{"id":13739,"date":"2020-03-11T23:29:19","date_gmt":"2020-03-11T19:29:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=13739"},"modified":"2020-03-11T23:29:19","modified_gmt":"2020-03-11T19:29:19","slug":"%c9%99bulf%c9%99t-m%c9%99d%c9%99toglu-m%c9%99ni-d%c9%99li-ed%c9%99n-d%c9%99li-kul%c9%99k","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=13739","title":{"rendered":"\u018fb\u00fclf\u0259t M\u0259d\u0259to\u011flu – “M\u0259ni d\u0259li ed\u0259n “D\u0259li K\u00fcl\u0259k”"},"content":{"rendered":"
\"sona<\/a>\u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr bir \u015feirin t\u0259sirind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xa bilmir\u0259m… \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, elimd\u0259n, evimd\u0259n indi did\u0259rgin d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m… \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, \u015eu\u015fa indi i\u015f\u011fal olunub, Tu\u011f indi yand\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b… Xocal\u0131n\u0131n ah-nal\u0259si g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 indi b\u00fcl\u0259nd olub… V\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr ki, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 yer tapa bilm\u0259diyim m\u0259qam\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 o \u015feiri t\u0259krar-t\u0259krar oxuyuram. \u00c7\u00fcnki o \u015feird\u0259ki b\u00fct\u00fcn ovqat, b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u0259svir v\u0259 poetik yana\u015fma dupdurudu, canl\u0131d\u0131, dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r m\u0259nl\u0259. H\u0259tta yaxamdan tutub silk\u0259l\u0259yir, h\u0259tta \u00fcr\u0259yimin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n bas\u0131r. V\u0259 o caynaqlar s\u0131xd\u0131qca \u00fcr\u0259yim t\u0259kc\u0259 g\u00f6yn\u0259mir, h\u0259tta qanay\u0131r, h\u0259m d\u0259 qan a\u011flay\u0131r…<\/div>\n
\u00a0“\u018fd\u0259biyyat\u201d q\u0259zetinin son say\u0131nda Sona V\u0259liyevan\u0131n “D\u0259li k\u00fcl\u0259k\u201d \u015feirini oxuyub ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ovqat\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn birc\u0259 yol tapd\u0131m. O da h\u0259min o ya\u015fant\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e7evirm\u0259k, oxucu il\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k idi. M\u0259n d\u0259 el\u0259 bu imkandan yararlan\u0131b \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc bilgisayara tutdum v\u0259…<\/div>\n
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\u00a0B\u0259ri ba\u015fdan deyim ki, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n h\u0259r yerind\u0259, o c\u00fcml\u0259d\u0259n Bak\u0131da da, h\u0259tta ruhum dola\u015fan Qaraba\u011fda da h\u0259r g\u00fcn k\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259sir. H\u0259r g\u00fcn d\u0259 o k\u00fcl\u0259k a\u011faclar\u0131 qam\u00e7\u0131lay\u0131r, onlar\u0131n yarpaqlar\u0131n\u0131 yolur. H\u0259tta b\u0259z\u0259n z\u0259rif qanadlar\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131b at\u0131r yer\u0259. V\u0259 biz d\u0259 bunu g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck. Amma o g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc, o \u0259s\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259yi, o \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131lan budaqlar\u0131, o yolunan yarpaqlar\u0131 bu \u015feird\u0259ki kimi duymuruq, ya\u015fam\u0131r\u0131q. Sona xan\u0131m V\u0259liyeva is\u0259 bunu ya\u015fay\u0131b v\u0259 ya\u015fatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 hopdurdu ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 ya\u015fayas\u0131 oldum. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, k\u00fcl\u0259k d\u0259lic\u0259sin\u0259 yarpa\u011f\u0131 qopar\u0131r. V\u0259 sonra onu d\u0259lic\u0259sin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb \u00f6z qanadlar\u0131nda buda\u011f\u0131ndan, a\u011fac\u0131ndan \u00e7ox-\u00e7ox uzaqlara apar\u0131b at\u0131r. Yarpaq yad qap\u0131da, yad \u00fcnvanda b\u00fcz\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb tapdalan\u0131r. Nec\u0259 ki, bizi oca\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdanqovdular, elsiz-obas\u0131z qald\u0131q, k\u00f6k\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n uzaq d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, tan\u0131y\u0131b-tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z qap\u0131lara \u00fcz tutduq. Boynumuz b\u00fck\u00fcld\u00fc, q\u0259lbimiz s\u0131nd\u0131, ruhumuz a\u011flad\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki dey\u0259 bilm\u0259dik “dayan, ay nam\u0259rd!\u201d. Amma Sona V\u0259liyeva \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc k\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259 tutub dedi:<\/div>\n
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Dayan, dayan d\u0259li k\u00fcl\u0259k,<\/div>\n
a\u011facdan ayr\u0131lan k\u00f6vr\u0259k,<\/div>\n
\u00fcrk\u0259k yarpaqlar\u0131 h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259<\/div>\n
qovma bel\u0259!<\/div>\n
Dayan, dayan,<\/div>\n
d\u0259li k\u00fcl\u0259k…<\/div>\n
Anas\u0131ndan, v\u0259t\u0259nind\u0259n,<\/div>\n
elind\u0259n, obas\u0131ndan<\/div>\n
ay\u0131rma,<\/div>\n
k\u00f6rp\u0259, tifil<\/div>\n
yarpaqlar\u0131…<\/div>\n
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\u00a0B\u0259li, bax bu m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r bir-birini tamamlayan bir r\u0259sm \u0259s\u0259ridir. A\u011fac v\u0259 ondan d\u0259li k\u00fcl\u0259yin al\u0131b apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 yarpaq… H\u0259min m\u0259qam h\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259nim k\u0259ndimdi v\u0259 bir d\u0259 ondan uzaq d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n… qovulan m\u0259n! Kims\u0259 r\u0259hm etmir n\u0259 tifilliym\u0259, n\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259liyim\u0259, n\u0259 d\u0259 varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma… V\u0259 m\u0259n bunu tale yaz\u0131s\u0131 adland\u0131rma\u011fa c\u0259hd ets\u0259m d\u0259 inand\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 g\u0259lmir. Ax\u0131 \u00f6z k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259, \u00f6z k\u00f6lg\u0259sinin alt\u0131nda o q\u0259d\u0259r x\u0259z\u0259l olan yarpaqlar var ki… N\u0259d\u0259n m\u0259nim taleyim\u0259 bu ac\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259liydi?! Bu suala cavab tapmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yen\u0259 \u015feir\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131ram.<\/div>\n
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“Tale yaz\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r\u201d \u2013 deyib,<\/div>\n
pay\u0131z ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na<\/div>\n
yarpaq “q\u0131r\u011f\u0131n\u0131na\u201d,<\/div>\n
q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259<\/div>\n
\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131yma<\/div>\n
bu yarpaqlar\u0131n.<\/div>\n
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\u00a0Amma kimdi buna qulaq asan, kimdi bunu \u015feirin m\u00fc\u0259llifi kimi duyan, anlayan? Varm\u0131?! T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, do\u011fmalar\u0131m\u0131n az qala b\u00fct\u00fcn Az\u0259rbaycanda m\u0259zar yeri var \u2013 Bak\u0131da, L\u0259nk\u0259randa, Beyl\u0259qanda, Sumqay\u0131tda v\u0259 s. Bax, bu m\u0259zarlar\u0131 ziyar\u0259t etm\u0259k d\u0259 art\u0131q problemdi. Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcc qalmay\u0131bd\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259nalarda. M\u0259hz buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259…<\/div>\n
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Arxas\u0131nca<\/div>\n
qopard\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u015f\u00fcv\u0259nini, haray\u0131n\u0131<\/div>\n
e\u015fitdinmi a\u011fac anan\u0131n.<\/div>\n
Qa\u00e7q\u0131n, k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn taleyini<\/div>\n
yad a\u011fac qap\u0131s\u0131nda<\/div>\n
urvats\u0131z \u00f6lm\u0259yi,<\/div>\n
do\u011fmalars\u0131z,<\/div>\n
elsiz,<\/div>\n
g\u00fcns\u00fcz<\/div>\n
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d\u0259fn olma\u011f\u0131 q\u0131yma bu yarapqlara,<\/div>\n
D\u0259li k\u00fcl\u0259k.<\/div>\n
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Onsuz da d\u0259rdimiz, \u00e7oxdu,<\/div>\n
dayan bir az,<\/div>\n
toxta g\u00f6r\u0259k!<\/div>\n
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\u00a0H\u0259, bax el\u0259 m\u0259ni d\u0259 d\u0259li ed\u0259n bu m\u0259ntiqdi, bu ger\u00e7\u0259kdi, bu reall\u0131\u011f\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f r\u0259smidi. V\u0259 bir d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, bu \u015feiri yazan \u015fairin \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 el\u0259 o ger\u00e7\u0259klikl\u0259rin i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259ki s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131dan qurtulmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259hz ka\u011f\u0131za, q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 \u00fcz tutub, onlar\u0131 \u015feir\u0259 \u00e7evirib, m\u0259niml\u0259, biziml\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, a\u011flayan ruhumuza t\u0259p\u0259r verm\u0259k ist\u0259yibdi!..<\/div>\n
\u00a0G\u00f6z\u0259l \u015feiridi, Sona xan\u0131m! M\u0259n bu \u015feirin ruhuna v\u0259 sizin q\u0259l\u0259miniz\u0259 d\u0259rin t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Allah qorusun!<\/div>\n
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\u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr bir \u015feirin t\u0259sirind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xa bilmir\u0259m… \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, elimd\u0259n, evimd\u0259n indi did\u0259rgin d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m… \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, \u015eu\u015fa indi i\u015f\u011fal olunub, Tu\u011f indi yand\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b… Xocal\u0131n\u0131n ah-nal\u0259si g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 indi b\u00fcl\u0259nd olub… V\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr ki, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 yer tapa bilm\u0259diyim m\u0259qam\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 o \u015feiri t\u0259krar-t\u0259krar oxuyuram. \u00c7\u00fcnki o […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[17,3,21],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13739"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13739"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13739\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13740,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13739\/revisions\/13740"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13739"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13739"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13739"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}