{"id":12979,"date":"2019-09-18T07:48:12","date_gmt":"2019-09-18T02:48:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12979"},"modified":"2019-09-18T07:52:54","modified_gmt":"2019-09-18T02:52:54","slug":"elvin-ramizoglu-mene-mektub-yazmisan-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=12979","title":{"rendered":"Elvin Ramizo\u011flu – “Mene mektub yazm\u0131san” (\u015feirl\u0259r)"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\"elvin\"<\/a>\u018ftri ba\u015fqa <\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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H\u0259r yar\u0131n, h\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259lin<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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H\u0259r q\u0131z\u0131n, \u0259tri ba\u015fqa.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Kim deyir ayr\u0131l\u0131qd\u0131?<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Pay\u0131z\u0131n, \u0259tri ba\u015fqa.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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N\u0259f\u0259s bilmi\u015f\u0259m s\u0259ni,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ay \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Yaz ki, “sevirs\u0259n m\u0259ni”,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131n, \u0259tri ba\u015fqa.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik olmur s\u00f6zl\u0259,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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G\u00f6zl\u0259, yolumu g\u00f6zl\u0259.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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T\u0259nhayam, g\u0259l \u0259zizl\u0259,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Yalq\u0131z\u0131n, \u0259tri ba\u015fqa.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Analar g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcz m\u00fcbarek!<\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Axi niye dogdun meni,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Betninde xosbextdim, ana.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ag beleye bukdun, ancaq<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Qara geldi bextim, ana.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Cavanligin mene qurban,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Gozelliyin getdi, heyf.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Mende seni dogrultmadim,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Arzularin bitdi, heyf.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ne bilesen tale budu,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ne bilesen qismet nedi.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Omur qisa, rahatliq yox,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Dunya ozu mengenedi.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Her gun atam mene gore,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Sene soz deyir elemi?<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Boyutduyun ogul budu?<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ozun doz, deyir elemi?<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Atama de qargadiqca,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Od alova atir meni.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Oz eliyle cennetimden,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Cehenneme satir meni.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Oglum, qizim seher axsam,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Sizi axtarir-axtarir.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ev kiraye, qapisindan<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Gozu axtarir-axtarir.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Axi niye dogdun meni,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Betninde xosbextdim, ana.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ag beleye bukdun, ancaq<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Qara geldi bextim, ana!<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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Mene mektub yazm\u0131san!<\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/div>\n
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Mene mektub yazm\u0131san,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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G\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131 \u015feherden.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Herflerin heresin,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Y\u0131\u011f\u0131ram bir terefden.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Mene mektub yazm\u0131san,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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O, illerin \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ndan.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Sen niye yan ke\u00e7misen<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n da\u011f\u0131ndan.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Mene mektub yazm\u0131san,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u00d6z\u00fcnden dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131san.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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G\u00f6z\u00fcnden dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131san.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Her teref i\u015f yeridir,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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M\u00fcsteqillik filan zad.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Sevgimizden yazard\u0131n,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Neye laz\u0131m yalan zad.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Deyesen soyuqlu\u011fum,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u00dcreyini \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcb.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Menli arzular\u0131n\u0131,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Dileyini \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcb.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamaq b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fck,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Deyirsen ehv eyleyim.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Bir \u00fcrek s\u0131nd\u0131rm\u0131san,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Yeniden sehv eyleyim.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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12.12.2018<\/div>\n
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Sat\u0131rsan yen\u0259<\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/div>\n
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Ay g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kli o\u011flan,<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Qutab sat\u0131rsan yen\u0259.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Neftini boru tutmur,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Corab sat\u0131rsan yen\u0259.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u018fl uzatma allaha,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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O da girm\u0259z g\u00fcnaha.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k kitabdan baha,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Kitab sat\u0131rsan yen\u0259. <\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u018fl isinm\u0259z k\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Barmaq girir g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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S\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u018fzab sat\u0131rsan yen\u0259.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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21.01.2018<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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Birc\u0259 m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla…<\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Birc\u0259 m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla ki, gedir\u0259m.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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M\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259yi neynir\u0259m,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fla ki, gedir\u0259m.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Bir sualla ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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H\u0259r yan dindi, allahd\u0131?<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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M\u0259n intihar eyl\u0259s\u0259m,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Bunun n\u0259yi g\u00fcnahd\u0131?<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Bir qatar qaba\u011f\u0131na,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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At\u0131l\u0131b \u00f6lm\u0259k g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Bir q\u0131z\u0131n yuxusunda,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00fclm\u0259k g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Birc\u0259 m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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S\u0259n\u0259 mesaj yazmad\u0131m.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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S\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcd\u0259n qorxurdun,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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M\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259hdi pozmad\u0131m.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Birc\u0259 m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla ki, gedir\u0259m.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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M\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259yi neynir\u0259m,<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fla ki, gedir\u0259m.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 730 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u018ftri ba\u015fqa \u00a0 H\u0259r yar\u0131n, h\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259lin H\u0259r q\u0131z\u0131n, \u0259tri ba\u015fqa. Kim deyir ayr\u0131l\u0131qd\u0131? Pay\u0131z\u0131n, \u0259tri ba\u015fqa. . N\u0259f\u0259s bilmi\u015f\u0259m s\u0259ni, Ay \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni. Yaz ki, “sevirs\u0259n m\u0259ni”, Ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131n, \u0259tri ba\u015fqa. . Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik olmur s\u00f6zl\u0259, G\u00f6zl\u0259, yolumu g\u00f6zl\u0259. T\u0259nhayam, g\u0259l \u0259zizl\u0259, Yalq\u0131z\u0131n, \u0259tri ba\u015fqa. *** Analar g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcz m\u00fcbarek! . Axi niye dogdun meni, Betninde xosbextdim, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7605,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12979"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12979"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12979\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12982,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12979\/revisions\/12982"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/7605"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12979"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12979"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12979"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}