{"id":13457,"date":"2019-11-21T01:22:16","date_gmt":"2019-11-20T21:22:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=13457"},"modified":"2019-11-21T01:22:16","modified_gmt":"2019-11-20T21:22:16","slug":"m%c9%99rahim-n%c9%99sib-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=13457","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259rahim N\u0259sib – \u201c\u015eeirl\u0259r\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"IMG-20191120-WA0195\"<\/a>Getdil\u0259r edaml\u0131q adamlar kimi,
\nBahar da g\u0259lm\u0259di, g\u00fcn d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131.
\nSonuncu \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k d\u0259 \u0259limd\u0259 soldu,
\n\u0130st\u0259dim bir k\u0259lm\u0259 qay\u0131t g\u0259l deyim,
\n\u00c7\u0131xd\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n dilimd\u0259 qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259n\u0259 baxmad\u0131m s\u0259nin,
\nDaha k\u00f6vr\u0259lm\u0259yi, f\u0259ryad\u0131 k\u0259sdim.
\nOta\u011f\u0131n h\u0259r k\u00fcnc\u00fc, h\u0259r yeri indi,
\nK\u00fclqab\u0131 qoxuyur, t\u00fct\u00fcn qoxuyur,
\nOlandan avara s\u0259rs\u0259ri indi.<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259 bird\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n.
\nG\u00f6yd\u0259n y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131rsan, yerd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n.
\nB\u0259la da g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u0259lir,
\nH\u0259r \u015feyi xeyir\u0259 yozsan da h\u0259r g\u00fcn,
\nYediyin, i\u00e7diyin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

\u018flac\u0131n k\u0259silir \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b gedirs\u0259n,
\nGedirs\u0259n, baxaraq ev\u0259-e\u015fiy\u0259,
\ntorpa\u011fa, s\u0259maya bax\u0131b gedirs\u0259n.
\nOnsuz da deyilki birinci d\u0259f\u0259,
\nQay\u0131d\u0131b m\u0259zardan ki\u00e7ik be\u015fiy\u0259,
\nBe\u015fikd\u0259n m\u0259zara \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b gedirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

*****<\/strong><\/p>\n

K\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcbbuyerl\u0259rd\u0259nuza\u011fagets\u0259m,
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 uzaqla\u015f\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259ldim.
\nBu d\u0259rdim, k\u0259d\u0259rim az imi\u015f kimi,
\nYeriyib d\u0259rdl\u0259rim dizim\u0259 g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

Dilim, dodaqlar\u0131m tutulub qal\u0131b,
\nDaha g\u00f6zl\u0259rim d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 baxm\u0131r.
\nDilimd\u0259n, k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259n unutmaq ke\u00e7ir,
\nDilim d\u0259, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm d\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 baxm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Zaman d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259md\u0259 donub s\u0259n olub,
\nEl\u0259 bil qurumu\u015f nar a\u011fac\u0131yam.
\nM\u0259n h\u0259r g\u00fcn as\u0131ram s\u0259ni g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n,
\n\u0130ntihar k\u00f6rp\u00fcs\u00fc, dar a\u011fac\u0131yam.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u00fcm-g\u00fcz\u0259ran\u0131m, i\u015fim dar\u0131xmaq,
\nBir d\u0259 ki, durmadan yaz\u0131ram s\u0259n\u0259.
\nH\u0259r ax\u015fam g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm yuxunu s\u0259h\u0259r,
\nTez suya dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b yozuram s\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259ni q\u0131nama, bel\u0259di sevgi,
\nYor\u011fun gec\u0259l\u0259rin qona\u011f\u0131yam m\u0259n.
\nG\u00fcnb\u0259g\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb qocalan d\u0259rdin,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 qay\u0131dan aya\u011f\u0131yam m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n icaz\u0259siz yazsam da s\u0259n\u0259,
\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015fla, t\u0259s\u0259llim ancaq \u015feirdi.
\nBu sevgi s\u0259ni d\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259k d\u0259li,
\nYen\u0259 fikirl\u0259rim bel\u0259 deyirdi.<\/p>\n

*****<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu yollar dola\u015f\u0131b ayaqlar\u0131ma,
\nTa g\u0259lmir s\u0259sin d\u0259 qulaqlar\u0131ma.
\nT\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm qonanda dodaqlar\u0131ma,
\nBildim ki, xo\u015fb\u0259xts\u0259n hardasa d\u00fcz\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Sevgimi gizl\u0259nib h\u00f6r\u00fckl\u0259rind\u0259?
\nB\u0259s n\u0259dir, s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr kiprikl\u0259rind\u0259n?!
\n\u0130ndi b\u0259tnind\u0259ki t\u0259pikl\u0259rin d\u0259,
\nG\u0259lib \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 d\u0259yir h\u0259r izi.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6n\u0259r\u0259m ba\u015f\u0131na s\u0259maz\u0259n kimi,
\nQara sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n d\u0259n kimi.
\nHe\u00e7 kimi sevm\u0259dim h\u0259l\u0259 s\u0259n kimi,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tdi dilimin s\u00f6z\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi d\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rsan durmadan g\u0259lim,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 qovu\u015fma\u011fa d\u0259rt deyil \u00f6l\u00fcm.
\nSusub dinm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 lal olmu\u015f dilim,
\nRuhuna bax\u0131rd\u0131 k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Sonuncu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fcn yaman dar\u0131xd\u0131m,
\nQ\u0259fild\u0259n s\u0259s g\u0259ldi, bax\u0131b kar\u0131xd\u0131m.
\nBu g\u00fcnd\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259tin saat\u0131n taxd\u0131m,
\nNeyn\u0259y\u0259k, sevm\u0259di b\u0259xtimiz bizi.<\/p>\n

*****<\/p>\n

El\u0259 yorulmu\u015fam, \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259ki
\nl\u0259k\u0259li-l\u0259k\u0259li q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar kimi.
\nYaman g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m g\u0259li\u015fl\u0259rini,
\n\u00dcmidsiz dikil\u0259n bax\u0131\u015flar kimi.<\/p>\n

Yorulduq, d\u00f6zm\u0259dik ta diz\u0259 g\u0259ldik,
\nBilmir\u0259m, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 biz g\u00f6z\u0259 g\u0259ldik.
\nG\u00f6r, ne\u00e7\u0259 il sonra \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259ldik,
\nG\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck amma ki, tan\u0131\u015flar kimi.<\/p>\n

Baxmad\u0131m \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 x\u0259cal\u0259timl\u0259,
\nHalbuki yan\u0131rd\u0131m m\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259tinl\u0259.
\n\u0130slans\u0131n \u00fcst-ba\u015f\u0131m m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tinl\u0259,
\nS\u0259p yen\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar kimi.<\/p>\n

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Yaz\u0131ya 809 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Getdil\u0259r edaml\u0131q adamlar kimi, Bahar da g\u0259lm\u0259di, g\u00fcn d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131. Sonuncu \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k d\u0259 \u0259limd\u0259 soldu, \u0130st\u0259dim bir k\u0259lm\u0259 qay\u0131t g\u0259l deyim, \u00c7\u0131xd\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n dilimd\u0259 qald\u0131. Bir d\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259n\u0259 baxmad\u0131m s\u0259nin, Daha k\u00f6vr\u0259lm\u0259yi, f\u0259ryad\u0131 k\u0259sdim. Ota\u011f\u0131n h\u0259r k\u00fcnc\u00fc, h\u0259r yeri indi, K\u00fclqab\u0131 qoxuyur, t\u00fct\u00fcn qoxuyur, Olandan avara s\u0259rs\u0259ri indi. D\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259 bird\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n. G\u00f6yd\u0259n y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131rsan, yerd\u0259n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13457"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13457"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13457\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13459,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13457\/revisions\/13459"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13457"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13457"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13457"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}