{"id":12111,"date":"2019-01-24T23:15:55","date_gmt":"2019-01-24T19:15:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12111"},"modified":"2019-01-24T23:15:55","modified_gmt":"2019-01-24T19:15:55","slug":"saqif-qaratorpaq-h%c9%99r-gec%c9%99-uz-gozumu-yuyub-ay-isiginda-gedir%c9%99m-bir-misranin-qolu-ust%c9%99-yatmaga","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12111","title":{"rendered":"\u00a0\u00a0 Saqif Qaratorpaq &#8211; &#8220;H\u0259r gec\u0259 \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc  yuyub ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda,  Gedir\u0259m bir misran\u0131n qolu \u00fcst\u0259 yatma\u011fa&#8230;&#8221;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/saqif.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-10630\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/saqif-180x300.jpg\" alt=\"saqif\" width=\"180\" height=\"300\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n s\u00fckutun dilini el\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l bilir\u0259m,<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim kimi susma\u011f\u0131 daha kims\u0259 bacarmaz.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131b susanlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259<\/p>\n<p>Zal\u0131m,m\u0259nim ad\u0131m\u0131 birinci s\u0131rada yaz&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bu s\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259 oyand\u0131m,\u015f\u00fck\u00fcr,h\u0259l\u0259 ki sa\u011fam,<\/p>\n<p>\u015eirin yalanlar deyib azd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Sirr deyil ki qoy deyim,\u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n asm\u0131\u015fam<\/p>\n<p>Ad\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f h\u0259rfin\u0259 uzanan\u00a0 sa\u011f \u0259limi.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Daha bizd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fmaz o k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259,o yol da,<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131 el\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b t\u0259pt\u0259z\u0259 na\u011f\u0131llara.<\/p>\n<p>Bir xatir\u0259 boynunu b\u00fck\u00fcb i\u00e7imd\u0259 a\u011flar,<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r gec\u0259 k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb boylanar uzaqlara.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259lk\u0259 \u015firin yuxuymu\u015f ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r,<\/p>\n<p>Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa \u201csa\u011f ol\u201d de,bizi yax\u015f\u0131 oyatd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131n izini g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m yuyandan<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 varsa bu \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259,el\u0259 hams\u0131 boyatd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin deyil,vallah,b\u0259han\u0259 tapmaq,<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 var na\u011f\u0131l uydurub \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc altadma\u011fa.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r gec\u0259 \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc\u00a0 yuyub ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n<p>Gedir\u0259m bir misran\u0131n qolu \u00fcst\u0259 yatma\u011fa&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bir adam da tapmad\u0131m,\u00fcr\u0259yimi bo\u015fald\u0131m,<br \/>\nN\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 a\u011f varaq var-hirsimi soyutma\u011fa.<br \/>\nM\u0259nimki \u00e7oxdan ke\u00e7ib t\u0259s\u0259llid\u0259n,bilir\u0259m,<br \/>\nDaha he\u00e7 can atm\u0131ram q\u0259lbimi ovutma\u011fa.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bildim,he\u00e7 vaxt d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259z bu d\u0259v\u0259nin donqar\u0131,<br \/>\nLap y\u00fcz d\u0259f\u0259 ke\u00e7irs\u0259n bir iyn\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 bir yuva tik yax\u0131ndan,yaddan uzaq;<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259yrisind\u0259n,d\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nel\u0259 islanm\u0131\u015fambirsevdaya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131nda,<br \/>\nMinild\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259 tutsan \u00e7\u0131xmazcan\u0131mdak\u0131 su.<br \/>\nBuac\u0131 xatir\u0259ninqara \u00fcz\u00fc a\u011farmaz<br \/>\nLapist\u0259s\u0259nh\u0259rgec\u0259 onug\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131ndayu.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u018flinbiryana \u00e7atmaz,s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xsa \u00fcr\u0259k,<br \/>\nYaral\u0131 birqu\u015f kimiazqal\u0131rruhunu\u00e7a&#8230;<br \/>\nBirc\u0259 an\u0131ni\u00e7ind\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259ndo\u011fularsan<br \/>\nS\u00f6yk\u0259yibk\u00fcr\u0259yinibirmisrayaastaca.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Birbaxsan,aydado\u011fdu,d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrbirq\u0259ribax\u015fam,<br \/>\nS\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131byuvas\u0131na \u00e7ardaqdak\u0131 qumrular.<br \/>\nN\u0259 var \u00e7\u0131x\u0131bgetm\u0259y\u0259&#8230;el\u0259 d\u0259 asandeyil&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00f6rn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259ryolunuh\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259nvar.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n unuda bilmir\u0259m ba\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259ri,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yim unudulmu\u015f xatir\u0259 q\u0259bristan\u0131.<br \/>\nYadda\u015f\u0131mdan boylan\u0131r ayn\u0259b\u0259dli bir da\u015f ev,<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 bitm\u0259y\u0259n bir sevdan\u0131n dastan\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>X\u0259z\u0259l olmu\u015f \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn ill\u0259r sar\u0131 yarpa\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00d6z \u0259liml\u0259 qopar\u0131b g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131mda ax\u0131td\u0131m.<br \/>\nHa doland\u0131m,ha g\u0259zdim yax\u0131n,uzaq yollar\u0131,<br \/>\nT\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fc burum-burum bir oca\u011fa qay\u0131td\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259yimi \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcr o apreld\u0259 ya\u011fan qar,<br \/>\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259yini don vurmu\u015f qoca \u0259rik a\u011fac\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nS\u0259fil k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 itit\u0259k qap\u0131m\u0131zdan qovmu\u015fduq<br \/>\nTutub qar topas\u0131na biz onda ehtiyac\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Qar\u0131 de\u015fib \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 novruzg\u00fcl\u00fc e\u015fqimiz,<br \/>\nX\u0259b\u0259ri yoxdu h\u0259l\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n q\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan.<br \/>\n\u00dc\u00e7g\u00fcnl\u00fck ay kimiydi o vaxt u\u015faq \u00fcr\u0259yim,<br \/>\nBe\u015fda\u015f y\u0131\u011fan vaxt\u0131md\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nizin da\u015f\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fczg\u00fcl\u0259nir g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 indi ne\u00e7\u0259 xatir\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u00f6lg\u0259 kimi izl\u0259yir m\u0259ni hayana qa\u00e7sam.<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 yuxudu bir \u00f6m\u00fcr g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rim,<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 na\u011f\u0131ld\u0131&#8230;bitm\u0259z bir q\u0131\u015f dan\u0131\u015fsam&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Harda olsam,<\/p>\n<p>m\u0259n\u0259 bir p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 verin,<\/p>\n<p>bir ovuc g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc,<\/p>\n<p>bir damla d\u0259niz,<\/p>\n<p>bir z\u0259rr\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>il\u0131q \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yuyunsun fikirl\u0259rim.<\/p>\n<p>Harda olsam,<\/p>\n<p>g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n ba\u015f al\u0131b<\/p>\n<p>getsin \u00fcf\u00fcql\u0259r,<\/p>\n<p>Bax\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcts\u00fcn da\u011flar\u0131n qar\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 l\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nsin<\/p>\n<p>d\u0259nizin sular\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Harda olsam,<\/p>\n<p>yuxuma layla desin anadilin s\u0259si,<\/p>\n<p>eyvan\u0131m\u0131 isitsin<\/p>\n<p>\u0259tc\u0259 balalar\u0131 civild\u0259\u015f\u0259n qaranqu\u015fun n\u0259f\u0259si.<\/p>\n<p>Bir \u0259l\u00e7im bulud da b\u0259simdi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>s\u0131x\u0131m k\u00f6z\u0259r\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259timin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Bir \u00f6m\u00fcr yet\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>ulduzlar\u0131 muncuq-muncuq<\/p>\n<p>Iyd\u0259 qoxulu bir gec\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>bir masa,<\/p>\n<p>bir q\u0259l\u0259m,<\/p>\n<p>bir a\u011f varaq.<\/p>\n<p>Bir d\u0259<\/p>\n<p>t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 do\u011fulan<\/p>\n<p>pi\u015fik balas\u0131 kimi<\/p>\n<p>g\u00f6zl\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131lacaq bir sabah&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131 qa\u015f\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\n\u00f6mr\u00fcn q\u0259rib ax\u015fam\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nSevgi \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u00fcr, ancaq<br \/>\nd\u0259li edir adam\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Korun-korun,gizlic\u0259<br \/>\nt\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259yir bir ocaq.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yimin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131<br \/>\ng\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xacaq.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bu da qism\u0259tdi bel\u0259,<br \/>\nyaz\u0131l\u0131b aln\u0131m\u0131za.<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 he\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dik,<br \/>\nv\u0259d\u0259 verm\u0259 bu yaza&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bel\u0259 sevgimi olar?<br \/>\nBu ki divan\u0259likdi.<br \/>\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm ar\u0131 \u015fan\u0131t\u0259k<br \/>\nbaxsan d\u0259lik-d\u0259likdi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Yollar el\u0259 uzaqd\u0131,<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\nHeyif, sil\u0259 bilm\u0259dim&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r g\u00fcn yollara bax\u0131b<br \/>\n\u00e7ox a\u011flama,n\u0259 olar&#8230;<br \/>\nO k\u00f6rp\u0259 \u00fcmidini<br \/>\nsell\u0259r yuyub aparar.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bu d\u00fcnyada he\u00e7 kimin<br \/>\nBirc\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc solmas\u0131n.<br \/>\nG\u0259lib s\u0259ni tapacam<br \/>\n\u0259g\u0259r d\u0259li olmasam&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7\u0259tini<br \/>\ngeri d\u00f6nm\u0259kdi el\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Qoyub g\u0259ldiyin ocaq<br \/>\ndem\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcbm\u00fc\u015f k\u00fcl\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Sel yuyub,su apar\u0131b<br \/>\ns\u0259n getdiyin yollar\u0131.<br \/>\nQurumu\u015f budaq kimi<br \/>\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb yana qollar\u0131n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ndi k\u00f6n\u00fcl evinin<br \/>\ndivar\u0131 g\u00f6y mam\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\nTavan\u0131 dam\u0131r el\u0259,<br \/>\ndeyirs\u0259n,n\u0259 ya\u011fmurdu?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259z\u0259 ocaq \u00e7atma\u011fa<br \/>\nbir d\u0259n\u0259 kibritin var.<br \/>\nBu ya\u011fmurlu havada<br \/>\no da \u00e7\u0259tin al\u0131\u015far&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"12111\">Yaz\u0131ya 600 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; M\u0259n s\u00fckutun dilini el\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l bilir\u0259m, M\u0259nim kimi susma\u011f\u0131 daha kims\u0259 bacarmaz. G\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131b susanlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 Zal\u0131m,m\u0259nim ad\u0131m\u0131 birinci s\u0131rada yaz&#8230; &nbsp; Bu s\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259 oyand\u0131m,\u015f\u00fck\u00fcr,h\u0259l\u0259 ki sa\u011fam, \u015eirin yalanlar deyib azd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc&#8230; Sirr deyil ki qoy deyim,\u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n asm\u0131\u015fam Ad\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f h\u0259rfin\u0259 uzanan\u00a0 sa\u011f \u0259limi. &nbsp; Daha [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12111"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12111"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12111\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12112,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12111\/revisions\/12112"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12111"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12111"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12111"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}