{"id":12400,"date":"2019-04-02T16:33:46","date_gmt":"2019-04-02T11:33:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12400"},"modified":"2019-04-02T16:33:46","modified_gmt":"2019-04-02T11:33:46","slug":"bir-gun-gul%c9%99-gul%c9%99-qayidacaqmi-aglaya-aglaya-koc%c9%99n-k%c9%99lb%c9%99c%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12400","title":{"rendered":"“Bir g\u00fcn g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 qay\u0131dacaqm\u0131, A\u011flaya-a\u011flaya k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259n K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r…”"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"56178608_332906227574623_2362488349333127168_n\"<\/a>“…M\u018fN\u0130M \u00dcR\u018fY\u0130MD\u0130, M\u018fN\u0130M CANIMDI”- deyirdi S\u00fcca\u0259t…<\/p>\n

Arxamca d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00f6ym\u0259sin \u00f6l\u00fcm,
\nD\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u0259m daha….<\/p>\n

Sanki bu misralar sin\u0259sind\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259nc ya\u015f\u0131nda n\u0259f\u0259sinin t\u00fck\u0259n\u0259c\u0259yini bilirdi bu d\u0259y\u0259rli s\u00f6z xiridar\u0131! H\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faq idim ki, evimizd\u0259 bayat\u0131 kimi s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259n bir \u015feir \u0259zb\u0259rim olmu\u015fdu. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik babam p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 dayan\u0131b,g\u00f6zl\u0259rini dupduru g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 zill\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131yla deyirdi. Bir g\u00fcn dayanmay\u0131b soru\u015fdum:
\nBaba, bu bayat\u0131n\u0131 hardan \u00f6yr\u0259nmis\u0259n?
\nBabam g\u00f6zl\u0259rini m\u0259nd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131raraq yava\u015fca dill\u0259ndi:
\nYa\u015f\u0131lg\u00f6zl\u00fcm, bu bayat\u0131 deyil, S\u00fcca\u0259tin \u015feiridir!
\nS\u00fcca\u0259tin! \u0130ll\u0259r boyu bu d\u0259y\u0259rli insan\u0131,xalq\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n sevil\u0259r\u0259k ucalan s\u00f6z xiridar\u0131 \u2014-S\u00fcca\u0259t \u018fhm\u0259dov Yunus o\u011flunun ismini S\u00fccay\u0259t kimi bilirdim. Ta ki, az\u0259rbaycan dilinin z\u0259nginliyini m\u0259nims\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m, \u0259d\u0259bi d\u00fcnyan\u0131n qaymaqlar\u0131n\u0131n yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m zamana q\u0259d\u0259r… V\u0259 m\u0259hz o zaman anlad\u0131m babam\u0131n o \u015feiri niy\u0259 el\u0259 yan\u011f\u0131yla s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259sini. B\u0259li, o \u015feir V\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259n did\u0259rgin d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n bir \u00fcr\u0259yin h\u0259sr\u0259tinin \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 imi\u015f. Hans\u0131 ki, s\u0259fal\u0131 yaylaqlar\u0131n, i\u00e7dikc\u0259 doyulmayan bulaqlar\u0131n, min bir d\u0259rdin d\u0259rman\u0131 olan \u201c\u0130stisu\u201d-nun g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ovuc-ovuc i\u00e7\u0259n, s\u0259h\u0259r erk\u0259nd\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fc Murova t\u0259r\u0259f dayanaraq da\u011f\u0131n t\u0259rt\u0259miz havas\u0131n\u0131 ciy\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n biri \u2014m\u0259hz o havan\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259-\u00e7\u0259k\u0259 d\u00fcnya adlanan bu fanilikd\u0259n V\u0259t\u0259nin a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u0259lin o \u015feirin yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131yla bizl\u0259r d\u0259 al\u0131\u015faq, al\u0131\u015faq ki, hans\u0131 x\u0259zin\u0259ni itirdiyimizi anlaya bil\u0259k!<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131lar\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda,
\n\u0130nild\u0259y\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131m oyy, da\u011f\u0131m oyy.
\nS\u0131z\u0131m-s\u0131z\u0131m s\u0131z\u0131ldayan bula\u011f\u0131m,
\nViran olmu\u015f g\u00fcl\u015f\u0259nim oyy,ba\u011f\u0131m oyy.<\/p>\n

Dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa s\u00f6z\u00fc hardan al\u0131m m\u0259n,
\nA\u011flama\u011fa g\u00f6z\u00fc hardan al\u0131m m\u0259n.
\nQ\u00fcrb\u0259t eld\u0259 sizi hardan al\u0131m m\u0259n,
\nO da\u011flarda sevinc dolu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131m oyy.<\/p>\n

S\u00fcca\u0259t\u0259m ,t\u0259piyibdi doda\u011f\u0131m,
\nSin\u0259m \u00fcst\u0259 silin\u0259rmi bu da\u011f\u0131m?
\nYad \u0259ll\u0259rl\u0259 silk\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n buda\u011f\u0131m,
\nTapdalanm\u0131\u015f bostan\u0131m oyy,ta\u011f\u0131m oyy.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 deyim, bilmir\u0259m ki. K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rin K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rsiz \u015fairi! \u018fslind\u0259 haral\u0131yam sual\u0131 ver\u0259n birin\u0259 insan dem\u0259zdim. \u00c7\u00fcnki torpaq dey\u0259nd\u0259 \u015foran \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u0259n tutmu\u015f b\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tli d\u00fczl\u0259rin\u0259 kimi h\u0259r yer V\u0259t\u0259ndir! Eynil\u0259 bu a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 k\u00f6z\u00fc qopmu\u015f sin\u0259sind\u0259 g\u0259zdir\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259n V\u0259t\u0259n o\u011flunun s\u0259tirl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259s\u0259lli etm\u0259si kimi!<\/p>\n

S\u0259n ey V\u0259t\u0259n xaini, s\u0259n ey mill\u0259t d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni,
\n\u015eirinin z\u0259h\u0259r oldu, a\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 qaytar geri.
\nAz\u0259rbaycan xalq\u0131n\u0131n l\u0259k\u0259siz namusunu,
\nAz\u0259rbaycan xalq\u0131n\u0131n tac\u0131n\u0131 qaytar geri.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6nm\u0259z igidl\u0259rimin k\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n at\u0131lan,
\nM\u0259sum k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rimin tonqallarda \u00e7at\u0131lan,
\nDiri-diri k\u0259silib a\u011falara sat\u0131lan,
\nCavanlar\u0131n qolunu, q\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 qaytar geri.<\/p>\n

B\u0259d\u0259ni par\u00e7a-par\u00e7a zindanlara at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f,
\nH\u0259r c\u00fcr t\u0259hqir olunmu\u015f, h\u0259r cur \u0259l\u0259 sal\u0131nm\u0131\u015f,
\nErm\u0259ninin \u0259liyl\u0259 birc\u0259-birc\u0259 yolunmu\u015f,
\nQ\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n-g\u0259linimin sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 qaytar geri.<\/p>\n

Arxa se\u00e7din \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259f\u0259ndini, pa\u015fan\u0131,
\nVar\u0131m\u0131 da\u015f\u0131ma\u011fa milyon qo\u015fqu qo\u015fan\u0131,
\nQ\u0131z\u0131l pula satd\u0131\u011f\u0131n Z\u0259ngilan\u0131, \u015eu\u015fan\u0131,
\nCan\u0131m\u0131z K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259ri, La\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 qaytar geri.<\/p>\n

Elsiz ya\u015famaq \u00e7\u0259tin, evsiz ya\u015famaq \u00e7\u0259tin,
\nBa\u011fr\u0131na od basm\u0131san bu b\u0259db\u0259xt m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tin,
\nDa\u011flar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin, ba\u011flar\u0131n b\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tin,
\n\u018fkini qaytar geri, bi\u00e7ini qaytar geri.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimiz \u015f\u0259l\u0259li, \u0259ll\u0259rimiz bo\u015f oldu,
\nYaz\u0131m\u0131z, bahar\u0131m\u0131z bird\u0259f\u0259lik q\u0131\u015f oldu,
\nYor\u011fan\u0131m\u0131z qar boran, d\u00f6\u015f\u0259yimiz da\u015f oldu,
\nTopda\u011f\u0131tmaz evl\u0259rin i\u00e7ini qaytar geri.<\/p>\n

Azd\u0131rd\u0131n bir mill\u0259tin d\u00fcz \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131n, d\u00fcz izin,
\nBir el haqq\u0131n dal\u0131yca s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr dizin-dizin,
\nP\u0259r\u0259n-p\u0259r\u0259n sald\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir milyon kims\u0259sizin,
\nY\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc qaytar geri, k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fc qaytar geri.<\/p>\n

S\u00fcca\u0259t\u0259m d\u00f6zm\u00fcr\u0259m, yurd-yuvas\u0131z \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m,
\nN\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b, n\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00fcr\u0259m,
\nBa\u015fqa \u015fey\u0259 qeyr\u0259tin \u00e7atmayacaq, bilir\u0259m,
\nBar\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcr \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, su\u00e7unu qaytar geri.<\/p>\n

\"55920875_647340355700231_3466360726124232704_n\"<\/a>H\u0259r s\u0259tird\u0259 bir intizar, bir inilti, bir \u00fcsyan! S\u00f6z xiridar\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n \u00e7ox sevdiyim x\u00fcsusiyy\u0259ti d\u0259 m\u0259hz bu c\u0259sar\u0259ti oldu. C\u0259sar\u0259tli insanlardan qorxmay\u0131n \u0259zizl\u0259rim, \u00e7\u00fcnki s\u00f6z\u00fc birba\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 dey\u0259n biri \u2014n\u0259 arxadan pasl\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7aqla \u00fcr\u0259yini de\u015fm\u0259z, n\u0259 d\u0259 kirli \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndak\u0131 torpaqda s\u0259ni basd\u0131ra bilm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn quyular qazmaz. Yaln\u0131z ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rinizi a\u00e7araq h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259rin ac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dadd\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015far. \u00c7al\u0131\u015far ki, qalan \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fczd\u0259 bir d\u0259 namus dey\u0259nd\u0259 \u201cXocal\u0131dak\u0131\u201d 11 ya\u015fl\u0131 k\u00f6rp\u0259nin viran olmas\u0131n\u0131, K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259 vertolyotlarla m\u0259nfurlar\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131na at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f s\u00fcd\u0259m\u0259r k\u00f6rp\u0259li g\u0259linl\u0259rin talel\u0259rinin \u015fahidi olmayas\u0131z. Amma, xeyr! Bizl\u0259r h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri dey\u0259nl\u0259ri ya \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259rik, ya da qaranl\u0131q zindanlarda \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcd\u0259r\u0259k G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 tamarz\u0131 qoyar\u0131k. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u015f\u00f6l\u0259sind\u0259n uzaq olan torpa\u011f\u0131n da, havan\u0131n da, bitkinin d\u0259, suyun da m\u0259hv olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bil\u0259-bil\u0259 h\u0259m d\u0259. H\u0259tta bu i\u015f\u0131qdan uzaq qalan ruh insan\u0131 olarsa! Bu q\u0259d\u0259r ac\u0131lara dayana bil\u0259n \u015fair, yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc deyil d\u0259, \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259tiyl\u0259 qovrulan Anas\u0131n\u0131n iniltisin\u0259 s\u0259tirl\u0259riyl\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli verm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fa bil\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00fcr\u0259k sahibi!<\/p>\n

Deyin dustaqlar\u0131 buraxacaqlar?
\nQoy q\u0259m bozartmas\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn anam\u0131n.
\nDeyinq\u0131r\u0131lacaq z\u00fclm\u00fcn z\u0259nciri,
\nBirt\u0259h\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yozun anam\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Talanm\u0131\u015f \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u00fc, g\u00fcnd\u00fc neyl\u0259yim,
\nB\u0259xtimin \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fc, neyl\u0259yim?
\nSevinci f\u0259ra\u011fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc neyl\u0259yim
\ns\u00f6hb\u0259ti n\u0259\u011fm\u0259d\u0259n h\u0259zin anam\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259h\u0259r gizl\u0259nibmi\u015f a\u015f\u0131m\u0131n altda,
\nbir d\u0259rya var imi\u015f qa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n altda.
\nYast\u0131\u011f\u0131m da\u015f oldu ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n altda,
\nBurda hardan al\u0131m dizin anam\u0131n?<\/p>\n

S\u00fcca\u0259t, etdil\u0259r talan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc,
\nkor olsun da\u015flara \u00e7alan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc.
\ntalanan taland\u0131, qalan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 yaz\u0131n anam\u0131n.
\nO ki, deyirl\u0259r d\u0259 torpaq V\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015flar , V\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 Anad\u0131r dey\u0259! H\u0259r iki m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sliyi \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 sev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259k d\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 n\u0259sib olmur. Amma S\u00fcca\u0259t \u00fcr\u0259yinin f\u0131rt\u0131nalar\u0131 da\u015faraq d\u0259niz kimi bizl\u0259ri a\u011fu\u015funa ala bilir\u2014torpa\u011f\u0131na, Anas\u0131na m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fck oldu\u011funu g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k. H\u0259m d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00f6v insanl\u0131\u011fa h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259ki a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259sini alma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 gizl\u0259d\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259k\u2014eynil\u0259 bu \u015feirind\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi!<\/p>\n

Xo\u015fum g\u0259lmir tez al\u0131\u015f\u0131b-s\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259n,
\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259 y\u00fcz illik k\u00f6z saxlay\u0131ram.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 bundan a\u011f\u0131r g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm,
\nSin\u0259md\u0259 ehtiyat s\u00f6z saxlay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

Uzaqdan t\u0259tiyi s\u0131xma\u011fa n\u0259 var,
\nArxadan c\u00fcm\u00fcl\u00fcb y\u0131xma\u011fa n\u0259 var.
\nKi\u00e7ik d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa n\u0259 var,
\n\u00c7\u0259tin s\u0131naqlara diz saxlay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanlar bir-birin q\u0259drini bils\u0259,
\nQ\u0259m n\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259t eyl\u0259r qo\u015funla g\u0259ls\u0259?
\nT\u00f6k\u0259r\u0259m, nadana qo\u015fulub g\u00fcls\u0259,
\nEln\u0259n a\u011flama\u011fa g\u00f6z saxlay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

S\u00fcca\u0259t, \u00fcr\u0259yim \u0259sim-\u0259simdi,
\nH\u0259qiq\u0259tin s\u0259si-m\u0259nim s\u0259simdi.
\nEtibar b\u0259simdi, ilqar b\u0259simdi,
\nM\u0259n var\u0131-d\u00f6vl\u0259ti az saxlay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

Bil\u0259nl\u0259r sual ed\u0259r ki, S\u00fca\u0259tin \u015feirl\u0259ri yaln\u0131z V\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259nmi ibar\u0259t? Cavab\u0131m sad\u0259\u2014m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t d\u0259 Anayla ba\u015flar, V\u0259t\u0259nl\u0259 bit\u0259r! B\u0259li, \u015fairin sevgi \u015fairl\u0259ri d\u0259 \u00e7ox. Amma K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rin an\u0131m g\u00fcn\u00fc olan bu g\u00fcnd\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti h\u0259r hans\u0131 bir insana olan m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7ox-\u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck. Bunun \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fcz olmas\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 daha yax\u015f\u0131 \u015f\u0259hid qan\u0131yla suvar\u0131lan torpa\u011f\u0131n ads\u0131z m\u0259zar da\u015flar\u0131 bil\u0259r! \u015eairin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259ki o m\u0259zar kimi!<\/p>\n

A\u011fl\u0131m t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259z\u0259 k\u0259sirdi h\u0259l\u0259
\nS\u0259n vara, d\u00f6vl\u0259t\u0259 satanda m\u0259ni.
\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t yand\u0131r\u0131b k\u00fcl el\u0259mi\u015fdi
\nOn s\u0259kkiz ya\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7atanda m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Sa\u00e7\u0131mda dolanan d\u0259n idin onda
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 dumand\u0131n, \u00e7\u0259n idin onda
\n\u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz s\u0259n idin onda…
\nAxtaran da m\u0259ni, atan da m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Yollar\u0131m od olub, aya\u011f\u0131m yal\u0131n
\n\u018flind\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fam d\u0259rdin, m\u0259lal\u0131n
\n\u018fridib \u015fam kimi \u015firin x\u0259yal\u0131n
\nSoyuq zindanlarda yatanda m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Onun m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti dilind\u0259 idi
\nH\u0259qiq\u0259t g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn selind\u0259idi
\n\u018flin o al\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259 idi
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tin odlara satanda m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Birimiz a\u011flar\u0131q, birmiz d\u0259 \u015f\u0259n
\nDa\u011fdan a\u011f\u0131r d\u0259rddi S\u00fcca\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n
\nH\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yad\u0131ma s\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n
\nH\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259k a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 tutanda m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

B\u0259li, h\u0259r qad\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi deyil sevdiyini g\u00f6zl\u0259sin, h\u0259r ki\u015finin \u00fcr\u0259yi deyil V\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn can\u0131ndan ke\u00e7sin, h\u0259r V\u0259t\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yi deyil bir par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131n yoxlu\u011funu s\u0259tirl\u0259rin g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sil\u0259-sil\u0259 ya\u015fas\u0131n\u2014bir \u015fairin d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k 59 ya\u015f\u0131nda d\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6\u00e7 etm\u0259si kimi!<\/p>\n

Bu n\u0259 ney s\u0259sidi, n\u0259 kaman s\u0259si,
\nHicran\u0131n haray\u0131, hay\u0131d\u0131, da\u011flar,
\nBir soyuq \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259, bir yad qap\u0131da,
\nBu g\u00fcn sevgilimin toyudu, da\u011flar.<\/p>\n

Arzular, ist\u0259kl\u0259r biz\u0259 d\u0259rd olur,
\nM\u0259ktublar, \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259rd olur,
\nK\u00f6hn\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259r t\u0259z\u0259 d\u0259rd olur,
\nArzum \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 uyudu, da\u011flar.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u00fcca\u0259t deyil\u0259m, k\u00fcl olmu\u015fam, k\u00fcl,
\nD\u0259rdin\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik\u0259m ay sar\u0131 b\u00fclb\u00fcl,
\nSoldu \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n, soldu \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k, soldu g\u00fcl,
\nTorpaq da g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n soyudu, da\u011flar…<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131d\u0131, \u00e7ox! Bir q\u0131z \u00fcr\u0259yin tab g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yi q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox d\u0259rin a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131r. K\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259rimin lal oldu\u011fu, \u00fcr\u0259yimin dayana bil\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r z\u0259if d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rinin e\u015fidilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yi q\u0259d\u0259r \u2014A\u011f\u0131rd\u0131!
\nNec\u0259 ki, K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rin i\u015f\u011fal\u0131ndan sonra yana-yana yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n:<\/p>\n

…Bir g\u00fcn g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 qay\u0131dacaqm\u0131,
\nA\u011flaya-a\u011flaya k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259n K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r…<\/p>\n

G\u00fcc\u00fcm yaln\u0131z bir s\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131r f\u0259dakar \u015fairim! Ruhun \u015fad, torpa\u011f\u0131n bol olsun. S\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z verir\u0259m ki, bir g\u00fcn h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259 oldu\u011fumuz V\u0259t\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k n\u0259sibim olarsa \u2014s\u0259nin v\u0259 Aran\u0131n torpa\u011f\u0131ndan o torpa\u011fa bir ovuc g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m\u2014b\u0259lk\u0259 qovu\u015fas\u0131z dey\u0259!<\/p>\n

M\u0259ry\u0259m \u018fliyeva<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 1396 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

“…M\u018fN\u0130M \u00dcR\u018fY\u0130MD\u0130, M\u018fN\u0130M CANIMDI”- deyirdi S\u00fcca\u0259t… Arxamca d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00f6ym\u0259sin \u00f6l\u00fcm, D\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u0259m daha…. Sanki bu misralar sin\u0259sind\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259nc ya\u015f\u0131nda n\u0259f\u0259sinin t\u00fck\u0259n\u0259c\u0259yini bilirdi bu d\u0259y\u0259rli s\u00f6z xiridar\u0131! H\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faq idim ki, evimizd\u0259 bayat\u0131 kimi s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259n bir \u015feir \u0259zb\u0259rim olmu\u015fdu. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik babam p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 dayan\u0131b,g\u00f6zl\u0259rini dupduru g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 zill\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131yla deyirdi. Bir g\u00fcn dayanmay\u0131b soru\u015fdum: […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":12401,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[5,17,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12400"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12400"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12400\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12403,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12400\/revisions\/12403"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/12401"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12400"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12400"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12400"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}