{"id":12423,"date":"2019-04-02T21:55:03","date_gmt":"2019-04-02T16:55:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12423"},"modified":"2019-04-02T21:55:03","modified_gmt":"2019-04-02T16:55:03","slug":"qalib-s%c9%99fah%c9%99t-muhakim%c9%99-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12423","title":{"rendered":"Qalib \u015e\u0259fah\u0259t – M\u00fchakim\u0259 (HEKAY\u018f)"},"content":{"rendered":"
\"56344501_2623761660970829_6040904474287931392_o\"<\/a>Q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131na a\u011f\u0131r z\u0259rb\u0259 endirilmi\u015f\u00a0 kimi yuxudan dik at\u0131ld\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri alacalan\u0131rd\u0131. Sif\u0259tini tur\u015futdu. \u00dcz-g\u00f6z\u00fc qant\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259 idi. El\u0259 bil ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 suya bas\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.\u00a0 \u00d6sk\u00fcr\u0259k sin\u0259sind\u0259 vulkan kimi p\u00fcsg\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc.\u00a0 Yataq\u0131nda oturub ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 dir\u0259mi\u015fdi. Sif\u0259tini ovcuna tutub d\u0259rin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259y\u0259 dalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qad\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si beynind\u0259 cigild\u0259yirdi. “Ax\u0131r g\u00fcnl\u0259rinl\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fa bilirs\u0259nmi\u201d?\u00a0 “Yox, bar\u0131\u015fa bilmir\u0259m\u201d! \u2013hikk\u0259 il\u0259 dedi.<\/div>\n
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Yataqdan aya\u011fa durmaq ist\u0259di.\u00a0 N\u0259yis\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fib, kims\u0259 ona t\u0259kidl\u0259 aya\u011fa durma\u011fa icaz\u0259 vermirmi\u015f kimi, t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcdl\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b yerind\u0259 oturdu.<\/div>\n
\u00a0\u2013 Yox, dey\u0259s\u0259n bu m\u0259ni bo\u015f buraxmaq ist\u0259mir. \u2013 T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf hiss il\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259di:<\/div>\n
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\u2013Bar\u0131\u015fsam\u00a0 da bar\u0131\u015fmasam da olan\u0131m budur. \u2013deyindi. \u2013Insan\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259li g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 kimi ax\u0131r\u0131 g\u0259lsin.<\/div>\n
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Qad\u0131n\u0131n son m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259 i\u00e7las\u0131ndak\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259rini xat\u0131rlad\u0131. “Allah s\u0259nin c\u0259zan\u0131 versin. Onsuz da ham\u0131n\u0131z bir bezin q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z. Ortal\u0131qda olan haqq-\u0259dal\u0259t itib, amma m\u0259n Allah\u0131m\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259n yap\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, Allah\u0131n m\u0259rham\u0259tin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131ram \u201d.<\/div>\n
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\u2013H\u0259, onda m\u0259n d\u0259 az-\u00e7ox bezin bir q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131\u00a0 say\u0131la bilirdim. \u2013Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6n\u0259, arxaya \u0259yib sif\u0259tini tur\u015futdu. \u2013Zaman\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259tirdi ki, indi he\u00e7 bezin q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131 da ola bilm\u0259dim. Daha\u00a0 he\u00e7 kim\u0259m. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bel\u0259 qism\u0259t imi\u015f.<\/div>\n
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Onda v\u0259kil onun yan\u0131na bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 xahi\u015f\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.\u00a0 ” M\u00f6ht\u0259r\u0259m hakim, onun he\u00e7 bir g\u00fcnah\u0131 yoxdu. \u2013demi\u015fdi. \u2013 \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 bilirsiniz ki, onu \u015f\u0259rl\u0259yibl\u0259r. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 l\u00fct\u00fcn birdir. Atas\u0131 m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olub.\u00a0 Ya\u015fl\u0131 anas\u0131ndan ba\u015fqa bir kimi, kims\u0259si yoxdu. Anan\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131na, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn cavanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n bu i\u015fi \u0259dal\u0259tl\u0259 h\u0259ll ed\u0259k. G\u00f6yd\u0259 Allaha da xo\u015f ged\u0259r\u201d.<\/div>\n
\u018fhmiyy\u0259t verm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Sakitc\u0259 oturub v\u0259kili dinl\u0259mi\u015fdi. V\u0259kil\u00a0 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ona \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131b otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/div>\n
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Ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 v\u0259kil onun yan\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 uz\u00fcn\u00fc b\u00f6zard\u0131b, “A ki\u015fi, deyirs\u0259n g\u00fcnahs\u0131zd\u0131, Allaha da xo\u015f ged\u0259r\u201d. \u2013d\u00fczd\u00fc.<\/div>\n
V\u0259kil onun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259sdiql\u0259yib, \u2013B\u0259li! \u2013demi\u015fdi.<\/div>\n
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\u00a0\u2013Ba\u015fqas\u0131 bilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259n ki, yax\u015f\u0131 bilirs\u0259n. \u2013O, s\u0259sinin tonunu bir az da qald\u0131raq,\u00a0 \u2013Az-\u00e7ox bizim i\u015fimizd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rdarsan. \u00c7ox \u015fey var ki, o bizd\u0259n asl\u0131 deyil. Indi el\u0259 bir zamandir ki, i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259ns\u0259 yuxarn\u0131n xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259lis\u0259n. Vaxt\u0131 vaxt\u0131nda dedikl\u0259rini \u00e7atd\u0131rmal\u0131san. \u00d6z\u00fcn d\u0259 deyirs\u0259n l\u00fct\u00fcn biridir… M\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259! Ham\u0131 nec\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 el\u0259 , el\u0259 bilirs\u0259n t\u0259kc\u0259 m\u0259n bel\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir\u0259m…\u00a0 Bu m\u0259nlik olan i\u015f deyil. Nec\u0259 deyibl\u0259rs\u0259 el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 olmal\u0131d\u0131r. M\u0259n \u00f6z ba\u015f\u0131ma he\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur, get, s\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z i\u015finl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful ol!\u201d.<\/div>\n
G\u0259r\u0259k bel\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259ydim, axr\u0131 nec\u0259 olsayd\u0131 da v\u0259kilin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxayd\u0131m. G\u00f6r aradan ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259r ke\u00e7ib. He\u00e7 n\u0259 yaddan \u00e7\u0131xmay\u0131b. \u2013 T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259nib ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131. \u2013 Sonran\u0131 n\u0259 bilm\u0259k olurmu\u015f eh, v\u0259kil onda d\u00fcz deyirmi\u015f.<\/div>\n
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Onda m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259 zal\u0131nda, m\u00fctt\u0259him k\u00fcrs\u00fcs\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259n, o g\u0259nc o\u011flan\u0131n (dey\u0259s\u0259n ad\u0131 Arif idi, yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xmay\u0131bsa) etkadan k\u0259nar \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. “Deyirs\u0259n, t\u0259qsir m\u0259nd\u0259 deyil. Yax\u015f\u0131, b\u0259s \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00a0 m\u0259rif\u0259t-qanaca\u011f\u0131n, t\u0259rbiyy\u0259n harda qal\u0131b? \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcn, v\u0259zif\u0259li adam\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 a\u011f olursan.\u00a0 Bilirs\u0259n o kimdi? Tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131nm\u0131 s\u0259n onu?<\/div>\n
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G\u0259nc o\u011flan dilini s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259r\u0259k,\u00a0 \u2013”B\u0259li! M\u00f6ht\u0259r\u0259m hakim\u201d!-demi\u015fdi.<\/div>\n
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\u00a0\u2013Tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131nsa g\u0259r\u0259k bel\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259ydin. A\u011fa deyir s\u00fcr d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259, s\u00fcr d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259. A\u011fa il\u0259 a\u011fal\u0131q etm\u0259k olmaz! N\u0259 des\u0259ydi s\u0259n susmal\u0131yd\u0131n, s\u00f6z\u0259 bax\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 gir\u0259l\u0259m\u0259liydin. B\u0259lk\u0259 onun da siz\u0259 r\u0259hmi g\u0259l\u0259rdi.<\/div>\n
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G\u0259nc o\u011flan yerind\u0259n qal\u0131x\u0131b, \u0259d\u0259b-\u0259rkanl\u0131 s\u00f6z ist\u0259mi\u015fdi.”m\u00f6ht\u0259r\u0259m hakim, \u015f\u0259hid atama s\u00f6ydu. M\u0259n d\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259mm\u0259dim\u201d.-demi\u015fdi.\u00a0 -Dedim, “\u015f\u0259r\u0259fsiz, \u015f\u0259hidi s\u00f6y\u00fcrs\u0259n\u201d? O da el\u0259 buna b\u0259nd imi\u015f kimi bir ne\u00e7\u0259 \u015fahid tap\u0131b m\u0259ni h\u0259min andaca polis \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rt\u0131r\u0131b\u00a0 \u00a0g\u00f6t\u00fczd\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr Allaha, indi \u015fahid tapma\u011fa n\u0259 var ki! G\u00fcyya, v\u0259zif\u0259li adam\u0131 t\u0259hqir etmi\u015f\u0259m, \u015f\u0259r\u0259f v\u0259 l\u0259yaq\u0259tini al\u00e7altm\u0131\u015fam. Bir d\u0259f\u0259\u00a0 m\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc demi\u015fdi, “bel\u0259 a\u011f\u0131llanm\u0131rsan,\u00a0 s\u0259ni ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr a\u011f\u0131lland\u0131racam\u201d.<\/div>\n
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Anas\u0131 d\u00f6zm\u0259yib s\u00f6z ist\u0259mi\u015fdi: -M\u00f6ht\u0259r\u0259m hakim m\u0259nim\u00a0 balam\u0131 \u015f\u0259r\u0259 sal\u0131b, b\u0259han\u0259si d\u0259 odur ki, bizim daxman\u0131 \u0259limizd\u0259n als\u0131n. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 demi\u015fdi. “S\u0259nin u\u00e7uq daxman m\u0259nim o boyda imar\u0259timin yan\u0131nda n\u0259 i\u015fi var. \u00c7ox eyb\u0259c\u0259r g\u00f6rs\u0259nir. M\u00fctl\u0259q burdan k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259lisiniz\u201d!<\/div>\n
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Onda o, \u0259rkyana, bir az da sif\u0259tini tur\u015fudub demi\u015fdi: “K\u00f6\u00e7 deyirdi k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259ydin, burda n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin i\u015f var id\u0131\u201d!<\/div>\n
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Qad\u0131n s\u0259sini qald\u0131r\u0131b, “sizd\u0259 insaf deyil\u0259n \u015fey yoxdur. Nec\u0259 \u0259rimd\u0259n qalan evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m. onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn y\u00f6nd\u0259msiz daxma olsa da, m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox \u015feydi o ev. \u015e\u0259hid \u0259riml\u0259 birg\u0259 olan xatir\u0259l\u0259rmiz ya\u015fay\u0131r o evd\u0259. Son d\u0259f\u0259 o, evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b. Onun n\u0259f\u0259si d\u0259yib o ev\u0259, h\u0259nirtisini duyuram o evd\u0259n.<\/div>\n
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Adama \u00fcst\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 bax\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi laqeyidc\u0259sin\u0259 demi\u015fdi:<\/div>\n
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-Yax\u015f\u0131, onda gedib o\u011flun t\u00fcrm\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259r.<\/div>\n
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Qad\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131na hakim k\u0259sil\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi: “Allah s\u0259nin c\u0259zan\u0131 versin. Onsuz da ham\u0131z bir bezin q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z. Ortal\u0131qda olan haqq-\u0259dal\u0259t itib, amma m\u0259n Allah\u0131m\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259n yap\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, Allah\u0131n m\u0259rham\u0259tin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131ram \u201d. \u2013deyib m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259 zal\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rk etmi\u015fdi.<\/div>\n
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\u00c7\u00f6ld\u0259 s\u0259s k\u00fcy qopmu\u015fdu.\u00a0 Qad\u0131n neft t\u00f6k\u00fcb \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yand\u0131rmi\u015fdi. I\u00e7ind\u0259n bir a\u011fr\u0131 ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259 biruz\u0259 vem\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/div>\n
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Qad\u0131n\u0131n sonrak\u0131 talehi haqq\u0131nda maralanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\u00a0 X\u0259b\u0259r tutmu\u015fdu ki, qad\u0131n iki g\u00fcn x\u0259st\u0259xanada yat\u0131b, yan\u0131q d\u0259rin oldu\u011fundan sa\u011faltmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmay\u0131b, haq d\u00fcnyas\u0131na qovu\u015fub.<\/div>\n
\u00a0I\u015fi el\u0259 qurmu\u015fdular ki, h\u0259r \u015fey yat-yut olmu\u015fdu. K\u0259nara s\u0259s s\u0131zma\u011fa imkan verm\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r,\u00a0 s\u0259sini\u00a0 \u00e7\u0131xan\u0131n s\u0259sini\u00a0 i\u00e7ind\u0259c\u0259 bo\u011fmu\u015fdular.<\/div>\n
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Ka\u015f he\u00e7 oxumayayd\u0131m. Bils\u0259ydim axr\u0131m bel\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259k,\u00a0 n\u0259yim\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k idi bu oxumaq m\u0259nim. El\u0259\u00a0 k\u0259nd-k\u0259s\u0259kd\u0259 \u00e7oban olayd\u0131m; maldan, qoyundan saxlay\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131\u00a0 gir\u0259l\u0259y\u0259ydim. Birc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc xo\u015fb\u0259xt hiss eyl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259ydim. S\u0259n dem\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259kc\u0259 oxumaq \u015f\u0259rt deyilmi\u015f. Hans\u0131 yol \u0259l at\u0131rsan at, yen\u0259, sonda s\u0259n c\u0259zalan\u0131rsan. Onlar dediyi kimi edirs\u0259n Tanr\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n c\u0259zaland\u0131r\u0131l\u0131rsan, onlar dediyi kimi etm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6zl\u0259ri s\u0259ni c\u0259zaland\u0131r\u0131rlar.<\/div>\n
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Itirdim, itirdim h\u0259r \u015feyimi itirdim. Daha itiril\u0259si he\u00e7 n\u0259yim qalmay\u0131b.<\/div>\n
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G\u00fcnayla el\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir yerd\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Onun arzusu m\u00fc\u0259llim olmaq idi.\u00a0 Sonralar d\u00fczg\u00fcn anlaya bild\u0131m, sanki el\u0259 bu m\u00fc\u0259llim olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaran\u0131b. M\u00fc\u0259llimlik el\u0259 bil onun boyna, buxununa, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sin\u0259 bi\u00e7ilib.\u00a0 M\u0259n d\u0259 ki, el\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n h\u00fcquq\u015f\u00fcnas olmaq ist\u0259yi il\u0259 ya\u015fy\u0131rd\u0131m. Zaman el\u0259 g\u0259tirdi ki, a\u011f\u0131r z\u0259hm\u0259t d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259ks\u0259k, \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 ke\u00e7s\u0259k ist\u0259yimiz\u0259 nail ola bildik.<\/div>\n
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\u00a0\u0130lkn d\u00fcnyaya \u00e7ox ge\u00e7 g\u0259ldi. Bunu taleyin s\u0131na\u011f\u0131 kimi q\u0259bul etdik.\u00a0 He\u00e7 bir s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259t, dedi-qodu b\u0259xtimiz\u0259, taleyimiz\u0259 \u00e7\u0259p\u0259r sala bilm\u0259di. Xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00fcnl\u0259rimizi\u00a0 ke\u00e7irdik.\u00a0 Evliliyimizin onuncu ilind\u0259 \u0130lkinimiz d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259ldi. Ilkinin g\u0259li\u015fi evimiz\u0259 yeni seninc, xo\u015f \u0259hval-r\u00fchiyy\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi.<\/div>\n
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B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015fiml\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259dar idi. M\u0259nd\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcm, s\u0259br yox idi.\u00a0 \u00a0O, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n h\u0259r \u015f\u0131ltaql\u0131\u011f\u0131na, naz\u0131na d\u00f6z\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bilmir\u0259m,\u00a0 bu anal\u0131q ist\u0259yind\u0259n, yoxsa m\u00fc\u0259llimlik s\u0259n\u0259tind\u0259n\u00a0 ir\u0259li g\u0259lirdi.<\/div>\n
O hadis\u0259d\u0259n sonra\u00a0 G\u00fcnay\u00a0 nec\u0259 d\u0259 tam d\u0259yi\u015fdi. \u018fvv\u0259lki \u015fuxlu\u011fundan \u0259sr-\u0259lam\u0259t qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Insan bir an\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259c\u0259 nec\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259rmi\u015f! Niy\u0259 d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259sin? O hadis\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259\u00a0 a\u011f\u0131r x\u0259sar\u0259t alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 aman, g\u00fcman bir balam\u0131z\u0131 itirdik. X\u0259st\u0259xanadan \u00e7\u0131xandan sonra, ancaq u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n x\u0259yallar\u0131 il\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/div>\n
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Ond o hadis\u0259 olmasayd\u0131 \u0130lkinimiz on g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259kdi.\u00a0 U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n m\u0259kt\u0259b \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015feyini al\u0131b \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n haz\u0131r qoymu\u015fdu. El\u0259 bil t\u0259l\u0259sirdi u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 getm\u0259yin\u0259.\u00a0 H\u0259r g\u00fcn bir d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bli paltar\u0131n\u0131 geydirib h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 u\u015fa\u011fa tama\u015fa ed\u0259rdi. B\u00fct\u00fcn arzusu g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 qald\u0131. U\u015faqdan sonra\u00a0 \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131\u00a0 ona g\u00f6z da\u011f\u0131 olmu\u015fdu.<\/div>\n
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Iki il bundan \u0259vv\u0259l G\u00fcnay da m\u0259ni t\u0259rk etdi. Indi t\u0259k-t\u0259nhayam. S\u0131\u011f\u0131nacaq he\u00e7 k\u0259sim yoxdu.<\/div>\n
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\u00c7ox m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t vermi\u015fdil\u0259r. Bilirdil\u0259r,\u00a0 – G\u00fcnay\u00a0 d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259n deyil, x\u0259st\u0259di. \u2013Yax\u0131nlar\u0131m \u00e7ox dir\u0259ndi, “art\u0131q olan olub, – dedil\u0259r. -Daha Gunaya o d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259\u00a0 umid ba\u011flama\u011f\u0131n yeri yoxdu.\u00a0 Ba\u015f\u0131na indid\u0259n bir \u00e7ar\u0259 q\u0131l\u201d!<\/div>\n
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-He\u00e7 bir m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t\u0259 \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259t verm\u0259dim.\u00a0 Bel\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firdim, “kim nec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr qoy d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcns\u00fcn. Qism\u0259t olsayd\u0131 el\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcnk\u00fcl\u0259rd\u0259n olard\u201d.<\/div>\n
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Arada o\u011flunu yuxuda g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. “Ata m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc narahat olma, -deyirdi. \u2013Burada bir n\u0259n\u0259 var m\u0259n \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 bax\u0131r\u201d. Deyir, “s\u0259nd\u0259n o\u011flumun \u0259trini duyuram. S\u0259ni birc\u0259 an g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259m ba\u011fr\u0131m \u00e7atlayar, m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin olar\u201d. M\u0259n d\u0259 ona \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m.\u00a0 Anamdan \u00e7ox onun x\u0259trini ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Ist\u0259di ba\u011f\u0131rs\u0131n, “yox o\u011flum o qad\u0131na yax\u0131n getm\u0259, onun qar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck\u201d. Qad\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bozarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. “M\u0259nim u\u015faqla n\u0259 i\u015fim var. M\u0259n s\u0259nin kimi al\u00e7aq deyil\u0259m. M\u0259nim \u0259dav\u0259tim s\u0259ninl\u0259dir\u201d.<\/div>\n
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Ist\u0259mi\u015fdi desin, “o\u011flum anan da d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi\u201d… s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn arxas\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Qan t\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r\u00a0 n\u0259f\u0259s alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O\u011flu onun fikirni anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. “Yox, ata,\u00a0 m\u0259n s\u0259ni d\u0259, anam\u0131 da \u00f6z\u00fcm t\u0259rk el\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm bel\u0259 ist\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.\u00a0 M\u0259n\u0259 he\u00e7 biriniz\u00a0 g\u0259r\u0259k deyilsiniz daha\u201d.<\/div>\n
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\u00a0Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 dikim mad\u0131m-mad\u0131m bir o\u011fluna bir d\u0259 qad\u0131na baxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/div>\n
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\u00a0Ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn idi evd\u0259 haz\u0131rl\u0131q gedirdi. S\u0259h\u0259r toya getm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Yuxusunu qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131rma\u011f\u0131 onu \u0259mlli-ba\u015fl\u0131 dilxor el\u0259mi\u015fdi. Gec\u0259 yar\u0131dan yerind\u0259 o yana-bu yana e\u015f\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi. G\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, o\u011flu ma\u015f\u0131n\u00a0 yolundan kecm\u0259k ist\u0259yir, ke\u00e7\u0259 bilmir. Ma\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259 g\u0259lir, u\u015faq qorxudan ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131r. Bir qad\u0131n \u0259lini uzan\u0131b onu xilas edir. O da, arvad\u0131 da\u00a0 donub durduqlar\u0131 yer\u0259 p\u0259r\u00e7iml\u0259nirl\u0259r, sanki dill\u0259ri tutulur.\u00a0 \u00a0Qad\u0131n u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb apar\u0131r. Deyin\u0259-deyin\u0259 deyir, “m\u0259n ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259rdir\u00a0 o\u011ful \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t qalm\u0131\u015fam, indi bu u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 m\u0259n xilas etdim, m\u0259nim olmal\u0131d\u0131r, \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 aparmal\u0131yam. \u2013deyir.<\/div>\n
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Qad\u0131n ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra arvad\u0131 da, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131r-ba\u011f\u0131r sal\u0131rlar. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131r-ba\u011fr salsalar da art\u0131q gec idi. Qad\u0131n\u00a0 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7oxdan\u00a0 apar\u0131b getmi\u015fdi.<\/div>\n
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S\u0259h\u0259r ist\u0259mi\u015fdi yuxusunu arvad\u0131na dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, dan\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u2013 Yox! \u2013demi\u015fdi. \u2013 Yuxuya g\u00f6r\u0259 toya\u00a0 getm\u0259m\u0259k g\u00fcl\u00fcnc al\u0131nacaq. Arvad\u0131 da, el\u0259 onun qohumlar\u0131 da b\u0259han\u0259 g\u0259tirdiyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259rl\u0259r. He\u00e7 k\u0259si inand\u0131ra bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.\u00a0 Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni, qayn\u0131 o\u011flunun toyuna getm\u0259y\u0259.\u00a0 Ham\u0131 onun yoluna g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. Indi \u0259n \u00e7ox diqq\u0259td\u0259 olan adamd\u0131r. Getm\u0259s\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, “yek\u0259xanal\u0131q edir\u201d.<\/div>\n
Amma yuxunun vahim\u0259si, h\u0259yacan\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 can\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00c7ox s\u0259ks\u0259k\u0259li olmu\u015fdu.<\/div>\n
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\u00a0Yolda q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qaranl\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6kdu. Qabaqdan od-alov i\u00e7ind\u0259 olan qad\u0131n ma\u015f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n, ani olaraq, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yana \u00e7\u0259kdi. Qulaqlar\u0131na x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259ri g\u0259lirdi. Sonras\u0131n\u0131 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra x\u0259st\u0259xanada aylandan sonra bildi.<\/div>\n
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He\u00e7 bunlarda insaf deyil\u0259n \u015fey yoxdur.\u00a0 Laz\u0131m olanda s\u0259nd\u0259n istifad\u0259 edirl\u0259r, laz\u0131m olmayanda s\u0259ni \u015f\u0259l\u0259-p\u0259l\u0259n qar\u015f\u0131q\u00a0 bay\u0131ra tullay\u0131rlar. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 s\u0259ni di\u015f pastas\u0131 kimi\u00a0 s\u0131x\u0131rlar, s\u0131x\u0131rlar, sonra da istifad\u0259y\u0259 yarars\u0131z olduqda “tubik\u201d kimi zibil ye\u015fiyin\u0259 at\u0131rlar. Daha bundan sonra kim\u0259 laz\u0131msan!-deyirl\u0259r.<\/div>\n
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O\u011fluma g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259ni m\u00fchakim\u0259 etm\u0259dil\u0259r. Kimliyind\u0259n asl\u0131 olmayaraq insan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na h\u0259r an i\u015f g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259r. He\u00e7 k\u0259s hadis\u0259d\u0259n s\u011fortalanmay\u0131b. S\u0259n bunu bil\u0259-bil\u0259 etm\u0259mis\u0259n. \u2013dedil\u0259r. \u2013Ax\u0131 cinay\u0259t cinay\u0259tdi, f\u0259rqi n\u0259dir. M\u0259n t\u00f6r\u0259tmi\u015f\u0259m, v\u0259 ya ba\u015fqas\u0131 t\u00f6r\u0259dib.<\/div>\n
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He\u00e7 o qad\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259, onu o\u011fluna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00fcst\u0259 qa\u015f\u0131n var dey\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259, \u0259ksin\u0259, h\u0259l\u0259 alq\u0131\u015fladilar da m\u0259ni.<\/div>\n
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Ondan asl\u0131 olmayaraq bu hadis\u0259 ba\u015f vermi\u015fdi. Bu da onun talehinin h\u0259ll olunmas\u0131na\u00a0 g\u0259tirib \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Kimins\u0259 qohumunu etdiyi m\u00fchakim\u0259, kimis\u0259 yaman q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259ndirmi\u015fdi. “Pis yerd\u0259 ax\u015famlam\u0131\u015fam\u201d, – deyirdi.<\/div>\n
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Onu bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259ti kim\u0259s\u0259\u00a0 sata\u015fmaq kimi q\u0259bul edilmi\u015fdi.\u00a0 \u0130\u015f i\u015fd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra x\u0259b\u0259r tutmu\u015fdu.\u00a0 Demi\u015fdil\u0259r, “h\u0259r \u015feyi vaxt\u0131nda bilm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r, g\u0259r\u0259k ay\u0131q-say\u0131q olasan, kimin kim oldu\u011funu vaxt\u0131nda bil\u0259s\u0259n.\u00a0 A\u011f\u0131 qaradan se\u00e7m\u0259yi bacarasan. “Get\u201d, -demi\u015fdil\u0259r. -Daha biz\u0259 laz\u0131m deyils\u0259n!\u00a0 \u0130nd\u0259n sonra vaxt\u0131n \u00e7ox olacaq. Papa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qaba\u011f\u0131na qoy d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259rs\u0259n, b\u0259lk\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259ldi. \u2013demi\u015fdil\u0259r.<\/div>\n
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Q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131na a\u011f\u0131r z\u0259rb\u0259 endirilmi\u015f\u00a0 kimi yuxudan dik at\u0131ld\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri alacalan\u0131rd\u0131. Sif\u0259tini tur\u015futdu. \u00dcz-g\u00f6z\u00fc qant\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259 idi. El\u0259 bil ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 suya bas\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.\u00a0 \u00d6sk\u00fcr\u0259k sin\u0259sind\u0259 vulkan kimi p\u00fcsg\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc.\u00a0 Yataq\u0131nda oturub ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 dir\u0259mi\u015fdi. Sif\u0259tini ovcuna tutub d\u0259rin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259y\u0259 dalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qad\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si beynind\u0259 cigild\u0259yirdi. “Ax\u0131r g\u00fcnl\u0259rinl\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fa bilirs\u0259nmi\u201d?\u00a0 “Yox, bar\u0131\u015fa bilmir\u0259m\u201d! \u2013hikk\u0259 il\u0259 dedi. Yataqdan aya\u011fa […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":12424,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12423"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12423"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12423\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12425,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12423\/revisions\/12425"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/12424"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12423"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12423"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12423"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}