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Boynuma dolanan hicran qoluymu\u015f<\/p>\n
S\u0259nl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z g\u00fcman\u0131m,
\nBoynuma dolanan hicran qoluymu\u015f.
\nV\u00fcsala yetm\u0259y\u0259 yoxdur g\u00fcman\u0131m,
\nE\u015fqin-m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin sanki yoxuymu\u015f.<\/p>\n
Q\u0259mli k\u00f6nl\u00fcm ha al\u0131\u015fa, ha yana,
\nArif odur hay e\u015fid\u0259, hay ana.
\nHa\u00e7aland\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcm yolu hayana,
\nAylar\u0131n, ill\u0259rin h\u0259sr\u0259t yoluymu\u015f.<\/p>\n
O ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259rim g\u0259lm\u0259z yad\u0131na,
\nQ\u0131yarsanm\u0131 G\u00fcld\u0259r\u0259ni yad ana?
\nHicran g\u00fcnl\u0259rini yazd\u0131n ad\u0131na,
\nS\u0259n adl\u0131 sevincim q\u0259ml\u0259 yo\u011frulmu\u015f.<\/p>\n
Qorxuram<\/p>\n
Q\u0259tr\u0259-q\u0259tr\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259,
\nDamla-damla t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxuram.
\nXana kimi toxunmu\u015fam \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259,
\n\u0130lm\u0259l\u0259nib s\u00f6k\u00fclm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxuram.<\/p>\n
N\u0259yi tutdu, n\u0259yi and\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yim?
\nKimi atd\u0131, kim\u0259 yand\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yim?
\n\u00d6geyliyi n\u0259 tez qand\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yim?
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 t\u0259pinm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxuram.<\/p>\n
Sevdam\u0131z\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259limi? Sonumu?
\n\u0130lk arzumuz d\u0259yi\u015fdimi yolunu?
\nAsanl\u0131qla tapmam\u0131\u015fam yolumu,
\nBu yolumdan \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxuram.<\/p>\n
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C\u0259nub h\u0259sr\u0259ti<\/p>\n
S\u0259rh\u0259d m\u0259ftill\u0259ri g\u00f6z damar\u0131md\u0131r,
\nNarahat gec\u0259md\u0259 q\u0131zarar, sancar.
\nAraz \u00fcr\u0259yimin q\u0131z\u0131l qan\u0131d\u0131r,
\nBir d\u0259li h\u0259sr\u0259tdir, k\u00fckr\u0259y\u0259r, co\u015far.<\/p>\n
V\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti payd\u0131, butad\u0131,
\nArazm\u0131 o taya b\u00f6ld\u00fc bu dad\u0131?
\nS\u0259rh\u0259d m\u0259ftill\u0259ri el\u0259 budad\u0131,
\nBaxd\u0131qca bax\u0131\u015f\u0131m \u00e7\u0259kin\u0259r, qorxar.<\/p>\n
S\u0259ns\u0259nmi qanl\u0131s\u0131, ey Xan Araz\u0131m?
\nG\u00fcld\u0259r\u0259n, g\u00fcnah\u0131 m\u0259n kim\u0259 yaz\u0131m?
\nV\u0259t\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259tiyl\u0259 \u00f6t\u0259n bu saz\u0131m
\nSim-sim \u00f6t\u0259r, tel-tel yanar, odlanar.<\/p>\n
Dedim<\/p>\n
G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259nin da\u011flar\u0131 c\u0259rg\u0259-c\u0259rg\u0259dir,
\nDa\u011flar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259yim g\u00fcman-b\u0259lk\u0259dir.
\n\u018flac n\u0259y\u0259 qal\u0131b, \u00fcmid kim\u0259dir?
\n\u201c\u018flvida\u201d dem\u0259dim, \u201cH\u0259l\u0259lik\u201d dedim,
\nO Ulu G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259m\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rik dedim.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259nin da\u011flar\u0131 da\u011flardan g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k,
\nYazda \u0259tir sa\u00e7\u0131r h\u0259r g\u00fcl, h\u0259r \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k.
\nS\u0259rin bulaqlardan doyunca i\u00e7\u0259k,
\n\u015eehli \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nind\u0259 it\u0259rik dedim,
\nO Ulu G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259m\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rik dedim.<\/p>\n
C\u0259nn\u0259tdir G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259nin h\u0259r bir buca\u011f\u0131,
\n\u015eairl\u0259r yurdudur isti quca\u011f\u0131.
\nMiskin Abdal, Seyid Bayram oca\u011f\u0131,
\nGedib ziyar\u0259tin ed\u0259rik dedim,
\nO Ulu G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259m\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rik dedim.<\/p>\n
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Susub A\u015f\u0131q Al\u0131, k\u00fcs\u00fcb \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259r,
\n\u0130man geri d\u00f6nm\u0259z, dirilm\u0259z B\u0259yl\u0259r.
\nBizd\u0259n gileylidi n\u0259n\u0259miz H\u0259c\u0259r,
\nDolan\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131na \u00f6p\u0259rik dedim,
\nO Ulu G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259m\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rik dedim.<\/p>\n
Ozan\u0131m\u0131z q\u0259rib oldu, dinm\u0259di,
\nG\u00fcman\u0131m\u0131z itik d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, d\u00f6nm\u0259di.
\n\u00dcnvan\u0131m\u0131z n\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f d\u00f6ng\u0259di,
\nLal\u0259li d\u00fczl\u0259rd\u0259 it\u0259rik dedim,
\nO Ulu G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259m\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rik dedim.<\/p>\n
Gavura qal\u0131bd\u0131 do\u011fma diyar\u0131m,
\n\u201cKoro\u011flu qayas\u0131\u201d, \u201cQ\u0131zlar bula\u011f\u0131m\u201d,
\nG\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259 g\u00f6l\u00fcm, o n\u0259rgizli yayla\u011f\u0131m,
\nGedib o torpaqda \u00f6l\u0259rik dedim,
\nO Ulu G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259m\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rik dedim.<\/p>\n
Ne\u00e7\u0259 l\u0259q\u0259b qoydu qa\u00e7q\u0131na zaman,
\nBu z\u00fclm\u0259 a\u011f\u0131lar dedimi B\u0259hman?
\nG\u00fcld\u0259r\u0259n, \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00fclm\u0259di T\u0259rlan,
\nGedib g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sil\u0259rik dedim,
\nO Ulu G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259m\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rik dedim.<\/p>\n
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\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131 seyr ed\u0259n, ay v\u0259t\u0259n o\u011flu,
\n\u00d6z ana yurduna g\u0259ls\u0259n\u0259 ged\u0259k.
\n\u201cG\u0259d\u00f6l\u0259n\u201d d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xaq yuxar\u0131,
\n\u201cQatarqaya\u201ddan da bu yana en\u0259k.<\/p>\n
\u201cMamal\u0131 yolu\u201dndan ke\u00e7 \u201cRusq\u0131r\u0131lan\u201da,
\n\u201cZirnicli bulaq\u201ddan qalxaq \u201cQ\u0131s\u0131r\u201da.
\nOradan en\u0259nd\u0259 \u201cOruc o\u011flu\u201dna,
\n\u201cPiyal\u0259 bulaq\u201ddan doyunca i\u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n
\u201cQ\u0131s\u0131r\u0131n boynu\u201dnda bir ayaq saxla,
\n\u201c\u0130sg\u0259nd\u0259r oca\u011f\u0131\u201dna bir n\u0259zir ba\u011fla.
\nDa\u015f\u0131na \u00fcz s\u00fcrt\u00fcb pirin qucaqla,
\n\u00c7\u00f6k\u00fcb diz \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 torpa\u011f\u0131n \u00f6p\u0259k.<\/p>\n
\u201cQara\u00e7\u0131 yurdu\u201ddur da\u011f\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131,
\n\u201cSud\u0259y\u0259n qaya\u201ddan bir az a\u015fa\u011f\u0131.
\nBax, \u201cB\u0259r\u0259 yeri\u201ddir \u00e7ay\u0131n q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131,
\nDoqquzd\u0259ni yey\u0259k, \u00e7iy\u0259l\u0259k d\u0259r\u0259k.<\/p>\n
\u201cSaqq\u0131zd\u0131 d\u0259r\u0259\u201dd\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259nl\u0259r han\u0131?
\n\u201cT\u00fckl\u00fc t\u0259p\u0259\u201dd\u0259dir futbol meydan\u0131.
\n\u201cPal\u0131dl\u0131 me\u015f\u0259\u201dsi sorur hal\u0131n\u0131,
\nG\u0259zd\u0259yin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ged\u0259k bir g\u00f6r\u0259k.<\/p>\n
El\u0259 ki, d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck yolun a\u011f\u0131na,
\nG\u0259l qonaq olaq \u201cQ\u0131zlar bula\u011f\u0131\u201dna.
\nDoda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yk\u0259 buz doda\u011f\u0131na,
\nG\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259 biz s\u0259rinl\u0259y\u0259k.<\/p>\n
\u201cDanal\u0131q\u201d b\u0259z\u0259kli cehiz xal\u0131s\u0131,
\n\u201cQo\u00e7 qoru\u011fu\u201d onun b\u0259ylik xon\u00e7as\u0131.
\n\u201cNazl\u0131 bula\u011f\u0131\u201dnda \u00fcz\u0259n sonas\u0131,
\n\u201cLilparl\u0131 d\u0259r\u0259\u201dd\u0259n g\u0259l bir d\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n
Dolama yollarda durmur aya\u011f\u0131m,
\nN\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l qaynay\u0131r \u201c\u00c7oban bula\u011f\u0131\u201dm.
\n\u201cQara quzeyin ba\u015f\u0131\u201d s\u0259rin yayla\u011f\u0131m,
\n\u018fl-\u0259l\u0259 ver\u0259k biz, \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259k\u2026<\/p>\n
\u201cA\u011f qaya\u201ddan k\u0259s\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xa bil\u0259ydim,
\n\u201cKoro\u011flu\u201d qayas\u0131ndan baxa bil\u0259ydim.
\n\u201cGur bulaq\u201d t\u0259k co\u015fub axa bil\u0259ydim,
\nD\u0259r\u0259ni, t\u0259p\u0259ni g\u0259l bir-bir g\u0259z\u0259k.<\/p>\n
\u201cGur bulaq\u201ddan a\u015fd\u0131 el \u201cm\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259\u201dy\u0259,
\nH\u0259r\u0259 bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 qurubdu d\u0259y\u0259.
\nArt\u0131q ehtiyac yox, bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259y\u0259,
\nObada oturub duz-\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k k\u0259s\u0259k.<\/p>\n
\u201cM\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259\u201dd\u0259n b\u0259ri, \u201cX\u0131nna\u201dya a\u015fd\u0131m,
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi, d\u00fcz\u00fc, m\u0259n \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131m.
\nEl\u0259 bil sehrli qap\u0131lar a\u00e7d\u0131m,
\nQ\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 lal\u0259d\u0259n donunu bi\u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n
Xa\u015fxa\u015f\u0131 yeyirs\u0259n t\u0259z\u0259 bal kimi,
\nBax\u0131rsan bu yurda nitqi lal kimi.
\n\u0130st\u0259r\u0259m ba\u015f\u0131na at\u0131b \u015fal kimi,
\nLal\u0259y\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b bu \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 bit\u0259k.<\/p>\n
\u201cM\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259\u201d olubdur elin yayla\u011f\u0131,
\n\u00c7alxan\u0131r nehr\u0259si, tutulur ya\u011f\u0131.
\nPendiri, motal\u0131, t\u0259z\u0259 qayma\u011f\u0131,
\nK\u00f6p\u00fckl\u00fc s\u00fcd\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u0259l biz d\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n
\u015e\u0259lal\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbd\u00fc s\u0259s\u0259,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 bir s\u0259rin da\u011f yeli \u0259s\u0259.
\nBu yerd\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbd\u00fc b\u0259hs\u0259,
\n\u201cSolmaz \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi\u201dni \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259 se\u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcld\u0259r\u0259n, x\u0259yal\u0131n yollar\u0131 a\u015fd\u0131,
\nFikrin ana yurdu yen\u0259 dola\u015fd\u0131.
\nG\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259ni t\u0259rk edib ell\u0259ri, qa\u00e7d\u0131,
\nKa\u015f \u201cG\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259 g\u00f6l\u00fc\u201dnd\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259k.<\/p>\n
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Yaz\u0131ya 542 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Boynuma dolanan hicran qoluymu\u015f S\u0259nl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z g\u00fcman\u0131m, Boynuma dolanan hicran qoluymu\u015f. V\u00fcsala yetm\u0259y\u0259 yoxdur g\u00fcman\u0131m, E\u015fqin-m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin sanki yoxuymu\u015f. Q\u0259mli k\u00f6nl\u00fcm ha al\u0131\u015fa, ha yana, Arif odur hay e\u015fid\u0259, hay ana. Ha\u00e7aland\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcm yolu hayana, Aylar\u0131n, ill\u0259rin h\u0259sr\u0259t yoluymu\u015f. O ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259rim g\u0259lm\u0259z yad\u0131na, Q\u0131yarsanm\u0131 G\u00fcld\u0259r\u0259ni yad ana? Hicran g\u00fcnl\u0259rini yazd\u0131n ad\u0131na, S\u0259n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":12695,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12694"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12694"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12694\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12696,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12694\/revisions\/12696"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/12695"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12694"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12694"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12694"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}