{"id":13313,"date":"2019-11-02T18:16:57","date_gmt":"2019-11-02T14:16:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=13313"},"modified":"2019-11-02T20:57:35","modified_gmt":"2019-11-02T16:57:35","slug":"elcin-aslangil-irad%c9%99-aytel%c9%99-dedi-ki-gul%c9%99ngilim-basqasini-sevibdi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=13313","title":{"rendered":"El\u00e7in Aslangil \u0130rad\u0259 Aytel\u0259 dedi ki…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"73399922_549038649226206_8136318867958923264_n\"<\/a>\u201cAz\u0259rbaycan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 is\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 intriqan\u0131n v\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif bazl\u0131qlar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259 \u0259sirdir. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, bizim \u015fairl\u0259r \u00e7ox bazd\u0131r: i\u0130\u00e7kibaz, q\u0131zbaz, t\u0259rifbaz, dostbaz, zadbaz, \u015feybaz, heybaz, halbaz, malbaz v\u0259 sair\u0259\u2026\u201d <\/strong><\/p>\n

El\u00e7in Aslangil<\/p>\n

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\u201cG\u0259ncl\u0259rl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u201din n\u00f6vb\u0259ti qona\u011f\u0131 \u015fair El\u00e7in Aslangildir. El\u00e7in G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 do\u011fulub, Ucarda b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb, ali t\u0259hsillidir. Hal-haz\u0131rda \u0130stanbulda ya\u015fay\u0131r. \u015eeirl\u0259ri oxuculara tan\u0131\u015fd\u0131r v\u0259 sevil\u0259n \u015fairdir El\u00e7in.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r uzaqdad\u0131r yax\u0131nlar,<\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00f6r n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0259ribs\u0259yib a\u011faclar.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Adamlar var, adamlar var adamlar,<\/strong><\/p>\n

Unutmaq\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015fayarlar,<\/strong><\/p>\n

Unudarlar, unudarlar, unudarlar…<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u015eair, unudanlardansan?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 M\u0259n unutma\u011f\u0131 unudulmama\u011fa cala\u011f ed\u0259n adamam. Meyv\u0259si d\u0259 sevgidi.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 D\u0259r\u0259 bilmis\u0259nmi o meyv\u0259ni?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 O meyv\u0259 sarma\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n meyv\u0259sidir ki, i\u00e7im\u0259 dola\u015f\u0131b, bar b\u0259hr\u0259sind\u0259n, qidalan\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 El\u00e7in, t\u0259x\u0259ll\u00fcs\u00fcnl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131qlama ist\u0259yir\u0259m, gah Aslangil olursan, gah da Tanr\u0131gil. Bu t\u0259x\u0259ll\u00fcsl\u0259r haradan qaynaqlan\u0131r v\u0259 niy\u0259 Aslanla Tanr\u0131 bir aradad\u0131r?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 M\u0259nim \u0259sil t\u0259x\u0259ll\u00fcs\u00fcm Aslangildir. Tanr\u0131gili bir ara g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, sonra g\u00f6rd\u00fcm m\u0259ni ham\u0131 El\u00e7in Aslangil olaraq tan\u0131y\u0131r, q\u0259bul edir. M\u0259n d\u0259 el\u0259 Aslangil olaraq qalma\u011f\u0131 m\u00fcnasib bildim.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Maraql\u0131d\u0131r, s\u0259ninl\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fik, m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, yan\u0131mda b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcs\u0259n, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131nda misra-misra \u015fair olmusan. \u0130nsan nec\u0259 \u015fair olur?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u015eair olmaq \u015feir yaza bilm\u0259k deyil. M\u0259nim anam\u0131n atas\u0131 \u018fl\u00f6vs\u0259t Xas\u0131\u011flu Sovet d\u00f6n\u0259mind\u0259 \u201cF\u0259hl\u0259 Baba\u201d t\u0259x\u0259ll\u00fcs\u00fc il\u0259 yazan tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f el \u015fairi idi. Uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 tekstil fabrikl\u0259rind\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b. Bir d\u00f6n\u0259m h\u0259tta \u201cG\u00f6y-g\u00f6l xalq \u00e7al\u011f\u0131 al\u0259tl\u0259ri ansambl\u0131 il\u0259 el \u015f\u0259nlikl\u0259rind\u0259 olub, masab\u0259yi qismind\u0259.\u00a0 Babam deyirdi ki, \u201c\u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n tutmu\u015f ayaqlar\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r adam \u015feir ola bil\u0259r, \u0259g\u0259r o adam, adam olsa\u201d. Vicdan haqq\u0131, el\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 \u015feir yazmayanlar var ki v\u0259 el\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 \u015fairdirl\u0259r ki, \u0259\u015f-\u015f\u00fcara! Mara\u011fa dedim, o Haldun can\u0131, S\u00fcr\u0259yya e\u015fqi, Nazim sevgisi, F\u00fczuli rindi-\u015feydas\u0131, dahas\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259b\u0259b var ki\u00a0 \u015fair olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. Eh, n\u0259 bilim..<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Bir \u015feirind\u0259 deyirs\u0259n ki, “m\u0259n g\u00f6yn\u0259dim \u015feir yazd\u0131m, s\u0259nzislikd\u0259n \u015fair oldum”. V\u0259 bir s\u00f6z d\u0259 var; d\u0259rd ruhun cilas\u0131d\u0131r. S\u0259n d\u0259 ruhu cilal\u0131lardansan. O d\u0259rdd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015faqm\u0131 bir az…<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 O d\u0259rdin m\u0259lal\u0131, g\u00f6yn\u0259di, g\u00f6yn\u0259kl\u0259di, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 k\u00f6yn\u0259k uzaq d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc m\u0259nd\u0259n. Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b n\u0259 ed\u0259siyik? Y\u0259qin Dilb\u0259ri deyirs\u0259n?.. Quduz it par\u00e7alad\u0131, \u00f6ld\u00fc, sonra \u00e7ox \u015fey oldu. Sonra o \u00e7ox \u015feyl\u0259r m\u0259ni yax\u015f\u0131ca b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fc.. B\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m!<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S\u0259ni ilk Dilb\u0259r xan\u0131ma yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u015feird\u0259 tan\u0131d\u0131m, d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259ndirdim, \u00fcr\u0259yini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, sevdim. Olarm\u0131, o \u015feiri xat\u0131rlayaq?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Olar \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

\"73482582_563670244391443_255072803424829440_n\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan \u00f6tr\u00fc dara\u011f\u0131n dar\u0131xd\u0131,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

N\u0259f\u0259sin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcll\u0259r,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

E\u015fitm\u0259yind\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc qu\u015flar,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259trind\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar dar\u0131xd\u0131,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259, m\u0259n dar\u0131xd\u0131m, qad\u0131n\u0131m !<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn bir az s\u00fcbh tezd\u0259n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

paltar\u0131ndan \u0259trini alma\u011f\u0131m vard\u0131,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00c7antanda g\u0259zdirdiyin g\u00fczg\u00fcn\u0259 baxma\u011f\u0131m vard\u0131,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 d\u00fcm-a\u011f dikdaban ba\u015fma\u011f\u0131n vard\u0131, yad\u0131ndad\u0131?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm bir toyda,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Qon\u015fu q\u0131z\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131nda-<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Yasdan sonra, anam vermi\u015fdi ona…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc ba\u015fmaqlar\u0131n da dar\u0131xd\u0131,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259, m\u0259n dar\u0131xd\u0131m, qad\u0131n\u0131m !<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r enm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, bilir\u0259m…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bira\u011f\u0131zdan susacaq ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ayaqlar\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131lacaq s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

bo\u015f qalacaq budaqlar,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bo\u015f qalacaq budaqlarda yuvalar.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc a\u011faclar da dar\u0131xd\u0131,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259, m\u0259n dar\u0131xd\u0131m, qad\u0131n\u0131m!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Siqaretimin t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fc qanad a\u00e7d\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 bulud-bulud,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ham\u0131 susdu adam-adam,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 m\u0259n s\u0259nsizliy\u0259 yoxam,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u015eeirl\u0259rim ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131b gedib s\u0259n\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Allahla t\u0259k\u0259m yen\u0259…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc \u015feirl\u0259rim d\u0259 dar\u0131xd\u0131,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259, m\u0259n dar\u0131xd\u0131m, qad\u0131n\u0131m!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Yarpaqlar a\u011faclardan,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u0259mil\u0259r limanlardan,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Adamlar da, adamlardan ged\u0259r..<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u015eeirin bir kibrit \u00e7\u00f6p\u00fc q\u0259d\u0259r yanma\u011f\u0131 var k\u0259d\u0259r\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu yanmaq da,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu \u015feir d\u0259 s\u0259nsizliy\u0259, qad\u0131n\u0131m…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Yeri C\u0259nn\u0259t olsun! Q\u0259lbl\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015fayan insanlar \u00f6lm\u00fcr, m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 qo\u015fulub daim ya\u015fay\u0131r! D\u0259rdini misra-misra s\u00f6yl\u0259din, \u0259vv\u0259l \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, sonra Dilb\u0259r xan\u0131ma, sonra ham\u0131ya. Bu misralar n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259va oldu s\u0259n\u0259?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Bu misralar d\u0259va olmad\u0131, misralar\u0131 d\u0259va etdim. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 o\u011flanam, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m (Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r \u015fairin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259t\u0259skinlik hissi idi. \u0130rad\u0259 Ay).<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Niy\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyini \u00f6lk\u0259 d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda ya\u015fay\u0131rsan?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u018fslind\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyimi \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131ram. Bundan b\u00f6y\u00fck xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik? \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 el\u0259 q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng yax\u015f\u0131yam ki, \u00f6lk\u0259nin d\u0131\u015f\u0131 da, i\u00e7i d\u0259 m\u0259ni \u00e7ox maraqland\u0131r\u0131r. E\u015fitdim mitinq olub? Sonra n\u0259 olacaq?<\/p>\n

\"74680751_874034192990809_2657307935461343232_n\"<\/a><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Sonra n\u0259 oldusa, yad\u0131ma g\u0259lmir,<\/strong><\/p>\n

Onu bilir\u0259m ki, s\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Onu bilir\u0259m ki, \u0259lim s\u0259yridi,<\/strong><\/p>\n

A\u00e7\u0131q p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n baxd\u0131m s\u0259maya<\/strong><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 biz\u0259 bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi…<\/strong><\/p>\n

Eldar Bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n s\u0259h\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131lacaq sonra, ay El\u00e7in!\u00a0 \u015eair, g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, postmodernist\u0259m deyib, \u0259lin\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m alanlar\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn erotik poeziya \u00e7alarlar\u0131n\u0131 ayaq altda qoyur bu \u015feir, bu sevi\u015fm\u0259k s\u0259hn\u0259si.<\/strong>S\u0259n nec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n, erotikan\u0131 poeziyaya g\u0259tirm\u0259k n\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259qbuldur?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Eldar Bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n bax\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fcnyaya baxsayd\u0131q n\u0259 vard\u0131, ay \u0130rad\u0259 xan\u0131m, el\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn q\u0131zlar s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 balas\u0131 olard\u0131. Erotika bir elimdir, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, cinsi \u0259laq\u0259 bir\u00a0 d\u0259ryad\u0131, anlayana. \u00c7ox uza\u011fa getm\u0259, seksual enerjinin Kundalini enerjisin\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259sini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Sexual enerjinin Kundalini enerjisin\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259si o dem\u0259kdir ki, insan b\u0259d\u0259niyl\u0259 deyil, ruhuyla sevi\u015fir. Y\u0259ni, s\u0259n b\u0259d\u0259nin bir olmas\u0131n\u0131 deyil, ruhun bir olmas\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259bul ed\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259ns\u0259n v\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 sevi\u015f\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 Tanr\u0131 bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Bu, \u0259slind\u0259 ana \u00e7akradan onur\u011fa s\u00fctunu il\u0259 beyin\u0259 enerji g\u00f6nd\u0259rilm\u0259sidir. Y\u0259ni, insan beyni il\u0259 orqazm olsun. M\u0259n beyni il\u0259 orqazm olan adamam.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Onda s\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259 laz\u0131m deyil. El\u0259 beynind\u0259 s\u0259hn\u0259l\u0259\u015fdir v\u0259 sevi\u015f.<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Dey\u0259s\u0259n o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 deyil. M\u0259n fikir v\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011fa i\u015far\u0259 etdim bunu. O ki qald\u0131 erotikan\u0131n \u015feir\u0259 g\u0259tirilm\u0259si, g\u00f6r Nizami n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l deyib: \u201cGec\u0259 x\u0259lv\u0259tc\u0259 biz\u0259 sevgili yar g\u0259lmi\u015f idi”.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 El\u00e7in, s\u0259nc\u0259 H\u0259vva Ad\u0259m\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t edibmi?\"73295640_691330684687636_7391151911937769472_n<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 H\u0259vva Ad\u0259m\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259yib, yoldan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b, zill\u0259tli yola \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b. Ad\u0259min birinci arvad\u0131 \u00e7in q\u00f6vm\u00fcnd\u0259n olan Lilit idi v\u0259 o, daha orjinal qad\u0131n idi. H\u0259vva is\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 b\u0259sit k\u0259nd qad\u0131n\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u015e\u0259h\u0259r qad\u0131nlar\u0131 is\u0259 m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b olur d\u0259, H\u0259vva \u015f\u0259h\u0259r qad\u0131n\u0131 olsayd\u0131, sadiq olmazd\u0131 deyirs\u0259n?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 H\u0259vva buyruq qad\u0131n\u0131 idi, \u00f6zg\u00fcr deyildi. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6z a\u011fl\u0131 il\u0259 \u00f6zg\u00fcr olmaq ist\u0259di, onda da, a\u011f el\u0259di, Ad\u0259mi zibil\u0259 sald\u0131.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0259s T\u0259hmin\u0259 nec\u0259? T\u0259hmin\u0259 fahi\u015f\u0259 idi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 T\u0259hmin\u0259 Anar\u0131n yatmaq ist\u0259diyi qad\u0131n idi, o qad\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, Anar \u00e7ox sonralar tapa bildi. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 \u0130rad\u0259 xan\u0131m, bir \u015fey\u0259\u00a0 inan\u0131ram ki, yazar yazd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n taleyini ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u015eair, bir \u015feir de, qay\u0131daq \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\"74614053_412275346127918_4409918672588505088_n\"<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcm s\u0259nn\u0259n ke\u00e7mi\u015f, g\u00f6rd\u00fcnm\u00fc?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Altm\u0131\u015f tutam oxum u\u00e7mu\u015f, g\u00f6rd\u00fcnm\u00fc?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Yay\u0131m qalxm\u0131\u015f, boyum bi\u00e7mi\u015f, g\u00f6rd\u00fcnm\u00fc?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7 di\u015fl\u0259yib, bir \u00f6pd\u00fcy\u00fcm gedibdi,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u0259ngilim ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 sevibdi.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

K\u00f6hl\u0259n at\u0131m ba\u015f g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7\u0131bm\u0131?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Buxunumu qara torpaq qucubmu?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n d\u0259rd “\u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259” (ruhuma) ac\u0131bm\u0131?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7 di\u015fl\u0259yib, bir \u00f6pd\u00fcy\u00fcm gedibdi,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u0259ngilim ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 sevibdi.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

T\u0259rlanlar\u0131m m\u0259nsiz ova \u00e7\u0131x\u0131bm\u0131?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Taz\u0131lar\u0131m ba\u015f \u00e7\u00f6nd\u0259rib, az\u0131bm\u0131?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 evim ya\u011fmalan\u0131b, u\u00e7ubmu?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7 di\u015fl\u0259yib, bir \u00f6pd\u00fcy\u00fcm gedibdi,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u0259ngilim ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 sevibdi.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcm s\u0259nn\u0259n ke\u00e7mi\u015f, g\u00f6rd\u00fcnm\u00fc?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Altm\u0131\u015f tutam oxum u\u00e7mu\u015f, g\u00f6rd\u00fcnm\u00fc?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Yay\u0131m qalxm\u0131\u015f, boyum bi\u00e7mi\u015f, g\u00f6rd\u00fcnm\u00fc?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7 di\u015fl\u0259yib, bir \u00f6pd\u00fcy\u00fcm gedibdi,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u0259ngilim ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 sevibdi.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 El\u00e7in, son zamanlar ya\u015fl\u0131larla g\u0259ncl\u0259r aras\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n u\u00e7urum yaran\u0131b. H\u0259tta b\u0259zi g\u0259nc \u015fairl\u0259r ya\u015fl\u0131lar\u0131n sevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri yazmas\u0131na qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. Sevgi \u015feirl\u0259rinin ya\u015f m\u0259hdudiyy\u0259ti varm\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Sevginin ya\u015f m\u0259hdudiyy\u0259ti yoxdu. Amma adam g\u0259r\u0259k sa\u00e7\u0131ndan-saqqal\u0131ndan v\u0259 ya q\u0259lyan\u0131ndan utan\u0131b, cavan q\u0131zlara padxod etm\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Az\u0259rbaycandan k\u0259narda ya\u015fay\u0131rsan\u00a0 – \u0130stanbulda. Ordan baxanda bura nec\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, x\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259, Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Az\u0259rbaycan Aztv-y\u0259\u00a0 baxanda q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng g\u00f6rs\u0259nir. Di g\u0259l ki, sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 baxanda, b\u0259rbad. Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 is\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 intriqan\u0131n v\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif bazl\u0131qlar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259 \u0259sirdir. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, bizim \u015fairl\u0259r \u00e7ox bazd\u0131r: i\u0130\u00e7kibaz, q\u0131zbaz, t\u0259rifbaz, dostbaz, zadbaz, \u015feybaz, heybaz, halbaz, malbaz v\u0259 sair\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 He\u00e7mi yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 yoxdu?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Arada var, ortada yoxdu.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 M\u0259n is\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00fcv\u0259nir\u0259m v\u0259 bu g\u00fcv\u0259ncimdir ki \u201cG\u0259ncl\u0259rl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u201d\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. Bilir\u0259m ki, siz g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat\u0131n ba\u015fs\u00f6z\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259ri olacaqs\u0131n\u0131z v\u0259 onda m\u0259ni d\u0259 xat\u0131rlayacaqs\u0131n\u0131z.<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 El\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan ki, s\u0259ni unutmaq olar?\"74394219_670361700152248_4017435979735367680_n\"<\/a><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Can, minn\u0259tdaram! Deyirs\u0259n ki, \u201cAz\u0259rbaycan Aztv-y\u0259 baxanda q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng g\u00f6rs\u0259nir. Di g\u0259l ki, sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 baxanda, b\u0259rbad. B\u0259s, s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn V\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 etmis\u0259n? \u018fd\u0259biyyata xidm\u0259tin istisnad\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Etm\u0259k ist\u0259dikl\u0259rim o q\u0259d\u0259rdir ki…<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Niy\u0259 etmirs\u0259n? <\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2026<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u018fslind\u0259 bunun cavab\u0131n\u0131 bilir\u0259m. Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, yersiz sual\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Eyib etm\u0259z, ay \u0130rad\u0259 xan\u0131m…<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Balalar\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015faq? Q\u0131z y\u00fck\u00fc duz y\u00fck\u00fcd\u00fcrm\u00fc?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Q\u0131z Y\u00fck\u00fc duz y\u00fck\u00fc deyil, bal y\u00fck\u00fcd\u00fc. El\u0259 q\u0259\u015f\u0259ngdirl\u0259r ki\u2026<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Allah saxlas\u0131n! Talel\u0259ri g\u00f6z\u0259l olsun! Onlara \u015feir yazm\u0131san?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Yox yazmam\u0131\u015fam d\u00fcz\u00fc…<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Onlar \u00f6zl\u0259ri \u015feirdi v\u0259 s\u0259nin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015feirl\u0259rin. \u0130ki q\u0131z atas\u0131san el\u0259mi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0259li, iki naz\u0131m, iki ulduzum var. \u0130kisini d\u0259 \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m. \u0130kisi d\u0259 \u015feird\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259ldir.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Atalar\u0131n \u00f6vlad b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259 v\u0259 \u00f6vladla ba\u011fl\u0131 b\u0259zi bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 he\u00e7 raz\u0131 deyil\u0259m. M\u0259nc\u0259, bir \u00e7ox ad\u0259t-\u0259n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rimiz\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fiklik etm\u0259liyik. S\u0259nc\u0259, \u00f6vlad\u0131 nec\u0259 t\u0259rbiy\u0259 etm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00d6vlad\u0131 t\u0259rbiy\u0259 etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259r\u0259k valideynin d\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n m\u0259nada t\u0259rbiy\u0259si olsun. M\u0259n bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 irsi bax\u0131ram. Y\u0259ni t\u0259rbiy\u0259 d\u0259 irs\u0259n ke\u00e7m\u0259lidir.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Yoruldun dey\u0259s\u0259n, ist\u0259yirs\u0259n sa\u011folla\u015faq\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Yor\u011funam, \u00a0\u0130rad\u0259 xan\u0131m. Sa\u011folla\u015fmayaq, s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015f\u0259k. S\u0259ninl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq xo\u015fdur\u2026<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 T\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m! <\/strong>Bir \u015feir d\u0259 dey\u0259rs\u0259nmi? <\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Deyim, \u0259ziz \u0130rad\u0259 xan\u0131m, niy\u0259 dem\u0259yim ki? M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n deyim ki:<\/p>\n

\"73513513_2175114559458300_5602753621809692672_n\"<\/a><\/p>\n

G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 buludlar,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n duran \u015f\u0259kli.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

D\u00f6\u015f cibimd\u0259 gizl\u0259n\u0259n,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131n a\u011fla\u011fan \u015f\u0259kli.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 gedib soru\u015fam,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

lap Allah\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n\u2013<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ay Allah nec\u0259 olur,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

dar\u0131xan adam \u015f\u0259kli?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00c7ox minn\u0259tdaram. S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra kiminl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259yimi ist\u0259rdin? Yaln\u0131z bir ad \u00e7\u0259k v\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yin adama bir sual \u00fcnvanla.<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Anar G\u00fcl\u00fcmsoyla s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fm\u0259yini ist\u0259rdim. Ondan soru\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcm, niy\u0259 a\u011fac\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcr? S\u0259ydi?<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0Anar\u0131 \u00c7ox sevir\u0259m. Anar s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tin ta k\u0259ndisidir. Var ol! T\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcrl\u0259r s\u0259n\u0259! M\u0259mnuniyy\u0259tl\u0259 Anarla s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m v\u0259 sual\u0131n\u0131 ona \u00e7atd\u0131raca\u011fam. <\/strong><\/p>\n

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