{"id":12711,"date":"2019-06-10T22:34:27","date_gmt":"2019-06-10T17:34:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12711"},"modified":"2019-06-10T22:34:27","modified_gmt":"2019-06-10T17:34:27","slug":"s%c9%99daq%c9%99t-aliqizi-ur%c9%99yimd%c9%99n-asilmaq","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12711","title":{"rendered":"S\u0259daq\u0259t Al\u0131q\u0131z\u0131 &#8211; \u00dcR\u018fY\u0130MD\u018fN ASILMAQ"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/54256785_2265344083723436_1235184065494122496_n.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-12713\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/54256785_2265344083723436_1235184065494122496_n-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"54256785_2265344083723436_1235184065494122496_n\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/54256785_2265344083723436_1235184065494122496_n-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/54256785_2265344083723436_1235184065494122496_n-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/54256785_2265344083723436_1235184065494122496_n-50x50.jpg 50w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/06\/54256785_2265344083723436_1235184065494122496_n.jpg 640w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>Daha ist\u0259mir\u0259m sevm\u0259k, daha ist\u0259mir\u0259m inanmaq<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259y\u0259rsiz bir pul kimi x\u0259rcl\u0259nm\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>Daha ist\u0259mir\u0259m aldanmaq, daha ist\u0259mir\u0259m<\/p>\n<p>ayr\u0131l\u0131q,<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 ax\u0131tmaq,d\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yni bil\u0259-bil\u0259<\/p>\n<p>yollara baxmaq.<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131n qoynunda, xatir\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 sar\u0131lmaq.<\/p>\n<p>Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6p\u0259n doda\u011f\u0131mla havadan as\u0131l\u0131 qalmaq<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ni qucaqlayark\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fcm- \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 sar\u0131lmaq.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim olmayan s\u0259ni q\u0131sqanmaq,<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 do\u011franmaq, i\u00e7imd\u0259 yanmaq.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nsiz olan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc x\u0259yal\u0131nla ya\u015famaq.<\/p>\n<p>Daha ist\u0259mir\u0259m he\u00e7 bir \u015fey xat\u0131rlamaq.<\/p>\n<p>Ist\u0259yir\u0259m unutmaq, unutmaq, unutmaq.<\/p>\n<p>Laz\u0131msa bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn lap c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259md\u0259 yanmaq.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ni sev\u0259n g\u00fcnahkar \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n as\u0131lmaq.<\/p>\n<p>.<\/p>\n<p><strong>ALDANMA<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Aldanma bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin qara uzun gec\u0259l\u0259ri,<\/p>\n<p>Hiyl\u0259 quran d\u00f6ng\u0259l\u0259ri, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri var.<\/p>\n<p>Yol azd\u0131ran c\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131, izl\u0259ri var.<\/p>\n<p>Qazanc\u0131 evin\u0259 yetm\u0259y\u0259n ki\u015fil\u0259ri,<\/p>\n<p>Kims\u0259siz \u00e7ocuqlar\u0131, dil\u0259n\u0259n qocalar\u0131 var.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fzil\u0259n insanlar\u0131, \u0259z\u0259n g\u00fccl\u00fcl\u0259ri var.<\/p>\n<p>Ziyal\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259nl\u0259ri, daha n\u0259l\u0259ri, n\u0259l\u0259ri<\/p>\n<p>Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin kirl\u0259nmi\u015f \u00fcst\u00fc,<\/p>\n<p>Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin ya\u011fmura ehtiyac\u0131 var..<\/p>\n<p>.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00d6LS\u018fM BU SEVG\u0130NL\u018f<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u018fN\u0130 U\u011eURLA<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r\u0259m m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tinl\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 qorxudur bu sevgin m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259niz kimi o, t\u0259lat\u00fcml\u00fc,<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 susqundur g\u00f6zl\u0259ri, n\u0259mli.<\/p>\n<p>Axtar yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc b\u0259nz\u0259ri yoxdur,<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259m d\u0259rin, h\u0259m m\u0259sum \u00fclvi bu hissl\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb bir nurdan q\u0259lbim\u0259 axd\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>R\u0259ngli r\u00f6yad\u0131r \u015firin v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p>Sonsuz ya\u015fayacaq sevgim can\u0131mda,<\/p>\n<p>Bunu anlay\u0131ram m\u0259n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla.<\/p>\n<p>O q\u0259d\u0259r xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m h\u0259r bir an\u0131nda,<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6ls\u0259m bu sevgiml\u0259 m\u0259ni u\u011furla.<\/p>\n<p>.<\/p>\n<p><strong>K\u00d6L\u018fL\u018fR ARASINDA \u0130TM\u018fK<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00dcZR\u018fD\u0130R \u0130NSANLIQ<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r k\u0259sin icind\u0259 qaranliq, sabaha inams\u0131zl\u0131q,<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015famaq \u00f6lm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259tin.<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcdl\u0259r \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259 qorxu.<\/p>\n<p>Qorxular i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u0259sar\u0259t.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6ld\u00fcr\u00fcl\u0259n balas\u0131n\u0131 a\u011flaya bilm\u0259y\u0259n analar,<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na qoyulan qada\u011falar.<\/p>\n<p>Bir tik\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k xatirin\u0259,vicdan\u0131na sus dey\u0259n atalar,<\/p>\n<p>Dost &#8211; qarda\u015f dem\u0259d\u0259n bir-birini satanlar.<\/p>\n<p>Adamlar m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tsiz, zaman amans\u0131z.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsanlar q\u0259rars\u0131z,sabaha inams\u0131zl\u0131q,<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259fsl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00e7arp\u0131\u015fan ruhlar.<\/p>\n<p>Art\u0131q zaman yeti\u015fmi\u015f,<\/p>\n<p>Ya haqqa do\u011fru getm\u0259k, bu yolda \u00f6lm\u0259k<\/p>\n<p>Ya \u015feytana \u0259yilm\u0259k, sonra \u00fcz \u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>Zill\u0259t boydan yuxar\u0131 d\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fckc\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcl\u00fcr,<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fccl\u00fcl\u0259rin at oynad\u0131r, z\u0259ifl\u0259r \u0259zilir.<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015fanan u\u011fursuzluqlar intihara s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n<p>Bir gec\u0259lik sevgil\u0259r, z\u0259nginliy\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259nl\u0259r,<\/p>\n<p>v\u0259zif\u0259y\u0259 evl\u0259n\u0259nl\u0259r<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fct\u00fcn ruhumla inand\u0131\u011f\u0131n h\u0259r \u015fey g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n<\/p>\n<p>y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6l\u0259l\u0259r aras\u0131nda itm\u0259k \u00fczr\u0259dir insanl\u0131q.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259d\u0259n yol, zindan v\u0259 qaranl\u0131q.<\/p>\n<p>Susdurulmu\u015f vicdanlar sahibl\u0259riyl\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259rar ver, ya boyun \u0259y, d\u00fcnyan\u0131 z\u0259bt etmi\u015f<\/p>\n<p>iblisl\u0259r\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>Ya k\u00f6m\u0259k et, haqq\u0131 qurtarmaq ist\u0259y\u0259n m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u0130NSANLIQ<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259qiq\u0259t yalanla vuru\u015fur, h\u0259yat ol\u00fcml\u0259<\/p>\n<p>Sevinc \u0259zabla \u00e7arp\u0131\u015f\u0131r, \u015feytan m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Ruhsuz b\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259r ya\u015fay\u0131r, b\u0259d\u0259nsiz ruhlar azm\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n<p>dola\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Vicdan n\u0259fsl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, l\u0259yaq\u0259tsizl\u0259r \u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>Simas\u0131z adamlar \u015f\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130tirilmi\u015f simalar, yerl\u0259rd\u0259 bula\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnyan\u0131n yoxu\u015funda, sars\u0131lmaq \u00fczr\u0259dir insanl\u0131q.<\/p>\n<p>Haqqla nahaqq aras\u0131nda do\u011fulmaqdad\u0131r insanl\u0131q.<\/p>\n<p>.<\/p>\n<p><strong>ATAM<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Atam torpa\u011f\u0131n qanla suvar\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259<\/p>\n<p>d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lib.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6rp\u0259likd\u0259n yetimliyi dad\u0131b<\/p>\n<p>Ana quca\u011f\u0131nda nazlanmay\u0131b, ata qanad\u0131na<\/p>\n<p>s\u0131\u011f\u0131nmay\u0131b<\/p>\n<p>M\u00fcharib\u0259nin ac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 can\u0131nda \u0259rid\u0259 &#8211; \u0259rid\u0259<\/p>\n<p>b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb.<\/p>\n<p>U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131 acl\u0131q ill\u0259rind\u0259n ke\u00e7ib,<\/p>\n<p>b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 bu\u011fda bitir\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131 daha<\/p>\n<p>\u00e7ox sevib.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6mr\u00fc \u0259kin -bi\u00e7ind\u0259 ke\u00e7ib.<\/p>\n<p>Soyuq s\u0259rt k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n sa\u00e7lar\u0131 codla\u015f\u0131b<\/p>\n<p>b\u0259yazla\u015f\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n ayazdan yan\u0131b qaralm\u0131\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n nur<\/p>\n<p>\u0259skik olmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259, q\u0259lbind\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb g\u0259l\u0259n \u00f6vlad<\/p>\n<p>sevgisi,<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, f\u0259dakarl\u0131q ed\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k<\/p>\n<p>g\u00fcc var.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ll\u0259r \u0259ym\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 qam\u0259tini, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00fcz<\/p>\n<p>saxlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tdir &#8211; atam.<\/p>\n<p>Aln\u0131ndak\u0131 \u00e7at &#8211; \u00e7at olmu\u015f q\u0131r\u0131\u015flardan<\/p>\n<p>s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb g\u0259l\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>t\u0259r damc\u0131lar\u0131, g\u00f6y\u0259rdikc\u0259 torpaqdak\u0131 h\u0259r toxumu,<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 hiss ed\u0259r ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Doya \u2013doya can\u0131na \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r bu dad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t qoxuyar \u0259ll\u0259rinin qabar\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Torpaq qoxulu atam,<\/p>\n<p>Torpaq adam\u0131d\u0131r,torpaq adam\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>.<\/p>\n<p><strong>PAYIZ<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Pay\u0131z m\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yir,<\/p>\n<p>Pay\u0131z da m\u0259nim kimi,<\/p>\n<p>Sevgid\u0259n yar\u0131may\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>Havada f\u0131rlan\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n yarpaqlar<\/p>\n<p>Sevgimin saralan s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259ri t\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>Pay\u0131za ya\u011fan soyuq ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar,<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n k\u0259d\u0259rli ya\u015flar.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259rs\u0259ri \u00e7ar\u0259siz \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan k\u00fcl\u0259k,<\/p>\n<p>Yor\u011fun q\u0259lbimin \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131.<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"12711\">Yaz\u0131ya 626 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; Daha ist\u0259mir\u0259m sevm\u0259k, daha ist\u0259mir\u0259m inanmaq D\u0259y\u0259rsiz bir pul kimi x\u0259rcl\u0259nm\u0259k. Daha ist\u0259mir\u0259m aldanmaq, daha ist\u0259mir\u0259m ayr\u0131l\u0131q, G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 ax\u0131tmaq,d\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yni bil\u0259-bil\u0259 yollara baxmaq. T\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131n qoynunda, xatir\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 sar\u0131lmaq. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6p\u0259n doda\u011f\u0131mla havadan as\u0131l\u0131 qalmaq S\u0259ni qucaqlayark\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fcm- \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 sar\u0131lmaq. M\u0259nim olmayan s\u0259ni q\u0131sqanmaq, \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 do\u011franmaq, i\u00e7imd\u0259 yanmaq. S\u0259nsiz olan \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc x\u0259yal\u0131nla ya\u015famaq. Daha ist\u0259mir\u0259m he\u00e7 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":12713,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12711"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12711"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12711\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12714,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12711\/revisions\/12714"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/12713"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12711"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12711"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12711"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}