{"id":13122,"date":"2019-10-16T16:27:10","date_gmt":"2019-10-16T11:27:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=13122"},"modified":"2019-10-16T16:27:11","modified_gmt":"2019-10-16T11:27:11","slug":"akif-abbasov-nakam-m%c9%99h%c9%99bb%c9%99t","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=13122","title":{"rendered":"\u00a0Akif ABBASOV – “NAKAM M\u018fH\u018fBB\u018fT”"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"akif<\/a>(hekay\u0259)<\/p>\n

T\u0259dris ili t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qalib qaran\u0259f\u0259s sinif ota\u011f\u0131na g\u0259lib:
\n-U\u015faqlar, he\u00e7 x\u0259b\u0259riniz var? \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu.
\nNatiq s\u00f6z atd\u0131:
\n-Lo x\u0259b\u0259r, yen\u0259 n\u0259 e\u015fitmis\u0259n?
\nQalib h\u0259r \u015feyl\u0259 maraqlanan idi. Yax\u015f\u0131 oxumasa da, m\u0259lumat toplamaqda mahir idi. \u018fn yeni x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r onda olurdu. Oradan-buradan, haradan g\u0259ldi n\u0259s\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nir, \u0259l\u00fcst\u00fc yolda\u015flar\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Tez onun ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131lar:
\n-H\u0259, de g\u00f6r\u0259k n\u0259 e\u015fitmis\u0259n?
\nQabil t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259di. Ad\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259 onlar\u0131 intizarda saxlad\u0131. Yer-yerd\u0259n:
\n-Daha \u00fcr\u0259yimizi \u00fczm\u0259, n\u0259 bilirs\u0259n de, dinc\u0259l. Bildiyini dem\u0259s\u0259n, s\u0259nin d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yin partlayar.
\nQalib k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin \u00fcst d\u00fcym\u0259sini a\u00e7d\u0131. T\u0259l\u0259sik g\u0259ldiyind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259si daralm\u0131\u015f, onu t\u0259r basm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00fclnara ona sata\u015fd\u0131:
\n-Qan-t\u0259r\u0259 batm\u0131san ki. Bu istid\u0259n deyil, g\u0259tirdiyin x\u0259b\u0259rd\u0259ndir y\u0259qin. S\u0259ni t\u0259rl\u0259dib. Qalib cib d\u0259smal\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131:
\n-\u0130nsaf\u0131n\u0131z olsun, qoyun \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259lim.
\nSara ac\u0131ql\u0131 halda dedi:
\n-Qurtar da. Bir s\u00f6z dey\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kib da\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na qoymusan.
\n-\u0130ndi z\u0259ng vurulacaq, s\u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259 bo\u011faz\u0131nda qalacaq. Ondan sonra g\u0259r\u0259k bo\u011faz h\u0259kiminin yan\u0131na ged\u0259s\u0259n ki, \u00e7\u0259kib bo\u011faz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xars\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rini.
\nBunu Af\u0259t dedi. Qalib u\u015faqlar\u0131n art\u0131q h\u00fccuma ke\u00e7dikl\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u00fcb tez:
\n-Yax\u015f\u0131, yax\u015f\u0131, deyir\u0259m. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 buras\u0131ndad\u0131r ki, ingilis dili m\u00fc\u0259llimimiz Sevil xan\u0131m daha olmayacaq. Ham\u0131 bir a\u011f\u0131zdan:
\n-Niy\u0259? \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu.
\n-Ba\u015fqa m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 gedib.
\nU\u015faqlar i\u00e7l\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kdil\u0259r:
\n-Bir bax ha. Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni ba\u015fqa m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 gedib? S\u0259b\u0259bini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259din?
\nZaur dill\u0259ndi:
\n-K\u00fcs\u00fcb gedib, i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b?
\n-Daha buras\u0131n\u0131 bilmir\u0259m.
\nS\u0259may\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131:
\n-B\u0259 n\u0259 bilirs\u0259n? \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 ham\u0131dan a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259lumatl\u0131 apar\u0131rsan. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcz s\u0259nsiz d\u0259 bunu \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259kdik. \u0130kinci d\u0259rsimiz ingilis dilidir.
\nAf\u0259t dill\u0259ndi:
\n-Qalib\u00e7ik, Sevil xan\u0131m\u0131n yerin\u0259 kimin g\u0259ldiyini des\u0259ydin, onda yax\u015f\u0131 o\u011flan olard\u0131n.
\nQalib tez dedi:
\n-Narahat olma, bu bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259lumat\u0131m var.
\n\u015eagirdl\u0259r bir q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 Qalib\u0259 yax\u0131n g\u0259ldil\u0259r. Yen\u0259 Af\u0259t soru\u015fdu:
\n-Ki\u015fi m\u00fc\u0259llimdir, yoxsa qad\u0131n?
\nXalid\u0259 tez dill\u0259ndi:
\n-Ki\u015fi m\u00fc\u0259llimin olma\u011f\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.
\nXatir\u0259 \u0259lini yell\u0259di:
\n-Do\u011fru deyirs\u0259n. Bu qad\u0131n m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r adam\u0131n can\u0131n\u0131 bo\u011faz\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131r. Evd\u0259 anam\u0131z, m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 d\u0259 qad\u0131n m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r. G\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6y \u0259skiy\u0259 b\u00fck\u00fcbl\u0259r. Bunu geyinm\u0259, \u00e7ox g\u00fclm\u0259, di\u015fl\u0259rini a\u011fartma, y\u00fcng\u00fcl olma, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r, a\u011f\u0131r otur, batman g\u0259l, sir-sif\u0259tini b\u0259z\u0259m\u0259… Hans\u0131n\u0131 dey\u0259s\u0259n?
\nNaz\u0259nin d\u0259 s\u00f6zs\u00fcz qalmad\u0131:
\n-M\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259 ki\u015fi m\u00fc\u0259llim qalmay\u0131b. Maraqs\u0131zd\u0131r
\nR\u0259sul etiraz\u0131n\u0131 bildirdi:
\n-El\u0259 niy\u0259 deyirs\u0259n? Qad\u0131n m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r daha h\u0259ssas, mehriban v\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131ke\u015f olurlar. \u018ftirl\u0259ri, b\u0259ri-b\u0259z\u0259yi, oturu\u015fu-duru\u015fu, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri, \u0259dalar\u0131 adama l\u0259zz\u0259t edir. Siz\u0259 iradlar\u0131 \u00e7ox olsa da, biz o\u011flanlarla daha m\u00fclayim r\u0259ftar edirl\u0259r. M\u0259nciy\u0259z ist\u0259rdim ki, ingilis dili m\u00fc\u0259llimimiz qad\u0131n olsun.
\nG\u00fcls\u00fcm d\u0259 \u00f6z n\u00f6vb\u0259sind\u0259:
\n-Yox, ki\u015fi m\u00fc\u0259llim olsun, – dedi.
\n-Baxars\u0131n\u0131z, qad\u0131n m\u00fc\u0259llim olacaq.
\nBunu Kamran dedi.
\n-Yox, ki\u015fi m\u00fc\u0259llim, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 cavan.
\nBunu da Af\u0259t dedi. Qalibi unutmu\u015fdular. Bird\u0259n yada d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Tez \u00fczl\u0259rini ona tutdular:
\n-Sevil xan\u0131m\u0131 kim \u0259v\u0259z ed\u0259c\u0259k? Dey\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n?
\nQalib \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n raz\u0131 halda dedi:
\n-Bax bu, m\u0259nlikdir. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, bilir\u0259m. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc yax\u015f\u0131 aparsan\u0131z dey\u0259r\u0259m. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim.
\n-Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim?
\nAynur soru\u015fdu:
\n-Ya\u015fl\u0131d\u0131r, yoxsa cavan?
\nQalib:
\n-Bu da m\u0259nlikdir. Cavan o\u011fland\u0131r. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 sovremenni, y\u0259ni m\u00fcasir. G\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, bel\u0259 e\u015fitmi\u015f\u0259m. Q\u0259dd-qam\u0259tlidir. Deyirl\u0259r lap avropal\u0131lara ox\u015fay\u0131r. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 burada yox, universiteti SanktPeterburqda bitirib.
\nAf\u0259t dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fczd\u00fc:
\n-Rus dili m\u00fc\u0259llimidir?
\n-Rus dili niy\u0259? \u0130ngilis dili. Orada oxuyub, amma ingilis dili m\u00fc\u0259llimi ixtisas\u0131 \u00fczr\u0259.
\n-Maraql\u0131d\u0131r. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n evlidir, yoxsa subay?
\nBunu G\u00fcl\u015f\u0259n soru\u015fdu. Qalib dill\u0259ndi:
\n-Bu da m\u0259nlikdir. Subayd\u0131r, subay. Q\u0131zlardan kimis\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259c\u0259k.
\nOnun s\u00f6zl\u0259ri q\u0131zlar\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yinc\u0259 olsa da, ona t\u0259pindil\u0259r:
\n-S\u0259n d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 bir. A\u011fz\u0131na n\u0259 g\u0259ldi tullay\u0131rsan.
\nZ\u0259ng vuruldu. Ham\u0131 yerin\u0259 ke\u00e7di. Kimya d\u0259rsi idi. Kimya idi, fizika idi, riyaziyyat idi \u2013 \u015fagirdl\u0259rin bir \u00e7oxu xo\u015flam\u0131rd\u0131 bu f\u0259nl\u0259ri. T\u0259bli\u011fat apar\u0131lsa da, xeyri olmurdu. Bu g\u00fcnk\u00fc d\u0259rs\u0259 maraq s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Qalibin t\u0259rifli m\u00fc\u0259llimini g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Kimya m\u00fc\u0259llimi \u015fagirdl\u0259ri fikri da\u011f\u0131n\u0131q g\u00f6r\u00fcb:
\n-Ay u\u015faqlar, siz\u0259 n\u0259 olub? \u2013 dey\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r ald\u0131. -D\u0259rs ili t\u0259z\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b. Bel\u0259 \u0259hvalla m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259r?
\nM\u00fc\u0259llimin sual\u0131 cavabs\u0131z qald\u0131. Ham\u0131n\u0131n, x\u00fcsus\u0259n q\u0131zlar\u0131n fikri cavan ingilis dili m\u00fc\u0259lliminin yan\u0131nda idi. Af\u0259t \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259: \u201cQalibin dediyind\u0259n bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r ki, m\u00fcasir adamd\u0131r, cazib\u0259dard\u0131r. Yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131d\u0131r. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n xasiyy\u0259ti nec\u0259dir? Sevil xan\u0131ma \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. \u00c7\u0259mini tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. N\u0259yi xo\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, n\u0259yi xo\u015flamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilirdik. \u0130ndi g\u0259l buna \u00f6yr\u0259\u015f, g\u00f6r\u00fcm nec\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259\u015firs\u0259n. Onuncu sinifd\u0259 oxuyuruq. Doqquz aydan sonra m\u0259kt\u0259bi qurtaraca\u011f\u0131q. M\u0259n d\u0259 ingilis dilini f\u0259rli bilmir\u0259m. Sevil xan\u0131m m\u0259ni yola verirdi. Ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131 bilmir\u0259m, indi m\u0259nim\u00e7in \u00e7\u0259tin olacaq\u201d.
\nG\u00fcl\u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259 \u00f6z fikrind\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: \u201c\u0130ngilis dili m\u00fc\u0259lliminin ki\u015fi olma\u011f\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 cavan olma\u011f\u0131 h\u0259m yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, h\u0259m d\u0259 maraql\u0131. Bizim sinfin o\u011flanlar\u0131 \u00f6zl\u0259rini h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 u\u015faq kimi apar\u0131rlar. Bunlar\u0131n ki\u015fi olmaqlar\u0131na \u00e7ox var. Evd\u0259 atam\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc az g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc anam\u0131zlay\u0131q. O da ancaq buyurur, irad tutur. M\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 g\u0259lirik, yen\u0259 qad\u0131n m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r. Bu ki\u015fi m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rsiz maraql\u0131 deyil. Deyirl\u0259r qabaqlar m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 qad\u0131n m\u00fc\u0259llim i\u015fl\u0259yirdi, qalanlar\u0131 ki\u015fi idi. \u0130ndi t\u0259rsin\u0259dir. \u0130\u015fin t\u0259rsliyind\u0259n, m\u0259kt\u0259b direktoru da, m\u00fcavinl\u0259ri d\u0259, sinif r\u0259hb\u0259rl\u0259ri d\u0259 qad\u0131nlard\u0131r\u201d.
\nN\u0259hay\u0259t, t\u0259n\u0259ff\u00fcs\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. M\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan o yana, bu yana ke\u00e7irdil\u0259r ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimi g\u00f6r\u0259l\u0259r. F\u0259q\u0259t s\u0259yl\u0259ri \u0259b\u0259s idi. H\u0259min anlarda o, direktorun yan\u0131nda imi\u015f. Z\u0259ng \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131. Onuncu sinfin \u015fagirdl\u0259ri tez yerl\u0259rini tutdular. M\u0259kt\u0259b direktoru yan\u0131nda g\u0259nc bir m\u00fc\u0259llim i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. \u0130lk bax\u0131\u015fdan ham\u0131 Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimi b\u0259y\u0259ndi. Direktor s\u00f6z\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131:
\n-Salam, u\u015faqlar. Bundan bel\u0259 ingilis dili d\u0259rsl\u0259rini siz\u0259 Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim dey\u0259c\u0259k.
\nSonra \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 tutaraq:
\n-Bu sinifd\u0259n raz\u0131y\u0131q. S\u0259ylidirl\u0259r. Yax\u015f\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259la qiym\u0259tl\u0259rl\u0259 oxuyanlar \u00e7oxdur. T\u0259bii ki, bir-iki t\u0259nb\u0259li n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 almasaq. Davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131 da n\u00fcmun\u0259vidir.
\nM\u0259kt\u0259b direktoru sinf\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t etdi:
\n-U\u015faqlar, yax\u015f\u0131 oxumaqda davam edin. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u0259 g\u00f6rs\u00fcn ki, bizim nec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015fagirdl\u0259rimiz var. Yad\u0131n\u0131zda saxlay\u0131n: d\u00fcnya t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259nib. Bizim ingilis dilli \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259l\u0259rimiz geni\u015fl\u0259nib. Vaxtil\u0259 rus dilini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k daha vacib idis\u0259, indi h\u0259min dild\u0259n ba\u015fqa ingilis dilini d\u0259 bilm\u0259liyik, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u0259la. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox dil bils\u0259niz, sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. N\u0259 is\u0259, u\u011furlar!
\nM\u0259kt\u0259b direktoru getdi. U\u015faqlar\u0131n maraq dolu bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 zill\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r s\u00f6z\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131:
\n-G\u0259lin bel\u0259 \u015f\u0259rtl\u0259\u015f\u0259k. Biz m\u00fc\u0259llim-\u015fagirdl\u0259r, \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259n v\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259nl\u0259r olmaqdan daha \u00e7ox bir-birimizi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n, etibar ed\u0259n, bir-birimiz\u0259 inanan, bir-birimiz\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259 yana\u015fan, bir-birimizin n\u00fcfuzunu, m\u0259kt\u0259bimizin \u015f\u0259r\u0259fini qoruyan dostlar, h\u0259mkarlar olaca\u011f\u0131q. Aram\u0131zda quru r\u0259smiyy\u0259t\u00e7ilik olmayacaq. \u0130lk n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259 v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259rimizi bil\u0259k. M\u0259n \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, siz d\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259ksiniz. V\u0259ssalam. G\u00f6r\u00fcn nec\u0259 sad\u0259 v\u0259 asan i\u015fimiz var! Bax b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar olduqda, anla\u015f\u0131lmazl\u0131\u011fa yer qalmayacaq. Dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131q?
\n\u015eagirdl\u0259r \u0259l \u00e7ald\u0131lar. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim raz\u0131 qald\u0131:
\n-\u00c7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l. Dem\u0259li, m\u0259ni q\u0259bul etdiniz. El\u0259 is\u0259 d\u0259rsimiz\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r\u0131q.
\nXanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim az m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131n sevimlisi oldu. Onun oturu\u015fu, duru\u015fu, m\u00fcraci\u0259t t\u0259rzi, ingilis dilini yax\u015f\u0131 bilm\u0259si v\u0259 bu dild\u0259 s\u0259rb\u0259st dan\u0131\u015fmas\u0131, t\u0259mkinli olmas\u0131 Af\u0259tin xo\u015funa g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Onun ingilis dili d\u0259rsl\u0259rin\u0259 mara\u011f\u0131 artm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin. D\u0259rsd\u0259 diqq\u0259tli idi, ciddi olmu\u015fdu. Evd\u0259 ingilis dili d\u0259rsliyi \u0259lind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Eyni zamanda Af\u0259t hiss edirdi ki, bu maraq ingilis dilini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sd\u0259n daha \u00e7ox, Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi maraqdan ir\u0259li g\u0259lir. Bu n\u0259 hiss idi, onu t\u0259rk etm\u0259k bilmirdi?
\nXanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 d\u0259, evd\u0259 d\u0259, qonaql\u0131qda, ad g\u00fcnl\u0259rin\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 Af\u0259tin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 idi. Bir \u015fey\u0259 \u0259l uzadanda: \u201cG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim bunu nec\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259rdi? Yem\u0259k yey\u0259nd\u0259: g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim stolun arxas\u0131nda nec\u0259 oturur, \u00e7\u0259ng\u0259li, qa\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131, b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 nec\u0259 tutur, \u00e7\u0259ng\u0259ll\u0259 salat\u0131 nec\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr, yem\u0259k yey\u0259-yey\u0259 maye q\u0259bul edirmi, suyu, \u015fir\u0259ni, kompotu yem\u0259kd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l, yoxsa yem\u0259kd\u0259n sonra i\u00e7ir?\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fir, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. B\u0259z\u0259n xeyli m\u00fcdd\u0259t b\u0259d\u0259nn\u00fcma g\u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayan\u0131r, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 daray\u0131r, sonra da\u011f\u0131d\u0131r, yenid\u0259n daray\u0131rd\u0131. Geyimin\u0259, yeri\u015fin\u0259 fikir verir, paltar\u0131n\u0131n birini \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b, o birini geyir, daha g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. \u018fslind\u0259 onun buna ehtiyac\u0131 yox idi. B\u0259z\u0259nib-d\u00fcz\u0259nm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, c\u0259lbedici v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l idi. Allah-taala onu sanki \u0259n xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nO zamanlar m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 vahid m\u0259kt\u0259bli formas\u0131 t\u0259tbiq olunmurdu. Kim n\u0259 g\u0259ldi geyinirdi. Sad\u0259c\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q-sa\u00e7\u0131q geyinm\u0259k olmazd\u0131. Af\u0259t yata\u011fa uzananda uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t yuxulaya bilmirdi. Yuxusu \u0259r\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilirdi. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini tavana zill\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259rq olurdu: \u201cG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim yat\u0131b? Maraql\u0131d\u0131r, k\u00fcr\u0259yi \u00fcst\u0259 yat\u0131r, yoxsa sa\u011f, ya sol b\u00f6yr\u00fc \u00fcst\u0259? Xoruldam\u0131r ki? Yox, inanm\u0131ram. El\u0259 m\u0259d\u0259ni v\u0259 t\u0259rbiy\u0259li adam xorulday\u0131b ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259n almaz. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, o t\u0259k ya\u015fay\u0131r, yoxsa valideynl\u0259ri il\u0259? Anas\u0131n\u0131n xasiyy\u0259ti nec\u0259dir? Yataq ota\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n nec\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259nib? Divar ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 vurulub, yoxsa r\u0259ng? Divar ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131, ya da boya hans\u0131 r\u0259ngd\u0259dir? \u0130nsan xarakterinin r\u0259ngl\u0259rl\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 var. Atamdan e\u015fitmi\u015f\u0259m\u201d.
\nN\u0259rgiz xan\u0131m da Af\u0259tin oxudu\u011fu m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259rgiz xan\u0131m Af\u0259tin anas\u0131 idi. Bazar g\u00fcnl\u0259ri dar\u0131xd\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 olurdu. Af\u0259t h\u0259min g\u00fcn Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimi g\u00f6r\u0259 bilmirdi. Bu idi s\u0259b\u0259b. Yoxsa \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r bazar g\u00fcnl\u0259rinin g\u0259lm\u0259sini s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rdi. \u0130ngilis dili d\u0259rsl\u0259rinin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259r d\u0259 Af\u0259t \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn cans\u0131x\u0131c\u0131 ke\u00e7irdi. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tapm\u0131rd\u0131. T\u0259n\u0259ff\u00fcsl\u0259rd\u0259 anas\u0131na ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k b\u0259han\u0259si il\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r ota\u011f\u0131na qa\u00e7\u0131r, m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rl\u0259 salamla\u015f\u0131b, anas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fir, ondan n\u0259s\u0259 soru\u015furdu. Amma fikri Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimd\u0259 olard\u0131. 3-5 d\u0259qiq\u0259 d\u0259 olsa. Sonra z\u0259ng \u00e7al\u0131n\u0131r, m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r d\u0259, Af\u0259t d\u0259 sinif ota\u011f\u0131na t\u0259l\u0259sirdi. H\u0259ft\u0259nin ikinci v\u0259 d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcnl\u0259ri anas\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259rsl\u0259ri g\u00fcnorta saat bird\u0259 qurtar\u0131rd\u0131.
\n\u0130\u015f el\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi ki, Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u0259 h\u0259min saatda d\u0259rsd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, ev\u0259 gedirdi. M\u0259kt\u0259bin h\u0259y\u0259tin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 N\u0259rgiz xan\u0131mla Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim qar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131r, s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259-ed\u0259 dayanaca\u011f\u0131 sar\u0131 gedirdil\u0259r. Orada onlar\u0131n yollar\u0131 ayr\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Bu, Af\u0259ti \u00e7ox sevindirmi\u015fdi. O, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc anas\u0131 il\u0259 Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131r, onlarla add\u0131mlay\u0131r, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kmirdi. Halbuki Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim i\u015f\u0259 ba\u015flayana q\u0259d\u0259r Af\u0259t anas\u0131n\u0131n: \u201cQ\u0131z\u0131m, m\u0259n ev\u0259 gedir\u0259m, g\u0259l birlikd\u0259 ged\u0259k\u201d – t\u0259klifin\u0259 \u201cYox, ay ana, s\u0259n get, m\u0259n d\u0259 q\u0131zlarla s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259-ed\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m\u201d \u2013 cavab\u0131n\u0131 verirdi.
\n\u0130lk \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r N\u0259rgiz xan\u0131m Af\u0259tin q\u0131zlardan ayr\u0131l\u0131b Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259 ona qo\u015fulmas\u0131na fikir vermirdi. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t bunun t\u0259sad\u00fcfi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss etdi. N\u0259rgiz m\u00fc\u0259llim onlar\u0131n yan\u0131nca ged\u0259n Af\u0259t\u0259 baxaraq:
\n-Af\u0259t, \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r ingilis dili d\u0259rsl\u0259rin\u0259 bir el\u0259 fikir vermirdi. \u0130ndi d\u0259rslik \u0259lind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr. Bu mara\u011f\u0131 siz yaratm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z, – dedi.
\nXanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim:
\n-Af\u0259td\u0259n raz\u0131yam. A\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 q\u0131zd\u0131r.
\nXanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim onu t\u0259rifl\u0259yirdi. Af\u0259t \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6y\u00fcn yeddinci qat\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Sanki d\u00fcnyan\u0131 ona ba\u011f\u0131\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Eyni zamanda q\u0131zard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss etdi.
\nXanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam etdi:
\n-\u0130ngilis dilind\u0259 oxuyub, t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 etm\u0259yi, tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131 yerin\u0259 yetirm\u0259yi bacar\u0131r, \u015fifahi nitqi kamildir.
\nN\u0259rgiz xan\u0131m d\u00f6n\u00fcb q\u00fcrur v\u0259 iftixar hissi il\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131na baxd\u0131. O, \u015f\u0131ltaq, \u0259rk\u00f6y\u00fcn q\u0131z\u0131nda son zamanlar ba\u015f ver\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015fikliyi g\u00f6r\u00fcr, \u201cdaha u\u015faq deyil ki, bu g\u00fcn-sabah m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitir\u0259c\u0259k, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 t\u0259mkinli v\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r olub, geyimin\u0259, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 fikir verir\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, ba\u015fqa m\u0259na vermir, \u0259sl h\u0259qiq\u0259t bar\u0259d\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k a\u011fl\u0131na bel\u0259 g\u0259lmirdi. Sonra h\u0259r \u015feyi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimi harada g\u00f6rm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn idis\u0259, q\u0131z\u0131 ora can at\u0131rd\u0131. Fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, Af\u0259tl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. Dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131 da:
\n-Q\u0131z\u0131m, bird\u0259n Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 vurularsan ha. G\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ona yaman maraq g\u00f6st\u0259rirs\u0259n. O s\u0259nin tay\u0131n deyil. S\u0259nd\u0259n ya\u015fca b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr. M\u0259nim i\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131md\u0131r. M\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r, sizin q\u0131zlar bils\u0259l\u0259r, h\u0259ngam\u0259 qopar. Qoy oturmu\u015fuq. S\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m. Bu olsa-olsa \u00f6t\u0259ri bir hissdir. \u00d6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k. S\u0259nin \u00f6z qism\u0259tin var. G\u0259l\u0259r in\u015fallah.
\nAf\u0259t ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sald\u0131. N\u0259rgiz xan\u0131m bir daha bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 qay\u0131tmad\u0131. S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc demi\u015fdi. Bilirdi ki, q\u0131z\u0131 h\u00f6km\u0259n n\u0259tic\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xaracaq. Onun xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn demi\u015fdi ax\u0131. Af\u0259t a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 q\u0131z idi. O q\u0259d\u0259r ist\u0259y\u0259ni vard\u0131 ki. Birin\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl verib ona \u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259kdi.
\nAf\u0259t anas\u0131na \u201cYax\u015f\u0131\u201d des\u0259 d\u0259, \u00fcr\u0259yi il\u0259 bacara bilmirdi. O, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259ki d\u0259yi\u015fiklikl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Niy\u0259 fikri-zikri Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimin yan\u0131ndad\u0131r? Niy\u0259 yatanda da, duranda da yad\u0131na o d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Af\u0259t g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z idi. \u00c7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l.
\nM\u00fct\u0259nasib \u0259ndaml\u0131, uzun kirpikli, q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng bi\u00e7imi sif\u0259t\u0259 malik. \u0130ri g\u00f6zl\u0259ri, dolu dodaqlar\u0131 vard\u0131. Q\u0131zlar bula\u011f\u0131ndan su i\u00e7irdi. H\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n f\u0259r\u0259hli g\u00fcnl\u0259ri idi. G\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259lliyini art\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim h\u00fcnd\u00fcr boylu, enli k\u00fcr\u0259kli, qar\u0131ns\u0131z idi. \u00dcz cizgil\u0259ri c\u0259lbediciydi. Kostyumuna uy\u011fun v\u0259 onu tamamlayan k\u00f6yn\u0259k gey\u0259r, qalstuk taxar, ayaqqab\u0131 geyin\u0259rdi. K\u0259m\u0259rini, corab\u0131n\u0131 da geyimin\u0259 uy\u011funla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.
\nAx\u0131r ki, Af\u0259t ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u0259 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 etiraf etdi: o, Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 vurulub. M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti xo\u015f bir duy\u011fu kimi salamlay\u0131r. Onun h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n odur – Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim. Sevgi onun \u2013 Af\u0259tin k\u00f6n\u00fcl d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 f\u0259th edib.
\nD\u0259rsd\u0259 uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t g\u00f6zl\u0259rini Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 dik\u0259rdi. Onunla dan\u0131\u015fanda s\u0259si titr\u0259yir, \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirir, g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 dar\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u0259 u\u015faq deyil. Q\u0131z\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259t dolu bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 hiss edir, f\u0259q\u0259t bunu b\u00fcruz\u0259 vermirdi. Bu ya\u015fda olan q\u0131zlar\u0131n \u00f6z sevimli cavan v\u0259 h\u0259tta orta ya\u015fl\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rin\u0259 vurulmalar\u0131 nadir hadis\u0259 deyildi. H\u0259tta bundan istifad\u0259 ed\u0259n b\u0259zi \u00fczd\u0259niraq m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r q\u0131zlar\u0131n hissl\u0259ri il\u0259 oynay\u0131r, c\u0259zalar\u0131na \u00e7at\u0131rd\u0131lar.
\nXanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim is\u0259 kamil \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t idi. Af\u0259t x\u0259lv\u0259ti mobil telefonla Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimin \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rini d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi, apar\u0131b \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ota\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259nd\u0259 saatlarla onlara baxar, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 sin\u0259sin\u0259 t\u00f6k\u0259rdi.
\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t, sevgi \u00f6z i\u015find\u0259 idi. Qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u0259li ba\u011fl\u0131. D\u0259rdini he\u00e7 kim\u0259, h\u0259tta anas\u0131na da a\u00e7m\u0131r, ay\u0131b bilirdi. Ba\u015fqas\u0131na deyil, \u00f6z m\u00fc\u0259llimin\u0259 vurulmu\u015fdu. E\u015fidib-bil\u0259n onu q\u0131nayacaqd\u0131. \u00d6z sevgisini Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131ra bilmirdi. Ona n\u0259 desin, nec\u0259 desin? N\u0259 cavab alacaq? Bu da m\u0259lum deyildi. H\u0259m d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 al\u0131nmaz. Dil\u0259-di\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r. Anas\u0131 da h\u0259min m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Onu da pis v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qoyar. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim \u015fagirdl\u0259r\u0259 ingilis dilind\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l kitab\u0131 paylam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, oxuyub, m\u0259zmununu ingilis dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131nlar. Q\u0131sa v\u0259 asan ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcl\u0259n na\u011f\u0131llar idi.
\nSevginin odunda-alovunda yanmaqda olan Af\u0259t bir ka\u011f\u0131za: \u201cS\u0259bri-q\u0259rar\u0131m t\u00fck\u0259nib. Sevir\u0259m sizi. Af\u0259t\u201d s\u00f6zl\u0259rini yaz\u0131b kitab\u0131n aras\u0131na qoydu v\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 uzatd\u0131. Amma yerin\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7ox narahat oldu.
\nTutdu\u011fu i\u015fin pe\u015fman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdi. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 he\u00e7 c\u00fcr haqq qazand\u0131ra v\u0259 yer tapa bilmirdi. Sif\u0259ti q\u0131zar\u0131b p\u00f6rtm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u018ftraf\u0131na baxd\u0131. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, ham\u0131 ona g\u00f6z qoyur, q\u0131zlar onu q\u0131nay\u0131r: \u201cN\u0259 olsun? Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimi biz d\u0259 sevirik. Adam m\u00fc\u0259llimini sev\u0259r d\u0259. Amma biz s\u0259nin kimi a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131z deyilik. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l, q\u0131z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131san, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc biab\u0131r ed\u0259rs\u0259n. B\u0259lk\u0259 onun ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131, ya da g\u00f6zalt\u0131s\u0131 var. H\u0259m d\u0259 ya\u015fca s\u0259nd\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr. M\u0259g\u0259r bu q\u0259d\u0259r acizs\u0259n ki, hissl\u0259rini cilovlaya bilmirs\u0259n?\u201d
\nAf\u0259t yerind\u0259n qalxd\u0131. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u00f6n\u00fcb baxd\u0131:
\n-N\u0259 is\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r?
\nAf\u0259t dinm\u0259di. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim, s\u00f6zs\u00fcz, onu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Af\u0259tin b\u0259rk t\u0259\u015fvi\u015f ke\u00e7irdiyini g\u00f6r\u00fcb:
\n-Q\u0131z\u0131m, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yax\u015f\u0131 hiss etmirs\u0259n? \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu.
\nU\u015faqlar da d\u00f6n\u00fcb ona baxd\u0131lar. Af\u0259ti sanki ild\u0131r\u0131m vurdu: \u201cQ\u0131z\u0131m!\u201d dedi m\u0259n\u0259. M\u0259ni q\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr. M\u0259n is\u0259 g\u00f6r hans\u0131 x\u0259yala dalm\u0131\u015fam!\u201d
\nAf\u0259t \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi. S\u0259si titr\u0259y\u0259-titr\u0259y\u0259 dedi:
\n-Xeyr, m\u00fc\u0259llim, bir ka\u011f\u0131z vard\u0131, onu axtar\u0131rd\u0131m. \u00c7ox vacib ka\u011f\u0131zd\u0131r. Tapa bilm\u0259dim. Unudub kitab\u0131n aras\u0131nda qoymu\u015fam. Olar g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcm? \u2013 deyib m\u00fc\u0259llimin cavab\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n ir\u0259li yeridi.
\nXanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim kitab\u0131 ona uzatd\u0131. Af\u0259t ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ovcunda \u0259zdi v\u0259 kitab\u0131 qaytard\u0131.
\n-Sa\u011f olun, m\u00fc\u0259llim.
\nG\u00fcnl\u0259r, h\u0259ft\u0259l\u0259r, aylar bir-birini qovmaqda idi. N\u0259hay\u0259t, d\u0259rs ili ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131. Af\u0259t t\u0259hsilini ba\u015fa vurdu. M\u0259zunlardan kims\u0259 istehsalatda i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 getdi, kimisi texnikuma, kimisi d\u0259 institut v\u0259 universitetl\u0259r\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259d verdi. Af\u0259t pedaqoji t\u0259hsil ald\u0131. Bu \u0259r\u0259f\u0259d\u0259 Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u0259 institutlar\u0131n birind\u0259 ingilis dili m\u00fc\u0259llimi i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Yollar\u0131 aralanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Af\u0259t Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimi aray\u0131b-axtarma\u011fa utan\u0131rd\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131 d\u0259rsl\u0259rin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00c7\u00f6l\u0259-bay\u0131ra da evd\u0259kil\u0259rin biri il\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131.
\nQarda\u015f\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131nla instituta apar\u0131b-g\u0259tirdiyind\u0259n Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r tuta bilmirdi. M\u0259hdudiyy\u0259tl\u0259r vard\u0131. Yetkin q\u0131z oldu\u011fundan qorxurdular g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7arlar, ya da kim\u0259s\u0259, layiq olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n birin\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259r. Geyimin\u0259 d\u0259 fikir verirdil\u0259r. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 instituta getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Ma\u015f\u0131na minm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131:
\n-Bir ev\u0259 d\u0259y, sonra g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n, -dedi.
\nAf\u0259t Ramizin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxa-baxa qald\u0131. Qarda\u015f\u0131 bir daha s\u00f6zl\u0259rini t\u0259krar etdi. Af\u0259t \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k be\u015finci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalxd\u0131. N\u0259rgiz xan\u0131m:
\n-Niy\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131n? \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu.
\nAf\u0259t:
\n-Bilmir\u0259m, – dedi.
\n\u2013 Ramizin buyru\u011fudur. Dedi ev\u0259 get.
\nN\u0259rgiz xan\u0131n d\u0259rhal ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc:
\n-Deyib ki, get, koftan\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f.
\n-Koftama n\u0259 olub ki?
\n-Sin\u0259ni qabar\u0131q g\u00f6st\u0259rir.
\nAf\u0259t lal-dinm\u0259z \u0259yinin d\u0259yi\u015fib a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nO vaxtdan Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimi g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7di. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim evl\u0259nmi\u015f, Af\u0259t \u0259r\u0259 getmi\u015fdi. Af\u0259t Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimin n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc bilmirdi. Amma ona olan sevgi Af\u0259ti t\u0259rk etm\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u018fri il\u0259 bir yast\u0131\u011fa ba\u015f qoyanda g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumar, ona el\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rdi ki, Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259dir. Bu x\u0259yallarla iki o\u011flan, bir q\u0131z d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirdi. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 \u0259r\u0259 verdi, o\u011flanlar\u0131n\u0131 evl\u0259ndirdi. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, onlar\u0131n atas\u0131 Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimdir. Onlar\u0131n xeyir i\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimi axtard\u0131.
\nT\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb qald\u0131: \u201cBu niy\u0259 \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n toyuna g\u0259lm\u0259yib? Ax\u0131 x\u0259yal\u0131nda onu canland\u0131raraq bu u\u015faqlar\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. Bel\u0259 d\u0259 insafs\u0131zl\u0131q olar? Sonra x\u0259yallar\u0131ndan ayr\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259ti anlad\u0131. Reall\u0131q ba\u015fqa idi. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimin \u00f6z u\u015faqlar\u0131 vard\u0131 \u2013 ba\u015fqa arvaddan; onun da \u00f6z u\u015faqlar\u0131 vard\u0131 \u2013 ba\u015fqa ki\u015fid\u0259n…
\n* * *
\nAf\u0259t qabaqc\u0131l m\u00fc\u0259llim idi. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u0259 m\u00fcdafi\u0259 edib f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259 doktoru olmu\u015fdu. G\u00fcnl\u0259rin birind\u0259 t\u0259hsilin aktual probleml\u0259rin\u0259 h\u0259sr edilmi\u015f respublika elmi konfrans\u0131 ke\u00e7irilirdi. Af\u0259t d\u0259 t\u0259lim prosesinin aktual probleml\u0259rin\u0259 aid m\u0259ruz\u0259 haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onun \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131 konfrans\u0131n g\u00fcnd\u0259liyin\u0259 sal\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nKonfrans Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimin i\u015fl\u0259diyi institutda ke\u00e7iril\u0259c\u0259kdi. \u018fslind\u0259 onun konfransa qat\u0131lmaq fikri yox idi. M\u0259kt\u0259b direktoru \u00fczd\u0259n-g\u00f6zd\u0259n salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 onu. Af\u0259t m\u0259ruz\u0259sini k\u00f6n\u00fcls\u00fcz haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259 \u00fczl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. Direktor \u0259l \u00e7\u0259km\u0259mi\u015f: \u201cYax\u015f\u0131 i\u015f t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259n var, niy\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f etm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n?\u201d – demi\u015fdi. Af\u0259t zalda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimi axtar\u0131rd\u0131. F\u0259q\u0259t Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r adam\u0131n aras\u0131nda kimi is\u0259 tapma\u011f\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7\u0259tin idi.
\nPlenar iclas\u0131ndan sonra b\u00f6lm\u0259 iclaslar\u0131 \u00f6z i\u015fin\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Onlar\u0131n b\u00f6lm\u0259si 343-c\u00fc otaqda idi. \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 az qald\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yi yerind\u0259n oynas\u0131n.
\nXanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim ba\u015fda qoyulmu\u015f stolun arxas\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. B\u00f6lm\u0259 iclas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259dri idi. Af\u0259t salam verib oturdu. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim s\u0131nay\u0131c\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 Af\u0259t\u0259 baxd\u0131. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim bir q\u0259d\u0259r ya\u015fa dolmu\u015fdu. \u015e\u0259v\u0259 kimi qara sa\u00e7lar\u0131na v\u0259 b\u0131\u011f\u0131na d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nA\u011fl\u0131-qara sa\u00e7lar ona x\u00fcsusi yara\u015f\u0131q verirdi. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim Af\u0259ti tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fcruz\u0259 verm\u0259di. Bu, Af\u0259t\u0259 qaranl\u0131q qald\u0131: \u201cG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n m\u0259ni tan\u0131d\u0131?\u201d
\nAf\u0259t d\u0259 xeyli d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. G\u0259nclik ill\u0259ri arxada qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. T\u0259mkinli, a\u011f\u0131r yeri\u015fli, qaraqabaq, bir q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259t\u0259-qana dolmu\u015f qad\u0131n idi. Dol\u011fun b\u0259d\u0259ni g\u00f6z\u0259lliyini bir az da art\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimin onu tan\u0131mamas\u0131 Af\u0259ti bir q\u0259d\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259ndirdi, h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131n\u0131 azaltd\u0131. \u0130ll\u0259r \u00f6z i\u015fini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u0130ndi onun ail\u0259si vard\u0131. Sevimli \u0259ri, \u00f6vladlar\u0131 vard\u0131. Bird\u0259n Af\u0259tin n\u0259f\u0259si qarald\u0131: \u201cAd\u0131m\u0131 oxuyanda Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimin yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. \u0130\u015fin t\u0259rsliyind\u0259n m\u0259nim ad\u0131m nadir adlardand\u0131r. Amma soyad\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m. B\u0259lk\u0259 bu m\u0259ni xilas etdi\u201d.
\n-Af\u0259t H\u00fcseynli, buyurun. Onu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259ruz\u0259sini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb qaba\u011fa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. S\u0259sind\u0259 titr\u0259yi\u015f dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u0259, i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131lar da suallar verdil\u0259r. N\u0259hay\u0259t, b\u00f6lm\u0259 iclas\u0131 ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131.
\nXanalar m\u00fc\u0259llim t\u0259dbiri yekunla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. Yax\u015f\u0131 m\u0259ruz\u0259l\u0259r s\u0131ras\u0131nda onun da ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdi. Da\u011f\u0131l\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Af\u0259t a\u011f\u0131r add\u0131mlarla ir\u0259lil\u0259yirdi. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimli xatir\u0259l\u0259r ba\u015f qald\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259r idi ki, onu g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi.
\nBu g\u00fcn arzusuna \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. F\u0259q\u0259t onlar s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259 bilm\u0259dil\u0259r. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, xatir\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259fn etm\u0259yin vaxt\u0131 idi. Son d\u0259f\u0259 Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimi g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fcmidi il\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb arxaya baxd\u0131. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim onun ard\u0131nca t\u0259l\u0259sirdi.
\n-Af\u0259t xan\u0131m! Af\u0259t ayaq saxlad\u0131. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimin s\u0259si idi. Bu s\u0259sd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc \u00e7ox dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n-Xo\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fck. Nec\u0259s\u0259n?
\nAf\u0259t d\u0259 \u00f6z n\u00f6vb\u0259sind\u0259:
\n-Xo\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fck!
\nAf\u0259t fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, bir d\u0259 kim bilir n\u0259 zaman Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131-qar\u015f\u0131ya g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. Odur ki, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dedi:
\n-Bu ill\u0259r m\u0259nim\u00e7in \u00e7ox a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131, \u0259zabl\u0131 ke\u00e7di.
\nXanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 ona baxd\u0131:
\n-Niy\u0259 ki? M\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 s\u0259ninl\u0259 maraqlanm\u0131\u015fam.
\nAf\u0259t \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 bir rahatl\u0131q tapd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131: \u201cM\u0259n d\u0259 el\u0259 bilirdim, Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim m\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 laqeyddir. Dem\u0259, m\u0259ni yada sal\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, m\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r tuturmu\u015f\u201d.
\nO, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 minn\u0259tdarl\u0131q el\u0259di. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim ondak\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fikliyi hiss etdi:
\n-S\u0259nin yax\u015f\u0131 ail\u0259n, u\u015faqlar\u0131n, evin\u0259-e\u015fiyin\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n var. Dolan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z, g\u00fcn-g\u00fcz\u0259ran\u0131n\u0131z da pis deyil.
\nAf\u0259t k\u00f6vr\u0259ldi:
\n-Do\u011fru buyursunuz, m\u00fc\u0259llim.
\nAf\u0259t \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilm\u0259di ki, \u201cm\u00fc\u0259llim\u201d k\u0259lm\u0259si nec\u0259 oldu ki, onun a\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131:
\n-Bir arzum, ist\u0259yim vard\u0131. Ona \u00e7ata bilm\u0259dim. Bu g\u00fcn\u0259 kimi m\u0259ni a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131r.
\n-Af\u0259t, yad\u0131nda varm\u0131? O zaman s\u0259n na\u011f\u0131llar kitab\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259n geri ald\u0131n ki, aras\u0131nda vacib ka\u011f\u0131z var. Amma o nec\u0259 laz\u0131ml\u0131 ka\u011f\u0131z idi ki, kitab\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n kimi ovcunda \u0259zdin?
\nAf\u0259tin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu:
\n-O ka\u011f\u0131z deyildi, m\u0259ktub idi. O m\u0259ktubla da q\u0259mli g\u00fcnl\u0259rim ba\u015fland\u0131. \u018fslind\u0259 onu kitab\u0131n aras\u0131ndan g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259m\u0259li idim, f\u0259q\u0259t g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm.
\n-N\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 o m\u0259ktubda?
\nAf\u0259t \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc birt\u0259h\u0259r \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131b dedi:
\n-O m\u0259ktub siz\u0259 \u00fcnvanlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nXanalar m\u00fc\u0259llim tutuldu v\u0259 fikr\u0259 getdi: \u201cG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n n\u0259 yaz\u0131mm\u0131\u015f?\u201d
\n-El\u0259 is\u0259 niy\u0259 qoymad\u0131n oxuyum?
\n\u018fslind\u0259 Xanalar m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u0259 Af\u0259t\u0259 bigan\u0259 deyildi. O da Af\u0259ti sevirdi. Xanalar m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u0259 Af\u0259tli xatir\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n ona vuruldu\u011funu hiss etmi\u015fdi. Amma t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 idi. Dil\u0259-di\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxurdu. H\u0259m d\u0259 \u00f6z \u015fagirdin\u0259 b\u0259nd olma\u011f\u0131 n\u0259inki \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, he\u00e7 ba\u015fqa m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t bilmirdi, m\u00fc\u0259llim ad\u0131na yara\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6z m\u0259suliyy\u0259tini d\u0259rk edirdi. Amma onun s\u0259hvi onda idi ki, sonralar Af\u0259ti he\u00e7 itirib-axtarmad\u0131. \u00d6z sevgisini ona a\u00e7mad\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259kdi, Af\u0259ti da \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur etdi. F\u0259q\u0259t onunla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 v\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. Ax\u0131 daha biri m\u00fc\u0259llim, dig\u0259ri \u015fagird deyildi. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 m\u00f6vqeyind\u0259 dayanaraq, f\u00fcrs\u0259ti \u0259ld\u0259n verdi. Af\u0259t ondan bir x\u0259b\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb, \u0259r\u0259 getdi. Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u0259 bunu e\u015fidib ail\u0259 qurdu. Xanalar m\u00fc\u0259llim etiraf etdi:
\n-Af\u0259t, s\u00f6z\u00fcn d\u00fcz\u00fc, s\u0259nin m\u0259n\u0259 olan m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rim vard\u0131. \u018fslind\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259ni sevirdim.
\nAf\u0259t qeyri-ixtiyari:
\n-B\u0259s niy\u0259 dayan\u0131b durdun? \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu. -M\u0259n\u0259 i\u015fg\u0259nc\u0259 verm\u0259kd\u0259n xo\u015fun g\u0259lirdi?
\nXanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim son d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 \u00fczg\u00fcn halda:
\n-S\u0259n \u015fagird idin, m\u0259n d\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim, – dedi. -Boynuma d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n m\u0259suliyy\u0259t \u0259l qolumu ba\u011flad\u0131.
\nAf\u0259t x\u0259yallar\u0131nda ya\u015fatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259l simal\u0131, m\u0259d\u0259ni, savadl\u0131, g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fcz, \u015f\u0131x geyin\u0259n Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimin bu q\u0259d\u0259r aciz, qorxaq, xudbin, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcsev\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n, q\u0259tiyy\u0259tsiz v\u0259 irad\u0259siz oldu\u011funu a\u011fl\u0131na bel\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. Onunla ba\u011fl\u0131 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcrl\u0259ri bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 alt-\u00fcst oldu: \u201cG\u00f6r kimd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc ill\u0259rl\u0259 d\u0259li-divan\u0259 olmu\u015fam\u201d.
\nAf\u0259t \u00fcr\u0259k a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259:
\n-N\u0259 is\u0259. Olan olub, ke\u00e7\u0259n ke\u00e7ib, – dedi.
\nXanalar m\u00fc\u0259llim pe\u015fman:
\n-Biz eyni hiss v\u0259 duy\u011fularla \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 \u0259zab vermi\u015fik. M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm he\u00e7 d\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n az iztirab \u00e7\u0259km\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. F\u0259q\u0259t art\u0131q gecdir. Bizim h\u0259r birimizin \u00f6z ail\u0259si, u\u015faqlar\u0131 var. Onlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259liyik.
\n-B\u0259li.
\nXanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim:
\n-Bundan bel\u0259 biz yaln\u0131z dost ola bil\u0259rik , – dedi.
\nAf\u0259tin b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcmidl\u0259ri q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259: \u201cNa\u011f\u0131l kitab\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na qoydu\u011fum m\u0259ktubu geri g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7ox pe\u015fman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdim. Amma s\u0259n dem\u0259, d\u00fcz h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t el\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. o m\u0259ktub \u00fcnvan\u0131na \u00e7atmamal\u0131 idi\u201d.
\nBunlar\u0131 fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259n Af\u0259t:
\n-Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim, biz h\u0259r ikimiz ail\u0259liyik. B\u00f6y\u00fck u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131z var. M\u0259n \u00f6z ail\u0259mi sevir\u0259m, s\u0259n \u00f6z ail\u0259ni.
\nXanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim:
\n-Dost olaraq qalaq, -dedi. -S\u0259mimi dost.
\nArt\u0131q \u0259vv\u0259lki Af\u0259td\u0259n \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130ndi o, Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llimd\u0259n daha g\u00fccl\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u0130naml\u0131 v\u0259 q\u0259tiyy\u0259tli olmu\u015fdu. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 tutaraq dedi:
\n-Yox, Xanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim. Biz art\u0131q m\u00fcst\u0259qil adamlar\u0131q. S\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259llim, m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259nin \u015fagirdin deyil\u0259m. M\u0259nim vicdanl\u0131, \u00f6z ail\u0259sin\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 \u0259rim var. O, q\u0131sqancd\u0131r. Biz dost ola bilm\u0259rik. \u018frim ayr\u0131 \u015fey fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259r. Bizim sad\u0259c\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ayr\u0131lma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tdir.
\nAyr\u0131ld\u0131lar.
\nXanlar m\u00fc\u0259llim Af\u0259tin ard\u0131nca baxa-baxa qald\u0131. Onlar d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fib ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 da\u015f\u0131d\u0131qlar\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fck\u00fc \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259n at\u0131b y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. H\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6z ail\u0259sinin yan\u0131na t\u0259l\u0259sdi. Af\u0259t m\u0259nzilinin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. Q\u0131z\u0131 N\u0259sib\u0259 \u00f6z q\u0131z\u0131 il\u0259 onlarda idi. \u018fri Murad \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib televizora bax\u0131rd\u0131. Af\u0259t tuflil\u0259rini soyunmadan q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc. Onu qucaqlay\u0131b:
\n-\u018fla! Qorxurdum, \u00e7\u0259kinirdim. Amma \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131m yax\u015f\u0131 al\u0131nd\u0131. Yer d\u0259 tutdum. T\u0259brik edin m\u0259ni!
\nSonra \u0259rinin boynuna sar\u0131ld\u0131:
\n-Murad, \u201csa\u011f ol\u201d s\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. M\u0259ni \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259ndirdin.
\nO, \u0259rini \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259rq etdi. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 birinci d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki, Murad\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n qucaqlay\u0131b doyunca \u00f6p\u00fcrd\u00fc. Murad onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 qat-qat ucalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n\u015eirvan \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri, 01 sentyabr 2017-ci il<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 1437 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(hekay\u0259) T\u0259dris ili t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qalib qaran\u0259f\u0259s sinif ota\u011f\u0131na g\u0259lib: -U\u015faqlar, he\u00e7 x\u0259b\u0259riniz var? \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu. Natiq s\u00f6z atd\u0131: -Lo x\u0259b\u0259r, yen\u0259 n\u0259 e\u015fitmis\u0259n? Qalib h\u0259r \u015feyl\u0259 maraqlanan idi. Yax\u015f\u0131 oxumasa da, m\u0259lumat toplamaqda mahir idi. \u018fn yeni x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r onda olurdu. Oradan-buradan, haradan g\u0259ldi n\u0259s\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nir, \u0259l\u00fcst\u00fc yolda\u015flar\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Tez onun ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131lar: -H\u0259, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":8616,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13122"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13122"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13122\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13123,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13122\/revisions\/13123"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/8616"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13122"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13122"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13122"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}