{"id":15655,"date":"2020-06-29T16:40:15","date_gmt":"2020-06-29T11:40:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=15655"},"modified":"2020-06-29T17:05:57","modified_gmt":"2020-06-29T12:05:57","slug":"seyxin-gunahi-els%c9%99n-ismayil","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=15655","title":{"rendered":"\u015eEYX\u0130N G\u00dcNAHI – EL\u015e\u018fN \u0130SMAYIL"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u015eEYX\u0130N G\u00dcNAHI<\/strong><\/h2>\n

(hekay\u0259)<\/em><\/strong><\/h3>\n

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Allah\u0131m! S\u0259n n\u00f6qsanl\u0131 sif\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n pak v\u0259 uzaqsan. S\u0259ni daim bel\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259nn\u00fcm edir v\u0259 t\u0259rifl\u0259yir\u0259m. S\u0259nin ad\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259kdir. Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u00fcr. S\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa ilah yoxdur… Dil il\u0259, b\u0259d\u0259n v\u0259 mal il\u0259 edil\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn ibad\u0259tl\u0259r Allah-ad\u0131r. Ey Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r! Allah\u0131n salam\u0131, r\u0259hm\u0259ti v\u0259 b\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri s\u0259nin \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 olsun. Salam bizim \u00fcz\u0259rimiz\u0259 v\u0259 Allah\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn yax\u015f\u0131 b\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259ri \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 olsun. \u015eahidlik edir\u0259m ki, Allahdan ba\u015fqa ilah yoxdur. Yen\u0259 \u015fahidlik edir\u0259m ki, M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d Onun qulu v\u0259 Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259ridir… Allah\u0131m! M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d\u0259 v\u0259 M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259din \u00fcmm\u0259tin\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259; \u015e\u0259r\u0259fini y\u00fcks\u0259lt. \u0130brahim\u0259 v\u0259 \u0130brahimin \u00fcmm\u0259tin\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t etdiyin kimi. \u015e\u00fcbh\u0259siz, b\u0259y\u0259nilm\u0259y\u0259 layiq yaln\u0131z s\u0259ns\u0259n, \u015fan v\u0259 \u015f\u0259r\u0259f sahibi d\u0259 s\u0259ns\u0259n… Allah\u0131m! Biz\u0259 d\u00fcnyada yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259llik, axir\u0259td\u0259 d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q, g\u00f6z\u0259llik ver. Bizi c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m \u0259zab\u0131ndan qoru… Allah\u0131m! S\u0259nd\u0259n k\u00f6m\u0259k ist\u0259yirik, g\u00fcnahlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flaman\u0131 ist\u0259yirik ki, raz\u0131 oldu\u011fun \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 hiday\u0259t etm\u0259yimizi ist\u0259yirik. S\u0259n\u0259 inan\u0131r\u0131q, s\u0259n\u0259 t\u00f6vb\u0259 edirik. S\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259nirik. Biz\u0259 verdiyin b\u00fct\u00fcn nem\u0259tl\u0259ri bil\u0259r\u0259k s\u0259ni xeyir il\u0259 t\u0259rifl\u0259yirik. S\u0259n\u0259 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr edirik. He\u00e7 bir nem\u0259tini inkar etm\u0259z v\u0259 onlar\u0131 ba\u015fqas\u0131ndan bilm\u0259rik. Nem\u0259tl\u0259rini inkar ed\u0259n v\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259ni edirik… Allah\u0131m! Biz yaln\u0131z s\u0259n\u0259 ibad\u0259t edirik. Namaz\u0131 t\u0259k s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0131l\u0131r\u0131q, ancaq s\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259cd\u0259 edirik. Yaln\u0131z s\u0259n\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131r v\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131racaq \u015feyl\u0259ri qazanma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q. \u0130bad\u0259tl\u0259rini sevincl\u0259 edirik. R\u0259hm\u0259tinin davam\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 \u00e7oxalmas\u0131n\u0131 arzulay\u0131r\u0131q. \u018fzab\u0131ndan qorxuruq, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n, s\u0259nin \u0259zab\u0131n kafirl\u0259r\u0259 v\u0259 inancs\u0131zlara \u00e7at\u0131r…<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015eeyx ad\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259 namaz\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131l\u0131b, \u0259n\u0259n\u0259vi duas\u0131n\u0131 etdi v\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. Namaz l\u0259vazimat\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7di v\u0259 qaz\u0131 yand\u0131r\u0131b \u00e7aydan\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 qoydu. Sonra m\u0259tb\u0259xin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131n\u0131 nurani bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla salamlad\u0131 v\u0259 ad\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259 salavat \u00e7evirdi. Daha sonra yataq ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7ib yataqda x\u0259st\u0259 yatan, amma x\u0259st\u0259liyin onun m\u0259l\u0259k \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259tiyy\u0259n t\u0259sir etm\u0259diyi sevimli h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 Bik\u0259 xan\u0131ma baxd\u0131, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. Uzun-uzun xan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f t\u0259k parlayan nurlu \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 tama\u015fa ed\u0259n \u015eeyx \u0259ll\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131b, g\u00f6y\u0259 do\u011fru qald\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 Uca Tanr\u0131ya onu b\u0259x\u015f etdiyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr etdi. V\u0259 yen\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k Bik\u0259 xan\u0131ma yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, z\u0259rif \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n tutub \u201c\u0130lahi yard\u0131m et! S\u0259n onu r\u0259hm\u0259tind\u0259n uzaq tutma!\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k k\u00f6vr\u0259ldi v\u0259 d\u0259rin x\u0259yallara dald\u0131…<\/p>\n

K\u0259rk\u00fck yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ki\u00e7ik bir q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fayan \u015eeyx \u018fli orta ya\u015fl\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bil\u0259nd\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 Uca Tanr\u0131ya \u2013 Allaha adam\u0131\u015f, s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ax\u015famacan i\u015fi-g\u00fcc\u00fc ancaq m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s kitab Quran\u0131 v\u0259 dig\u0259r dini kitablar\u0131 oxumaq, aradabir \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b t\u0259miz K\u0259rk\u00fck havas\u0131 almaq, sonra divardan asd\u0131\u011f\u0131, ata yadigar\u0131, onun\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s say\u0131lan saz\u0131 \u00e7almaq, bilgisayar\u0131nda dini saytlara n\u0259z\u0259r yetirm\u0259k, arada dini m\u0259zmunlu \u015feirl\u0259r, hekay\u0259l\u0259r yazmaq, onlar\u0131 sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259d\u0259 insanlarla payla\u015fmaq, dindar v\u0259 Allah\u0131n\u0131 sev\u0259n g\u0259ncl\u0259rin tez-tez verdiyi suallar\u0131 cavablamaq v\u0259 s. olurdu… Bel\u0259c\u0259 Uca Yaradan\u0131n ona b\u0259x\u015f etdiyi g\u00f6z\u0259l h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131b gedirdi, Allah\u0131n sevimli b\u0259nd\u0259si \u015eeyx \u018fli…<\/p>\n

Onun b\u00fct\u00fcn n\u0259sli, yeddi arxa d\u00f6n\u0259mi dindar idi. Atas\u0131 \u0130raq\u0131n m\u0259\u015fhur din xadimi S\u0259hab\u0259ddin Xoca idi. Onun atas\u0131 da vaxtil\u0259 \u00f6z ail\u0259siyl\u0259 T\u0259briz \u0259traf\u0131ndan bura k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb g\u0259l\u0259n, Az\u0259rbaycan T\u00fcrk\u00fc \u018fziz A\u011fa idi. \u018fziz A\u011fan\u0131n n\u0259sli vaxtil\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259vi Xan\u0259danl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda dini-t\u0259rbiy\u0259vi i\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 baxan, daima Tanr\u0131n\u0131n haqq s\u0259sini d\u00f6vl\u0259tin b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259rh\u0259dl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rmaqla \u015eaha v\u0259 onun ail\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259daq\u0259tl\u0259 xidm\u0259t edirdi… Atas\u0131, babas\u0131 \u015fi\u0259 m\u0259zh\u0259bind\u0259n olsa da \u015eeyx \u018fli \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259zh\u0259bsiz hesab edir, \u0130slam\u0131n birliyin\u0259 inan\u0131r, m\u0259zh\u0259bl\u0259rin \u015e\u0259rqi daima hakimiyy\u0259ti alt\u0131nda tutmaq ist\u0259y\u0259n g\u00fccl\u0259rin xalqlar\u0131, mill\u0259tl\u0259ri dinl\u0259 par\u00e7alamaqla onlar\u0131 idar\u0259 etm\u0259yi asanla\u015fd\u0131ran m\u0259krli planlar\u0131n bir par\u00e7as\u0131 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bir \u00e7oxlar\u0131 onu q\u0131nasa da, dinin d\u00f6vl\u0259t \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 hakimiyy\u0259tini q\u0259bul etmir, dinl\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259ti, c\u0259miyy\u0259ti ayr\u0131 hesab edirdi. Olduqca obyektiv, demokratik bax\u0131\u015f t\u0259rzi olan \u015eeyx \u0130slamdan savay\u0131 dig\u0259r d\u00fcnya dinl\u0259rini d\u0259 t\u0259dqiq edir, dinl\u0259r aras\u0131 \u0259laq\u0259l\u0259ri ara\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r, tez-tez dini m\u0259clisl\u0259rd\u0259, beyn\u0259lxalq m\u00fc\u015favir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 i\u015ftirak edir, b\u00fct\u00fcn dinl\u0259rin Uca Yaradan\u0131n insanlar\u0131 \u0259dal\u0259tl\u0259 ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6nd\u0259rdiyin\u0259 inan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201c\u015eeyx\u201d t\u0259x\u0259ll\u00fcs\u00fc s\u0131rf dindar oldu\u011funa, din xadimi oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 deyil, \u0259slind\u0259 qeyri-adi ruhani bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n ona verilmi\u015fdi. Dem\u0259li, \u015eeyx \u018fli b\u00f6lg\u0259d\u0259 h\u0259m d\u0259 q\u0259dim \u015eamanlara m\u0259xsus x\u00fcsusi bacar\u0131q olan, insanlar\u0131n taleyil\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 veril\u0259n ist\u0259nil\u0259n sual\u0131n \u201cyuxu\u201d vasit\u0259siyl\u0259 cavab\u0131n\u0131 ver\u0259 bilirdi. Amma h\u0259r sual\u0131 cavablam\u0131rd\u0131, yaln\u0131z insan h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 ciddi \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k suallar\u0131 cavabland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki insan taleyin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck g\u00fcnah hesab edirdi v\u0259 h\u0259min \u015f\u0259xsin Allah qat\u0131nda m\u00fcsb\u0259t yerinin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 deyirdi daima.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131rx\u0131 adlamas\u0131na baxmayaraq h\u0259l\u0259 evlilik bar\u0259sind\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n, b\u00fct\u00fcn zaman\u0131n\u0131 din\u0259 h\u0259sr ed\u0259n \u015eeyx bir g\u00fcn ad\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259 bir m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni h\u0259ll etm\u0259k m\u0259qs\u0259diyl\u0259 yuxuya getdi. Yuxuda is\u0259 o m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259di. Amma uzun a\u011f sa\u00e7lar\u0131 olan, saqqal\u0131 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f kimi parlayan, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar \u00f6rtm\u00fc\u015f bir qocan\u0131n ona do\u011fru g\u0259ldiyini v\u0259 \u201cs\u0259n Tanr\u0131 qat\u0131nda b\u00f6y\u00fck g\u00fcnah i\u015fl\u0259mis\u0259n, o\u011ful\u201d dem\u0259siyl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131. Qocan\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259n can\u0131na q\u0259rib\u0259 bir \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u018flinin bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 cavab\u0131:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Niy\u0259, ax\u0131 m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc bil\u0259nd\u0259n daim Allah yolunda olmu\u015fam. Onun \u0259dal\u0259tini, haqq s\u0259sini insanlara \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam \u2013 oldu.<\/p>\n

Qoca is\u0259 yen\u0259 eyni s\u00f6zl\u0259ri t\u0259krar etdi. \u018fli d\u00f6zm\u0259di, uca s\u0259sl\u0259:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ey Allah\u0131n m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s b\u0259nd\u0259si, s\u0259n kims\u0259n, de g\u00f6r\u0259k, m\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259 ist\u0259yirs\u0259n \u2013 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Qoca is\u0259 \u00f6z n\u00f6vb\u0259sind\u0259:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 M\u0259n s\u0259nin Ulu baban \u018fziz A\u011fayam, o\u011ful. V\u0259 bil\u0259s\u0259n Uca Yaradan\u0131n izniyl\u0259 ruhum daim s\u0259ni n\u0259zar\u0259td\u0259 saxlay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u018flinin can\u0131na daha \u00e7ox \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. V\u0259 qorxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Udqunaraq:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Babam, ax\u0131 m\u0259nim g\u00fcnah\u0131m n\u0259dir? Allah \u015fahiddir, bu zamana q\u0259d\u0259r bir insan incitm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, daim xeyir i\u015fl\u0259rl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olmu\u015fam, namaz\u0131mda-niyaz\u0131mda, orucumda, z\u0259kat\u0131mda bir q\u00fcsur etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. De g\u00f6r\u0259k, g\u00fcnah\u0131m n\u0259dir?<\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S\u0259n bu zamana q\u0259d\u0259r ilahi e\u015fq il\u0259 feyzyab olmusan, bu m\u0259qbuldur v\u0259 Allah qat\u0131nda y\u00fcks\u0259k qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndirilir. Ancaq o\u011ful, bir m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 var ki, s\u0259n onu yaddan \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131san.<\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 N\u0259dir, ax\u0131, s\u00f6yl\u0259s\u0259n\u0259… \u2013 dey\u0259 \u018fli \u00e7ox h\u0259y\u0259can ke\u00e7irdi v\u0259 qorxusundan titr\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Allah, onu sev\u0259nl\u0259ri sev\u0259r, ona uzanan \u0259ll\u0259ri yard\u0131ms\u0131z buraxmaz. Amma onun \u0259mrl\u0259rind\u0259n k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0131xan kims\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259rgah\u0131na q\u0259bul etm\u0259z… S\u0259n ba\u015fda Allah\u0131n olmaqla, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 ail\u0259mizin, soyumuzun qanunu pozmusan. Ail\u0259 qurmam\u0131san. Tanr\u0131 \u0259dal\u0259tini s\u0259nd\u0259n sonra davam etdir\u0259c\u0259k bir ni\u015fan\u0259 qoymam\u0131san. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r xeyirxah \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259rin sahibi olsan da, daim Allah, din yolunda olsan da, Uca Yaradan\u0131n niyaz\u0131ndan uzaq olacaqsan. V\u0259 bil, yen\u0259 deyir\u0259m, Allah onu sev\u0259nl\u0259ri sev\u0259r, amma ona \u00f6z\u0259n\u0259nl\u0259ri sevm\u0259z. T\u0259klik yaln\u0131z bir olan Haqq\u0131-T\u0259alaya m\u0259xsusdur. S\u0259n kims\u0259n ki onun kimi yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 se\u00e7irs\u0259n? \u2013 dey\u0259 babas\u0131 q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259 s\u0259sini y\u00fcks\u0259ltdi.<\/p>\n

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Bu yuxudan olduqca narahat oyanan \u015eeyx \u018fli bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra, dini s\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259rinin birind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcb b\u0259y\u0259ndiyi, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ya\u015f ki\u00e7ik olan Bik\u0259 xan\u0131mla ail\u0259 qurdu. Aradan bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il ke\u00e7m\u0259sin\u0259 baxmayaraq onlar\u0131n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6vladlar\u0131 olmurdu. V\u0259 \u015eeyx babas\u0131 il\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yenid\u0259n yuxuya getdi. Bu s\u0259f\u0259r nurani qoca ona bel\u0259 bir cavab verdi:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Allah s\u0259nin s\u0259daq\u0259tini, xo\u015f \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u00fcr v\u0259 bilir. Amma s\u0259ni yen\u0259 d\u0259 imtahana \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259yir. De g\u00f6r\u00fcm, s\u0259n bu imtahana haz\u0131rsanm\u0131?<\/p>\n

Cavab\u0131 \u201c\u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259!\u201d olan \u015eeyxin imtahan\u0131n m\u00f6vzusunu v\u0259 nec\u0259liyini soru\u015facaq zaman\u0131 olmad\u0131. Babas\u0131 onu tez t\u0259rk etdi. Amma o hadis\u0259d\u0259n q\u0131sa zaman sonra Tanr\u0131 Bik\u0259 xan\u0131ma g\u00f6z\u0259l bir \u00f6vlad b\u0259x\u015f etdi. Ata, ana \u00e7ox xo\u015fb\u0259xt oldular v\u0259 Allaha g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr ed\u0259r\u0259k dualar etdil\u0259r. Amma \u015eeyxin yad\u0131ndan yuxuda babas\u0131n\u0131n dediyi \u201cimtahan\u201d m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Olduqca fikirli halda aylarla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, tapa bilm\u0259di…<\/p>\n

Aradan ill\u0259r ke\u00e7di… \u00d6vlad\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb yetkin ya\u015fa doldu v\u0259 xaricd\u0259 t\u0259hsil almaq fikrin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Anas\u0131 buna qar\u0131\u015f\u0131 g\u0259ls\u0259 d\u0259, elm\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 \u00f6n\u0259m ver\u0259n \u015eeyx o\u011fluna izn verdi. H\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n Bik\u0259 xan\u0131ma d\u0259st\u0259k oldu v\u0259 ata-ana ikisi d\u0259 bird\u0259n \u00f6vladlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Aylarla \u00f6vlad\u0131ndan uzaq qalan Bik\u0259 xan\u0131m bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra a\u011f\u0131r, sa\u011falmas\u0131 m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl olan bir x\u0259st\u0259liy\u0259 tutuldu v\u0259 tezlikl\u0259 yataqdan qalxa bilm\u0259di. V\u0259 bu zaman \u015eeyxin yad\u0131na babas\u0131n\u0131n ona yuxuda dediyi imtahan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00c7ar\u0259sizc\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 dualar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259sirg\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n \u015eeyx can\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox sevdiyi yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259riyib getm\u0259sin\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmirdi, tez-tez a\u011flay\u0131r, yar\u0131n\u0131n bu hal\u0131na k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259nirdi. N\u0259hay\u0259t, bir g\u00fcn yen\u0259 niyy\u0259tl\u0259 yuxuya getdi. Bu s\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n babas\u0131 ona:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Uca Yaradan s\u0259ni imtahana \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259k \u2013 dey\u0259 t\u0259krar etdi.<\/p>\n

\u015eeyx h\u0259y\u0259canla v\u0259 d\u0259rin k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ax\u0131 o imtahan n\u0259dir bel\u0259, baba, can\u0131m q\u0259d\u0259r sevdiyim yolda\u015f\u0131m can \u00fcst\u0259dir, Allah m\u0259n\u0259 niy\u0259 r\u0259hm etmir \u2013 dey\u0259 yalvar\u0131rcas\u0131na soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Babas\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di v\u0259:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Tanr\u0131 s\u0259nin \u00f6nc\u0259 evl\u0259nm\u0259diyini v\u0259 g\u00fcnah i\u015fl\u0259diyini m\u0259n\u0259 bildir\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 o m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s \u0259mri \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131m. S\u0259n d\u0259 sa\u011f ol ki, yerin\u0259 yetirdin. Amma s\u0259n g\u00fcnah etm\u0259y\u0259 davam etdin.<\/p>\n

A\u011flaya-a\u011flaya yerind\u0259 \u00e7apalayan \u015eeyx:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Xeyir, \u0259sla el\u0259 bir \u015fey etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m \u2013 cavab verdi.<\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00d6nc\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sevib \u0259zizl\u0259din, h\u0259tta bu sevgi s\u0259nin Allaha olan ilahi e\u015fqin\u0259 t\u0259sir etdi. S\u0259n art\u0131q b\u00fct\u00fcn olan sevgini yolda\u015f\u0131nla b\u00f6ld\u00fcn. Daha sonra \u00f6vlad\u0131n oldu, ona qar\u015f\u0131 sevgiyl\u0259 yana\u015fd\u0131n, \u0259zizl\u0259din, h\u0259tta can\u0131ndan \u0259ziz tutdun onu. Yen\u0259 Allah sevgisin\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik qo\u015fdun. Amma Allah s\u0259nd\u0259n d\u00f6nm\u0259di. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u00f6z\u00fc yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259rini sevm\u0259k, el\u0259 onu sevm\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r ucad\u0131r. Lakin, \u00f6vlad\u0131n yurdu t\u0259rk edib ged\u0259nd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 onu \u00f6zl\u0259din. Tezlikl\u0259 qay\u0131tmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259din. H\u0259tta onsuzlu\u011fa d\u00f6zm\u0259y\u0259n yolda\u015f\u0131na da d\u0259st\u0259k olma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131n. Bu zaman h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n uca olan elmi, o\u011flunun irfan\u0131n\u0131 unutdun. Allah elmi sev\u0259n k\u0259sl\u0259ri sev\u0259r, ona qar\u015f\u0131 h\u0259r hans\u0131 s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n c\u00fczi d\u0259 olsa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259d\u0259 olan k\u0259sl\u0259ri sevm\u0259z v\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamaz… Sonra s\u0259n yolda\u015f\u0131n yata\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 art\u0131q g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc ed\u0259r\u0259k yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n bu hal\u0131yla bar\u0131\u015fmad\u0131n, ona qar\u015f\u0131, Allaha qar\u015f\u0131 sevgini \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fc, k\u0259d\u0259r v\u0259 \u0259n \u0259sas\u0131 \u00fcmidsizlik tutdu. Tanr\u0131 \u00fcmidsiz insanlar\u0131 sevm\u0259z… Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 s\u0259n indi Allah\u0131n \u0259sas imtahan\u0131yla qar\u015f\u0131la\u015facaqsan. Uca Yaradan can\u0131n q\u0259d\u0259r sevdiyin yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259nd\u0259n alma\u011fa q\u0259rar vermi\u015fdir. G\u00f6r\u0259k bundan sonra nec\u0259 davranacaqsan – dey\u0259, qoca s\u00f6zl\u0259rini bitirib b\u0259yazlar i\u00e7ind\u0259 qeyb oldu.<\/p>\n

\u015eeyx \u018fli yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f ucunda \u0259lind\u0259n tutaraq ona bax\u0131rd\u0131. Art\u0131q i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fc dey\u0259 bir \u015fey qalmam\u0131\u015f, Tanr\u0131n\u0131n ona b\u0259x\u015f etdiyi bu ruhani varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n Allah d\u0259rgah\u0131na gedi\u015fin\u0259 haz\u0131r idi. \u0130lk tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131qlar\u0131nda nec\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 idis\u0259, indi d\u0259 el\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259can ke\u00e7irirdi. Amma art\u0131q babas\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rini tam anlam\u0131\u015f v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259qiqi m\u0259nada Tanr\u0131ya h\u0259sr etm\u0259yin xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyini duyaraq son m\u0259qam\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi… V\u0259 g\u00f6y guruldad\u0131, g\u00f6yd\u0259n bir nur en\u0259r\u0259k Bik\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi istiqam\u0259tind\u0259 axma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Kims\u0259l\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcns\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcc\u00fc olan insan \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc o an \u015eeyx \u018fli \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn art\u0131q Tanr\u0131ya yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n n\u00f6vb\u0259ti m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259si idi. O, sevincl\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir, yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n can\u0131n\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131rmas\u0131n\u0131 izl\u0259yirdi. O andak\u0131 nuru is\u0259 he\u00e7 bir insan g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. Ancaq \u015eeyx, Uca Yaradan t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n \u00f6d\u00fcll\u0259ndirilmi\u015fdi. H\u0259r k\u0259sin q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259 v\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259 and\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm m\u0259l\u0259yi \u0259slind\u0259 olduqca \u0259srar\u0259ngiz, m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m bir nur seli imi\u015f. Bunu \u015eeyx canl\u0131 olaraq izl\u0259di v\u0259 anlad\u0131 ki, \u00f6n\u0259mli olan g\u00fcnah i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259m\u0259k deyil, o g\u00fcnah\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259rk etm\u0259k v\u0259 do\u011fru yola g\u0259lm\u0259kmi\u015f, \u00f6l\u00fcm is\u0259 Allah\u0131n \u0259mri v\u0259 sevgisidir. Tanr\u0131 nec\u0259 ki, insan yarad\u0131b insanlar\u0131 sevindirs\u0259, \u00f6z m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m ruhunu da o insanlar\u0131 zaman\u0131nda yan\u0131na almaqla qutland\u0131r\u0131r…<\/p>\n

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\u201c(Ya Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r! M\u0259nim ad\u0131mdan qullar\u0131ma) de: \u201cEy M\u0259nim (g\u00fcnah t\u00f6r\u0259tm\u0259kl\u0259) \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 z\u00fclm etm\u0259kd\u0259 h\u0259ddi a\u015fm\u0131\u015f b\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259rim! Allah\u0131n r\u0259hmind\u0259n \u00fcmidsiz olmay\u0131n. Allah (t\u00f6vb\u0259 etdikd\u0259) b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcnahlar\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayar. H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n, O ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayand\u0131r, r\u0259hm ed\u0259ndir!\u201d \u2013 (Z\u00fcm\u0259r, 53.)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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\u201cO, hans\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n daha g\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259m\u0259l ed\u0259c\u0259yini s\u0131namaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc v\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 yaradand\u0131r\u201d (M\u00fclk, 2)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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“H\u0259r n\u0259fs \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc dadacaqd\u0131r…” (Ali \u0130mran, 185)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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El\u015f\u0259n \u0130smay\u0131l<\/em><\/strong><\/a><\/p>\n

8 noyabr 2016<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Yaz\u0131ya 469 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u015eEYX\u0130N G\u00dcNAHI (hekay\u0259) Allah\u0131m! S\u0259n n\u00f6qsanl\u0131 sif\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n pak v\u0259 uzaqsan. S\u0259ni daim bel\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259nn\u00fcm edir v\u0259 t\u0259rifl\u0259yir\u0259m. S\u0259nin ad\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259kdir. Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u00fcr. S\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa ilah yoxdur… Dil il\u0259, b\u0259d\u0259n v\u0259 mal il\u0259 edil\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn ibad\u0259tl\u0259r Allah-ad\u0131r. Ey Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r! Allah\u0131n salam\u0131, r\u0259hm\u0259ti v\u0259 b\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri s\u0259nin \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 olsun. Salam bizim \u00fcz\u0259rimiz\u0259 v\u0259 Allah\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn yax\u015f\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[8,5,6,4,11,16,14,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15655"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15655"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15655\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15662,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15655\/revisions\/15662"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15655"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15655"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15655"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}