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<\/a><\/p>\nA\u011f\u0131r add\u0131mlarla lift\u0259n enib qap\u0131lar\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.Son d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 fikirli idi.Son zamanlar g\u00f6r\u00fcb- e\u015fitdikl\u0259ri onun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7ox t\u0259sir etmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n
M\u0259nzili buz kimi soyuq idi.H\u0259r yan z\u00fclm\u0259t\u0259 q\u0259rq oldu\u011fundan \u0259hval\u0131 bir az da korland\u0131.\u0130\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 yand\u0131r\u0131b m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7di.\u00c7aydan\u0131 qaz\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yataq ota\u011f\u0131na adlad\u0131.Qon\u015fu binalardak\u0131 evl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131 nura q\u0259rq olmu\u015fdu.G\u00f6zl\u0259rinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rin g\u00f6lg\u0259si dola\u015fd\u0131.D\u0259rind\u0259n ah \u00e7\u0259kib k\u00f6n\u00fcls\u00fczc\u0259sin\u0259 vanna ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7d\u0131.Du\u015fun alt\u0131nda dayan\u0131b ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.D\u00fcnyan\u0131 \u00e7\u0259ngin\u0259 alan t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycandan da yan ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015fdi.Qorxunc x\u0259st\u0259lik s\u0259rh\u0259dl\u0259ri \u00e7oxdan a\u015faraq sinsi d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n kimi \u00f6z i\u015fini g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\u00d6lk\u0259 ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n vaxt\u0131nda h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irdiyi t\u0259dbirl\u0259r x\u0259st\u0259liyin sur\u0259tini azaltsa da t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259ngim\u0259mi\u015fdi.\u018fhm\u0259d \u00e7ar\u0259siz insanlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259 i\u00e7in\u0259 qor dolurdu.O, infeksionist h\u0259kim olmasa da \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc camaat\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00fcnahkar say\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 qurudaraq m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7ib \u00e7aydan\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc.\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 bir fincan \u00e7ay s\u00fcz\u00fcb divana oturdu.Pultu bas\u0131b televizoru a\u00e7d\u0131.Yen\u0259 eyni d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t sa\u00e7an x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r,yen\u0259 eyni sars\u0131d\u0131c\u0131 m\u0259lumatlar.\u00c7aydan bir udum alaraq ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 arxadak\u0131 yasd\u0131\u011fa dayay\u0131b \u00a0g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qapad\u0131.”Yox n\u0259 olursa- olsun o, x\u0259st\u0259likl\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259y\u0259 qo\u015fulan h\u0259kim ordusuna qat\u0131lacaqd\u0131”Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259rardan bir q\u0259d\u0259r sakitl\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u0259k d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131b \u00a0\u00a0kim\u0259s\u0259 z\u0259ng etdi.Qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259f n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259bli\u011fat aparsa da \u018fhm\u0259d q\u0259rar\u0131ndan d\u00f6nm\u0259di.Otaqda var- g\u0259l ed\u0259-ed\u0259 verdiyi q\u0259rar\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr- qoy etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.O, insanlar\u0131n \u00e7ar\u0259siz durumda olduqlar\u0131 bir zamanda evind\u0259 \u00a0yor\u011fan- d\u00f6\u015f\u0259yind\u0259 sakit yata bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zl\u0259ri soyuducunun qap\u0131s\u0131na \u00a0yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f r\u0259smin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 dayand\u0131.Yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b yeddi ya\u015fl\u0131 Jasminin \u00e7\u0259kdiyi r\u0259smi \u0259lin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.K\u00f6vr\u0259lmi\u015f halda r\u0259smi dodaqlar\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b \u00f6pd\u00fc.Sanki q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n qoxusunu \u00a0burnunda hiss etdi .Ya\u015farm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u0259trafa doland\u0131r\u0131b ki\u00e7ik Cavidin c\u0131zma qaras\u0131nda saxlad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ox dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131,\u00e7ox…\u00d6vladlar\u0131na duydu\u011fu h\u0259sr\u0259t h\u0259r g\u00fcn bir az da art\u0131rd\u0131.Anas\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 qoydu\u011fu Jasmin h\u0259r gec\u0259 yuxusuna girirdi.\u0130ndi d\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131.G\u00f6z b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259ri dolub da\u015fd\u0131.Ac\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 yana\u011f\u0131 boyu s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fckc\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259ti daha da q\u00f6vr el\u0259di.B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 vaxts\u0131z itirdiyi anas\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0 ac\u0131s\u0131 idi onu bu i\u015f\u0259 s\u00f6vq ed\u0259n.\u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n qoxusu burnundan \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259mi\u015fdi.Zaman h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 \u0259lacd\u0131r des\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 ill\u0259r onun yaras\u0131na m\u0259lh\u0259m ola bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi.\u018flli bir ya\u015f\u0131nda d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6z yuman anas\u0131na n\u0259 h\u0259kim olan atas\u0131,n\u0259 bac\u0131s\u0131 n\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc bir \u00e7ar\u0259 ola bilm\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r.Onun toyuna bir ay qalm\u0131\u015f t\u0259yziqi qalx\u0131b x\u0259st\u0259xanaya d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n anas\u0131 onlar\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131 ,boynu b\u00fck\u00fck qoyaraq bir p\u0259ri kimi u\u00e7ub haqq d\u00fcnyas\u0131na qovu\u015fmu\u015fdu.Y\u0259qin anas\u0131n\u0131n yoxlu\u011funu h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259bul ed\u0259 bilm\u0259m\u0259si idi onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 gizl\u0259n\u0259n k\u0259d\u0259rin s\u0259b\u0259bi.D\u0259rind\u0259n ah \u00e7\u0259kdi.Anas\u0131 Jasmininin qoxusunu ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 balaca Jasmin d\u0259 indi onu t\u0259k qoymu\u015fdu.”Eh h\u0259r adam\u0131n i\u015fi deyil h\u0259kim arvad\u0131 olmaq.”Ax\u0131 h\u0259kim tez gedib gec g\u0259l\u0259 bilir.Vaxt -bivaxt x\u0259st\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131r.Bunu is\u0259 “h\u0259zm el\u0259m\u0259k”…..<\/p>\n
T\u0259nha idi.Bu qoca d\u00fcnyada \u00e7ox t\u0259nha idi.Bu an m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ,ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dizin\u0259 qoyub rahatlanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn anas\u0131na n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ehtiyac\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Getm\u0259liydi,m\u00fctl\u0259q getm\u0259liydi…Bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r insanlara yard\u0131m etm\u0259liydi.G\u00f6z baxa-baxa he\u00e7 kimi \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 t\u0259rk etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi.Hans\u0131sa anan\u0131 sin\u0259si da\u011fl\u0131,hans\u0131sa balan\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259lbi d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi.\u00d6l\u00fcm adl\u0131 kabus ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 dola\u015fsa da o, \u0259sla q\u0259rar\u0131ndan d\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n
\u00d6z\u00fc haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yem\u0259yi q\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131b bo\u015fqaba t\u00f6kd\u00fc.Ancaq n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da yey\u0259 bilm\u0259di,loxmalar a\u011fz\u0131nda b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc.Nim\u00e7\u0259ni k\u0259nara it\u0259l\u0259yib komyuteri a\u00e7d\u0131,bir-bir x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin anketl\u0259rini inc\u0259l\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b saata baxd\u0131.Gec\u0259 yar\u0131dan ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi.Art\u0131q g\u00f6z qapaqlar\u0131 a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131q edirdi.Yata\u011f\u0131na uzan\u0131b yuxulama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Amma faydas\u0131z.Yen\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259r yadda\u015f\u0131nda canland\u0131.Anal\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259ri,u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131 birc\u0259- birc\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan kino lenti kimi ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.Gah g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di,gah doluxsundu.Bel\u0259c\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 d\u0259 yuxuya dald\u0131.<\/p>\n
S\u0259h\u0259r erk\u0259nd\u0259n durub x\u0259st\u0259xanaya getdi.Q\u0259rar\u0131n\u0131 kolleqalar\u0131na bildirib onlarla salamatla\u015fd\u0131.Kim bilir bir d\u0259 n\u0259 zaman g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k qism\u0259t olacaqd\u0131.Ad\u0131n\u0131 k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc olaraq siyah\u0131ya yazd\u0131rd\u0131.O t\u0259k deyildi.Onun kimi xalq\u0131n\u0131n sa\u011flaml\u0131\u011f\u0131 u\u011frunda m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparmaq \u00a0ist\u0259y\u0259n h\u0259kiml\u0259rin say\u0131 az deyildi.Onun kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n,onun kimi bu m\u0259suliyy\u0259tli i\u015f\u0259 qo\u015fulmaq ist\u0259y\u0259n \u00e7\u0259fake\u015f h\u0259kim ordusunun\u00a0 insanlar\u0131n sa\u011flaml\u0131\u011f\u0131 u\u011frunda h\u0259r an h\u0259r d\u0259qiq\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r olmas\u0131 \u018fhm\u0259di q\u00fcrurland\u0131rmaya bilm\u0259zdi.O, bu i\u015fin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 anlay\u0131rd\u0131.Lakin n\u0259 olursa -olsun bu yoldan \u0259sla \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi.Bir h\u0259kim olaraq onun v\u0259zif\u0259si xalq\u0131n\u0131n sa\u011flaml\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ke\u015fiyind\u0259 durmas\u0131 idi.<\/p>\n
Ma\u015f\u0131na oturub m\u00fch\u0259rriki i\u015f\u0259 sald\u0131.Yolunu \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n yeddi ya\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck olan ki\u00e7ik xalas\u0131\u011fild\u0259n sald\u0131.He\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 duy\u011fular\u0131ndan ba\u015f a\u00e7m\u0131rd\u0131.Amma dey\u0259s\u0259n mehrini xalas\u0131na salaraq anas\u0131n\u0131n qoxusunu ondan al\u0131rd\u0131.O Ayg\u00fcn xalas\u0131yla salamatla\u015fmadan he\u00e7 yana ged\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi.Ax\u0131 o art\u0131q ist\u0259diyi vaxt s\u0259rb\u0259st halda gedib g\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi.A\u011f\u0131r x\u0259st\u0259liy\u0259 yaxalanmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00f6vcud t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259sizlik \u00a0t\u0259dbirl\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u0259liydi.V\u0259 bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u018fhm\u0259d ilk n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00a0v\u0259 yax\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131 bu x\u0259st\u0259likd\u0259n qorumal\u0131 idi.Ax\u0131 he\u00e7 k\u0259s ist\u0259r h\u0259kim ,ist\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015fqa s\u0259n\u0259t sahibi bu x\u0259st\u0259likd\u0259n s\u0131l\u011fortalanmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n
Qap\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259ngini bas\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259di.Bir azdan ayaq s\u0259sl\u0259rini e\u015fidib \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 \u0259liyl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fc tutdu.Xalas\u0131n\u0131n bel\u0259 i\u015fd\u0259 ehtiyatl\u0131 oldu\u011funu bildiyind\u0259n onunla \u00a0zarafat etm\u0259yi xo\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131.Qap\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131ndan Ayg\u00fcn\u00fcn kims\u0259n dey\u0259n s\u0259sini e\u015fidib \u0259ll\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n
-Xala m\u0259n\u0259m-dey\u0259r\u0259k g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 dill\u0259ndi.Ayg\u00fcn \u018fhm\u0259din n\u0259\u015f\u0259li s\u0259sini e\u015fidib sevinc\u0259k halda qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b o\u011flan\u0131 ev\u0259 buraxd\u0131.\u00c7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259rini \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 ona baxan \u018fhm\u0259di qucaqlay\u0131b ba\u011fr\u0131na basd\u0131.Ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qorxulu kabus kimi ke\u00e7\u0259n bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n balas\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 zaman yegan\u0259 o\u011flundan ay\u0131rmayan Ayg\u00fcn \u018fhm\u0259din k\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n y\u00fcng\u00fcl\u00e7\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259yib ota\u011fa it\u0259l\u0259di.isti qazan x\u00f6r\u0259yin\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t bac\u0131s\u0131 o\u011fluna yem\u0259k q\u0131zd\u0131rb s\u00fcfr\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131.\u018fhm\u0259d n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yem\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m s\u00f6yl\u0259s\u0259d\u0259 Ayg\u00fcn israrla onu s\u00fcfr\u0259 arxas\u0131na oturtdu.<\/p>\n
-B\u0259sdi dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n.El\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259 acam.S\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ev i\u015fl\u0259rin\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131m qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b yem\u0259yi unutmu\u015fam .Di hayd\u0131 ba\u015fla -dey\u0259r\u0259k o\u011flan\u0131n yem\u0259yi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn israr etdi.<\/p>\n
Dey\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 yem\u0259kl\u0259rini tamamlad\u0131lar.Ayg\u00fcn h\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 bir st\u0259kan \u00e7ay s\u00fcz\u00fcb \u018fhm\u0259dl\u0259 qabaq -q\u0259n\u015f\u0259r oturdu.<\/p>\n
-Ay \u018fhm\u0259d bu karonavirus z\u0259hrimar bizd\u0259 d\u0259 var deyirl\u0259r.Do\u011frudur?Adam fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 qorxur.Allah ham\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc qorusun.Amma oxuduqca ,e\u015fitdikc\u0259 qorxudan \u00fcr\u0259yim dayan\u0131r.<\/p>\n
-Do\u011frudur, xala.H\u0259r\u00e7\u0259nd ki h\u0259r\u0259 bir s\u00f6z uydurur.Qanan da dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, qanmayan da.Amma, xala ,deyil\u0259nl\u0259rin he\u00e7 biri yalan deyil.H\u0259l\u0259 prezidenti sa\u011f olsun.Qabaqlay\u0131c\u0131 t\u0259dbirl\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259ydi\u00a0 bu x\u0259st\u0259liyin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131 al\u0131nmaz olacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n
-El\u0259 qorxuram ay \u018fhm\u0259d.S\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u0259 lap narahatam.Yan\u0131na y\u00fcz c\u00fcr adam g\u0259lir.S\u0259n n\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259n ki ,bu g\u0259l\u0259n virusa yoluxub ya yoluxmay\u0131b.S\u0259n Allah \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcd.<\/p>\n
\u018fhm\u0259d u\u015faq t\u0259ki g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib m\u0259sumcas\u0131na xalas\u0131na baxd\u0131.\u0130ndi\u00a0 m\u0259qs\u0259dini a\u00e7\u0131qlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tam zaman\u0131 idi.<\/p>\n
-Qorxma ay xala.\u0130n\u015fallah Allah\u0131n izniyl\u0259 bu d\u0259rdd\u0259n d\u0259 qurtaraca\u011f\u0131q.<\/p>\n
-N\u0259 bilim, ay \u018fhm\u0259d,Allah a\u011fz\u0131ndan e\u015fitsin.A\u011fz\u0131ma alma\u011fa da qorxuram.Deyir\u0259m n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki ,s\u0259n infeksionist h\u0259kim deyils\u0259n.Yoxsa s\u0259ni tan\u0131y\u0131ram ,gedib qo\u015fulacaqd\u0131n pandemiyaya il\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n
\u018fhm\u0259d aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b xalas\u0131n\u0131n boynunu qucaqlad\u0131.Nec\u0259 d\u0259 anas\u0131na ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.Qoxusu bel\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n qoxusuna b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n
-Ay xala-bi\u00e7-bic g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.M\u0259n sabahdan T\u0259dris karonoviruslu x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin m\u00fcali\u00e7\u0259sin\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131ram.Bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 g\u0259ldim s\u0259ninl\u0259 salamatla\u015fma\u011fa.Sizd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b G\u00fcnell\u0259d\u0259 salamatla\u0131b s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259xanaya yollanacam.<\/p>\n
Ayg\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u0259ri iril\u0259nmi\u015f halda bac\u0131s\u0131 o\u011fluna bax\u0131b dem\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6z tapm\u0131rd\u0131.Dey\u0259s\u0259n qorxdu\u011fu ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.\u018fhm\u0259din xasiyy\u0259tin\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259d idi.\u018fg\u0259r ki,bir fikiri beynin\u0259 yeritdis\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q onu ed\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n
-El\u0259 baxma xala.\u0130n\u015fallah ki ,h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq.Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn ki bu g\u00fcn ki kimi g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m s\u0259ninl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n
N\u0259hay\u0259t Ayg\u00fcn e\u015fitdiyi x\u0259b\u0259rin t\u0259sirind\u0259n az da olsa \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259k q\u0259mli bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 o\u011flan\u0131n nur t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 sabitl\u0259di.<\/p>\n
-S\u0259n balalar\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcrs\u0259n?Biz\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lmir,he\u00e7 olmasa o k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lsin.<\/p>\n
\u018fhm\u0259din g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259r \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259si yen\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131land\u0131.Bir an olsa beynind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmayan k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rin \u00fczl\u0259ri g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 canland\u0131.H\u0259sr\u0259ti,nisgili varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
-Xala m\u0259n bir h\u0259kim\u0259m.H\u0259kimin borcu insanlar\u0131n sa\u011flaml\u0131\u011f\u0131 u\u011frunda m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparmaqd\u0131r.M\u0259n getm\u0259yim o biri getm\u0259sin.H\u0259r\u0259 yaxas\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kib dursun ki m\u0259nim o\u011flum -q\u0131z\u0131m var.B\u0259s onda\u00a0 kim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcns\u00fcn bu camaaat\u0131.S\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259yi d\u0259rd etm\u0259 xala.\u0130n\u015fallah sa\u011f-salamat g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n
-\u0130n\u015fallah.-Ayg\u00fcn a\u011flamamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7eyn\u0259yib bo\u011faz\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fcy\u00fcml\u0259n\u0259n q\u0259h\u0259rini udma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u018fhm\u0259d G\u00fcnell\u0259d\u0259 vidala\u015fd\u0131qdan sonra \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri bir q\u0259d\u0259r dola\u015fd\u0131.Qa\u015f\u0131n\u0131-qaba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sallayan do\u011fma X\u0259z\u0259ri doyunca s\u00fczd\u00fc.Sahild\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fck\u0259n t\u0259k-t\u00fck adamlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 qorxunun g\u00f6lg\u0259sini,x\u0259st\u0259liyin d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tini g\u00f6rd\u00fckd\u0259 do\u011fru yolda oldu\u011funa\u00a0 daha da \u0259min oldu.<\/p>\n
Aprel ay\u0131 olsa da hava \u00e7ox soyuq idi.G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f buludlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan \u00a0bir g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcb bir yox olurdu.Balalar\u0131n\u0131n fotosuna doyunca bax\u0131b qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.\u00c7\u0259tin bir yolun astanas\u0131nda oldu\u011funu bil\u0259-bil\u0259 m\u0259\u011frur add\u0131mlarla amal\u0131na do\u011fru yeriy\u0259n\u00a0 \u018fhm\u0259d b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259ni\u00a0 g\u00f6z\u0259 alaraq x\u0259st\u0259xanan\u0131n kandar\u0131ndan i\u00e7\u0259ri add\u0131mlad\u0131.Burada h\u0259r \u015fey f\u0259rqli idi.\u0130nsanlar\u0131n b\u0259nizind\u0259 inams\u0131zl\u0131q,g\u00f6z b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259 qorxu v\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t dola\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.Ham\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 v\u0259 \u0259zizl\u0259rin\u0259 bir \u015fey olacaqm\u0131\u015f kimi panikaya d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.Bel\u0259 bir v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k oldu\u011fundan da a\u011f\u0131r idi.Lakin \u018fhm\u0259d h\u0259r n\u0259 olursa – olsun camaata \u00a0yard\u0131m ed\u0259c\u0259k,insanlar\u0131n \u00f6lm\u0259m\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259lind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259ni \u0259sirg\u0259m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n
\u00dcst-\u00fcst\u0259 geydiyi paltarlardan n\u0259f\u0259si darald\u0131.\u018flind\u0259 \u0259l\u00e7\u0259k ,g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 eyn\u0259k x\u00fcsusi hava ke\u00e7irm\u0259z paltarda s\u0259kkiz saat dayanmaq h\u0259r adam\u0131n h\u00fcn\u0259ri deyildi.T\u0259r\u0259fda\u015flar\u0131yla b\u0259rab\u0259r bu m\u00fch\u00fcm add\u0131m\u0131 atanda n\u0259 kimi \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 rastla\u015facaqlar\u0131n\u0131 ham\u0131s\u0131 bilirdi.Amma e\u015fitm\u0259k ayr\u0131,g\u00f6rm\u0259k ayr\u0131.<\/p>\n
X\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin yerl\u0259\u015fdirildiyi x\u00fcsusi palataya daxil oldu.X\u0259st\u0259liy\u0259 yoluxan hamil\u0259 g\u0259linin ondan imdad dil\u0259y\u0259n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb sars\u0131ld\u0131.U\u015faqcas\u0131na g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 malik olan g\u0259nc xan\u0131ma \u00fcr\u0259yi par\u00e7aland\u0131.B\u0259tnind\u0259 ki k\u00f6rp\u0259sini quca\u011f\u0131na almadan a\u011f\u0131r m\u0259r\u0259z\u0259 yoluxan bu g\u0259nc ana yalvar\u0131\u015f dolu bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259kimd\u0259n almadan a\u011fr\u0131lar i\u00e7ind\u0259 qovrulurdu.\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc tox tutma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Bura el\u0259 bir yer idi ki ,m\u00f6hk\u0259m irad\u0259 laz\u0131m idi g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259riyl\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259 apars\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Laz\u0131m olan yard\u0131m\u0131 etdikc\u0259 ur\u0259yinin\u00a0 s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 art\u0131rd\u0131.G\u0259nc qad\u0131n :<\/p>\n
-Doktor n\u0259 olar k\u00f6m\u0259k edin.Bo\u011fuluram.N\u0259f\u0259s ala bilmir\u0259m -dey\u0259 yalvard\u0131qca \u00fcr\u0259yi s\u0131z\u0131m -s\u0131z\u0131m s\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131.\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 yax\u0131n buraxmaq ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 bir g\u00fcn \u0259zizl\u0259rinin bu d\u0259rd\u0259 tutulaca\u011f\u0131 qorxusu beynin\u0259 ,k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u0259 z\u0259h\u0259rli ilan t\u0259k sar\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Olunan \u00a0m\u00fcdaxil\u0259d\u0259n sonra qad\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259s almas\u0131 bir az qaydas\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.G\u0259nc qad\u0131n sakitl\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u0259k yuxuya getdi.<\/p>\n
\u018fhm\u0259di fikir g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.\u018fg\u0259r x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin say\u0131 durmadan artsa, v\u0259ziyy\u0259t a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fsa qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131 al\u0131nmaz hala g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n
ilk g\u00fcn\u00fc olduqca a\u011f\u0131r ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi.Al\u0131\u015f\u0131q olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t onu \u00e7ox yormu\u015fdu.Sanki canl\u0131 robot idi.\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u00fcq\u0259vva kimi hiss edirdi .B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u00a0 ke\u00e7ib ged\u0259si hal idi.Onu \u0259sas yoran x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259r idi.H\u0259ddsiz d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti a\u011f\u0131r olanlar da vard\u0131.Onlara nisb\u0259t\u0259n daha y\u00fcng\u00fcl ke\u00e7ir\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259.H\u0259r iki halda onlar\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259si \u00e7ox idi.Onun bir insan ,bir h\u0259kim kimi ba\u015fl\u0131ca v\u0259zif\u0259si x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rini \u00a0\u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 qoymamaq idi.O ill\u0259rin h\u0259kimi olsa da \u00f6l\u00fcm hallar\u0131na d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmirdi.<\/p>\n
Art\u0131q onlara t\u0259yin olunan i\u015f saat\u0131 ba\u015fa \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\u00dcz\u0259rini d\u0259yi\u015fib paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 geyindikd\u0259 ciy\u0259rl\u0259rini t\u0259miz hava il\u0259 doldurub i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi.Sanki i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 can\u0131 il\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259\u015f\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rini daha yax\u015f\u0131 anlad\u0131.Bir saniy\u0259 bel\u0259 t\u0259miz havan\u0131 uda bilm\u0259m\u0259k insan\u0131 d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z hala sal\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Tibbi m\u00fcayin\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7dikd\u0259n h\u0259m\u0259n sonra onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f x\u00fcsusi avtobusla otel\u0259 g\u0259ldil\u0259r.Yuyunub rahatlanaraq yem\u0259kd\u0259n yeyib \u00e7arpay\u0131da yerini rahatlad\u0131.G\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumub\u00a0 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yuxuya t\u0259slim etdi.<\/p>\n
Sabah g\u00fcn\u0259\u015finin \u00a0il\u0131q \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131 otelin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fc zaman tez durub \u00a0haz\u0131rlanaraq a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 endi.<\/p>\n
Bu g\u00fcn x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin say\u0131 d\u00fcn\u0259nkil\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7ox idi.\u0130nsanlar\u0131n qorxu v\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t sa\u00e7an bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 \u018fhm\u0259di \u00fczd\u00fckc\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fc.D\u00fcn\u0259n m\u00fcalic\u0259sin\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131qlar\u0131 hamil\u0259 g\u0259linin u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131n da virusa yoluxdu\u011fu \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Art\u0131q u\u015faqlar da analr\u0131yla eyni palatada onun q\u0259d\u0259rini payla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u018fhm\u0259d balalar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n anan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 etdikc\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi daha da \u00e7ox a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131.K\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rin a\u011flamaqdan q\u0131zar\u0131b \u015fi\u015fmi\u015f \u00fczl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131qca i\u00e7i qan a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.S\u0259sin\u0259 \u015firinlik qataraq onlar\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Zaman a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r ir\u0259lil\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t d\u00fcz\u0259lm\u0259k bilmirdi.X\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin say\u0131 durmadan art\u0131rd\u0131.Palatalar sur\u0259tl\u0259 dolsa da bo\u015falmas\u0131 uzun zaman al\u0131rd\u0131.Virus daha \u00e7ox ya\u015fl\u0131 insanlarda m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 olunsa da art\u0131q cavanlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda\u00a0 artma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u018fhm\u0259d s\u0259kkiz saatl\u0131q b\u0259z\u0259n on iki saaatl\u0131q a\u011f\u0131r i\u015f rejimind\u0259n sonra n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da rahatl\u0131q tapa bilmirdi.Ax\u0131 insanlar\u0131n taleyi t\u00fckd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 oldu\u011fu\u00a0 halda \u00a0o nec\u0259 rahat ola bil\u0259rdi?Bir yandan da geydikl\u0259ri x\u00fcsusi geyiml\u0259r art\u0131q ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259hh\u0259tin\u0259 t\u0259sir etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bu gec\u0259 n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259 idi.Uzun -uzun m\u00fcdaxil\u0259d\u0259n sonra n\u0259hay\u0259t ki a\u011f\u0131r x\u0259st\u0259nin birini \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259 bilmi\u015fdil\u0259r.Bu hissin t\u0259sirind\u0259n idi ki \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 bir y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u00fck bir rahatl\u0131q hiss edirdi.T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki bu \u00e7ox da uzun s\u00fcrm\u0259di.\u00c7ox a\u011f\u0131r halda klinikaya \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131lan ya\u015fl\u0131 qad\u0131nla \u0259lli \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015fl\u0131 o\u011flunun v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti h\u0259r k\u0259si qorxutmu\u015fdu.\u018fhm\u0259d \u00f6z h\u0259mkarlar\u0131 il\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r anayla-balaya ilkin yard\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rdil\u0259r.Lakin v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti kritik h\u0259dd\u0259 \u00e7atan o\u011fulu \u00e7ar\u0259siz halda reanimasiyaya yerl\u0259\u015fdirdil\u0259r.Dey\u0259s\u0259n orta ya\u015fl\u0131 ki\u015finin sa\u011falma \u015fans\u0131 he\u00e7 qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fhm\u0259d qad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxa bilmirdi.Ana can\u0131yla \u0259ll\u0259\u015fdiyi halda balam han\u0131-deyib zar\u0131d\u0131qca h\u0259r k\u0259s d\u0259rind\u0259n sas\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131.Ax\u0131 bu anan\u0131n yerind\u0259 onlar\u0131n \u00f6zl\u0259rid\u0259 ola bil\u0259rdil\u0259r.Gec\u0259 uzand\u0131qca uzan\u0131rd\u0131.Saatlar a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r ke\u00e7irdi.\u018fhm\u0259d qad\u0131na baxd\u0131qca anas\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131r ,d\u0259rdi q\u00f6vr el\u0259yib s\u0131n\u0131q \u00fcr\u0259yini daha da par\u00e7alay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259yl\u0259rin\u0259\u00a0 baxmayaraq qad\u0131n\u0131n o\u011flu s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fc. H\u0259r k\u0259s d\u0259rin sars\u0131nt\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00e7a\u015f\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Gec\u0259d\u0259n bu yana y\u00fcz d\u0259f\u0259 balam han\u0131 deyib f\u0259ryad ed\u0259n anaya n\u0259 cavab ver\u0259\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k bel\u0259 ist\u0259mirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n
-Xala s\u0259n narahat olma,o\u011flun yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r-des\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131 inand\u0131ra bilmirdil\u0259r.Ana o\u011flunun ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k ah-nal\u0259 edirdi.”Ah ana \u00fcr\u0259yi.S\u0259ni aldatmaqm\u0131 olar?\u00d6vlad\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ans\u0131z n\u0259\u015fini g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259d\u0259 art\u0131q \u00fcr\u0259yi onu yaxalayan f\u0259lak\u0259ti \u00e7oxdan bel\u0259 qula\u011f\u0131na p\u0131\u00e7\u0131\u0131ldam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n
N\u00f6vb\u0259l\u0259rini t\u0259hvil verib \u00e7\u0131xsalar da ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131 sars\u0131nt\u0131 h\u0259r birin\u0259 yaman t\u0259sir etmi\u015fdi.\u018fhm\u0259d yor\u011fun,bitkin halda ona ayr\u0131lan ota\u011fa \u00e7\u0259kildi.N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ist\u0259s\u0259d\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131n a\u011flar g\u00f6zl\u0259ri,damar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f \u0259ll\u0259ri x\u0259yal\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259di.Yen\u0259 anas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc yad\u0131na.Balaca Jasmind\u0259n Cavidd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc burnunun u\u00e7u g\u00f6yn\u0259di.Telefonunu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rin r\u0259smin\u0259 baxd\u0131.\u0130\u00e7i s\u0131z\u0131-s\u0131z\u0131m s\u0131z\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n
H\u0259yat ona amans\u0131z davranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Anas\u0131n\u0131n vaxts\u0131z \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc h\u0259yat\u0131nda d\u0259rin iz buraxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Ad\u0131n\u0131 qoydu\u011fu q\u0131z\u0131ndan anas\u0131n\u0131n qoxusunu almaqla \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli tap\u0131rd\u0131,q\u0131z\u0131 da onun yan\u0131nda deyildi.<\/p>\n
Yata\u011f\u0131na uzan\u0131b qollar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda \u00e7arpazlad\u0131.Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 o\u011flunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259-d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 yuxuya dald\u0131.Tez-tez s\u0259ks\u0259nib ay\u0131lsa da g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7a bilm\u0259di.Yuxudan qan t\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 durub \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 boyland\u0131.\u018fvv\u0259l harada oldu\u011funu k\u0259sdir\u0259 bilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 sonradan oteld\u0259 oldu\u011funu xat\u0131rlaya bildi.El\u0259 h\u0259min anda d\u00fcn\u0259n gec\u0259 ya\u015fananlar g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n kino lenti \u00a0kimi ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.Son d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 yor\u011fun,bitkin halda qalx\u0131b yaz\u0131lan mesajlara cavab yazd\u0131.B\u0259lk\u0259 bununla ya\u015fananlar\u0131 bir anl\u0131q da olsa unutma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131<\/p>\n
\u018fhm\u0259d t\u0259hkim olundu\u011fu palataya girmi\u015fdi ki \u0259sib \u00e7o\u015fan hamil\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rmas\u0131n\u0131n \u015fahidi oldu.Qad\u0131n inadla ona olunan m\u00fcdaxil\u0259l\u0259ri r\u0259dd edir\u00a0 ,m\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259 deyil\u0259m,m\u0259nd\u0259 virus ola bilm\u0259z deyib haray \u00e7\u0259kirdi.\u018fhm\u0259d x\u0259st\u0259 qad\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b tibb bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 qad\u0131n\u0131n d\u0131r-d\u0131r\u0131ndan xilas etdi.<\/p>\n
-Xan\u0131m icaz\u0259 verin i\u015fimizi g\u00f6r\u0259k -demi\u015fdi ki xan\u0131m yenid\u0259n co\u015fdu.Az qala ba\u011f\u0131ra- ba\u011fra \u0259lini- qolunu \u00f6l\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
-M\u0259nim he\u00e7 n\u0259yim yoxdur.Siz bu uydurma virusunuzla gedin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc aldad\u0131n.M\u0259n ill\u0259rl\u0259dir aptek\u0259 ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q edir\u0259m.T\u0259hsilim d\u0259 sizd\u0259n geri qalmaz.Guya m\u0259n bilmir\u0259m ki b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar uydurmad\u0131r?Gedin doktor bu yalanlar\u0131n\u0131zla ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131 tovlay\u0131n.Ham\u0131s\u0131 pul t\u0259l\u0259sidir.El\u0259 bilirsiniz x\u0259b\u0259rim yoxdur?<\/p>\n
-Xan\u0131m farmasevt olma\u011f\u0131n\u0131z lap \u0259la.Amma indi icaz\u0259 verin i\u015fimizi g\u00f6r\u0259k.Bu pul t\u0259l\u0259si olub sizd\u0259n pul ist\u0259y\u0259n var?D\u00f6vl\u0259ti sa\u011f olsun.Pulsuz m\u00fcali\u00e7\u0259,pulsuz yem\u0259k,h\u0259r \u015feyl\u0259 t\u0259min olunmu\u015f palatalar.Daha n\u0259 ist\u0259yirsiniz ax\u0131.Bunu bel\u0259 dem\u0259kl\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 haqqs\u0131zl\u0131q etdiyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz?Olmaz bel\u0259.Siz bir az sakitl\u0259\u015fin.<\/p>\n
-Doktor b\u0259y m\u0259n\u0259 i\u015f \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259yin.Bu koronavirus sizin kimil\u0259rin f\u0131r\u0131lda\u011f\u0131d\u0131r.El\u0259 bilirsiniz camaat \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi qula\u011f\u0131na yeyir?<\/p>\n
-B\u0259sdirin-\u018fhm\u0259d qad\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z biri oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcb \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fdi.\u018fg\u0259r sizin u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131za bir z\u0259r\u0259r g\u0259ls\u0259 bunun t\u0259qsirkar\u0131\u00a0 siz olacaqs\u0131n\u0131z.\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131b biz\u0259 i\u015fimizi g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 imkan verm\u0259s\u0259niz \u0259riniz\u0259 sizi \u015fikay\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n
Bayaqdan \u0259sib co\u015fan qad\u0131n \u0259rinin ad\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fidib duruxdu.Bir iki d\u0259qiq\u0259 d\u0259rin-d\u0259rin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k \u018fhm\u0259d\u0259 m\u00fcyin\u0259y\u0259 i\u00e7az\u0259 verdi.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcnl\u0259r \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r ke\u00e7irdi.Sanki zaman dayanm\u0131\u015f,h\u0259yat m\u0259nas\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015fdi.Qorxu insanlar\u0131n can\u0131na ,qan\u0131na z\u0259rr\u0259-z\u0259rr\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k onlar\u0131 z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 davam edirdi.H\u0259r k\u0259 bir-birind\u0259n qorxub qa\u00e7an olmu\u015fdu.\u0130nsanlar\u0131n sabaha\u00a0 olna \u00fcmidsizlikl\u0259ri g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n oxunurdu.Asq\u0131ran bel\u0259 \u00f6z s\u0259brind\u0259n \u00fcrk\u0259r\u0259k qorxunc x\u0259st\u0259liy\u0259 tutulaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tini ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.X\u0259st\u0259liy\u0259 nec\u0259 v\u0259 harada yaxalanacaqlar\u0131n\u0131 ehtimal\u00a0 ed\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259n \u0259hali g\u00fcnl\u0259rini h\u0259y\u0259can v\u0259\u00a0 \u0259zab i\u00e7ind\u0259 ba\u015fa vururdular.<\/p>\n
Aqil doktorun m\u00fcayin\u0259 etdiyi x\u0259st\u0259d\u0259n\u00a0 koronavirusa yoluxdu\u011funu e\u015fid\u0259n\u00a0 h\u0259mkarlar\u0131\u00a0 d\u0259rin sars\u0131nt\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 idil\u0259r.H\u0259y\u0259canla onun g\u0259tirilm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r.Budur art\u0131q x\u00fcsusi ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f t\u0259cili tibbi yard\u0131m ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131yla g\u0259tiril\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259ni palataya\u00a0 ald\u0131lar.Aqil doktorun v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti h\u0259ddind\u0259n art\u0131q a\u011f\u0131r idi.Hipoksiya ,a\u011f\u0131r t\u0259n\u0259ff\u00fcs \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259rhal s\u00fcni t\u0259n\u0259ff\u00fcsl\u0259 CRAP verildi.Lakin bu bel\u0259 ona k\u00f6m\u0259k ola bilm\u0259di.\u0130ndid\u0259 intubasiya edil\u0259r\u0259k tam olaraq s\u00fcni t\u0259n\u0259ff\u00fcs\u0259 ke\u00e7irildi.A\u011f\u00e7iy\u0259rl\u0259rin h\u0259r ikisi total olaraq\u00a0 pnevmoniya oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 h\u0259tta s\u00fcni t\u0259n\u0259ff\u00fcs aparat\u0131 qanda oksigeni qald\u0131ra bilmirdi.S\u00fcni t\u0259n\u0259ff\u00fcs aparat\u0131nda 100 faiz\u00a0 oksigen v\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259k PEEP verilm\u0259sin\u0259 baxmayaraq saturasiya 62-72h faiz idi.C reaktiv z\u00fclal\u00a0 600 d\u0259n yuxar\u0131 qalxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Real \u00f6l\u00fcm t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259siyl\u0259 burun-buruna idil\u0259r.Ya Aqil doktoru h\u0259yata qaytaracaqd\u0131lar ya da onunla b\u0259rab\u0259r \u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 yoluxacaqd\u0131lar.Gec\u0259yl\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.Bir insan\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u00f6nm\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn var-q\u00fcvv\u0259l\u0259riyl\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n
Maskan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 buraxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 izl\u0259ri g\u00f6zd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdib yenid\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r paltarlar\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 geyindi.H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 bu paltarlar\u0131 geyinib soyunmaq ona \u00a0\u0259zab verirdi.B\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259zab \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 r\u0259gm\u0259n v\u00fcqarl\u0131 add\u0131mlarla yeriy\u0259r\u0259k i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 d\u0259hliz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.G\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 inanmad\u0131.G\u00fcnl\u0259r sonra insanlar\u0131n maska alt\u0131ndan bel\u0259 hiss olan g\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u00fcb \u00fcr\u0259yi riqq\u0259tl\u0259 titr\u0259di.<\/p>\n
H\u0259r k\u0259sin bel\u0259\u00a0 a\u011f\u0131r g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 \u00a0g\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259k onun dumanl\u0131 ruhuna bir ayd\u0131nl\u0131q g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n
T\u0259l\u0259sik Aqil doktoru soru\u015fdu.Onun palataya k\u00f6c\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fidib ki\u00e7ik u\u015faq kimi sevindi.Yeyin add\u0131mlarla palataya \u00a0do\u011fru add\u0131mlad\u0131.Aqil doktorun sol\u011funla\u015fm\u0131\u015f simas\u0131na bax\u0131b \u00fcz\u00fcls\u0259 d\u0259 bunu b\u0259lli etm\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc adlatm\u0131\u015f bu insan\u0131n yenid\u0259n h\u0259yata d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u00a0 onlar\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck z\u0259f\u0259ri idi.\u00c7iynind\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fck g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f halda ona g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib g\u00f6st\u0259ricil\u0259rini n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi.Art\u0131q h\u0259r \u015fey normala\u00a0 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.T\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259li anlar gerid\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Aqil doktorun sa\u011falmas\u0131ndand\u0131 ya n\u0259d\u0259n idis\u0259 qu\u015f kimi rahatlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\u018fzablar i\u00e7ind\u0259 olan ruhu bel\u0259 sanki din\u00e7\u0259lmi\u015fdi.H\u0259kimlik el\u0259 bir a\u011f\u0131r \u00a0s\u0259n\u0259tdir \u00a0ki,onu anlamaq ,onu d\u0259rk etm\u0259k h\u0259r k\u0259sl\u0259rin i\u015fi deyil.Hipokrat and\u0131 i\u00e7ib bu anda sadiq qalmaq da h\u0259r h\u0259kimin h\u00fcn\u0259ri deyil.Vicdan\u0131n\u0131 ,insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 unutmamaq ,adil olub h\u0259r k\u0259sl\u0259r\u0259 eyni g\u00f6zl\u0259 baxmaq,b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259r\u0259 r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r m\u00fcbariz\u0259 \u0259zmini itirm\u0259m\u0259k d\u0259 h\u0259r \u015f\u0259xs\u0259 xas olan x\u00fcsusiyy\u0259t deyildi.<\/p>\n
Bu g\u00fcn onlar h\u0259kim h\u0259mr\u0259yliyin\u0259 sadiq qalaraq m\u0259sl\u0259k yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131r cayna\u011f\u0131ndan qopar\u0131b alaraq h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6lm\u0259diyini bir daha h\u0259r k\u0259sl\u0259r\u0259 \u00a0s\u00fcbut etmi\u015fdil\u0259r.Onlar\u0131n a\u011f\u0131r \u0259m\u0259yin\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 il\u0259 baxan h\u0259r k\u0259sl\u0259r\u0259 bir \u00f6rn\u0259k olmu\u015fdular.<\/p>\n
Art\u0131q burada \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir ay olard\u0131.G\u00fcnl\u0259ri \u00a0g\u0259rginlikl\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b g\u0259rginlikl\u0259 bitirdi.A\u011f\u0131r i\u015f rejimi,\u00e7ar\u0259siz insanlar,qorxunc x\u0259st\u0259lik onlar\u0131n da s\u0259hh\u0259tin\u0259 t\u0259sirsiz \u00f6tm\u0259mi\u015fdi.\u018fhm\u0259d\u00a0 ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259sirind\u0259n cox yorulmu\u015fdu.B\u00f6yr\u0259kl\u0259ri onu incitm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.D\u00fczg\u00fcn qidalanm\u0131rd\u0131 dey\u0259 m\u0259d\u0259si a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131.H\u0259kim atas\u0131 f\u00fcrs\u0259t tapan kimi onu bu yoldan d\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da \u018fhm\u0259d\u00a0 \u00f6z yolundan d\u00f6nm\u00fcrd\u00fc.Bac\u0131s\u0131 a\u011flay\u0131b yalvarsa da:-Bac\u0131 s\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259 .Allah\u0131n izniyl\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fc az olar.Bizd\u0259 sa\u011f salamat evimiz\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rik-dey\u0259 ona \u00fcr\u0259k-dir\u0259k verirdi.<\/p>\n
\u00d6z dediyin\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc inan\u0131rd\u0131m\u0131?\u018flb\u0259td\u0259.N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki ana torpa\u011f\u0131n f\u0259dakar h\u0259kiml\u0259ri var,onlar h\u0259r i\u015fin \u00f6hd\u0259sind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r.B\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259ti \u00e7\u0259ngin\u0259 alan bu x\u0259st\u0259likl\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259d\u0259 onun kimi y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259n \u00f6vladlar\u0131 vard\u0131 ki gec\u0259l\u0259rini g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259rin\u0259 qat\u0131b xalq\u0131n\u0131n ke\u015fiyind\u0259 duracaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00d6lk\u0259 ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irdiyi \u00f6nl\u0259yici t\u0259dbirl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259liyinin yay\u0131lma tezisi a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 idi.Xalq\u0131n ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r zamanlarda \u00a0bel\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn laz\u0131m\u0131 t\u0259dbirl\u0259ri h\u0259yata ke\u00e7ird\u0259r\u0259k \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259\u00a0 onlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda idi.Ayr\u0131lan b\u00f6y\u00fck miqdarda v\u0259sait insanlar\u0131n sa\u011flaml\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn laz\u0131m olan tibbi avadanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 alma\u011fa s\u0259rf olunurdu.Prezident h\u0259r daim xalqa m\u00fcraciy\u0259tl\u0259 onlar\u0131 evd\u0259 qalmaqla bu x\u0259st\u0259liyin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 alma\u011fa \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
B\u0259s insanlar?Real t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259ni g\u00f6z\u0259 almayan,x\u0259st\u0259liyi \u00f6n\u0259ms\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n \u0259hali t\u0259dbiq olunan qaydalara tam \u0259m\u0259l etm\u0259dikl\u0259rind\u0259n\u00a0 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin say\u0131 durmadan artma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\u018fhm\u0259d b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fckc\u0259 \u00e7ox \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc.\u0130mdad dil\u0259y\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ri ona :-doktor qurban\u0131n olum \u00a0m\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edin-deyib yalvard\u0131qca \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259kirdi.Qorxurdu.Qorxusu \u0259b\u0259s deyildi.\u018fg\u0259r bel\u0259 gets\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259xanalarda yer qalmayacaqd\u0131.\u0130nsanlar\u0131n t\u0259f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fc n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259z olaraq qalsa real t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 bir o q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox olacaqd\u0131.Art\u0131q telefonuna baxmaq bel\u0259 ist\u0259mirdi.Tan\u0131y\u0131b bildiyi dost tan\u0131\u015f h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 z\u0259ng edib ondan yard\u0131m ist\u0259dikc\u0259 \u018fhm\u0259d d\u00fcnyas\u0131ndan k\u00fcs\u00fcrd\u00fc.\u00c7ar\u0259siz doktor gec\u0259l\u0259r yuxuya h\u0259sr\u0259t,g\u00fcnd\u00fcz dincliy\u0259 m\u00f6htac idi.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qollar\u0131 aras\u0131na al\u0131b d\u0259rin fikr\u0259 dalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.X\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259 qara fikirl\u0259r beynin\u0259 h\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcm \u00e7\u0259kirdi.D\u00fcn\u0259n n\u00f6vb\u0259ni q\u0259bul ed\u0259nd\u0259n az sonra a\u011f\u0131r v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259xanaya \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131lan hamil\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131 qeys\u0259riyy\u0259 \u0259m\u0259liyyat\u0131na al\u0131b u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 xilas ed\u0259 bilmi\u015fdil\u0259r.Amma anan\u0131n v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti son d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r idi.Qad\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi s\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131.Balaca k\u00f6rp\u0259nin g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259ni \u00fc\u015f\u00fcrg\u0259l\u0259nirdi.Anas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yaman d\u0259rd oldu\u011funu ham\u0131dan yax\u015f\u0131 o bilirdi.H\u0259r yerd\u0259 onun n\u0259f\u0259sini axtar\u0131rd\u0131.B\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ver\u0259rdi anas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.Doymam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 anas\u0131ndan.Otuz be\u015f illik \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc uf dem\u0259d\u0259n anas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qurban etm\u0259zdimi?Onun n\u0259vazi\u015fli,k\u00f6vr\u0259k s\u0259sini duymaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn can\u0131ndan ke\u00e7m\u0259zdimi?<\/p>\n
“Hardasan ana?S\u0259sin\u0259 qurban oldu\u011fum hardasan?Ka\u015f sa\u011f olayd\u0131n.Ka\u015f m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn z\u0259ng edib \u0259hval\u0131m\u0131 s\u0259n soru\u015fayd\u0131n.H\u0259l\u0259 yem\u0259yini yem\u0259mis\u0259n?- deyib m\u0259ni danlayard\u0131n.Can bala ax\u015fam yatanda \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6rt yat-deyib m\u0259ni t\u0259nbehliy\u0259rdin.Hardasan ana?G\u0259l g\u00f6r n\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259y\u0259m.G\u0259l g\u00f6r s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam.Ana..Ana…S\u0259ni ist\u0259yir\u0259m.M\u0259n o\u011flun \u00f6l\u0259ni \u0259zrailin cayna\u011f\u0131ndan alan m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ola bilm\u0259dim.S\u0259nin n\u0259vazi\u015fin\u0259 doymadan s\u0259ni \u00f6z \u0259ll\u0259riml\u0259 soyuq torpa\u011fa t\u0259slim etdim.Ah ana,ah.S\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259n g\u00fcnd\u0259n art\u0131q biz biz ola bilm\u0259dik.Evimiin dad\u0131-duzu qalmad\u0131.U\u00e7a-u\u00e7a ,qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a g\u0259ldiyim evimiz\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131m daha m\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259kib g\u0259tir\u0259 bilmir.Anam m\u0259nim.Nur \u00fczl\u00fc anam.He\u00e7 bilirs\u0259n s\u0259n r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 getdiyin d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcn olard\u0131.G\u00fcnel televizorun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 ili\u015fib qalan d\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259ni a\u00e7\u0131b oxuyandan n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011flad\u0131.Bax M\u0259mm\u0259d dedi.Daha bizi bu d\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259d\u0259ki kimi ail\u0259vi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmayacaqlar.Daha bizim anam\u0131z yoxdur.S\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 yetimik.N\u0259yim\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kdir bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n nazu nem\u0259ti.M\u0259n\u0259 anam\u0131 versinl\u0259r bu m\u0259n\u0259 yet\u0259r.Ana onda \u00e7ox a\u011flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131q G\u00fcnell\u0259.\u00c7ox.Amma g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n kim\u0259 faydas\u0131 oldu ki?Hans\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 \u0259zizini geri qaytara bildi ki bizim g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z s\u0259ni biz\u0259 qaytarayd\u0131?<\/p>\n
Telefonun s\u0259sin\u0259 x\u0259yallar\u0131ndan ayr\u0131ld\u0131.Tan\u0131\u015f n\u00f6mr\u0259 deyildis\u0259 d\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131b qula\u011fna tutdu.Bir qad\u0131n f\u0259ryad qopara-qopara a\u011flay\u0131r,qurban\u0131n olum doktor balam\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 qaytar,k\u00f6rp\u0259sini \u00f6z\u00fc b\u00f6y\u00fcts\u00fcn,balas\u0131 yetim qalmas\u0131n dey\u0259 i\u00e7 d\u00f6y\u00fcrd\u00fc.Anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r bu bayaq bar\u0259sind\u0259 d\u0259rin-d\u0259rin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc g\u0259nc qad\u0131n\u0131n anas\u0131 idi.Anan n f\u0259ryad\u0131 ona n\u0259n\u0259sini xat\u0131rlatd\u0131.N\u0259n\u0259sid\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259din anas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qapan\u0131b bel\u0259c\u0259 f\u0259ryad qopartm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Qad\u0131na t\u0259skinlik verm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259d\u0259 dili s\u00f6z tutmurdu.K\u00f6vr\u0259lmi\u015fdi.Dil-doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259sm\u0259sini saxlaya bilmirdi.Ax\u0131 o balas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan anaya n\u0259 deyib sakitl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259 bil\u0259rdi?M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0259lini a\u011fr\u0131yan \u00fcr\u0259yinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 basd\u0131.Bayaqdan b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259 dolan g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 bulaq kimi qaynama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ki\u015fil\u0259r a\u011flamaz deyirl\u0259r?Niy\u0259 a\u011flamas\u0131n ki?A\u011flamaq z\u0259iflik deyil ki?A\u011flamaq b\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259lh\u0259mdir s\u0131n\u0131q q\u0259lbl\u0259r\u0259.G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ar\u0259dir \u00e7ar\u0259sizliy\u0259.H\u0259r axan damla ya\u015f b\u0259z\u0259n bir pud a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda olan a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 yuyub aparar a\u011fr\u0131yan q\u0259lbin\u0259 \u0259lac olar.A\u011flayarsan \u00fcr\u0259yin bo\u015falar.Bo\u015falar ki ,s\u0259nd\u0259 bir az y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u0259\u015f\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n
Qeyri-ixtiyar axan g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 silm\u0259y\u0259 bel\u0259\u00a0 t\u0259\u015f\u0259bb\u00fcs\u00a0 etm\u0259di.Bu d\u0259qiq\u0259 i\u00e7i o q\u0259d\u0259r yan\u0131rd\u0131 ki…A\u011fr\u0131 ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259yl\u0259 ifad\u0259 etm\u0259k iqtidar\u0131nda deyildi.Bu g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 onun y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc bir az x\u0259fifl\u0259dib i\u00e7in\u0259 s\u0259rinlik s\u0259p\u0259c\u0259kdi.Q\u00fcbar dolu \u00fcr\u0259yi bo\u015falsa b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 din\u00e7\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n
Yem\u0259y\u0259 \u0259l vurmadan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 zill\u0259yib bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259mada,d\u0259nizd\u0259 saxlad\u0131.U\u00e7aq qu\u015flar nec\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r idil\u0259r.Sonsuz f\u0259zalarda qanad \u00e7al\u0131b u\u00e7duqca azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n dad\u0131n\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131rd\u0131lar?\u0130nsan \u00f6vlad\u0131 bunca zaman b\u0259xt\u0259v v\u0259 m\u0259sud oldu\u011funu yaln\u0131z indimi anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131?H\u0259r g\u00fcn probleml\u0259rd\u0259n giley-g\u00fczar \u00a0ed\u0259r\u0259k tanr\u0131ya qar\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar?Bu yaradan\u0131n insanlara c\u0259zas\u0131m\u0131 idi,yoxsa insan \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131n b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259ti m\u0259hv etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0259la idi?T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki bunu kims\u0259 bilmirdi.Bilin\u0259n insanlar\u0131n bu b\u0259la qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ki acizliyi idi.<\/p>\n
N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 oturmu\u015fdu bilm\u0259di.Bir d\u0259 saat\u0131na baxanda art\u0131q n\u00f6vb\u0259sinin \u00a0vaxt\u0131 \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlay\u0131b soyuq qidan\u0131 ayaq \u00fcst\u00fc at\u0131\u015fd\u0131raraq t\u0259l\u0259sik haz\u0131rlanma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
X\u0259st\u0259xana \u00e7atan kimi geynm\u0259 ota\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kildi.Yen\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r olan x\u00fcsusi paltarlar\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 geyin\u0259r\u0259k maskan\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 taxd\u0131.Burnu \u00e7ox a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131.Maska dey\u0259s\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck m\u00f6h\u00fcr basm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.B\u0259nizind\u0259 ki \u00a0ki g\u00f6yl\u00fckl\u0259rin yeri s\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
D\u0259hliz\u0259 yenic\u0259 adlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki G\u00fclzar xan\u0131mla rastla\u015fd\u0131.H\u0259r daim onunla \u00e7iyin-\u00e7iyin\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan tibb bac\u0131s\u0131na g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131yla salam verdi.Orta ya\u015fl\u0131 bu xan\u0131m b\u00fct\u00fcn x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rin anas\u0131na-bac\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi.Bir h\u0259ft\u0259 \u00f6nc\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259xanaya g\u0259tiril\u0259n \u0130brahim day\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015fduqda qad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n\u00a0 k\u0259d\u0259r dal\u011fas\u0131 ke\u00e7di.Daha art\u0131q sual verm\u0259d\u0259n i\u015finin ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc.X\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ri bir-bir \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fc yoxlay\u0131b arxay\u0131nla\u015fandan sonra \u00a0\u0130brahim ki\u015fi yatan palataya yolland\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u0130brahim ki\u015finin \u00a0ya\u015f\u0131 altm\u0131\u015f olsa da oldu\u011fundan cavan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.\u0130ll\u0259r sa\u00e7alr\u0131nda b\u0259yaz \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131r a\u00e7\u0131b onun simas\u0131na nur qatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.H\u0259yat dolu bu ki\u015fi qara \u00e7iy\u0259r \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmamazl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u0259zaiyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kirdi.Bir yandan da bu z\u0259hrimara qalm\u0131\u015f virus onun a\u011f\u00e7iy\u0259rini s\u0131radan \u00e7\u0131xartm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\u0130brahim ki\u015fi M\u0259mm\u0259di g\u00f6r\u00e7\u0259k g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.Sanki xilaskar\u0131ni g\u00f6r\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f kimi bayaqdan \u015fidd\u0259tl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yi sakitl\u0259\u015fdi.<\/p>\n
-Xo\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fck s\u0259ni doktor.<\/p>\n
-Xo\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcn olsun \u0130brahim day\u0131.Nec\u0259s\u0259n bu g\u00fcn?<\/p>\n
-N\u0259 yalan deyim a doktor.Bel\u0259 bir t\u0259h\u0259r\u0259m e.El\u0259 bil \u0259zray\u0131l m\u0259niml\u0259 \u00e7ilinga\u011fac oynay\u0131r.<\/p>\n
-Bel\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma \u0130brahim day\u0131.\u018fzray\u0131l n\u0259 kar\u0259dir s\u0259ninl\u0259 \u00e7ilina\u011fac oynas\u0131n?-zarafatla dediyi s\u00f6z\u0259 ikisi d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.Bird\u0259nc\u0259 ki\u015finin \u00fcz\u00fc qay\u011f\u0131land\u0131.G\u00f6zl\u0259ri yol \u00e7\u0259kdi.Uzun-uzun fikirl\u0259\u015fdikd\u0259n sonra qurumu\u015f dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 diliyl\u0259 islatd\u0131.<\/p>\n
-Deyir\u0259m ay doktor.Bu ya\u015famaq n\u0259 \u015firinmi\u015f.\u018fvv\u0259l \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc a\u011fl\u0131ndan bel\u0259 ke\u00e7irmirs\u0259n.El\u0259 bilirs\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 ill\u0259rl\u0259 ya\u015fayacaqsan.Planlar qurursan.Beynind\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l -g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcnl\u0259rin x\u0259yal\u0131n\u0131 qurursan.S\u0259n a\u011f buludlarda u\u00e7an arada \u0259zray\u0131l g\u0259lir ki ,b\u0259sdir daha.D\u00fc\u015f qaba\u011f\u0131ma gedirik.Eh ay doktor…Bilir\u0259m \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259m…<\/p>\n
-Bel\u0259 dem\u0259 \u0130brahim day\u0131-M\u0259mm\u0259d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn gerisini g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259di.Ki\u015fi astaca \u0259lini qald\u0131r\u0131b susmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u015far\u0259 etdi.<\/p>\n
-Bilirs\u0259n o\u011ful s\u0259ni ilk g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm andan \u00fcr\u0259yim tutdu.S\u0259n \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 insansan doktor.Allah s\u0259nin q\u0259lbin\u0259\u00a0 g\u00f6r\u0259 versin.Qan\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259 yaman qaynay\u0131r….A\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131.<\/p>\n
-Bilirs\u0259n doktor m\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 ya\u015famaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.Ki\u00e7ik o\u011flumun toyunu el\u0259m\u0259k ,ondan da bir n\u0259v\u0259ni quca\u011f\u0131a al\u0131b oynatmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.Bizim arvad\u0131n bi\u015firdiyi toyuqlu x\u0259ng\u0259ld\u0259n yeyib divan\u0131mda rahat-rahat yatmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.Bax doktor h\u0259yat n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u015firindir.S\u0259n ya\u015famaqdan doymadan h\u0259yat s\u0259nd\u0259n doyur.N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r x\u0259yallar\u0131m vard\u0131.Ham\u0131s\u0131 dey\u0259s\u0259n yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q olub bu boz divarlar aras\u0131nda qalacaq.N\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rimi doyunca \u00f6p\u00fcb ox\u015fatmadan \u00f6lm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxuram doktor.Bac\u0131m\u0131-qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 aylard\u0131r g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fcm.Bu g\u00fcn- sabah dey\u0259-dey\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc bada verdim.\u0130ndi burnumun ucu g\u00f6yn\u0259yir onlardan \u00f6tr\u00fc.\u018fg\u0259r zaman\u0131 geri \u00e7evirm\u0259k olsayd\u0131 bir d\u0259qiq\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n onlara qa\u00e7ard\u0131m.Heyif ki h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 ge\u00e7 qald\u0131m.Doktor n\u0259f\u0259s alma\u011f\u0131m h\u0259r g\u00fcn daha da \u00e7\u0259tinl\u0259\u015fir.\u018fg\u0259r \u00f6ls\u0259m u\u015faqlar\u0131ma \u00e7ox a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n.Dey\u0259rsiniz atan\u0131z yat\u0131b durmad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ki\u015finin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolmu\u015fdu.M\u0259mm\u0259d kefi bir az da korlanm\u0131\u015f halda ki\u015fiyl\u0259 x\u00fcdafizl\u0259\u015fib \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.Q\u0259lbi m\u0259ng\u0259n\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259ymi\u015f kimi s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Yaln\u0131z s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 do\u011fru x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n vaxt tap\u0131b \u0130brahim ki\u015fiy\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn o yatan palataya daxil oldu.Ki\u015fi k\u00f6rp\u0259 u\u015faq m\u0259sumlu\u011fu il\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qapam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Onun yuxulad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 z\u0259nn edib astaca palatan\u0131 t\u0259rk el\u0259d\u0259r\u0259k n\u00f6vb\u0259sini t\u0259hvil verdi.<\/p>\n
Son d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 \u0259zgin v\u0259 bitkin idi.G\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259ri beynin\u0259 ,d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 pis t\u0259sir edirdi.Cismid\u0259 yorulub taq\u0259tini itirm\u0259k \u00fczr\u0259 idi.Bu g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u0259 bel\u0259 yola vermi\u015fdi.\u0130brahim ki\u015finin x\u0259yal\u0131 onu rahat buraxm\u0131rd\u0131.\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 qoya bilm\u0259diyi t\u0259la\u015f vard\u0131.Sanki zal\u0131m f\u0259l\u0259k ona yeni-yeni\u00a0 b\u0259d x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r haz\u0131rlayaraq\u00a0 yenilm\u0259z q\u00fcrurunu s\u0131nd\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yirdi.Qaynar \u015forban\u0131 qa\u015f\u0131qlay\u0131b telefonunu g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.M\u0259sl\u0259kda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n n\u00f6mr\u0259sini \u00a0y\u0131\u011f\u0131b bir xeyli g\u00f6zl\u0259dikd\u0259n sonra n\u0259hay\u0259t X\u0259z\u0259r b\u0259y telefonu cavabland\u0131rd\u0131.M\u0259mm\u0259d h\u0259y\u0259canla \u00a0\u00a0\u0130brahim ki\u015finin hal\u0131n\u0131 \u00a0soru\u015fdu.Bir andaca simas\u0131 qarald\u0131,s\u0259si bo\u011fuldu.<\/p>\n
E\u015fitdiyi x\u0259b\u0259r yor\u011fun ruhuna \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc h\u0259ml\u0259 etdi.B\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni bo\u015fal\u0131b s\u00fcstl\u0259\u015fdi.H\u0259yat dolu,ya\u015famaqdan\u00a0 doya bilm\u0259y\u0259n \u0130brahim day\u0131 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Onun \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn az oldu\u011funu bils\u0259 d\u0259 bu b\u0259d x\u0259b\u0259r ona b\u00fct\u00fcn ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 pis x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259n daha \u00e7ox t\u0259sir etmi\u015fdi.Ard-ard\u0131na ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 hadis\u0259l\u0259r,e\u015fitdiyi x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r ona a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.Yerin\u0259 girib g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qapad\u0131.\u0130brahi ki\u015finin x\u0259yal\u0131yla dan\u0131\u015fa-dan\u0131\u015fa \u00a0a\u011f\u0131r yuxuya dald\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bir c\u00fct g\u00f6zl\u0259r m\u0259hzun-m\u0259zhun ona bax\u0131r,bir c\u00fct qurumu\u015f dodaqlar m\u0259ni \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 qoyma dey\u0259 f\u0259ryad edirdi.<\/p>\n
Ay\u0131ld\u0131.H\u0259r yan\u0131 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6zd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi.Yuxusu yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.R\u00f6yas\u0131nda onu s\u00fcz\u0259n \u0130brahim ki\u015fid\u0259n ba\u015fqas\u0131 deyildi.M\u0259mm\u0259d yuxunun t\u0259sirind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmadan bir fincan soyuq suyu ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n
\u018flind\u0259 telefon fikr\u0259 getmi\u015fdi.Saytlarda onun m\u00fcsahib\u0259si yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\u015e\u0259rhl\u0259ri oxuyub p\u0259rt olmu\u015fdu.M\u00f6vcud v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 inanmayanlar onun \u0259ziyy\u0259tli i\u015fini \u0259l\u0259 sal\u0131b \u00fcnvan\u0131na xo\u015f olmayan s\u00f6zl\u0259r yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.At\u0131lan iftiralar onu \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fdirmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n
Telefonun \u0259sm\u0259sin\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b ekrana baxd\u0131.G\u00fcnel idi.Y\u0259qin yaz\u0131lanlar\u0131 oda oxumu\u015fdu ki arams\u0131z z\u0259ng edirdi.<\/p>\n
-Qaqa\u015f salam.N\u0259 zaman durmusan?<\/p>\n
G\u00fcnelin \u00a0h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131 s\u0259s tonundan b\u0259lli olurdu.<\/p>\n
-S\u0259n niy\u0259 yatmam\u0131san h\u0259l\u0259?Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bu axmaq s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 yorma.M\u0259n ham\u0131ya eyni q\u0259d\u0259r xo\u015f ola bilm\u0259r\u0259m ki?S\u0259nin qarda\u015f\u0131n g\u00f6yd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yib.N\u0259 hirsl\u0259nm\u0259,n\u0259 p\u0259rt olma.Olan \u015feyl\u0259rdir.Bu camaat bizi t\u0259rifl\u0259yib s\u0259ni pis \u00f6yr\u0259dib.Nolsun yaz\u0131blar yaz\u0131blar da.\u018f\u015fi ay G\u00fcl\u00fc d\u0259rd etdiyin \u015fey\u0259 bax.M\u0259ni tan\u0131yanlar \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 bilirl\u0259r ki,m\u0259n bura s\u0131rf insanlara yard\u0131m etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.M\u0259nim malda ,pulda g\u00f6z\u00fcm olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ham\u0131 \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 bilir.Uca Allah g\u00f6yd\u0259n m\u0259nim q\u0259lbimi g\u00f6r\u00fcr.\u0130ndi a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 q\u0131z get ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qoy yat.S\u0259n bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 b\u0259nd olma.<\/p>\n
Bac\u0131s\u0131na t\u0259skinlik vers\u0259 d\u0259 ona pula g\u00f6r\u0259 bu i\u015f\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dey\u0259n insanlara q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259nmi\u015fdi.Ax\u0131 bu boyda haqqs\u0131zl\u0131q olmazd\u0131.Niy\u0259 bu insanlar yax\u015f\u0131 niyy\u0259tl\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fck\u00fcn alt\u0131na gir\u0259n h\u0259kiml\u0259r\u0259 qara\u00a0 yaxmaqdan z\u00f6vq al\u0131rd\u0131lar.M\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259ri n\u0259 idi bu qara b\u00f6htanlar\u0131 ya\u011fd\u0131rmaqla.<\/p>\n
Art\u0131q orucluq ay\u0131n\u0131n sonuncu g\u00fcn\u00fc idi.Rayonlara \u00e7ad\u0131r aparan \u015f\u0259xs a\u011f\u0131r v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259xanaya yerl\u0259\u015fdirilmi\u015fdi.Ki\u015fininin v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti son d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndirilirdi.Analizl\u0259rinin cavablar\u0131 m\u00fcsb\u0259t \u00e7\u0131xm\u015fd\u0131.Deyil\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 ondan ba\u015fqa dig\u0259r yolda\u015flar\u0131da bu virusa yoluxmu\u015fdular.Q\u0131zd\u0131rma q\u0131rxa \u00e7at\u0131rd\u0131.Art\u0131q titr\u0259m\u0259l\u0259r x\u0259st\u0259ni \u015fok v\u0259ziyy\u0259tin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131..Dodaqlar\u0131 g\u00f6y\u0259rib g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n
.B\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259kiml\u0259r x\u0259st\u0259ni h\u0259yata d\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131r m\u0259r\u0259zl\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.Saatlar uzand\u0131qca uzan\u0131rd\u0131..Uzun \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n m\u00fcdaxil\u0259d\u0259n sonra x\u0259st\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259\u00a0 nail olmu\u015fdular.H\u0259r k\u0259s yor\u011funluqdan y\u0131x\u0131lsa da x\u0259st\u0259nin h\u0259yat da qalmas\u0131ndan sevin\u0259r\u0259k\u00a0 daxil\u0259n rahatlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n
Atas\u0131ndan n\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259n ba\u015flayaq b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259qr\u0259balara \u00a0bayram mesaj\u0131 yaz\u0131b telefonu s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc.\u00c7ox hals\u0131z idi.B\u00f6yr\u0259kl\u0259rinin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131ndan sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259fi sanki de\u015filirdi.A\u011fr\u0131 k\u0259sici q\u0259bul edib kresloya yayxand\u0131.N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ist\u0259s\u0259d\u0259 yuxulaya bilm\u0259di.Ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259rin xatir\u0259si yadda\u015f\u0131nda t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259ndi.H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bayram \u0259r\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 ana n\u0259n\u0259sigil\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131 \u00a0g\u00fcnl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlad\u0131.Anas\u0131n\u0131n,n\u0259n\u0259sinin,xalas\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0 birg\u0259 haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 oman\u0131n k\u00fcl\u00e7\u0259nin qoxusu\u00a0 burnuna doldu.Qar\u0131\u015f-qar\u0131\u015f u\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rini g\u0259zib \u00a0dola\u015fd\u0131.\u018fziz g\u00fcnl\u0259rin \u0259ziz xatir\u0259si beynind\u0259 yadda\u015f\u0131nda yenid\u0259n t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n
D\u0259rind\u0259n ah \u00e7\u0259kdi.Anas\u0131nn\u0131 m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131 gedib \u00a0ziyar\u0259t ed\u0259 bilm\u0259m\u0259yi q\u0259lbin\u0259 qara bulud kimi \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc.Aradan \u00f6t\u0259n be\u015f il boyunca ilk d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki\u00a0 M\u0259mm\u0259d \u00a0anas\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131 \u00a0\u00a0ziyar\u0259t ed\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi.K\u0259d\u0259rin \u00a0g\u00f6lg\u0259si v\u00fcc\u00fcdunda dola\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.Day\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n,xalalar\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0 ged\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rini bils\u0259\u00a0 d\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 ona t\u0259skinlik ola bilmirdi.<\/p>\n
Eyvana \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00f6zd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi.H\u0259r yerd\u0259 h\u00fcz\u00fcn,h\u0259r yerd\u0259 bir k\u0259d\u0259r vard\u0131.H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 gur yanan i\u015f\u0131qlar da sanki \u0259vv\u0259lkind\u0259n daha z\u0259if yan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
B\u00f6yr\u0259yinin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 bir az sakitl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi.G\u00f6zl\u0259ri yuxusuzlu\u011fa art\u0131q\u00a0 tab g\u0259tir\u0259 bilmirdi.N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yatmama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da g\u00f6z qapaqlar\u0131 qeyri -ixtiyari qapand\u0131.M\u0259mm\u0259d yuxuya t\u0259slim olaraq oturdu\u011fu yerd\u0259c\u0259 m\u0131\u015f\u0131l-m\u0131\u015f\u0131l yatd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Sabah erk\u0259nd\u0259n ay\u0131l\u0131b ona g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi salamlad\u0131.Bu g\u00fcn h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259kind\u0259n daha gumrah,daha q\u0131vraq\u00a0 idi.H\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 g\u0259rn\u0259\u015fib \u0259lini sin\u0259sin\u0259 vurdu.<\/p>\n
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X\u0259st\u0259xanaya g\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259lm\u0259z yenic\u0259 q\u0131z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tir\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259nin art\u0131q yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fma\u011fa do\u011fru oldu\u011funu e\u015fidib u\u015faq kimi sevindi.G\u00fcnl\u0259r sonra ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu m\u00fcjd\u0259li x\u0259b\u0259r onun yaralar\u0131na m\u0259lh\u0259m oldu.Bu g\u00fcn h\u0259r zamankind\u0259n daha \u00fcr\u0259kli daha \u0259zimli h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ed\u0259r\u0259k \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 x\u00fcsusi geyiml\u0259rini geyinib h\u0259kim ordusunun\u00a0 i\u00e7in\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Qar\u015f\u0131da onu b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u00fcbariz\u0259 v\u0259 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259s\u0259d\u0259 o bu yoldan d\u00f6nm\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259rarl\u0131 idi.Bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n inadla s\u00f6yl\u0259diyi s\u00f6zl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlay\u0131b \u00a0g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.<\/p>\n
-Qarda\u015f art\u0131q aram\u0131za d\u00f6n.Bizi \u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 imtahana \u00e7\u0259km\u0259.Gec\u0259l\u0259ri yuxular\u0131m \u0259r\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilib.Burax art\u0131q bu i\u015fi.Qoy bir azda ba\u015fqalar\u0131 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olsun.Bu he\u00e7 s\u0259nin ixtisas\u0131nda deyil-dey\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259d doktora and-aman etdikd\u0259\u00a0 g\u0259nc h\u0259kim bac\u0131s\u0131na \u00a0g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259 yetinmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n
-M\u0259mm\u0259d s\u0259n n\u0259 zamana q\u0259d\u0259r bu and\u0131ra qalm\u0131\u015f virusla vuru\u015facaqsan -dediyi zaman M\u0259mm\u0259d \u00a0doktor \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u0259min halda \u00a0ba\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdirmi\u015fdi. \u00a0T\u0259k bir k\u0259lm\u0259yl\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259sin \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259sin\u0259 son qoymu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n
– Bac\u0131 bu b\u0259la Az\u0259rbaycanda oldugu m\u00fcdd\u0259tc\u0259 m\u0259nim geri \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259k kimi bir niyy\u0259ytim yoxdur.N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki sa\u011flaml\u0131\u011f\u0131m buna imkan verir\u00a0 m\u0259n m\u00f6vqeyimd\u0259n \u0259sla vaz ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m.N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131ram bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131m q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259r k\u0259sin yard\u0131m\u0131na qa\u00e7acam.. Allah\u0131n izni olarsa bir g\u00fcn sa\u011f salamat evimiz\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rik. X\u0259st\u0259liyin ke\u00e7ib getm\u0259sinin sevincini ya\u015fayar\u0131q.\u0130ndi bac\u0131 icaz\u0259 ver insanlara\u00a0 m\u0259nim d\u0259 bir xeyrim d\u0259ysin.<\/p>\n
Bunu deyib M\u0259mm\u0259d doktor\u00a0 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131na \u00a0son vermi\u015fdi.\u00c7\u00fcnki qar\u015f\u0131da onu \u00e7\u0259tin ,eyni zamanda da a\u011f\u0131r v\u0259 \u00a0m\u0259suliyy\u0259tli g\u00fcnl\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n
V\u00fcqarl\u0131,d\u0259yan\u0259tli bir Az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131\u00a0 h\u0259kimin h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n iki ay\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 almaqla dem\u0259k ist\u0259dim ki h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ana torpaqda Hipokrat and\u0131na sadiq qalan istedal\u0131 g\u0259nc h\u0259kiml\u0259rimiz \u00e7oxdur.Onlar Xalq\u0131n ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131yla h\u0259mr\u0259y olub d\u00f6vl\u0259timizin,mill\u0259timizin sa\u011flaml\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ke\u015fiyind\u0259 duraraq \u00a0\u00a0h\u0259yatlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259y\u0259 ataraq bizl\u0259ri qoruyurlar.<\/p>\n
G\u0259lin bir olaq,birliq olaq.B\u0259\u015f\u0259r \u00f6vlad\u0131nn\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 alt\u0131nda oldu\u011fu bir vaxtda b\u0131z d\u0259mir h\u0259lq\u0259 yaradaraq \u00a0bir biririmiz\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259k olaq.Bax onda biz bir \u00a0xalq ,bu mill\u0259t olaraq\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0q\u00fcdr\u0259timizi \u00a0qoruyub saxlayar\u0131q.\u0130st\u0259r b\u0259\u015f\u0259ri b\u0259la olan karonavirus,ist\u0259r ondan b\u0259t\u0259r b\u0259la\u00a0 olan erm\u0259niviruslar\u0131na qar\u015f\u0131 birlik n\u00fcmayi\u015f etdir\u0259r\u0259k mill\u0259timizi,d\u00f6vl\u0259timizi qoruyub saxlayar\u0131q.<\/p>\n
Dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m d\u00fcnyan\u0131 \u00f6z \u0259sar\u0259ti alt\u0131nda saxlayan bu x\u0259st\u0259lik n\u0259 zaman yox olacaq.Olacaqm\u0131 olmayacaqm\u0131 bunu da bilmir\u0259m.T\u0259k bildiyim bir \u015fey var.Oda Az\u0259rbaycan adl\u0131 bir m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tin,bir diyar\u0131n var olmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fcbariz\u0259dir.N\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt bizl\u0259r\u0259 ki ,insanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n sa\u011flaml\u0131\u011f\u0131 u\u011frunda m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparma\u011f\u0131 bacaran qeyr\u0259tli \u00f6vladlar\u0131\u0131m\u0131z var.<\/p>\n
Var olsun Az\u0259rbaycan adl\u0131 bir m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259t .Var olsun elimizin qeyr\u0259yli \u00f6vladlar\u0131.Var olsun bu m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tin ke\u015fiyini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n c\u0259sur q\u0131zlar\u0131 v\u0259 o\u011flanlar\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Yaz\u0131ya 698 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
A\u011f\u0131r add\u0131mlarla lift\u0259n enib qap\u0131lar\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.Son d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 fikirli idi.Son zamanlar g\u00f6r\u00fcb- e\u015fitdikl\u0259ri onun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7ox t\u0259sir etmi\u015fdi. M\u0259nzili buz kimi soyuq idi.H\u0259r yan z\u00fclm\u0259t\u0259 q\u0259rq oldu\u011fundan \u0259hval\u0131 bir az da korland\u0131.\u0130\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 yand\u0131r\u0131b m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7di.\u00c7aydan\u0131 qaz\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yataq ota\u011f\u0131na adlad\u0131.Qon\u015fu binalardak\u0131 evl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131 nura q\u0259rq olmu\u015fdu.G\u00f6zl\u0259rinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rin g\u00f6lg\u0259si dola\u015fd\u0131.D\u0259rind\u0259n ah […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14128"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14128"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14128\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14135,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14128\/revisions\/14135"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14128"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14128"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14128"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}