{"id":13203,"date":"2019-10-22T23:18:30","date_gmt":"2019-10-22T18:18:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=13203"},"modified":"2019-10-22T23:18:30","modified_gmt":"2019-10-22T18:18:30","slug":"sakir-eldayaq-xanhuseynli-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=13203","title":{"rendered":"\u015eAK\u0130R ELDAYAQ XANH\u00dcSEYNL\u0130 – \u015eeirl\u0259r…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\u015eakir\"<\/a>Bir-birinin oca\u011f\u0131ndan h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259<\/p>\n

od alan g\u00f6rd\u00fck<\/p>\n

evl\u0259rimizi-<\/p>\n

qon\u015fudan-qon\u015fuya<\/p>\n

k\u00f6z gedirdi,<\/p>\n

\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k,duz gedirdi.<\/p>\n

Yax\u015f\u0131 s\u00f6z \u00e7at\u0131rd\u0131 qulaqdan-qula\u011fa,<\/p>\n

he\u00e7 k\u0259sin dilind\u0259<\/p>\n

bir-birin\u0259 batan tikan yoxuydu.<\/p>\n

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Adamlar bel\u0259ydi-<\/p>\n

\u0259l-\u0259l\u0259ydi,<\/p>\n

bel-bel\u0259ydi.<\/p>\n

Arada say\u011f\u0131,sevgi vard\u0131;<\/p>\n

ham\u0131 \u0259lini<\/p>\n

bir-birin\u0259<\/p>\n

\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k kimi,g\u00fcl kimi uzadard\u0131…<\/p>\n

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\u015e\u018fH\u0130D ANASI<\/p>\n

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\u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lan qap\u0131n\u0131 san ki,<\/p>\n

bir \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k,ya s\u00fcbh a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r…<\/p>\n

Bir ana t\u0259mizl\u0259r h\u0259y\u0259t-bacan\u0131<\/p>\n

s\u00fcp\u00fcrg\u0259 edib sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131…<\/p>\n

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Niy\u0259 kirpikl\u0259ri n\u0259ml\u0259nir h\u0259rd\u0259n?<\/p>\n

yana\u011f\u0131nda i\u015f\u0131q s\u00f6n\u00fcb…<\/p>\n

Ha\u00e7and\u0131 onunla bir h\u0259sr\u0259t g\u0259zir,<\/p>\n

\u015fal\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcll\u0259ri solub…<\/p>\n

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Bir yan\u0131q yerit\u0259k izi torpaqda,<\/p>\n

od al\u0131b yer,aya\u011f\u0131ndan…<\/p>\n

Sin\u0259si sanasan quru taxtad\u0131;<\/p>\n

bird\u0259n al\u0131\u015far ah\u0131ndan…<\/p>\n

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N\u0259yi soraqlasa,kimi haylasa,<\/p>\n

cavab yox ki sor\u011fusuna.<\/p>\n

Yem\u0259yi ne\u00e7\u0259 yol yoxlar,baxmaz ha<\/p>\n

he\u00e7 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n duzuna…<\/p>\n

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Qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015far \u00e7ox vaxt<\/p>\n

bir c\u00fct ayaqqab\u0131 il\u0259;<\/p>\n

Onlar h\u0259m g\u00f6z da\u011f\u0131,h\u0259m d\u0259 g\u00f6z nuru-<\/p>\n

\u015f\u0259hid o\u011flundan xatir\u0259…<\/p>\n

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D\u00d6RD D\u0130VARl\u0131 \u015feir<\/p>\n

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d\u00f6rd divar,d\u00f6rd divar<\/p>\n

qal-qalacaq yerim d\u00f6rd divar<\/p>\n

dur-duracaq yerim d\u00f6rd divar<\/p>\n

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qalam,ka\u015fan\u0259m<\/p>\n

sanki xal\u0131-xal\u00e7al\u0131 bir qa\u00e7 otaql\u0131 xan\u0259m d\u00f6rd divar<\/p>\n

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fikir beynimi yeyir<\/p>\n

bir h\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00e7\u0259k m\u0259ni tora salmaq ist\u0259yir,d\u00f6rd divar<\/p>\n

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n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m g\u00f6r,divar-<\/p>\n

ox \u015f\u0259kli,\u00fcr\u0259k \u015f\u0259kli,d\u00f6rd divar<\/p>\n

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g\u00fcnl\u0259ri,aylar\u0131 sayd\u0131m<\/p>\n

da\u015f \u00fcst\u0259 da\u015f qoydum-<\/p>\n

da\u015f \u00fcstd\u0259 da\u015f oldum<\/p>\n

\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc y\u00fcz yer\u0259 b\u00f6ld\u00fcm,divar<\/p>\n

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d\u00f6rd divar,d\u00f6rd divar<\/p>\n

d\u00f6rd yan\u0131m divar<\/p>\n

d\u00f6rd divar aras\u0131nda<\/p>\n

bir d\u0259 u\u00e7uq bir divar<\/p>\n

var,<\/p>\n

d\u00f6rd divar…<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ki,<\/p>\n

\u0259zilmi\u015f otlar yava\u015f-yava\u015f ba\u015f qald\u0131r\u0131r,<\/p>\n

pislik \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcb,<\/p>\n

ham\u0131 \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259ki da\u015f\u0131 yer\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcb g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n

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g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m salam verir h\u00fcnd\u00fcr evl\u0259r al\u00e7aq damlara,<\/p>\n

el\u0259 bil v\u0259hy g\u0259lib adamlara…<\/p>\n

\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k,acl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb,<\/p>\n

su<\/p>\n

susuzlu\u011fu.<\/p>\n

g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m he\u00e7 k\u0259s he\u00e7 k\u0259sin kitab\u0131n\u0131 oxumur s\u00f6z\u00fc<\/p>\n

d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb q\u00fcvv\u0259d\u0259n,<\/p>\n

\u0259min-amanl\u0131qd\u0131,sahid\u0259n…<\/p>\n

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\u015feirl\u0259r k\u0259d\u0259rli,<\/p>\n

n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r h\u00fcznl\u00fcd\u00fc niy\u0259 b\u0259…<\/p>\n

g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m d\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcl\u00fcb b\u00fct\u00fcn dola\u015f\u0131q i\u015fl\u0259rin,<\/p>\n

h\u00f6km\u00fc yerimir \u015f\u0259rin…<\/p>\n

al\u0131nlar\u0131n q\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m,<\/p>\n

dodaqlar g\u00fcl\u00fcr;<\/p>\n

g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m,g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m,g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m d\u0259…<\/p>\n

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H\u018fR S\u018fT\u0130RD\u018f N\u018fF\u018fS<\/p>\n

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Bax\u0131b bir \u00e7\u0259ng\u0259 buluda,<\/p>\n

bir tala ya\u015f\u0131ll\u0131\u011fa<\/p>\n

g\u00f6zl\u0259rinl\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259s al,<\/p>\n

ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131n yollarla n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

ovcunu,ya\u011f\u0131\u015fda damc\u0131 alt\u0131na tutursan,<\/p>\n

ovcun n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131r,<\/p>\n

yaza-yaza q\u0259l\u0259min ucu n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131r…<\/p>\n

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S\u00f6zl\u0259,<\/p>\n

s\u0259sl\u0259,<\/p>\n

t\u0259z\u0259 bir n\u0259f\u0259sl\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259s al…<\/p>\n

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Bir yer\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259nirs\u0259n k\u00fcr\u0259yin,<\/p>\n

bir \u015feir oxuyursan \u00fcr\u0259yin<\/p>\n

n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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Odunla-oca\u011f\u0131nla,<\/p>\n

sonsuz qay\u011f\u0131nla,<\/p>\n

b\u0259z\u0259n bir yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nla n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131rs\u0131n,<\/p>\n

bel\u0259 d\u0259 qal;<\/p>\n

adam,xo\u015fdu ku,haqq\u0131yla n\u0259f\u0259s ala,<\/p>\n

do\u011frulu\u011fu,pakl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla n\u0259f\u0259s ala…<\/p>\n

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Bir do\u011fman,\u0259zizin-onnan n\u0259f\u0259s al,<\/p>\n

bil ki,var s\u0259nl\u0259 d\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259s alanlar!<\/p>\n

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SOR<\/p>\n

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H\u0259r gedi\u015f son,h\u0259r g\u0259li\u015f son,<\/p>\n

g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz h\u0259r bir i\u015f son…<\/p>\n

Bu yoxu\u015f son,bu eni\u015f son,<\/p>\n

bunu da\u011fdan sor,da\u015fdan sor\u2026<\/p>\n

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G\u00fcn nur sa\u00e7\u0131r,bat\u0131b gedir…<\/p>\n

sis d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 yat\u0131b gedir.<\/p>\n

Can olubdu bitab,gedir,<\/p>\n

\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki q\u0131r\u0131\u015fdan sor.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259r dediyim s\u00f6z sonuncu,,<\/p>\n

bir sonuncu,y\u00fcz sonuncu…<\/p>\n

H\u0259r gec\u0259,g\u00fcnd\u00fcz sonuncu,<\/p>\n

bu giri\u015f,o \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015fdan sor.<\/p>\n

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Bir an\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr,son and\u0131,<\/p>\n

min yol i\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259m son and\u0131..<\/p>\n

Bu sonlar harayacand\u0131,<\/p>\n

o a\u011fappaq quma\u015fdan sor…<\/p>\n

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\u015eE\u0130R<\/p>\n

(aln\u0131m\u0131n q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r)<\/p>\n

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H\u0259sr\u0259t yax\u015f\u0131 yat\u0131r \u015feir\u0259,yazd\u0131n,<\/p>\n

c\u0131zd\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bir dair\u0259,yazd\u0131n.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n s\u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259rdin\u0259 bir \u00e7ar\u0259 yazd\u0131n,<\/p>\n

daha n\u0259 t\u0259biblik,h\u0259kimlikdi i\u015f…<\/p>\n

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N\u0259rgizd\u0259n,lal\u0259d\u0259n,s\u00fcs\u0259nd\u0259n uzaq<\/p>\n

bir ac\u0131 \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc,g\u00f6r,s\u0259nd\u0259n uzaq…<\/p>\n

Yek vark\u0259n,n\u0259 ki \u015fe\u015f,d\u00fc s\u0259nd\u0259n uzaq,<\/p>\n

Allahl\u0131q deyils\u0259,b\u0259s kimlikdi i\u015f…<\/p>\n

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At\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6rdnala \u00e7apana baxd\u0131n,<\/p>\n

baxd\u0131,s\u0259n\u0259 baxd\u0131 \u00e7\u0259pin\u0259,baxt\u0131n…<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259rab \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sinin dibin\u0259 baxd\u0131n,<\/p>\n

guya ki,<\/p>\n

bir-iki qurtumluqdu i\u015f…<\/p>\n

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Adam da al\u0131na,sat\u0131la bil\u0259r,<\/p>\n

ocaq \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131la bil\u0259r…<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131 bir b\u0259laya tutula bil\u0259r,<\/p>\n

\u0259sas bu b\u0259ladan qurtulmaqd\u0131 i\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u015eE\u0130R<\/p>\n

( M\u00fc\u0259llim g\u00fcn\u00fc \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r )<\/p>\n

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…bird\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259riml\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131b getdim,<\/p>\n

ayaqlar\u0131mla tutdum bir \u0259ld\u0259n,imistiydi…<\/p>\n

saat\u0131m\u0131 vurdim d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcm\u0259,<\/p>\n

bil\u0259yim\u0259 g\u00fcl tax\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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bir \u015fagird d\u0259ft\u0259ri yoxlay\u0131b q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131ya boyad\u0131 m\u0259ni\u2026<\/p>\n

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tamam a\u011fappaq s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259ri<\/p>\n

oxuyanda anlad\u0131m ki,<\/p>\n

s\u00f6zs\u00fcz yazmaq n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tinmi\u015f…<\/p>\n

tapd\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131 bir d\u0259 axtarmayaca\u011fam,<\/p>\n

s\u0259h\u0259r yat\u0131b gec\u0259 yar\u0131s\u0131 oyand\u0131m,g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f<\/p>\n

yand\u0131r\u0131b-yax\u0131rd\u0131,a\u011faclar balta g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb adamlar\u0131 y\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131<\/p>\n

v\u0259 susuz yerl\u0259rd\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n insan \u0259kirdil\u0259r…<\/p>\n

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y\u00fckd\u0259n b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn azad oldum;<\/p>\n

fikird\u0259n t\u0259ntiyir\u0259m,yahu,nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m q\u0259lbimd\u0259ki bu bo\u015flu\u011fu…<\/p>\n

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\u015eE\u0130R<\/p>\n

(duy\u011fu \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r)<\/p>\n

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\u015eeir oxuyanda niy\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259<\/p>\n

ist\u0259yir\u0259m q\u0259lbim titr\u0259sin,\u0259ssin.<\/p>\n

X\u0259yala q\u0259rq olub itim g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n,<\/p>\n

dost-tan\u0131\u015f m\u0259ni bir s\u0259tird\u0259 g\u0259zsin.<\/p>\n

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Ya da ki,s\u0259simin \u0259n gur \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda<\/p>\n

da\u015f kimi susaraq yerimd\u0259 qal\u0131m…<\/p>\n

Zirv\u0259d\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 da\u011f aya\u011f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

dayazdan yuxar\u0131 d\u0259rind\u0259 qal\u0131m .<\/p>\n

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S\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n bir \u00e7\u0131nq\u0131 qoparcas\u0131na;<\/p>\n

z\u0259nn el\u0259 bir k\u00f6zd\u00fc sin\u0259md\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcz sevin\u0259 ka\u015f bir ac\u0131yla:<\/p>\n

-m\u0259n s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m,bax,bir \u015feirt\u0259k!..<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 776 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bir-birinin oca\u011f\u0131ndan h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 od alan g\u00f6rd\u00fck evl\u0259rimizi- qon\u015fudan-qon\u015fuya k\u00f6z gedirdi, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k,duz gedirdi. Yax\u015f\u0131 s\u00f6z \u00e7at\u0131rd\u0131 qulaqdan-qula\u011fa, he\u00e7 k\u0259sin dilind\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 batan tikan yoxuydu. Adamlar bel\u0259ydi- \u0259l-\u0259l\u0259ydi, bel-bel\u0259ydi. Arada say\u011f\u0131,sevgi vard\u0131; ham\u0131 \u0259lini bir-birin\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k kimi,g\u00fcl kimi uzadard\u0131… \u015e\u018fH\u0130D ANASI \u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lan qap\u0131n\u0131 san ki, bir \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k,ya s\u00fcbh a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r… Bir ana t\u0259mizl\u0259r h\u0259y\u0259t-bacan\u0131 s\u00fcp\u00fcrg\u0259 edib sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131… […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13203"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13203"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13203\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13206,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13203\/revisions\/13206"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13203"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13203"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13203"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}