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\"ferruxe\"<\/a>(hekay\u0259)<\/p>\n

\u2026Masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdi. S\u0259liq\u0259li idi. Sa\u011fda \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 qalaqlanm\u0131\u015f a\u011fappaq ka\u011f\u0131zlar, i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m olan q\u0259l\u0259mdan qoyulmu\u015fdu. Daha sonra t\u0259rt\u0259miz, b\u00fcllur k\u00fclqab\u0131, bir d\u0259 balaca, z\u0259ngli saat var idi. Fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, d\u00fcz iki\u00a0 il be\u015f ayd\u0131r ki, bu masa bel\u0259c\u0259 t\u0259rt\u0259miz, s\u0259liq\u0259lidir. D\u00fcz iki il be\u015f ayd\u0131r ki, n\u0259 bu k\u00fclqab\u0131 gec\u0259nin bir yar\u0131s\u0131nacan siqaret k\u00f6t\u00fckl\u0259ri, v\u0259r\u0259q q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 il\u0259 dolurdu, n\u0259 o a\u011f ka\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131n nizaml\u0131 d\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc pozulur, n\u0259 d\u0259 bu saat gec\u0259 saat d\u00f6rdd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131r-ba\u011f\u0131r sal\u0131r ki, daha b\u0259sdir i\u015fl\u0259din, dur yat, s\u0259h\u0259r qalx\u0131b i\u015f\u0259 \u00e7atmayacaqsan. Bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 bir vaxtlar s\u0259liq\u0259sizliy\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 arvad\u0131n\u0131n danla\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0259ribs\u0259di: \u201cBel\u0259 d\u0259 t\u00f6r-t\u00f6k\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u00fck olar? He\u00e7 olmazsa, qoy \u00f6z\u00fcm s\u0259liq\u0259y\u0259 sal\u0131m.<\/p>\n

– D\u0259ym\u0259\u201d.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi daha do\u011frudan da yaz\u0131 masas\u0131n\u0131 arvad\u0131 \u00f6z ist\u0259yinc\u0259 sahmanlay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 h\u00f6km etm\u0259y\u0259 can atd\u0131: \u201cDaha b\u0259sdir. G\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r ki, bu masaya yax\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr\u0259m, \u0259lim\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m alm\u0131ram, birc\u0259 s\u0259tir d\u0259 olsa yazm\u0131ram\u201d. Yox, dey\u0259s\u0259n n\u0259 vaxtsa yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 bir s\u0259tir. B\u0259s hara qoyub g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n? Bir s\u0259tir yazd\u0131, sonra da oturub ne\u00e7\u0259 saatsa g\u00f6zl\u0259rini dikdi o s\u0259tr\u0259. El\u0259-bel\u0259, he\u00e7 n\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259d\u0259n, duy\u011fusuz-filans\u0131z. Sonra da masan\u0131n siyirtm\u0259sini a\u00e7\u0131b el\u0259 o birc\u0259 s\u0259tirlik v\u0259r\u0259qi qoydu ora.<\/p>\n

T\u0259l\u0259sik h\u0259min v\u0259r\u0259qi \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b oxudu: \u201cQarag\u00f6z xan\u0131m\u0131n alag\u00f6z pi\u015fiyi\u201d. B\u0259h, \u0259c\u0259bdir. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n\u00a0 hardan a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259lib bu sarsaq s\u00f6z?<\/p>\n

Tez d\u0259 fikrind\u0259n da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131: – Sarsaq niy\u0259 olur ey? B\u0259lk\u0259 do\u011frudan da n\u0259 is\u0259 yazmaq ist\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Maraqland\u0131 ki, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n daha n\u0259yi var bu siyirtm\u0259d\u0259? \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 \u0259lin\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259likd\u0259n qalma g\u00fcnd\u0259liyi ke\u00e7di. A\u00e7d\u0131: \u201c\u0130ki g\u00fcnd\u00fcr ki, otuz q\u0259piy\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir buxanka \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259 dolan\u0131ram. T\u0259rslikd\u0259n qara \u00e7ay\u0131m da qurtar\u0131b. Ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr ki, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259ml\u0259diyim \u00e7ay da tamam r\u0259ngini itirib. He\u00e7 olmazsa yavan \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259 i\u00e7irdim. Daha avtobusa da minmir\u0259m. Piyada gedib-g\u0259lir\u0259m. Ev\u0259 vurdu\u011fum teleqramdan da bir x\u0259b\u0259r-\u0259t\u0259r yoxdur. Evd\u0259ki v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti yad\u0131ma salanda he\u00e7 g\u00fcman da etmir\u0259m. T\u0259qa\u00fcd alma\u011fa is\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 yeddi g\u00fcn var. Bu g\u00fcn yolum uzaq oldu\u011fundan d\u0259rs\u0259 d\u00fcz d\u00f6rd d\u0259qiq\u0259 gecikdim. Sonra da institut radioqov\u015fa\u011f\u0131nda ad\u0131m gecik\u0259nl\u0259r siyah\u0131s\u0131nda \u00e7\u0259kildi. Eybi yox. Sabah evd\u0259n bir az da tez \u00e7\u0131xaram\u201d.<\/p>\n

H\u0259min g\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n s\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00fcn bir d\u0259 gecikm\u0259di ki? Evd\u0259n nec\u0259, pul g\u00f6nd\u0259rdil\u0259r, yoxsa el\u0259 t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u0259c\u0259n pulsuz qald\u0131? G\u00fcnd\u0259liyi qatlay\u0131b yerin\u0259 qoydu. Daha sonra \u0259lin\u0259 d\u00f6rd il \u0259vv\u0259l yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cM\u00fcharib\u0259\u201d pyesi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fckafat\u0131n diplomu ke\u00e7di. \u018fs\u0259rinin tama\u015fas\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131; s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 xeyli qad\u0131n var. Ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n da g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ac pi\u015fik h\u0259risliyi il\u0259 cans\u0131z, haldan d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f ki\u015fiy\u0259 dikilib. Ki\u015fi yumaq kimi b\u00fck\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259k qorxu i\u00e7ind\u0259 qad\u0131nlar\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rini izl\u0259yir. Qad\u0131nlardan kims\u0259 h\u00f6kml\u0259 dill\u0259nir: \u201cO, m\u0259nim olmal\u0131d\u0131r\u201d. Dig\u0259ri yalvar\u0131r: \u201cM\u0259nim k\u00f6rp\u0259m atas\u0131zd\u0131r, verin onu m\u0259n\u0259!\u201d \u201cM\u0259n u\u015faq do\u011fmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m\u201d – daha bir s\u0259s e\u015fidilir. Qad\u0131nlar Yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn yegan\u0259 ki\u015fisinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 biri-birinin sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 yolur, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc c\u0131r\u0131rlar. Ov \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 h\u00fccum \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131lar kimi ki\u015finin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 h\u00fccum\u00a0 \u00e7\u0259kirl\u0259r. S\u0259sl\u0259r \u0259r\u015f\u0259 qalx\u0131r: \u201cD\u0259ym\u0259yin ona, o, m\u0259nim o\u011flumdur\u201d, \u201cM\u0259n ana olmaq, u\u015faq do\u011fmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m\u201d, \u201cM\u0259nim balam\u0131n atas\u0131d\u0131r o!\u201d, \u201cO, m\u0259nim qarda\u015f\u0131md\u0131r\u201d, \u201cO, m\u0259nimdir!\u201d, \u201cO, m\u0259nimdir!\u201d<\/p>\n

S\u0259sl\u0259r beynind\u0259 \u0259ks-s\u0259da verdi, qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131 tutub b\u00fcz\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n sonrak\u0131 yegan\u0259 ki\u015fisinin hal\u0131n\u0131 indiki kimi d\u0259rind\u0259n duydu\u011fu olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131: – Bu sevgini kim\u0259 verim, ilahi?!<\/p>\n

Fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n indi nec\u0259 yazard\u0131<\/p>\n

o pyesi? Sonra da bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki,\u00a0 he\u00e7 o pyes olmay\u0131b, o sur\u0259ti d\u0259 he\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fc yaratmay\u0131b. O ki\u015fi sa\u011f-salamatd\u0131r v\u0259 bu anlardaca hans\u0131 k\u00fcncd\u0259ns\u0259 ona bax\u0131r. \u201cS\u0259n o qad\u0131nlar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n, qarda\u015f? Onlar ki, s\u0259ni didim-didim el\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r?!\u201d – \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Sonra \u0259lin\u0259 m\u0259nzilinin orderi ke\u00e7di. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, indi bu order\u0259 olan nifr\u0259ti kimi he\u00e7 vaxt he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259, he\u00e7 kim\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 bel\u0259 nifr\u0259ti olmay\u0131b \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259. Orderi \u0259lin\u0259 alan g\u00fcnd\u0259n q\u0259l\u0259mi \u0259lind\u0259n qoymu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

… K\u0259ndd\u0259n qay\u0131danda evinin taxta qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n yerind\u0259 seyf qap\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc… \u018fvv\u0259l inanmad\u0131. El\u0259 bildi s\u0259hv d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. T\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n geri d\u00f6n\u00fcb m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259l\u0259ri bir d\u0259 sayd\u0131; \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259, q\u0131rx iki n\u00f6mr\u0259li m\u0259nzil. Ax\u0131 nec\u0259 s\u0259hv sala bil\u0259rdi? B\u0259s onda bu d\u0259mir qap\u0131 n\u0259 idi? Qon\u015funun qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc. Qon\u015fu: – Qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcn\u0259n g\u0259lib sal\u0131blar. Dedil\u0259r ki, evi al\u0131blar. Telefon n\u00f6mr\u0259si yaz\u0131b qoydular ki, n\u0259 vaxt g\u0259ls\u0259n z\u0259ng el\u0259, g\u0259lib qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7s\u0131nlar, \u015feyl\u0259rini g\u00f6t\u00fcr. Vallah, qon\u015fu, biz d\u0259 m\u0259\u0259tt\u0259l qald\u0131q. Dedik y\u0259qin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rdars\u0131n\u0131z, – s\u00f6yl\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Ard\u0131na qulaq asma\u011fa s\u0259bri \u00e7atmad\u0131. Qon\u015funun uzatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 telefon n\u00f6mr\u0259si yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ka\u011f\u0131z\u00a0 par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131b pill\u0259l\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Qon\u015fu daha bir vacib bildiyi m\u0259lumat\u0131 \u00e7atd\u0131rma\u011fa t\u0259l\u0259sdi: – H\u0259, qap\u0131salan bir d\u0259 dedi ki, qarda\u015f\u0131 m\u0259rk\u0259zd\u0259 m\u00fcst\u0259ntiq i\u015fl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xanda \u0259vv\u0259l hara ged\u0259c\u0259yini k\u0259sdir\u0259 bilm\u0259di, \u0259slind\u0259, he\u00e7 ayaqlar\u0131 da yerimirdi. Yegan\u0259 hiss etdiyi \u015fey \u00fcr\u0259yinin s\u0131x\u0131lmas\u0131 idi. \u00dcr\u0259yi el\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 ki, az qal\u0131rd\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259sini k\u0259ssin.<\/p>\n

– Qarda\u015f, b\u0259lk\u0259 bir k\u00f6m\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r?<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yini ovu\u015fdurdu. Ba\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 \u201cyox!\u201d i\u015far\u0259si verdis\u0259 d\u0259, m\u00fcraci\u0259t ed\u0259n adam v\u0259ziyy\u0259tin ciddiliyini anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– \u0130caz\u0259 verin k\u00f6m\u0259k edim. Aptek ikiadd\u0131ml\u0131qdad\u0131r, – dedi.<\/p>\n

Qolundan tutub x\u0131rda add\u0131mlarla aptek\u0259 g\u0259tirdi. Aptek\u00e7i onu tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

…Yen\u0259 qulaqlar\u0131na d\u00fcnyan\u0131n yegan\u0259 ki\u015fisin\u0259 sahib olmaq ist\u0259yil\u0259 inad\u0131 siyrilmi\u015f q\u0131l\u0131nca d\u00f6n\u0259n qad\u0131nlar\u0131n ah-nal\u0259si doldu. Qad\u0131nlar d\u0131rnaqlar\u0131 il\u0259\u00a0 par\u00e7a-par\u00e7a edib h\u0259r\u0259sinin \u0259lin\u0259 bir tik\u0259si ke\u00e7mi\u015f d\u00fcnyan\u0131n yegan\u0259 ki\u015fisind\u0259n \u00f6z kam\u0131n\u0131 alma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. D\u0131rnaqlardan qan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. M\u00fcharib\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n sa\u011f \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f d\u00fcnyan\u0131n yegan\u0259 ki\u015fisini qad\u0131nlar \u00f6z ist\u0259kl\u0259rinin \u0259li il\u0259 m\u0259hv etmi\u015fdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

…D\u0259rman i\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259ki s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131 azalmasa da, ayaqlar\u0131 yeriy\u0259 bilirdi daha.<\/p>\n

Yeddi il idi ki, o evd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131lar. Ev sahibi qoca arvad idi. Xeyli vaxt idi ki, \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u201cYuxar\u0131dan\u201d da s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdil\u0259r ki, evi onun ad\u0131na ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Zarafat deyil, d\u00fcz yeddi ildir ki, ya\u015fay\u0131rlar o evd\u0259. \u00dcst\u0259lik, laz\u0131ml\u0131 adam\u0131 da g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r raz\u0131 salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Vaxt\u0131 itirm\u0259d\u0259n\u00a0 \u201claz\u0131ml\u0131\u201d adam\u0131n yan\u0131na getdi:<\/p>\n

– Deyirl\u0259r sizin x\u0259b\u0259riniz var qap\u0131 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259sind\u0259n.Laz\u0131ml\u0131 adam s\u00fcni bir t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 dartd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Kim deyir?<\/p>\n

– Qap\u0131salan qon\u015fulara \u00f6z\u00fc deyib ki, guya siz…<\/p>\n

– \u018f\u015f\u015fi, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131-savadl\u0131 adams\u0131n\u0131z. Ara s\u00f6hb\u0259tidir. M\u0259nim hardan x\u0259b\u0259rim olacaq? S\u0259n narahat olma. Get ev\u0259, ara\u015fd\u0131rar\u0131q, g\u00f6r\u0259k n\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir.<\/p>\n

– D\u00fcz\u00fc, he\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m hara gedim! Qap\u0131 d\u0259mird\u0259n, a\u00e7maq olmaz, \u00f6zg\u0259 kimin evin\u0259 ged\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– \u018fg\u0259r qalma\u011fa yerin yoxdursa ged\u0259k gec\u0259ni bizd\u0259 qal. Zarafat el\u0259mir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Yox, yox.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xanda ki\u015fid\u0259n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259ndiyin\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kdi. Do\u011frudan da ki\u015finin o\u011flunun x\u0259b\u0259ri yoxmu\u015f.<\/p>\n

Ara\u015fd\u0131rmaq uzun \u00e7\u0259kdi. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 arvad\u0131 il\u0259 getdi \u201claz\u0131ml\u0131\u201d ki\u015finin yan\u0131na.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcnd\u0259n ba\u015flad\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259n s\u00f6k\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259. \u201cLaz\u0131ml\u0131\u201d ki\u015fi he\u00e7 oturmaq da t\u0259klif etm\u0259di onlara. Bilirdi ki, \u201claz\u0131ml\u0131\u201d adam\u0131n \u0259yl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k t\u0259klif etm\u0259m\u0259si insan\u0131n burnunu silm\u0259si kimi adi bir hald\u0131r. Bununla bel\u0259 bu h\u00f6rm\u0259tsizlik \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn arvad\u0131ndan utand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Daha sonra … daha sonra \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 a\u00e7mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 qap\u0131lar\u0131 a\u00e7ma\u011fa m\u0259cbur oldu. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 yolunu h\u0259min tan\u0131\u015f aptekd\u0259n sald\u0131.<\/p>\n

…Burnuna \u201ckarvalol\u201dun tan\u0131\u015f qoxusu g\u0259ldi. Ev \u0259hvalat\u0131n\u0131 fikrind\u0259n qovma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Saat\u0131n z\u0259ngini burdu. Ota\u011f\u0131 yekn\u0259s\u0259q z\u0259ng s\u0259si b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Xeyli qulaq asd\u0131. Sonra barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 saat\u0131n \u201cpapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n\u201d \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub bir az da s\u0259ssizliyi din\u015f\u0259di.<\/p>\n

A\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259ldi ki, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n o, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n yegan\u0259 ki\u015fisinin yerin\u0259 olsayd\u0131, n\u0259 olard\u0131? H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 b\u0259xtind\u0259n gileyli arvad\u0131 bu d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc xo\u015fb\u0259xt hiss ed\u0259rdimi?<\/p>\n

\u018flini yenid\u0259n siyirtm\u0259y\u0259 atd\u0131. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 \u0259lin\u0259 divar t\u0259qvimind\u0259n qopard\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir v\u0259r\u0259q ke\u00e7di. O t\u0259qvim v\u0259r\u0259qini divardan o\u011flu anadan olan g\u00fcn c\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. V\u0259r\u0259qin a\u011f yerl\u0259rin\u0259 is\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc m\u00fcxt\u0259lif qeydl\u0259r etmi\u015fdi; o\u011flunun anadan oldu\u011fu g\u00fcn\u00fcn saat\u0131, im\u0259kl\u0259diyi, yeridiyi, dil a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259ri s\u0259liq\u0259 il\u0259 qeyd etmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi o\u011flu \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259n \u015fik\u0259st qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131: \u201cBel\u0259 olmaz. Bel\u0259 davam ed\u0259 bilm\u0259z. M\u00fctl\u0259q n\u0259 is\u0259 etm\u0259liy\u0259m. M\u00fctl\u0259q\u201d. Ota\u011f\u0131na yenid\u0259n d\u00fcnyan\u0131n yegan\u0259 ki\u015fisinin bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 doldu. Ki\u015finin bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 imdad dil\u0259yirdi: \u201cD\u00fcnyan\u0131n yegan\u0259 d\u0259rdi d\u00fcnyan\u0131n yegan\u0259 ki\u015fisi olmaqd\u0131r\u201d.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259l\u0259mi \u0259lin\u0259 ald\u0131: \u201cYazmal\u0131yam. He\u00e7 olmazsa \u00fcr\u0259yimi bo\u015faltmal\u0131yam. B\u0259lk\u0259 onda \u00fcr\u0259yim yum\u015fala, hissi, duy\u011fusu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qay\u0131da. Yoxsa lap da\u015fa d\u00f6n\u00fcb\u201d. \u018flind\u0259ki q\u0259l\u0259mind\u0259n v\u0259r\u0259qin\u00a0 ortas\u0131na bir n\u00f6qt\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. N\u00f6qt\u0259ni yava\u015f-yava\u015f qaralay\u0131b iril\u0259ndirdi.<\/p>\n

Aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b otaqda var-g\u0259l etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Qap\u0131ya sar\u0131 baxanda\u00a0 arvad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Qap\u0131ya s\u00f6yk\u0259nib s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259ssiz a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi ki, ka\u015f o da bel\u0259c\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6k\u0259-t\u00f6k\u0259 a\u011flaya bil\u0259ydi.<\/p>\n

Yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b arvad\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131. Arvad\u0131 bu d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131ra-h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131ra h\u00f6nk\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Arvad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n ucuna al\u0131b \u0259vv\u0259l dilinin ucu il\u0259 tams\u0131nd\u0131, sonra \u00f6z g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 s\u00fcrtd\u00fc. Arvad\u0131 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 ona baxd\u0131. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di arvad\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb\u00fcn\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131. \u201cGet, yat\u201d – dedi.<\/p>\n

Arvad\u0131 ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcb yenid\u0259n yaz\u0131 masas\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 yazma\u011fa c\u0259hd etm\u0259di. Otaq qaranl\u0131q idi.<\/p>\n