{"id":12518,"date":"2019-04-06T21:02:06","date_gmt":"2019-04-06T16:02:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12518"},"modified":"2019-04-06T21:11:50","modified_gmt":"2019-04-06T16:11:50","slug":"k%c9%99nan-rza-%c9%99n-goz%c9%99l-qadinlar-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12518","title":{"rendered":"K\u0259nan Rza – “\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131nlar” (\u015feirl\u0259r)"},"content":{"rendered":"
\"FB_IMG_1554565908129\"<\/a><\/p>\n

\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131nlar g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r g\u00fcl\u00fcb,
\nGec\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fla dolurmu\u015f.
\n\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131nlar sevgid\u0259n m\u0259hrum,
\n\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131nlar t\u0259nha olurmu\u015f.<\/p>\n

Taleyi \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n qara g\u0259tirir,
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn cavanl\u0131q \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n itirir.
\nH\u0259yat\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l bahar \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda
\nQ\u0259lbind\u0259 q\u0259m \u0259kir, k\u0259d\u0259r bitirir.<\/p>\n

\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131nlar \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l sev\u0259r,
\nAmma ki, sevilm\u0259z sevdiyi q\u0259d\u0259r.
\nX\u0259yan\u0259t ac\u0131s\u0131 s\u0131zladar q\u0259lbin,
\nBu n\u0259c\u00fcr yaz\u0131d\u0131, bu n\u0259c\u00fcr q\u0259d\u0259r!?<\/p>\n

\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131n\u0131 tanr\u0131 q\u0131sqanar,
\n\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131n\u0131 tanr\u0131 sevm\u0259zmi\u015f.
\n\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131na sahib olan k\u0259s,
\nHeyif ki, q\u0259drini he\u00e7 vaxt bilm\u0259zmi\u015f.<\/p>\n

\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131nlar g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r g\u00fcl\u00fcb,
\nGec\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fla dolurmu\u015f.
\n\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131nlar sevgid\u0259n m\u0259hrum,
\n\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131nlar t\u0259nha olurmu\u015f.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

“Unutmu\u015fam”<\/p>\n

M\u0259n d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l,
\nAd\u0131n\u0131 unutmu\u015fam.
\nUnutmaram dediyim,
\nQad\u0131n\u0131 unutmu\u015fam..<\/p>\n

Unutdum \u0259ll\u0259rini,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rini unutdum.
\nQ\u0259lbimi \u0259sir ed\u0259n,
\nS\u00f6zl\u0259rini unutdum..<\/p>\n

M\u0259n ana laylas\u0131n\u0131n,
\nDilini unutmu\u015fam.
\nM\u0259n d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l
\nG\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fc unutmu\u015fam..<\/p>\n

Dadmad\u0131m \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nTutanmad\u0131m \u0259lini.
\nUnutdum h\u0259r\u015feyini,
\nO m\u0259xm\u0259ri telini..<\/p>\n

M\u0259n onu unutmazd\u0131m,
\nUnutdurdu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc.
\nUnut m\u0259ni demi\u015fdi,
\nAx\u0131r tutdum s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n

A\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131m can verir,
\nD\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc unutmu\u015fam.
\nOnu unudan g\u00fcnd\u0259n
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc unutmu\u015fam..<\/p>\n

\u018fg\u0259r unutmu\u015famsa,
\nNiy\u0259 ondan yaz\u0131ram?!…<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

\"39917045_1887673604612807_2465934925874855936_o\"<\/a>“Pay\u0131z sevgisi”<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni pay\u0131zda sevm\u0259zdim g\u0259r\u0259k,
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r a\u00e7anda yazda sev\u0259ydim.
\nBir susqun bax\u0131\u015fda sevm\u0259zdim g\u0259r\u0259k,
\nMin i\u015fv\u0259-\u0259dada, nazda sev\u0259ydim.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni pay\u0131zda sevm\u0259zdim g\u0259r\u0259k,
\nPay\u0131z sevgil\u0259ri nakamm\u0131\u015f dem\u0259.
\nM\u0259nim pay\u0131z e\u015fqim bilm\u0259zdim d\u00f6n\u0259r,
\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131ya, g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 n\u0259m\u0259.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni pay\u0131zda sevm\u0259zdim g\u0259r\u0259k,
\nA\u011faclar bez\u0259rmi\u015f \u00f6z yarpa\u011f\u0131ndan.
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 bu pay\u0131zda asd\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,
\nS\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u00fcmidl\u0259rin qol buda\u011f\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni pay\u0131zda sevm\u0259zdim g\u0259r\u0259k,
\nBiraz da s\u0259br edib, q\u0131\u015fda sev\u0259ydim.
\nBu pay\u0131z \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc geri d\u00f6nd\u0259rib,
\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni on yeddi ya\u015fda sev\u0259ydim.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni pay\u0131zda sevm\u0259zdim g\u0259r\u0259k,
\nPay\u0131zda intihar ed\u0259rmi\u015f t\u0259bi\u0259t.
\n\u0130lahi e\u015fql\u0259ri b\u00fck\u00fcb x\u0259zana,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcyl\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ged\u0259rmi\u015f t\u0259bi\u0259t.<\/p>\n

Biz g\u0259r\u0259k pay\u0131zda tan\u0131\u015fmayaqd\u0131q,
\nM\u0259n pay\u0131z adamd\u0131m, s\u0259n pay\u0131z qad\u0131n.
\nPay\u0131zt\u0259k soldurduq bu m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti,
\n\u00c7\u0131xara bilm\u0259dik bu e\u015fqin dad\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, pay\u0131zda sevmi\u015f\u0259m s\u0259ni,
\nYay e\u015fqi, yaz e\u015fqi e\u015fitdinmi he\u00e7!?
\nSevgiy\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131b ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n altda,
\nS\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259nim kimi \u00fc\u015f\u00fctd\u00fcnm\u00fc he\u00e7!?<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

“Dar\u0131xarsan sevgim\u0259”<\/p>\n

Yad\u0131ndam\u0131 de g\u0259li\u015fim, su olub
\nYollar\u0131nda durulma\u011f\u0131m, axma\u011f\u0131m!?
\nMilyon-milyon xatir\u0259l\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259,
\nYada d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxma\u011f\u0131m…<\/p>\n

Dar\u0131xanda oxuyarsan \u015feirimi,
\nS\u0259tir-s\u0259tir, heca-heca sevdiyim.
\nT\u0259k qalanda ota\u011f\u0131nda kims\u0259siz,
\nYada d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r s\u0259ni nec\u0259 sevdiyim.<\/p>\n

Nakam qalan m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259,
\n\u018fsil sevgi nakam qalar, bird\u0259n\u0259m.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu bir qanundur \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n,
\nSev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259k vaxts\u0131z solar, bird\u0259n\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Y\u0131\u011f\u0131landa, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rin,
\nQoy cibin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259n olar \u0259zizim.
\n\u018flimd\u0259n d\u0259 tutmad\u0131n ki, bir zaman,
\n\u018fll\u0259rini isid\u0259ydi \u0259l izim.<\/p>\n

Bilm\u0259liydim insan bel\u0259 sevm\u0259zmi\u015f,
\nSevginin d\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259ri var, h\u0259ddi var.
\nBir qad\u0131n\u0131 Allahdan \u00e7ox sev\u0259nd\u0259,
\nAllah\u0131n da bu sevgiy\u0259 q\u0259sdi var…<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

\"38872824_1869110913135743_6673786562691465216_o\"<\/a>“Sevm\u0259 m\u0259ni g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131n”<\/p>\n

Sevm\u0259 m\u0259ni g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131n,
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn k\u0259s deyil\u0259m.
\nYuxularda g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn \u00fcz,
\nE\u015fitdiyin s\u0259s deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Sevm\u0259 m\u0259ni odlanarsan,
\nP\u0259rvan\u0259t\u0259k \u015f\u0259m odunda.
\nD\u0259li qad\u0131n adlanarsan,
\nBuc\u00fcr nakam e\u015fq sonunda.<\/p>\n

Sevm\u0259 m\u0259nt\u0259k q\u0259lbi da\u015f\u0131,
\nDa\u015f \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259 sevgi olmur.
\nE\u015fq yolunda m\u0259nt\u0259k na\u015f\u0131,
\nKor g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u00fczg\u00fc olmur.<\/p>\n

Sevm\u0259 m\u0259ni, m\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259m,
\nK\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259 v\u0259fa olmur.
\n\u018fsib darar yad sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131,
\n\u00d6z yar\u0131na \u015f\u0259fa olmur.<\/p>\n

Sevm\u0259 m\u0259ni g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131n,
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn k\u0259s deyil\u0259m.
\nYuxularda g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn \u00fcz,
\nE\u015fitdiyin s\u0259s deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

“El\u0259 bil deyil\u0259m m\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyadan”<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bil deyil\u0259m m\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyadan,
\nBirazca q\u0259rib\u0259m, biraz \u00f6zg\u0259y\u0259m.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm \u00e7ilik-\u00e7ilik s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nibdi,
\nS\u0131n\u0131q bir \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259y\u0259m, s\u0131n\u0131q g\u00fczg\u00fcy\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bir yetim g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m, sevgid\u0259n yetim,
\nBaxanda \u0259ksim\u0259 aynada h\u0259rd\u0259n.
\n\u0130z sal\u0131b \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 vaxts\u0131z q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar,
\nH\u00fcrk\u00fcr\u0259m \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259n ya\u011fan k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rim saatda, bitirdi h\u0259yat,
\nQ\u0259fl\u0259t yuxusundan he\u00e7 oyanmadan.
\n\u018fqr\u0259bl\u0259r \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259n ill\u0259rdi,
\nQovurlar bir-birin hey dayanmadan.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r\u015feyin d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc olur, bilir\u0259m.
\nQaytarar \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc aparan saat.
\nBir qad\u0131n sevgisi g\u0259tir\u0259r m\u00fcjd\u0259
\nOnun qollar\u0131nda do\u011fular h\u0259yat.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

“Pay\u0131z \u00f6mr\u00fc”<\/p>\n

H\u0259r pay\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc var,
\nYarpaqlar\u0131 damc\u0131-damc\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259r.
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n d\u0259mi yaman t\u00fcnd olar,
\nAy\u0131landa g\u00f6zl\u0259r yola dikil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Ged\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259z, pay\u0131z h\u0259sr\u0259t r\u0259mzidi,
\nS\u0259ad\u0259tl\u0259r qaranqu\u015ft\u0259k k\u00f6\u00e7 ed\u0259r.
\nDoqquz ay\u0131n sevgi dolu \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc
\nPay\u0131z g\u0259l\u0259r bir gec\u0259d\u0259 he\u00e7 ed\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Unudulmaz pay\u0131z \u00f6mr\u00fc insan\u0131n,
\nH\u0259r sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n son bad\u0259si pay\u0131zd\u0131.
\nNakam qalm\u0131\u015f m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin, sevginin,
\nH\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n-h\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n ifad\u0259si pay\u0131zd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bizd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck k\u0259m\u0259ndin\u0259 f\u0259l\u0259yin,
\nTora sald\u0131 bizi pay\u0131z gec\u0259si.
\nPay\u0131z sehri ovsunlad\u0131 sevgini,
\nB\u0259db\u0259xt oldu bel\u0259likl\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259si.<\/p>\n

Daha m\u0259n\u0259 do\u011fma g\u0259lir h\u0259r pay\u0131z,
\nH\u0259r pay\u0131zda s\u0259ni an\u0131b i\u00e7ir\u0259m.
\nBu pay\u0131z\u0131n soyuq ke\u00e7ir g\u00fcnl\u0259ri,
\nYarpaq-yarpaq bu d\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u0259m…<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

\"40377675_1898309546882546_2076839875591536640_o\"<\/a>“T\u0259nha adam”<\/p>\n

M\u0259n pay\u0131z f\u0259sliy\u0259m, saralm\u0131\u015f, solmu\u015f
\nM\u0259nd\u0259 yaz \u0259trini axtarma g\u00fcl\u00fcm.
\nYar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f sevgi \u015ferind\u0259,
\nX\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xtlik s\u0259trini axtarma g\u00fcl\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Axtarma h\u0259rar\u0259t buz \u0259lll\u0259rimd\u0259,
\nS\u0259nid\u0259 dondurar birc\u0259 toxunu\u015f.
\nNakam taleyimd\u0259n s\u00f6z a\u00e7ar m\u0259nim,
\nH\u0259r k\u00f6vr\u0259k musiqi, q\u0259mli oxunu\u015f.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 sevdir \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, n\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259ni sev,
\nUzaq dur bu miskin, b\u0259db\u0259xt adamdan.
\nKims\u0259siz adayam, t\u0259rk edilmi\u015f ev,
\nHe\u00e7 bayqu\u015f s\u0259si d\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z bu damdan.<\/p>\n

Axtar x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xtliyi, axtar \u00f6zg\u0259d\u0259,
\nSil m\u0259ni bir yolluq s\u0259n yadda\u015f\u0131ndan.
\nAd\u0131n\u0131 saxlaram min il ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259,
\nToyuq dimdiyind\u0259 d\u0259n yadda\u015f\u0131mda.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

“Gedir\u0259m indi”<\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7mi\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259rini unutman \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ya\u015flar\u0131 qurutman \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,
\nQ\u0259lbini sevgiml\u0259 ovutman \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,
\nG\u0259lmi\u015fdim \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259, gedir\u0259m indi.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 xo\u015f xatir\u0259 ya\u015fatmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,
\nQ\u0259lbind\u0259 bir \u00fcmid i\u015fartmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6z g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc ya\u015fartmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,
\nG\u0259lmi\u015fdim \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259, gedir\u0259m indi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 sevgini tan\u0131tmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,
\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni bir \u00f6m\u00fcr yar\u0131tmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,
\nM\u0259n s\u0259nin yaran\u0131 sar\u0131maq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,
\nG\u0259lmi\u015fdim \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259, gedir\u0259m indi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni q\u0259lbi da\u015f bilm\u0259zdim g\u00fcl\u00fcm,
\nBils\u0259ydim \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259zdim g\u00fcl\u00fcm,
\nM\u0259n s\u0259nin \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259n getm\u0259zdim g\u00fcl\u00fcm,
\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259n qovursan indi…<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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