{"id":13930,"date":"2020-05-09T13:03:42","date_gmt":"2020-05-09T08:03:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=13930"},"modified":"2020-05-09T13:06:26","modified_gmt":"2020-05-09T08:06:26","slug":"m%c9%99h%c9%99mm%c9%99d-nuri-bu-bahar-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=13930","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d Nuri – “Bu bahar…” (\u015feirl\u0259r)"},"content":{"rendered":"
\"IMG_20200328_123317_857\"<\/a>M\u0259n\u0259 qanad laz\u0131md\u0131r<\/div>\n
\u018fll\u0259rini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb pasaj\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram.<\/div>\n
Ham\u0131 deyir:<\/div>\n
-Ona bax\u0131n d\u0259li olub.<\/div>\n
Bilmirl\u0259r ki \u015fairl\u0259r h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n u\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131 bilirl\u0259r<\/div>\n
Margaret kimi<\/div>\n
F\u00fczuli kimi<\/div>\n
Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n t\u0259h\u0259r.<\/div>\n
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B\u00fct\u00fcn binalar dar\u0131xmalar\u0131 ay\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn olsa<\/div>\n
B\u0259 kim n\u0259rdivana \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b<\/div>\n
tez-tez qu\u015flar\u0131n yerini d\u0259yi\u015fir?<\/div>\n
Parazit d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr<\/div>\n
Qu\u015fsuz qu\u015fbazlar\u0131n g\u00f6yl\u00fcn\u0259 qonan dar\u0131xmalar\u0131na.<\/div>\n
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Hans\u0131 m\u00fcharib\u0259 ba\u015flanand<\/div>\n
A\u011fdam rayonunda a\u011f \u015feiri, dam\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n yer\u0259 atd\u0131lar?<\/div>\n
Ham\u0131 a\u011fla\u015fd\u0131!<\/div>\n
M\u0259n qaraland\u0131m!<\/div>\n
Biz b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00fcharib\u0259l\u0259rin sol t\u0259r\u0259fi idik<\/div>\n
Amma b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00fcharib\u0259l\u0259r bizd\u0259n sa\u011f qay\u0131td\u0131.<\/div>\n
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\u00d6z\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n ki a\u011faclar uzaq yoldan g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259<\/div>\n
D\u00fcnya dayan\u0131r<\/div>\n
Avtubus yar\u0131 yolda, b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00fcsafirl\u0259rini endirir<\/div>\n
Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn xiyabanda k\u0131 adamlar hiss edirl\u0259r \u00e7oxal\u0131rlar<\/div>\n
V\u0259 s\u0259n hiss edirs\u0259n ki ayaqlar\u0131n yerimir<\/div>\n
A\u011faclar uzaq yoldan g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259.<\/div>\n
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Kim azadl\u0131q meydan\u0131na a\u00e7\u0131lan p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni G\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb, qoyur kitab\u0131n aras\u0131na<\/div>\n
\u00c7\u0131x\u0131r k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259<\/div>\n
Bir siqareti al\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r<\/div>\n
Qay\u0131danda g\u00f6r\u00fcr ki he\u00e7 azadl\u0131q meydani- f\u0131lan\u0131 yoxdur,<\/div>\n
He\u00e7 \u0259sl\u0259n bu m\u0259nim \u0259ll\u0259rim deyil.<\/div>\n
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\u018fll\u0259rini quylasan da \u0259ll\u0259rimd\u0259<\/div>\n
Doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 quylasan da doda\u011f\u0131mda<\/div>\n
Bilc\u0259ks\u0259n ki q\u0259birl\u0259r t\u0259kc\u0259 g\u00fcnahlar\u0131 basd\u0131rma\u011fa g\u00f6r\u0259 deyil,<\/div>\n
H\u0259mi g\u00fcldanlara bahar\u0131n yalan oldu\u011funu vur\u011fulay\u0131r.<\/div>\n
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Bir g\u00fcn \u015fah-g\u00f6l\u00fcd\u0259 \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdir\u0259n \u015fairl\u0259r bil\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r ki,<\/div>\n
\u018fll\u0259rind\u0259 ki \u00e7\u0259tirl\u0259r<\/div>\n
El\u0259 g\u00f6yd\u0259 qalma\u011f\u0131n ikinci ad\u0131d\u0131r.<\/div>\n
Bir g\u00fcn g\u00f6y yer\u0259 g\u0259ls\u0259,<\/div>\n
Qu\u015flar daha adamlardan qorxmayacaqlar,<\/div>\n
A\u011faclar yeriy\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r,<\/div>\n
V\u0259 m\u0259n yari yoldan qay\u0131daca\u011fam<\/div>\n
B\u00fc d\u00fcnyaya.<\/div>\n
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******<\/div>\n
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Plana d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr h\u0259r \u015fey<\/div>\n
\u015e\u0259h\u0259rin telefon siml\u0259ri<\/div>\n
S\u0259s- siz<\/div>\n
Biz<\/div>\n
V\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259r bu ota\u011f\u0131n p\u0131lan\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr<\/div>\n
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S\u0259ni sus- durmu\u015fdum ged\u0259m<\/div>\n
Qap\u0131 dal\u0131nda qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u0259sd\u0259n<\/div>\n
\u0130ki \u015feir ayr\u0131ld\u0131<\/div>\n
\u0130ki \u015f\u0259h\u0259r<\/div>\n
\u0130ki xiyaban<\/div>\n
\u0130ki ev qay\u0131danda idi xiyaban toqqu\u015fdu postmodern \u00fcnvan\u0131na<\/div>\n
\u015eopen barmaq-barmaq da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 yarmalar\u0131ndan.<\/div>\n
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He\u00e7 bilm\u0259dim nec\u0259 oldu?<\/div>\n
Uzaqlardan a\u00e7\u0131lan bir s\u0259s irma\u011f\u0131 nec\u0259 araz\u0131m\u0131n t\u0259nhal\u011f\u0131nda,<\/div>\n
Paltar\u0131n\u0131 soydu Sudan v\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259n \u00fczd\u00fc s\u0259n\u0259 baxmaqdan?<\/div>\n
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Bilm\u0259dim hans\u0131 m\u00fcharib\u0259 p\u0131lan\u0131nda,<\/div>\n
Nazism* barma\u011f\u0131nda piano\u00e7u* do\u011fuldu\u011fu tarix\u0259m?<\/div>\n
Tamarz\u0131l\u0131 evl\u0259rin akkurdun tutdu\u011fu not’am ki<\/div>\n
S\u0259sin evin yadda\u015f\u0131nda qal\u0131b-<\/div>\n
Pozulacaq,<\/div>\n
V\u0259 s\u0259nsizliyin karnavallar\u0131 il\u0259<\/div>\n
\u015e\u0259h\u0259rin bo\u015f kabinl\u0259rind\u0259 yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131q qalacaq s\u0259sim.<\/div>\n
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Plana d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr h\u0259r \u015fey<\/div>\n
He\u00e7 bilm\u0259dim n\u0259\u00e7\u0259 xiyaban s\u0259n bizd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f an\u0131lar\u0131m oldu?!<\/div>\n
A\u015fiqan\u0259l\u0259rim oldu?<\/div>\n
Ne\u00e7\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259<\/div>\n
S\u0259nd\u0259n bir qad\u0131n ke\u00e7di neroda?!<\/div>\n
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B\u0259lk\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn qap\u0131lar\u0131n dal\u0131nda s\u0259ns\u0259n.<\/div>\n
H\u0259rd\u0259n hiss olunur g\u0259libs\u0259n, fotodasan.<\/div>\n
Bax\u0131ram qabala\u015fm\u0131\u015fsan, m\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259n.<\/div>\n
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Plana d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr h\u0259r \u015fey<\/div>\n
\u015e\u0259klini b\u00fct\u00fcn sanal \u0259l\u0259salan kimi<\/div>\n
D\u00fcnya i\u00e7imd\u0259ki qap\u0131larda ba\u011fl\u0131 qald\u0131,<\/div>\n
\u018flind\u0259n tutsayd\u0131m<\/div>\n
Xiyaban ayr\u0131lard\u0131<\/div>\n
Otayda s\u0259n<\/div>\n
Butayda m\u0259n.<\/div>\n
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*Nasional Sosializm<\/div>\n
*Roman Polanskinin m\u0259\u015fhur kino filmi.<\/div>\n
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******<\/div>\n
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K\u0259tan \u015feirl\u0259rim bi\u00e7ilir nazik b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259<\/div>\n
“B\u0259ndi g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f”<\/div>\n
K\u00f6yn\u0259yin\u0259 da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r barmaqlar\u0131m<\/div>\n
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D\u0259ft\u0259rimd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri su al\u0131r<\/div>\n
\u00c7\u0131rmalan\u0131r xan<\/div>\n
Araz b\u0259 araz<\/div>\n
T\u0259brizin cildin\u0259 girir m\u0259\u015frut\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131m.<\/div>\n
\u015eeir g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 dolub araz\u0131 k\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u0259n a\u015f\u0131rmaqd\u0131r,<\/div>\n
A\u015f\u0131b-da\u015fmaqd\u0131r<\/div>\n
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Sa\u00e7\u0131n yell\u0259rin m\u00fcqavil\u0259sidir<\/div>\n
Suyun \u015feirini yazanda<\/div>\n
Qafqaz q\u0131zlar\u0131 yuyunurdular<\/div>\n
T\u00fcrkm\u0259n \u00e7ay\u0131nda<\/div>\n
“G\u00f6rd\u00fcm behal oldum, behal”<\/div>\n
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Veranda evl\u0259rin ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 yerd\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcr<\/div>\n
G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f m\u00fca\u015fiqa toplumuna sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259v\u0259t edir.<\/div>\n
G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f konsertin\u0259 gedir\u0259m,<\/div>\n
G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f b\u0259d\u0259nin<\/div>\n
Beyt<\/div>\n
B\u0259<\/div>\n
Beyt<\/div>\n
Azadl\u0131q paltar\u0131n\u0131 geyinir g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r,<\/div>\n
V\u0259 musa g\u00fcnl\u0259ri aras\u0131ndan ke\u00e7irdir p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ri.<\/div>\n
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Bax!<\/div>\n
Sudan quru \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r Yunus<\/div>\n
Suya yaz\u0131l\u0131r ins<\/div>\n
Major<\/div>\n
Minor<\/div>\n
“B\u0259ndi g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f”<\/div>\n
Bal\u0131qqula\u011f\u0131 d\u0259nizin p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r tanr\u0131ya.<\/div>\n
P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r hardan ba\u015flasa baxma\u011fa,<\/div>\n
Urmu filaminqolar\u0131n g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.<\/div>\n
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Bu bahar\u0131 \u0259ynin\u0259 s\u0259rs\u0259m<\/div>\n
V\u0259 k\u00f6yn\u0259yinda ki \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri d\u0259rib,<\/div>\n
Al-yanaqlar\u0131na \u015f\u0259f\u0259q tarlas\u0131 s\u0259rs\u0259m,<\/div>\n
P\u0259nc\u0259ra s\u0259rs\u0259m,<\/div>\n
S\u0259ni s\u0259rs\u0259m,<\/div>\n
\u00c7\u0259ks\u0259m p\u0259rd\u0259ni<\/div>\n
G\u00f6vde barda\u011f\u0131n, divardak\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259n da\u011f\u0131lar yata\u011f\u0131ma,<\/div>\n
S\u0259rs\u0259m \u015feirl\u0259r\u0259 s\u0259ni.<\/div>\n
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Bu bahar i\u00e7\u0131m il\u011f\u0131md\u0131r<\/div>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn xiyabanlar\u0131n arzivind\u0259n,<\/div>\n
D\u0259rini-dayaz\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259r\u0259k,<\/div>\n
Bu yol \u00fcsta duran adamlar<\/div>\n
Araz mutlusu diy\u0259,<\/div>\n
Axar sevi\u015fm\u0259l\u0259rin qayna\u011f\u0131 olur cevrilmi\u015f \u00e7evr\u0259l\u0259rin \u00e7\u0131lpaq sevgilisi!<\/div>\n
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Avtubuslar\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 payla\u015fmas\u0131nda<\/div>\n
Ota\u011f\u0131m yaz\u0131lar\u0131n soyunur<\/div>\n
\u015e\u0259h\u0259rin bo\u015f duraqlar\u0131na,<\/div>\n
-d\u0259lidir bu adam!<\/div>\n
\u018fli silahl\u0131 yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 payla\u015f\u0131r taksil\u0259r\u0259,<\/div>\n
D\u0259lidir bu adam!<\/div>\n
\u0130majl\u0131 ilmanq, \u0259ndam\u0131n\u0131n terminl\u0259rin\u0259 sar\u011f\u0131n t\u0259ll\u0259rin<\/div>\n
K\u00fcl\u0259k toplumundan da\u011f\u0131lan \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rdir.<\/div>\n
A\u00e7\u0131q-sa\u00e7\u0131qcas\u0131na \u00f6lk\u0259mi \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131r.<\/div>\n
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Bu bahar<\/div>\n
S\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259rini doldur i\u00e7ima,<\/div>\n
\u0130\u00e7in-i\u00e7in \u015f\u0259rab i\u00e7kisi il\u0259 bu cama!<\/div>\n
Bu can\u0131m<\/div>\n
Bir g\u00fcn divanda oturub s\u0259n\u0259 demi\u015fdim :<\/div>\n
-Niy\u0259 s\u0259nl\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259 saxlamaq olmur?!<\/div>\n
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Bu bahar<\/div>\n
Soy p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ri<\/div>\n
Soy misralar\u0131n paltar\u0131n\u0131,<\/div>\n
Misir ehram\u0131 d\u00f6\u015fl\u0259rinin h\u0259r\u0259mind\u0259n hulul etsin,<\/div>\n
Soy<\/div>\n
Soy ad\u0131nla adland\u0131rd\u0131m soy q\u0131r\u0131m\u0131n!<\/div>\n
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Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kdin, n\u0259 idin?<\/div>\n
N\u0259 dindin!<\/div>\n
N\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdin bilm\u0259dim<\/div>\n
Bu bahar.<\/div>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 456 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

M\u0259n\u0259 qanad laz\u0131md\u0131r \u018fll\u0259rini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb pasaj\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram. Ham\u0131 deyir: -Ona bax\u0131n d\u0259li olub. Bilmirl\u0259r ki \u015fairl\u0259r h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n u\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131 bilirl\u0259r Margaret kimi F\u00fczuli kimi Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n t\u0259h\u0259r. B\u00fct\u00fcn binalar dar\u0131xmalar\u0131 ay\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn olsa B\u0259 kim n\u0259rdivana \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b tez-tez qu\u015flar\u0131n yerini d\u0259yi\u015fir? Parazit d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr Qu\u015fsuz qu\u015fbazlar\u0131n g\u00f6yl\u00fcn\u0259 qonan dar\u0131xmalar\u0131na. Hans\u0131 m\u00fcharib\u0259 ba\u015flanand A\u011fdam rayonunda a\u011f \u015feiri, dam\u0131n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13930"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13930"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13930\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13933,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13930\/revisions\/13933"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13930"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13930"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13930"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}