{"id":12754,"date":"2019-06-22T14:25:32","date_gmt":"2019-06-22T09:25:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12754"},"modified":"2019-06-22T14:26:20","modified_gmt":"2019-06-22T09:26:20","slug":"n%c9%99riman-h%c9%99s%c9%99nzad%c9%99-ur%c9%99yim-anani-ist%c9%99yir-qizim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12754","title":{"rendered":"N\u0259riman H\u0259s\u0259nzad\u0259 – \u00dcR\u018fY\u0130M ANANI \u0130ST\u018fY\u0130R, QIZIM"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"neriman<\/a>Az\u0259rbaycan Xalq \u015fairi\u00a0N\u0259riman H\u0259s\u0259nzad\u0259nin \u015feirl\u0259rini\u00a0 \u00a0<\/strong>Az\u0259rbaycan M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131\u00a0<\/strong>
M\u0259tbuat xidm\u0259tinin r\u0259hb\u0259ri,<\/strong>
Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc Kamran Mur\u011fuzov t\u0259qdim edir:\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00dcR\u018fY\u0130M ANANI \u0130ST\u018fY\u0130R, QIZIM<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim anan\u0131 ist\u0259yir, q\u0131z\u0131m,
\ns\u0259n ya\u015fa d\u00fcnyada q\u0259msiz, k\u0259d\u0259rsiz.
\nBir s\u0259s qula\u011f\u0131ma d\u00f6z deyir, q\u0131z\u0131m,
\nM\u0259n d\u00f6zd\u00fcm,
\nya\u015f \u00f6td\u00fc m\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz.<\/p>\n

Qa\u015flar\u0131m qarad\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131m a\u011fd\u0131,
\nt\u0259bi\u0259t \u015f\u0259klimi \u00e7\u0259kir yenid\u0259n.
\nHam\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyada qocalacaqd\u0131
\namma t\u0259k qocalmaq d\u0259rd verir h\u0259rd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u201cDa\u011flar\u201d dey\u0259-dey\u0259 m\u0259n da\u011f \u015fam\u0131\u015fam,
\nHan\u0131 tale dostum,
\n\u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00fcl\u0259n?!
\nD\u00fcnyada ya\u015fay\u0131b d\u00fcnyala\u015fm\u0131\u015fam,
\nd\u00fcnyayla d\u00fcz g\u0259lmir daha m\u0259n dey\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Dadd\u0131m ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u015firin h\u0259yat\u0131n,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 bu ac\u0131dan doyan olmay\u0131b.
\nQ\u0131z\u0131m, qarda\u015f\u0131nla s\u0259n olmasayad\u0131n,-
\ndey\u0259rdim, d\u00fcnyada ana olmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda eybi yox,-dedim,-
\nd\u0259yirman d\u00fcnyad\u0131, \u00e7arxa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcnk\u00fc bilib f\u0259xr el\u0259diyim,
\narxadan vuranda arxa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fm.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n qisas almad\u0131m ya\u015fad\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n,
\nilhamda, s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 ax\u0131rdayd\u0131lar.
\nQisas\u0131 ald\u0131m m\u0259n yaln\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n,-
\nb\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, \u00e7ox x\u0131rdayd\u0131lar,
\nilhamda, s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 ax\u0131rdayd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Daha ya\u015f artd\u0131qca, s\u0259brim azal\u0131r,
\nya\u015f ya\u015fd\u0131\u2026
\nneyl\u0259s\u0259n ya\u015f \u0259yir, q\u0131z\u0131m.
\nQad\u0131ns\u0131z-ata da anas\u0131z qal\u0131r,
\n\u00fcr\u0259yim anan\u0131 ist\u0259yir, q\u0131z\u0131m,<\/p>\n

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.<\/p>\n

M\u018fN<\/strong><\/p>\n

Kims\u0259 salam verdi m\u0259n\u0259 r\u0259hm il\u0259,
\nAllah\u0131n n\u0259 yaz\u0131q b\u0259nd\u0259siy\u0259m m\u0259n.
\nT\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fcz yand\u0131m m\u0259n odlar i\u00e7ind\u0259,
\nt\u0259ndirin k\u00fct ged\u0259n k\u00fcnd\u0259siy\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259n incim\u0259sin dostlar, tan\u0131\u015flar,
\ndaha yadla\u015f\u0131bd\u0131 do\u011fma bax\u0131\u015flar.
\nEy \u0259s\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r, ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar,
\nt\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259siy\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Yat\u0131r s\u00fcfr\u0259miz\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k g\u0259tir\u0259n,
\nail\u0259 y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259kc\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n,
\nM\u0259n boynu b\u00fck\u00fcy\u0259m, o k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n,
\nYegan\u0259 arxas\u0131, kims\u0259si\u0259ym m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131nd\u0131r h\u0259r evin isti n\u0259f\u0259si,
\nqad\u0131n anad\u0131rsa-yoxdur \u0259v\u0259zi.
\nA\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 anan\u0131n a\u011f\u0131r x\u0259st\u0259si.
\natayam, anan\u0131n x\u0259st\u0259si\u0259ym m\u0259n.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 b\u0259db\u0259xtl\u0259rin t\u0259z\u0259si\u0259ym m\u0259n.
\n.
\nAY H\u018fK\u0130M<\/strong><\/p>\n

A\u011fz\u0131n b\u0259d x\u0259b\u0259r\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 s\u0259nin,
\nSonra nec\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcn, nec\u0259, ay h\u0259kim.
\nS\u0259sin \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 sanc\u0131ld\u0131 s\u0259nin,
\nH\u0259kimlik buydumu s\u0259nc\u0259, ay h\u0259kim.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n g\u00fcld\u00fcn, yan\u0131nda ssusub a\u011flad\u0131m,
\nYen\u0259 \u00fcmidimi s\u0259n\u0259 ba\u011flad\u0131m.
\nSa\u011f ik\u0259n insana m\u0259n yas saxlad\u0131m,
\nVerdin \u0259m\u0259yimi he\u00e7\u0259, ay h\u0259kim.<\/p>\n

Bir qap\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131n, y\u00fcz qap\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131m,
\nQ\u0131z\u0131\u015fn soyu\u011funda \u00f6lk\u0259 dola\u015fd\u0131m.
\nH\u0259kimin \u0259lind\u0259n h\u0259kim\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131m,
\nHan\u0131 diplomuyun g\u00fcc\u00fc, ay h\u0259kim.<\/p>\n

X\u0259st\u0259nin yaleyi ilg\u0259kdi p\u00fcnhan,
\nH\u0259kimin \u0259ll\u0259ri d\u00fcym\u0259 ba\u011flayan.
\nS\u0259n bir q\u0259bristanl\u0131q insan q\u0131rm\u0131san,
\nBir elmi d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, ay h\u0259kim.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259bula g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 bivaxt d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,
\nBu evd\u0259n-e\u015fikd\u0259n uzaq d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.
\nM\u0259n s\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259n qa\u00e7aq d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,
\nH\u0259kiml\u0259ri se\u00e7\u0259-se\u00e7\u0259, ay h\u0259kim,
\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259r-\u015f\u0259h\u0259r, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259-k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259, ay h\u0259kim.<\/p>\n

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QOYMARAM<\/strong><\/p>\n

Gedin deyin Xan\u00e7obana,
\nG\u0259lm\u0259sin bu il Mu\u011fana.
\nMu\u011fan bat\u0131b nahaq qana
\napard\u0131 sell\u0259r Saran\u0131.
\nbir g\u00fcl\u0259r \u00fczl\u00fc balan\u0131..
\nN\u0259bati<\/p>\n

Gedin deyin N\u0259rimana,
\nS\u0131x\u0131r m\u0259ni x\u0259st\u0259xan,.
\nX\u0259st\u0259xana bat\u0131b qana.
\napar\u0131r sell\u0259r Saran\u0131.
\ne\u015fitsin ell\u0259r Saran\u0131.<\/p>\n

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\nSara<\/strong><\/p>\n

D\u00f6zm\u00fcn azal\u0131b, n\u0259 olub yen\u0259,
\nBel\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdim, ay Sara, s\u0259ni.
\nOxuma yan\u0131mda q\u0259m mahn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131,
\nQoymaram bu ell\u0259r apara s\u0259ni,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm aparacam g\u00f6r hara, s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 bir \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259 a\u00e7ar\u0131q,
\nYemlik y\u0131\u011fa-y\u0131\u011fa arx\u0131 a\u015far\u0131q.
\nBir az qocalm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, cavanla\u015far\u0131q.
\nBir az dinc\u0259l\u0259rik bulaqlar \u00fcst\u0259,
\nQu\u015flar mahn\u0131 dey\u0259r budaqlar \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n

Biz \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck l\u0259yaq\u0259t il\u0259,
\nBiz h\u0259yat g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck n\u0259 minn\u0259t il\u0259.
\nEv-e\u015fik qurumu\u015fuq \u0259ziyy\u0259t il\u0259,
\nBir-bir da\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 biz da\u015f qoymu\u015fuq,
\nBir halal yast\u0131\u011fa biz ba\u015f qoymu\u015fuq.<\/p>\n

Ax\u015fam teatrda qo\u015fa oturaq,
\nG\u00fcnd\u00fcz artistl\u0259r\u0259 \u015f\u0259n m\u0259clis quraq,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 \u201cPompey\u201d durur, biz d\u0259 b\u0259rk duraq,
\nOnu bu s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259k, ay Sara,
\nBir az s\u0259brin olsun g\u0259r\u0259k, ay Sara.
\nH\u0259l\u0259 n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck biz bu d\u00fcnyada,
\nQu\u015f havada ya\u015far, bal\u0131q d\u0259ryada.
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015flar, k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r d\u00f6y\u00fcb s\u0259hrada,
\nD\u00fcnya d\u00fcz\u0259ngahm\u0131\u015f, he\u00e7 bilm\u0259m\u015f\u0259m,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 s\u0131\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015fam, Sara d\u00fcmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6zm\u00fcn azal\u0131b, h\u0259yat\u0131m m\u0259nim,
\nBel\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdim, ay Sara, s\u0259ni.
\nOxuma yan\u0131mda q\u0259m mahn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131,
\nQoymaram bu ell\u0259r apara s\u0259ni,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm aparacam da\u011flara, s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

Yuxun qa\u00e7d\u0131 evd\u0259 yata bilm\u0259din,
\ntorpaqda yat, torpaq quzum, a laylay.
\nGizli-gizli ufuldad\u0131n, inl\u0259din,
\nOyaq qalan yuxusuzum, a laylay.<\/p>\n

G\u00fczg\u00fc kimi z\u0259rif idi g\u00fcl \u00fcz\u00fcn,
\ninsafd\u0131m\u0131 torpaq altda \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fcn?!
\nDuman g\u0259lsin q\u0259bristan\u0131 b\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fcn,
\nduman s\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6rp\u0259k olsun, a laylay,
\nTorpaq s\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259k olsun, a laylay.<\/p>\n

Yan\u0131mdayd\u0131n, ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131q bir babat,
\nyuxularda gah do\u011fmasan, gah da yad.
\nAy\u0131l\u0131ram-n\u0259 s\u0259n varsan, n\u0259 h\u0259yat.
\nYuxularda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259nim, a laylay.
\nYax\u0131n ik\u0259n gen d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nim, a laylay.<\/p>\n

Laylay dedim,be\u015fik dedim m\u0259zara,
\nda\u015f g\u0259tirdik, sald\u0131q s\u0259ni hasara.
\nHa yalvard\u0131m, ha \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m ay Sa\u2026ra!..
\nDar\u0131xanda h\u0259yan\u0131m\u0131z, a laylay,
\nAyr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u00fcnvan\u0131m\u0131z, a laylay.<\/p>\n

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DA\u015eI SEVM\u018fL\u0130Y\u0130K B\u0130Z \u0130ND\u018fN BEL\u018f<\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00fcl g\u0259tirdim, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k qoydum \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259,
\nG\u00fcl s\u0259nindi, yer s\u0259nindi, s\u0259n m\u0259nim.
\nSara<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 q\u0259bristana d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbd\u00fc yolum,
\nDa\u015f yonur, qum t\u00f6k\u00fcr burda ustalar.
\nAnana ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131 qoyurlar o\u011flum,
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n xatir\u0259di
\nm\u0259nd\u0259n yadigar<\/p>\n

O\u011flundan,\u0259rind\u0259n\u2026
\nSon borcumuzdu,
\nQalan borclar\u0131m\u0131z bir yan qals\u0131n.
\nO, h\u0259yat a\u015fiqi, o, yer q\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131,
\nQoy ondan yer \u00fcst\u0259 ni\u015fan\u0259 qals\u0131n.<\/p>\n

H\u0259yatda bir sirr var, inan, ay o\u011ful,
\nBu sirr a\u00e7\u0131lmay\u0131b q\u0259dimd\u0259n bel\u0259.
\nDa\u015fdan yonulubdu anan, ay o\u011ful,
\nDa\u015f\u0131 sevm\u0259liyik biz ind\u0259n bel\u0259.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 deyim, sa\u011f olsun heyk\u0259lt\u0259ra\u015f\u0131,
\nG\u00f6r nec\u0259d\u00fcz verib o g\u00f6z\u00fc, qa\u015f\u0131.
\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131 \u00f6rp\u0259yin alt\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b,
\nT\u0259k n\u0259f\u0259s verm\u0259yi yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Bu sirdi, g\u00f6r nec\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fir insan,
\ntan\u0131n\u0131r, tan\u0131nm\u0131r\u2026
\nyax\u015f\u0131 bax, o\u011flum.
\nM\u0259nim da\u015f qad\u0131n\u0131m, s\u0259nin da\u015f anan
\nBizi qoymayacaq da\u015fla\u015faq, o\u011flum.<\/p>\n

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M\u018fN\u0130M N\u0130GAHIMI POZDU T\u018fB\u0130\u018fT<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259nim nigah\u0131m\u0131 pozdu t\u0259bi\u0259t,
\nK\u00f6kl\u0259di siml\u0259ri xeyir-\u015f\u0259r \u00fcst\u0259.
\nS\u0259n\u0259-m\u0259zar boyda yeralt\u0131 z\u00fclm\u0259t,
\nQurulu ev qoydu m\u0259n\u0259 yer \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259 ay\u0131rd\u0131 o, pay\u0131m\u0131z\u0131,
\nPozdu bu qanuni nigah\u0131m\u0131z\u0131.
\nQoruya-qoruya saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z,
\nAx\u0131rda n\u0259 oldu?-adi bir ka\u011f\u0131z.<\/p>\n

Arada a\u011flayan bir m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tdir,
\nYast\u0131\u011f\u00f6\u0131n m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s, yerin m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s.
\nD\u00f6vl\u0259t v\u0259siq\u0259si r\u0259smi s\u0259n\u0259ddir.
\nM\u00f6h\u00fcr\u00fc, imzas\u0131 bir \u015fey\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259z<\/p>\n

Son m\u0259nzil deyirl\u0259r, m\u0259n orda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,
\nN\u0259dir s\u0259nl\u0259 gedib, s\u0259nsiz qay\u0131tmaq.
\nKa\u011f\u0131z\u0131 qorudum, s\u0259ni itirdim,
\n\u0130ndi s\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n qoruyur torpaq\u2026.<\/p>\n

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FAM\u0130L\u0130ML\u018f \u00dcZ-\u00dcZ\u018f<\/strong><\/p>\n

Q\u0259birl\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259
\nSad\u0259 bir q\u0259bir s\u0259nin.
\nFamilim m\u0259nimkidir,
\nAd s\u0259nin, \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u0259nin.
\nN\u0259 u\u015faqlar var idi,
\nn\u0259 indiki v\u0259zif\u0259m,
\nn\u0259 evim, n\u0259 \u00fcnvan\u0131m,
\nn\u0259 indiki ad-san\u0131m.
\nK\u0259bin ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131m\u0131za
\nYaz\u0131ld\u0131n iki oldum.
\nAncaq s\u0259ninki oldum.
\nIndi s\u0259nin yan\u0131nda
\nS\u0259ni haraylay\u0131ram.
\nFamiliml\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259
\nDayan\u0131b a\u011fay\u0131ram,
\nS\u0259ni haraylay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

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