{"id":12977,"date":"2019-09-17T20:32:52","date_gmt":"2019-09-17T15:32:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12977"},"modified":"2019-09-17T20:32:52","modified_gmt":"2019-09-17T15:32:52","slug":"aqil-abbas-%c9%99zrayilin-erk%c9%99k-disiliyi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12977","title":{"rendered":"Aqil ABBAS – “\u018fzray\u0131l\u0131n erk\u0259k-di\u015filiyi”"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\"aqilabbas\"<\/a>\u00a0(hekay\u0259)<\/span><\/h1>\n<\/header>\n
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…Oturmu\u015fdu, daha do\u011frusu, yayx\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 stula. Yor\u011fun g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. El\u0259 bil bi\u00e7ind\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. K\u00f6k adam, isti d\u0259 n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r t\u0259ntitmi\u015fdis\u0259, ma\u011far\u0131n ortas\u0131ndak\u0131 s\u0259rinke\u015fin g\u0259tirdiyi mehi d\u0259 s\u0259hra k\u00fcl\u0259yi kimi hiss edirdi.<\/p>\n

Camaat bu d\u0259qiq\u0259 \u015eu\u015fada, D\u0259lida\u011fda s\u0259rin bulaqlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda \u0259mlik qab\u0131r\u011fas\u0131ndan kabab \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259, kef partladanda, O da yay\u0131n bu istisinin adam\u0131 mindiyi bir vaxtda yeddi g\u00fcn oturmal\u0131yd\u0131 bu qaramat ma\u011farda. \u00d6mr\u00fc bu qaramat ma\u011farlarda a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131lar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 ke\u00e7irdi, x\u00fcsusil\u0259 d\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 ged\u0259n cavan olanda bu a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131n\u0131 daha \u00e7ox hiss edirdi. \u0130nc\u0259vara, bir az \u0259vv\u0259l d\u0259fn el\u0259diyin\u0259 \u018fzray\u0131l \u00e7oxdan qay\u0131b yaz\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Oturmu\u015fdu bu qaramat ma\u011farda, 1400 il \u0259vv\u0259l ba\u015f vermi\u015f v\u0259 na\u011f\u0131lla\u015fm\u0131\u015f hadis\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131yd\u0131. Hans\u0131 ki, camaat bu na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131 b\u0259lk\u0259 y\u00fcz d\u0259f\u0259 e\u015fitmi\u015fdi. Onun ba\u015fqa mollalardan f\u0259rqi o idi ki, h\u0259min na\u011f\u0131llara \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn r\u0259ngini qatard\u0131, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 bir az duz vurard\u0131. Bu da onun apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259clisl\u0259ri maraql\u0131 ed\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

S\u00fcfr\u0259d\u0259 birc\u0259 qu\u015f s\u00fcd\u00fc yoxuydu. Yas Sahibi bazar\u0131 \u0259l\u0259k-v\u0259l\u0259k el\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, tapa bilm\u0259yib \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. Qu\u015f s\u00fcd\u00fc satanlar da Seyid Laz\u0131m a\u011fan\u0131n c\u0259ddin\u0259 and i\u00e7mi\u015fdil\u0259r ki, yoxdu, n\u0259 bil\u0259k d\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259k, A\u011fcab\u0259dinin ispalkomunun atas\u0131n\u0131n bu g\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcd\u00fc, s\u0259h\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f adamlar\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb bazarda n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qu\u015f s\u00fcd\u00fc vard\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b apard\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259, stolun \u00fcst\u0259 A\u011fcab\u0259dinin ispalkomunun atas\u0131n\u0131n zibilin\u0259 birc\u0259 qu\u015f s\u00fcd\u00fc \u0259skik idi. He\u00e7 toylarda bel\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259tta bad\u0131mcana ox\u015fayan bir sar\u0131 meyv\u0259 d\u0259 vard\u0131 ki, \u00e7oxlar\u0131 da onu ilk d\u0259f\u0259ydi g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. Amma he\u00e7 kim o meyv\u0259y\u0259 \u0259lini vurmurdu. E\u015fitmi\u015fdil\u0259r ki, onu Afrikada meymunlar yeyir. Bu meyv\u0259nin yeti\u015fdiyi \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 el\u0259 onun ad\u0131yla adland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar – Banan Respublikas\u0131. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, Darvin s\u00fcbut el\u0259mi\u015fdi ki, insanlar meymundan \u0259m\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259libl\u0259r, Sovet aliml\u0259ri d\u0259 bunu t\u0259sdiql\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Onlar is\u0259 Sovet h\u00f6kum\u0259tinin Allahs\u0131z aliml\u0259rin\u0259 inanmad\u0131qlar\u0131 kimi, Darvin\u0259 d\u0259 inanm\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, \u00e7oxu he\u00e7 Darvini tan\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131 da, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bu meyv\u0259y\u0259 \u0259l vurmurdular.<\/p>\n

Toydan f\u0259rqli olaraq s\u00fcfr\u0259d\u0259 birc\u0259 araq \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131. Amma O bilirdi ki, yeyib-i\u00e7\u0259n o\u011flanlar ehsan vaxt\u0131 ya vurub g\u0259lirl\u0259r, ya da ke\u00e7ib qon\u015fu h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n g\u0259tirib qoydurduqlar\u0131 urus “vodka”s\u0131yla bo\u011fazlar\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015flay\u0131rlar. \u018fslind\u0259, bu urus “vodka”lar\u0131 girdirm\u0259ydi, rayondak\u0131 \u015f\u0259rab zavodlar\u0131nda haz\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131lar, amma butulkan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131qlar\u0131 “Moskovskiy vodka” etiketi girdirm\u0259 deyildi, u\u015faqlar Moskvadan g\u00f6nd\u0259rirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Oturmu\u015fdu, h\u0259rd\u0259n s\u00fcfr\u0259d\u0259ki mer-meyv\u0259d\u0259n dad\u0131rd\u0131. Meymunlar\u0131n sevdiyi meyv\u0259y\u0259 O da \u0259l uzatm\u0131rd\u0131, bad\u0131mcandan z\u0259hl\u0259si gedirdi, onda ki h\u0259l\u0259 onun sar\u0131s\u0131 ola. V\u0259 h\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7ay\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n i\u015far\u0259si il\u0259 bir “Fatih\u0259” verirdi ki, getm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r getsinl\u0259r. Amma yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259n olmurdu. Bilirdil\u0259r ki, bel\u0259 bahal\u0131 s\u00fcfr\u0259nin bahal\u0131 da ehsan\u0131 olacaq.<\/p>\n

Qaraba\u011fda varl\u0131 adamlar\u0131n toylar\u0131n\u0131 ad\u0259t\u0259n Q\u0259dir R\u00fcst\u0259mov aparard\u0131, yaslar\u0131n da Q\u0259dir R\u00fcst\u0259movu O idi. S\u0259si d\u0259, d\u00fczd\u00fcr, Q\u0259dirin s\u0259si kimi olmasa da, \u015eahmal\u0131 K\u00fcrdo\u011flunun s\u0259si kimi qayma\u011f\u0131yd\u0131, xalis Qiyasl\u0131 qayma\u011f\u0131. Dilinin \u015firin olmas\u0131 da avaz\u0131na bir r\u0259ng qatard\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 yegan\u0259 mollayd\u0131 ki, o \u015firin avaz\u0131, \u015firin bo\u011fazlar\u0131yla “Quran”\u0131 el\u0259 oxuyard\u0131 ki, m\u0259clis\u0259 bir q\u0259biristanl\u0131q s\u00fckutu \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259n eyni g\u00fcnd\u0259 iki saytal adam\u0131n yas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Onda qan\u0131 b\u0259rk qaralard\u0131, dem\u0259li, m\u00fctl\u0259q birinin x\u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 el\u0259 olmu\u015fdu. H\u0259tta onu atalar\u0131n\u0131n yas\u0131na aparmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qap\u0131ya g\u0259l\u0259n saytal adamlar \u00f6z aralar\u0131nda dava sal\u0131b bir-birl\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 silah da \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdil\u0259r. O da Seyid Laz\u0131m a\u011fan\u0131n c\u0259ddin\u0259 and verib onlar\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259 bilmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

– Arvad, q\u0259styumumu g\u0259tir, yen\u0259 zivil\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Noluf?<\/p>\n

– \u0130ki yas bird\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcf. Dal\u0131mca g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r az qala bir-birl\u0259rini q\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. \u0130ndi bilmir\u0259m hans\u0131na gedim.<\/p>\n

– Ay ki\u015fi, s\u0259n bell\u0259 d\u0259, raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131r, birinin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fc ver, birinin yeddisini. Den\u0259n q\u0131rx\u0131n da ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 g\u00fcn\u0259 sals\u0131nlar.<\/p>\n

– Arvad deyil ey, Sokratd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015fqa mollalardan f\u0259rqli olaraq bahal\u0131 v\u0259 s\u0259liq\u0259li geyinm\u0259yi xo\u015flayard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Geyinib-kecinib d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, h\u0259r iki t\u0259r\u0259fin adamlar\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Uzun \u00e7\u0259k-\u00e7evird\u0259n sonra onlar\u0131 ortaq m\u0259xr\u0259c\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259 bilmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u0259nin n\u0259v\u0259si ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259 b\u0259rk qovurdu ki, onun da s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 ged\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131ndan z\u0259hl\u0259si ged\u0259rdi, qorxurdu. Yas yerl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259 tez-tez dey\u0259rdi:<\/p>\n

– Ay camavat, day \u018fzray\u0131l \u00f6z yerini jiquliy\u0259 verif, siz d\u0259 onunla \u00e7ilinga\u011fa\u015f oynuyursuz.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fc qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 s\u00fcr\u0259t\u00f6l\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259. \u018fqr\u0259b 130-u g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259nd\u0259 day \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259di:<\/p>\n

– Qarda\u015fo\u011flu, saxla ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131!<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 olub, R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi?<\/p>\n

– Saxla deyir\u0259m, saxla dana.<\/p>\n

U\u015faq ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– D\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcf?<\/p>\n

– Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

– Niy\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259din, soru\u015furam d\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcf?<\/p>\n

– H\u0259.<\/p>\n

– To\u015fnu \u00f6l\u00fcf?<\/p>\n

– \u018f\u015fi, deyir\u0259m \u00f6l\u00fcb d\u0259. \u00d6lm\u0259s\u0259 s\u0259nin dal\u0131nca niy\u0259 g\u0259lirdik ki?<\/p>\n

– Qarda\u015fo\u011flu, m\u0259n skor\u0131y pomo\u015f d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259m ey, pokoynu pomo\u015fam. M\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259ri diriltmir\u0259m ey, o d\u00fcnyaya yola sal\u0131ram. Gedif basd\u0131raj\u0131y\u0131x dana, yar\u0131m saat tez, yar\u0131m saat gej.<\/p>\n

Qara\u011fac\u0131ya o q\u0259d\u0259r adam y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, he\u00e7 1 Mayda h\u00f6kum\u0259t Lenin meydan\u0131na bu q\u0259d\u0259r adam y\u0131\u011fa bilmirdi. G\u00f6yd\u0259n d\u0259 od t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc, t\u0259r daban\u0131ndan ax\u0131rd\u0131. Yas Sahibinin xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259k, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 girm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn mill\u0259t d\u0259 bir basabas salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, az qal\u0131rd\u0131 onu it\u0259l\u0259yib sals\u0131nlar m\u0259zara.<\/p>\n

– \u018f, bir geri durun dana, qoyun camavat i\u015fin g\u00f6rs\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

Kims\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi, dey\u0259s\u0259n, m\u0259zar\u0131 bir az dayaz qaz\u0131blar ey, bir t\u0259pke\u015f d\u0259 vursalar pis olmaz.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6n\u00fcb t\u0259rs-t\u0259rs onu dey\u0259n adama baxd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– \u018f, bo\u015f-bo\u015f dan\u0131\u015fma, durub qa\u00e7ajax?! O ya\u015fda he\u00e7 Qarqarda da\u015f da qalm\u0131y\u0131f. Basd\u0131r\u0131n ged\u0259k!<\/p>\n

M\u0259clisl\u0259rd\u0259 yeyib-i\u00e7\u0259n cavanlar R\u0259\u015fid \u0259miy\u0259 cavab\u0131 olmayan suallar verm\u0259yi, onunla m\u0259z\u0259 tutma\u011f\u0131 xo\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131lar. V\u0259 onu da bilirdil\u0259r ki, m\u00fctl\u0259q v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xacaq, n\u0259 is\u0259 qeyri-adi v\u0259 l\u0259zz\u0259tli bir s\u00f6z dey\u0259c\u0259k ki, xoruz ban\u0131 da e\u015fitm\u0259yib.<\/p>\n

Onu yas m\u0259clisl\u0259rinin Q\u0259dir R\u00fcst\u0259movu el\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n biri d\u0259 zarafatlar\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 suallara h\u00fcd\u0259r\u0259 cavab verm\u0259siydi.<\/p>\n

“Quran”\u0131 \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l bilirdi. Amma he\u00e7 vaxt \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc savadl\u0131, guya \u0259r\u0259bc\u0259ni g\u00f6z\u0259l bil\u0259n mollalar kimi apar\u0131b ay\u0259l\u0259ri a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 \u0259y\u0259-\u0259y\u0259, b\u0259la\u011f\u0259tl\u0259 \u0259r\u0259bc\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yib, sonra t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 etm\u0259zdi. El\u0259 az\u0259rbaycanca dey\u0259rdi v\u0259 el\u0259 \u015firin Qaraba\u011f l\u0259hc\u0259sind\u0259 dey\u0259rdi ki, adama el\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rdi “Quran” el\u0259 az\u0259rbaycanca, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 Qaraba\u011f l\u0259hc\u0259sind\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Bu vaxt \u00c7ay\u00e7\u0131 \u018fziz \u0259lind\u0259 ikir\u0259ng \u00e7ay girdi i\u00e7\u0259ri. \u015ealvar\u0131n\u0131n bala\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da bir az qatlay\u0131b \u00e7irm\u0259mi\u015fdi. M\u0259cm\u0259yini d\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259 n\u00fcmayi\u015fkarcas\u0131na tutmu\u015fdu. Bu yerl\u0259rd\u0259 ad\u0259t idi, toylarda h\u00f6rm\u0259tli qonaqlara ikir\u0259ng \u015firin \u00e7ay g\u0259tir\u0259rdil\u0259r, qonaq da \u00e7ay\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259cm\u0259yisin\u0259 ondan-on be\u015fd\u0259n n\u0259m\u0259r atard\u0131.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 \u00c7ay\u00e7\u0131 \u018fziz \u00e7ay\u0131 g\u0259tirib qoydu Onun qaba\u011f\u0131na:<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi, t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259mdi, birincisini saa g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, la\u011fbazlardan kims\u0259 \u00e7ay\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n cibin\u0259 be\u015fd\u0259n-ondan bas\u0131b m\u0259z\u0259 q\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n

O da \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc o yer\u0259 qoymad\u0131, \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b m\u0259cm\u0259yiy\u0259 bir onluq atd\u0131. Sonra \u00e7ay\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b bir qurtum ald\u0131 v\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

– Ay \u018fziz, deyir\u0259m ka\u015f s\u0259nin kimi s\u0259liq\u0259li bir arvad\u0131m olayd\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259clisi p\u0131qq\u0131lt\u0131 tutdu.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015flad\u0131 \u018fzray\u0131ldan bir h\u0259dis dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa.<\/p>\n

… Q\u0259bul imtahanlar\u0131 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Bak\u0131ya getm\u0259liydi. Ki\u00e7ik o\u011flu oboxeyisliy\u0259 girm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Tax\u00e7ada-bo\u011f\u00e7ada n\u0259 vard\u0131 ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b-y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b bir on min manat d\u00fcz\u0259ltmi\u015fdi. \u0130nstitut m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rini s\u00f6y\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, ay it u\u015fa\u011f\u0131, m\u0259n bu q\u0259d\u0259r pulu y\u0131\u011fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn he\u00e7 bilirsiz n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6l\u00fc g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, m\u0259clis yola salm\u0131\u015fam ki, ver\u0259m siz yey\u0259siniz?<\/p>\n

H\u0259rd\u0259n o\u011flunu da danlay\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 su ver dana, ka\u00e7aqar M\u0259yi\u015fin o\u011flu gedif Maskvada yurfaka girir, s\u0259n burdan-bura Allah\u0131n xalt\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat\u0131na gir\u0259mmirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

O\u011flu:<\/p>\n

– Ata, \u00f6yr\u0259n g\u00f6r bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n birc\u0259c\u0259 u\u015faq ora \u00f6z biliyi il\u0259 giribs\u0259, g\u0259l m\u0259ni sal t\u0259piyinin alt\u0131na.<\/p>\n

Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 institutlar\u0131n q\u0259rib\u0259 adlar\u0131 vard\u0131: Politexnikin ad\u0131 “QA\u0130 m\u0259kt\u0259bi”ydi.<\/p>\n

– O\u011flun harda oxuyur?<\/p>\n

– Raykomluqda.<\/p>\n

Dem\u0259li, Universitetin tarix fak\u00fclt\u0259sind\u0259. Xalq T\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat\u0131n\u0131n da ad\u0131 “oboxeyislik” idi. \u018fn d\u0259bd\u0259 olan\u0131 da Tibb \u0130nstitutuydu ki, oran\u0131n da qiym\u0259ti \u0259lli min\u0259 qalxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn imkanl\u0131 adamlar u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259hs\u0259-b\u0259hs\u0259, daha d\u0259qiq des\u0259k, bir-birinin ac\u0131\u011f\u0131na Tibb \u0130nstitutunda oxudurdu.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 tan\u0131\u015flardan biri u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 imtahandan k\u0259sildiyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 onu aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 Tibb \u0130nstitutuna, kafedra m\u00fcdiri i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n qohumunun yan\u0131na minn\u0259t\u0259.<\/p>\n

D\u0259hlizd\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r tan\u0131\u015f u\u015faq g\u0259lib onunla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, kafedra m\u00fcdirin\u0259 demi\u015fdi:<\/p>\n

– Prafessor, el\u0259 bu inistutun filial\u0131n\u0131 bizim rayonda a\u00e7\u0131n, dana. Bax\u0131ram, ham\u0131s\u0131 bizimkil\u0259rdi. H\u0259m u\u015faxlar yaz\u0131xd\u0131, evd\u0259n-e\u015fikd\u0259n uzaxda \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kill\u0259r, h\u0259m d\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin can\u0131 oxumaxdan daha \u00e7ox avaragorluq ed\u0259n bu davakar u\u015faxlardan qurtars\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Sonra da qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki:<\/p>\n

– Vallah, \u0259g\u0259r bu u\u015faxlardan doxtor olarsa, m\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 \u015feyx\u00fclislam olar.<\/p>\n

Arvad da yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, kimin q\u0131z\u0131ndan \u0259skiks\u0259n, niy\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 “medinstituta” qoymursan?<\/p>\n

– R\u0259hm\u0259ddiyin q\u0131z\u0131, abaxeyisdiyin pulun zorla d\u00fcz\u0259ltmi\u015f\u0259m. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 medinistuta qoymax \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259r\u0259h \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259ki pullu ki\u015fil\u0259rin yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 basd\u0131r\u0131m. Yaz\u0131xd\u0131lar ax\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn bir az rahatlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, yay\u0131n bu c\u0131rhac\u0131r\u0131nda Bak\u0131ya ged\u0259si olmayacaqd\u0131. Xalq T\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat\u0131n\u0131n prorektoru Yas Sahibinin qohumuydu v\u0259 e\u015fitmi\u015fdi ki, art\u0131q yoldad\u0131, g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

Yas Sahibi d\u0259 demi\u015fdi:<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi, \u00fcr\u0259yini buz kimi saxla. El\u0259 bil u\u015faq oturub Xalq T\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

H\u0259tta \u018fzray\u0131l\u0131n bir tik\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k k\u0259sdiyi \u00e7obana o bir tik\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yin x\u0259trin\u0259 ona zaman tan\u0131mas\u0131 h\u0259disini bitir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bir “Fatih\u0259” verdi.<\/p>\n

La\u011fbaz cavanlardan biri:<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi, Allah\u0131n ne\u00e7\u0259 \u018fzray\u0131l\u0131 var?<\/p>\n

– \u018f, n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fch-d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcy dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, bir d\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s, onda nec\u0259 olur ey, eyni vaxtda biri A\u011fdamda, biri A\u011fcab\u0259did\u0259, biri Moskvada, biri Nyu-Yorkda… bir g\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259 y\u00fcz minl\u0259rl\u0259 adam \u00f6l\u00fcr, \u018fzray\u0131l bunlar\u0131 nec\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131r?<\/p>\n

– S\u0259nin day\u0131n Ming\u0259\u00e7evird\u0259 qesd\u0259 i\u015fd\u0259yir, el\u0259mi?<\/p>\n

– H\u0259.<\/p>\n

– G\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 day\u0131ndan soru\u015f, bax, orda urus \u0130van rubilniki vuranda bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda G\u00fcrc\u00fcstanda da, Erm\u0259nistanda da v\u0259 bizd\u0259 d\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 milyon i\u015f\u0131x yan\u0131r. Y\u0259ni s\u0259n deyirs\u0259n Allah\u0131n \u018fzray\u0131l\u0131 o urus \u0130vanca da yoxdu?<\/p>\n

La\u011fbaz geri \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259di:<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131, R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi, \u018fzray\u0131l erk\u0259kdi, yoxsa di\u015fi?<\/p>\n

– Qarda\u015fo\u011flu, bel\u0259di, dana, h\u0259l\u0259 m\u0259nim sin\u0259m\u0259 qonmuyuf. N\u0259 vaxtk\u0131 s\u0259nin sin\u0259n\u0259 qonajax, onda \u0259linl\u0259 altdan-yuxar\u0131 bir yoxluyarsan. \u018flin bir \u015fey\u0259 d\u0259ydis\u0259, dem\u0259li, erk\u0259kdi. D\u0259ym\u0259dis\u0259…<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi, bax, niy\u0259 Allah\u0131n m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259ri olan \u0130srafilin, C\u0259bray\u0131l\u0131n, Mikay\u0131l\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 camaat u\u015faqlar\u0131na qoyur, amma \u018fzray\u0131l\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 kim qoymur?<\/p>\n

– \u0130nsannar \u00f6zd\u0259ri ad qoydular-qoymad\u0131lar el\u0259 \u018fzray\u0131la d\u00f6n\u00fcf, ona g\u00f6r\u0259.<\/p>\n

M\u0259clisd\u0259kil\u0259rin q\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir az da a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, la\u011fbaz\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Ehsan vaxt\u0131 \u00e7\u0259ng\u0259l-b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n s\u0259si ma\u011far\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na el\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, el\u0259 bil bazardak\u0131 d\u0259mir\u00e7il\u0259r m\u0259hl\u0259sind\u0259s\u0259n. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ucuyla bax\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, cavanlar arabir \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rlar, qay\u0131danda da sif\u0259tl\u0259ri q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f qay\u0131d\u0131rlar. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, el\u0259 Yas Sahibi d\u0259, dey\u0259s\u0259n, qon\u015fu h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 d\u0259yib.<\/p>\n

Ehsan bitdi, “Fatih\u0259”sini verdi. S\u00fcfr\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131landan sonra s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– O g\u00fcn bir ov\u00e7u dostum z\u0259ng eliyif deyir ki, A\u011fcab\u0259did\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 tura\u015f vuruf g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m, ax\u015fam g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n tura\u015fplov yem\u0259y\u0259. Getdim. Sa\u011f olsun xan\u0131m\u0131, \u015fahlara lay\u0131x plov d\u0259ml\u0259mi\u015fdi. Oturdux s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259, o\u011flanlar\u0131 da oturdu, xan\u0131m\u0131 da qulluq edir. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm xan\u0131m\u0131 g\u0259lif b\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011fluna deyir ki, s\u0259ni telfona \u00e7aar\u0131rlar. U\u015fax \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, he\u015f iki d\u0259yq\u0259 ke\u015fm\u0259di qay\u0131td\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n balaca qarda\u015f\u0131na dedi ki, \u0259, m\u0259ni yox ey, s\u0259ni \u00e7aar\u0131rlar. O da \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 yan ota\u011fa, qay\u0131td\u0131. Bir az ke\u015fmi\u015f xan\u0131m\u0131 balaca o\u011fluna dedi ki, a bala, s\u0259ni telfonda i\u015f yerind\u0259n axtar\u0131rlar. O da getdi telfonla dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa. Tez d\u00f6nd\u00fc, b\u00f6y\u00fck qarda\u015f\u0131na dedi ki, \u0259, mamam s\u0259hv sal\u0131f ey, s\u0259ni \u00e7aar\u0131rlar. Gah onu \u00e7aar\u0131rlar telfona, gah bunu \u00e7aar\u0131rlar. Telfonla dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131xca \u00fczl\u0259ri d\u0259 ba\u015fd\u0131y\u0131r q\u0131zarma\u011fa. Dedim, n\u0259di a bala, telfonda sizi dann\u0131y\u0131rlar, ham\u0131n\u0131z q\u0131fq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 q\u0131zarm\u0131s\u0131z? Evin xan\u0131m\u0131 bir d\u0259 u\u015faxlardan hans\u0131nsa telfona \u00e7aaranda, dedim, ay baj\u0131, o telfonu g\u0259tir qoy ortal\u0131\u011fa, bu u\u015faxlar adam balas\u0131 kimi rahat \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259hl\u0259rini yesinn\u0259r. \u0130ndi bax\u0131ram, yaman tez-tez qon\u015fuya telfon dal\u0131nca gedirsiz. Bel\u0259 gets\u0259 yax\u0131n zamanlarda, – \u0259li il\u0259 Stepanakertd\u0259n g\u0259lib Dorik m\u00fc\u0259llimin yan\u0131nda oturmu\u015f erm\u0259nil\u0259ri g\u00f6st\u0259rdi, – el\u0259 onnar kimi telfonu g\u0259tirif qoyass\u0131z ortal\u0131\u011fa .<\/p>\n

Yas Sahibi g\u00fcld\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi, i\u015fin olmas\u0131n, d\u0259d\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 yeyib-i\u00e7\u0259n ki\u015fi olmu\u015fdu. Neyl\u0259sinl\u0259r, L\u0259v\u0259nin plovu el\u0259-bel\u0259 getmir d\u0259.<\/p>\n

R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi:<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 deyir\u0259m, Allah o yeyif-i\u00e7\u0259n d\u0259d\u0259n\u0259 o d\u00fcnyada da yeyif-i\u015fm\u0259k qism\u0259t el\u0259sin.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Bay\u0131rda bir h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tlilik hiss olundu. Kims\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259ri girib Yas Sahibinin qula\u011f\u0131na n\u0259 is\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131, o da durub \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 bay\u0131ra. \u018fg\u0259r Yas Sahibi qona\u011f\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rsa, dem\u0259li, qonaq ya v\u0259zif\u0259li adamd\u0131, ya da uzaqdan g\u0259l\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, y\u0259qin, Prorektordu. Amma i\u00e7\u0259ri Prokurorla R\u0259is daxil oldu. Stepanakertd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 ayr\u0131ca g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r, camaata da ba\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 salam verib ke\u00e7ib yuxar\u0131 ba\u015fda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r v\u0259 R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi il\u0259 d\u0259 ayr\u0131ca salamla\u015fd\u0131lar. O da s\u00f6hb\u0259tini saxlamadan salamlar\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131 v\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259disi bir az da q\u0131sa el\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k bir “Fatih\u0259” verdi v\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tutdu R\u0259is\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Ay R\u0259yis, prakuror da burdad\u0131, bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 niy\u0259 \u0259l g\u0259zdirmirsiz?<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi, n\u0259 olub bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259?<\/p>\n

– H\u0259rd\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131landa bir bulvar t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 get, cavanlar m\u0259hf oluf gedir. O \u015feyi bura dadand\u0131ranlar\u0131n \u00f6y\u00fc y\u0131x\u0131ls\u0131n. H\u0259r g\u00fcn dava-q\u0131r\u011f\u0131n, h\u0259r g\u00fcn b\u0131\u00e7axla\u015fma.<\/p>\n

R\u0259is zarafata salmaq ist\u0259di:<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi, bel\u0259di d\u0259, s\u0259nin \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yin \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, bizimki d\u0259 dava-q\u0131r\u011f\u0131ndan, b\u0131\u00e7aqla\u015fanlardan.<\/p>\n

– Allah ikimizin d\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yini k\u0259ssin.<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi, s\u0259n Allah, heyl\u0259 dem\u0259, a\u011fz\u0131 dual\u0131 adamsan.<\/p>\n

– R\u0259yis, qorxma, Allah\u0131n i\u015fi-g\u00fcj\u00fc yoxdu, el\u0259 oturuf g\u00f6zd\u0259yir g\u00f6rs\u00fcn Molla R\u0259\u015fid n\u0259 deyir?!<\/p>\n

Kims\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi R\u0259isi s\u0131x\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b, s\u00f6hb\u0259ti d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi, deyirl\u0259r ki, n\u0259 vaxt d\u0259v\u0259 inc\u0259lib iyn\u0259nin ulduzundan ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k, onda da c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m \u0259hli \u0259zabdan xilas olacaq. Adam\u0131n he\u00e7 inanma\u011f\u0131 g\u0259lmir ey, o boyda d\u0259v\u0259 iyn\u0259nin ulduzundan nec\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259 bil\u0259r?<\/p>\n

– \u00c7ox asan. S\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fcy\u00fcn did\u0259si el\u0259 iyn\u0259nin ild\u0131z\u0131 boyda d\u00f6y\u00fcl? Nej\u0259 olur ki, Allah g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi, Ay\u0131, n\u0259 bilim, ne\u00e7\u0259 milyon kilometr uzaxda olan ild\u0131zdar\u0131, he\u00e7 uza\u011fa getmiy\u0259k, bu boyda ma\u011far\u0131 s\u0259nin o iyn\u0259nin ild\u0131z\u0131 boyda olan did\u0259nd\u0259 yerr\u0259\u015fdir\u0259 bilir, amma d\u0259v\u0259ni iyn\u0259nin ild\u0131z\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ir\u0259 bilmir?!<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi, vallah, s\u0259n alims\u0259n.<\/p>\n

– Alim deyil\u0259m ey, sad\u0259c\u0259 olarax Allaha s\u0259nd\u0259n daha \u00e7ox inan\u0131ram. Allah qadir Allahd\u0131. Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 yoxdan var ed\u0259n Allahd\u0131.<\/p>\n

… G\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi m\u0259clisd\u0259 \u015firin avazla, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 “Segah” \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 “Quran” oxudu\u011fu vaxt q\u0259fil yer-g\u00f6y da\u011f\u0131lacaqd\u0131. Ma\u011far\u0131n yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n “Qrad”\u0131n q\u0259lp\u0259l\u0259ri el\u0259 “Quran” s\u0259dalar\u0131 alt\u0131nda ma\u011far\u0131 da\u011f\u0131dacaq, ne\u00e7\u0259 adam\u0131 qan\u0131na q\u0259ltan ed\u0259c\u0259kdi. O is\u0259 sur\u0259ni yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q saxlay\u0131b t\u0259la\u015f i\u00e7ind\u0259 ora-bura qa\u00e7anlara, vay-\u015fiv\u0259n qoparanlara baxacaqd\u0131, sonra \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc toxtay\u0131b sur\u0259ni ax\u0131rad\u0259k oxuyacaqd\u0131. V\u0259 bu Onun yas m\u0259clisl\u0259rind\u0259 oxudu\u011fu son “Quran” olacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0259biristanl\u0131qlarda ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259kdi, \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rin d\u0259fnind\u0259. \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r o q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox olacaqd\u0131 ki, d\u0259fn etm\u0259y\u0259 molla da \u00e7atmayacaqd\u0131, he\u00e7 yas m\u0259rasiml\u0259ri d\u0259 qurulmayacaqd\u0131. El\u0259 d\u0259fn qurtaran kimi ham\u0131 silah\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb s\u0259ng\u0259r\u0259 qa\u00e7acaqd\u0131. Yaln\u0131z c\u0259bh\u0259 x\u0259ttind\u0259n uzaq k\u0259ndl\u0259rd\u0259 camaat \u00f6z\u00fc \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259r\u0259 yas saxlayacaq v\u0259 ehsan ver\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

… H\u0259l\u0259 o g\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7ox vard\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u00fcnya g\u00f6z\u0259l d\u00fcnyayd\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 avtomobil q\u0259zalar\u0131n\u0131 saymasaq insanlar g\u00fcl kimi qocal\u0131b \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l d\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 O qocal\u0131b g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f bir a\u011fsaqqal\u0131n yas\u0131nda ba\u015fda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib m\u0259clisi apar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, r\u0259hm\u0259tliyin cavanl\u0131q \u015f\u0259klini vurublar g\u0259b\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 qalstuklu-zadd\u0131. Hans\u0131 ki, yaz\u0131q \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt qalstuk taxmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 qalstuk taxana bel\u0259 birt\u0259h\u0259r bax\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulay\u0131b demi\u015fdi:<\/p>\n

– Ay bala, bu \u015fikli d\u0259yi\u015fin. K\u0259nardan g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r el\u0259 bil\u0259rl\u0259r n\u00f6vcavan \u00f6l\u00fcf, ehsan yem\u0259zl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 cavanlar\u0131n yas\u0131nda ehsana \u0259l uzatmazd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Yas Sahibi d\u0259 onun s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra \u015f\u0259kli d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi…<\/p>\n

\u0130sti onu lap t\u0259ntitmi\u015fdi. Ma\u011fardak\u0131 s\u0259rinke\u015fl\u0259r yaxalar\u0131n\u0131 c\u0131rsalar da, az tafovut el\u0259yirdi. S\u0259rinl\u0259m\u0259nin yegan\u0259 yolu \u00e7ay idi. \u018fli il\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 el\u0259di ki, \u00e7ay g\u0259tirsinl\u0259r. Bunu g\u00f6r\u0259n la\u011fbaz cavanlar bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6z-qa\u015f el\u0259dil\u0259r, ba\u015flamaq vaxt\u0131d\u0131. Ham\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi ki, R\u0259\u015fid \u0259minin bir \u015fak\u0259ri var, \u0259g\u0259r s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdis\u0259, \u00e7ay i\u00e7m\u0259zdi v\u0259 \u00e7ay i\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259zdi. \u00c7ay\u00e7\u0131 \u018fziz st\u0259kan\u0131 g\u0259tirib qoydu R\u0259\u015fid \u0259minin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na. Ki\u015fi \u0259lini at\u0131b st\u0259kan\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259 cavanlardan biri:<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi, bu t\u0259sbeh niy\u0259 otuz \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259n\u0259di ey?<\/p>\n

St\u0259kan\u0131 qaytar\u0131b qoydu n\u0259lb\u0259kiy\u0259. T\u0259rs-t\u0259rs sual ver\u0259n cavana bax\u0131b s\u00f6z\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Az\u0131 iyirmi d\u0259qiq\u0259 m\u0259lum h\u0259disi dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Fikrini bitirdikd\u0259n sonra \u0259li il\u0259 \u00c7ay\u00e7\u0131 \u018fziz\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 el\u0259di ki, bu \u00e7ay\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ay\u00e7\u0131 \u018fziz ikinci st\u0259kan\u0131 g\u0259tirib qoydu onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na. \u018flini at\u0131rd\u0131 ki, st\u0259kan\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrs\u00fcn, ba\u015fqa bir cavan:<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi, o nam\u0259rd ki, m\u0259scidd\u0259 h\u0259zr\u0259t \u018flinin k\u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 x\u0259nc\u0259r vurdu ha, nec\u0259 olub ki, h\u0259min g\u00fcn M\u00fcaviy\u0259ni d\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259liydil\u0259r, amma \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259dil\u0259r?<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 st\u0259kan\u0131 qaytar\u0131b qoydu n\u0259lb\u0259kiy\u0259, yen\u0259 t\u0259rs-t\u0259rs h\u0259min cavana baxd\u0131. Sonra d\u0259smal il\u0259 \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn, boyun-bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259rini sildi v\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 h\u0259min h\u0259disi dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa. Bir yar\u0131m saat da bu \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6hb\u0259ti bitirdi. Hirs vurub ki\u015fini, bo\u011faz\u0131 quruyub, yen\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 el\u0259di ki, tez bu \u00e7ay\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fin. Baxd\u0131 ki, cavanlar b\u0131\u011falt\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc st\u0259kan g\u0259ldi. \u018flini \u00e7aya atmaq ist\u0259yirdi ki, cavanlardan bir ba\u015fqas\u0131:<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi, o x\u0259nd\u0259k davas\u0131ndaki h\u0259zr\u0259t \u018fli…<\/p>\n

R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi cavana sual\u0131n\u0131 tamamlama\u011fa imkan verm\u0259di. St\u0259kan\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

– Ay o\u011ful, ciy\u0259rim yan\u0131r, qoy bir bu \u00e7ay\u0131 i\u00e7im. Allah qoysa, onu da s\u0259nin d\u0259d\u0259yin yas\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015faram.<\/p>\n

M\u0259clisi p\u0131qq\u0131lt\u0131 tutdu. S\u00f6z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 l\u0259zz\u0259t el\u0259di, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 bay\u0131rda bir h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tlilik yarand\u0131. Yen\u0259 kims\u0259 girib Yas Sahibinin qula\u011f\u0131na n\u0259s\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131, o da durub \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 bay\u0131ra.<\/p>\n

Fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, yox ey, bu d\u0259f\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n m\u00fctl\u0259q Prorektordu. Yan\u0131lmad\u0131. Ma\u011fara \u0259vv\u0259l Prorektor, arxas\u0131nca da Katib girdi. Be\u015f-alt\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259r aya\u011fa qalxmaq ist\u0259di. Katib \u0259li il\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 el\u0259di ki, olmaz.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r ikisi g\u0259lib onunla \u0259lb\u0259\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r v\u0259 sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox q\u0259rib\u0259 bir t\u0259sad\u00fcf ba\u015f vermi\u015fdi. A\u015fura g\u00fcn\u00fc 1 Maya d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. A\u015furada Qaraba\u011f\u0131n dem\u0259k olar ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn rayonlar\u0131n\u0131n camaat\u0131 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 ax\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6lk\u0259d\u0259 r\u0259smi olaraq f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n 4-5 m\u0259scidin biri d\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 idi. Q\u0259tl g\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259scidin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 50-60 min adam y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131, iyn\u0259 atsan yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259zdi. M\u0259scidin \u0259traf\u0131ndak\u0131 yollar\u0131 da ma\u015f\u0131nlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ba\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, camaat \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259km\u0259sin.<\/p>\n

Ehsan veril\u0259rdi, \u015f\u0259rb\u0259t paylanard\u0131, d\u00fcrm\u0259kd\u0259 halva paylanard\u0131. V\u0259 bu ehsan\u0131 da g\u0259l\u0259n camaat \u00f6z g\u00fcc\u00fcyl\u0259 t\u0259\u015fkil ed\u0259rdi. Kas\u0131b\u0131n olan\u0131ndan – kimin evind\u0259 n\u0259 bi\u015firdis\u0259 bir qazan\u0131n\u0131 vurub qoltu\u011funa, g\u0259tirirdi bu ehsan s\u00fcfr\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259.<\/p>\n

K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rlil\u0259r, la\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131lar \u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259 g\u0259tirdikl\u0259ri say-se\u00e7m\u0259 qoyunlar\u0131 M\u0259scidin b\u00f6yr\u00fcnd\u0259 x\u00fcsusi yerd\u0259 k\u0259sib iri qazanlarda bozartma bi\u015fir\u0259rdil\u0259r ki, adam yedikc\u0259 yem\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

1 May g\u00fcn\u00fc, t\u0259bii ki, Lenin meydan\u0131nda b\u00f6y\u00fck bir n\u00fcmayi\u015f olurdu. M\u0259kt\u0259blil\u0259r, idar\u0259 v\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259ssis\u0259l\u0259rin i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259ri s\u0131ra il\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259 Siyasi B\u00fcronun \u00fczvl\u0259rinin portretl\u0259ri, qarda\u015f respublikalar\u0131n bayraqlar\u0131 g\u0259lib Lenin heyk\u0259linin qaba\u011f\u0131nda qura\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f tribunan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdil\u0259r – sevincl\u0259, \u0259l yell\u0259y\u0259-yell\u0259y\u0259, “Urra!” ba\u011f\u0131ra-ba\u011f\u0131ra.<\/p>\n

H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 n\u00fcmayi\u015fin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259 Stalinin portreti D\u0259li K\u0259r\u0259m ke\u00e7\u0259rdi. D\u0259liliyi-filan yox idi, sad\u0259c\u0259 el\u0259 bel\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 “d\u0259li” deyib yola verirdil\u0259r. \u015e\u00fcar\u0131 da “Ya\u015fas\u0131n Stalin” idi. O Stalin ki, D\u0259li K\u0259r\u0259min n\u0259slinin yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259tmi\u015fdi, yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 da y\u00fck vaqonlar\u0131na doldurub g\u00f6nd\u0259rtmi\u015fdi Qazax\u0131stana. V\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7oxu el\u0259 orda ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 internat u\u015fa\u011f\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Lenin meydan\u0131na yol M\u0259scidin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi. N\u00fcmayi\u015f saat 10-da ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 bir saatdan da \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259kirdi.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi \u00e7\u0131x\u0131lmaz v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. \u00c7\u00fcnki saat 10-dan da camaat y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 M\u0259scidin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n

Raykomun instruktoru g\u0259ldi R\u0259\u015fid \u0259migil\u0259.<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi, Katib s\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– \u00d6l\u00fcs\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcf?<\/p>\n

– Yox.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s onda Katip m\u0259ni neyniyir?<\/p>\n

\u0130nstruktor g\u00fcld\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– Y\u0259qin, partiyaya ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

– Ay bala, m\u0259n \u0130mam H\u00fcseyn partiyas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczv\u00fcy\u0259m, ondan da b\u00f6y\u00fck partiya tan\u0131m\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

Oturdu instruktorun ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131na, g\u0259ldil\u0259r raykoma.<\/p>\n

Katib Allah adam\u0131yd\u0131, “Quran”\u0131 da \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l bilirdi. T\u0259kc\u0259 \u0130slam\u0131 yox, el\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn dinl\u0259ri bilirdi. H\u0259tta iclaslarda “Quran”dan misallar \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259zdi.<\/p>\n

Rayona g\u0259l\u0259n kimi d\u0259 ilk i\u015fi iki \u0259sr ya\u015f\u0131 olan M\u0259scidin b\u00f6y\u00fcr-ba\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131, \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki d\u00fckanlar\u0131, yem\u0259kxanalar\u0131 s\u00f6kd\u00fcrm\u0259k olmu\u015fdu. M\u0259scidin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc, \u00fczb\u0259\u00fczd\u0259ki \u0259razini ba\u011f-ba\u011fat el\u0259mi\u015fdi, g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k \u0259kdirmi\u015fdi. H\u0259l\u0259 bir \u00c7ay evi d\u0259 tikdirmi\u015fdi. M\u0259scidin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 bulaq \u00e7\u0259kdirmi\u015fdi. Yolu m\u0259scidin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259r v\u0259 ya namaz q\u0131lma\u011fa, n\u0259zir-niyaz verm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r h\u0259r g\u00fcn Katibin d\u0259d\u0259sin\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t oxuyurdu.<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid ki\u015fi, bilir\u0259m ki, s\u0259nin t\u0259kc\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 yox, b\u00fct\u00fcn Qaraba\u011fda x\u0259tir-h\u00f6rm\u0259tin var, a\u011f\u0131r ki\u015fil\u0259rd\u0259ns\u0259n, s\u0259ni e\u015fidirl\u0259r. B\u0259lk\u0259 bir camaatla dan\u0131\u015fasan A\u015furan\u0131 bir saat arxaya \u00e7\u0259ksinl\u0259r ki, biz n\u00fcmayi\u015fimizi ke\u00e7ir\u0259 bil\u0259k, yoxsa al\u0259m d\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k bir-birin\u0259.<\/p>\n

R\u0259\u015fid \u0259minin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bir istehzal\u0131 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm qondu:<\/p>\n

– Katip, t\u0259h bizim camaat olsa, birt\u0259\u0259r yola verm\u0259y olar. M\u0259n La\u00e7\u0131na, \u015eu\u015faya, A\u011fcab\u0259diy\u0259, B\u0259rd\u0259y\u0259, K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259, Stepanakert\u0259 nej\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131m ki, A\u015furaya saat on bird\u0259n sonra g\u0259lsinl\u0259r. Bir d\u0259 Q\u0259tli nej\u0259 arxaya \u00e7\u0259hm\u0259y olar, saat on ikid\u0259 s\u0131n\u0131r. Bunu m\u0259nn\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 bilirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s indi neyl\u0259y\u0259k?<\/p>\n

– Katip, s\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259 q\u0259zet var, radyo var, b\u00f6y\u00fck bir t\u0259\u015fkilat var. \u0130mkan\u0131n var ki, m\u0259yt\u0259vl\u0259r\u0259, t\u0259\u015fkilatlara x\u0259b\u0259r g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259s\u0259n ki, n\u00fcmayi\u015f saat onda yox, doqquzda ba\u015fl\u0131yajax. V\u0259ssalam, s\u0259nin d\u0259 i\u015fin d\u00fcz getsin, bizim d\u0259.<\/p>\n

Katib bir xeyli fikr\u0259 getdi, sonra dedi:<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid ki\u015fi, s\u0259n do\u011frudan da deyil\u0259n kimi varsan, m\u00fcdrik adamsan. Qoy el\u0259 s\u0259n dey\u0259n kimi olsun.<\/p>\n

Sonra \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc katibi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b g\u00f6st\u0259ri\u015fl\u0259rini verdi.<\/p>\n

R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi qalxd\u0131 aya\u011fa:<\/p>\n

– El\u0259 s\u0259n d\u0259 Allah adam\u0131san. Allah i\u015fini avand el\u0259sin! \u0130ndi ged\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m?<\/p>\n

Katib:<\/p>\n

– Bir d\u0259qiq\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259, – dedi v\u0259 ke\u00e7di arxa otaqdan m\u0259xm\u0259r\u0259 b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bir kitab g\u0259tirdi, – R\u0259\u015fid ki\u015fi, bu da m\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 bir h\u0259diyy\u0259. Qurand\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan dilind\u0259. – kitab\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcb verdi R\u0259\u015fid \u0259miy\u0259.<\/p>\n

R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi d\u0259 kitab\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcb g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu v\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

– Sa\u011f ol, Katip. Maa bunnan b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259diyy\u0259 ola bilm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259risi g\u00fcn n\u00fcmayi\u015f d\u0259 \u00e7ox sakit ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi, A\u015fura da.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

S\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 Katib ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid ki\u015fi, i\u015fl\u0259r nec\u0259di?<\/p>\n

– El\u0259 d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 deyil.<\/p>\n

– Niy\u0259?<\/p>\n

– \u018fvv\u0259la, \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259r \u00e7oxal\u0131f. Havadand\u0131, yem\u0259hd\u0259ndi, n\u0259 bilim n\u0259d\u0259ndi, h\u0259m d\u0259 cavanlar yax\u015f\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcr. Bulvar oluf o iki adam \u00f6l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr ey, onun ad\u0131 n\u0259di?<\/p>\n

Kims\u0259 yerd\u0259n dedi:<\/p>\n

– Qladiator.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, h\u0259, qladyator meydan\u0131. Qorxuram bunun ax\u0131r\u0131 he\u015f yax\u015f\u0131 olmaya.<\/p>\n

Bu s\u00f6z\u00fc e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 R\u0259isin bir az r\u0259ngi qa\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

Katib:<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid ki\u015fi, s\u0259n bu rayonun say\u0131l\u0131b-se\u00e7il\u0259n a\u011fsaqqallar\u0131ndan biris\u0259n. \u00d6z\u00fcn d\u0259 dinimizi, tariximizi bil\u0259n bir ziyal\u0131san. G\u00f6z\u0259l s\u00f6zl\u0259rini, fikirl\u0259rini yas yerl\u0259rind\u0259 deyirs\u0259n. Deyir\u0259m b\u0259lk\u0259 h\u0259rd\u0259nbir m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259 s\u0259nl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r ke\u00e7irsinl\u0259r, ya ayda bir d\u0259f\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259ri, m\u0259kt\u0259blil\u0259ri y\u0131\u011faq m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t evin\u0259, s\u0259n d\u0259 bir az dinimizin \u0259xlaqi d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259n onlarla s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259s\u0259n?!<\/p>\n

– Sa\u011f ol, ay Katip. Onsuz da \u00f6z\u00fcm h\u0259rd\u0259n bizim u\u015faxlar\u0131n oxudu\u011fu m\u0259yt\u0259v\u0259 valideyn iclaslar\u0131na gedir\u0259m, orda da s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc deyir\u0259m. Yax\u015f\u0131 olar ki, m\u0259yt\u0259vl\u0259rd\u0259 t\u0259dbirl\u0259rin say\u0131 art\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131n, rayon t\u0259dbirl\u0259ri tez-tez olsun, u\u015faxlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fs\u0131n bel\u0259 t\u0259dbirl\u0259r\u0259, bulvardan, bazardan, \u00e7ayxanalardan y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fs\u0131nlar. Bayaq R\u0259yis\u0259 d\u0259 deyir\u0259m, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 u\u015fax milisi d\u0259 var, bir \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131nlar bazara, meydana, \u00e7ayxanalara. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r internat u\u015faxlar\u0131 olard\u0131, indi az qala b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259yt\u0259vl\u0259rin u\u015faxlar\u0131 el\u0259 internat u\u015faxlar\u0131 ola! Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, Yusif m\u00fc\u0259llim var, he\u00e7 olmasa bu d\u0259j\u0259l-d\u00fcj\u0259l u\u015faxlar\u0131n \u00e7oxunu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n y\u0131\u011f\u0131f-y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131f g\u0259tirif idman m\u0259yt\u0259vin\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u0130dman m\u0259kt\u0259binin direktoru Yusif m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u0259 m\u0259clisd\u0259ydi. T\u0259bii ki, rayona yeni g\u0259lmi\u015f Katib\u0259 onun haqq\u0131nda deyil\u0259n xo\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259mnun oldu, ba\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 d\u0259 R\u0259\u015fid \u0259miy\u0259 bir t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr el\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Katib:<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid ki\u015fi, \u00e7ox d\u00fcz buyurursan. El\u0259 bu yax\u0131nlarda fikrim var rayon ziyal\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir yer\u0259, el\u0259 siz d\u0259 orda olas\u0131z, bu dedikl\u0259rinizi d\u0259, h\u0259m d\u0259 dem\u0259dikl\u0259rinizi orda bir m\u00fczakir\u0259 el\u0259y\u0259k.<\/p>\n

– Katib, bilir\u0259m Xuduynan, B\u0259xtiyarnan, Nur\u0259ddin doktornan, el\u0259 bizim \u015eahmarnan b\u0259rk dossan. Onnar da tez-tez rayona qonax g\u0259lirl\u0259r, s\u0259n d\u0259 onnar\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcf apar\u0131rsan \u015eu\u015fuya, ya D\u0259lida\u011fa. Yax\u015f\u0131 eliyirs\u0259n. Amma onnar g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259\u015fkil el\u0259 qoy m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t evind\u0259, m\u0259yt\u0259vl\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f ke\u00e7irsinl\u0259r. Onnar\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fc m\u0259nim dedihl\u0259rimd\u0259n daha \u00f6tk\u0259m olar. Onnar m\u0259nd\u0259n m\u00fcdrik adamlard\u0131lar. \u00d6y\u00fcn Zeynal m\u0259llim\u0259 deyir\u0259m, deyir\u0259m ki, bu qojalar\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131f F\u00fczulid\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 get m\u0259yt\u0259vl\u0259rd\u0259 u\u015faxlara dan\u0131\u015f. S\u0259n g\u0259l Zeynal m\u0259llimi maarif midiri qoy ey, h\u0259mkarlar\u0131 ham\u0131 i\u015fd\u0259d\u0259 bil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Katib g\u00fcld\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– Ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 demi\u015f\u0259m, deyir ya\u015f\u0131m ke\u00e7ib, t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Partiyan\u0131n \u0259sg\u0259ri d\u00f6y\u00fcl? Hara deyirl\u0259r, ora da getm\u0259lidi dana.<\/p>\n

Katib:<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid ki\u015fi, yax\u015f\u0131 bilirs\u0259n ki, o, partiyadan \u00e7ox, F\u00fczulinin \u0259sg\u0259ridi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259clisin q\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259miz a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Katibin R\u0259\u015fid \u0259miyl\u0259 bel\u0259 s\u0259mimi s\u00f6hb\u0259ti ham\u0131ya l\u0259zz\u0259t el\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Prorektor da sakitc\u0259 oturmu\u015fdu, s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sonra Katib dedi:<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid ki\u015fi, b\u0259lk\u0259 bir “Fatih\u0259” ver\u0259s\u0259n, i\u015f \u00e7oxdu. Professor da qona\u011f\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131. \u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m rayonda ged\u0259n i\u015fl\u0259rl\u0259 yax\u0131ndan bir tan\u0131\u015f olsun. \u0130caz\u0259 vers\u0259n, sonra lap \u015eu\u015faya da apararam.<\/p>\n

R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi g\u00fcld\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– Katip, ham\u0131 icaz\u0259ni s\u0259nn\u0259n al\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Katib:<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid ki\u015fi, buran\u0131n da katibi s\u0259ns\u0259n d\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bir “Fatih\u0259” verdi. Katib Prorektorla qalxd\u0131, yen\u0259 R\u0259\u015fid \u0259miyl\u0259 \u0259lb\u0259\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r, sonra da onlar\u0131n ard\u0131nca Prokuror, R\u0259is Yas Sahibin\u0259 ba\u015fsa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 verib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

R\u0259is \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015fdan \u0259vv\u0259l g\u0259ldi R\u0259\u015fid \u0259minin yan\u0131na. Cibin\u0259 bir \u0259llilik basd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– R\u0259\u015fid \u0259mi, d\u0259d\u0259m\u0259 bir “Quran” oxuyarsan.<\/p>\n

– Nayran olma, bir haz\u0131r sur\u0259 var, tap\u015f\u0131raram d\u0259d\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

R\u0259is ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulaya-bulaya g\u00fcld\u00fc v\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131 yola salandan sonra Yas Sahibi g\u0259ldi R\u0259\u015fid \u0259minin yan\u0131na, qula\u011f\u0131na p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131 ki, ax\u015fam saat 9-dan sonra ged\u0259rs\u0259n Qonaq Evin\u0259, Prorektor s\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Dedi ki, arxay\u0131n olsun.<\/p>\n

– Amanat\u0131 da apar\u0131m?<\/p>\n

– Yox. Amanat\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259-birisig\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rarsan, qa\u00e7haqa\u00e7 deyil ha. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 dedi ki, kas\u0131b adamd\u0131, on min \u00e7oxdu, el\u0259 be\u015f min vers\u0259 b\u0259sdi.<\/p>\n

– Allah onun da, s\u0259nin d\u0259 balalar\u0131n\u0131 saxlas\u0131n. D\u0259d\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 bir yasin oxuyajamk\u0131 c\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r huri-q\u0131lman var y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fajax ba\u015f\u0131na. El\u0259 burdak\u0131 kimi orda da kef partdadajax.<\/p>\n

Sonra da yerini rahatlad\u0131, yen\u0259 bir st\u0259kan \u00e7ay i\u00e7di v\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 \u015firin avazla “Yasin” sur\u0259si oxuma\u011fa.<\/p>\n

Yas Sahibi d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumub l\u0259zz\u0259tl\u0259 qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 d\u0259d\u0259sini c\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259 huri-q\u0131lmanlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edirdi.<\/p>\n

Amma bilmirdi ki, bu d\u0259qiq\u0259 d\u0259d\u0259sini Qara\u011fac\u0131da inkir-minkir sal\u0131b \u00e7ubu\u011fun alt\u0131na, bu d\u00fcnyada etdiyi g\u00fcnahlara g\u00f6r\u0259 \u015f\u00fcl\u00fcy\u00fcrl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

… Dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 K\u00fcll\u00fck t\u0259p\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259. Ha\u00e7ansa bu t\u0259p\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259biristanl\u0131q olmu\u015fdu. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259ydi ki, burda m\u00fcs\u0259lman m\u0259zarlar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 xristian q\u0259biri d\u0259 vard\u0131. S\u0259b\u0259bini he\u00e7 bil\u0259n d\u0259 yoxuydu. Bu t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259r \u0259l i\u00e7i kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bax\u0131rd\u0131 yanan \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259. G\u00f6yd\u0259n od ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259. T\u0259p\u0259nin yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259n yolda ma\u015f\u0131n-ma\u015f\u0131na dir\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 d\u0259 adam pay-piyada. B\u0259zil\u0259rinin d\u0259 quca\u011f\u0131nda, boynunda u\u015faqlar \u00fcz tutmu\u015fdular yax\u0131n k\u0259ndl\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcharib\u0259 ba\u015flayandan y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 \u015f\u0259hidi d\u0259fn el\u0259mi\u015fdi. He\u00e7 \u00e7oxuna \u00f6l\u00fc namaz\u0131 da q\u0131lmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnki vaxt yoxuydu. Yas yerl\u0259rini \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq olmurdu. Qara\u011fac\u0131 da \u018fsg\u0259ran t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259 alt\u0131nda qald\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259ri d\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259m-t\u0259l\u0259sik basd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar. M\u0259scidd\u0259n say\u0131 hesaba g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r \u015f\u0259hid k\u0259f\u0259nl\u0259dib haqq d\u00fcnyas\u0131na yola salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00c7oxlar\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 k\u0259f\u0259nl\u0259m\u0259k d\u0259 olmurdu, ya par\u00e7a-par\u00e7ayd\u0131lar, ya da yanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar deyin \u0259yind\u0259kil\u0259ri \u00e7\u0131xarmaq olmurdu. M\u0259cbur olub h\u0259l\u0259 qanlar\u0131n\u0131n, yaralar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 torpaq s\u0259pdirirdi, sonra da el\u0259 geyimli-gecimli k\u0259f\u0259nl\u0259dirdi, bel\u0259l\u0259rini tabutda basd\u0131rd\u0131rd\u0131. B\u0259zil\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n he\u00e7 s\u0259n\u0259d d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rd\u0131, haral\u0131 olduqlar\u0131, kim olduqlar\u0131 bilinmirdi. M\u0259scidin axundu Barata deyirdi ki, bunlar\u0131n \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kdir, q\u0259birl\u0259rini d\u0259 n\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259 vur d\u0259ft\u0259r\u0259, bir g\u00fcn sahibl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0131xar.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi is\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131nda \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri \u015f\u0259hid olurdu – “Quran”s\u0131z, “Fatih\u0259”siz.<\/p>\n

Bax\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firdi ki, 70 il qullu\u011funda durdu\u011fu Allah bu z\u00fclm\u00fc n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr. T\u0259kc\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259ki evl\u0259r yanm\u0131rd\u0131, t\u0259kc\u0259 camaat\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131rd\u0131, \u015f\u0259hid olmurdu, bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin duzu da, zarafatlar\u0131 da, suyu da, havas\u0131 da \u015f\u0259hid olurdu.<\/p>\n

Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r \u015f\u0259hid olmal\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r deyildi ax\u0131…<\/p>\n

V\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r yan\u0131rd\u0131. 70 ild\u0259n \u00e7oxuydu h\u0259r namazda, h\u0259r “Quran” oxuyanda Allahdan \u0259min-amanl\u0131q ist\u0259mi\u015fdi, bu mill\u0259t\u0259 xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259r arzulam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259r arzulam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. V\u0259 indi, n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, F\u00fczulinin bir beyti dolan\u0131rd\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda:<\/p>\n

“Allah, bu n\u0259 z\u00fclm, bu n\u0259 sit\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Qiyami qiyam\u0259tl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 bu qiyam\u0259t”.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi qiyam\u0259t g\u00fcn\u00fc deyildi, b\u0259s, onda bu n\u0259 qiyam\u0259t idi, bu n\u0259 z\u00fclm idi, bu n\u0259 sit\u0259m idi? Allah bu 70 ild\u0259 onun dualar\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitm\u0259mi\u015fdimi? V\u0259 Allah bu z\u00fclm\u00fc, bu qiyam\u0259ti g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fcm\u00fc? El\u0259 is\u0259 Allah niy\u0259 susurdu? Niy\u0259 g\u00f6z yumurdu bu z\u00fclm\u0259, bu qiyam\u0259t\u0259?<\/p>\n

V\u0259 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 \u015f\u0259kk el\u0259di. V\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6nd\u00fc o\u011fluna dedi:<\/p>\n

– Allah yoxdu, o\u011ful!<\/p>\n

V\u0259 \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259di ki, Allah onun 70 illik dualar\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259bul etm\u0259diyi halda, \u015f\u0259kkin\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259ndi v\u0259 bir “Qrad”\u0131 d\u00fcz K\u00fcll\u00fck t\u0259p\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f u\u00e7urdu.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/article>\n<\/div>\n