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\"75328646_521861061702403_3403460573592027136_n\"<\/a>Ana,ana<\/em><\/p>\n

m\u0259n\u0259 corab toxuma!<\/em>
\n<\/em><\/strong>\u0259ll\u0259rinin z\u0259hm\u0259tini<\/em>
\n<\/em><\/strong>aya\u011f\u0131ma nec\u0259 geyim?<\/em>
\n<\/em><\/strong>Ana, m\u0259n\u0259 papaq toxu<\/em>
\n<\/em><\/strong>ona ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n tac\u0131 deyim<\/em>.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Anar G\u00fcl\u00fcmsoy<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201c<\/strong>G\u0259ncl\u0259rl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u201din bug\u00fcnk\u00fc qona\u011f\u0131 \u015fair, pedaqoq, K\u00fcrd\u0259mir rayonu E.Z\u00fclf\u00fcqarov ad\u0131na \u015eilyan k\u0259nd tam orta m\u0259kt\u0259binin direktoru Anar G\u00fcl\u00fcmsoydur.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Anar<\/strong>, <\/strong>salam<\/strong>. <\/strong>S\u0259n\u0259 <\/strong>nec<\/strong>\u0259 <\/strong>m<\/strong>\u00fc<\/strong>raci<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>t<\/strong>edim<\/strong>, <\/strong>m<\/strong>\u00fc\u0259<\/strong>llim<\/strong>, <\/strong>yoxsa<\/strong> \u015f<\/strong>air<\/strong>?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Salam, h\u0259r ikisinin \u00f6z m\u0259suliyy\u0259ti var. \u018fg\u0259r bu musahib\u0259nin m\u0259\u011fzind\u0259 \u015feiriyy\u0259t dayan\u0131rsa, \u015fair olsun\u2026<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u015e<\/strong>air<\/strong>, <\/strong>m<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>sul\u00a0<\/strong>v<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>zif<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>d<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>s<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>n<\/strong>, <\/strong>m<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>kt<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>b\u00a0<\/strong>direktoru<\/strong>. <\/strong>T<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>brik\u00a0<\/strong>edir<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>m<\/strong>, <\/strong>s<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>n<\/strong>\u0259 <\/strong>o\u00a0<\/strong>q<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>d<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>r\u00a0<\/strong>g<\/strong>\u00fc<\/strong>v<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>nir<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>m<\/strong>, <\/strong>bilir<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>m\u00a0<\/strong>ki<\/strong>, \u0259<\/strong>n\u00a0<\/strong>az<\/strong>\u0131<\/strong>ndan\u00a0<\/strong>bir\u00a0<\/strong>m<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>kt<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>bin\u00a0<\/strong>g<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>l<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>c<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>yi \u0259<\/strong>min\u00a0<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>ld<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>dir<\/strong>. <\/strong>Amma\u00a0<\/strong>yen<\/strong>\u0259 <\/strong>d<\/strong>\u0259 <\/strong>m<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>nim<\/strong>\u00e7\u00fc<\/strong>n\u00a0<\/strong>o\u00a0<\/strong>g<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>nc<\/strong>, <\/strong>saf<\/strong>, <\/strong>balaca\u00a0<\/strong>Anarsan<\/strong>. <\/strong>Ax<\/strong>\u0131 <\/strong>s<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>n\u00a0<\/strong>n<\/strong>\u0259 <\/strong>zaman\u00a0<\/strong>b<\/strong>\u00f6<\/strong>y<\/strong>\u00fc<\/strong>d<\/strong>\u00fc<\/strong>n<\/strong>? \u00d6<\/strong>z<\/strong>\u00fc<\/strong>n<\/strong>\u00fc <\/strong>bu\u00a0<\/strong>v<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>zif<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>d<\/strong>\u0259 <\/strong>nec<\/strong>\u0259 <\/strong>hiss\u00a0<\/strong>edirs<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>n<\/strong>.<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00c7oxsa\u011f ol. \u00c7al\u0131\u015faca\u011fam\u00a0 ki, g\u00fcv\u0259ninizd\u0259 yanilmayas\u0131n\u0131z. Zaman tez \u00f6t\u00fcr , bir d\u0259 ay\u0131l\u0131rsan ki, art\u0131q qay\u011f\u0131larla y\u00fckl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 M<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>kt<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>b\u00a0<\/strong>r<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>hb<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>ri\u00a0<\/strong>v<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>zif<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>sind<\/strong>\u0259 <\/strong>olmaq<\/strong> \u00e7\u0259<\/strong>tin\u00a0<\/strong>v<\/strong>\u0259 \u015f\u0259<\/strong>r<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>flidir<\/strong>.<\/strong> M\u0259n is\u0259 s\u0259nin direktor olma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r sevindims\u0259, bir o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm. S\u0259n yarad\u0131c\u0131 adamsan, r\u0259hb\u0259r v\u0259zif\u0259 is\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n qat\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nidir. Bu d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259 ba\u015f ed\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259nmi? <\/strong>M<\/strong>\u00fc<\/strong>qayis<\/strong>\u0259 <\/strong>ed<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>k, <\/strong>\u00a0<\/strong>yarad<\/strong>\u0131<\/strong>c<\/strong>\u0131<\/strong>l<\/strong>\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/strong>n\u00a0<\/strong>bu\u00a0<\/strong>g<\/strong>\u00fc<\/strong>nl<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>rd<\/strong>\u0259 <\/strong>hans<\/strong>\u0131 <\/strong>d<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>yi<\/strong>\u015f<\/strong>ikliy<\/strong>\u0259 <\/strong>u<\/strong>\u011f<\/strong>ray<\/strong>\u0131<\/strong>b<\/strong>?\"75388229_370815483635528_2345865885299769344_n\"<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Bilirsiz, yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131qla s\u0131rf m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olmaq ist\u0259y\u0259n m\u00fctl\u0259q t\u0259kliy\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259li, ham\u0131dan uzaqda \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t ba\u015f-ba\u015fa qalmal\u0131, d\u0259rvi\u015f hal\u0131 ya\u015famal\u0131d\u0131r. Ya da c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259\u00a0 bir v\u0259zif\u0259 da\u015f\u0131yaraq xalqa xidm\u0259t etm\u0259lidir. Bir h\u0259qiq\u0259ti\u00a0 deyim ki, yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 baxmaz, \u00e7\u00fcnki o ruhun i\u015fidir.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Bunu\u00a0<\/strong>zamana\u00a0<\/strong>burax<\/strong>\u0131<\/strong>ram<\/strong>. \u0130<\/strong>ll<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>r\u00a0<\/strong>ke<\/strong>\u00e7\u0259<\/strong>c<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>k<\/strong>, <\/strong>m<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>n\u00a0<\/strong>dey<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>nl<\/strong>\u0259 <\/strong>raz<\/strong>\u0131<\/strong>la<\/strong>\u015f<\/strong>acaqsan<\/strong>. <\/strong>B<\/strong>\u00f6<\/strong>y<\/strong>\u00fc<\/strong>k\u00a0<\/strong>yaz<\/strong>\u0131\u00e7\u0131<\/strong>m<\/strong>\u0131<\/strong>z\u00a0<\/strong>Q<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>rib\u00a0<\/strong>Mehdi\u00a0<\/strong>yetirm<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>sinin<\/strong> – <\/strong>X<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>zang<\/strong>\u00fc<\/strong>l\u00a0<\/strong>H<\/strong>\u00fc<\/strong>seynovan<\/strong>\u0131<\/strong>n\u00a0<\/strong>direktor<\/strong>oldu<\/strong>\u011f<\/strong>unu\u00a0<\/strong>e<\/strong>\u015f<\/strong>id<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>nd<\/strong>\u0259 <\/strong>q<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>ti\u00a0<\/strong>etiraz\u00a0<\/strong>etmi<\/strong>\u015f, <\/strong>\u201c<\/strong>bu\u00a0<\/strong>yoldan\u00a0<\/strong>geri\u00a0<\/strong>d<\/strong>\u00f6<\/strong>n<\/strong>, <\/strong>yarad<\/strong>\u0131<\/strong>c<\/strong>\u0131<\/strong>l<\/strong>\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/strong>n<\/strong>\u0131 <\/strong>m<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>hv\u00a0<\/strong>el<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>m<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>\u201d,\u00a0<\/strong>demi<\/strong>\u015f<\/strong>di<\/strong>. \u0130<\/strong>ll<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>r\u00a0<\/strong>sonra\u00a0<\/strong>X<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>zang<\/strong>\u00fc<\/strong>l\u00a0<\/strong>m<\/strong>\u00fc\u0259<\/strong>llim<\/strong>\u0259 <\/strong>d<\/strong>\u0259 <\/strong>r<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>hb<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>r\u00a0<\/strong>olma<\/strong>\u011f\u0131<\/strong>n\u00a0<\/strong>yarad<\/strong>\u0131<\/strong>c<\/strong>\u0131<\/strong>l<\/strong>\u0131\u011f<\/strong>a\u00a0<\/strong>m<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>nfi\u00a0<\/strong>t<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>sir\u00a0<\/strong>etdiyini\u00a0<\/strong>t<\/strong>\u0259\u0259<\/strong>ss<\/strong>\u00fc<\/strong>fl<\/strong>\u0259 <\/strong>qeyd\u00a0<\/strong>etdi<\/strong>. <\/strong>Bax<\/strong>, <\/strong>m<\/strong>\u00fc\u0259<\/strong>llimind<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>n<\/strong> – <\/strong>Q<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>rib\u00a0<\/strong>Mehdid<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>n\u00a0<\/strong>s<\/strong>\u00f6<\/strong>z\u00a0<\/strong>sald<\/strong>\u0131<\/strong>m<\/strong>. <\/strong>T<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>l<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>b<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>lik\u00a0<\/strong>ill<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>ri<\/strong>, <\/strong>G<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>nc<\/strong>\u0259 <\/strong>yadda<\/strong>\u015f\u0131<\/strong>na\u00a0<\/strong>nec<\/strong>\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6<\/strong>k<\/strong>\u00fc<\/strong>b<\/strong>, <\/strong>yad<\/strong>\u0131<\/strong>nda\u00a0<\/strong>n<\/strong>\u0259 <\/strong>qal<\/strong>\u0131<\/strong>b\u00a0<\/strong>\u0259<\/strong>n<\/strong> \u00e7<\/strong>ox<\/strong>?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Zaman hakimdir. H\u0259, o ill\u0259r- \u00a0t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik ill\u0259ri \u00f6mr\u00fcn may ay\u0131d\u0131r. G\u0259nc\u0259yl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 h\u0259r \u015fey m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259zizdir, do\u011fmad\u0131r. El\u0259 Q\u0259rib Mehdi d\u0259, \u0130rad\u0259 Aytel d\u0259, \u0130rad\u0259 Aytelin \u201cT\u00f6hf\u0259\u201dsi d\u0259, onun \u201cT\u00f6hf\u0259\u201d komandas\u0131 da, \u201cG\u0259ncliyin s\u0259si\u201d \u00fczv\u00fcl\u0259ri, \u00a0bu s\u0259sin anas\u0131 Fir\u0259ngiz m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259, t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015flar\u0131m, q\u0259dim G\u0259nc\u0259, da\u015fl\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r, Qoca \u00e7inarlar… eeh, xatir\u0259 dolu g\u00fcnl\u0259r…<\/p>\n

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\"75362406_461728398024557_5991710661908889600_n\"<\/a>qalacaq G\u0259nc\u0259nin kuc\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

qabarl\u0131-qabarl\u0131 ayaq izl\u0259ri<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

bir d\u0259 o aya\u011f\u0131 \u0259z\u0259n o da\u015flar<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

bir d\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t dolu h\u0259r du\u015fub qalan<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

bir vaxt xatir\u0259y\u0259 don\u0259n bax\u0131\u015flar<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

qalacaq G\u0259nc\u0259nin kuc\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

bir Cinar a\u011fac\u0131 q\u0259mli-qubarl\u0131,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

yan\u0131nda sev\u0259nl\u0259r gorduyu zaman<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

yad\u0131na du\u015f\u0259c\u0259k nec\u0259 il \u0259vv\u0259l<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

bir q\u0131z\u0131 gozl\u0259y\u0259n t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 o\u011flan<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

o o\u011flan ad\u0131n\u0131 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ax\u0131-<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

baxacaq sa\u011f\u0131na, soluna Cinar,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

n\u0259hay\u0259t, bir kohn\u0259 yaz\u0131 tapacaq<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

bax\u0131b gor\u0259c\u0259k ki,yaz\u0131l\u0131b A.N.A.R<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu \u015feiri o ill\u0259r xatir\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n qabaq yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S\u0259n \u015feir dey\u0259nd\u0259 m\u00fccadil\u0259 \u015fairimiz – V\u0259t\u0259n \u015fairimiz b\u00f6y\u00fck X\u0259lil Rza yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. \u00c7oxlar\u0131 onu pafos \u015fairi adland\u0131r\u0131r. Amma o pafos idi ki doxsanlar\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259lind\u0259 xalq\u0131 aya\u011fa qald\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 azadl\u0131\u011fa apard\u0131. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, o ill\u0259r m\u00fccadil\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran \u015feirl\u0259r vacib idi. Nec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n, indi Az\u0259rbaycan poeziyas\u0131n\u0131n hans\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259r\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 var?\"74841530_2537248146354030_2385901878215966720_n\"<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 O d\u00f6n\u0259md\u0259 X\u0259lil Rza \u201cqolumdak\u0131 z\u0259ncirl\u0259ri q\u0131ram g\u0259r\u0259k, q\u0131ram,q\u0131ram\u201d\u0131 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131yla des\u0259ydi, X\u0259lil \u00a0Rza olmazd\u0131. \u015eeir var, p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 dey\u0259s\u0259n g\u0259r\u0259k, \u015feir d\u0259 var, hay-harayla. Bu, \u00f6z yerind\u0259. Ail\u0259-m\u0259i\u015f\u0259t \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259n ke\u00e7ib, b\u0259\u015f\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259ri \u0259ks etdirm\u0259liyik.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S\u0259ni \u0259sg\u0259r paltar\u0131nda da g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. \u00c7ox yara\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 q\u00fcrurverici idi.\u00a0 S\u0259nc\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 \u015fagirdl\u0259r\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7ox n\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131, elmi ya v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259rliyi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u015eagirdl\u0259rimiz\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259rliyi a\u015f\u0131lmaq t\u0259hsil qanunumuzda da \u00f6z \u0259ksini tap\u0131r. Milli ruhda\u00a0 v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f yeti\u015fdirm\u0259k h\u0259r birimizin borcudur. Bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn \u015fagirdi sabah\u0131n \u0259sg\u0259ridir, bu V\u0259t\u0259nin t\u0259msil\u00e7isidir.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 (Anar, niy\u0259 q\u0131sa cavablar verirs\u0259n, m\u0259murlu\u011funmu tutdu?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Toparlaya bilmir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc, bu aralar i\u015fl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r hadis\u0259l\u0259r ba\u015f verib ki..)<\/p>\n

– \u015eair, bir sevgi \u015feiri de, ovqat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 k\u00f6kl\u0259y\u0259k\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\"74632367_2544771539100987_8279487015746011136_n\"<\/a>\u00fcr\u0259k h\u0259r an sevgi s\u0259sl\u0259r,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

n\u0259 yaz\u0131qd\u0131 sevgisizl\u0259r<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 sev\u0259n k\u0259sl\u0259r,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

q\u0259min ad\u0131n h\u0259kk el\u0259m\u0259z.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

sevilirs\u0259 ruh b\u0259d\u0259nd\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

ba\u011flan\u0131rsan ruh\u0259n s\u0259n d\u0259.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Allah\u0131n\u0131 sev\u0259n b\u0259nd\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259 \u015f\u0259kk el\u0259m\u0259z.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

h\u0259sr\u0259t q\u0259lbin t\u0259kind\u0259dir,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00fcmid d\u0259rdi \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n\u0259dir.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

yax\u015f\u0131 bilir t\u0259klik n\u0259dir,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 bizi t\u0259k eyl\u0259m\u0259z.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Sevgid\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m, k\u00fclf\u0259tind\u0259n qorxuram. \u018fslind\u0259, \u201cQara q\u0131z\u201d anan\u0131n sevimli g\u0259lini, intellektli, ali t\u0259hsilli xan\u0131m, g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131n, qay\u011f\u0131ke\u015f anad\u0131r. \u00a0Soru\u015fmaq ist\u0259rdim,\u00a0 ilk m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t yaddan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rm\u0131? Oxuyacaqsa, susum\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, oxuyacaq.\u00a0 H\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f bir xatir\u0259, h\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f bir and yeri! Allah, nec\u0259 unudaq, nec\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259ri?! – des\u0259k d\u0259, unuduruq b\u0259z\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Bir az balalar\u0131n – ballar\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015f\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Atas\u0131 kimi h\u0259ssas Fatim\u0259 2-ci sinifd\u0259 oxuyur . \u018frk\u0259s\u00f6y\u00fcn Tuncay be\u015fya\u015fl\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Allah qorusun balalar\u0131n\u0131. Kitab da \u00f6vlad say\u0131l\u0131r, ne\u00e7\u0259 kitab\u0131n var?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Bir kitabim var 10-cu sinifd\u0259 oxuyanda \u00e7ixib. O vaxtlar m\u0259n\u0259 stimul vers\u0259 d\u0259, sonralar gizl\u0259dim o kitabi.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S\u0259nin \u015feirl\u0259rin ritmi il\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ox f\u0259rqlidir. \u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259n g\u0259lir, \u00fcr\u0259k d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rinin s\u0259si il\u0259. Bir s\u0259rb\u0259st \u015feirin var, onu s\u0259sl\u0259ndirim, sonra sual\u0131ma ke\u00e7id alacam: <\/strong><\/p>\n

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yen\u0259 yarpaq t\u00f6k\u00fcm\u00fc,\"74237776_484862135454081_4497581179892924416_n\"<\/a><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

yen\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kim y\u00fck\u00fcm\u00fc.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

durub boynub\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fc<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

s\u00f6z g\u00f6zl\u0259yir yarpaq m\u0259nd\u0259n.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

didilir\u0259m didim-didim-<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

a\u011fac m\u0259n\u0259m,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

buda\u011f m\u0259n\u0259m,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

bu ah m\u0259n\u0259m…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

g\u00f6zl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m ne\u00e7\u0259 yol,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259 yol.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

ruhum, m\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7i ol<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 qa\u00e7aq m\u0259nl\u0259<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

u\u00e7aq m\u0259nl\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

su\u00e7 ah, m\u0259nl\u0259…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

insan iki can ya\u015fay\u0131r,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

h\u0259yat \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

ha-ha-ha…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

eheeey…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

– bu d\u0259li m\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131r.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

iraq m\u0259nd\u0259n,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

iraq m\u0259nd\u0259n…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S\u0259rb\u0259st, s\u0259pkili \u015feir olsa da, burada s\u00f6zl\u0259rin, misralar\u0131n havas\u0131, s\u0259si, el\u0259 oynaqd\u0131r ki, bu \u015feir formas\u0131nda da s\u0259nin n\u0259f\u0259sini duyuruq. \u00a0\u201cBu d\u0259li m\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131r\u201d, deyirs\u0259n, \u015eairlik s\u0259nc\u0259 d\u0259 d\u0259lilikdi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ma d\u0259y\u0259r verdiyiniz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox minn\u0259tdaram. B\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259lilikl\u0259 ruhi x\u0259st\u0259liyi s\u0259hv sal\u0131r\u0131q. Bax\u0131n, M\u0259cnun ruhi x\u0259st\u0259 deyildi, d\u0259li idi – e\u015fq d\u0259lisi. D\u0259lilik a\u015fiqlikdir, h\u0259r \u015fairin i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir d\u0259lilik hayq\u0131rmaqdad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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\"73324315_2627734197456744_3548639543462723584_n\"<\/a>Deyirs\u0259n ki,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

m\u0259ni d\u0259 bir da\u015f apard\u0131<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

H\u0259llac da\u015flanan yerd\u0259n.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

m\u0259n s\u0259n oldum,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

m\u0259n s\u0259n oldum<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

e\u015fqin ba\u015flayan yerd\u0259n.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

ay tutuldu, g\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

g\u00f6z ba\u011fland\u0131, \u0259l a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

h\u0259r g\u00fcll\u0259d\u0259n g\u00fcl a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

k\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u0259 tu\u015flanan yerd\u0259n.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

ruhum qopdu f\u0259ryad kimi,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

k\u00f6rp\u00fc ke\u00e7dim sirat kimi,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

yan\u0131mdan \u00f6td\u00fcm yad kimi,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

cismim hu\u015flanan yerd\u0259..<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bir ba\u015f vurum<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

n\u0259 ulay\u0131m, n\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131m.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

qoyun gedib yuva qurum<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

ruhum xo\u015flayan yerd\u0259.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u015eair, bu \u015feirin b\u0259\u015f\u0259ri v\u0259 irfana sar\u0131 boylanan \u015feirdir. Ruhun xo\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yer irfanlar\u0131n ucald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerdir.\u00a0 O yer\u0259 \u00e7atmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sad\u0259d\u0259\u00a0 sevgi – insanl\u0131\u011fa, b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259t\u0259, Allaha, \u00f6vlada V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 v\u0259 s. olan sevgi b\u0259s etmirmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u0130rfani sevgiy\u0259 ged\u0259n yol bu sadalad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131zdan ke\u00e7ir. Amma:<\/p>\n

\u201cax\u0131 nec\u0259 sevm\u0259yim?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n getm\u0259yimdir<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

h\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259yim..\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u015eair, b\u00f6lg\u0259d\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat n\u0259 yerd\u0259di? M\u0259rk\u0259zd\u0259n \u00e7oxmu f\u0259rql\u0259nir?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u018fd\u0259biyyat el\u0259 b\u00f6lg\u0259d\u0259dir d\u0259. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin do\u011fu\u015funda, q\u00fcrubunda N\u0259siminin \u201c\u0259n\u0259lh\u0259qq\u201dini duymaq, qu\u015flar\u0131n s\u0259siyl\u0259 oyanmaq, otlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qa\u00e7maq, yarpaqlar\u0131n x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131nda x\u0131s\u0131n-x\u0131s\u0131n \u201chu\u201dlanmaq m\u0259hz \u0259d\u0259biyyatd\u0131r. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131m , s\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131m, dar\u0131xd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Bir \u015feirin var, “G\u00f6r s\u0259ni n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m” o \u015feiri dey\u0259rs\u0259nmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

sevgim yol sal\u0131bd\u0131r lap yerd\u0259n g\u00f6y\u0259.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

s\u0259ni \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m, de g\u00f6r\u00fcm, niy\u0259?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

g\u0259lib \u0259ll\u0259rimi qoxlay\u0131ram m\u0259n,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

s\u0259nin \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259ymi\u015fdi deye.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

-g\u00f6r s\u0259ni n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

g\u00f6zl\u0259rim t\u0259k s\u0259n\u0259 baxmaq ist\u0259yir.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

s\u0259n\u0259 baxanlar\u0131 y\u0131xmaq ist\u0259yir.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131na dolanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00fcr\u0259yim k\u00f6ks\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259yir.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

g\u00f6r s\u0259ni n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00fcmidl\u0259 gec\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xaq g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u0259.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

inan, s\u0259ninl\u0259y\u0259m h\u0259r an \u00fcz- \u00fcz\u0259.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 “g\u0259l” dem\u0259yinl\u0259<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

durub ayaqyal\u0131n qa\u00e7aram siz\u0259.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

– g\u00f6r s\u0259ni n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u015eair, t\u0259nqid\u00e7i-\u015fair M\u0259mm\u0259d Alimi nec\u0259 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rsan?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Az g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, s\u0259mimi mehriban adam idi.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Anar, T\u0131q-t\u0131q xan\u0131m g\u00f6z\u0259l idi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Tiq tiq xanimin s\u00f6hb\u0259timizl\u0259 n\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259si?<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 M\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259\u0259tt\u0259l\u0259m\u2026 El\u00e7in Aslangil dedi ki, \u201cAnar G\u00fcl\u00fcmsoyla s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fm\u0259yini ist\u0259rdim. Ondan soru\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcm, niy\u0259 a\u011fac\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcr? S\u0259ydi?\u201d \u00a0Onun sual\u0131na da q\u0131sa cavab ver\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n? <\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 El\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7ox da ba\u015f qo\u015fmay\u0131n. Ama m\u0259n a\u011faclar\u0131n ruhunu duya bilir\u0259m, n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 a\u011faclar\u0131 qad\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259dir\u0259m. Misal\u00e7\u00fcn, salxim s\u00f6y\u00fcdl\u0259r sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 yana t\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f qad\u0131n, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259n a\u011fac g\u0259linlik qiyaf\u0259sind\u0259ki qad\u0131n, x\u0259z\u0259ll\u0259\u015f\u0259n a\u011fac qay\u011f\u0131lara b\u00fck\u00fcl\u0259n qad\u0131n v\u0259 s.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra kiminl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259yimi ist\u0259rs\u0259n? V\u0259 o adama bir sual verm\u0259k h\u00fcququn var\u2026\"75328646_521861061702403_3403460573592027136_n\"<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 V\u00fcsal Hicranla. V\u00fcsal, yen\u0259 G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259n \u015e\u0259mkir\u0259 kimi qa\u00e7arsanmi?<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Anar m\u00fc\u0259llim, t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m m\u0259n\u0259 vaxt ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. \u015eair kimi s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flasaq da, cavablar\u0131n \u0259sil m\u0259mur cavablar\u0131 idi –\u00a0 q\u0131sa v\u0259 konkret. \u00c7ox minn\u0259tdaram, s\u0259nd\u0259n bir ricam var, lap b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259mur olanda (m\u0259n olmasam bel\u0259) bir \u0130rad\u0259 Aytel var idi dey\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u0130rad\u0259 Aytelimiz h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 var, olacaq da!<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 T\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcrl\u0259r!<\/strong><\/p>\n

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