{"id":12565,"date":"2019-04-11T22:56:41","date_gmt":"2019-04-11T17:56:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12565"},"modified":"2019-04-11T22:56:41","modified_gmt":"2019-04-11T17:56:41","slug":"balayar-sadiq-%c9%99ll%c9%99rim-uzaqlarda-qalib-s%c9%99nsizliyin-kolg%c9%99-saldigi-yerl%c9%99rd%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12565","title":{"rendered":"Balayar Sadiq – “\u018fll\u0259rim uzaqlarda qal\u0131b, S\u0259nsizliyin K\u00f6lg\u0259 sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerl\u0259rd\u0259”…"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Bir damla pay\u0131z<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ad\u0131ndan islan\u0131b<\/p>\n

bu pay\u0131z ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131…<\/p>\n

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Bir yarpaq \u00fcmid yoxdu<\/p>\n

yaras\u0131n\u0131 sar\u0131y\u0131m<\/p>\n

bu \u00fcr\u0259yin…<\/p>\n

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\u018fll\u0259rim uzaqlarda qal\u0131b,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsizliyin<\/p>\n

K\u00f6lg\u0259 sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerl\u0259rd\u0259…<\/p>\n

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Pay\u0131z\u0131 s\u0259rmi\u015f\u0259m yollara<\/p>\n

b\u0259lk\u0259 insafin \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fc<\/p>\n

bir pay\u0131z…<\/p>\n

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Ovcumu tutmu\u015fam<\/p>\n

\u00fcr\u0259yimin alt\u0131na,<\/p>\n

s\u0259n damc\u0131lay\u0131rsan…<\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sus<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Bu pay\u0131z g\u00fcn\u00fc<\/p>\n

qoltu\u011funa<\/p>\n

bir<\/p>\n

N\u0259simi beyti verib,<\/p>\n

s\u0259ni d\u0259 bel\u0259 oynatd\u0131lar, qoca \u0259ruz…<\/p>\n

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\u015eeir stolunda<\/p>\n

\u00e7\u0259ng\u0259l-b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda<\/p>\n

misralar \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r,<\/p>\n

qartal cayna\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 k\u0259klik kimi.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259yas\u0131z g\u0259ncliyin t\u0259k\u0259bb\u00fcr<\/p>\n

duman\u0131<\/p>\n

b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb \u0259d\u0259biyyat \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rini…<\/p>\n

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sayt-sayt i\u015f\u011fal olunur<\/p>\n

s\u00f6z\u00fcn<\/p>\n

saitl\u0259ri, samitl\u0259ri…<\/p>\n

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Q\u0259lbind\u0259ki son misran\u0131<\/p>\n

qucaqlay\u0131b<\/p>\n

a\u011flayan qoca \u015fairin s\u0259si \u2013<\/p>\n

M\u0259zar \u00fcst\u0259 titr\u0259y\u0259n \u00e7am i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Sus, ey V\u0259t\u0259n,<\/p>\n

s\u00fckutun g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 islan\u0131r…<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Qoca \u015fair\u0259 m\u0259ktub<\/strong><\/p>\n

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S\u0259sind\u0259n bir ev tik,
\n\u00e7\u0131x dam\u0131na.
\nG\u00f6r m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r
\nhans\u0131 dild\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m \u00e7al\u0131r,
\ney q\u0259l\u0259mi q\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f…<\/p>\n

Daha \u015fairl\u0259ri dar a\u011fac\u0131ndan deyil,
\nkabinetden as\u0131rlar,
\nsay, nec\u0259 \u015feir qoyulub
\nk\u0259til kimi
\nas\u0131laca\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcn aya\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131na…
\nkabinetd\u0259 \u015feir n\u0259 g\u0259zir, zal\u0131m,
\nbir saxta t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm b\u0259sdir,
\nbir misran\u0131n qan\u0131n\u0131 t\u00f6km\u0259y\u0259…<\/p>\n

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Aya\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131na yax\u015f\u0131 bax,
\nAd\u0259min h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fcl\u0259ri
\n\u0259zil\u0259r bird\u0259n.<\/p>\n

H\u0259vvan\u0131n qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131n dibind\u0259
\nu\u00e7an k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k deyil – misrad\u0131…<\/p>\n

Bunu hardan bil\u0259s\u0259n, qoca \u015fair…
\nhe\u00e7 cavan olmad\u0131n ki,
\nh\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259
\n\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 qartopu oynay\u0131r bir u\u015faq…<\/p>\n

S\u0259n bu \u015feirin
\nhans\u0131 misras\u0131ndasan? \u2013<\/p>\n

xatir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n soru\u015f…<\/p>\n

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K\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259ktub<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Oxu, k\u0259ndim, oxu,
\nm\u0259n s\u0259nin \u015fairin\u0259m;
\n\u00dcr\u0259yi x\u0259st\u0259,
\narzular\u0131 q\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259,
\n\u00fcmidi son n\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259!<\/p>\n

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Oxu, k\u0259ndim,
\ng\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi oxu,
\n\u201cQuran\u201d ay\u0259si kimi s\u00f6zl\u0259rimi.
\n\u018fzab i\u00e7ind\u0259
\nmisralarla \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 ulayan
\ngec\u0259l\u0259rimi, g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259rimi oxu.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n g\u0259b\u0259rm\u0259mi\u015f
\n\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcn q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131,
\nb\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259rimd\u0259 don vurmu\u015f
\ng\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 oxu.<\/p>\n

Bak\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259
\nit kimi l\u0259hl\u0259y\u0259n ayaq izl\u0259rimi,
\nBir \u00f6m\u00fcr yorulsa da
\nAllah\u0131n s\u0259brini bo\u011fan
\ndizl\u0259rimi oxu.<\/p>\n

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Oxu, k\u0259ndim, m\u0259ni oxu,
\nV\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t kimi,
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259 nifr\u0259t kimi,
\nd\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fc yaras\u0131ndan
\naxan qeyr\u0259t kimi oxu.
\nToz basm\u0131\u015f qeyr\u0259tini
\n\u00e7\u0131xar arxivd\u0259n…
\nOxu, k\u0259ndim, oxu…
\nQaraba\u011fa ged\u0259n yoldu misralar\u0131m,
\nV\u0259t\u0259nin r\u0259ngi qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015f doda\u011f\u0131nda
\nim\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259n \u201csa\u011f ol\u201ddu misralar\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Oxu, a\u011fz\u0131ndak\u0131
\nqanl\u0131 t\u00fcp\u00fcrc\u0259k kimi,
\nyer\u0259 t\u00fcp\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcn
\n\u201cAzadl\u0131q\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc oxu.
\nO s\u00f6z\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc oxu,
\nOxu, k\u0259ndim,<\/p>\n

\u015f\u0259hid tabutuna b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f
\nbayraq kimi oxu m\u0259ni.
\nYaral\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fcn
\nson g\u00fcll\u0259si qalan yaraq kimi
\noxu m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Haqq\u0131n\u0131 tapdayan m\u0259murdan,
\ntorpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tapdayan gavurdan,
\nqisas al\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi oxu,<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015f\u011fal olunmu\u015f yurd kimi,
\nBa\u015f\u0131na \u00e7aqqallar y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f
\nboz qurd kimi oxu m\u0259ni.
\nOxu, k\u0259ndim,
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n m\u0259nsiz\u0259c\u0259n,
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259nsiz\u0259c\u0259n,
\nD\u0259rb\u0259ndd\u0259n T\u0259briz\u0259c\u0259n
\nm\u0259ni oxu,<\/p>\n

m\u0259n s\u0259nin \u015fairin\u0259m ax\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn misra-misra \u00f6p\u00fcr\u0259m,
\naln\u0131ndak\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7r\u0259ngli bayra\u011f\u0131n t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc…<\/p>\n

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M\u0259hbuslar<\/strong><\/p>\n

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M\u0259hbuslar!
\nQalx\u0131n bu gec\u0259nin ah\u0131na.
\nYuxunuzu s\u0259rin
\nd\u0259mir \u00e7arpay\u0131lar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7inizd\u0259ki
\nSon \u00fcmid pay\u0131n\u0131
\nsoyuq su kimi ovuclay\u0131b
\n\u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n yor\u011funlu\u011fun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259hbuslar!
\nBu g\u00fcn s\u0131ran\u0131za,
\nota\u011f\u0131n\u0131za,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259n-g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n
\nqan s\u0131za-s\u0131za,
\nAzadl\u0131q ad\u0131nda
\nbir m\u0259hbus g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

Yaxan\u0131zdak\u0131 n\u00f6mr\u0259ni
\nilan qab\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi soyun.
\nBu yaxas\u0131 n\u00f6mr\u0259siz
\nm\u0259hbusun g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131nda,
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fcn
\nbu q\u0259rib gec\u0259sini yuyun.
\nBu q\u0259rib gec\u0259ni,
\nt\u0259nha gec\u0259ni,
\n\u00f6l\u0259n \u00fcmidl\u0259r\u0259
\nba\u015fda\u015f\u0131 qoyun.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259hbuslar, m\u0259hbuslar!
\nArzular dar a\u011fac\u0131d\u0131r, qardaslar…
\nBu g\u00fcn \u2013<\/p>\n

\u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259 \u00fcmidsiz Adam g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr.
\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131z sa\u011f olsun,
\nsabah
\nAzadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n edam g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

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\u0130ntihar<\/p>\n

<\/strong>Bu g\u00fcn
\nyazmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir \u015feirin
\nmisralar\u0131ndan,
\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n s\u00fckutun
\ns\u0259sind\u0259n asd\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc….<\/p>\n

Xocal\u0131da
\nanas\u0131n\u0131n don vurmu\u015f
\nmeyiti \u00fcst\u0259 a\u011flayan
\nk\u00f6rp\u0259nin g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131ndan,
\ni\u015f\u011fal alt\u0131nda \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n
\nyurdun yadda\u015f\u0131ndan,
\nqisas\u0131 al\u0131nmam\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259hidin
\nba\u015fdas\u0131ndan
\nasd\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc….<\/p>\n

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U\u015faq evind\u0259
\ndilind\u0259
\n\u201cana\u201d, \u201cata\u201d\u00a0 s\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259nl\u0259rin
\nbax\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan,
\nqocalar evind\u0259
\ng\u00f6z\u00fcya\u015fl\u0131\u00a0 yollara boylananlar\u0131n
\nqar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan
\nasd\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc…<\/p>\n

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Bu g\u00fcn
\n\u201casmaq\u201d
\ns\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00a0boyu \u00e7atmad\u0131
\narzular\u0131ma…<\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Azadl\u0131q<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Azadl\u0131q!
\nS\u0259ni \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirdik,
\naz ald\u0131q.
\nS\u0259ni sev\u0259-sev\u0259
\nazald\u0131q.
\nEh, azadl\u0131q, azadl\u0131q\u2026
\nD\u0259li kimi sevdik s\u0259ni,
\nSevgimizd\u0259n as\u0131ld\u0131q.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 uzal\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259rimizi
\nz\u0259mi kimi bi\u00e7\u0259-bi\u00e7\u0259,
\nmeydanlara, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n
\nqan\u0131m\u0131z \u00fcstd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259-ke\u00e7\u0259,
\nad\u0131na
\nmeydan verdil\u0259r,
\nk\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 verdil\u0259r \u2013
\nAzadl\u0131q!..<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn
\nm\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tin ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259
\n\u015f\u0259hid ruhlar\u0131n
\nqiyam\u0131 ba\u015flanacaq.
\nG\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n
\nahlar,
\ng\u00fcnahlar
\nda\u015f-da\u015f ya\u011facaq.
\nYa\u011facaq
\n\u201cAzadl\u0131q\u201d ad\u0131 verilmi\u015f
\nmeydanlara,
\nk\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259;
\n\u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259r\u0259nfil \u00e7il\u0259nmi\u015f
\nqara paltarl\u0131
\n\u015f\u0259hid gec\u0259l\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n

Ah, azadl\u0131q, azadl\u0131q \u2013
\nkimin\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k a\u011fac\u0131san,
\nkimin\u0259 ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131.
\nM\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 arzular\u0131m\u0131 uzatd\u0131m,
\nS\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 bir c\u00fct g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131…<\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 758 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

                    Bir damla pay\u0131z   Ad\u0131ndan islan\u0131b bu pay\u0131z ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131…   Bir yarpaq \u00fcmid yoxdu yaras\u0131n\u0131 sar\u0131y\u0131m bu \u00fcr\u0259yin…   \u018fll\u0259rim uzaqlarda qal\u0131b, S\u0259nsizliyin K\u00f6lg\u0259 sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerl\u0259rd\u0259…   Pay\u0131z\u0131 s\u0259rmi\u015f\u0259m yollara b\u0259lk\u0259 insafin \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fc bir pay\u0131z…   Ovcumu tutmu\u015fam \u00fcr\u0259yimin alt\u0131na, s\u0259n damc\u0131lay\u0131rsan…   \u00a0 Sus […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":12566,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12565"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12565"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12565\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12567,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12565\/revisions\/12567"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/12566"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12565"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12565"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12565"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}