{"id":13542,"date":"2019-12-23T01:54:52","date_gmt":"2019-12-22T21:54:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=13542"},"modified":"2019-12-23T01:54:52","modified_gmt":"2019-12-22T21:54:52","slug":"gulbala-dadas-m%c9%99rhaba-ey-m%c9%99rh%c9%99m%c9%99tlim-mehribanim-m%c9%99rhaba-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=13542","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fclbala Dada\u015f &#8211; &#8220;M\u0259rhaba, ey m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tlim, mehriban\u0131m, m\u0259rhaba!&#8221; (\u015feirl\u0259r)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/G\u00fclbala-Dada\u015f.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-13543\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/G\u00fclbala-Dada\u015f-300x212.jpg\" alt=\"G\u00fclbala Dada\u015f\" width=\"300\" height=\"212\" \/><\/a>\u0130.N\u0259simiy\u0259 n\u0259zir\u0259<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259rhaba, ey m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tlim, mehriban\u0131m, m\u0259rhaba!<br \/>\nEy m\u0259nim \u00f6mr\u00fcm-g\u00fcn\u00fcm, ey cismi-can\u0131m, m\u0259rhaba!<br \/>\n.<br \/>\nYer s\u0259nindi, g\u00f6y s\u0259nin, ancaq bilinmir hardasan,<br \/>\nHarda olsan da, duyursan Lam\u0259kan\u0131m m\u0259rhaba!<br \/>\n.<br \/>\nEy s\u0259b\u0259bli, ey t\u0259sad\u00fcfl\u00fc cahan\u0131m, \u0259lvida!<br \/>\nEy s\u0259b\u0259bsiz ey t\u0259dad\u00fcfs\u00fcz cahan\u0131m, m\u0259rhaba!<br \/>\n.<br \/>\nDuydum ey can\u0131m, Can almaq k\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f s\u0259nin,<br \/>\nG\u0259ldim ey m\u00fcjgan\u0131 ox, qa\u015f\u0131-kaman\u0131m, m\u0259rhaba!<br \/>\n.<br \/>\nPar\u00e7aland\u0131 l\u0259bl\u0259rin \u015f\u00f6vqiyle q\u0259lbim q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259 t\u0259k,<br \/>\nA\u015fgar oldu, qalmad\u0131 sirri-nihan\u0131m, &#8220;m\u0259rhaba&#8221;!<br \/>\n.<\/p>\n<p>Getdi q\u0131\u015f, g\u0259ldi bahar, torpaq oyand\u0131 uy\u011fudan,<br \/>\nAy \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, g\u00fcn d\u0259 do\u011fur, ey asiman\u0131m, m\u0259rhaba!<br \/>\n.<br \/>\nG\u00fcn ni\u015fangahd\u0131r Dada\u015f\u00e7\u00fcn, ay da s\u0259nd\u0259n bir ni\u015fan,<br \/>\nEy ni\u015fangah\u0131m g\u00fcn ayd\u0131n, ey ni\u015fan\u0131m, m\u0259rhaba!<br \/>\n.<br \/>\n2019<br \/>\n***<br \/>\nBir yol yolum ol naz el\u0259y\u0259n yar\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259,<br \/>\nNaz\u0131n \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259m, q\u0259lbim\u0259 min yar\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259!<br \/>\n.<\/p>\n<p>X\u0259st\u0259 sa\u011falar lo\u011fman \u0259lac\u0131yla, t\u0259bibim,<br \/>\nV\u0259slins\u0259 d\u0259vad\u0131r m\u0259ni-bimar\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259.<br \/>\n.<br \/>\nAyd\u0131n gec\u0259l\u0259r z\u00fclm\u0259t olar nurlu g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259,<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn n\u0259z\u0259rimd\u0259n g\u0259l o mehpar\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259.<br \/>\n.<br \/>\nE\u015fq at\u0259\u015fi q\u0259lbimd\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n d\u0259 alovlu,<br \/>\nAl\u0259m yanar, ondan yer\u0259 bir par\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259.<br \/>\n.<br \/>\n\u0259sdi d\u0259li-r\u00fczgar, el\u0259di h\u0259r \u015feyi alt-\u00fcst,<br \/>\nR\u00fczgar \u00f6z\u00fc neyn\u0259r, bel\u0259 r\u00fczgar\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259?!<br \/>\n.<br \/>\nDaim Dada\u015f\u0131 saxla \u0259zizim, n\u0259z\u0259rind\u0259,<br \/>\nYoxsa yox olar ordan o bi\u00e7ar\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259.<br \/>\n.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\n.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259mi g\u00f6z\u00fcm axtar\u0131r,<br \/>\nG\u0259z\u0259k dey\u0259 yalvar\u0131r.<br \/>\nQar\u015f\u0131mda yol qurtar\u0131r,<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m y\u00fcz\u00fclmek<\/p>\n<p>Gedim \u015firin r\u00f6yaya,<br \/>\nSalam verim s\u0259maya.<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m d\u00fcnyaya,<br \/>\nBa\u011fl\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 baxmaq.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259sr\u0259t v\u00fcsaldan \u00fcst\u00fcn,<br \/>\nH\u0259m d\u00fcn\u0259n, h\u0259m d\u0259 bu gun.<br \/>\nH\u0259r zaman s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,<br \/>\n\u00c7ox g\u00f6z\u0259ldi dar\u0131xmaq&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&lt;&lt;&gt;&gt;<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259fn etdim uzaqda xatir\u0259l\u0259ri,<br \/>\n&#8220;Xatir\u0259&#8221; s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ac\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir.<br \/>\n\u018fskimi\u015f k\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259dis\u0259,<br \/>\nOnu ist\u0259kl\u0259rim \u00e7ox do\u011fma bilir.<\/p>\n<p>Tikmi\u015f\u0259m g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6zg\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259!<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n d\u0259rin yerind\u0259 bel\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcr \u00fcmidl\u0259rim arzular\u0131mla,<br \/>\nBat\u0131b, bo\u011fulmay\u0131b he\u00e7 biri h\u0259l\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Qad\u0131nlar q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131r, &#8220;ki\u015fil\u0259r&#8221; susur,<br \/>\nT\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r da\u011f olur, da\u011flar al\u00e7al\u0131r.<br \/>\nHayana gedirs\u0259n, h\u0259r yerd\u0259 bel\u0259;<br \/>\nBir n\u0259f\u0259r oynay\u0131r, ham\u0131 \u0259l \u00e7al\u0131r&#8230;<br \/>\n&lt;&lt;&gt;&gt;<\/p>\n<p>M\u018fRY\u018fM\u0130N Q\u018fZ\u018fB\u0130<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f q\u0259zaya u\u011fray\u0131b&#8230;<br \/>\nEhtirasl\u0131 buludlar q\u00fcsl al\u0131r.<br \/>\nS\u0259ma d\u0259nizi yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r m\u0259n\u0259.<br \/>\nM\u0259ry\u0259min q\u0259z\u0259bin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n qad\u0131nlar<br \/>\n\u0130san\u0131n \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n b\u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131b.<br \/>\nAllah\u0131n qan\u0131 qara vaxt\u0131na tu\u015f g\u0259ldi<br \/>\n\u201cgunah\u201ds\u0131z ki\u015fil\u0259r&#8230;<br \/>\nEdam edildil\u0259r!<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259dim-<br \/>\ns\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<br \/>\nAzd\u0131m.<br \/>\n\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 m\u0259ktub yazd\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>\nONA salam verdim,<br \/>\nham\u0131ya \u0259lvida dedim..<br \/>\n&lt;&lt;&gt;&gt;<br \/>\n2014<\/p>\n<p>~~2~~<\/p>\n<p>25.11.AFRGO,<br \/>\nA.n\u0131n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t ve s\u0259xav\u0259tind\u0259n,<br \/>\nF.n\u0131n m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t v\u0259 s\u0259daq\u0259tind\u0259n yaratd\u0131 Yaradan s\u0259n halal nem\u0259ti&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>25.11.AFRGO,<br \/>\nN\u0259 onun kimis\u0259n,<br \/>\nn\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259nim kimi.<br \/>\nHec kim\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259mirs\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnki he\u00e7 k\u0259si yams\u0131lam\u0131rsan.<br \/>\nOldu\u011fun kimis\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>25.11.AFRGO,<br \/>\nNoyabrla Dekabr aras\u0131nda<br \/>\nHer zaman ba\u015f ver\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k<br \/>\nM\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 hesablanm\u0131\u015f s\u00fclhs\u0259n.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni Fevrala May ke\u015ff edib&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>25.11AFRGO,<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7ox var,<br \/>\nk\u00fcl\u0259k ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6y\u0259-d\u00f6y\u0259 qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259mizl\u0259dir&#8230;<br \/>\nM\u0259nis\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 olan arzular\u0131m iblisin zaman ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131,<br \/>\nZamans\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa apard\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nAllah\u0131n oldu\u011fu yerl\u0259rd\u0259n birin\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>25.11AFRGO,<br \/>\nZamans\u0131zl\u0131qda el\u0259 bildim itirdim arzular\u0131m\u0131, ilk c\u00fcml\u0259sini ya\u015faya bilm\u0259diyim taleyim kimi&#8230;<br \/>\n\u018fvv\u0259l \u0130san\u0131n qoxusunu hiss etdim,<br \/>\nSonra arzular\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 dolduqunu anlad\u0131m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>25.11AFRGO,<br \/>\nAllahdan 2 \u015fey ist\u0259dim:<br \/>\n1.G\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259ki arzular<br \/>\ng\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f kimi batmas\u0131n.<br \/>\nS\u0259nin h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n hiss\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7evrilsin&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>25.11AFRGO,<br \/>\n2. S\u0259n\u0259 90 il firavan \u00f6m\u00fcr ist\u0259dim, arzusuz.<br \/>\nM\u0259ni zamana t\u0259r\u0259f yola salan<br \/>\nZamans\u0131zl\u0131, dedi ki, yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq &#8230;<br \/>\nZaman\u0131m\u0131 yuxumdan savay\u0131<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 v\u0259 he\u00e7 kim\u0259<br \/>\netibar etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>25.11AFRGO,<br \/>\nT\u0259brikl\u0259r..!<br \/>\nDekabrda s\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259<br \/>\n84 ya\u015f arzu ed\u0259rs\u0259n.<br \/>\nYad\u0131nda olsa&#8230;<br \/>\n&lt;&lt;&gt;&gt;<br \/>\n2019<\/p>\n<p>~~3~~<\/p>\n<p>Bu sabah<br \/>\nbir ne\u00e7e g\u00fcnah<br \/>\nmen ve Allah g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck.<br \/>\n\u00d6td\u00fc aram\u0131zdan bir \u00e7\u00fct qa\u011fay\u0131,<br \/>\nyaln\u0131z, mavi bata\u011fl\u0131qdak\u0131 g\u00f6yer\u00e7inlerden savay\u0131,<br \/>\nKimse g\u00f6rmedi bizi&#8230;<br \/>\n&lt;&lt;&gt;&gt;<br \/>\n2015<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"13542\">Yaz\u0131ya 776 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u0130.N\u0259simiy\u0259 n\u0259zir\u0259 M\u0259rhaba, ey m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tlim, mehriban\u0131m, m\u0259rhaba! Ey m\u0259nim \u00f6mr\u00fcm-g\u00fcn\u00fcm, ey cismi-can\u0131m, m\u0259rhaba! . Yer s\u0259nindi, g\u00f6y s\u0259nin, ancaq bilinmir hardasan, Harda olsan da, duyursan Lam\u0259kan\u0131m m\u0259rhaba! . Ey s\u0259b\u0259bli, ey t\u0259sad\u00fcfl\u00fc cahan\u0131m, \u0259lvida! Ey s\u0259b\u0259bsiz ey t\u0259dad\u00fcfs\u00fcz cahan\u0131m, m\u0259rhaba! . Duydum ey can\u0131m, Can almaq k\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f s\u0259nin, G\u0259ldim ey m\u00fcjgan\u0131 ox, qa\u015f\u0131-kaman\u0131m, m\u0259rhaba! 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