{"id":12009,"date":"2019-01-16T16:26:37","date_gmt":"2019-01-16T12:26:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12009"},"modified":"2019-01-16T16:27:52","modified_gmt":"2019-01-16T12:27:52","slug":"ilham-salmanli-catarmi-%c9%99lim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12009","title":{"rendered":"\u0130lham Salmanl\u0131 – \u00c7atarm\u0131 \u0259lim"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\"42314576_1928231240557043_2268915967029411840_o\"<\/a>\u0130nsan kimi yorulmu\u015fam-
\nB\u0259lk\u0259, d\u00f6n\u00fcm torpaq olum?
\nA\u011fac kimi bitim yerd\u0259
\n\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki yarpaq olum?<\/p>\n

\u0130nsan kimi yorulmu\u015fam,
\nGedim, b\u0259lk\u0259, \u015fim\u015f\u0259k olum.
\nBuludlarla qo\u015fala\u015f\u0131m,
\n\u015eim\u015f\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k olum.<\/p>\n

\u0130nsan kimi yorulmu\u015fam,
\n\u015eim\u015f\u0259k olum, g\u00f6yd\u0259 \u00e7ax\u0131m.
\nD\u00f6n\u00fcm g\u00f6yl\u0259rin sirrin\u0259,
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f olum, yer\u0259 ax\u0131m.<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259, buludlar ist\u0259yir
\nM\u0259niml\u0259 qo\u015fa u\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131.
\nM\u0259ni g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir-
\nS\u0259maya g\u0259l\u0259n qona\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yorulmu\u015fam, yorulmu\u015fam,
\nGedim g\u00f6yl\u0259rin qat\u0131na.
\nO yerl\u0259rd\u0259 at oynad\u0131m,
\nMinim g\u00f6yl\u0259rin at\u0131na.<\/p>\n

Gedim g\u00f6yl\u0259rin g\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259,
\nSirl\u0259rin\u0259 sirda\u015f olum.<\/p>\n

Ax\u0131 qarda\u015f\u0131m ordad\u0131,<\/p>\n

Qarda\u015f\u0131ma qarda\u015f olum.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r n\u0259yim var, burda qoyum,
\nGedim d\u00fcnyan\u0131 o ba\u015fa.
\nYerd\u0259 qalan k\u00f6lg\u0259m\u0259 m\u0259n
\nG\u00f6yd\u0259n eyl\u0259yim tama\u015fa.<\/p>\n

\u0130nsan kimi yorulmu\u015fam,
\nAx\u0131b \u00e7ayda suya d\u00f6n\u00fcm.
\n\u00c7\u00f6ll\u0259r ke\u00e7ib, d\u00fczl\u0259r a\u015f\u0131b<\/p>\n

Yeni bir d\u00fcnyaya d\u00f6n\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Ulduzlara \u0259l el\u0259yim,
\nG\u00f6yd\u0259n n\u0259rdivan sallas\u0131n.
\nYerl\u0259r yaman qaranl\u0131qdir,
\nAy yolumu i\u015f\u0131qlats\u0131n.<\/p>\n

\u0130nsan kimi yorulmu\u015fam,
\nM\u0259n-m\u0259nsiz d\u00fcnyan\u0131 g\u0259zim.
\nTap\u0131b \u00f6z d\u00fcnyam\u0131 bilim.
\nO yerl\u0259r m\u0259ni sevm\u0259s\u0259,
\nQay\u0131d\u0131m d\u00fcnyama g\u0259lim,
\nQay\u0131d\u0131m d\u00fcnyamda \u00f6l\u00fcm…<\/p>\n

Yol qaranl\u0131q, sonsuz yoldu,<\/p>\n

Hardan ke\u00e7im, hardan g\u0259lim?<\/p>\n

\u0130nsan kimi yorulmu\u015fam,
\nG\u0259zim d\u00fcnyan\u0131, dinc\u0259lim …<\/p>\n

Cadulan\u0131b, sehirl\u0259nib,
\nSirr i\u00e7ind\u0259 m\u00f6h\u00fcrl\u0259nib.
\nDaban\u0131mdan as\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam,
\nSonsuz olan bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n
\n\u00dcmidin\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam,
\n\u0130nsan kimi yorulmu\u015fam…<\/p>\n

Safla\u015fm\u0131\u015fam, durulmu\u015fam.
\nD\u00fcnyada az-\u00e7ox olmu\u015fam,
\nApar\u0131n h\u0259r yerd\u0259 g\u0259zim,
\nQals\u0131n bu d\u00fcnyada izim….<\/p>\n

\u0130nsan kimi yorulmu\u015fam,
\nGedim g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259 dinc\u0259lim.
\nAy\u0131landa \u0259l uzad\u0131m:<\/p>\n

Allaha \u00e7atarm\u0131 \u0259lim?…<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

D\u00dcNYA<\/p>\n

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\nK\u0259d\u0259ri \u00e7ox, sevinci az,
\nS\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r, ed\u0259r p\u0259rvaz.
\n\u015e\u0259rik olmaz, d\u0259rdi qanmaz,
\n\u00d6z xeyrini g\u00fcd\u0259r d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n

B\u00fclb\u00fcl kimi ed\u0259r c\u0259h-c\u0259h,
\nHam\u0131 uyub dey\u0259r \u201cb\u0259h-b\u0259h\u201d.
\nBax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u0259r, ed\u0259r q\u0259h-q\u0259h,
\n\u00d6z yoluyla ged\u0259r d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fiyl\u0259 yand\u0131rar hey,
\nRuhland\u0131rar, qald\u0131rar hey.
\nN\u0259 m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 bu yer bu g\u00f6y?
\n\u00d6mr\u00fc sonsuz q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n

Qonaq ed\u0259r \u0259hval\u0131na,
\nD\u0259ymi\u015fin\u0259, h\u0259m kal\u0131na.
\nY\u0131\u011f\u0131b bizi sirr dam\u0131na,
\nSevinci d\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n

Par\u0131lt\u0131lar g\u00f6yd\u0259 ulduz ….<\/p>\n

Kainat da deyil yalq\u0131z….
\nH\u0259yat ke\u00e7mir qalmaqals\u0131z –<\/p>\n

Ax\u0131r yolu h\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Oldu<\/p>\n

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\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 atd\u0131q da\u015f\u0131,
\nAxd\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131.
\nNam\u0259rd il\u0259 yedik a\u015f\u0131,
\nYediyimiz z\u0259h\u0259r oldu.<\/p>\n

Soru\u015fmad\u0131q bu n\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fc,
\nG\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 bulud endi…
\nDin\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 cox gec dindi,
\nG\u00f6r n\u0259 qara s\u0259h\u0259r oldu.<\/p>\n

Bigan\u0259lik basd\u0131 bizi,
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn bir-bir asd\u0131 bizi.
\n\u018flimizl\u0259 k\u0259sdi bizi,
\nD\u00fcnyam\u0131z n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r oldu?<\/p>\n

Gec ay\u0131ld\u0131q, gecikdik biz,
\nBa\u011fl\u0131 oldu h\u0259r c\u0131\u011f\u0131r, iz.
\nDilimiz\u0259 bas\u0131ld\u0131 k\u00f6z,
\nNe\u00e7\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr q\u0259h\u0259r oldu.<\/p>\n

G\u0259tirdikc\u0259 z\u00fclm\u0259 tab\u0131,
\nEyl\u0259m\u0259dik haqq hesab\u0131.
\n\u00d6n\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 taytaq yab\u0131,
\nUduzansa k\u0259h\u0259r oldu.<\/p>\n

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Suallar<\/p>\n

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\nM\u0259n q\u0259m\u0259m, sevinc\u0259m, kimin dostuyam?<\/p>\n

Bu can\u0131, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, kim\u0259 borcluyam?<\/p>\n

Bu can\u0131 kim verib? Q\u0259m, yoxsa sevinc?<\/p>\n

Sevinc\u0259 borcluyam, q\u0259m\u0259 borcluyam?<\/p>\n

Can\u0131 can eyl\u0259y\u0259n sirr axtar\u0131ram,
\nRuha sirr deyirl\u0259r, b\u0259s sirri n\u0259dir?
\nM\u0259ni dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131ran, m\u0259ni co\u015fduran
\nG\u0259zdiyim d\u00fcnyad\u0131r, son yeri n\u0259dir?<\/p>\n

Sonsuzluq i\u00e7ind\u0259 n\u0259dir \u00e7alxan\u0131r?
\nF\u0131rlanan d\u00fcnyan\u0131n f\u0131rladan\u0131 kim?<\/p>\n

B\u0259s m\u0259ni yaradan n\u0259d\u0259n yaran\u0131r?
\nCanl\u0131n\u0131n, cans\u0131z\u0131n yaradan\u0131 kim?<\/p>\n

Yollar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 q\u0259rib yol\u00e7uyam,
\nHarda ist\u0259s\u0259l\u0259r, \u0259kirl\u0259r m\u0259ni.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fc yollara girov qoymu\u015fam,
\nGah saga, gah sola \u00e7\u0259kirl\u0259r m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn\u0259m, d\u00fcn\u0259n\u0259m, yoxsa sabaham?
\nAh\u0131m\u0131 i\u00e7imd\u0259 bo\u011fub gedir\u0259m.
\nG\u00fcnahs\u0131z b\u0259nd\u0259y\u0259m , yoxsa g\u00fcnaham
\nQal\u0131ram, yoxsa ki \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b gedir\u0259m?!<\/p>\n

Sabaha uzanm\u0131\u015f qolam, \u0259l\u0259m m\u0259n
\n\u018flimd\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259r\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yol var?<\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259ri \u0259lim\u0259 \u00e7atana kimi,
\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259ng\u0259l var, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r sol var.<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259rin ax\u015fam\u0131n yollar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q,
\nGedir\u0259m n\u0259f\u0259sim t\u0259ngiyir niy\u0259?
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim tor g\u00f6r\u00fcr, ruhum qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q
\nK\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u0259m, yoxsa ki kims\u0259sizliy\u0259?<\/p>\n

Q\u0259rib\u0259m q\u0259ribi kimdi axtaran ?
\nKimdi q\u0259riblikd\u0259 dost tap\u0131b m\u0259ni?
\nBu q\u0259rib yollardan m\u0259ni aparan
\nKimdi m\u0259n q\u0259ribin q\u0259rib sev\u0259ni?<\/p>\n

Bu q\u0259rib yol\u00e7unu yollar yoracaq
\nVarm\u0131 bir ni\u015fan\u0259, bir ocaq ondan?
\nBu q\u0259rib yol\u00e7unu yol aparacaq,
\nYoxsa ki q\u0259riblik qalacaq ondan?<\/p>\n

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Q\u0259rib ax\u015famlar\u0131n q\u0259rib yol\u00e7usu
\nQ\u0259rib s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 umacaq \u2026<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259xt yazan q\u0259rib fal\u00e7\u0131s\u0131
\nB\u0259lk\u0259, q\u0259riblikdir son dayanacaq!?<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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\u0130nsan kimi yorulmu\u015fam- B\u0259lk\u0259, d\u00f6n\u00fcm torpaq olum? A\u011fac kimi bitim yerd\u0259 \u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki yarpaq olum? \u0130nsan kimi yorulmu\u015fam, Gedim, b\u0259lk\u0259, \u015fim\u015f\u0259k olum. Buludlarla qo\u015fala\u015f\u0131m, \u015eim\u015f\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k olum. \u0130nsan kimi yorulmu\u015fam, \u015eim\u015f\u0259k olum, g\u00f6yd\u0259 \u00e7ax\u0131m. D\u00f6n\u00fcm g\u00f6yl\u0259rin sirrin\u0259, Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f olum, yer\u0259 ax\u0131m. B\u0259lk\u0259, buludlar ist\u0259yir M\u0259niml\u0259 qo\u015fa u\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131. M\u0259ni g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir- S\u0259maya g\u0259l\u0259n qona\u011f\u0131. Yorulmu\u015fam, yorulmu\u015fam, Gedim […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12009"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12009"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12009\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12011,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12009\/revisions\/12011"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12009"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12009"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12009"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}