{"id":12012,"date":"2019-01-18T13:15:09","date_gmt":"2019-01-18T09:15:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12012"},"modified":"2019-01-18T13:15:09","modified_gmt":"2019-01-18T09:15:09","slug":"cic%c9%99k-mahmudqizi-s%c9%99ni-bu-ad-bu-nisanda-nec%c9%99-var-el%c9%99c%c9%99-sevdim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12012","title":{"rendered":"\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k Mahmudq\u0131z\u0131 &#8211; &#8220;S\u0259ni bu ad, bu ni\u015fanda, Nec\u0259 var el\u0259c\u0259 sevdim&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/50067425_570180330118294_1894018794431447040_n.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-12013\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/50067425_570180330118294_1894018794431447040_n-300x236.jpg\" alt=\"50067425_570180330118294_1894018794431447040_n\" width=\"300\" height=\"236\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/50067425_570180330118294_1894018794431447040_n-300x236.jpg 300w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/50067425_570180330118294_1894018794431447040_n.jpg 811w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>He\u00e7 bilm\u0259dim harda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 bilim\u0259dim nec\u0259 sevdim<br \/>\nS\u0259ni bu ad, bu ni\u015fanda<br \/>\nNec\u0259 var el\u0259c\u0259 sevdim<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6mr\u00fcn-g\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259l\u0259k-v\u0259l\u0259k<br \/>\nCan s\u00f6k\u00fcrs\u0259n l\u0259l\u0259k-l\u0259l\u0259k<br \/>\nGah dost, gah qarda\u015f ,gah f\u0259l\u0259k<br \/>\nD\u0259rdini \u00a0i\u00e7inc\u0259 sevdim<\/p>\n<p>Yar\u0131 q\u0259ms\u0259n,yar\u0131 meys\u0259n<br \/>\nYar\u0131 sazsan,yar\u0131 neys\u0259n<br \/>\nS\u0259n \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n \u00a0\u201cadam d\u00f6ys\u0259n\u201d<br \/>\nRuhsan inc\u0259, inc\u0259 sevdim<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6nl\u00fcn &#8211; ar\u0131, S\u00f6z\u00fcn &#8211; \u00a0\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k<br \/>\nBal \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n p\u0259t\u0259k-p\u0259t\u0259k<br \/>\nT\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n d\u0131rna\u011fa \u00fcr\u0259k<br \/>\nSin\u0259m\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcnc\u0259 \u00a0sevdim<br \/>\nSevdim s\u0259ni m\u0259nc\u0259 sevdim<br \/>\nS\u0259ni el\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 sevdim , Ehtiram \u0130lham. S\u0259ni tan\u0131ma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n, s\u0259ni sevm\u0259yimin n\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131, n\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131, n\u0259 vaxt\u0131n\u0131, v\u0259d\u0259sini bilmir\u0259m. Harda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, ha\u00e7an tan\u0131m\u0131\u015fam, sevmi\u015f\u0259m he\u00e7 a\u011fl\u0131ma da g\u0259lmir. Bu yer, bu g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259n \u0259z\u0259l g\u0259lmis\u0259n m\u0259n \u0259z\u0259l, \u00a0bilmir\u0259m. S\u0259nin 50 ya\u015f\u0131n olur deyirl\u0259r, e\u015fid\u0259nl\u0259r, bil\u0259nl\u0259r var. Amma m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 olan sevgimin ya\u015f\u0131 ne\u00e7\u0259di \u00a0bilmir\u0259m. Sevginin ya\u015f\u0131 olurmu ki&#8230;h\u00f6rm\u0259tin,izz\u0259tin, ehtiram\u0131n ya\u015f\u0131 olurmu ki ? \u00dcmimiyy\u0259tl\u0259 Ehtiram\u0131n\u00a0 ya\u015f\u0131 olurm\u0131 ki ? M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 s\u0259n el\u0259 Ulu S\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131ndasan\u00a0 , qol\u00e7a qopuz , qaraca Saz ya\u015f\u0131ndasan. D\u0259d\u0259 Qorquddan boylanan Qaraca \u00c7oban, Qaracao\u011flan, Tufarqan elind\u0259ki Abbas ya\u015f\u0131ndasan. Hans\u0131 ya\u015fd\u0131 dedikl\u0259ri, ke\u00e7irdikl\u0259ri bilmir\u0259m . Amma i\u00e7imizd\u0259ki d\u00fcnyadan qopub da h\u0259r dost S\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl pay\u0131, \u00a0\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259ni yaz\u0131r.\u018fslind\u0259 s\u0259ni bu ni\u015fanda, bu bi\u00e7imd\u0259 tan\u0131yan h\u0259r bir k\u0259s \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir yarpaq yaz\u0131 yazmaq el\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin olmaz ki, \u0259f\u0259ndim. Amma bil\u0259s\u0259n ki, s\u0259n\u0259 yazmaq\u00a0 v\u0259 s\u0259nn\u0259n yazmaqdan da \u00e7\u0259tin bir i\u015f\u00a0 yoxdu. \u00c7\u00fcnki Ehtiramdan yaz\u0131b onu silk\u0259l\u0259m\u0259k v\u0259 heyr\u0259tl\u0259ndirm\u0259k \u00a0\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n az\u0131ndan bizd\u0259 S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011fun q\u00fcdr\u0259ti olmal\u0131d\u0131 ki, sar\u0131 sim\u0259 toxuna bil\u0259k.Baxtafar ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za, o da hardand\u0131 bizd\u0259&#8230;Onda n\u0259 yazaq, nec\u0259 yazaq ki, he\u00e7 olmaya saz\u0131n be\u00e7\u0259sind\u0259 k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259k, qarda\u015f ?!<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00a0D\u0259mir\u00e7io\u011flu k\u00f6k\u00fcnn\u0259n des\u0259k \u2013<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259l\u0259m \u0259ld\u0259,s\u00f6z dodaqda kilidli,<br \/>\nM\u0259n ist\u0259y\u0259n yaz\u0131lm\u0131r ki,yaz\u0131lm\u0131r.<br \/>\nYazd\u0131qlar\u0131m yaz\u0131l\u0131bd\u0131 min ildi,<br \/>\nM\u0259n ist\u0259y\u0259n yaz\u0131lm\u0131r ki,yaz\u0131lm\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Yaz\u0131lm\u0131r,l\u0259l\u0259,vallah yaz\u0131lm\u0131r. S\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n uca S\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcn tapsan m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 yollayarsan.S\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k,s\u0259ni duymaq , h\u0259r \u0259zan\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bilm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<br \/>\nancaq S\u0259n olmaq g\u0259r\u0259k. S\u0259n boyda \u00dcr\u0259k olmaq, S\u00f6z olmaq g\u0259r\u0259k. \u018fn az\u0131ndan k\u00fcl qab\u0131ndak\u0131 barmag\u0131n ucanda e\u015f\u0259l\u0259diyin siqaret k\u00f6t\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan t\u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bilm\u0259k, qaraca g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 halqalanan dumurcuq ya\u015f\u0131nnan s\u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259k g\u0259r\u0259k. \u00a0Duyduqlar\u0131m, g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rim, bildikl\u0259rim bel\u0259 s\u0259nin\u00a0 havana yetmir ax\u0131&#8230;R\u0259hm\u0259tlik \u00a0Akif S\u0259m\u0259d dem\u0259li&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r var gizl\u0259yin,<br \/>\nBilm\u0259y\u0259 qoymay\u0131n m\u0259ni&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz d\u0259 yaz\u0131qs\u0131n\u0131z,<br \/>\n\u00d6lm\u0259y\u0259 qoymay\u0131n m\u0259ni&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ger\u00e7\u0259kd\u0259n bel\u0259dir vallah. El\u0259 on\u00e7un da he\u00e7 n\u0259yi bilm\u0259m\u0259k, s\u0259n getdiyin d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rd\u0259 bo\u011fulmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u0259rid\u0259n-b\u0259ri , 50-ci a\u015f\u0131r\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n qay\u0131d\u0131b da s\u0259nn\u0259n bir \u0130nc\u0259li q\u0131mq\u0131m\u0131s\u0131na l\u0259ng\u0259rli oynamaqdan g\u00f6z\u0259l bir \u015fey yoxdu. \u00a0Bir d\u0259 bilirs\u0259n n\u0259yi deer\u0259m &#8212;<\/p>\n<p>O \u00fcr\u0259k ki, var haa,m\u0259n bildiyim,o s\u0259nn\u0259n 50 \u2013y\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7at\u0131bsa b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00dcr\u0259kdi. S\u0259ni 60-a, 70-\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rsa Ki\u015fi \u00dcr\u0259kdi, \u00a0100-\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rsa dem\u0259k Q\u0131z\u0131l \u00dcr\u0259kdi. El\u0259 on\u00e7un da \u00f6p\u00fcr\u0259m o\u00a0 q\u0131z\u0131l \u00dcr\u0259yi ki, Ehtiram \u0130lham ad\u0131nda bir dostu ya\u015fad\u0131r biz\u0259. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n Da\u011f\u0131n 50-ci a\u015f\u0131r\u0131m\u0131na xo\u015f g\u0259ldin, Dost&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ni harda ,n\u0259 vaxt g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc v\u0259 tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 unudan minillik dostun &#8212;<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k Mahmudq\u0131z\u0131 &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259nc\u0259 &#8212; 14 yanvar 2019.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"12012\">Yaz\u0131ya 556 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; He\u00e7 bilm\u0259dim harda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm He\u00e7 bilim\u0259dim nec\u0259 sevdim S\u0259ni bu ad, bu ni\u015fanda Nec\u0259 var el\u0259c\u0259 sevdim \u00d6mr\u00fcn-g\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259l\u0259k-v\u0259l\u0259k Can s\u00f6k\u00fcrs\u0259n l\u0259l\u0259k-l\u0259l\u0259k Gah dost, gah qarda\u015f ,gah f\u0259l\u0259k D\u0259rdini \u00a0i\u00e7inc\u0259 sevdim Yar\u0131 q\u0259ms\u0259n,yar\u0131 meys\u0259n Yar\u0131 sazsan,yar\u0131 neys\u0259n S\u0259n \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n \u00a0\u201cadam d\u00f6ys\u0259n\u201d Ruhsan inc\u0259, inc\u0259 sevdim K\u00f6nl\u00fcn &#8211; [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":12013,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[17,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12012"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12012"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12012\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12014,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12012\/revisions\/12014"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/12013"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12012"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12012"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12012"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}