{"id":12601,"date":"2019-04-16T00:53:05","date_gmt":"2019-04-15T19:53:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12601"},"modified":"2019-04-16T00:53:05","modified_gmt":"2019-04-15T19:53:05","slug":"namiq-d%c9%99lidagli-umidim-h%c9%99l%c9%99-d%c9%99-can-verm%c9%99misdi-asiqlar-vagzali-calana-q%c9%99d%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12601","title":{"rendered":"Namiq D\u0259lida\u011fl\u0131 – “\u00dcmidim h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 can verm\u0259mi\u015fdi, a\u015f\u0131qlar “va\u011fzal\u0131\u201d \u00e7alana q\u0259d\u0259r”."},"content":{"rendered":"
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Siz\u0259 el\u00e7i g\u0259ldi, biz\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131q<\/strong><\/div>\n
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Qap\u0131n\u0131z d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc bir ax\u015fam\u00e7a\u011f\u0131,<\/div>\n
siz\u0259 el\u00e7i g\u0259ldi, biz\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131q.<\/div>\n
Yen\u0259 niyy\u0259tini d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdi,<\/div>\n
k\u00f6hn\u0259 libas\u0131nda t\u0259z\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131q.<\/div>\n
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Daha toy havas\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda s\u0259nin,<\/div>\n
yol g\u0259ldik \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259d\u0259n yalana q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/div>\n
\u00dcmidim h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 can verm\u0259mi\u015fdi,<\/div>\n
a\u015f\u0131qlar “va\u011fzal\u0131\u201d \u00e7alana q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/div>\n
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M\u0259ni n\u0259 havada burax\u0131b getdin…<\/div>\n
xar oldum obada, mill\u0259t i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/div>\n
M\u0259nim ciy\u0259rl\u0259rim al\u0131\u015f\u0131nb- yand\u0131,<\/div>\n
s\u0259nin el\u00e7il\u0259rin \u015f\u0259rb\u0259t i\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259.<\/div>\n
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G\u0259ldi qap\u0131n\u0131za g\u0259lin ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131,<\/div>\n
s\u0259ni \u00e7\u00f6l \u00e7\u0259kirdi, e\u015fik \u00e7\u0259kirdi.<\/div>\n
Getdiyin yollar\u0131n ayr\u0131clar\u0131nda,<\/div>\n
m\u0259nim bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m ke\u015fik \u00e7\u0259kirdi.<\/div>\n
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S\u0259nin getdiyin yol, uzaq yoldu ha…<\/div>\n
g\u00fcn\u00fcm bahar g\u00f6rm\u0259z, i\u015fim q\u0131\u015flad\u0131.<\/div>\n
S\u0259n g\u0259lin k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fanda,<\/div>\n
m\u0259nim \u00fcmidimin k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fc ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/div>\n
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… Daha xatir\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 uzaqd\u0131,<\/div>\n
g\u0259lir qula\u011f\u0131ma bir soraq kimi.<\/div>\n
G\u00f6rd\u00fcm bu “d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259\u201d m\u0259\u011flub<\/div>\n
olmu\u015fam,<\/div>\n
\u0259limi qald\u0131rd\u0131m “a\u011f bayraq\u201d kimi.<\/div>\n
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Qap\u0131n\u0131z d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc bir ax\u015fam\u00e7a\u011f\u0131,<\/div>\n
siz\u0259 el\u00e7i g\u0259ldi, biz\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131q.<\/div>\n
Yen\u0259 niyy\u0259tini d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdi,<\/div>\n
k\u00f6hn\u0259 libas\u0131nda t\u0259z\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131q.<\/div>\n
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Bak\u0131n\u0131n iyul g\u00fcnd\u0259liyi<\/span><\/div>\n
3 iyul…<\/div>\n
Hava x\u0259b\u0259r\u00e7isi<\/div>\n
41 d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 isti elan edir Bak\u0131da.<\/div>\n
B\u00fcrk\u00fcd\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin n\u0259f\u0259si t\u0259ntiyib.<\/div>\n
Qara q\u0131z\u0131l axan damarlar\u0131nda<\/div>\n
trombla\u015fma yaran\u0131b.<\/div>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yi t\u0131nc\u0131x\u0131r h\u0259rd\u0259n.<\/div>\n
R\u0259ng\u0259b\u0259r\u0259ng ma\u015f\u0131nlar<\/div>\n
h\u0259\u015f\u0259rat kimi<\/div>\n
dara\u015f\u0131b \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin can\u0131na.<\/div>\n
T\u0259k\u0259rl\u0259r s\u0131x\u0131b asfalt\u0131n<\/div>\n
qan\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131r.<\/div>\n
Ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131n \u00fcf\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc t\u00fcst\u00fcd\u0259<\/div>\n
\u015f\u0259h\u0259r bo\u011fulur.<\/div>\n
\u018fli d\u0259y\u0259n\u0259kli yol polisl\u0259ri<\/div>\n
h\u0259\u015f\u0259rat ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131<\/div>\n
\u015f\u0259h\u0259rin dadl\u0131<\/div>\n
nahiy\u0259sind\u0259n qoruya bilmir.<\/div>\n
Ma\u015f\u0131nlar \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin m\u0259rk\u0259z<\/div>\n
n\u00f6qt\u0259sin\u0259 da\u015f\u0131n\u0131r.<\/div>\n
Yaxas\u0131na d\u00fcym\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f<\/div>\n
b\u0259z\u0259kli binalar\u0131<\/div>\n
qopar\u0131b d\u0259niz\u0259<\/div>\n
qa\u00e7maq ist\u0259yir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r:<\/div>\n
n\u0259f\u0259s d\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259.<\/div>\n
Ancaq s\u0131x-s\u0131x k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n<\/div>\n
ke\u00e7\u0259 bilmir.<\/div>\n
H\u00fcnd\u00fcr-h\u00fcnd\u00fcr<\/div>\n
binalarla \u015f\u0259h\u0259r m\u0131xlan\u0131b<\/div>\n
torpa\u011fa.<\/div>\n
\u0130nsafs\u0131z adamlar<\/div>\n
evl\u0259rind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda<\/div>\n
qap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 kilidl\u0259yirl\u0259r \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin<\/div>\n
\u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259.<\/div>\n
\u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xamm\u0131r \u015f\u0259h\u0259r.<\/div>\n
Bir yandan da metro tunell\u0259ri<\/div>\n
havas\u0131n\u0131 ciy\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir Bak\u0131n\u0131n.<\/div>\n
V\u0259 zavodlar boru a\u011fz\u0131ndan<\/div>\n
od p\u00fcsk\u00fcr\u00fcr \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259<\/div>\n
X\u0259z\u0259rin bir add\u0131ml\u0131\u011f\u0131nda<\/div>\n
istid\u0259n yan\u0131r Bak\u0131.<\/div>\n
\u0130nsanlar\u0131n \u0259m\u0259lind\u0259n qupquru<\/div>\n
can\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb d\u0259niz\u0259 qa\u00e7a<\/div>\n
bilmir.<\/div>\n
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K\u0259ndd\u0259 v\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131n \u0259ks b\u0259rab\u0259rliyi<\/span><\/div>\n
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G\u00fcl\u00fczl\u00fcm, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 s\u0259nsiz<\/div>\n
dar\u0131xma\u011fa n\u0259 var ki,<\/div>\n
burda z\u00fclmd\u00fc-<\/div>\n
g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kli da\u011f c\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131nda<\/div>\n
adam \u00f6l\u00fcr dar\u0131xmaqdan.<\/div>\n
Burda otlar-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r,<\/div>\n
ar\u0131lar-k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259r,<\/div>\n
b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259l\u0259r-b\u00f6c\u0259kl\u0259r,<\/div>\n
h\u0259r \u015fey qo\u015fulub adama<\/div>\n
DARIXIR, dar\u0131xanda…<\/div>\n
…\u015e\u0259h\u0259r k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 n\u0259 var ki,<\/div>\n
s\u0259nsiz dar\u0131xma\u011fa…<\/div>\n
olsa-olsa bir q\u0259piklik<\/div>\n
h\u00f6rm\u0259ti olmayan<\/div>\n
k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 itl\u0259ri t\u0259k adam dar\u0131xar<\/div>\n
\u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259<\/div>\n
Bir d\u0259 tinl\u0259rd\u0259<\/div>\n
veyill\u0259n\u0259n bo\u015f \u015fir\u0259 qutular\u0131 t\u0259k…<\/div>\n
v\u0259 bir d\u0259 d\u00f6rd f\u0259sli eyni donda<\/div>\n
qar\u015f\u0131layan k\u00fcknar a\u011fac\u0131 kimi…<\/div>\n
burda dar\u0131xmaq canl\u0131d\u0131:<\/div>\n
\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r,ar\u0131lar, k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259r<\/div>\n
v\u0259 bir d\u0259 b\u00f6c\u0259kl\u0259r kimi…<\/div>\n
DARIXDIM…<\/div>\n
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\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n
Qoca \u015fair<\/span><\/div>\n
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Qoca \u015fair k\u00fcrs\u00fcy\u0259 qalxd\u0131,<\/div>\n
\u015feir oxumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/div>\n
Sin\u0259 g\u0259rib k\u00fcrs\u00fcy\u0259<\/div>\n
\u015feirin ad\u0131n\u0131 elan el\u0259di: “VAXT\u201d<\/div>\n
\u0130lk misran\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259di: “Vaxt, art\u0131q o vaxt deyil..\u201d<\/div>\n
Unutdu!<\/div>\n
Udqundu!<\/div>\n
Cibind\u0259n \u0259lyazmas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131.<\/div>\n
Eyn\u0259yini axtard\u0131.<\/div>\n
\u018fll\u0259rini sol cibinin, sa\u011f cibinin<\/div>\n
\u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131:<\/div>\n
\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6y\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f kimi.<\/div>\n
Tapmad\u0131.<\/div>\n
“30-80” adl\u0131 vaxt aras\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 eyn\u0259yi.<\/div>\n
H\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 etiraz el\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259di,<\/div>\n
qollar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lmad\u0131.<\/div>\n
Damarlar\u0131 “30-80” ya\u015f aras\u0131nda daralm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/div>\n
\u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 50 il \u0259vv\u0259l bu k\u00fcrs\u00fcy\u0259 qalxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<\/div>\n
30 ya\u015f\u0131nda: ka\u011f\u0131zs\u0131z, eyn\u0259ksiz.<\/div>\n
Yen\u0259 d\u0259 “VAXT\u201d ad\u0131nda \u015feir oxumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/div>\n
\u0130lk misras\u0131 bel\u0259ydi: “Vaxt, \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l vaxtd\u0131\u201d.<\/div>\n
K\u00fcrs\u00fcy\u0259 el\u0259 qalxd\u0131, bel\u0259 endi qoca \u015fair.<\/div>\n
…astadan tfu,<\/div>\n
deyib vaxt\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 t\u00fcp\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/div>\n
Mikrafon sirr saxlamad\u0131,<\/div>\n
s\u0259s salona yay\u0131ld\u0131:<\/div>\n
T F U U U…<\/div>\n
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Suriyadan son x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r<\/span><\/div>\n
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\nBu il d\u0259 Suriyada<\/div>\n
a\u011f g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7inl\u0259r intihar el\u0259di…<\/div>\n
…G\u00fcll\u0259 s\u0259sind\u0259n qorxan<\/div>\n
analar\u0131n b\u0259tni d\u00f6l verm\u0259di.<\/div>\n
Ad\u0131na “b\u0259\u015f\u0259r” deyil\u0259n<\/div>\n
v\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259r deyil\u0259n<\/div>\n
adam s\u00fcd di\u015fini<\/div>\n
ni\u015fan ald\u0131rd\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131nda k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rin.<\/div>\n
“A”, “B”… h\u0259rfl\u0259ri g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259ndi<\/div>\n
u\u015faqlar\u0131n barmaqlar\u0131 aras\u0131nda.<\/div>\n
Ma\u011faza vitrinl\u0259rind\u0259n<\/div>\n
toz basm\u0131\u015f u\u015faq<\/div>\n
ba\u015fmaqlar\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131.<\/div>\n
…D\u00fcn\u0259n m\u00fcasir<\/div>\n
silahlar g\u0259tirildi Suriyaya.<\/div>\n
A\u011f g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7inl\u0259rin<\/div>\n
intihar\u0131 davam edir…<\/div>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 468 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Siz\u0259 el\u00e7i g\u0259ldi, biz\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131q Qap\u0131n\u0131z d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc bir ax\u015fam\u00e7a\u011f\u0131, siz\u0259 el\u00e7i g\u0259ldi, biz\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131q. Yen\u0259 niyy\u0259tini d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdi, k\u00f6hn\u0259 libas\u0131nda t\u0259z\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131q. Daha toy havas\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda s\u0259nin, yol g\u0259ldik \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259d\u0259n yalana q\u0259d\u0259r. \u00dcmidim h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 can verm\u0259mi\u015fdi, a\u015f\u0131qlar “va\u011fzal\u0131\u201d \u00e7alana q\u0259d\u0259r. M\u0259ni n\u0259 havada burax\u0131b getdin… xar oldum obada, mill\u0259t i\u00e7ind\u0259. M\u0259nim ciy\u0259rl\u0259rim al\u0131\u015f\u0131nb- yand\u0131, s\u0259nin […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":12602,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12601"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12601"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12601\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12603,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12601\/revisions\/12603"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/12602"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12601"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12601"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12601"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}