{"id":12281,"date":"2019-02-01T01:14:50","date_gmt":"2019-01-31T21:14:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12281"},"modified":"2019-02-01T01:18:16","modified_gmt":"2019-01-31T21:18:16","slug":"zahid-qasimli-bir-ovuc-torpaq","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12281","title":{"rendered":"Zahid Qas\u0131ml\u0131 – B\u0130R OVUC TORPAQ"},"content":{"rendered":"
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ZAH\u0130D QASIMLI
Ali t\u0259hsilli filoloq, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131-publisist, Ming\u0259\u00e7evir B\u0259l\u0259diyy\u0259sinin \u00fczv\u00fc, hekay\u0259 v\u0259 publisistik yaz\u0131lar\u0131 \u00e7e\u015fidli q\u0259zet-jurnallarda v\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif adlar alt\u0131nda n\u0259\u015fr olunan \u0259d\u0259bi almanaxlarda i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcb. AYB Ming\u0259\u00e7evir b\u00f6lm\u0259sinin n\u0259zdind\u0259 f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n \u201cPalitra\u201d \u018fd\u0259bi Klubunun r\u0259hb\u0259ridir.<\/p><\/div>\n

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Eldar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r burul\u011fan\u0131ndan qurtula bilmirdi. Bir-birini t\u0259kzib ed\u0259n fikirl\u0259rin m\u00fcbariz\u0259sind\u0259 qalibi m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n etm\u0259kd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Bu s\u0259f\u0259r ona n\u00fcfuzunu itirm\u0259k bahas\u0131na ba\u015fa g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. Erm\u0259nil\u0259r Qaraba\u011f\u0131 i\u015f\u011fal ed\u0259nd\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r. Edikl\u0259 aralar\u0131nda q\u0131rx illik dostluq \u0259laq\u0259l\u0259ri var idi. Bir ail\u0259 kimi ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Edik araya i\u011fti\u015fa\u015f salanlar\u0131 l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, ail\u0259sin\u0259 Erm\u0259nistanda, Qaraba\u011fda v\u0259d edil\u0259n \u201cc\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259n\u201d imtina edib Moskvaya k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc. \u018flam\u0259tdar g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 dostu Eldara z\u0259ng vurur, hal-\u0259hval tutur, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlayaraq a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 Novruz bayram\u0131nda q\u0131z\u0131 Siranu\u015f z\u0259ng vurdu. Atas\u0131n\u0131n a\u011f\u0131r x\u0259st\u0259 oldu\u011funu, dostunu g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259diyini bildirdi. Q\u0131z Eldar\u0131n g\u0259lm\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yalvar\u0131rd\u0131. Eldar qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 dilemma qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda. \u201cDostum h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n son anlar\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131r. Y\u0259qin halall\u0131q ist\u0259yir m\u0259nd\u0259n. G\u0259r\u0259k ged\u0259m. Yox, bizimkil\u0259r n\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r buna? \u015e\u0259hid ail\u0259l\u0259ri \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 t\u00fcp\u00fcrm\u0259zl\u0259rmi? N\u0259 dost, erm\u0259ninin ham\u0131s\u0131 bir bezin q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131d\u0131r, ilan\u0131n a\u011f\u0131na da l\u0259n\u0259t, qaras\u0131na da, dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. M\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259si nec\u0259 inand\u0131r\u0131m ki, Edik el\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n deyil. O, d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 iki qon\u015fu xalq aras\u0131na dava salan erm\u0259nil\u0259rin \u0259leyhin\u0259 yaz\u0131lar yaz\u0131b, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015flar edib. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 onu, ail\u0259sini g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00e7\u0131xd\u0131ya sal\u0131blar. Rus general\u0131 olan qayn\u0131n\u0131 evind\u0259n qovub, qohumluqdan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b. M\u0259nc\u0259, bel\u0259l\u0259rini \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fd\u0131rmamal\u0131y\u0131q. M\u00fctl\u0259q getm\u0259liy\u0259m. Q\u0131z dedi ki, atas\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb boya-ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n bir ovuc torpaq g\u0259tirm\u0259yimi ist\u0259yir.\u201d
\nTorpaq m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si Eldar\u0131 \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131: \u201cBu, art\u0131q oldu siyasi m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259viyyat m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si… G\u0259r\u0259k laz\u0131mi yerl\u0259rl\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259\u015fim.\u201d Laz\u0131mi yerl\u0259r dey\u0259nd\u0259, o, daxili i\u015fl\u0259r orqan\u0131nda i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n qarda\u015f\u0131 o\u011flunu n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tuturdu, bir d\u0259 dostu, Ediki yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131yan \u018fhm\u0259di.
\n…U\u00e7u\u015f vaxt\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 kim\u0259 bildirm\u0259di. Bir g\u00fcnl\u00fck s\u0259f\u0259r oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Moskvadak\u0131 tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131na da m\u0259lumat verm\u0259di. \u015e\u0259h\u0259ri yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Cavanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda Edikl\u0259 Bak\u0131dan, \u0130r\u0259vandan o q\u0259d\u0259r meyv\u0259-t\u0259r\u0259v\u0259z da\u015f\u0131y\u0131b satm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar ki bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259. Yax\u015f\u0131 pul qazan\u0131rd\u0131lar. Ail\u0259l\u0259rinin dolan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259rib, qalan\u0131n\u0131 keyf\u0259 x\u0259rcl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Edikin indi ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259nzild\u0259 kiray\u0259d\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131lar. K\u00f6\u00e7ak\u00f6\u00e7 ba\u015flayanda Edik Bak\u0131dak\u0131, rayondak\u0131 evl\u0259rini babat qiym\u0259t\u0259 sat\u0131b o evi alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Eldar oran\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcyumulu tapard\u0131.
\nTaksiy\u0259 minib \u00fcnvan\u0131 dedi v\u0259 x\u0259yala dald\u0131. Aeroportdan \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 uzanan bu yolla o q\u0259d\u0259r getmi\u015fdi ki! Amma yol, yol\u0259traf\u0131 \u0259razil\u0259r \u0259vv\u0259lkind\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l idi. H\u0259r iki t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 nax\u0131\u015flanm\u0131\u015f g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k, hamarlanm\u0131\u015f \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nlik, daranm\u0131\u015f a\u011faclar… g\u00f6z ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Eldar t\u0259bi\u0259tin g\u00f6z\u0259lliyini k\u00f6ks dolusu i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi v\u0259 sanki ne\u00e7\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r q\u0259lbini dolduran narahat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qdan qurtuldu. Beynini de\u015f\u0259n ictimai q\u0131naq lingi yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 yerind\u0259 t\u0259miz xatir\u0259l\u0259r oyand\u0131. Edikl\u0259 ke\u00e7irdiyi u\u015faql\u0131q, g\u0259nclik ill\u0259ri x\u0259yal\u0131nda canland\u0131. Ah\u0131l ya\u015flar\u0131nda onlar\u0131 ay\u0131ran erm\u0259ni \u015fovinizmin\u0259 l\u0259n\u0259t dedi. Bir hadis\u0259ni saymasaq, aralar\u0131nda bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsun, naraz\u0131l\u0131q olmay\u0131b. Hadis\u0259 is\u0259 bel\u0259 ba\u015f verib: Qaraba\u011f\u0131n erm\u0259nil\u0259r ya\u015fayan k\u0259ndl\u0259rind\u0259n birind\u0259 Edikin xalas\u0131n\u0131n yas m\u0259rasimin\u0259 gedibl\u0259rmi\u015f. Ehsan s\u00fcfr\u0259sind\u0259 yem\u0259k, i\u00e7m\u0259k (Edikin xalas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259rinin \u00e7\u0259kdiyi araq oralarda \u201cb\u0259rk ged\u0259n\u201d imi\u015f) bol olub. M\u0259rhumun xatir\u0259sin\u0259 o ki var, vurublar. Edik Eldara ac\u0131q verm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyib ki, biz yas\u0131m\u0131zda verdiyimiz yem\u0259k-i\u00e7m\u0259yi siz he\u00e7 toyunuzda ver\u0259 bilmirsiniz. Eldar da qay\u0131d\u0131b ki, d\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n, Edik, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 ola, sizd\u0259 yas, bizd\u0259 toy. Bu s\u00f6z\u0259 doyunca g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbl\u0259r. S\u0259h\u0259risi ay\u0131landa Edik k\u00fcs\u00fcb ki, s\u0259n nec\u0259 dostsan, biz\u0259 yas arzulay\u0131rsan. K\u00fcs\u00fcl\u00fckl\u0259ri uzun \u00e7\u0259kib-d\u00fcz bir h\u0259ft\u0259. Ax\u0131rda Eldar d\u00f6zm\u0259yib Edikin k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc al\u0131b. Deyib ki, ay\u0259, biz dostuq, bir h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259, bir torpaqda ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q, g\u0259l bar\u0131\u015faq…
\n\u201c…Bir h\u0259y\u0259t, bir torpaq, bir ovuc torpaq…\u201d Eldar diksin\u0259r\u0259k x\u0259yaldan ay\u0131ld\u0131. \u201cN\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b. Edikin q\u0131z\u0131 atas\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n bir ovuc torpaq g\u0259tirm\u0259sini ist\u0259mi\u015fdi. Q\u0259brinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259pm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. \u0130ndi m\u0259n n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m Edik\u0259? El\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r q\u0259sd\u0259n g\u0259tirm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. He\u00e7 kim d\u0259 yad\u0131ma salmad\u0131. Kim\u0259 demi\u015fdim ki, yad\u0131ma da sals\u0131n? Ta g\u0259lm\u0259yimin n\u0259 m\u0259nas\u0131? Yox, bel\u0259 olmaz. Ki\u015fi halall\u0131q ist\u0259yir m\u0259nd\u0259n.\u201d
\nEldar \u00e7ox narahat hiss etdi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc. \u0130st\u0259di geri qay\u0131ts\u0131n. Amma gec idi. Aln\u0131n\u0131 ovu\u015fdura-ovu\u015fdura fikirl\u0259\u015fdi, \u00fcr\u0259k d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259ri artd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259f\u0259si darald\u0131, qalstukunu, yaxas\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131, qeyri-ixtiyari ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n \u0259trafa g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdi. Bird\u0259n diqq\u0259ti n\u0259y\u0259s\u0259 ili\u015fib qald\u0131, s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcy\u0259 \u201cdayan\u201d i\u015far\u0259si verdi. S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc taksini yolun k\u0259nar\u0131nda, \u015fam a\u011faclar\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131x oldu\u011fu bir yerd\u0259 saxlad\u0131. Eldar ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k, iri g\u00f6vd\u0259li bir a\u011fac\u0131n dibin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdi. \u018fyilib otlar\u0131 yoldu, torpa\u011fa \u00e7atanda cibind\u0259n d\u0259smal\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131, d\u0259smala bir ovuc torpaq y\u0131\u011fd\u0131, s\u0259liq\u0259 il\u0259 d\u0259smal\u0131 b\u00fckd\u00fc v\u0259 cibin\u0259 qoydu. Aya\u011fa qalxmadan bir yer\u0259, bir g\u00f6y\u0259 baxd\u0131, dodaqalt\u0131 n\u0259 is\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131. Xeyli o v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qald\u0131. Yol boyu \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn yand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 iyn\u0259l\u0259rin batd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss etdi…
\n… Bu xo\u015fag\u0259lm\u0259z hissd\u0259n o, ill\u0259rl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259diyi x\u0259st\u0259 dostu Edikin onu g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi yataqdan s\u0131\u00e7rayaraq boynuna sar\u0131lmas\u0131 v\u0259 h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flamas\u0131 s\u0259hn\u0259sind\u0259n sonra qurtuldu. O da dostuna qo\u015fulub a\u011flad\u0131 v\u0259 xeyli Ediki qollar\u0131 aras\u0131ndan buraxmad\u0131. Bu ziyar\u0259ti s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259mi\u015f x\u0259st\u0259nin qohum-qon\u015fular\u0131 da g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 saxlaya bilm\u0259dil\u0259r. Qirx ilin dostlu\u011fu, otuz ilin ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k da\u011fladan g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f… Bu m\u0259qam da\u015fq\u0259lblil\u0259ri d\u0259 riqq\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259rdi. Heyr\u0259td\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin h\u0259d\u0259q\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131na bir s\u0259b\u0259b d\u0259 uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz yatan x\u0259st\u0259nin qurumu\u015f b\u0259d\u0259ni il\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxmas\u0131 v\u0259 yar\u0131m saatad\u0259k ayaq\u00fcst\u0259 durmas\u0131 idi. H\u0259tta t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259li h\u0259kiml\u0259r d\u0259 bu m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259n\u0259rdil\u0259r. Arada tibb elminin izah ed\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi ilahi bir ba\u011f olmal\u0131yd\u0131 \u201c\u00f6l\u00fc\u201dn\u00fc aya\u011fa qald\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn…
\nEdiki birt\u0259h\u0259r Eldardan ay\u0131r\u0131b \u00e7arpay\u0131ya uzand\u0131d\u0131lar. Ham\u0131 \u0259l-aya\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Qona\u011f\u0131 qucaqlayan kim, \u00e7iynini s\u0131\u011fallayan kim, \u0259lini \u00f6p\u0259n kim… Eldara \u00e7arpay\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259ki kresloda yer g\u00f6st\u0259rdil\u0259r. X\u0259st\u0259likd\u0259n dolay\u0131 aylarla dan\u0131\u015fmayan Edik dil bo\u011faza qoymurdu:
\n– Qarda\u015f, a\u011fr\u0131m\u0131rsan ki? Oralarda n\u0259 var, n\u0259 yox? U\u015faqlar n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259rdir? N\u0259v\u0259d\u0259n-n\u0259tic\u0259d\u0259n n\u0259yin var? H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259ki a\u011faclar durur? Tut a\u011fac\u0131 qurumay\u0131b ki? \u00c7\u0131rpanda y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b qolumu s\u0131nd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ha, yad\u0131ndad\u0131r? Bunlar n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rimdir. Ham\u0131s\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 qurband\u0131r. C\u0259nn\u0259t-m\u0259kan Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259yibl\u0259r. Allah baisl\u0259rin evini y\u0131xs\u0131n! O q\u0259d\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam ki, sizl\u0259rd\u0259n. U\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131rsan. O g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn balacalar qocal\u0131blar. De g\u00f6r\u00fcm, tay-tu\u015flardan kiml\u0259r qal\u0131b, kiml\u0259r k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb?
\n– Edik, h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Narahat olma, h\u0259y\u0259canlanma! S\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, rahatland\u0131m, – dey\u0259 Eldar onu sakitl\u0259\u015fdirdi.
\n\u00c7ay s\u00fcfr\u0259si a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. N\u00f6vb\u0259n\u00f6v yem\u0259kl\u0259r g\u0259tirildi. X\u0259st\u0259 ziyar\u0259t\u00e7il\u0259ri \u00e7oxal\u0131rd\u0131. Az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 qona\u011fa g\u00f6r\u0259 maraqdan \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 t\u0259\u015frif buyurmu\u015fdular. Amma he\u00e7 k\u0259s a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b bir k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259 demirdi. Yaln\u0131z Edikin q\u0131z\u0131 qona\u011fa qulluq ed\u0259-ed\u0259, q\u0131sa suallar verir, x\u00fcsusi olaraq qonaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 x\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n dadma\u011f\u0131 t\u0259klif edirdi. Sevindiyind\u0259n az qal\u0131rd\u0131 Eldar \u0259misini u\u015faq kimi yedizdirsin. Eldar q\u0131za:
\n– Siranu\u015f q\u0131z\u0131m, o z\u0259nbild\u0259ki meyv\u0259l\u0259ri bo\u015falt, yu, g\u0259tir s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fcz, qoy ham\u0131 dads\u0131n. H\u0259y\u0259timizd\u0259ki a\u011faclar\u0131n bar\u0131d\u0131r. Alma, \u0259rik, \u015faftal\u0131, armud… h\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n bir az sovqat g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m siz\u0259, – dey\u0259nd\u0259 Edik q\u0259fild\u0259n dik\u0259ldi, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fard\u0131, taq\u0259tsiz \u0259ll\u0259rini z\u0259nbil\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f uzatd\u0131 v\u0259 u\u015faq yalvar\u0131\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 dedi:
\n– Nooolar, m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 verin d\u0259 o meyv\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n!
\nQ\u0131z\u0131 sevinc\u0259k tez h\u0259r meyv\u0259d\u0259n yuyub d\u0259rin bo\u015fqabda atas\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na qoydu. Edik h\u0259rislikl\u0259 meyv\u0259l\u0259rin h\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n bir-iki di\u015fl\u0259k ala-ala yem\u0259y\u0259 giri\u015fdi. Bu yeyi\u015f torpaq, meyv\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259n \u00e7ox, son g\u00fcnl\u0259rini ya\u015fayan x\u0259st\u0259nin meyv\u0259y\u0259 yerikl\u0259m\u0259sin\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Ham\u0131 donub Edikin i\u015ftahla meyv\u0259l\u0259rin suyunu \u00e7\u0259n\u0259si a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ax\u0131da-ax\u0131da yem\u0259sin\u0259 tama\u015fa edirdi. Edik n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 oldu\u011funu duydumu, ya doydumu, q\u0259fil \u0259ll\u0259rini bo\u015fqabdan \u00e7\u0259kdi, Eldar\u0131 minn\u0259tdarl\u0131q dolu bax\u0131\u015fla s\u00fczd\u00fc v\u0259 ciddi g\u00f6rk\u0259m al\u0131b soru\u015fdu:
\n– \u018fzizim, meyv\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7ox sa\u011f ol, m\u0259n\u0259 can verdin. S\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259timizd\u0259n bir ovuc torpaq g\u0259tirm\u0259yini ist\u0259mi\u015fdim, q\u0259brim\u0259 t\u00f6km\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. G\u0259tirmis\u0259n? Yoxsa yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b?!
\nEldar sualdan tutuldu, yanaqlar\u0131 alland\u0131, ovuclar\u0131 t\u0259rl\u0259di. Dostunun can\u0131 cibind\u0259ymi\u015f kimi, h\u0259y\u0259canla cibl\u0259rini axtard\u0131 v\u0259 d\u0259smal\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. Aeroport yolundan y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 rus torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 Edik\u0259 verdi. Edik d\u0259smal\u0131 ald\u0131, a\u00e7\u0131b torpa\u011f\u0131 \u00f6pd\u00fc, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 s\u0131xaraq a\u011flad\u0131, Eldara t\u0259r\u0259f qollar\u0131n\u0131 uzatd\u0131, onun boynunu qucaqlad\u0131. Xeyli h\u0259r ikisi \u00e7iyinl\u0259ri \u0259s\u0259-\u0259s\u0259 s\u0259ssizc\u0259 h\u00f6nk\u00fcrd\u00fc. Eldar dostunun bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmaq ist\u0259mirdi. Bu anda onun \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck arzusu tez oradan uzaqla\u015fmaq idi.
\nOtaqdak\u0131lar da bu m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda t\u0259mkinl\u0259rini itirdil\u0259r, a\u011fla\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Sanki x\u0259st\u0259nin can\u0131n\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259rini alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Ya\u015fanan hissl\u0259r ani olaraq onlar\u0131 b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u0259\u015fdirdi, ail\u0259vil\u0259\u015fdirdi, safla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131… Pakl\u0131q m\u0259qam\u0131 Edikin general qayn\u0131n\u0131n o\u011flu il\u0259 q\u0259fil ota\u011fa daxil olmas\u0131 an\u0131nad\u0259k davam etdi. Araya s\u00fckut \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. X\u0259st\u0259 ziyar\u0259tin\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f qonum-qon\u015fular t\u0259l\u0259sik g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 silib kimisi qorxudan, kimisi nifr\u0259td\u0259n oran\u0131 t\u0259rk etdi. Otaqda yaln\u0131z ev adamlar\u0131 qald\u0131lar. General Samvel Qriqoryan\u0131n bac\u0131s\u0131 evi olsa da, o, burada arzuolunmaz \u015f\u0259xs say\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Rus ordusunun t\u0259rkibind\u0259 Xocal\u0131 soyq\u0131r\u0131m\u0131n\u0131n i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 olmu\u015f bu \u015f\u0259xsd\u0259n yax\u0131n qohumlar\u0131 imtina etmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Edik onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 t\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcb evind\u0259n qovmu\u015fdu. Samvelin bu g\u0259li\u015finin s\u0259b\u0259bi he\u00e7 d\u0259 yezn\u0259sind\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm aya\u011f\u0131nda halall\u0131q almaq ist\u0259yi deyildi. O e\u015fitmi\u015fdi ki, Edikin Az\u0259rbaycandan dostu g\u0259lib. El\u0259 bir dost ki, yezn\u0259si onun k\u0259silib at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f d\u0131rna\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qayn\u0131n\u0131n generall\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u00fcst\u00fcn tutur. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bura qona\u011f\u0131 sancmaq, araya qan\u0131qaral\u0131q salmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Eldar da bu rus-erm\u0259ni general\u0131 haqq\u0131nda e\u015fitmi\u015fdi. Onun arzusunu \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 qoymaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ona qo\u015fulmama\u011fa \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00f6z verdi. Aya\u011fa durdu, Samveli g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7in\u0259 baxaraq nifr\u0259tl\u0259 s\u00fczd\u00fc, \u00e7arpay\u0131ya yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b Ediki qucaqlad\u0131, aln\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u0259r\u0259k:
\n– M\u0259n gedim. Yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n y\u00fcng\u00fcl olsun! – dedi – Qar\u011falar qar\u0131ldamam\u0131\u015f, vidala\u015faq!
\nEdik torpaqla dolu d\u0259smal\u0131 sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131, n\u0259mli g\u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259 dostuna \u015f\u00fckranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131, s\u0259rt bax\u0131\u015fla qayn\u0131na baxd\u0131, n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259di, a\u011fz\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259ns\u0259 d\u0259, s\u0259si \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131. Eldar onu e\u015fitdi, n\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259diyini anlad\u0131. O ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, Edik qayn\u0131 kimi qatill\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kir. Eldar dostuna bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla halall\u0131q ver\u0259r\u0259k, qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f add\u0131mlad\u0131. Edikin q\u0131z\u0131 \u0259yilib onun ayaqqab\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n ipini ba\u011flad\u0131, penc\u0259yini tutdu v\u0259 a\u011flayaraq onu qucaqlad\u0131: \u201cG\u0259ldiyiniz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sa\u011f olun, \u0259mi!\u201d
\nBayaqdan bu m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259ni sakitc\u0259 seyr ed\u0259n Samvel ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulayaraq rusca \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcnk\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r ya\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131. Edikin sin\u0259sin\u0259 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk s\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u0259smal\u0131 zorla ondan alaraq o\u011fluna sar\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fc v\u0259 Eldara e\u015fitdirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:
\n– Serjikcan, bu torpaq Az\u0259rbaycandan g\u0259tirilib. Al bu d\u0259smal\u0131, i\u00e7ind\u0259ki t\u00fcrk torpa\u011f\u0131d\u0131r, apar Hayastana s\u0259p, qoy torpa\u011f\u0131m\u0131za qar\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. Biz \u0259srl\u0259rl\u0259 t\u00fcrk torpaqlar\u0131na qar\u0131\u015f-qar\u0131\u015f, ovuc-ovuc yiy\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fik. H\u0259r ovuc torpaq arzumuza – b\u00f6y\u00fck Hayastana bizi qovu\u015fdurur. Ha-ha-ha!
\n– S\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259s\u0259n, fa\u015fists\u0259n. Allah\u0131n k\u00f6m\u0259kliyi il\u0259 c\u0259zan\u0131z\u0131 ver\u0259c\u0259yik, – dey\u0259r\u0259k Eldar qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131, h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb taksiy\u0259 mindi.
\n… T\u0259yyar\u0259 buludlar\u0131 yar\u0131b s\u0259mada yoluna d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 Eldar \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi, d\u0259rind\u0259n k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. O, dostu Edikin hal\u0131na ac\u0131d\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini t\u0259yyar\u0259nin tavan\u0131na zill\u0259yib dodaqalt\u0131 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131: “Allah, ke\u00e7 g\u00fcnah\u0131mdan. Bir s\u0259n \u015fahids\u0259n ki, bil\u0259r\u0259kd\u0259n aldatmad\u0131m dostumu…” \u018fliqanl\u0131 general yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259: ” B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, el\u0259 bel\u0259 olmas\u0131 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t imi\u015f…” – dey\u0259 rahatland\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 777 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(hekay\u0259) Eldar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r burul\u011fan\u0131ndan qurtula bilmirdi. Bir-birini t\u0259kzib ed\u0259n fikirl\u0259rin m\u00fcbariz\u0259sind\u0259 qalibi m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n etm\u0259kd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Bu s\u0259f\u0259r ona n\u00fcfuzunu itirm\u0259k bahas\u0131na ba\u015fa g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. Erm\u0259nil\u0259r Qaraba\u011f\u0131 i\u015f\u011fal ed\u0259nd\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r. Edikl\u0259 aralar\u0131nda q\u0131rx illik dostluq \u0259laq\u0259l\u0259ri var idi. Bir ail\u0259 kimi ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Edik araya i\u011fti\u015fa\u015f salanlar\u0131 l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, ail\u0259sin\u0259 Erm\u0259nistanda, Qaraba\u011fda v\u0259d edil\u0259n \u201cc\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259n\u201d imtina edib […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":12282,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1,16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12281"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12281"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12281\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12286,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12281\/revisions\/12286"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/12282"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12281"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12281"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12281"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}