{"id":12570,"date":"2019-04-11T23:16:29","date_gmt":"2019-04-11T18:16:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12570"},"modified":"2019-04-11T23:16:29","modified_gmt":"2019-04-11T18:16:29","slug":"gunay-gun%c9%99s-qurb%c9%99tin-yayi-soyuq-qisi-uzun-olurmus","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12570","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnay G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f &#8211; &#8220;Q\u00fcrb\u0259tin yay\u0131 soyuq, q\u0131\u015f\u0131 uzun olurmu\u015f&#8221;,"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/WhatsApp-Image-2019-04-11-at-14.28.45.jpeg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-12571\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/WhatsApp-Image-2019-04-11-at-14.28.45-225x300.jpeg\" alt=\"WhatsApp Image 2019-04-11 at 14.28.45\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/WhatsApp-Image-2019-04-11-at-14.28.45-225x300.jpeg 225w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/WhatsApp-Image-2019-04-11-at-14.28.45.jpeg 603w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0A\u011f r\u0259ngli n\u0259sih\u0259t..<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Yad\u0131ndam\u0131, g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z\u0131m, lap balaca olanda?<\/p>\n<p>Soru\u015fdun ki,<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; &#8221; G\u0259lin q\u0131zlar g\u00f6z\u0259ldi, amma niy\u0259 a\u011f geyinir ata can?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Tutulmu\u015fdum, bu sualdan o zaman,<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259n bir s\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131 ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi,<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259linliy\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm arzumu.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc toplayaraq bir t\u0259h\u0259r,<\/p>\n<p>Onda s\u0259n\u0259 bel\u0259 cavab vermi\u015fdim:<\/p>\n<p>-&#8220;F\u0259rql\u0259nm\u0259k\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011f geyinir g\u0259linl\u0259r&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n o, g\u00fcnd\u0259n a\u011f ist\u0259din h\u0259r \u015feyi,<\/p>\n<p>A\u011f r\u0259ng oldu, \u0259n sevdiyin oyuncaq.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011f don ald\u0131m, a\u011f ba\u015fma\u011f\u0131n \u00e7ox oldu,<\/p>\n<p>A\u011flar il\u0259 doldu, da\u015fd\u0131 k\u00fcnc- bucaq.<\/p>\n<p>He\u00e7 yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xmaz q\u0131z\u0131m,<\/p>\n<p>Bir d\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259, bir ist\u0259yin olmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011f q\u0259l\u0259mdi,<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nad il\u0259 ist\u0259din.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011f yaz\u0131lar yazmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn vara\u011fa.<\/p>\n<p>Ne\u00e7\u0259- ne\u00e7\u0259 ma\u011fazalar g\u0259zmi\u015fdim,<\/p>\n<p>A\u011f q\u0259l\u0259mi s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn alma\u011fa.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ndi s\u0259n\u0259, bir \u015fey deyim, g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z\u0131m<\/p>\n<p>Bu d\u00fcnyada r\u0259ngl\u0259r \u00e7oxdu,<\/p>\n<p>Sevm\u0259yin \u00f6z r\u0259ngi var, ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n \u00f6z r\u0259ngi.<\/p>\n<p>R\u0259ngl\u0259rin d\u0259 duy\u011fusu var<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r birinin \u00f6z ah\u0259ngi vard\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131m,<\/p>\n<p>A\u011f r\u0259ngind\u0259 \u015f\u0259r\u0259fi var, san\u0131 var.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l a\u011f, \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259 a\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>Ab\u0131r, h\u0259ya, ard\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Amma s\u0259n\u0259 bir sirr a\u00e7\u0131m<\/p>\n<p>Bir r\u0259ng vard\u0131 gizlinl\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fg\u0259r ki, S\u0259n h\u0259min r\u0259ng\u0259 boyansan,<\/p>\n<p>Kims\u0259l\u0259rin g\u00f6rm\u0259diyi bir q\u00fcvv\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>O, \u00fcmidin r\u0259ngidi, inanma\u011f\u0131n r\u0259ngidi.<\/p>\n<p>O, r\u0259ng s\u0259ni z\u00fclm\u0259tl\u0259rin quca\u011f\u0131ndan qoparacaq.<\/p>\n<p>O, r\u0259ng s\u0259ni arzulara aparacaq.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcmidl\u0259rin n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 do\u011fulacaq i\u015fiqlar,<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nam\u0131nda, iman\u0131nda i\u015f\u0131q dolu yollar var.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n ki, s\u0259ni b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u0259rk\u0259n haqq yem\u0259dim,<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259sin haqq\u0131n verdim d\u00fcnyada,<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nd\u0259 haqq ol, g\u00fcnah etm\u0259!<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcnahlar\u0131n ruhu de\u015f\u0259n oxu var!<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n haqq\u0131n verm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<\/p>\n<p>Bu d\u00fcnyada, \u00f6l\u00fcm adl\u0131 yuxu var!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Yuxu dolur g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>Bir add\u0131m\u0131l\u0131q yolu qal\u0131b \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn.<\/p>\n<p>Geyin\u0259c\u0259m a\u011f libas\u0131, a\u011f r\u0259ngl\u0259rin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na u\u00e7acam,<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259lk\u0259, s\u0259nd\u0259n ayr\u0131lacam m\u0259n bu g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n dunyaya g\u00f6z a\u00e7anda a\u011flay\u0131b,<\/p>\n<p>Qoymaz idin biz\u0259 \u00e7imir alma\u011fa<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ndi daha b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcs\u0259n, a\u011flama.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 od salar<\/p>\n<p>Atan rahat yats\u0131n dey\u0259 sus q\u0131z\u0131m<\/p>\n<p>Unutma ki, m\u0259nim d\u0259 &#8220;A\u011f&#8221; d\u00fcnyam var.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0Bilir\u0259m, D\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, \u0259fsan\u0259l\u0259r bit\u0259nd\u0259! <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bilir\u0259m, d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, yen\u0259 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n yer\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>Bilir\u0259m, bilir\u0259m, ni\u015fan\u0259l\u0259r buraxm\u0131san yollarda.<\/p>\n<p>Deyirl\u0259r. H\u0259r g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn dostan soraq alm\u0131san,<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259rin min a\u011f\u0131zda, yaln\u0131z bir x\u0259b\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130li\u015fib m\u0259nd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n, bir x\u0259b\u0259rd\u0259 qalm\u0131san,<\/p>\n<p>Deyibl\u0259r: &#8211; &#8221; S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra he\u00e7 kim g\u00f6rm\u0259yib onu&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>As\u0131l\u0131b m\u0259ktublar\u0131n \u0259zilmi\u015f ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n<p>Deyibs\u0259n: &#8211; &#8221; K\u0259silm\u0259yib ax\u0131 m\u0259ktubun sonu!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6zl\u0259ri k\u0259sik- k\u0259sik, s\u00f6zl\u0259ri udum- udum,<\/p>\n<p>Dilind\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fcs\u0259n, i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00e7eyn\u0259mis\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Deyibl\u0259r : &#8211; &#8220;\u0130tgin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb t\u0259nha qoydu\u011fun qad\u0131n,<\/p>\n<p>Kims\u0259 bilmir hardad\u0131, kims\u0259nin x\u0259b\u0259ri yox&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259li kimi ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131b: &#8211; &#8221; Susun &#8211; susun&#8221; &#8211; demis\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fll\u0259rini \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259li kimi s\u00fcrt\u0259r\u0259k,<\/p>\n<p>Aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb, uzaqla\u015f\u0131b getmis\u0259n .<\/p>\n<p>Ondan sonra h\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259n, \u00fcz g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u015fi\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcb,<\/p>\n<p>Doda\u011f\u0131n \u00e7at &#8211; \u00e7at olub , m\u0259nim susuzlu\u011fumdan.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259rini qan k\u0259sib, kipriyini ya\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcb.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r uzaq olsan, i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir m\u0259n varam.<\/p>\n<p>Bilir\u0259m ki, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259trimi unutmad\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259lbini satan adam , yadda\u015fn\u0131 ki, satmad\u0131n!<\/p>\n<p>Cismin \u0259xlaqs\u0131z e\u015fqin arxas\u0131nca gets\u0259d\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>Xatir\u0259l\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 pozulmad\u0131 bir qad\u0131n!<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259yib, qar\u011f\u0131y\u0131rsan f\u0259l\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259han\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259zirs\u0259n qay\u0131tma\u011fa dey\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p>Art\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb eyn\u0259yin, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin d\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b,<\/p>\n<p>Bilir\u0259m, d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, unutdu\u011fun \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Q\u00fcrb\u0259tin yay\u0131 soyuq, q\u0131\u015f\u0131 uzun olurmu\u015f,<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n ki, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n adam ,nec\u0259 isindi can\u0131n?<\/p>\n<p>Qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q olur kiray\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rin,<\/p>\n<p>Yaman buza d\u00f6n\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f divarlar\u0131 s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259ri g\u0259tirirmi\u015f,<\/p>\n<p>Karvansara kimidi, g\u0259l\u0259ni ged\u0259ni \u00e7ox.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259sk\u0259n sald\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259k t\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fc \u00e7ox sevirmi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n ki t\u00fcnl\u00fck sevmirdin? Nec\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131 h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p>Bilir\u0259m ki, ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 par\u00e7alayan g\u00fcnah\u0131n,<\/p>\n<p>Tenometrin i\u00e7ind\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259tdir y\u00fcks\u0259l\u0259n .<\/p>\n<p>Yorulub bez\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, e\u015fq h\u0259v\u0259sin \u00f6t\u0259nd\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>Bilir\u0259m. D\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, \u0259fsan\u0259l\u0259r bit\u0259nd\u0259!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Qoy Yan\u0131na t\u0259l\u0259sim&#8230;&#8230; <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nin evin soyuqdumu,<\/p>\n<p>P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259si \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcrm\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7ind\u0259?<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259yin\u0259 bir s\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131 girirmi,<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nd\u0259n bir az qal\u0131bm\u0131 he\u00e7, \u00fcr\u0259yinin k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259?<\/p>\n<p>Dar\u0131x\u0131rm\u0131 duy\u011fular\u0131n,<\/p>\n<p>Varm\u0131 indi doda\u011f\u0131m\u0131n istisi?<\/p>\n<p>Barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcc\u00fcndad\u0131 k\u00f6z &#8211; k\u00f6z olan h\u0259sr\u0259tim,<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni s\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259tirirmi papirosun t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fc?<\/p>\n<p>Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 yuyursanm\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>Yoxsa el\u0259 da\u011f\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131m kimidi?<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259rd\u0259n oyan bax \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fczg\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nliyin, ax\u0131 n\u0259yin kinidi?<\/p>\n<p>Axtar m\u0259ni sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda<\/p>\n<p>Axdar h\u0259r g\u00fcn, d\u0259n\u0259 &#8211; d\u0259n\u0259 say m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>Qoy \u0259lini \u00fcr\u0259yinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ssiz dinl\u0259&#8230; D\u0259rinl\u0259rd\u0259 inild\u0259y\u0259n bir n\u0259\u011fm\u0259d\u0259 duy m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>Doldur yen\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini,<\/p>\n<p>Bir sa\u011fl\u0131q de k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rin \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6hn\u0259 , s\u0131n\u0131q qarderobu da\u011f\u0131t, axtar,<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fcr\u00fcn yen\u0259 yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u015f\u0259rfin\u0259<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0131x h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 biraz dola\u015f,<\/p>\n<p>Qoy \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259ysin isti n\u0259f\u0259sim.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0259k g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 uzatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n yollar\u0131 ,<\/p>\n<p>Qoy yan\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259l\u0259sim&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259nim d\u00fcnyam..<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n susduqca ba\u011f\u0131ran bir nifr\u0259t var i\u00e7imd\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>Ki\u00e7ildikc\u0259, b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n bir intizar.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n qa\u00e7d\u0131qca, qovan bir h\u0259sr\u0259t var i\u00e7imd\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>Qocald\u0131qca, k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259\u015f\u0259n arzular!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Min yara var, a\u011f\u0131r- a\u011f\u0131r ke\u00e7\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcn daban\u0131nda,<\/p>\n<p>Bu minvalla yola \u00e7\u0131xar karvan\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Kiml\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259r, kiml\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259r, kim dayanar yan\u0131nda?<\/p>\n<p>Suallar\u0131n cavab\u0131 yox, Arzular\u0131n \u00fcnvan\u0131 .<\/p>\n<p>Min qorxu var, Kabuslar\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>Bir yuxu t\u0259k u\u00e7ub ged\u0259r do\u011frular.<\/p>\n<p>Sanc\u0131lar\u0131n bitm\u0259diyi k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin d\u00f6ng\u0259sind\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r g\u00fcn yen\u0259 do\u011fulacaq a\u011fr\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>X\u0259yallar\u0131n \u00f6lm\u0259yiymi\u015f qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yay\u0131lmas\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>F\u0131rt\u0131nalar qopur h\u0259r g\u00fcn, a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ba\u015flayacaq, vulkanlar\u0131n ay\u0131lmas\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>Gileyl\u0259rin f\u0259ryad\u0131 var, \u00fcr\u0259yimin s\u0259sind\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7at &#8211; \u00e7at olub, qan s\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131r, arzular\u0131n minar\u0259si,<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fcn\u00f6vr\u0259si oyuq &#8211; oyuq, divarlar\u0131 darmada\u011f\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Kiml\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b, bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259si?<\/p>\n<p>Yuva sal\u0131b xatir\u0259l\u0259r, qalaq &#8211; qalaq, y\u0131\u011f\u0131n- y\u0131\u011f\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r xiyaban\u0131..<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Susan bizik &#8220;V\u0259t\u0259n&#8221; , dan\u0131\u015fan onlar.!<\/p>\n<p>Onlar\u0131n bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 ah &#8211; nal\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n<p>Niy\u0259 e\u015fitmirik-niy\u0259 duymuruq?!<\/p>\n<p>Bizi da\u015f bax\u0131\u015flar suala \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb igidl\u0259r, hams\u0131 bir boyda,<\/p>\n<p>Nec\u0259 m\u0259\u011frur- m\u0259\u011frur duru\u015flar\u0131 var.<\/p>\n<p>Qeyr\u0259t timsal\u0131d\u0131, namus timsal\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>Burda canl\u0131 olan, b\u00fct\u00fcn da\u015f m\u0259zar<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>V\u0259t\u0259n haray\u0131d\u0131, torpaq haray\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>-&#8220;Can bala &#8221; :s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259n, ana nal\u0259si.<\/p>\n<p>Burda \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r\u0259 layla s\u0259sidi ,<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259\u011frur dal\u011falanan bayra\u011f\u0131n s\u0259si.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>S\u0131rayla d\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n dunya var burda,<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r\u0259si bir ayr\u0131, zamandan g\u0259lib.<\/p>\n<p>Eyni m\u0259kan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yonulmu\u015f da\u015flar,<\/p>\n<p>Eyni tarix altda, m\u0259rm\u0259ri d\u0259lib.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Arzular\u0131 fidan, h\u0259l\u0259 t\u0259r \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k,<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259 dil\u0259yi da\u015fa oydular.<\/p>\n<p>Ne\u00e7\u0259 m\u00fch\u0259ndisin, ne\u00e7\u0259 h\u0259kimin,<\/p>\n<p>Ad\u0131n\u0131 bu yerd\u0259 &#8220;\u015e\u0259hid&#8221; qoydular!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bu m\u0259kan, bu xalq\u0131n, ibad\u0259t yeri,<\/p>\n<p>Bu yerd\u0259n &#8220;Tanr\u0131ya&#8221; ne\u00e7\u0259 yol gedir.<\/p>\n<p>V\u0259t\u0259n igidl\u0259rin oldu\u011fu yerd\u0259n<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015flay\u0131b, yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu yerd\u0259 bitir.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bura qan yadda\u015f\u0131n susdu\u011fu yerdi,<\/p>\n<p>Burda zaman donub, f\u0259sill\u0259r \u00f6tm\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>Bura arzular\u0131n m\u0259zarl\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>Burda k\u00f6rp\u0259 qal\u0131b, g\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259k par\u00e7alan\u0131r, \u00fcr\u0259k yar\u0131l\u0131r,<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259zardan g\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00f6z bax\u0131r s\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Qisas qiyam\u0259t\u0259 qalmaz deyirdik,<\/p>\n<p>Niy\u0259 susub indi, bu mill\u0259t, niy\u0259 ?!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Susan bizik &#8220;V\u0259t\u0259n&#8221; , dan\u0131\u015fan onlar.!<\/p>\n<p>Onlar\u0131n bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 ah &#8211; nal\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n<p>Niy\u0259 e\u015fitmirik-niy\u0259 duymruq?!<\/p>\n<p>Bizi da\u015f bax\u0131\u015flar suala \u00e7\u0259kir.<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"12570\">Yaz\u0131ya 618 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0A\u011f r\u0259ngli n\u0259sih\u0259t.. \u00a0 Yad\u0131ndam\u0131, g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z\u0131m, lap balaca olanda? Soru\u015fdun ki, &#8211; &#8221; G\u0259lin q\u0131zlar g\u00f6z\u0259ldi, amma niy\u0259 a\u011f geyinir ata can?&#8221; Tutulmu\u015fdum, bu sualdan o zaman, G\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259n bir s\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131 ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi, G\u0259linliy\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm arzumu. M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc toplayaraq bir t\u0259h\u0259r, Onda s\u0259n\u0259 bel\u0259 cavab vermi\u015fdim: -&#8220;F\u0259rql\u0259nm\u0259k\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011f geyinir g\u0259linl\u0259r&#8221;. 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