{"id":12158,"date":"2019-01-27T22:02:23","date_gmt":"2019-01-27T18:02:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12158"},"modified":"2019-01-27T22:04:57","modified_gmt":"2019-01-27T18:04:57","slug":"q%c9%99dim%c9%99li-%c9%99hm%c9%99d-isiqli-dunyanin-qaranliq-yolu-torpaq-evciyin%c9%99-uzanib-qalar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12158","title":{"rendered":"Q\u0259dim\u0259li \u018fHM\u018fD – “i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n qaranl\u0131q yolu torpaq evciyin\u0259 uzan\u0131b qalar”…"},"content":{"rendered":"

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D\u0130L\u018fN\u00c7\u0130N\u0130N\u00a0 \u00d6L\u00dcM\u00dc<\/p>\n

1<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n soyuq \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc<\/p>\n

g\u00f6rm\u0259z g\u00f6zl\u0259ri,<\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131lmaz kims\u0259 \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00dc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259z dalanlar,<\/p>\n

\u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259z tinl\u0259r,<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259l\u0259r kiritm\u0259z zirz\u0259mil\u0259r d\u0259…<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 ovcundak\u0131 h\u0259yat e\u015fqin\u0259<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rini dik\u0259n kims\u0259si olmaz.<\/p>\n

Aln\u0131na yaz\u0131lan<\/p>\n

i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n qaranl\u0131q yolu<\/p>\n

torpaq evciyin\u0259 uzan\u0131b qalar…<\/p>\n

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2<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi unutmu\u015f s\u0259ni<\/p>\n

yan\u0131ndan saymazyana<\/p>\n

ke\u00e7ib ged\u0259n adamlar,<\/p>\n

unutmu\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259.<\/p>\n

T\u0259kc\u0259 ayaq izl\u0259rin<\/p>\n

s\u0259fil adamlar kimi<\/p>\n

dola\u015f\u0131r k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259…<\/p>\n

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Daha \u015fahid deyils\u0259n<\/p>\n

\u00e7ox\u00fczl\u00fc adamlar\u0131n kirli niyy\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259.<\/p>\n

Kims\u0259sizlik i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00e7abalayan g\u00f6zl\u0259rin<\/p>\n

daha yoxdu,g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n…<\/p>\n

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S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bir az da<\/p>\n

zaman da q\u0259ddarla\u015f\u0131b,<\/p>\n

\u201cAllah xofu qalmay\u0131b\u201d<\/p>\n

kims\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanl\u0131q \u00f6l\u00fcb gedir…<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni \u00e7ox uzaqlara<\/p>\n

apard\u0131\u00a0 \u201cged\u0259n qatar\u201d.<\/p>\n

Bundan sonra g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259<\/p>\n

h\u0259yat bir \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259di,<\/p>\n

N\u0259 yol var,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 \u00fcmid var…<\/p>\n

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BEL\u018f\u00a0 YAZMAMI\u015eDIN<\/p>\n

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Add\u0131mlar\u0131 aparan,<\/p>\n

dayand\u0131ran q\u00fcrurmu\u015f.<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131lan yollar<\/p>\n

\u00fcmidl\u0259ri q\u0131r\u0131rm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

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Do\u011fum otaqlar\u0131nda<\/p>\n

\u00f6l\u00fcm yazan \u0259ll\u0259rd\u0259<\/p>\n

k\u00f6rp\u0259 haraylar\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n

udur soyuq divarlar.<\/p>\n

C\u0259nn\u0259t yolu u\u00e7ulur<\/p>\n

ayaqlar\u0131n alt\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

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Bir add\u0131m geri say\u0131r<\/p>\n

saatlar zaman\u0131ndan,<\/p>\n

Bir h\u0259yat\u0131 yetirm\u0259k<\/p>\n

bitirm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259tinmi\u015f.<\/p>\n

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N\u0259 deyir yell\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259n u\u015faq yell\u0259nc\u0259kl\u0259ri?<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259 dem\u0259mi\u015fdin S\u0259n…<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259 yazmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131n S\u0259n al\u0131n yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131…<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 gizl\u0259tdiyim<\/p>\n

a\u011fr\u0131 sanc\u0131r sin\u0259mi,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na susmaq<\/p>\n

unutqanl\u0131q deyil ki…<\/p>\n

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B\u0130LM\u0130RS\u018fN<\/p>\n

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Bu \u00f6m\u00fcr d\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rsiz<\/p>\n

ke\u00e7ir nec\u0259,bilmirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcn ax\u0131r\u0131nda<\/p>\n

enir he\u00e7\u0259,bilmirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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Bu,n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r,n\u0259 d\u0259 sirr?<\/p>\n

Vaxt da ki hesab \u00e7\u0259kir,<\/p>\n

\u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259 yollar g\u0259lir<\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259-k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259,bilmirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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\u00d6td\u00fckc\u0259 sa\u011f-solundan,<\/p>\n

Q\u0259m yap\u0131\u015f\u0131r qolundan,<\/p>\n

\u018fzray\u0131l\u0131n yolundan<\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7\u0259-ke\u00e7\u0259 bilmirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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B\u018fRAB\u018fRL\u0130K<\/p>\n

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1<\/p>\n

Divardan s\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131…<\/p>\n

g\u00fcn d\u0259 saral\u0131b qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u00fcrb\u0259t havas\u0131 dindi<\/p>\n

yarpaq p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

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2<\/p>\n

Bu bo\u015flu\u011fun i\u00e7ind\u0259<\/p>\n

\u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n<\/p>\n

t\u0259kc\u0259 susanlar deyil,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxmaqdan<\/p>\n

yor\u011fun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb adamlar.<\/p>\n

N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259<\/p>\n

fit\u00a0 s\u0259sin\u0259<\/p>\n

diksinir s\u0259rni\u015finl\u0259r,<\/p>\n

\u201cB\u0259xtiyar\u201d anlar g\u0259lir<\/p>\n

\u00f6mr\u00fcn g\u00fcn saat\u0131na.<\/p>\n

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3<\/p>\n

H\u0259r gec\u0259<\/p>\n

\u0259ll\u0259rimd\u0259n yuxar\u0131<\/p>\n

bir m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s s\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259rimd\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n

s\u00fckut aldad\u0131r m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

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4<\/p>\n

Yox,bu da bir taledi,<\/p>\n

olmayanlar\u0131n olmaq.<\/p>\n

Olanlar aras\u0131nda<\/p>\n

\u0259riyib k\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259k.<\/p>\n

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5<\/p>\n

V\u0259 h\u0259yat bir oyundu,<\/p>\n

sonu s\u0131fra b\u0259rab\u0259r…<\/p>\n

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D\u00dcNYA<\/p>\n

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Min yerd\u0259n pozuldu bakir\u0259liyin,<\/p>\n

Q\u0259rin\u0259-q\u0259rin\u0259 pozuldun,d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnah\u0131n olmad\u0131,g\u00fcnahkar kimi<\/p>\n

Dild\u0259n-dil\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn,yozuldun,d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n

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G\u0259l\u0259n xeyri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259kdi naz\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n

Sildi Tanr\u0131 yazan al\u0131n yaz\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n

H\u0259r yet\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131 tozunu,<\/p>\n

Buland\u0131n,qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131n,toz oldun,d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n

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R\u00fczgar \u00e7alxalad\u0131 d\u0259nizl\u0259rini…<\/p>\n

Dumanlar k\u00f6ks\u00fcnd\u0259 q\u0259m izl\u0259ridi,<\/p>\n

\u018fsrl\u0259r sa\u00e7\u0131nda d\u0259n izl\u0259ridi,<\/p>\n

Tarixd\u0259n-tarix\u0259 s\u00f6z oldun,d\u00fcnya…<\/p>\n

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S\u018fN\u0130N U\u015eAQ TALEY\u0130N<\/p>\n

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\u018fld\u0259n-\u0259l\u0259 ke\u00e7din,yavrum,<\/p>\n

bapbalaca v\u00fccudunda<\/p>\n

zaman\u0131n<\/p>\n

barmaq izl\u0259ri qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Aln\u0131ndak\u0131 yaz\u0131<\/p>\n

a\u011fr\u0131n boyda<\/p>\n

s\u0131na\u011fa \u00e7\u0259kdi \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/p>\n

Ana sevgin<\/p>\n

d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc da\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n

q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131 d\u00fcnyan.<\/p>\n

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Onsuz da<\/p>\n

qaranl\u0131q m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tdi balaca taleyin,<\/p>\n

Batan g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi<\/p>\n

ya do\u011fular,<\/p>\n

ya do\u011fulmaz…<\/p>\n

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Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan<\/p>\n

q\u0131zaran \u00fcf\u00fcql\u0259r,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n<\/p>\n

anas\u0131zl\u0131q ya\u011far,<\/p>\n

islanar \u0259ll\u0259rin.<\/p>\n

T\u0259k m\u0259sumlu\u011fun \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259z<\/p>\n

g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n,<\/p>\n

t\u0259rk etm\u0259z s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259rind\u0259n tutmaz ana sevgisi,<\/p>\n

unutmaz kims\u0259sizlik.<\/p>\n

B\u00f6y\u00fc,sevdal\u0131m,b\u00f6y\u00fc…<\/p>\n

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N\u018f\u00a0 OLARDI\u00a0 K\u0130..?<\/p>\n

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1<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz sev\u0259 bilm\u0259dim bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri,<\/p>\n

Sevs\u0259m,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 olard\u0131 ki..?<\/p>\n

Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r m\u0259nim deyil,<\/p>\n

Burda t\u0259nha,<\/p>\n

kims\u0259siz<\/p>\n

\u00f6ls\u0259m,n\u0259 olard\u0131 ki..?<\/p>\n

Bir az yollar\u0131 geni\u015f,<\/p>\n

Bir az yollar\u0131 dard\u0131,<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259,burda<\/p>\n

g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259ki h\u0259sr\u0259tin,<\/p>\n

i\u00e7imd\u0259ki m\u00f6hn\u0259tin<\/p>\n

gizli ke\u00e7mi\u015fi vard\u0131?<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz sev\u0259 bilm\u0259dim bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri…<\/p>\n

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2<\/p>\n

k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri n\u0259f\u0259s t\u0259ngid\u0259n<\/p>\n

adamlar\u0131 soyuq \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259<\/p>\n

g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 deyilmi\u015f he\u00e7 n\u0259.<\/p>\n

m\u0259n\u0259m,<\/p>\n

s\u0259ns\u0259n,<\/p>\n

s\u00f6z y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131d\u0131<\/p>\n

o qara d\u0259ft\u0259rin<\/p>\n

yaz\u0131lan ilk s\u0259tri,<\/p>\n

imzalanan son c\u00fcml\u0259si…<\/p>\n

yen\u0259 axtar\u0131\u015f var bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259<\/p>\n

k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259-k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259,<\/p>\n

dalan-dalan,<\/p>\n

qap\u0131-qap\u0131…<\/p>\n

polis d\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lir<\/p>\n

izin\u0259 it s\u00fcms\u00fcn\u0259n adamlar\u0131n.<\/p>\n

r\u00fczgarlar\u0131n s\u0259sini t\u0259fti\u015f edir<\/p>\n

zaman x\u0259fiyy\u0259 kimi.<\/p>\n

arzusu g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 qal\u0131r onun,<\/p>\n

as\u0131r q\u0259z\u0259bini nifr\u0259tinin divarlar\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n

indi gizl\u0259n\u0259 bilmir<\/p>\n

dar g\u0259l\u0259n\u00a0 q\u0131n\u0131na<\/p>\n

\u00e7\u0259kil\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259n x\u0259yan\u0259t.<\/p>\n

ayr\u0131lan yollar buradan ba\u015fland\u0131,<\/p>\n

uzun,<\/p>\n

cox uzun…<\/p>\n

yen\u0259 d\u0259<\/p>\n

k\u00f6lg\u0259sin\u0259 h\u00fcrm\u0259kd\u0259di<\/p>\n

kims\u0259 haqq s\u00f6z\u00fcn…<\/p>\n

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3<\/p>\n

Daha bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin<\/p>\n

N\u0259 yaz\u0131 var,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 q\u0131\u015f\u0131…<\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin boyunda bayqu\u015f ulart\u0131s\u0131d\u0131,<\/p>\n

A\u011faclar\u0131 da qorxur k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rin s\u0259sind\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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Adamlar\u0131 s\u00fckutdan,<\/p>\n

S\u00fckutu b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259kd\u0259n<\/p>\n

dar\u0131x\u0131r \u00f6z i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n

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Qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b sa\u00e7lar\u0131mda soyuq xatir\u0259 kimi,<\/p>\n

Daha m\u0259ni isitmir<\/p>\n

bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin istisi,<\/p>\n

bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin qollar\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yollar da q\u0259rib g\u0259lir g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259,baxanda,<\/p>\n

Bir az q\u0259ribs\u0259yir\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Bir az q\u0259rib say\u0131ram \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259…<\/p>\n

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SUSACAQSAN<\/p>\n

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Bax,bu da son dayanacaq,<\/p>\n

Burda yox duracaq yerin.<\/p>\n

X\u0259yal\u0131nda s\u0259tir-s\u0259tir<\/p>\n

Tik\u0259c\u0259k,quracaq yerin.<\/p>\n

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Tale d\u0259 al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131,<\/p>\n

H\u0259yat da el\u0259di,b\u0259lk\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn bir \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q,<\/p>\n

Bir \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 qara k\u00f6lg\u0259.<\/p>\n

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Saxlar s\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

aya\u011f\u0131ndan<\/p>\n

Yollar qa\u00e7ar,susacaqsan.<\/p>\n

R\u00fczgarlar da can s\u0131xacaq,<\/p>\n

Na\u00e7ar-na\u00e7ar qa\u00e7acaqsan.<\/p>\n

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Susacaqsan,o ill\u0259ri,<\/p>\n

O sevdan\u0131,o qad\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n

O qad\u0131n\u0131n bax\u0131\u015f\u0131nda<\/p>\n

Unudub e\u015fqin dad\u0131n\u0131…<\/p>\n

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UNUT DEY\u0130R<\/p>\n

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\u018fll\u0259rind\u0259n yarpaq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr<\/p>\n

g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin yuxusuna.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn bir az t\u0259l\u0259sir\u0259m<\/p>\n

sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n qoxusuna.<\/p>\n

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Bu gec\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 sar\u0131<\/p>\n

bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m yol el\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

Bo\u015f qal\u0131b getdiyin k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259,<\/p>\n

h\u0259sr\u0259t m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259l el\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

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Unut deyir bu sevdan\u0131<\/p>\n

yoluna baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00f6zl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Getm\u0259, deyir<\/p>\n

\u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259<\/p>\n

s\u0259nd\u0259n qopub d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n izl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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…H\u0259r g\u00fcn bir az t\u0259l\u0259sir\u0259m<\/p>\n

sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n qoxusuna…<\/p>\n

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UNUDULANDA<\/p>\n

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\u0130nsan unudulanda<\/p>\n

v\u0259t\u0259n \u0259 v\u0259t\u0259n olmur…<\/p>\n

S\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r divarlara,<\/p>\n

s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131r t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131na…<\/p>\n

Kirpikl\u0259ril\u0259 bi\u00e7ir<\/p>\n

saatlar\u0131,<\/p>\n

g\u00fcnl\u0259ri,<\/p>\n

aylar\u0131,<\/p>\n

f\u0259sill\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

Qa\u00e7\u0131r yuxular\u0131ndan,<\/p>\n

qa\u00e7\u0131r \u00fcmidl\u0259rind\u0259n,<\/p>\n

\u0259ll\u0259ri \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n…<\/p>\n

V\u0259 \u00a0\u00f6z k\u00f6lg\u0259si qal\u0131r.<\/p>\n

X\u0259yal\u0131 yuvas\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015f qu\u015fa b\u0259nz\u0259r.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u0130nsan unudulanda<\/p>\n

Aln\u0131ndak\u0131 yaz\u0131 da<\/p>\n

unudulur el\u0259 bil.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259kilir \u00f6z k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n

Q\u0131s\u0131l\u0131r buz k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n

Dizl\u0259ri \u00a0\u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki<\/p>\n

xatir\u0259l\u0259r dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

DURULMUR<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Susursan bu gec\u0259 d\u0259,<\/p>\n

susduqca s\u0259br edirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u0259n \u00fcmidl\u0259rin\u0259<\/p>\n

zaman\u0131 q\u0259bir edirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bax\u0131rsan<\/p>\n

Yollar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259<\/p>\n

duran g\u00fcnahkar kimi.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259<\/p>\n

\u00e7\u0131rp\u0131r g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

X\u0259yal\u0131nda tikdiyin<\/p>\n

atmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n k\u00f6rp\u00fcl\u0259r<\/p>\n

u\u00e7ulur g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n…<\/p>\n

Bu bulan\u0131q d\u00fcnya da<\/p>\n

durulmur ki,durulmur…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u0130YUL S\u018fH\u018fR\u0130<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn \u015f\u0259klin \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m<\/p>\n

ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n qabar\u0131yla<\/p>\n

b\u00fcrk\u00fcl\u00fc iyul s\u0259h\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131mla g\u0259zir\u0259m<\/p>\n

a\u011f b\u0259d\u0259nli,<\/p>\n

qara \u00fczl\u00fc \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

Bir dil\u0259n\u00e7i<\/p>\n

s\u0259rxo\u015f-s\u0259rxo\u015f<\/p>\n

\u0259l a\u00e7\u0131r adamlara…<\/p>\n

Yollar ke\u00e7ir fit s\u0259sind\u0259,<\/p>\n

zaman susur it s\u0259sind\u0259,<\/p>\n

yax\u0131nda bir kims\u0259 yox…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259<\/p>\n

\u015f\u0259kil-\u015f\u0259kil ki\u00e7ilir sevdiyim h\u0259yat,<\/p>\n

A\u011faclar\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259si d\u0259,<\/p>\n

yalan\u00e7\u0131lar \u00f6lk\u0259si d\u0259…<\/p>\n

Bir qar\u0131\u015f da d\u00fcnyaya<\/p>\n

uzan\u0131r soyuq \u0259ll\u0259r…<\/p>\n

QADININ<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Silm\u0259z g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qaranl\u0131q gec\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259ri g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259n qad\u0131n\u0131n.<\/p>\n

\u0130sitm\u0259z q\u0259lbini soyuq divarlar,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259n qad\u0131n\u0131n.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Durar p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259,baxar yollara,<\/p>\n

Q\u0259mli bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 axar yollara,<\/p>\n

Arzular\u0131 \u00e7atmaz bu kar yollara,<\/p>\n

H\u0259sr\u0259ti ovcuna alan qad\u0131n\u0131n.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7in\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131b ovuna bilm\u0259z,<\/p>\n

S\u00fckutu diksin\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 bir s\u0259s,<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259l\u0259ri bit\u0259r,sabah\u0131 g\u0259lm\u0259z,<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnl\u0259ri \u00fcmidsiz g\u0259l\u0259n qad\u0131n\u0131n.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

B\u0130R QADIN TALEY\u0130N VAR<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bir qad\u0131n taleyin var.<\/p>\n

T\u0259nha,<\/p>\n

susqun bax\u0131\u015fl\u0131,<\/p>\n

Xatir\u0259l\u0259r oxuyar g\u00f6zl\u0259rini h\u0259r gec\u0259.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u0259ns\u0259 durub baxarsan uzaq-uzaq yollara,<\/p>\n

N\u0259 bir g\u0259l\u0259nin olar,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259k bir kims\u0259n,<\/p>\n

s\u00fckut yatar qap\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bir qad\u0131n taleyin var,<\/p>\n

a\u011fr\u0131larla oynayan,<\/p>\n

h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259n doymayan<\/p>\n

m\u0259hkum qad\u0131n taleyin…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bir qad\u0131n taleyin var,<\/p>\n

bax\u0131\u015f\u0131yla yollar\u0131 s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r-ax\u015fam…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

bir da\u015f atd\u0131m<\/p>\n

i\u00e7imd\u0259<\/p>\n

b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n s\u00fckutuma,<\/p>\n

s\u0131n\u0131b d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc \u0259limd\u0259n…<\/p>\n

bax,<\/p>\n

gec\u0259nin \u0259n b\u0259db\u0259xt<\/p>\n

m\u0259xluqu kimidi \u015fam,<\/p>\n

\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm g\u0259tirir,<\/p>\n

gec\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6z a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

s\u0259nin d\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259yin<\/p>\n

dey\u0259s\u0259n,yalan oldu…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

YA\u011eI\u015eLI GEC\u018f K\u0130M\u0130<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ya\u011fi\u015fli gec\u0259 kimi<\/p>\n

\u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r sa\u00e7lar\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Yat\u0131ram bu gec\u0259ni sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259ki yuxuma ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259,<\/p>\n

islan\u0131r damla-damla<\/p>\n

bir qad\u0131n\u0131n sin\u0259si.<\/p>\n

Zaman yad qad\u0131n kimi girir h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131za,<\/p>\n

\u00e7\u0131rp\u0131r p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259miz\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259yin \u00f6rp\u0259yini…<\/p>\n

M\u0259ns\u0259 \u00e7ox \u00fcmidliy\u0259m<\/p>\n

da\u011f\u0131lan sa\u00e7lar\u0131na…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcR<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u0259nin add\u0131mlar\u0131n \u00e7ox yeyin oldu,<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn bu yollar n\u0259d\u0259n dar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr?<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bil\u0259 bilmir\u0259m bu ayr\u0131l\u0131qda<\/p>\n

Kimin qism\u0259tin\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131lar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Qald\u0131m baxa-baxa,ha susdum s\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n

Ki\u00e7ildikc\u0259 \u00fcmid,b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc sin\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259rin \u00e7\u0259tin isin\u0259,<\/p>\n

Daha sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma vaxts\u0131z qar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bu hicran an\u0131d\u0131,k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r \u0259sir,<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131 vaqonlarda \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r \u0259sir,<\/p>\n

\u018fks t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259r\u0259 yollar t\u0259l\u0259sir,<\/p>\n

H\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 ayr\u0131ca bir qatar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

NIY\u018f\u00a0 UNUDURSAN?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0259ni milyon d\u0259f\u0259 aldadan olub,<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 aldatmad\u0131m bir aldanan\u0131.<\/p>\n

Niy\u0259 unudursan yarpaqlar kimi<\/p>\n

S\u0259nin h\u0259sr\u0259tinl\u0259 solub yanan\u0131?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

El\u0259 d\u0259rdin kimi bil\u0259ydin m\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131 kimi xat\u0131rlayayd\u0131n.<\/p>\n

X\u0259yal\u00a0 gu\u015f\u0259sind\u0259 as\u0131b \u015f\u0259klimi,<\/p>\n

Azac\u0131q k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u0259 yax\u0131n sanayd\u0131n.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u0130ndi n\u0259 g\u00fcnah\u0131m,n\u0259 su\u00e7um,dan\u0131\u015f?<\/p>\n

Ya\u011fd\u0131mm\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda?<\/p>\n

Xat\u0131rlat,hissl\u0259rin baharm\u0131,ya q\u0131\u015f,<\/p>\n

Haldan-hala d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 \u201cs\u0259n\u201d axtar\u0131rsan,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u0259n i\u00e7imd\u0259 \u201cs\u0259n\u201d var,\u0259zizim<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim sa\u00e7lar\u0131mda d\u0259n axtar\u0131rsan,<\/p>\n

B\u0259xtimin telind\u0259 d\u0259n var,\u0259zizim.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0259ni milyon d\u0259f\u0259 aldadan olub,<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 aldatmad\u0131m bir aldanan\u0131.<\/p>\n

Niy\u0259 unudursan yarpaqlar kimi<\/p>\n

S\u0259nin h\u0259sr\u0259tinl\u0259 solub yanan\u0131?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u018fHKUM SEVG\u0130<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m<\/p>\n

g\u00fcnd\u0259liyin v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259rini…<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259tirl\u0259rind\u0259 durur<\/p>\n

ad\u0131n\u0131n saralml\u015f h\u0259rfl\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

Bilir\u0259m,<\/p>\n

indi bir t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131n var,<\/p>\n

\u00f6rtm\u00fcs\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259<\/p>\n

\u00fcr\u0259yin ba\u015f\u0131nda<\/p>\n

a\u011fr\u0131 olan sevgi…<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 q\u0131ymam\u0131san,<\/p>\n

he\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259…<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni divarlar s\u0131x\u0131b,<\/p>\n

yata\u011f\u0131n buza d\u00f6n\u00fcb…<\/p>\n

S\u0259n evli qad\u0131n oldun,<\/p>\n

\u0259rli ola bilm\u0259din.<\/p>\n

U\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131n<\/p>\n

atas\u0131<\/p>\n

vark\u0259n<\/p>\n

yen\u0259 ya\u015fayacaqm\u0131<\/p>\n

i\u00e7ind\u0259ki m\u0259hkum sevgi..?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 415 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

                  D\u0130L\u018fN\u00c7\u0130N\u0130N\u00a0 \u00d6L\u00dcM\u00dc 1 Bir d\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n soyuq \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259z g\u00f6zl\u0259ri, \u018fll\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131lmaz kims\u0259 \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259. \u00dc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259z dalanlar, \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259z tinl\u0259r, Gec\u0259l\u0259r kiritm\u0259z zirz\u0259mil\u0259r d\u0259… Bir d\u0259 ovcundak\u0131 h\u0259yat e\u015fqin\u0259 G\u00f6zl\u0259rini dik\u0259n kims\u0259si olmaz. Aln\u0131na yaz\u0131lan i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n qaranl\u0131q yolu torpaq evciyin\u0259 uzan\u0131b qalar…   2 \u0130ndi unutmu\u015f […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":12159,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12158"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12158"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12158\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12161,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12158\/revisions\/12161"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/12159"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12158"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12158"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12158"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}