{"id":14111,"date":"2020-06-24T17:40:29","date_gmt":"2020-06-24T12:40:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=14111"},"modified":"2020-06-24T17:40:29","modified_gmt":"2020-06-24T12:40:29","slug":"istiqam%c9%99t-qarabag-h%c9%99rbci-sair-zaur-sahil","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=14111","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;\u0130stiqam\u0259t Qaraba\u011f!&#8221; &#8211; h\u0259rb\u00e7i-\u015fair Zaur Sahil"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><b style=\"color: #4e4e4e;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/1592852026_89773729_197126294845185_8846039244137824256_n.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-14112\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/06\/1592852026_89773729_197126294845185_8846039244137824256_n-300x210.jpg\" alt=\"1592852026_89773729_197126294845185_8846039244137824256_n\" width=\"300\" height=\"210\" \/><\/a>KULTUR.AZ h\u0259rb\u00e7i-\u015fair Zaur Sahilin \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir:<\/b><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><br style=\"color: #4e4e4e;\" \/><span style=\"color: #4e4e4e;\">***<\/span><br style=\"color: #4e4e4e;\" \/><span style=\"color: #4e4e4e;\">\u00dcr\u0259k TANRI t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n,<\/span><br style=\"color: #4e4e4e;\" \/><span style=\"color: #4e4e4e;\">\u0130nsan\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risin\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fdirilmi\u015f,<\/span><br style=\"color: #4e4e4e;\" \/><span style=\"color: #4e4e4e;\">Bir bombad\u0131r.<\/span><br style=\"color: #4e4e4e;\" \/><span style=\"color: #4e4e4e;\">Onun partlamas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,<\/span><br style=\"color: #4e4e4e;\" \/><span style=\"color: #4e4e4e;\">Qurulan vaxt \u0259rzind\u0259<\/span><br style=\"color: #4e4e4e;\" \/><span style=\"color: #4e4e4e;\">ya\u015fay\u0131r insan.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">\n<p style=\"color: #4e4e4e;\">***<br \/>\nAtam sa\u011f g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u00fc,<br \/>\nAnam sol g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u00fc.<br \/>\nAnam \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra,<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnyaya iki g\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259<br \/>\nbaxa bilmir\u0259m.<br \/>\nSa\u011f g\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131,<br \/>\nSol g\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 o d\u00fcnyan\u0131<br \/>\ng\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim Atam kimi,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yim Anam kimidi.<br \/>\nDilim u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m kimi<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259riml\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimin<br \/>\nAras\u0131nda qal\u0131b.<br \/>\nDilimi yum\u015faltd\u0131qca<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n ya\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 da\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131,<br \/>\nO d\u00fcnyan\u0131n da\u015f\u0131ym\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n<p><b>Yerind\u0259<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Gec\u0259l\u0259r yuxu g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m,<br \/>\nG\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r qorxu g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m.<br \/>\nVar olan yoxu g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m,<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbimin d\u0259rin yerind\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rdimin p\u0259nah yeri var,<br \/>\nYaral\u0131 bir ah yeri var.<br \/>\nHam\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcnah yeri var,<br \/>\n\u015eeytan\u0131n, \u015f\u0259rin yerind\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Sevir\u0259m g\u00fcl\u00fcm a\u011flay\u0131r,<br \/>\nD\u00f6z\u00fcr\u0259m z\u00fcl\u00fcm a\u011flay\u0131r.<br \/>\nBir q\u0259rib \u00f6l\u00fcm a\u011flay\u0131r,<br \/>\n\u0130gidin, \u0259rin yerind\u0259.<\/p>\n<p><b>Saxla g\u00f6r\u00fcm<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Ay bizi haval\u0131 ed\u0259n,<br \/>\nDuman\u0131 saxla g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<br \/>\nUcuzu bahal\u0131 ed\u0259n,<br \/>\nZaman\u0131 saxla g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fl q\u0131ran\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n,<br \/>\nS\u0259hv dey\u0259nin dilind\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u0130nsan\u0131n \u0259m\u0259lind\u0259n,<br \/>\nYaman\u0131 saxla g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Qoyma g\u00fcll\u0259r soluxsun,<br \/>\nQoyma g\u00f6zl\u0259r doluxsun,<br \/>\nQoyma kims\u0259 dar\u0131xs\u0131n,<br \/>\nG\u00fcman\u0131 saxla g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u018fsg\u0259r<\/b><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r \u0259sg\u0259r bir h\u0259rifdir,<br \/>\nD\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc \u015feirdir.<br \/>\nH\u0259r add\u0131m\u0131 t\u0259rifdir,<br \/>\nH\u0259r bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 sehirdir<\/p>\n<p>Misra-misra g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr,<br \/>\nHeca v\u0259zni i\u00e7ind\u0259.<br \/>\nBir \u00fcr\u0259k t\u0259k d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcr,<br \/>\nD\u00f6zm\u00fc, \u0259zmi i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fynind\u0259ki paltar\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u00f6y qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131n and\u0131r\u0131r.<br \/>\n\u00c7iynind\u0259ki qatar\u0131,<br \/>\nSilah\u0131n\u0131 yand\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r zaman dava edir.<br \/>\nSoyuqlarda \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcr.<br \/>\nB\u00fcrk\u00fcl\u0259rd\u0259 t\u0259ntimir.<br \/>\n\u0130r\u0259li! &#8211; deyib gedir,<br \/>\nGeri d\u00f6nm\u0259k d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nV\u0259t\u0259n bir g\u00fczg\u00fcd\u00fc.<br \/>\nAncaq q\u00fcrb\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilib,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc v\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259<br \/>\ng\u00f6r\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nA\u011flayan vaxtlar\u0131mda<br \/>\nG\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131mdan islanan torpaq<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn d\u0259 s\u0259n a\u011flayacaqsan<br \/>\nM\u0259n islanacam g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131nda<br \/>\nBax onda ist\u0259mir\u0259m<br \/>\nQ\u0259brimin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri<br \/>\nYa\u015fl\u0131 oldu\u011funu<br \/>\nKims\u0259 g\u00f6rs\u00fcn.<\/p>\n<p><b>M\u0259ni b\u0259lalardan qoruyan balalar\u0131ma&#8230;<\/b><\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n qar d\u0259n\u0259l\u0259ri,<br \/>\nAt\u0131lan toplar\u0131n q\u0259lp\u0259l\u0259ridir.<br \/>\nAtalar, Analar he\u00e7 qorxmas\u0131nlar,<br \/>\nOnlar\u0131 qoruyan k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ridir.<\/p>\n<p>Layla bir duad\u0131r,k\u00f6rp\u0259 e\u015fidir,<br \/>\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb Tanr\u0131s\u0131na t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir.<br \/>\nHam\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259-g\u0259l\u0259 d\u00fcnyadan gedir,<br \/>\nOnlar\u0131 qoruyan k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ridir.<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fct\u00fcn musiqil\u0259r qavala g\u0259lir,<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr bir cavabd\u0131r, suala g\u0259lir,<br \/>\n\u0130nsanlar g\u00fcnd\u0259 bir zavala g\u0259lir,<br \/>\nOnlar\u0131 qoruyan k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ridir.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nYaln\u0131z, \u00fcr\u0259k<br \/>\n\u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\ng\u00f6zd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131nq\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar.<br \/>\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015fla,<br \/>\n\u00fcr\u0259yim \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259di,<br \/>\ng\u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259<br \/>\nh\u0259sr\u0259t qald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nBilir\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u0130ndi bo\u015f qalan yast\u0131\u011f\u0131m<br \/>\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131nla doludur.<br \/>\nSanki, m\u0259n\u0259m dey\u0259,<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\nqucaqlay\u0131b yat\u0131rsan.<br \/>\nM\u0259nsizlik lay-lay deyir<br \/>\nS\u0259nsizliy\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nAdam boyda adamsan,<br \/>\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 boyda k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259s\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259ki adamdan,<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259ki k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00dcmid boyda c\u0131\u011f\u0131r var.<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u0259n\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xan,<br \/>\nAdam kimi yetim var,<br \/>\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 kimi fa\u011f\u0131r var.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nBir ovuc da\u015f kimi,<br \/>\nG\u00fcnl\u0259r girib \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259.<br \/>\nBarmaqlar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131ndan,<br \/>\nBir-bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nU\u00e7du g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin ya\u015f d\u0259n\u0259l\u0259ri,<br \/>\nGetdi buludlara qondu,dayand\u0131.<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc buludlardan da\u015f d\u0259n\u0259l\u0259ri,<br \/>\nG\u0259ldi \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 dondu, dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130man\u0131m g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259, \u00fcmidim yer\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u0259lmi\u015fdim d\u00fcnyadan g\u00fcl d\u0259rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<br \/>\nTikanlar \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc n\u00f6qt\u0259l\u0259dil\u0259r,<br \/>\nGedir\u0259m, d\u00fcnyan\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fcrm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nD\u0259nizl\u0259r, okeanlar,<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131d\u0131r.<br \/>\nTorpaqlar can\u0131, qan\u0131,<br \/>\nA\u011faclar q\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsanlar sin\u0259sind\u0259,<br \/>\nD\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcr \u00fcr\u0259k kimi.<br \/>\n\u0130nsanlar \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr dil\u0259k kimi.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259sir,<br \/>\nN\u0259fsind\u0259 bulud yat\u0131r.<br \/>\nYax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 hey t\u0259l\u0259sir,<br \/>\nPisind\u0259 umud yat\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f adl\u0131,<br \/>\nH\u0259yatd\u0131 bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131.<br \/>\nGec\u0259si ay qanadl\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcmd\u00fc g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131.<\/p>\n<p><b>Anam\u0131n \u0259ziz xatir\u0259sin\u0259<\/b><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7andan,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm s\u0259n\u0259 vurulub.<br \/>\nG\u00f6rs\u0259nmis\u0259n bulaq t\u0259k,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 durulub.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6l\u0259n g\u00fcnd\u0259n,g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259,<br \/>\nO bula\u011fa h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259m.<br \/>\nS\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 getmis\u0259n,<br \/>\nM\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p><b>Yollar&#8230;Yollar<\/b><\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6rp\u0259-k\u00f6rp\u0259 arzular\u0131m<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 qald\u0131, ana.<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259zara ged\u0259n g\u00fcnd\u0259n<br \/>\nD\u0259rdin, q\u0259min ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 yurd sald\u0131, ana.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nsizliyin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kilm\u0259y\u0259n y\u00fck kimidi.<br \/>\nS\u0259nl\u0259 m\u0259nim aramdak\u0131<br \/>\nYollar daha t\u00fck kimidi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><b>\u00dcnvan\u0131m\u0131z \u015eu\u015fad\u0131 !&#8230;<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Bu -biz,<br \/>\nBu da s\u0259ng\u0259r&#8230;<br \/>\nBurda h\u0259r \u0259sg\u0259r<br \/>\nQ\u00fcrurda el\u0259 bil bir uca da\u011fd\u0131r.<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259rin<br \/>\nm\u0259saf\u0259si q\u0259d\u0259r yol gedir,<br \/>\n\u015eu\u015faya \u00e7atanda dayanacaqd\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nGec\u0259 dilim-dilim<br \/>\nDo\u011fray\u0131b ay\u0131.<br \/>\nYeyib-yeyib<br \/>\nBir dilimin saxlay\u0131b.<br \/>\nDamla-damla qanlar\u0131d\u0131<br \/>\nulduzlar.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nM\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n u\u00e7a-u\u00e7a,<br \/>\nG\u0259lib s\u0259n\u0259 qonammad\u0131m.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yimi yontalad\u0131m,<br \/>\nK\u0259d\u0259rimi yonammad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Sar\u0131 sevgi,sar\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fc,<br \/>\nYar\u0131 sevgi,yar\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fc.<br \/>\nKirpikl\u0259rin p\u0259rd\u0259,t\u00fcld\u00fc<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259,yanammad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Arzum q\u0259m\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik kimi,<br \/>\nRuzum m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259rik kimi.<br \/>\nAt\u0131 mindim,t\u0259rik kimin?<br \/>\nQand\u0131m-qand\u0131m,qanammad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p><b>Bir arzu tutdum<\/b><\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0259kdim g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 s\u0259ni bu gec\u0259,<br \/>\nPay\u0131z\u0131n saralan havalar\u0131yla.<br \/>\nS\u0259nin sevincinl\u0259, m\u0259nim q\u0259mimin,<br \/>\nUyu\u015fa bilm\u0259y\u0259n davalar\u0131yla.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ni itirm\u0259yin qorxusu yoxdu,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni tapma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n qorxusu q\u0259d\u0259r.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin yuxusu yoxdu,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin yuxusu q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>Gec\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc tapd\u0131m,<br \/>\nHardasa g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ir.<br \/>\nYen\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 bir arzu tutdum,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yinin ba\u015f\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ir.<\/p>\n<p><b>Ana<\/b><\/p>\n<p><i>\u0130lk m\u0259tbu \u015feirim &#8211; 2006 iyul &#8220;S\u00f6z\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131&#8221; jurnal\u0131<\/i><\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f olub ba\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259 sa\u00e7aram,<br \/>\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k t\u0259ki yollar\u0131nda a\u00e7aram,<br \/>\nU\u015faq kimi a\u011fu\u015funa qa\u00e7aram,<br \/>\nT\u0259ki, m\u0259ni yad etm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l, Ana.<\/p>\n<p>Bu ayr\u0131l\u0131q biz\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n qur\u011fusu,<br \/>\nA\u011fl\u0131mada g\u0259lm\u0259zdi he\u00e7, do\u011frusu.<br \/>\nN\u0259 yamanm\u0131\u015f yetimliyin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131,<br \/>\nT\u0259ki, m\u0259ni yad etm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l, Ana.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m, bu g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u018fhval\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n.<br \/>\nZaur, s\u0259nsiz, g\u00f6r n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir, bil\u0259s\u0259n,<br \/>\nT\u0259ki, m\u0259ni yad etm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l, Ana.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nTarixim da\u015flardan pozulur, yaman,<br \/>\nH\u0259qiq\u0259t min yer\u0259 yozulur, yaman.<br \/>\nB\u0259s niy\u0259 sor\u011fuma hay vermir zaman,<br \/>\nDilimi yand\u0131ran s\u00f6z\u00fcm a\u011flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Qal\u0131b \u0259sirlikd\u0259 \u015eu\u015fam, F\u00fczulim,<br \/>\nXocal\u0131 d\u0259rdind\u0259n b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcb belim,<br \/>\n\u00c7atm\u0131r K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259, A\u011fdama \u0259lim,<br \/>\nD\u00f6z\u00fcr\u0259m i\u00e7imd\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcm a\u011flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p><b>Salam, k\u0259ndim<\/b><\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6r n\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r s\u0259nd\u0259n uzaq bir yerd\u0259y\u0259m,<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 demirs\u0259n harda idin balam, k\u0259ndim.<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbim yaman h\u0259sr\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kib s\u0259nd\u0259n ayr\u0131,<br \/>\nDar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc qalam k\u0259ndim.<\/p>\n<p>Yad\u0131ndam\u0131 nec\u0259 d\u0259c\u0259l u\u015faq idim,<br \/>\nO zamanlar h\u0259r bir \u015feyd\u0259n uzaq idim.<br \/>\nBax g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259ndi k\u00f6hn\u0259 d\u0259rdim,<br \/>\nG\u0259ldim yen\u0259 s\u0259ninl\u0259 bir olam k\u0259ndim.<\/p>\n<p>Min x\u0259yalla g\u0259zdim s\u0259ni qar\u0131\u015f-qar\u0131\u015f,<br \/>\nQonaq oldum ne\u00e7\u0259 yerd\u0259 \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f.<br \/>\nKim g\u00f6rd\u00fcs\u0259 ehtiramla dedi alq\u0131\u015f,<br \/>\nS\u00f6yl\u0259dil\u0259r xo\u015f g\u0259lmis\u0259n, salam, k\u0259ndim.<\/p>\n<p>Dedim han\u0131 e\u015fq ba\u011f\u00e7amda b\u00fclb\u00fcl olan,<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259timd\u0259n q\u0259mli, sol\u011fun bir g\u00fcl olan.<br \/>\nYoxsa o da d\u00f6n\u00fck \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, oldu yalan,<br \/>\nG\u0259ldim, onu toy eyl\u0259yib alam, k\u0259ndim.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nBu bahar sevgimiz \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k a\u00e7mad\u0131,<br \/>\nDoyunca sevinib g\u00fclm\u0259dik yen\u0259.<br \/>\n\u018fsdi aram\u0131zda soyuq k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r,<br \/>\nS\u0259ninl\u0259 qovu\u015fa bilm\u0259dik yen\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Bu sevgi ba\u011f\u0131nda b\u00fclb\u00fcl olayd\u0131m,<br \/>\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r d\u00f6vr\u0259y\u0259 alayd\u0131 m\u0259ni.<br \/>\nS\u0259nin h\u0259sr\u0259tinl\u0259 hey oxuyayd\u0131m,<br \/>\nN\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r yad\u0131ma salayd\u0131 s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p><b>G\u00f6z\u0259l<\/b><\/p>\n<p>\u018flvida dem\u0259y\u0259 dilim d\u0259 g\u0259lmir,<br \/>\nBilir\u0259m n\u0259 vaxtsa g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259yik.<br \/>\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t ba\u011f\u0131mda solan g\u00fcll\u0259ri,<br \/>\nYenid\u0259n g\u00f6y\u0259rdib biz d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259yik.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 yaz t\u0259k g\u0259lmis\u0259n,<br \/>\nSevgi \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yini d\u0259rmi\u015f\u0259m s\u0259nd\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kdiyim h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259r yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b,<br \/>\nT\u0259k d\u0259rdim olmusan s\u0259ni sev\u0259nd\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Gec\u0259l\u0259r yuxumda g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m s\u0259ni,<br \/>\nG\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r g\u0259zs\u0259m d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u018flimi uzad\u0131b n\u0259 vaxtdan b\u0259ri,<br \/>\nO qara telini h\u00f6r\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Sanma ki, Zaurun q\u0259lbi incikdir,<br \/>\nH\u0259r zaman t\u0259k s\u0259ni an\u0131bd\u0131r, g\u00f6z\u0259l.<br \/>\nBir qu\u015fun buda\u011fa qondu\u011fu kimi,<br \/>\nE\u015fqi d\u0259 q\u0259lbin\u0259 qonubdur, g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u0130LAH\u0130, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, o q\u0131z hardad\u0131r?<\/b><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yan\u0131mda \u0259zizdi x\u0259tri,<br \/>\nRuhuma hopubdu b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 \u0259tri,<br \/>\nYaman dar\u0131x\u0131ram o, q\u0131zdan \u00f6tr\u00fc,<br \/>\n\u0130LAH\u0130, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, o q\u0131z hardad\u0131r?<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 u\u015faqla\u015fard\u0131,<br \/>\nQa\u00e7araq \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 qucaqla\u015fard\u0131,<br \/>\nSevgisi bulaq t\u0259k a\u015f\u0131b-da\u015fard\u0131,<br \/>\n\u0130LAH\u0130, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, o q\u0131z hardad\u0131r?<\/p>\n<p>Bir ist\u0259k i\u00e7imd\u0259 haray qoparar,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n al\u0131b ona aparar,<br \/>\nBa\u011flanar \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t qap\u0131lar,<br \/>\n\u0130LAH\u0130, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, o q\u0131z hardad\u0131r?<\/p>\n<p><b>He\u00e7<\/b><\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6z vaxt\u0131na \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r dey\u0259n,<br \/>\nS\u00f6z vaxt\u0131na \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di he\u00e7.<br \/>\n\u00d6z b\u0259xtind\u0259n inciy\u0259nl\u0259r,<br \/>\n\u00d6z b\u0259xtin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di he\u00e7.<\/p>\n<p>Do\u011fman\u0131nda yad\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f,<br \/>\nZ\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 dad\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f,<br \/>\nSoyu\u011funda odu varm\u0131\u015f,<br \/>\nK\u00f6z b\u0259xtin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di he\u00e7.<\/p>\n<p>Damar\u0131mda qan dayanm\u0131r,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 can dayanm\u0131r.<br \/>\nM\u0259n yan\u0131ram odda, yanm\u0131r,<br \/>\n\u00d6z b\u0259xtim\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259dim he\u00e7.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u018fsg\u0259r \u00e7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259ri<\/b><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r add\u0131m atd\u0131qca,<br \/>\n\u0259sg\u0259r \u00e7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259rimd\u0259n s\u0259da g\u0259lir:<br \/>\n-\u0130stiqam\u0259t Qaraba\u011f!<br \/>\nQaraba\u011fa gedirik.<br \/>\nM\u0259n b\u0259z\u0259n yorulub<br \/>\nasta yeriy\u0259nd\u0259.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259rim ayaqlar\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b,<br \/>\nQa\u00e7maq ist\u0259yir.<br \/>\nO yerim\u0259k yox,<br \/>\nU\u00e7maq ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">\n<hr style=\"color: #4e4e4e;\" \/>\n<hr style=\"color: #4e4e4e;\" 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