziz.
\n– Z\u0259hm\u0259t olmasa, m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 \u00e7ay g\u0259tir, Nuriyy\u0259.
\n– Bu d\u0259qiq\u0259.
\nEvl\u0259ndikl\u0259ri g\u00fcnd\u0259n birinci d\u0259f\u0259 oldu ki, Nuriyy\u0259 \u018fziz\u0259 \u00e7ay s\u00fczd\u00fc, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yox \u2013 o da t\u0259klif etm\u0259di.
\nQad\u0131n ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, aralar\u0131nda n\u0259s\u0259 ba\u015f verib, ancaq, a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n fikri t\u0259kidl\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qovdu. Sonra \u018fziz daha tez-tez gec\u0259ni g\u0259lm\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.
\nBir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 Nuriyy\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcz teatrdan ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259, g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, \u018fziz onu g\u00f6zl\u0259yir, xeyli i\u00e7diyi hiss olunurdu.
\n\u00abS\u0259ni \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m. He\u00e7 a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259zdi ki, bel\u0259 ola bil\u0259r. O bizim katib\u0259dir. U\u015faq g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u2026 M\u0259nim m\u0259n\u0259vi borcum\u2026 S\u0259n alic\u0259nab qad\u0131nsan\u00bb v\u0259 sair. Nuriyy\u0259nin beyni u\u011fuldad\u0131 bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n. \u018fziz s\u00f6zl\u0259rini deyib ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra Nuriyy\u0259 d\u0259 pal-paltar\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b getdi anas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na. A\u011fl\u0131na bel\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259zdi ki, bir daha \u018fzizi g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. \u018fzizi sonra bir d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. O, \u00e7ox tutqun idi. R\u0259ngi a\u011farm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Siqareti \u00e7\u0259kdikc\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259ri \u0259sirdi. Nuriyy\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259hray\u0131 pudra g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n bir \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kirdi.
\n– U\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131z olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 \u2013 dedi s\u0259si q\u0131r\u0131la-q\u0131r\u0131la, Nuriyy\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131yla t\u0259sdiql\u0259di.
\nHe\u00e7 bilmirdi ki, a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi ki, art\u0131q u\u015faq ola bil\u0259r. Bunu ancaq 2-3 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra qinekoloq h\u0259kim\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 bildi.
\n– U\u015faq!.. Siz m\u0259n\u0259 istehza edirsiz? \u0130ndi u\u015faq? \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m, ist\u0259mir\u0259m! \u2013 \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 Nuriyy\u0259.
\nH\u0259kim \u0259hvalat\u0131 bilirdi.
\nG\u00f6r bir b\u0259xt\u0259 bax. Niy\u0259 qabaq g\u0259lmirdin? \u0130ndi ayr\u0131lmazd\u0131n\u0131z.
\n– \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m, ist\u0259mir\u0259m, el\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259sd\u0259n\u2026 Yox, h\u0259r \u015fey qar\u0131\u015facaq bir-birin\u0259\u2026 D\u00fcnya d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259k b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn, doktor.
\n– Onda haz\u0131r ol. \u2013 \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc tibb bac\u0131lar\u0131na tutaraq dedi \u2013 Al\u0259tl\u0259ri qaynad\u0131n.
\nH\u0259r \u015fey qurtaranda, Nuriyy\u0259y\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya bo\u015fald\u0131. El\u0259 bil bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 cavanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 itirdi, ad\u0131n\u0131 itirdi, kimliyini itirdi. Q\u0259lbind\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli u\u00e7urum yarand\u0131. S\u0259sini i\u00e7in\u0259 sala-sala a\u011flad\u0131. H\u0259kim el\u0259 bildi ki, fiziki a\u011fr\u0131dan a\u011flad\u0131 Nuriyy\u0259\u2026
\nAx\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 \u018fzizi anas\u0131 \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. \u018fziz t\u0259k g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Atas\u0131 da yan\u0131nda idi. \u00abAllah m\u0259rdimazar\u0131n \u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fc y\u0131xs\u0131n bala. Bel\u0259 olmamal\u0131yd\u0131. Allah anana r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin\u00bb.
\n\u018fziz a\u011fappaq a\u011farm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onda, m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259d\u0259 oldu\u011fu vaxtdak\u0131 kimi, dalbadal siqaret \u00e7\u0259kirdi. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolurdu, d\u0259rhal da quruyurdu.
\nSonra atas\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 sal\u0131nm\u0131\u015f a\u011f s\u00fcfr\u0259nin alt\u0131na pul qoydu. \u00abQalan h\u0259r \u015feyi alm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, bala\u00bb. V\u0259 getdil\u0259r. Nuriyy\u0259y\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, anas\u0131 bax el\u0259 bu an \u00f6ld\u00fc\u2026
\n\u00abNail\u0259, qa\u00e7ma, y\u0131x\u0131larsan\u00bb.
\n\u00abKa\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259ydim, ka\u015f e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259ydim\u00bb.
\nNuriyy\u0259y\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, \u018fziz he\u00e7 vaxt Nuriyy\u0259nin ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259yi yoldan ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. He\u00e7 vaxt teatra g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Onsuz da deyirdi ki, teatra ancaq uzaqdan baxmaq yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Nuriyy\u0259y\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, \u018fziz he\u00e7 vaxt n\u0259 \u00abPolonez\u00bb\u0259, n\u0259 \u00abLeyli-M\u0259cnun\u00bba, n\u0259 \u00ab14-c\u00fc simfoniya\u00bbya, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki, \u00abAy sonata\u00bbs\u0131na qulaq asacaq. He\u00e7 vaxt \u00abAxa\u015feni\u00bb, \u00abKiz-Marauli\u00bb i\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. T\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n harada g\u00f6rs\u0259 bu \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259l\u0259ri q\u0131racaq. Bir d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt gec\u0259 G\u00f6y-g\u00f6ld\u0259 qalmayacaq. \u018fg\u0259r qalsa, \u0259g\u0259r bu musiqinin yar\u0131s\u0131na qulaq assa, onda d\u00fcnyada \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck x\u0259yan\u0259t el\u0259mi\u015f olar. Bir d\u0259 \u018fziz o vaxt ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 u\u015faq paltar\u0131n\u0131 da q\u0131z\u0131na geydirm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bir yer\u0259 b\u00fck\u00fcb gec\u0259 he\u00e7 kim g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 atacaqd\u0131r. Bir d\u0259 \u018fziz he\u00e7 vaxt q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131na balaca, lap balaca lent ba\u011flamayacaq. Arvad\u0131 ba\u011flamaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259k ba\u011flama, m\u0259n xo\u015flam\u0131ram.
\nTeatra \u00e7atanda, Nuriyy\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na be\u015f-alt\u0131 artist y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131b s\u00f6hb\u0259t edir. Nuriyy\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259, s\u00f6zl\u0259rini k\u0259sdil\u0259r. Nuriyy\u0259 salam verib i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. Onlar\u0131n g\u00f6rk\u0259mind\u0259 Nuriyy\u0259 bir yadl\u0131q hiss etdi. \u00abY\u0259qin n\u0259s\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259ri var. H\u0259r halda yax\u015f\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259r olsayd\u0131, ham\u0131s\u0131 yan\u0131ma g\u0259lib, g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 salam ver\u0259rdi\u00bb\u2026
\nB\u0259dii \u015furan\u0131n \u00fczvl\u0259ri art\u0131q oturmu\u015fdular. \u00abG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n nec\u0259 olacaq\u00bb. Ani olaraq ke\u00e7di beynind\u0259n.
\n– H\u0259, g\u0259ldiniz Nuriyy\u0259 xan\u0131m? \u2013 dedi direktor. G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fczm\u00fc, nahaq getdiniz nazirliy\u0259, – direktorun \u00e7\u0259n\u0259si bir az da uzand\u0131. \u2013 Biz\u0259 yaz\u0131b \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc: \u00abRassmotret\u00bb. Yen\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz h\u0259ll edirik.
\nD\u0259rhal Nuriyy\u0259 bir h\u0259ft\u0259 qabaq g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc Alen Delona ox\u015fayan n\u00fcfuzlu i\u015f\u00e7ini yad\u0131na sald\u0131. Fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, \u0259g\u0259r onda onunla \u0130nturist\u0259 gets\u0259ydi, indi direktor s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 bu c\u00fcr ba\u015flamazd\u0131. Onda direktor yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259n\u0259sini uzada-uzada, ancaq t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 dey\u0259rdi:
\n\u00ab\u00c7ox yax\u015f\u0131 ki, el\u0259 nazirlik \u00f6z\u00fc yollad\u0131 bu pyesi biz\u0259. El\u0259 m\u0259nim d\u0259 xo\u015fuma g\u0259lir. Bir az qorxurduq, d\u00fcz\u00fc, n\u0259 olar, lap yax\u015f\u0131\u00bb.
\nBa\u015f rejissor da onun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 q\u00fcvv\u0259t verib dey\u0259rdi:
\n\u00ab- \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, yolda\u015flar, nazirliyin g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259si yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r\u00bb. \u2013 Sonra da b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015fura \u00fczvl\u0259ri t\u0259rifl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi.
\nAncaq indi direktor ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr dedi:
\n– Yolda\u015flar ham\u0131s\u0131 pyesi oxuyub. Ham\u0131 da \u00f6z fikirini m\u0259n\u0259 bildirib. \u0130ndi siz\u0259 dem\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259 baxmay\u0131n. Biz a\u00e7\u0131q s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirik. Biz pyesi qoya bilm\u0259rik. N\u0259 torpaq? N\u0259 vuru\u015fmaq?
\n– D\u00fczd\u00fc, d\u00fczd\u00fc, – dedi ba\u015f rejissor. Aktyorlar is\u0259 susurdular. N\u0259 h\u0259, n\u0259 yox. Direktor \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc onlara tutaraq:
\n– Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131n, dan\u0131\u015f\u0131n, yolda\u015flar. Protokol yaz\u0131lmal\u0131d\u0131r, – dedi.
\nN\u0259 is\u0259, ax\u0131r ki, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Nuriyy\u0259 gec\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc yuxunu xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Teatrdan \u00e7\u0131xanda g\u00fcn lap q\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130stid\u0259n ged\u0259 bilmirdi v\u0259 ya ist\u0259m\u0259di piyada getm\u0259k. Dayanacaqda avtobus, trolleybus, ya da taksi g\u00f6zl\u0259di. \u0130ki qad\u0131n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u00abKimins\u0259 par\u00e7a bi\u00e7ini, \u00fcz\u00fck, d\u0259m-d\u0259stgah\u00bb. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck problemi par\u00e7a bi\u00e7ini oldu.
\n\u00abAllah n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn verdin m\u0259n\u0259 bu yazmaq hissini? Neynirdim. N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259n\u0259 fikir, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 verdin? \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m, ist\u0259mir\u0259m bunlar\u0131. Qoyayd\u0131n m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck problemi par\u00e7a bi\u00e7ini v\u0259 n\u0259 bilim n\u0259l\u0259r olayd\u0131\u00bb.
\nNuriyy\u0259 taksi saxlad\u0131. \u00abBirc\u0259 ev\u0259 tez \u00e7atsayd\u0131m. \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m bir adam g\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00bb. Ev s\u00fckut i\u00e7ind\u0259 idi. Nuriyy\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rin qal\u0131n p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kdi. Ota\u011fa qaranl\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. \u00abNail\u0259, qa\u00e7ma y\u0131x\u0131larsan\u00bb, \u00abG\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz, Nuriyy\u0259 xan\u0131m, nazirliy\u0259 nahaq getdiniz\u00bb.
\nNuriyy\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcqoylu divana \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. El\u0259 bil b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fc \u00e7ilik-\u00e7ilik olmu\u015fdu. He\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilm\u0259di a\u011flad\u0131m\u0131, a\u011flamad\u0131m\u0131. Bir an g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumanda, g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, \u00e7at-\u00e7at olmu\u015f torpaqdan ya\u015f\u0131l-ya\u015f\u0131l otlar c\u00fcc\u0259rir\u2026<\/p>\n

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Yuxuda g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, onu q\u0259lib\u0259 sal\u0131rlar. Hans\u0131na sal\u0131rlarsa s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131r. Zabit\u0259li, eyn\u0259kli adamlar bir-birin\u0259 bax\u0131r, ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259rl\u0259yirl\u0259r. Onlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc gah tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lir, gah da ba\u015fqala\u015f\u0131r. Ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 q\u0259lib\u0259 salanda eyn\u0259klil\u0259rd\u0259n biri deyir: – Bu, m\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259ti q\u0259libdir, h\u0259l\u0259lik burada qals\u0131n, sonra t\u0259dric\u0259n o biril\u0259rin\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259r. \u2013 \u018fli il\u0259 nisb\u0259t\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0259libl\u0259ri g\u00f6st\u0259rir. Ancaq o he\u00e7 bu q\u0259lib\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":10941,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,14,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12003"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12003"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12003\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12005,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12003\/revisions\/12005"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/10941"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12003"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12003"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12003"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}