{"id":12604,"date":"2019-04-16T01:20:53","date_gmt":"2019-04-15T20:20:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12604"},"modified":"2019-04-16T01:20:53","modified_gmt":"2019-04-15T20:20:53","slug":"s%c9%99hla-vahidin-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12604","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259hla Vahidin \u015feirl\u0259ri"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Basd\u0131r\u0131n o C\u0131d\u0131r d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259ni<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u0130ll\u0259rdi h\u0259sr\u0259tin \u00e7\u0259kdiyim kimi,<\/p>\n

Torpaq el\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Bu d\u0259rdi, q\u0259lbimd\u0259 b\u00fcdk\u00fcy\u00fcm kimi,<\/p>\n

Basd\u0131r\u0131n o c\u0131d\u0131r d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

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A\u011fr\u0131d\u0131m anam\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131 k\u0259sik imi\u015f do\u011frular\u0131n da.<\/p>\n

S\u00fcrt\u00fcn ot b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f c\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259min, babam\u0131n izin\u0259 m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

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Kim qald\u0131, \u0259limi tuta yurdumda,<\/p>\n

Hay salsam, hay\u0131ma \u00e7ata yurdumda.<\/p>\n

Bir ocaq qalay\u0131n ata yurdumda,<\/p>\n

K\u00fcl olum, basd\u0131r\u0131n k\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

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Da\u011flar\u0131n qar\u0131n\u0131 yay\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259,<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259st\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yin qoyun \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6nd\u0259rin bula\u011f\u0131n suyun \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259,<\/p>\n

S\u00f6yk\u0259yin buz kimi \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Basd\u0131r\u0131n o c\u0131d\u0131r d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

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SUSMUR \u0130\u00c7\u0130MD\u018fK\u0130\u00a0 \u201cS\u018fN\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 c\u0259za k\u0259s,<\/p>\n

Kipriyind\u0259n as m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Susmur\u00a0 i\u00e7imd\u0259ki \u201cS\u0259n\u201d,<\/p>\n

\u00d6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr bu s\u0259s m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

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Az bu e\u015fqi\u00a0 k\u0259k\u0259l\u0259,<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbind\u0259\u00a0 b\u00fcr \u2013b\u00fck\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n

Arzu \u2013arzu tik\u0259l\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u00dcmid \u2013 \u00fcmid\u00a0 k\u0259s m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259rv\u0259timdi\u00a0 viran\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Bu b\u0259xt\u0259mi yaran\u0131m.<\/p>\n

V\u0259fadan\u00a0 d\u0259m vuran\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Kim at\u0131bd\u0131 b\u0259s m\u0259ni?<\/p>\n

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X\u0259ta \u00f6m\u00fcr, \u015f\u0259r \u00f6m\u00fcr,<\/p>\n

Qartal\u0131bd\u0131 t\u0259r \u00f6m\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

Day dem\u0259 ki, bir \u00f6m\u00fcr,<\/p>\n

Sev\u0259c\u0259ydin b\u0259s m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130MANSIZ OLDUM, BA\u011eI\u015eLA!<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0130mansa,\u00a0 dins\u0259\u00a0 bu sevgi,<\/p>\n

Imans\u0131z\u00a0 oldum, ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla!<\/p>\n

Q\u0131rd\u0131m, t\u00f6kd\u00fcm \u00fcmidl\u0259ri,<\/p>\n

Amans\u0131z oldum, ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla!<\/p>\n

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G\u00fcnahkarsan g\u00fcnah\u0131ma,<\/p>\n

Yan \u00fcr\u0259yim, yan ah\u0131ma!<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259n, sabah\u0131ma,<\/p>\n

G\u00fcmans\u0131z oldum, ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla!<\/p>\n

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Oldu xo\u015f\u00a0 g\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u00c7oxald\u0131n\u00a0 kimin \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259?<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259nin \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259,<\/p>\n

Zamans\u0131z\u00a0 oldum, ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla!<\/p>\n

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D\u00dcNYA<\/strong><\/p>\n

Niy\u0259 silk\u0259l\u0259nirs\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Haran a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r, d\u00fcnya?<\/p>\n

B\u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259r\u0259,<\/p>\n

Yaran a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r, d\u00fcnya?<\/p>\n

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Kim s\u0259nd\u0259n\u00a0 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, qa\u00e7d\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259l a\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

Harda bir k\u00f6rp\u0259 acd\u0131<\/p>\n

Oran a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r, d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n

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Qazd\u0131lar\u00a0 d\u0259rin \u2013 d\u0259rin,<\/p>\n

Qan doludu s\u0259ng\u0259rin.<\/p>\n

Qalmad\u0131\u00a0 b\u00fct\u00f6v yerin,<\/p>\n

Paran\u00a0 a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r, d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n

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S\u00d6Z\u00dcND\u018f \u00d6L\u00dcM GED\u0130M.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Hissl\u0259rind\u0259\u00a0 ya\u015fay\u0131m,<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00a0 gedim.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131nda\u00a0 bo\u011fulum,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm gedim.<\/p>\n

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Varam olanlar\u0131nla,<\/p>\n

Yadda qalanlar\u0131nla,<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131x\u0131m yalanlar\u0131nla,<\/p>\n

D\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm gedim.<\/p>\n

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D\u00fc\u015f bu e\u015fqin izin\u0259,<\/p>\n

Dur bu b\u0259xtin\u00a0 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n

Al ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 dizin\u0259,<\/p>\n

Dizind\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm gedim.<\/p>\n

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Gedim \u0259lind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Yansan k\u00fcl\u00fcnd\u0259n\u00a0 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Son k\u0259s dilind\u0259n\u00a0 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m,<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259\u00a0 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00a0 gedim.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00d6L\u018fN ADAM<\/strong><\/p>\n

Q\u00fcsulun yox, k\u0259f\u0259nin yox.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259n\u00a0 adam.<\/p>\n

Ovul qar\u0131\u015f g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131ma,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n \u0259l\u0259n, adam.<\/p>\n

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Qan dam\u0131r\u00a0 vaxt\u0131n\u00a0 \u0259lind\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Yaral\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u018fl a\u00e7\u0131b b\u0259xtin \u0259lind\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Az s\u0259ad\u0259t dil\u0259n adam.<\/p>\n

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Kim inand\u0131 do\u011frusuna?<\/p>\n

D\u00f6nd\u00fc \u00fcmid\u00a0 o\u011frusuna.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7in \u2013 i\u00e7in\u00a0 a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131na,<\/p>\n

D\u00f6zm\u0259k\u00a0 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259n\u00a0 adam.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259n\u00a0 adam.<\/p>\n

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S\u018fS\u0130N QULAQDAN D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcB<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ac\u0131lar\u0131m c\u00fcc\u0259rib,<\/p>\n

Budaqlan\u0131b, ucal\u0131b.<\/p>\n

\u00dcmidl\u0259rim\u00a0 qocal\u0131b,<\/p>\n

\u018fld\u0259n \u2013ayaqdan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

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Yap\u0131\u015fma di\u015fl\u0259rimd\u0259n,<\/p>\n

\u0130z itib izl\u0259rimd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

X\u0259yal\u0131n\u00a0 g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n,<\/p>\n

S\u0259sin\u00a0 qulaqdan\u00a0 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

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Bir udum n\u0259f\u0259s g\u00fcn\u00fcm,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz\u00a0 g\u00fcn\u00fcm n\u0259hs g\u00fcn\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcm, pis g\u00fcn\u00fcm,<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi q\u0131naqdan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

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G\u0259l de b\u0259xtin\u00a0 ay\u0131l\u0131b,<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00a0 \u00f6m\u00fcr say\u0131l\u0131b.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rim\u00a0 soyulub,<\/p>\n

Qopub dodaqdan\u00a0 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

B\u0130R S\u018fS EL\u018f.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir s\u0259s el\u0259, geri d\u00f6n\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Izin yox izin i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00a0 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc\u00a0 g\u0259zir\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259\u00a0 \u00fcz\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259n\u0259 y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcm yollar,<\/p>\n

Bax\u0131b kiridiyim\u00a0 yollar.<\/p>\n

Yand\u0131\u00a0 yeridiyim\u00a0 yollar,<\/p>\n

Yeridim k\u00f6z\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n

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N\u0259 zaman\u00a0 yar\u0131d\u0131\u00a0 q\u0259lbim?<\/p>\n

H\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n\u00a0 qar\u0131d\u0131 q\u0259lbim.<\/p>\n

Ad\u0131n\u0131 zar\u0131d\u0131\u00a0 q\u0259lbim,<\/p>\n

Bu q\u0259d\u0259r\u00a0 s\u00f6z\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n

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Ilahi,\u00a0 sevm\u0259dinmi he\u00e7,<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni d\u0259\u00a0 xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u00a0 b\u0259nd\u0259n\u00a0 se\u00e7.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnahsa bu g\u00fcnahdan ke\u00e7.<\/p>\n

Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla\u00a0 \u00f6z\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

SAXLA, D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcM.<\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcrs\u0259n hara kimi,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6yn\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259m yara kimi.<\/p>\n

B\u0259sdir\u00a0 g\u0259ldim bura kimi,<\/p>\n

Saxla Tanr\u0131m, saxla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

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Qurdun ala\u00e7\u0131q \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc,<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdl\u0259r\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q\u00a0 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc,<\/p>\n

Bu yar\u0131 u\u00e7uq\u00a0 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc,<\/p>\n

U\u00e7ur\u00a0 b\u00fcr \u2013b\u00fck, ba\u011fla\u00a0 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

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Orda ruhum, burda\u00a0 cismim,<\/p>\n

Qalra intizarda\u00a0 cismim.<\/p>\n

Qalmas\u0131n\u00a0 m\u0259zarda cismim,<\/p>\n

Yer k\u00fcr\u0259si laxla, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

YALAN DE \u00dcR\u018fYIN\u018f.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Dil\u0259yim n\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131,<\/p>\n

Sevincim\u00a0 g\u00f6y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Kim g\u0259ldi yiy\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131<\/p>\n

T\u0259k qalan\u00a0 \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259?<\/p>\n

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H\u0259r \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k d\u0259\u00a0 g\u00fcld\u00fcm\u00fc?<\/p>\n

H\u0259r yanan da k\u00fcld\u00fcm\u00fc?<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 bahar g\u0259ldimi<\/p>\n

O viran\u00a0 \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259?<\/p>\n

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Dins\u0259 dil\u0259 tutmu\u015fam,<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbimi\u00a0 ovutmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n

De, m\u0259n d\u0259\u00a0 unutmu\u015fam,<\/p>\n

Yalan de, \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259.<\/p>\n

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Yaz\u0131ya 508 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

                Basd\u0131r\u0131n o C\u0131d\u0131r d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259ni   \u0130ll\u0259rdi h\u0259sr\u0259tin \u00e7\u0259kdiyim kimi, Torpaq el\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259ni. Bu d\u0259rdi, q\u0259lbimd\u0259 b\u00fcdk\u00fcy\u00fcm kimi, Basd\u0131r\u0131n o c\u0131d\u0131r d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259ni.   A\u011fr\u0131d\u0131m anam\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131nda, Ba\u015f\u0131 k\u0259sik imi\u015f do\u011frular\u0131n da. S\u00fcrt\u00fcn ot b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f c\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131nda, N\u0259n\u0259min, babam\u0131n izin\u0259 m\u0259ni.   Kim qald\u0131, \u0259limi tuta […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":12605,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12604"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12604"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12604\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12606,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12604\/revisions\/12606"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/12605"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12604"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12604"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12604"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}