{"id":15735,"date":"2020-07-14T12:06:28","date_gmt":"2020-07-14T07:06:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=15735"},"modified":"2020-07-14T12:06:28","modified_gmt":"2020-07-14T07:06:28","slug":"akif-abbasov-nurcanin-q%c9%99mli-hekay%c9%99ti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=15735","title":{"rendered":"Akif ABBASOV – NURCANIN Q\u018fML\u0130 HEKAY\u018fT\u0130"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"AK\u0130F<\/a>(\u201cF\u0259th\u201d roman\u0131ndan)<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u00fcrt\u0259din k\u0259l\u0259yi<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/strong>Bu g\u00fcn sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131 Nurcana ba\u011f\u0131\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Sevincind\u0259n az qal\u0131rd\u0131 qanad a\u00e7\u0131b u\u00e7sun. G\u00f6r n\u0259 vaxtdan idi ki, b\u0259xtiyarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, \u015fadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n n\u0259 oldu\u011funu bilmir, \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fclm\u00fcrd\u00fc.\u00a0 Sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 n\u0259 zaman \u015fad-x\u00fcrr\u0259m oldu\u011fu yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Amma bu g\u00fcn… \u0130lahi s\u0259n\u0259 \u015f\u0259kk el\u0259y\u0259n\u0259 l\u0259n\u0259t! H\u0259r yaman g\u00fcn\u00fcn, do\u011frudan da bir xo\u015f sabah\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f. A\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259diyi bir hadis\u0259 ba\u015f verdi – yenid\u0259n Nevz\u0259t\u0259 qovu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Sevinci a\u015f\u0131b-da\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 bil Konstantinopolu o, f\u0259th etmi\u015fdi. Sulan II Murad\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Qism\u0259t olmad\u0131. \u018fv\u0259zind\u0259 cahan pad\u015fah\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 – Sultan II M\u0259hm\u0259ti\u00a0\u00a0 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 lap yax\u0131ndan. S\u0259sini e\u015fitdi.\u00a0 \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 Konstantinopolun al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ay\u0131, g\u00fcn\u00fc zill\u0259td\u0259 ke\u00e7irmi\u015fdi. Bir d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259, sevin\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 inanm\u0131rd\u0131, g\u00fcman\u0131 da g\u0259lmirdi. Do\u011fmalar\u0131ndan, ata-anas\u0131ndan, sevgilisind\u0259n, v\u0259t\u0259nind\u0259n ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bu n\u0259 b\u0259la idi ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259lmi\u015fdi?! Yatar yuxusuna da girm\u0259zdi! M\u00fcrt\u0259d\u00a0 onun h\u0259yat\u0131na, cavan can\u0131na q\u0259sd el\u0259mi\u015fdi. Nurcan deyib-g\u00fcl\u0259n, \u015fadlanan, qohum-\u0259qr\u0259bas\u0131n\u0131n toyunda, \u015f\u0259nlikl\u0259rind\u0259, ad g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259, bayramlarda qol g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb oynayan \u015f\u0259n bir q\u0131z idi. Q\u0131zlar bula\u011f\u0131ndan su i\u00e7mi\u015fdi.\u00a0 \u0130st\u0259klisi vard\u0131. Bir-birl\u0259rini sevirdil\u0259r. G\u0259lin k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k, Nevz\u0259tinin \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yand\u0131racaqd\u0131. Ona layiqli arvad olacaqd\u0131. Arzular\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcrt\u0259d \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 pis o\u011flan deyildi. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259. G\u00f6rk\u0259mi, var-d\u00f6vl\u0259ti, ev-e\u015fiyi vard\u0131. On arvad saxlama\u011fa g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atard\u0131. Atas\u0131 \u015e\u00fckr\u00fcn\u00fcn pulunu balta k\u0259sm\u0259zdi. \u015e\u00fckr\u00fc \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259zib alverini edirdi. M\u00fcrt\u0259d geyinib-ke\u00e7inib \u015fax-\u015fax g\u0259zir, tay-tu\u015flar\u0131na ac\u0131q verirdi. Tacir \u015e\u00fckr\u00fc puldan-paradan verib onu h\u0259rbd\u0259n saxlatd\u0131r\u0131r, orda-burda gizl\u0259dir, ara sakitl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Amma M\u00fcrt\u0259d n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r imkanl\u0131, forslu, yarl\u0131-yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131, \u0259dal\u0131 olsa da, Nurcanl\u0131q deyildi. O, lov\u011fal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan d\u0259risin\u0259 g\u00fccl\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.\u00a0 Bel\u0259 \u201cata\u201d, bel\u0259\u00a0 \u201cana\u201d u\u015faqlar\u0131ndan Nurcan\u0131n zindi-z\u0259hl\u0259si gedirdi. Bir ki\u015fi, bir erk\u0259k g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 bel\u0259l\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, onlardan \u00f6tr\u00fc \u00fcr\u0259yi getsin. Bel\u0259si sabah atas\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 qoyanda, ondan qalan pullar\u0131n da ba\u015f\u0131na da\u015f sal\u0131b quru yerd\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 is\u0259… s\u0259n indi Allah\u0131n i\u015fin\u0259 bax! G\u0259tirib Nurcan\u0131n qism\u0259tin\u0259 bel\u0259sini \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. M\u00fcrt\u0259d q\u0131r-saqq\u0131z olub yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131n yaxas\u0131ndan. \u018fl \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k fikri yox idi. Nurcan aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 haraya qoyurdusa, M\u00fcrt\u0259d bar verm\u0259y\u0259n a\u011fac kimi qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bitirdi.\u00a0 Nevz\u0259t d\u0259 buralarda yox idi ki, d\u0259rdini-s\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131b desin. Toylar\u0131n\u0131 tez ed\u0259rdil\u0259r. H\u0259m d\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015feyi Nevz\u0259t\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi ki, \u0259lind\u0259n x\u0259ta \u00e7\u0131xar, ya da orduda bunlar\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259r ed\u0259r, fikri buralarda qalar. \u0130raq olsun, fikri yay\u0131nar, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n oxuna tu\u015f g\u0259l\u0259r, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n q\u0131l\u0131nc\u0131 il\u0259 do\u011franar. Nurcan son zamanlar \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259-bay\u0131ra da \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rd\u0131 ki, bird\u0259n M\u00fcrt\u0259dl\u0259\u00a0 rastla\u015far.<\/p>\n

H\u0259rd\u0259n evl\u0259rinin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n \u0259traf\u0131 g\u00f6zd\u0259n ke\u00e7ir\u0259nd\u0259 M\u00fcrt\u0259din boylana-boylana qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu, q\u0131z\u0131 haldan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rd\u0131. Amma n\u0259 etsin? Bel\u0259 anlarda \u201cAllah\u0131m, bu n\u0259 i\u015fdir d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m?!\u201d dey\u0259 ahu-zar edirdi. M\u00fcrt\u0259din el\u00e7il\u0259ri d\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Nurcan\u0131n ata-anas\u0131 q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0 fikrini \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k, g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 \u201cyox\u201d cavab\u0131 vermi\u015fdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Nurcan atas\u0131 n\u0259 Osmana,\u00a0 n\u0259 anas\u0131 \u00d6zl\u0259m\u0259, n\u0259 d\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131 Y\u0131lmaza M\u00fcrt\u0259din h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri, ona rahatl\u0131q verm\u0259diyi bar\u0259d\u0259 bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259mi\u015fdi. Onlar\u0131n qan\u0131n\u0131 qaraltmaq ist\u0259mirdi. H\u0259rd\u0259n anas\u0131 ona ac\u0131qlanaraq: \u201cBu n\u0259dir, ay q\u0131z, evd\u0259 bitib qalm\u0131san. Bir h\u0259y\u0259t-bacaya, \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131x, s\u0259n\u0259 hava d\u0259ysin,\u00a0 g\u00fcn k\u00fcr\u0259yini yand\u0131rs\u0131n!\u201d<\/p>\n

Nurcan bir b\u0259han\u0259 il\u0259 evd\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qat\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

O nec\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilm\u0259di. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7anda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc\u00a0 i\u00e7\u0259risin\u0259 saman d\u00f6\u015f\u0259nmi\u015f at-arabada g\u00f6rd\u00fc. \u018fl-qolunu ba\u011flay\u0131b, atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar araban\u0131n bir k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259. Yol gedirdil\u0259r. \u201cBu n\u0259dir? Arabada n\u0259 g\u0259zir\u0259m? Hara apar\u0131rlar? Niy\u0259 apar\u0131rlar?\u201d \u00a0– dey\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 sual vers\u0259 d\u0259, cavab tapa bilm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Boylan\u0131b baxd\u0131. Araba\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda oturan M\u00fcrt\u0259d idi. D\u00fcnya Nurcan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na f\u0131rland\u0131. F\u0259ryad qoparmaq ist\u0259di. Bacarmad\u0131. A\u011fz\u0131na \u0259ski tax\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\u00a0 Yad\u0131na salma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ax\u015fam saat on bir olard\u0131. \u00dcf\u00fcr\u00fcb \u015fam\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ota\u011fa qaranl\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri b\u00fcrk\u00fc oldu\u011fundan p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni a\u00e7\u0131q qoyub yerin\u0259 girdi.\u00a0 Ata-anas\u0131, qarda\u015f\u0131\u00a0 Y\u0131lmaz da o biri otaqda ondan da \u0259vv\u0259l yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. B\u0259s sonra? Sonras\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlam\u0131rd\u0131. Bir az yerind\u0259 qurdalanandan, bu b\u00f6yr\u00fc \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n o biri \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ax\u0131r ki, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yuxu getdi. S\u0259s-k\u00fcy d\u0259 e\u015fitm\u0259yib. H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259ki it d\u0259 h\u00fcrm\u0259yib. Yoxsa Nurcan e\u015fid\u0259rdi. Say\u0131q yat\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Haradan bil\u0259ydi ki, M\u00fcrt\u0259d ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn pusquda dayan\u0131bm\u0131\u015f. \u00d6yr\u0259nirmi\u015f: Nurcan, ata-anas\u0131, Y\u0131lmaz n\u0259 zaman yat\u0131r? H\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 n\u0259 zaman sakitlik \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr?\u00a0 \u0130tin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 nec\u0259 qatmaq olar?<\/p>\n

Bunlar\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259n sonra h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lib. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 evd\u0259kil\u0259rin, Nurcan\u0131n yuxuya getm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259yib. Arxay\u0131n olub ki, ham\u0131 yuxudad\u0131r. Nurcan\u0131n yata\u011fa uzanmas\u0131n\u0131 da \u015fam i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n k\u0259silm\u0259sind\u0259n bilib. Bir tik\u0259 \u0259t\u0259 z\u0259h\u0259r qat\u0131b h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259ki itin qaba\u011f\u0131na at\u0131b. Onun g\u0259b\u0259rdiyin\u0259 \u0259min olandan sonra hasara d\u0131rma\u015faraq \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 sal\u0131b, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n ota\u011fa girib. Ota\u011fa ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Nurcan\u0131 ayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. O,\u00a0 m\u0131\u015f\u0131l-m\u0131\u015f\u0131l yat\u0131rd\u0131.\u00a0 Sif\u0259ti i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131, dodaqlar\u0131 t\u0259rav\u0259tli idi. Yuxu g\u00f6r\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Dodaqlar\u0131na t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm qonmu\u015fdu. Q\u0131z\u0131n gird\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flayan sin\u0259si bir balaca a\u00e7\u0131qda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcrt\u0259d heyranl\u0131qla q\u0131za bax\u0131r, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k bilmirdi. \u0130nsafa g\u0259ldi. Bir ist\u0259di onu narahat etm\u0259sin, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getsin. Amma \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 bacara bilm\u0259di. \u018flind\u0259 tutdu\u011fu d\u0259smal\u0131 onun a\u011fz\u0131na apard\u0131. D\u0259smaldak\u0131 bihu\u015fdar\u0131 idi. Daha qorxu yox idi. Nurcan oyan\u0131b hay-k\u00fcy sala bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. Amma t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259k laz\u0131m idi, bird\u0259n h\u0259nirtiy\u0259 evd\u0259kil\u0259rd\u0259n kim is\u0259 oyana bil\u0259rdi.\u00a0 Osmanla \u00d6zl\u0259m\u0259 qalsayd\u0131 onlarla bacarard\u0131, amma Yilmazla \u00e7\u0259tin olard\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcrt\u0259d h\u00fcnd\u00fcr boylu, iri c\u00fcss\u0259li, \u00f6k\u00fcz kimi g\u00fccl\u00fc v\u0259 sa\u011flam idi.<\/p>\n

Nurcan kimi n\u0259rm\u0259-nazik q\u0131z\u0131 quca\u011f\u0131na al\u0131b bu otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xarmaq onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn su i\u00e7m\u0259k kimi asan idi. Q\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7iynin\u0259 al\u0131b p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Nurcanla birg\u0259 hasara d\u0131rma\u015fmaq \u00e7\u0259tin olard\u0131. Ani fikirl\u0259\u015fib h\u0259y\u0259t\u00a0 darvazas\u0131na sar\u0131 getdi, c\u0259ft\u0259sini a\u00e7\u0131b rahatca \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc bayaqdan onu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n at-arabaya \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131 arabada yerl\u0259\u015fdirib, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 araba\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na ke\u00e7di. Yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Bu at-araban\u0131 qon\u015fu q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rin birind\u0259n tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, n\u0259 onu buralarda tan\u0131yan olsun, n\u0259 d\u0259 o buradak\u0131lar\u0131 tan\u0131ya bilsin. Araba s\u00fcr\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7oxlu pul verib bu i\u015f\u0259 raz\u0131 salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Nurcan \u00e7abalasa da \u0259lind\u0259n bir i\u015f g\u0259lmirdi. N\u0259 aya\u011fa dura bilirdi, n\u0259 d\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131na t\u0131xanm\u0131\u015f \u0259ski dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131na imkan verirdi.\u00a0 At-araba yol getm\u0259kd\u0259 idi. Bel\u0259c\u0259 g\u0259lib Bizans torpa\u011f\u0131na \u00a0– Konstantinopola \u00e7atd\u0131lar. Nurcan bunu sonradan bildi. H\u0259y\u0259can v\u0259 t\u0259\u015fvi\u015fd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n getmi\u015fdi. \u015e\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 nec\u0259 daxil olmu\u015fdular,M\u00fcrt\u0259d\u00a0 kiminl\u0259 n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, nec\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, onlar\u0131 nec\u0259 raz\u0131 salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r pul vermi\u015fdi?\u00a0 He\u00e7 birind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259ri olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n dem\u0259, buralarda M\u00fcrt\u0259din atas\u0131n\u0131n bir tacir dostu varm\u0131\u015f. At-araban\u0131 yola salandan sonra Nurcan\u0131n qolundan tutub onlara g\u0259tirdi. Nurcan dart\u0131nsa da, bunun\u00a0 xeyri olmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k, sakitl\u0259\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

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Onlar, s\u0259n dem\u0259 gec\u0259 d\u0259 yol g\u0259lmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 yerd\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. \u0130ndi M\u00fcrt\u0259d araba\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n su ba\u015f\u0131na getdiyind\u0259n istifad\u0259 ed\u0259r\u0259k Nurcan\u0131n yan\u0131na ke\u00e7di. Onu dil\u0259 tutma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u00fcrt\u0259d\u00a0 bir \u015f\u0259rtl\u0259 onun \u0259l-qolunu a\u00e7d\u0131, a\u011fz\u0131ndan \u0259skini \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131 ki, o, qara-q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131q salmayacaq, bu yad yerd\u0259 adamlar\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011fmayacaq:<\/p>\n

-S\u00f6z\u0259 qulaq asmama\u011f\u0131n\u0131n onsuz da s\u0259n\u0259 faydas\u0131 olmayacaq. Q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z iki g\u00fcnd\u00fcr. Buraxaram ba\u015fl\u0131-ba\u015f\u0131na, ged\u0259rs\u0259n, g\u00f6r\u00fcm hara gedirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Nurcan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 \u00fcmid q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131mlar\u0131 yand\u0131:<\/p>\n

-S\u0259n m\u0259ni azad el\u0259, qalan\u0131 il\u0259 i\u015fin yoxdur.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcrt\u0259d istehzal\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yi\u015fl\u0259:<\/p>\n

-Bu d\u00fczd\u0259, \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 qurd-qu\u015f yey\u0259r s\u0259ni, – dedi.<\/p>\n

Nurcan onu dil\u0259 tutma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, eyni zamanda q\u0259z\u0259bini bo\u011fa bilm\u0259di:<\/p>\n

-Eybi yox, qoy qurd-qu\u015f yesin, amma s\u0259nin murdar sif\u0259tini g\u00f6rm\u0259yim. M\u0259ni niy\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131san?<\/p>\n

M\u00fcrt\u0259d \u0259lini sin\u0259sin\u0259 d\u00f6yd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

-\u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 arvad ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Nurcan ac\u0131ql\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Yaramaz! – dedi. -Bel\u0259 evlilik olar? Bel\u0259 i\u015f tutarlar? M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 nec\u0259 arvadl\u0131q ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m? S\u0259nd\u0259n z\u0259hl\u0259m gedir! \u0130yr\u0259nir\u0259m s\u0259nd\u0259n!<\/p>\n

Onun s\u00f6zl\u0259ri M\u00fcrt\u0259din he\u00e7 vecin\u0259 d\u0259 olmad\u0131. Nurcan indi onun yan\u0131nda idi. Bu ona b\u0259s edirdi. Q\u0131z\u0131n \u0259trini almaq da ona kifay\u0259t edirdi:<\/p>\n

-\u00d6yr\u0259\u015f\u0259rs\u0259n. Qon\u015fulu\u011fumuzda Fatma ad\u0131nda q\u0131z\u00a0 vard\u0131. S\u0259n d\u0259 tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131n. Q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng sa\u00e7lar\u0131 vard\u0131. Qara Mahmud onu ist\u0259yir, o is\u0259 yax\u0131n qoymurdu. Deyirdi Mahmudun ba\u015f\u0131nda t\u00fck yoxdur, ke\u00e7\u0259ldir, yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 deyil. Mahmud g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fcm d\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259yib t\u0259nb\u0259llik\u00a0 onu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7d\u0131. \u0130ndi bir s\u00fcr\u00fc u\u015faqlar\u0131 var. H\u00fcrk\u00fctm\u0259s\u0259n, saymaq olmur. Fatma ona ba\u011flanmasayd\u0131, t\u0259slim olmasayd\u0131, onunla bir yast\u0131\u011fa ba\u015f qoymasayd\u0131 u\u015faqlar haradan olard\u0131? N\u0259 olsun Qara Mahmud ke\u00e7\u0259l idi, t\u00fcks\u00fcz idi! H\u0259, Nurcan can, n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdi? Qara Mahmudun ba\u015f\u0131na t\u00fck g\u0259ldi? Sad\u0259c\u0259, bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. Fatma d\u0259 oturub-deyir: S\u0259n dem\u0259, Mahmuddan ba\u015fqas\u0131 yalanm\u0131\u015f\u201d. Buna n\u0259 deyirs\u0259n?\u00a0 N\u0259 olub m\u0259n\u0259?! G\u00fcl kimi o\u011flanam! H\u0259l\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 ya\u015fayaq, onda \u00f6z\u00fcn g\u0259r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n nec\u0259 oldu\u011fumu. S\u0259n d\u0259 Fatma dey\u0259ni dey\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Nurcan ala verdi:<\/p>\n

-Yalansa ba\u015f\u0131n bats\u0131n! Yalvar\u0131ram, m\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k. H\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259m\u0259. M\u0259n s\u0259ni sevmir\u0259m! Sevm\u0259y\u0259-sevm\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259ninl\u0259 nec\u0259 ya\u015faya bil\u0259r\u0259m?<\/p>\n

M\u00fcrt\u0259d dediyind\u0259n \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kmirdi:<\/p>\n

-Dedim ax\u0131. Sev\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. Yava\u015f-yava\u015f al\u0131\u015facaqsan. Yen\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131q edir\u0259m: a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 ol. \u0130ndi atam\u0131n dostu gil\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259yik. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcn nec\u0259 a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131z oldu\u011funu onlara g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259. B\u0259d ayaqda dey\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m arvad\u0131md\u0131r. Hay q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r, ha ba\u011f\u0131r. Bilmirs\u0259n ki, indiki zamanda qad\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxan yoxdur? Ki\u015fi n\u0259 deyirs\u0259, odur. \u00c7ox o yan, bu yan ed\u0259rs\u0259n, apar\u0131b bazarda qul ad\u0131na sataram s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Nurcan sevinc\u0259k:<\/p>\n

-Apar, sat, raz\u0131yam, – dedi.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcrt\u0259d \u015faqqanaq \u00e7\u0259kdi:<\/p>\n

-S\u0259n nec\u0259 d\u0259 sad\u0259l\u00f6vhs\u0259n. D\u00fcnyadan x\u0259b\u0259rin yoxdur. S\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259qsir yoxdur, ana u\u015fa\u011f\u0131san da. Qul bazar\u0131nda h\u0259l\u0259 bilmirs\u0259n s\u0259ni kim alacaq? S\u0259ninl\u0259 nec\u0259 r\u0259ftar ed\u0259c\u0259k. H\u0259m qad\u0131n kimi, h\u0259m d\u0259 qul kimi i\u015fl\u0259d\u0259c\u0259k s\u0259ni!<\/p>\n

Nurcan susdu. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259nin bu t\u0259r\u0259fi d\u0259 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcrt\u0259din s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Qad\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 kim oynay\u0131rd\u0131 ki?! Qad\u0131n\u0131 adam yerin\u0259 qoyurdularm\u0131?! Qad\u0131n, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 kas\u0131b qad\u0131n cinsi ehtiras s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u0259k vasit\u0259si idi, bir d\u0259 evd\u0259 i\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259k, u\u015faq do\u011fmaq. Odur ki, s\u0259sini i\u00e7in\u0259 sald\u0131.\u00a0 Nurcan ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, yaman ili\u015fib. \u00c7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolunu \u00e7\u0259tin tapa.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcrt\u0259din s\u0259si g\u0259ldi:<\/p>\n

-D\u0259lilik el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n ki?<\/p>\n

\u00c7abalamaqdan k\u0259ndir \u0259l-qolunu, ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259smi\u015fdi, d\u00fcz \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 oturub-dura bilmirdi. Bunun ayaqyoluna getm\u0259yi vard\u0131, \u0259l-\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yuma\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131 da qap\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yi a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259lirdi, g\u00fccl\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131rd\u0131. Nurcan \u00e7ox \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcb-bi\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra anlad\u0131 ki,\u00a0 bir \u00e7ar\u0259 tap\u0131nca M\u00fcrt\u0259din dediyi il\u0259 oturub-durmal\u0131d\u0131r. T\u0259rslikl\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 nail ola bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Odur ki, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259dib o dey\u0259nl\u0259 raz\u0131 oldu\u011funu bildirdi.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bu zaman araba\u00e7\u0131 g\u0259ldi. Onlar s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rini k\u0259sdil\u0259r. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb karvansarada nahar el\u0259dil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 (ard\u0131 var)<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 501 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(\u201cF\u0259th\u201d roman\u0131ndan) M\u00fcrt\u0259din k\u0259l\u0259yi \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Bu g\u00fcn sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131 Nurcana ba\u011f\u0131\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Sevincind\u0259n az qal\u0131rd\u0131 qanad a\u00e7\u0131b u\u00e7sun. G\u00f6r n\u0259 vaxtdan idi ki, b\u0259xtiyarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, \u015fadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n n\u0259 oldu\u011funu bilmir, \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fclm\u00fcrd\u00fc.\u00a0 Sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 n\u0259 zaman \u015fad-x\u00fcrr\u0259m oldu\u011fu yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Amma bu g\u00fcn… \u0130lahi s\u0259n\u0259 \u015f\u0259kk el\u0259y\u0259n\u0259 l\u0259n\u0259t! H\u0259r yaman g\u00fcn\u00fcn, do\u011frudan da bir xo\u015f sabah\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6147,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,14,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15735"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15735"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15735\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15736,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15735\/revisions\/15736"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6147"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15735"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15735"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15735"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}