{"id":12863,"date":"2019-08-29T17:35:15","date_gmt":"2019-08-29T12:35:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12863"},"modified":"2019-08-29T17:35:15","modified_gmt":"2019-08-29T12:35:15","slug":"al%c9%99m-k%c9%99ng%c9%99rli-v%c9%99t%c9%99n-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12863","title":{"rendered":"Al\u0259m K\u0259ng\u0259rli – “V\u0259t\u0259n” (hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\"alem\"<\/a>…S\u0259f\u0259r ki\u015fi fikirl\u0259r m\u0259ng\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259n qurtula bilmirdi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra Allah onun g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131b did\u0259rgin d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f ruhunun \u00f6z do\u011fma oca\u011f\u0131na – ata-baba yurduna d\u00f6nm\u0259sin\u0259 izn ver\u0259c\u0259kmi? O, sinsimi\u015f x\u0259yallar\u0131n\u0131n yad ell\u0259rd\u0259 f\u0259ryad qopar\u0131b-qoparmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da bilmirdi. T\u0259kc\u0259 onu bilirdi ki, daha a\u011fsaqqala, a\u011fbir\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259l qoyulmayan bir yerd\u0259 ya\u015famaqdan bezib…<\/h4>\n<\/blockquote>\n
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S\u0259f\u0259r ki\u015fi u\u015faql\u0131q dostu K\u0259rimin d\u0259v\u0259ti il\u0259 Rusiyaya \u00fcz tutanda g\u0259nc, g\u00fcmrah v\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 bir o\u011flan idi. Art\u0131q o vaxtdan ill\u0259r ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Qocal\u0131b \u0259ld\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n S\u0259f\u0259r ki\u015fi hiss edirdi ki, daha \u0259vv\u0259lki g\u00fcc\u00fc, taq\u0259ti qalmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Son vaxtlar ancaq bir \u015fey haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc: g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, bundan sonrak\u0131 h\u0259yat\u0131 nec\u0259 olacaq? \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc idar\u0259 ed\u0259 bilirdi; \u00e7ay qoyur, x\u00f6r\u0259k bi\u015firir, h\u0259tta \u00e7irkli paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 yuyurdu. \u0130ndi onun \u0259vv\u0259lki q\u0131vraql\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u00d6t\u0259n ill\u0259r S\u0259f\u0259r ki\u015finin cavanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da al\u0131b aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fv\u0259zind\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 bir d\u00fcnya qay\u011f\u0131, d\u0259rd y\u00fckl\u0259mi\u015fdi; V\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259n uzaqda olma\u011f\u0131n d\u0259rdi, Larisadan olan \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k taleyi sar\u0131dan nigaran\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q… He\u00e7 c\u00fcr\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu tapa bilmirdi S\u0259f\u0259r ki\u015fi.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131 Marina orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitir\u0259n kimi sinif yolda\u015f\u0131 Zaxara qo\u015fularaq Moskvaya getmi\u015fdi. Zaxar h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131landan sonra yataqxanada birotaql\u0131 m\u0259nzild\u0259 m\u0259skunla\u015fan Vadimin yan\u0131na k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb onunla ya\u015fama\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Vadiml\u0259 nikahlar\u0131 olmasa da, Vera ad\u0131nda iki ya\u015fl\u0131 q\u0131zlar\u0131 onlar\u0131 bir ail\u0259d\u0259 birl\u0259\u015fdirirdi.<\/p>\n

O\u011flu \u0130lya S\u0259f\u0259r ki\u015fi il\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 olurdu. Ya\u015f\u0131 otuzu haqlasa da, h\u0259l\u0259 ki evl\u0259nm\u0259k bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u0130lya d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 ilk o\u011ful \u00f6vlad\u0131 oldu\u011fundan S\u0259f\u0259r ki\u015fi \u00e7ox sevinmi\u015fdi. Lakin u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n ad m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259sind\u0259 arvad\u0131 Larisa onunla raz\u0131la\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qan\u0131 b\u0259rk qaralm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r ki\u015fi o\u011fluna atas\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 qoymaq ist\u0259yirdi – V\u0259li. Arvad\u0131 “\u015eto takoy Vali? Eta imya mne ne nravitsa”, – deyib u\u015fa\u011fa \u0130lya ad\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015fdi. Ovqat\u0131 korlansa da, bu ad ona r\u0259hm\u0259tlik \u0130lyas \u0259misinin ad\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlatd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bar\u0131\u015fmaqdan ba\u015fqa \u00e7ar\u0259si qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bo\u015f vaxtlar\u0131n\u0131 dostlar\u0131 il\u0259 yeyib-i\u00e7m\u0259kd\u0259 ke\u00e7ir\u0259n \u0130lya subayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131r, atas\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259l qoymurdu. O, m\u0259suliyy\u0259tsizliyi \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n i\u015f yerl\u0259rind\u0259n tez-tez qovular, \u00e7ox vaxt bekar qalard\u0131. Atas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, o\u011flu onun qullu\u011funda durma\u011fa \u0259rin\u0259rdi. Ax\u0131 \u0130lya he\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 fikir ver\u0259n deyildi, atas\u0131na hardan qay\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259c\u0259kdi? N\u0259 yem\u0259yinin, n\u0259 d\u0259 yat\u0131b-durma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n vaxt\u0131-v\u0259d\u0259si bilinm\u0259zdi. N\u0259 bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc, n\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n adam deyildi. \u00c7ox vaxt ev\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259zdi. Dost-a\u015fnalar\u0131 il\u0259 i\u00e7ki m\u0259clisl\u0259rind\u0259 ili\u015fib qalar, el\u0259 oralarda da gec\u0259l\u0259y\u0259rdi. S\u0259f\u0259r ki\u015fi \u00e7ox \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da, o\u011flunu ist\u0259diyi kimi b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, \u0130lyan\u0131n bu c\u00fcr t\u0259rbiy\u0259 almas\u0131nda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fchitin d\u0259 t\u0259siri az olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn q\u00fcrub \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda d\u0259rdi d\u0259rd\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 S\u0259f\u0259r ki\u015finin. Qocal\u0131q \u00f6t\u0259n ill\u0259ri daha tez-tez xat\u0131rlama\u011fa s\u00f6vq edirdi onu. Do\u011fulub boya-ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 eld\u0259n ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259si, orada qoyub g\u0259ldiyi ail\u0259sinin, qohum-\u0259qr\u0259bas\u0131n\u0131n, dostlar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda olmaq ist\u0259yi \u00fcr\u0259yini s\u0131zlad\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6t\u00fcr-qoy edir, \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcb-bi\u00e7irdis\u0259, geriy\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 bir c\u0259sar\u0259t, irad\u0259 tapa bilmirdi. Ax\u0131 yurduna, m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tin\u0259 nec\u0259 qay\u0131dayd\u0131? \u0130ki k\u00f6rp\u0259 q\u0131z \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 ata-anas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcmidin\u0259 qoyub, “i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k” ad\u0131 il\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 bir daha geri d\u00f6nm\u0259mi\u015fdi. “Ka\u015f ki ail\u0259mi at\u0131b g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259ydim”, – dey\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131nay\u0131rd\u0131. Sonrak\u0131 pe\u015fman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n faydas\u0131z oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ar\u0259sizlikd\u0259n yan\u0131b-t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r ki\u015fini fikir aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, \u0259g\u0259r geri qay\u0131tsa, qon\u015fular\u0131n, qohumlar\u0131n art\u0131q qalan yem\u0259kl\u0259ri, k\u00f6hn\u0259 paltarlar\u0131 hesab\u0131na m\u0259n\u0259vi \u0259zablar i\u00e7ind\u0259 min bir \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259 iki \u00f6vlad b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcb \u0259rs\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259n ke\u00e7mi\u015f h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131na n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259k? H\u0259r c\u00fcr m\u0259hrumiyy\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259n, iztirablara sin\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259n, atalar\u0131n\u0131 sif\u0259td\u0259n bel\u0259 tan\u0131mayan q\u0259lbiq\u0131r\u0131q, boynub\u00fck\u00fck q\u0131zlar\u0131na \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc nec\u0259 t\u0259qdim ed\u0259c\u0259k? B\u00fct\u00fcn z\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 qatla\u015faraq qap\u0131larda camaat\u0131n i\u015fl\u0259rin\u0259 \u0259l atmaqla o\u011ful b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u0259n, ill\u0259r uzunu \u00f6vlad h\u0259sr\u0259til\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri yol \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n, indi is\u0259 yataqda hals\u0131z v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qalan x\u0259st\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 nec\u0259 baxacaq? \u00d6vlad d\u0259rdi \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kd\u0259n \u0259riyib \u00e7\u00f6p\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259n, ax\u0131rda da o\u011flunun nankorlu\u011fundan, v\u0259fas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ba\u011fr\u0131 \u00e7atlayan atas\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131 hans\u0131 \u00fczl\u0259 ziyar\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259k? Ata \u0259v\u0259zi bildiyi S\u0259f\u0259rin cavanl\u0131q \u015f\u0259klini ba\u011fr\u0131na basaraq arams\u0131z g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 ax\u0131dan yegan\u0259 bac\u0131s\u0131 Z\u00fcleyxan\u0131n a\u011farm\u0131\u015f sa\u00e7lar\u0131na s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kib yaral\u0131 k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc ovuda bil\u0259c\u0259kmi? Bilmirdi. T\u0259kc\u0259 onu bilirdi ki, daha V\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259n k\u0259narda ya\u015famaq g\u00fcc\u00fcnd\u0259 deyil. Q\u0259riblikd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259nha v\u0259 kims\u0259siz hiss edirdi.<\/p>\n

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Son vaxtlar S\u0259f\u0259r ki\u015finin yuxusu tez-tez \u0259r\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilirdi. \u00dcr\u0259yini g\u00f6yn\u0259d\u0259n v\u0259t\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259ti onu yatma\u011fa qoymurdu.<\/p>\n

“Q\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131n qar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 m\u0259ni niy\u0259 tutmad\u0131, \u0130lahi?!” – dey\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259r ki\u015fi d\u0259rind\u0259n bir ah \u00e7\u0259kib qeyri-ixtiyari yenid\u0259n fikr\u0259 getdi: “Yax\u015f\u0131, dey\u0259k ki, indi birt\u0259h\u0259r dolan\u0131ram. B\u0259s be\u015f-alt\u0131 ild\u0259n sonra n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m? Ax\u0131 burada insanlar bir-birin\u0259 h\u0259yan olmur. B\u0259lk\u0259, yor\u011fan-d\u00f6\u015f\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015f intihar edim, can\u0131m qurtars\u0131n?” – beynind\u0259 q\u0259fil bir fikir dola\u015fd\u0131. Bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sind\u0259n tez d\u0259 vaz ke\u00e7di. “\u018fg\u0259r \u00f6ls\u0259m, m\u0259ni harada d\u0259fn ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, hans\u0131 c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259md\u0259 basd\u0131racaqlar? B\u0259s sonra? M\u0259ni yad edib q\u0259brimin \u00fcst\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n tap\u0131lacaqm\u0131?… Allah bilir, hans\u0131 \u00e7uxura at\u0131b \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc torpaqlayacaqlar. Y\u0259qin ki, d\u0259fnd\u0259n sonra araqdan vurub \u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015fell\u0259n\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r d\u0259”.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnl\u0259r \u00f6t\u00fcr, S\u0259f\u0259r ki\u015fi fikirl\u0259r m\u0259ng\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259n qurtula bilmirdi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra Allah onun g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131b did\u0259rgin d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f ruhunun \u00f6z do\u011fma oca\u011f\u0131na – ata-baba yurduna d\u00f6nm\u0259sin\u0259 izn ver\u0259c\u0259kmi? O, sinsimi\u015f x\u0259yallar\u0131n\u0131n yad ell\u0259rd\u0259 f\u0259ryad qopar\u0131b-qoparmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da bilmirdi. T\u0259kc\u0259 onu bilirdi ki, daha a\u011fsaqqala, a\u011fbir\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259l qoyulmayan bir yerd\u0259 ya\u015famaqdan bezib. \u018fg\u0259r do\u011fma \u00f6vladlar\u0131 onunla maraqlanm\u0131rd\u0131sa, ba\u015fqalar\u0131ndan bir qay\u011f\u0131, k\u00f6m\u0259k umma\u011fa d\u0259y\u0259rdimi?!<\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259n, yurd h\u0259sr\u0259ti S\u0259f\u0259r ki\u015fini bir an da olsun t\u0259rk etmir, \u00e7\u0259kdiyi iztirablardan xilas olma\u011fa, rahat ya\u015fama\u011fa qoymurdu. Cavan ik\u0259n atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0259hv add\u0131m\u0131n c\u0259zas\u0131n\u0131 indi \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00c7ox g\u00f6t\u00fcr-qoydan, \u00e7\u0259k-\u00e7evird\u0259n sonra q\u0259ti q\u0259rara g\u0259ldi ki, v\u0259t\u0259nin\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259lidir.<\/p>\n

Arvad\u0131 Larisa evd\u0259 yox idi. Hardasa vaxt\u0131n\u0131 ke\u00e7irirdi. Ka\u011f\u0131z-q\u0259l\u0259m g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb q\u0131z\u0131 Marinaya m\u0259ktub yazd\u0131: “Maya milaya Ma\u015fa! Ya payedu na Rodinu. Navseqda. Mne ne astalsa dolqo jit. Lu\u00e7\u015fe umeret tam, qde ya radilsya, \u00e7em zdes. Jelayu vam s\u00e7astya. \u00c7eluyu. Papa”. Sonra yat\u0131b yuxuya qalan o\u011flu \u0130lyaya s\u0259sl\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

– Vstavay, s\u0131nok, vstavay. Uje pozdna.<\/p>\n

\u0130lya g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ovu\u015fdura-ovu\u015fdura yerind\u0259n dill\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

– \u015eto slu\u00e7ilos, papa? Day spat.<\/p>\n

– Dela yest, s\u0131nok. Vstavay. Paqavarit nada.<\/p>\n

– Slu\u015fayu, papa, qavari.<\/p>\n

– \u0130lya, moy radnoy, – dey\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259r ki\u015fi s\u00f6z\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131, – t\u0131 znaye\u015f, kak ya tebya lyublyu.<\/p>\n

– Znayu, papa. A \u015fto? – dey\u0259 o\u011flu cavab verdi.<\/p>\n

– S\u0131nok, ya re\u015fil vazvra\u015fatsa na Rodinu. Navseqda.<\/p>\n

– \u00c7evo?! V takom vozraste? – \u0130lya t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb\u00fcn\u00fc gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– Da, \u0130lya. Da. Ya uje pastarel. Maya jizn na isxode. Pasledniye qod\u0131 svoyey jizni xa\u00e7u pravesti tam.<\/p>\n

– Smatri, papa, tebe lu\u00e7\u015fe znat. Kak xo\u00e7e\u015f, – sonra \u0259lav\u0259 etdi, – kaqda sabiraye\u015fsya uyexat?<\/p>\n

– Sevodnya.<\/p>\n

– A mama znayet? – \u0130lya soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– Net, paka ne znayet, – \u0259lind\u0259ki ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 o\u011fluna t\u0259r\u0259f uzatd\u0131, – a eta pismo pra\u015fu peredat Marine.<\/p>\n

– Xara\u015fo, papa. Peredam. Ne valnuysya, – sonra s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam etdi, – papa, a na \u00e7yom payede\u015f? S poyezdom, ili na samalyote?<\/p>\n

– Na \u00e7yom papala, – dey\u0259 atas\u0131 cavab verdi.<\/p>\n

– Ladna. Ya tebya pravaju.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r ki\u015fi h\u0259l\u0259 yola \u00e7\u0131xmasa da, art\u0131q \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck bir y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u00fck hiss edirdi. El\u0259 bil \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n da\u011f g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Ax\u0131 uzun ill\u0259r h\u0259sr\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kdiyi do\u011fma V\u0259t\u0259nin\u0259 qay\u0131dacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. G\u00fcnl\u0259rdir \u00fcr\u0259yini oyan nigaran\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qdan \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Harda ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131, nec\u0259 ke\u00e7in\u0259c\u0259yi art\u0131q onu maraqland\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131. M\u00fcxt\u0259lif suallara cavab axtarmaq fikri d\u0259 yox idi. \u0130ndi onu yaln\u0131z bir m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc: tezlikl\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 qovu\u015fmaq. Cavanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda oxudu\u011fu v\u0259 uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t t\u0259sirind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259diyi \u0259s\u0259rd\u0259n bir epizodu xat\u0131rlad\u0131. G\u0259r\u0259k ki, bel\u0259 idi: \u015fah \u0259sir g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni o\u011flan\u0131n oxudu\u011fu mahn\u0131n\u0131 dinl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259n sonra onun s\u0259sind\u0259ki yan\u011f\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bini V\u0259t\u0259nind\u0259n ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr. “S\u0259nin o yerl\u0259rd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yin qal\u0131b”, – deyir m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni o\u011flana.<\/p>\n

El\u00e7inin \u0259s\u0259ri oldu\u011funu bilirdi, amma hans\u0131 \u0259s\u0259ri?.. He\u00e7 c\u00fcr yad\u0131na sala bilm\u0259di S\u0259f\u0259r ki\u015fi. “G\u0259rdi\u015fi-d\u00f6vrana bax…” – dey\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259. N\u0259 vaxtsa ruhunu sars\u0131dan alovlu s\u00f6zl\u0259rin h\u0259d\u0259find\u0259 indi onun \u00f6z\u00fc idi.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Bak\u0131 va\u011fzal\u0131nda qatardan endi. F\u0259r\u0259hl\u0259 \u0259trafa n\u0259z\u0259r sal\u0131b d\u0259rind\u0259n k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Sonra yax\u0131nl\u0131qdak\u0131 bo\u015f oturacaqlardan birind\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib fikr\u0259 dald\u0131. Hava qaralma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Hara ged\u0259c\u0259yini, kimin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirdi. El\u0259 bu vaxt \u00e7iynin\u0259 bir \u0259l toxundu:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259f\u0259r?!<\/p>\n

D\u00f6n\u00fcb baxd\u0131. \u0130ll\u0259rin o tay\u0131ndan boylanan tan\u0131\u015f sif\u0259ti xat\u0131rlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 527 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

…S\u0259f\u0259r ki\u015fi fikirl\u0259r m\u0259ng\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259n qurtula bilmirdi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra Allah onun g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131b did\u0259rgin d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f ruhunun \u00f6z do\u011fma oca\u011f\u0131na – ata-baba yurduna d\u00f6nm\u0259sin\u0259 izn ver\u0259c\u0259kmi? O, sinsimi\u015f x\u0259yallar\u0131n\u0131n yad ell\u0259rd\u0259 f\u0259ryad qopar\u0131b-qoparmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da bilmirdi. T\u0259kc\u0259 onu bilirdi ki, daha a\u011fsaqqala, a\u011fbir\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259l qoyulmayan bir yerd\u0259 ya\u015famaqdan bezib…     S\u0259f\u0259r ki\u015fi u\u015faql\u0131q dostu […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12863"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12863"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12863\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12864,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12863\/revisions\/12864"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12863"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12863"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12863"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}