{"id":12145,"date":"2019-01-27T13:28:08","date_gmt":"2019-01-27T09:28:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12145"},"modified":"2019-01-27T13:28:08","modified_gmt":"2019-01-27T09:28:08","slug":"m%c9%99ry%c9%99m-%c9%99liyeva-ana-butun-sevgil%c9%99rin-yurdu-p%c9%99rvazlandigi-yasil-budaq","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12145","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259ry\u0259m \u018fliyeva – “ANA-B\u00dcT\u00dcN SEVG\u0130L\u018fR\u0130N YURDU, P\u018fRVAZLANDI\u011eI YA\u015eIL BUDAQ”"},"content":{"rendered":"
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ANA-B\u00dcT\u00dcN SEVG\u0130L\u018fR\u0130N YURDU, P\u018fRVAZLANDI\u011eI YA\u015eIL BUDAQ<\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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ANA! N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fck s\u00f6z! S\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n yorulmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, bezm\u0259diyim, \u0259ziyy\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259diyim \u2014B\u00d6Y\u00dcK S\u00d6Z! \u018fslind\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 h\u0259rfd\u0259n-iki eyni sait, bir samitd\u0259n ibar\u0259t olan, oxunmas\u0131 v\u0259 yaz\u0131lmas\u0131 sad\u0259 olan s\u00f6z kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr! Di g\u0259l ki, bu ad\u0131 da\u015f\u0131ya bilm\u0259k h\u0259r q\u0131za, qad\u0131na n\u0259sib olmayacaq q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr! B\u0259li, n\u0259sib qism\u0259t olursa h\u0259r qad\u0131n Ana ola bilir \u2014b\u0259tnind\u0259ki k\u00f6rp\u0259sini d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tir\u0259r\u0259k. <\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Amma h\u0259r d\u00fcnyaya u\u015faq g\u0259tir\u0259n qad\u0131n Anad\u0131rm\u0131? \u018fsla! Ana olmaq b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fck, t\u0259mizlik, c\u0259sar\u0259tlilik, m\u0259rdlik, com\u0259rdlik v\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131ke\u015flik dem\u0259k . H\u0259r qad\u0131n bunlara sahibmi?!!! Deyil! H\u0259r qad\u0131n g\u0259r\u0259k olarsa \u00f6z can\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6vlad\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn f\u0259da ed\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259klimi? V\u0259 yaxud \u2014\u00f6vlad\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259rind\u0259n vaz ke\u00e7\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r c\u0259sar\u0259tlimi? <\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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M\u0259g\u0259r h\u0259r qad\u0131n \u00f6z qad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259, \u00f6z izz\u0259ti-n\u0259fsini bel\u0259 \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 \u00fcnvan\u0131na s\u00f6z g\u0259lm\u0259sin dey\u0259 unudacaq, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc f\u0259da ed\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r \u2014B\u00d6Y\u00dcKM\u00dc? Deyil , ey m\u0259nim can\u0131m, g\u00f6z\u00fcm. Amma s\u0259n …….S\u0259ns\u0259 c\u0259mi 37 ya\u015f\u0131nda idin. Bir qad\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l v\u0259 \u0259n a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131nda. B\u0259li, h\u0259r k\u0259sin Anas\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l v\u0259 \u0259n mehriban. Amma h\u0259qiq\u0259t d\u0259 budur ki, s\u0259n \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l xan\u0131msan. H\u0259tta h\u0259yat\u0131n s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdirdiyi bu q\u0259d\u0259r ac\u0131lar\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131qdan sonra bel\u0259! S\u0259ninl\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 qad\u0131nlar dul qald\u0131…..He\u00e7 bir il \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7m\u0259d\u0259n kimisi yenid\u0259n ail\u0259 qurdu. Kimisi gizli e\u015fq ya\u015fad\u0131. Kimisi m\u0259nim d\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011fa haqq\u0131m var dey\u0259r\u0259k \u2014-\u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131 u\u015faq evl\u0259rin\u0259 t\u0259rk etdi ! <\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Amma \u2014S\u0259n!!!!!!! <\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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S\u0259n bir gec\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259 sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n tell\u0259rini b\u0259mb\u0259yaz d\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6rtd\u00fcn! H\u0259r zaman d\u00fcz\u00fcml\u00fc olan o tell\u0259r qapqara yayl\u0131qla \u0259b\u0259di olaraq h\u00f6r\u00fckl\u0259r\u0259 vuruldu . H\u0259l\u0259 o g\u00f6zl\u0259r var ya! M\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259x\u015f etdiyin o ya\u015f\u0131l g\u00f6zl\u0259r. Hans\u0131 ki, z\u00fcmr\u00fcd kimi parlard\u0131 h\u0259r zaman. Bax o g\u00f6zl\u0259r bel\u0259 \u015f\u00f6l\u0259si z\u0259ifl\u0259y\u0259n \u015fam\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi k\u00f6z\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7\u0259hray\u0131 r\u0259ngli (deyim ki, ondan sonra \u00e7atan\u0131 bel\u0259 d\u0259li\u015fm\u0259din) \u0259l \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259ki \u0259nlik, kir\u015fanlar\u0131n bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda <\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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ka\u011f\u0131z torban\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risin\u0259 bo\u015fald\u0131laraq h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259ki zibil qutusuna at\u0131ld\u0131. V\u0259 o g\u00fcnd\u0259n bu g\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bax\u0131ml\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 se\u00e7il\u0259n bir xan\u0131mdan \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t qalmad\u0131. Yerini is\u0259 \u2014gec\u0259d\u0259n s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 kimi tiki\u015f ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda m\u00fcrg\u00fc vura-vura \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n c\u0131r\u0131q paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 yamamaqla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olan, erk\u0259nd\u0259n ac getm\u0259sinl\u0259r dey\u0259 \u2014m\u0259tb\u0259xin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flayaraq \u00f6z \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259 \u0259tirli x\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259r bi\u015fir\u0259n \u201437 ya\u015f\u0131nda sa\u00e7lar\u0131 a\u011fappaq, qara yayl\u0131ql\u0131, \u0259ll\u0259ri yan\u0131q-k\u0259sik, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f \u201cqoca bir qar\u0131\u201d tutdu!!!! N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, m\u0259hz o “qar\u0131” dediyim qad\u0131n bu g\u00fcn m\u0259nim f\u0259r\u0259hl\u0259 \u2014ANA dediyim qad\u0131n oldu. <\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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H\u0259yat\u0131m, m\u0259hv\u0259rim, \u015fan\u0131m, \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259tim h\u0259r \u015feyim, \u0259n \u0259sas\u0131 da itirm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxdu\u011fum \u0259n d\u0259y\u0259rli varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m! Bilirs\u0259nmi \u0259zizim, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 bir g\u00fcn ana olacam. Amma \u0259min ol\u2014m\u0259n he\u00e7 zaman s\u0259nin kimi f\u0259dakar, c\u0259fake\u015f, m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tli, qay\u011f\u0131ke\u015f ola bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. N\u0259d\u0259nmi? \u2014\u00e7\u00fcnki, S\u018fN b\u0259tnind\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259sini da\u015f\u0131y\u0131b d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirdiyin \u2014 Bir Q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131n h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131san. V\u0259 s\u0259n d\u0259 onun kimi Q\u0259hr\u0259mansan \u2014 Ona g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyin d\u0259y\u0259r, h\u00f6rm\u0259t, s\u0259daq\u0259t\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259! Bax ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 S\u0259n \u2014m\u0259hz h\u0259min b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 da\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u2014ANASAN! M\u0259nim d\u0259 d\u0131rna\u011f\u0131ndan telin\u0259d\u0259k itirm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxdu\u011fum \u0259n d\u0259y\u0259rli x\u0259zin\u0259m! N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, var\u0131msan,n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, m\u0259nims\u0259n\u2014ANA!<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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ANA-B\u00dcT\u00dcN SEVG\u0130L\u018fR\u0130N YURDU, P\u018fRVAZLANDI\u011eI YA\u015eIL BUDAQ \u00a0 ANA! N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fck s\u00f6z! S\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n yorulmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, bezm\u0259diyim, \u0259ziyy\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259diyim \u2014B\u00d6Y\u00dcK S\u00d6Z! \u018fslind\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 h\u0259rfd\u0259n-iki eyni sait, bir samitd\u0259n ibar\u0259t olan, oxunmas\u0131 v\u0259 yaz\u0131lmas\u0131 sad\u0259 olan s\u00f6z kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr! Di g\u0259l ki, bu ad\u0131 da\u015f\u0131ya bilm\u0259k h\u0259r q\u0131za, qad\u0131na n\u0259sib olmayacaq q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr! B\u0259li, n\u0259sib qism\u0259t olursa h\u0259r […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":12146,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[17,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12145"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12145"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12145\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12147,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12145\/revisions\/12147"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/12146"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12145"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12145"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12145"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}