{"id":13890,"date":"2020-04-24T18:16:09","date_gmt":"2020-04-24T13:16:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=13890"},"modified":"2020-04-24T18:16:09","modified_gmt":"2020-04-24T13:16:09","slug":"musa-%c9%99l%c9%99kb%c9%99rli-salam-yetmis-yasim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=13890","title":{"rendered":"Musa \u018fl\u0259kb\u0259rli &#8211; &#8220;SALAM, YETM\u0130\u015e YA\u015eIM&#8230;&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"color: #1c1e21;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/musa-\u0259.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-13891\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/musa-\u0259-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"musa \u0259\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/musa-\u0259-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/musa-\u0259-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/musa-\u0259-50x50.jpg 50w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/musa-\u0259.jpg 618w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>25 aprel \u015fair, filoloq\u00a0<span style=\"color: #222222;\">Musa \u018fl\u0259kb\u0259rlinin do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr.\u00a0 O, 1950-ci ild\u0259\u00a0<\/span><a style=\"color: #0b0080;\" title=\"G\u0259d\u0259b\u0259y rayonu\" href=\"https:\/\/az.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/G%C9%99d%C9%99b%C9%99y_rayonu\">G\u0259d\u0259b\u0259y rayonunun<\/a><span style=\"color: #222222;\">\u00a0Ataxal k\u0259ndind\u0259 anadan olub. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi B\u00f6y\u00fck Qaramurad k\u0259ndind\u0259 bitirib.<\/span><span style=\"color: #222222;\">\u00a0ADU-nin filologiya fak\u00fclt\u0259sini bitirib. G\u0259nclik n\u0259\u015friyyat\u0131nda yeniyetm\u0259l\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259d\u0259biyyat redaksiyas\u0131n\u0131n redaktoru v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yib. \u018fd\u0259bi f\u0259aliyy\u0259t\u0259 orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxuyark\u0259n ba\u015flay\u0131b. \u201cP\u0259rvan\u0259 \u201d \u0259d\u0259bi d\u0259rn\u0259yinin r\u0259hb\u0259ri olub. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259l\u0259r edib. \u201cM\u0259nd\u0259n \u015fer ist\u0259\u201d, \u201c\u00dcr\u0259yimin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda\u201d, \u201cB\u0259lk\u0259 bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck\u201d, \u201cG\u00f6zl\u0259rim yol \u00e7\u0259kir\u201d, \u201cAydan\u0131m ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131\u201d, \u201cG\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 a\u011flayan bulud\u201d v\u0259 s. kitablar\u0131n m\u00fc\u0259llifidir. Bir \u00e7ox kitablar\u0131n redaktoru olub, \u00f6n s\u00f6zyaz\u0131b. Haz\u0131rda \u0259d\u0259bi yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 davam etdirir. \u201c\u015eur\u201d n\u0259\u015friyyat\u0131n\u0131n direktorudur.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1c1e21;\">Musa \u018fl\u0259kb\u0259rlini\u00a0bu m\u00fcbar\u0259k g\u00fcn m\u00fcnasib\u0259til\u0259 t\u0259brik edir, sa\u011flam, g\u00fcmrah \u00f6m\u00fcr arzulay\u0131r\u0131q. T\u0259qdim etdiyimiz \u015feirl\u0259r \u015fairin yeni yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259ridir.<\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #1c1e21;\">Salam yetmi\u015f ya\u015f\u0131m, ay \u00fcz\u00fc nurlum,<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u0259-g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259 xo\u015f g\u0259ldin, salam.<br \/>\nAy sevda h\u0259v\u0259slim, \u015feir q\u00fcrurlum<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nYad\u0131ma sald\u0131n ki, m\u0259n a\u011fsaqqalam.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\" style=\"color: #1c1e21;\">\n<p>D\u00fcz\u00fc qocal\u0131qdan bir az hal\u0131yam,<br \/>\nYuxusuz gec\u0259m var \u2013 fikir tar\u0131m\u0131.<br \/>\nDaha m\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb da\u015f\u0131nmal\u0131yam,<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00e7\u00fcb-bi\u00e7m\u0259liy\u0259m add\u0131mlar\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259l m\u0259ni a\u011f\u0131lla, kamalla dinl\u0259,<br \/>\nA\u011f\u0131ls\u0131z fikrimin yolunu k\u0259sim.<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 yetmi\u015f d\u0259f\u0259 art\u0131b s\u0259ninl\u0259<br \/>\nSevilm\u0259k ist\u0259yim, sevm\u0259k h\u0259v\u0259sim.<\/p>\n<p>Hardand\u0131 de s\u0259nd\u0259 bu od, bu at\u0259\u015f,<br \/>\nB\u0259s niy\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r indi yan durur?<br \/>\nSon bahar q\u00fcruba yollanan g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f<br \/>\nYand\u0131r\u0131r, bir az da art\u0131q yand\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259l\u0259 yet\u0259rinc\u0259 a\u015f\u0131b-da\u015fmam\u0131\u015f<br \/>\nX\u0259zan yeli kimi \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259 \u0259sdin.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n g\u0259ncliyiml\u0259 vidala\u015fmam\u0131\u015f<br \/>\nT\u0259l\u0259sik qap\u0131m\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sdin.<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259rif\u0259 q\u0259rq edim, \u00f6y\u00fcm n\u0259yini?<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t, n\u0259 \u015fan g\u0259tirdin.<br \/>\nBir k\u0259nd u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n saf \u00fcr\u0259yini<br \/>\nAh\u0131l bir qocaya ni\u015fan g\u0259tirdin.<\/p>\n<p>Sorma n\u0259 qazand\u0131m, dem\u0259 n\u0259yim var?..<br \/>\nYazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feirl\u0259r bard\u0131, b\u0259h\u0259rdi.<br \/>\nEni\u015fd\u0259, yoxu\u015fda b\u00fcdr\u0259m\u0259yim var,<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259n o t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 yol n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259rdi?!<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259ryalar, \u00fcmmanlar \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b qar\u015f\u0131ma,<br \/>\nQorxum yox, xilaskar Nuhla g\u0259libs\u0259n.<br \/>\nSa\u011flam can n\u0259 g\u0259zir, ondan dan\u0131\u015fma,<br \/>\nSa\u011flam ovqat, sa\u011flam ruhla g\u0259libs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131nda bir d\u00fcnya fikir y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nQaraba\u011f dey\u0259nd\u0259 dolur g\u00f6zl\u0259rin.<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259n ist\u0259yini, torpaq yan\u011f\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\nRuhu ya\u015fadacaq M\u00fcbarizl\u0259rin.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6m\u00fcr ilahid\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n baratd\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00c7ox \u015fey\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131san, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcns\u0259k d\u0259rin.<br \/>\nYetdiyin arzular da\u011fm\u0131 yaratd\u0131,<br \/>\nSin\u0259nd\u0259 da\u011f olsun yetm\u0259dikl\u0259rin?!<\/p>\n<p>Salam yetmi\u015f ya\u015f\u0131m, ay \u00fcz\u00fc nurlum,<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u0259-g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259 xo\u015f g\u0259ldin, salam!<br \/>\nAy sevda h\u0259v\u0259slim, \u015feir q\u00fcrurlum<br \/>\nYad\u0131ma sald\u0131n ki, m\u0259n a\u011fsaqqalam.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 dem\u0259kdir<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nd\u0259n sevgi uman k\u0259s\u0259<br \/>\nBigan\u0259lik n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir?<br \/>\nKa\u015f bil\u0259ydin sevm\u0259k n\u0259dir<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nDivan\u0259lik n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir?<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>Bu ya\u015f\u0131nda niy\u0259 t\u0259ks\u0259n<br \/>\nSevgisizmi \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbin\u0259 bax g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n<br \/>\nViran\u0259lik n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir.<\/p>\n<p>E\u015fqind\u0259n d\u00f6n\u0259n deyildin,<br \/>\nYand\u0131nsa s\u00f6n\u0259n deyildin.<br \/>\nAy pir olmu\u015f, ax\u0131r bildin<br \/>\nPiran\u0259lik n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir!<\/p>\n<p>O k\u00f6zl\u0259n\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259ti yor,<br \/>\nSin\u0259nd\u0259di sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 qor.<br \/>\nKims\u0259d\u0259n yox, Musadan sor,<br \/>\nP\u0259rvan\u0259lik n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir!<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Bu \u00f6mr\u00fc<\/p>\n<p>F\u0259rqin\u0259 varmad\u0131m \u00f6t\u0259n ill\u0259rin,<br \/>\nD\u0259li k\u00f6hl\u0259n kimi \u00e7apd\u0131m bu \u00f6mr\u00fc.<br \/>\nQorxunc bir u\u00e7qunun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndayam \u2013<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nA\u011fr\u0131da-ac\u0131da tapd\u0131m bu \u00f6mr\u00fc.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>Sevilm\u0259k ist\u0259yim nec\u0259 zor oldu,<br \/>\nE\u015fqin at\u0259\u015find\u0259n sin\u0259m qor oldu.<br \/>\nH\u0259d\u0259fd\u0259n yay\u0131nan g\u00f6z\u00fcm tor oldu,<br \/>\nGah sa\u011fa, gah sola sapd\u0131m bu \u00f6mr\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259k h\u00f6km ed\u0259nd\u0259 ilham g\u0259lm\u0259di,<br \/>\nM\u0259n dey\u0259n ist\u0259y\u0259 o y\u00fcks\u0259lm\u0259di.<br \/>\nH\u0259yatdan qazanc\u0131m be\u015f-on k\u0259lm\u0259di,<br \/>\nBe\u015f-alt\u0131 kitaba yapd\u0131m bu \u00f6mr\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n piyada oldum, ehtiyac atl\u0131,<br \/>\nBoy ver\u0259n arzumu o q\u0131rd\u0131-\u00e7atd\u0131.<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131nda ilan da yatd\u0131,<br \/>\n\u018fjdaha a\u011fz\u0131ndan qapd\u0131m bu \u00f6mr\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>X\u0259zan yarpa\u011f\u0131t\u0259k yell\u0259nm\u0259kd\u0259di,<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015fs\u0259 k\u00fcnc-bucaqda k\u00fcll\u0259nm\u0259kd\u0259di.<br \/>\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n g\u00f6ll\u0259nm\u0259kd\u0259di,<br \/>\n\u00dcmmanlar qoynuna atd\u0131m bu \u00f6mr\u00fc!<\/p>\n<p>Yanvar 2020<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>S\u00d6Z\u00dc<\/p>\n<p>\u015eeirim\u0259, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 k\u0259silib ya\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nHissimi, duy\u011fumu qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131ran var.<br \/>\nYalan s\u00f6z g\u0259zdirib, ara vurma\u011f\u0131,<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\n\u00d6z \u201cki\u015fi\u201d ad\u0131na yara\u015fd\u0131ran var.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>Ara vuran, t\u0259l\u0259 quran nam\u0259rd\u0259<br \/>\n\u0130nanm\u0131ram \u00e7atar olsun m\u0259rd s\u00f6z\u00fc.<br \/>\nBel\u0259sin\u0259 ki\u015fi ad\u0131 haramd\u0131,<br \/>\nBundan art\u0131q nec\u0259 deyim s\u0259rt s\u00f6z\u00fc?!<\/p>\n<p>Dilimd\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcrs\u0259 alova, k\u00f6z\u0259,<br \/>\nBir sirri-xudad\u0131r, n\u0259 deyim s\u00f6z\u0259?<br \/>\nBu bir d\u0259rd olursa pax\u0131l darg\u00f6z\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u0259r\u0259k s\u0259nd\u0259n uzaq olsun d\u0259rd s\u00f6z\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m he\u00e7 bu s\u00f6hb\u0259t uzans\u0131n,<br \/>\nPisl\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tin pisliyind\u0259n usans\u0131n.<br \/>\nQoy ilhaml\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n utans\u0131n,<br \/>\n\u0130lhams\u0131z\u0131n pe\u015fman s\u00f6z\u00fc, p\u0259rt s\u00f6z\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259d fikird\u0259n beyinl\u0259r\u0259 qan s\u0131zd\u0131,<br \/>\nHaqq s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, ya\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xan qans\u0131zd\u0131.<br \/>\nDiqq\u0259t el\u0259 g\u00f6r canl\u0131d\u0131, cans\u0131zd\u0131<br \/>\nS\u0131naq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir yerind\u0259n \u00e7\u0259rt s\u00f6z\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Hirslis\u0259ns\u0259 bulaq suyu i\u00e7, Musa,<br \/>\nQan qaraldan bu s\u00f6hb\u0259td\u0259n ke\u00e7, Musa.<br \/>\nS\u0259n s\u00f6zl\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u0259lini se\u00e7, Musa,<br \/>\nYax\u0131n qoyma qaba s\u00f6z\u00fc, qart s\u00f6z\u00fc!<\/p>\n<p>Yanvar 2020<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>GED\u0130M<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6nl\u00fcm g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 olsa da mail,<br \/>\nQism\u0259t deyil\u0259n\u0259 qail\u0259m, qail.<br \/>\nBir \u015f\u0259rtim var can\u0131m-g\u00f6z\u00fcm \u0259zray\u0131l,<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr boyu g\u0259zdiyimi tap, gedim.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>O q\u0259d\u0259r ki, inaml\u0131yam sabaha,<br \/>\nDo\u011fulma\u011fa g\u00fcman\u0131m var bir daha.<br \/>\nSidq-\u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 yalvar\u0131ram Allaha<br \/>\nD\u0259rgah\u0131na sa\u011flam gedim, saf gedim.<\/p>\n<p>Do\u011fan g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f, b\u0259s m\u0259n niy\u0259 do\u011fuldum<br \/>\nAxar \u00e7aylar, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n so\u011fuldum.<br \/>\nAman h\u0259yat, adilikd\u0259n bo\u011fuldum<br \/>\nQeyri-adi bir m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 yap, gedim.<\/p>\n<p>Yadda\u015f\u0131mda F\u00fczulit\u0259k dahi var,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 M\u0259cnunlar\u0131n ah\u0131 var.<br \/>\nDa\u011f dal\u0131nda \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n ahu var<br \/>\nTi\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr, qayalar\u0131 \u00e7ap, gedim.<\/p>\n<p>Bu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr, kim y\u0131x\u0131la, kim y\u0131xa,<br \/>\nD\u00f6z\u0259c\u0259kmi?! \u2013 d\u0259rd amans\u0131z, q\u0259lb yuxa&#8230;<br \/>\nDuy\u011fular\u0131m \u00e7\u0259kildikc\u0259 \u00e7arm\u0131xa<br \/>\nSin\u0259m \u00fcst\u0259 s\u0131ralans\u0131n Qaf gedim.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fld\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 f\u00fcrs\u0259t\u0259<br \/>\nM\u0259n yand\u0131qca V\u0259t\u0259n d\u00f6n\u00fcr q\u00fcrb\u0259t\u0259.<br \/>\nTanr\u0131m, son qoy bu d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n sonunacan lap gedim!<\/p>\n<p>\u0130yul 2019<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>YAZMALIYAM<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lham \u2013 ay b\u0259xtimin tac\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00c7ox d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259 ac\u0131-ac\u0131.<br \/>\nM\u0259ni \u00fcz\u0259n ehtiyac\u0131<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nS\u0131x\u0131b k\u00fcnc\u0259 yazmal\u0131yam.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>Bizimdir o batan g\u0259mi,<br \/>\nQurumaz g\u00f6zl\u0259rin n\u0259mi.<br \/>\nG\u00f6yn\u0259dib d\u00fcnya al\u0259mi<br \/>\nK\u00f6vr\u0259k, inc\u0259 yazmal\u0131yam.<\/p>\n<p>Tufan g\u00fccl\u00fc, d\u0259rya say\u0131q,<br \/>\nBir avars\u0131z qay\u0131qday\u0131q.<br \/>\nBir az sa\u011flam, bir az ay\u0131q,<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcnc\u0259 yazmal\u0131yam.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 sonsuzmu\u015f bu qay\u011f\u0131lar,<br \/>\nYox olsa d\u00fcnya da\u011f\u0131lar.<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259ki bu duy\u011fular,<br \/>\nT\u00fck\u0259ninc\u0259 yazmal\u0131yam.<\/p>\n<p>Var olmas\u0131n bu varl\u0131qlar,<br \/>\nBo\u011fdu bizi qaranl\u0131qlar.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 toranl\u0131qlar,<br \/>\nS\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcnc\u0259 yazmal\u0131yam.<\/p>\n<p>Qoruyuram h\u0259l\u0259 can\u0131,<br \/>\nQar\u015f\u0131dad\u0131 Nuh tufan\u0131.<br \/>\nTorpa\u011f\u0131mda d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n qan\u0131<br \/>\nT\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcnc\u0259 yazmal\u0131yam.<\/p>\n<p>Bo\u015f \u00f6t\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc q\u0259rin\u0259l\u0259r,<br \/>\nN\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kdik, Allah, n\u0259l\u0259r&#8230;<br \/>\nYer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u015f\u0259r q\u00fcvv\u0259l\u0259r<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kilinc\u0259 yazmal\u0131yam.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>BU S\u018fN\u0130N DED\u0130Y\u0130N SEVG\u0130D\u0130<\/p>\n<p>Seyr\u0259l\u0259n sa\u00e7lar\u0131n a\u011f\u0131na g\u0259lir,<br \/>\nBoranl\u0131, \u00e7iskinli da\u011f\u0131na g\u0259lir.<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn ixtiyar \u00e7a\u011f\u0131na g\u0259lir<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nDem\u0259 da\u015fan selim s\u0259ngidi vallah,<br \/>\nBu s\u0259nin dediyin sevgidi vallah.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>O g\u00fcl\u00fc bu sayaq \u00fcz\u0259 bilm\u0259zdin,<br \/>\nArxay\u0131n, t\u0259mkinli g\u0259z\u0259 bilm\u0259zdin.<br \/>\nO boyda sevinc\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259zdin<br \/>\nOnun\u00e7\u00fcn yollarda l\u0259ngidi vallah,<br \/>\nBu s\u0259nin dediyin sevgidi vallah.<\/p>\n<p>Bilm\u0259zdim \u201ch\u0259\u201d imi\u015f dilind\u0259ki \u201cyox\u201d,<br \/>\nOnlu\u011fa h\u0259d\u0259fmi\u015f kipriyind\u0259 ox.<br \/>\nM\u0259n el\u0259 sevir\u0259m bu sevgid\u0259n \u00e7ox<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn qocal\u0131qla c\u0259ngidi vallah<br \/>\nBu s\u0259nin dediyin sevgidi vallah.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim Qaraba\u011fdan \u015feir yazma\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n<p>Bir iyn\u0259nin ulduzundan ke\u00e7m\u0259kdi,<br \/>\nA\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n a\u011f\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 se\u00e7m\u0259kdi,<br \/>\nDiri g\u00f6zl\u0259 c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259kdi,<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nM\u0259nim Qaraba\u011fdan \u015feir yazma\u011f\u0131m.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>Da\u011f \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131 gerisin\u0259 \u00fczm\u0259kdi,<br \/>\nYanar qordan sapa t\u0259sbeh d\u00fczm\u0259kdi,<br \/>\n\u018fn d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z i\u015fg\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259kdi<br \/>\nM\u0259nim Qaraba\u011fdan \u015feir yazma\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Ucu do\u011fana\u011fa \u00e7atm\u0131r \u00f6rk\u0259nin,<br \/>\nAx\u0131r \u00e7atlayacaq qab\u0131 sirk\u0259nin.<br \/>\nH\u00fccum \u0259mri olsun qoy bu \u00f6lk\u0259nin,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim Qaraba\u011fdan \u015feir yazma\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259hay\u0259t dik\u0259ltsin mill\u0259t q\u0259ddini,<br \/>\nYars\u0131n \u00f6z s\u0259brinin bu da\u015f s\u0259ddini.<br \/>\nYurdumdan ya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n silsin r\u0259ddini<br \/>\nM\u0259nim Qaraba\u011fdan \u015feir yazma\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>18.12.2019<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>M\u018fN\u0130M SEVG\u0130M RUH SEVG\u0130S\u0130<\/p>\n<p>Can \u0259riyib, n\u0259f\u0259s qal\u0131b,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259ki h\u0259v\u0259s qal\u0131b.<br \/>\nQula\u011f\u0131mda bir s\u0259s qal\u0131b;<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nM\u0259nim sevgim ruh sevgisi \u2013<br \/>\n\u0130nsanl\u0131\u011fa Nuh sevgisi&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>G\u00f6z\u0259llik g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u0259llik sin\u0259min da\u011f\u0131.<br \/>\nSu \u00fcst\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00fcd buda\u011f\u0131<br \/>\nM\u0259nim sevgim ruh sevgisi \u2013<br \/>\n\u0130nsanl\u0131\u011fa Nuh sevgisi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131mda bir sor\u011fu gedir,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259m\u0259nimd\u0259 sol\u011fu gedir,<br \/>\nYa\u015f yetmi\u015f\u0259 do\u011fru gedir,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim sevgim ruh sevgisi \u2013<br \/>\n\u0130nsanl\u0131\u011fa Nuh sevgisi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6yd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n bu ilham, t\u0259b,<br \/>\n\u018fsil sevgi, \u0259sil m\u0259kt\u0259b.<br \/>\nM\u00fcxt\u0259s\u0259ri budu m\u0259tl\u0259b<br \/>\nM\u0259nim sevgim ruh sevgisi \u2013<br \/>\n\u0130nsanl\u0131\u011fa Nuh sevgisi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Sevgi yanan tanr\u0131 \u015fam\u0131,<br \/>\nSevgi, h\u0259yat tapd\u0131 ham\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nM\u0259n olmad\u0131m yer adam\u0131<br \/>\nM\u0259nim sevgim ruh sevgisi \u2013<br \/>\n\u0130nsanl\u0131\u011fa Nuh sevgisi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u00fc \u00fcz\u0259 b\u0259nd\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u0130sti, il\u0131q s\u00f6z\u0259 b\u0259nd\u0259m.<br \/>\nBir \u00e7\u0131nq\u0131ya, k\u00f6z\u0259 b\u0259nd\u0259m,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim sevgim ruh sevgisi \u2013<br \/>\n\u0130nsanl\u0131\u011fa Nuh sevgisi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Haqq yolunu tapsan \u0259g\u0259r,<br \/>\nM\u0259l\u0259k sev\u0259r, tanr\u0131 \u00f6y\u0259r.<br \/>\n\u018fn a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131z, \u0259n b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r<br \/>\nYerin, g\u00f6y\u00fcn \u015fux sevgisi,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim sevgim ruh sevgisi \u2013<br \/>\n\u0130nsanl\u0131\u011fa Nuh sevgisi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>B\u0130LM\u0130R\u018fM<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259yim d\u00f6n\u00fcbd\u00fcr a\u011flar bir ney\u0259,<br \/>\nHardan tapd\u0131 m\u0259ni q\u0259za, bilmir\u0259m?<br \/>\nG\u00f6yl\u0259rl\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259m yoxdumu dey\u0259<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nYerin yer d\u0259rdini yaza bilmir\u0259m?!<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>\u018flimd\u0259n, dilimd\u0259n da\u015f as\u0131l\u0131b da\u015f,<br \/>\nS\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n tez g\u0259lir g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259ki ya\u015f,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b ki yaz\u0131m, a qarda\u015f,<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm sona yetir, poza bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Qocal\u0131q g\u00fcnb\u0259g\u00fcn q\u0259ddimi \u0259yir,<br \/>\nYan\u0131mdan yel \u00f6ts\u0259 dizim titr\u0259yir.<br \/>\nYa\u015f art\u0131r, \u00f6n\u00fcm\u0259 da\u015f diyirl\u0259yir,<br \/>\nDaha d\u00fcz yolda da g\u0259z\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Tanr\u0131ya \u00e7atm\u0131rsa s\u0259sim, xitab\u0131m,<br \/>\nDem\u0259li ba\u011flan\u0131b \u015feir kitab\u0131m.<br \/>\nDaha bu hicrana qalm\u0131y\u0131b tab\u0131m,<br \/>\nDaha bu h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Musa, su \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 susuz qalm\u0131\u015fam,<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7m\u0259k yasaq olub, i\u00e7d\u0259n yanm\u0131\u015fam..<br \/>\nT\u0259\u015fn\u0259 oldu\u011fumu ancaq danm\u0131\u015fam<br \/>\nVarm\u0131 bundan a\u011f\u0131r c\u0259za, bilmir\u0259m?!<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnya insan a\u011fac\u0131<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnya insan a\u011fac\u0131<br \/>\nN\u0259sil-n\u0259sil bar verir.<br \/>\nH\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 q\u0259lbi boyda<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nV\u0259fa, etibar verir.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>H\u0259r insan n\u0259sli il\u0259<br \/>\nD\u00fcnya t\u0259z\u0259 r\u0259ng al\u0131r.<br \/>\nDo\u011fulan h\u0259r k\u00f6rp\u0259d\u0259n<br \/>\nQ\u0131r\u0131lmaz ah\u0259ng al\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnya yalan dey\u0259nl\u0259r<br \/>\nYalan bizik, d\u00fcnya yox.<br \/>\nAy\u0131r\u0131l\u0131q havas\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\n\u00c7alan bizik, d\u00fcnya yox.<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259ldi-ged\u0259r bizl\u0259rik,<br \/>\nD\u00fcnya qalan d\u00fcnyad\u0131r.<br \/>\nH\u0259r k\u0259si son ayaqda<br \/>\nBa\u015fa salan d\u00fcnyad\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnya be\u015fg\u00fcnl\u00fck dey\u0259n<br \/>\nBe\u015fg\u00fcnl\u00fck s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcns\u0259n.<br \/>\nOna v\u0259fas\u0131z deyib<br \/>\nBu b\u00f6htana d\u00f6z\u00fcrs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnya v\u0259fal\u0131 d\u00fcnya,<br \/>\nZ\u00f6vq\u00fc-s\u0259fal\u0131 d\u00fcnya.<br \/>\nH\u0259r i\u015fd\u0259n ba\u015f \u00e7\u0131xaran,<br \/>\nH\u0259r sird\u0259n hal\u0131 d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n<p>Yet\u0259rinc\u0259 \u00e7\u0259ks\u0259k d\u0259<br \/>\nD\u00fcrl\u00fc-d\u00fcrl\u00fc c\u0259fan\u0131.<br \/>\nAncaq g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259dik<br \/>\n\u0130lqar\u0131n\u0131, v\u0259fan\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n\u0259 v\u0259fas\u0131z dedik,<br \/>\nD\u00fcnya, ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla bizi.<br \/>\nG\u0259l yuyundur, pak el\u0259,<br \/>\nQarla, ya\u011f\u0131\u015fla bizi.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnya, varl\u0131 d\u00fcnyasan<br \/>\n\u015eah v\u00fcqarl\u0131 d\u00fcnyasan.<br \/>\nS\u00f6z\u00fcn h\u0259r m\u0259qam\u0131nda<br \/>\nEtibarl\u0131 d\u00fcnyasan!<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259kkiz milyarda yax\u0131n<br \/>\nQuca\u011f\u0131nda adam var.<br \/>\nS\u0259n v\u0259fal\u0131 d\u00fcnyasan,<br \/>\nV\u0259fas\u0131zd\u0131 adamlar.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nS\u0259n taleyin b\u0259x\u015f etdiyi t\u00f6hf\u0259s\u0259n,<br \/>\nBir t\u0259krars\u0131z, bir ilahi l\u00f6vh\u0259s\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u015eairini aparanda m\u0259hv\u0259 s\u0259n<br \/>\n\u0130nsaf\u0131 da, m\u00fcrv\u0259ti d\u0259 unut get<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259 ay, sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda bulud get.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>N\u0259 \u015fumalsan, r\u0259nd\u0259d\u0259nmi \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131san,<br \/>\nAllahdanm\u0131, b\u0259nd\u0259d\u0259nmi \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131san?<br \/>\nAym\u0131, g\u00fcnm\u00fc yoxsa s\u0259nmi \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131san?<br \/>\nD\u00fcnya bel\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259yib,<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki bu i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259yib.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm hu\u015fum \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mdan,<br \/>\nBir q\u0259rin\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131m \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131mdan.<br \/>\nAlov qalxd\u0131 torpa\u011f\u0131mdan, da\u015f\u0131mdan,<br \/>\nK\u00f6zl\u0259n\u0259rs\u0259n, al\u0131\u015farsan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b get,<br \/>\nM\u0259n fa\u011f\u0131r\u0131 bird\u0259f\u0259lik y\u0131x\u0131b get.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcls\u0259m m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259d\u0259n, sehird\u0259n<br \/>\nS\u0259nin kimi tanr\u0131 yazan \u015feird\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u018fzrail da g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xar b\u00f6y\u00fcrd\u0259n.<br \/>\nVara\u011f\u0131ndan qaralayar ad\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 k\u00fcl el\u0259y\u0259r odumu.<\/p>\n<p>Musa, b\u0259lk\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00e7atd\u0131 h\u0259d\u0259f\u0259,<br \/>\n\u0130nci d\u00fczd\u00fcn, \u00fcr\u0259k \u00fcz\u0259n s\u0259d\u0259f\u0259<br \/>\nNi\u015fangahda \u0259lin \u0259sir h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn boyu vuramm\u0131rsan onlu\u011fu,<br \/>\nSona q\u0259d\u0259r izl\u0259mirs\u0259n sonlu\u011fu!<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"13890\">Yaz\u0131ya 463 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>25 aprel \u015fair, filoloq\u00a0Musa \u018fl\u0259kb\u0259rlinin do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr.\u00a0 O, 1950-ci ild\u0259\u00a0G\u0259d\u0259b\u0259y rayonunun\u00a0Ataxal k\u0259ndind\u0259 anadan olub. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi B\u00f6y\u00fck Qaramurad k\u0259ndind\u0259 bitirib.\u00a0ADU-nin filologiya fak\u00fclt\u0259sini bitirib. G\u0259nclik n\u0259\u015friyyat\u0131nda yeniyetm\u0259l\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259d\u0259biyyat redaksiyas\u0131n\u0131n redaktoru v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yib. \u018fd\u0259bi f\u0259aliyy\u0259t\u0259 orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxuyark\u0259n ba\u015flay\u0131b. \u201cP\u0259rvan\u0259 \u201d \u0259d\u0259bi d\u0259rn\u0259yinin r\u0259hb\u0259ri olub. 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