{"id":12288,"date":"2019-02-01T01:31:15","date_gmt":"2019-01-31T21:31:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12288"},"modified":"2019-02-01T01:31:15","modified_gmt":"2019-01-31T21:31:15","slug":"eyyub-cabbaroglu-essel%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12288","title":{"rendered":"EYYUB CABBARO\u011eLU – Essel\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"
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EYYUB CABBARO\u011eLU (R\u0259\u015fidov) Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131-esseist, ali t\u0259hsilli m\u00fch\u0259ndis, \u201cB\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259\u201d \u0259d\u0259bi d\u0259rgisinin \u0259m\u0259kda\u015f\u0131 v\u0259 \u201cPalitra\u201d \u018fd\u0259bi Klubunun h\u0259ms\u0259dridir. Hekay\u0259, esse v\u0259 b\u0259dii-publisistik yaz\u0131lar\u0131 d\u00f6vri m\u0259tbuatda, \u0259d\u0259bi almanaxlarda d\u0259rc olunub.<\/p><\/div>\n

HAMAM SUYU B\u018fHAN\u018fD\u0130R<\/p>\n

Hamam suyu il\u0259 tutulan dostdan bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra nec\u0259 qoxu g\u0259ldiyini ham\u0131 olmasa da, ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r bilirl\u0259r. He\u00e7 kim\u0259 arzulam\u0131ram, \u00e7ox k\u00f6t\u00fc \u015feydir. \u0130lk bax\u0131\u015fda adama el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, iyi olmayan v\u0259 daima iyl\u0259n\u0259n bu k\u00f6t\u00fc \u015feyin g\u00fcnahkar\u0131 guya ki, h\u0259min tutulan dostdur. \u018fslind\u0259 is\u0259, \u0259f\u0259ndim, bu bel\u0259 deyil! N\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn ki…
\n\u0130ndi \u00e7al\u0131\u015faca\u011fam ki, \u201cilk bax\u0131\u015fda\u201d ifad\u0259sind\u0259n yaranan, amma sad\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259 sad\u0259 olan m\u0259tl\u0259bi siz\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131qlay\u0131m v\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259siniz ki, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 he\u00e7 d\u0259 g\u00fcman etdiyiniz q\u0259d\u0259r sad\u0259 deyil. Ba\u015flayaq hamamdan v\u0259 n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 is\u0259 x\u00fcsusi olaraq vur\u011fulanan \u201chamam suyu\u201d ifad\u0259sind\u0259n (h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259krar el\u0259m\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u0259ri ba\u015fdan qeyd edim ki, \u0259ziz oxucu, m\u0259n s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yim h\u0259r fikri sizinl\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr v\u0259 dialoq arzusu il\u0259 bu yaz\u0131ya giri\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m.) Qay\u0131daq hamam suyunun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259-baxmayaraq ki, tapandan-tapana onun alt\u0131nda olur v\u0259 v\u00fccudumuzu t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259, pak etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q. \u018fg\u0259r hamam suyu t\u0259miz olmasayd\u0131 hans\u0131sa g\u00f6st\u0259ricisin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 i\u00e7diyimiz o biri sulardan-o c\u00fcml\u0259d\u0259n i\u00e7in\u0259 qaz vurulub plastik qablara doldurulmu\u015f Qax, Vayx\u0131r, Sirab, Badaml\u0131 v\u0259 s. sulardan nat\u0259miz olsayd\u0131 he\u00e7 pak olmayan v\u00fccudumuzu onunla pak ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdikmi?! Y\u00fcz\u0259-y\u00fcz \u201cyox\u201d dey\u0259c\u0259yiniz\u0259 \u0259min\u0259m. M\u0259tl\u0259bin birin\u0259 ayd\u0131nl\u0131q g\u0259tirdik.
\n\u0130kincisi, bir anl\u0131\u011fa t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259k ki, bu su (\u0259st\u0259\u011ffirullah) nat\u0259mizdir. Onda, brat, tutdu\u011fun v\u0259 ya tutmaq ist\u0259diyin dostun su\u00e7u n\u0259, g\u00fcnah\u0131 n\u0259? \u018fg\u0259r dost dey\u0259c\u0259yin adama nat\u0259miz suyu r\u0259va bilmis\u0259ns\u0259 dem\u0259li u\u011fra\u015fl\u0131q s\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259ndir, dig\u0259rind\u0259 yoox!… Nat\u0259miz suda qazlar, \u00f6rd\u0259kl\u0259r, cam\u0131\u015flar v\u0259 sair\u0259 heyvanlar\u0131n feyziyab oldu\u011funu s\u0259n d\u0259, tutmaq ist\u0259diyin \u201cdost\u201d da bilir, daha izaha hac\u0259t qalm\u0131r.
\n\u0130ndiy\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n deyil\u0259nl\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rd\u0259n birin\u0259, daha do\u011frusu birnciy\u0259, y\u0259ni dost tutma\u011fa aid idi. \u018fmma dostluq t\u0259\u015f\u0259bb\u00fcs\u00fc ikinci t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259xsus olarsa, y\u0259ni \u0259slind\u0259 dost cox m\u0259har\u0259tl\u0259 maskalanm\u0131\u015f bir v\u0259l\u0259duznad\u0131rsa, onda o \u00f6z\u00fc dosttutand\u0131r-tutulan yox. Bel\u0259 olduqda m\u0259tl\u0259b bir q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 q\u0259lizl\u0259\u015fir. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin ki, ikinci t\u0259r\u0259f suyun nat\u0259miz oldu\u011funu v\u0259 bu suyun yaln\u0131z yuxar\u0131da qeyd etdiyim q\u0259bild\u0259n olan ev v\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6l heyvanlar\u0131n\u0131n xobbisi oldu\u011funu bil\u0259-bil\u0259 bel\u0259 dostlu\u011fa gedir. \u018fg\u0259r t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etdinizs\u0259 onda g\u00f6r\u00fcn biirnci t\u0259r\u0259fi n\u0259 v\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. X\u0259yan\u0259t, arxadan vurulan z\u0259rb\u0259, q\u0259sd-vara, d\u00f6vl\u0259t\u0259, m\u0259nliy\u0259, namusa, qeyr\u0259t\u0259 t\u0259cav\u00fcz. Onun \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 Bayandur xan\u0131n alic\u0259n\u0259bl\u0131q ed\u0259r\u0259k, layiq oldu\u011fu halda bel\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ninin atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ox-\u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc z\u0259rb\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. Ac\u0131 da olsa h\u0259qiq\u0259t budur.
\n\u00c7ox az t\u0259sad\u00fcf oluna bil\u0259c\u0259k b\u0259nz\u0259rsiz v\u0259 unikal hadis\u0259 o vaxt ba\u015f ver\u0259 bil\u0259r ki, ikinci t\u0259r\u0259f dost tutan\u0131n suyunun namiz\u0259dliyini d\u0259, m\u0259krli fikrini d\u0259, iblis xisl\u0259tini d\u0259 bil\u0259-bil\u0259 t\u0259klif olunan dostlu\u011fu q\u0259bul edir v\u0259 bu dostlu\u011fa sonacan sadiq qal\u0131r. Bu ehtimal s\u0131f\u0131ra b\u0259rab\u0259r oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 daha geni\u015f fikir y\u00fcr\u00fctm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki bel\u0259 \u0259m\u0259l sahibi yaln\u0131z ilahi insan v\u0259 ya Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r \u00f6vlad\u0131 ola bil\u0259r. SBu yaz\u0131n\u0131n yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalmas\u0131na s\u0259b\u0259b \u0259lyazmam\u0131 oxuyan dostumun m\u0259n\u0259 tutdu\u011fu irad oldu. V\u0259 bu iraddan sonra qeyd olunan P.S yarand\u0131.
\nP.S. Hamam suyu da b\u0259han\u0259dir-arpa \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi kimi.
\niyun 2008-ci il<\/p>\n

CINDIR<\/p>\n

\u00c7oxu min t\u0259n\u0259 edir ki, yubkalar\u0131n razrezin\u0259,
\nBilm\u0259yir dalda c\u0131r\u0131\u011fnan yolu asan gedirik.
\nBaba P\u00fcnhan
\nVallah, bu yaz\u0131ya el\u0259 \u201cc\u0131r\u0131q\u201d ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 daha \u00e7ox yara\u015fard\u0131. N\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn ki, onun yaranma s\u0259b\u0259bi d\u0259 m\u0259hrum Baba P\u00fcnhan\u0131n d\u00fcz on il bundan \u00f6nc\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cAcl\u0131\u011fa qurban gedirik\u201d \u015feiridir. \u00d6l\u00fcm i\u00e7\u0259risnd\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcr\u0259n bu f\u0259dai \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u201cCip\u201d v\u0259 \u201cNissan\u201dlarda meydan sulayan, yol polisini toza basan, dollarla qulaq k\u0259s\u0259n c\u0131nd\u0131rlara qurban etdi. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc qurban ed\u0259r\u0259k yazd\u0131 ki, cinsi v\u0259 zat\u0131 b\u0259lli olmayan bu c\u0131nd\u0131r v\u0259 c\u0131r\u0131qlar \u00f6zl\u0259ri oxumasalar da onlar\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyaya \u201cb\u0259x\u015f\u201d ed\u0259n v\u0259 s\u0259s-k\u00fcy\u00fc ali m\u0259clisl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n har\u0131n valideyinl\u0259ri b\u0259lk\u0259 e\u015fidib g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rind\u0259n bir \u015fey anlayaraq t\u00f6vb\u0259 ed\u0259l\u0259r. H\u0259yat\u0131n yaln\u0131z v\u0259 yaln\u0131z g\u00f6d\u0259nd\u0259, \u0259yya\u015fl\u0131qda, yubka c\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6rm\u0259zl\u0259r.
\n\u018fb\u0259s, Baba, \u0259b\u0259s! Q\u0259lbi kimi a\u011f\u0131 da qara, ba\u011f\u0131 da qara olan qarabalalar O\u011fuz xan\u0131n\u0131n qara \u00e7ad\u0131rda otuzdurduqlar\u0131d\u0131r. Mir Teymurun yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi bunlar \u00f6vladlar\u0131na \u201cqanl k\u00f6yn\u0259k\u201d g\u0259tirm\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259dirl\u0259r. \u00d6yr\u0259dirl\u0259r ki, \u0259g\u0259r sabah \u201ch\u00f6rm\u0259tli adam\u201d olmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259ns\u0259 bu g\u00fcn \u00f6z i\u00e7ind\u0259 Ad\u0259m \u00f6vlad\u0131na xas olan b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00fcsb\u0259t keyfiyy\u0259tl\u0259ri tapdala, sil, tulla. T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, bu c\u0131nd\u0131r f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259si \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc elita adland\u0131ranlar\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259tin\u0259 hakim k\u0259silib. C\u0131r\u0131q v\u0259 c\u0131nd\u0131r ifad\u0259l\u0259ri siz\u0259 \u0259d\u0259dbd\u0259n k\u0259nar g\u0259lm\u0259sin. \u0130st\u0259s\u0259niz Az\u0259rbaycan dilinin izahi l\u00fc\u011f\u0259tinin 486-487-ci s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131n. Baban\u0131n dediyi kimi c\u0131r\u0131q t\u0259kc\u0259 dalda deyil, qabaqda, h\u0259m d\u0259 yanlardad\u0131r. Bel\u0259likl\u0259, g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcz kimi ax\u0131r\u0131 gedib yana v\u0259 \u0259ndama c\u0131xan c\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131n x\u0259tas\u0131ndan qurtarmaq m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcld\u00fcr. O ki qald\u0131 \u201chay\u201dlara ondan voob\u015fe qurtara bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 Baba P\u00fcnhan\u0131n \u015feirind\u0259 (ruhu m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flas\u0131n) d\u0259yi\u015fiklik ed\u0259r\u0259rk:
\n\u201cH\u0259l\u0259lik d\u00fczl\u00fck ad\u0131ynan d\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb yan gedirik,
\nGedirik, \u0259zm il\u0259 biz \u201cyan\u201dlara qurban gedirik\u201d.<\/p>\n

30 dekabr 2008-ci il
\n\u0130 T<\/p>\n

\u00d6t\u0259n \u0259srin \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259, lap el\u0259 ortas\u0131nad\u0259k itl\u0259 \u0259n yax\u0131n dostlu\u011fu, yolda\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kim edib? Sual\u0131m xo\u015funuza g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259r. M\u0259hz ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bu suala \u00f6z\u00fcm cavab verir\u0259m. B\u0259zi \u201cs\u00f6z sahibl\u0259rinin\u201d la\u011fla, ri\u015f\u011f\u0259ndl\u0259, a\u011f\u0131z b\u00fcz\u0259-b\u00fcz\u0259 dil\u0259 g\u0259tirdikl\u0259ri baba v\u0259 atalar\u0131m\u0131z! \u0130tin s\u0259daq\u0259ti, dostlu\u011fu v\u0259 etibar\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7ox deyilib. Son vaxtlar biz d\u0259 televerli\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 bunun \u015fahidi oluruq. M\u0259\u015fhurlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ov s\u0259hn\u0259l\u0259ri v\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259rini d\u0259 yad\u0131n\u0131za sal\u0131n.
\n… \u0130t dey\u0259n kimi ilk \u00f6nc\u0259 adam\u0131n yad\u0131na ov v\u0259 \u0259t d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 ki, h\u0259m d\u0259 od v\u0259 su. Bax\u0131n, it, ov, \u0259t, od v\u0259 su. Birc\u0259 qal\u0131r ocaq ba\u015f\u0131nda oturub iti d\u0259 qonaq etm\u0259k \u015f\u0259rti il\u0259 yem\u0259k. A\u011fz\u0131m suland\u0131. M\u0259n itl\u0259 ova getmi\u015f\u0259m, amma qu\u015f ovuna. S\u00f6hb\u0259t u\u00e7an v\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259n qu\u015flardan gedir, g\u0259z\u0259n qu\u015flara it g\u0259r\u0259k olmur. N\u0259yi bilm\u0259s\u0259niz d\u0259 bunu bilm\u0259mi\u015f deyilsiniz.
\n\u0130ndi d\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131ram atalar\u0131n \u201citl\u0259 dost ol, amma \u00e7oma\u011f\u0131 yer\u0259 qoyma\u201d deyimin\u0259. \u018ff\u0259ndim, b\u0259lk\u0259 bu deyimin n\u0259d\u0259n v\u0259 haradan qaynaqland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 siz a\u00e7\u0131qlayas\u0131n\u0131z. Qorxuram ki, m\u0259n \u00e7\u0259r\u0259n\u00e7ilik ed\u0259m, yaz\u0131n\u0131n l\u0259zz\u0259ti qa\u00e7a. Bilmir\u0259m, n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 i\u00e7imd\u0259 bir s\u0259s q\u0131\u015fq\u0131ra-q\u0131\u015fq\u0131ra m\u0259n\u0259 deyir ki, \u00e7a\u015fma bala, \u00e7a\u015fma, s\u0259n itin sadiqliyi v\u0259 etibar\u0131n\u0131n canl\u0131 \u015fahidis\u0259n. Atalar bu fikri y\u00fczd\u0259 doxsan faiz 4 yox, 2 ayaql\u0131 itl\u0259r bar\u0259d\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yibl\u0259r. B\u0259s siz nec\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firsiniz? M\u0259n bil\u0259n n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rimiz d\u0259 \u201co qaba it d\u0259yib\u201d dedikd\u0259 iki ayaql\u0131 iti n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutublar. Dey\u0259s\u0259n qorxum \u00e7in oldu.
\nP. S. Seyid \u018fzim: \u201c\u0130t deyil, o d\u0259xi bizim birimiz, bel\u0259 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 f\u0259da dirimiz\u201d-deyib.
\nAyaqlar\u0131n say\u0131ndan as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fc deyin, murdar oldu dem\u0259yin, Yaradan\u0131n xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259z.
\nfevral, 2018<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 605 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

HAMAM SUYU B\u018fHAN\u018fD\u0130R Hamam suyu il\u0259 tutulan dostdan bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra nec\u0259 qoxu g\u0259ldiyini ham\u0131 olmasa da, ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r bilirl\u0259r. He\u00e7 kim\u0259 arzulam\u0131ram, \u00e7ox k\u00f6t\u00fc \u015feydir. \u0130lk bax\u0131\u015fda adama el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, iyi olmayan v\u0259 daima iyl\u0259n\u0259n bu k\u00f6t\u00fc \u015feyin g\u00fcnahkar\u0131 guya ki, h\u0259min tutulan dostdur. \u018fslind\u0259 is\u0259, \u0259f\u0259ndim, bu bel\u0259 deyil! N\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn ki… \u0130ndi […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":12289,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12288"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12288"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12288\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12290,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12288\/revisions\/12290"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/12289"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12288"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12288"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12288"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}