{"id":15907,"date":"2020-08-11T16:39:22","date_gmt":"2020-08-11T11:39:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=15907"},"modified":"2020-08-11T16:39:22","modified_gmt":"2020-08-11T11:39:22","slug":"akif-abbasov-nurcanin-q%c9%99mli-hekay%c9%99ti-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=15907","title":{"rendered":"AK\u0130F ABBASOV – NURCANIN Q\u018fML\u0130 HEKAY\u018fT\u0130"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"AKIF<\/a> (\u201cF\u0259th\u201d roman\u0131ndan)<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 (\u0259vv\u0259li var)<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0259s Nurcan hardad\u0131r?<\/strong><\/p>\n

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M\u00fcrt\u0259di arxay\u0131n sal\u0131b, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na yast\u0131q qoyub bel\u0259c\u0259 aradan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Tu\u011fba xan\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bilm\u0259m\u0259zliy\u0259 vursa da, \u0259slind\u0259 he\u00e7 kimin yox, t\u0259kc\u0259 Nurcandan onun x\u0259b\u0259ri vard\u0131. Hara getdiyini o bilirdi.<\/p>\n

Nurcan\u0131n qay\u011f\u0131l\u0131, bikef oldu\u011fu, deyib-g\u00fclm\u0259diyi ilk g\u00fcnd\u0259n Tu\u011fba xan\u0131ma q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Bu g\u0259ncl\u0259r t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 evl\u0259nmi\u015fdil\u0259r. G\u0259r\u0259k can deyib, can e\u015fid\u0259ydil\u0259r. Nurcan\u0131n deyib-g\u00fcl\u0259n, \u015f\u0259nl\u0259n\u0259n vaxt\u0131 idi. Amma bel\u0259 deyildi. Q\u0131z h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 da\u015f kimi lal-dinm\u0259z otururdu. Onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 bir k\u0259d\u0259r gizl\u0259nmi\u015fdi. B\u00fcruz\u0259 verm\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da bu bilinirdi. N\u0259 q\u0259lbi a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r, n\u0259\u00a0 d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. S\u0259lma il\u0259 H\u00fclyan\u0131n is\u0259 Nurcan\u0131nn bu xasiyy\u0259tind\u0259n xo\u015flar\u0131 g\u0259lmirdi.<\/p>\n

Tu\u011fba xan\u0131m ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, gizli bir narahat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q q\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yini yeyir.Bir g\u00fcn Nurcan\u0131 yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b onu s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 tutdu:<\/p>\n

-Q\u0131z\u0131m, s\u0259nin d\u0259rdin n\u0259dir? G\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u015fm\u0131rsan, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0259rd-s\u0259rini \u00e7iynin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fcs\u0259n. \u018frinl\u0259 d\u0259 soyuqsan.<\/p>\n

Nurcan g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Al\u0131nmad\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Tu\u011fba xala, narahat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q yoxdur.Yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u00f6yr\u0259\u015firik bir-birimiz\u0259. \u0130lk g\u00fcnl\u0259rdir d\u0259. Atam\u0131n, anam\u0131n, qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n xiff\u0259tini edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

-Yox. Bala, m\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc de. Bu xiff\u0259t o xiff\u0259td\u0259n deyil. S\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259. G\u0259l \u00fcr\u0259yini de\u015f\u0259n d\u0259rdl\u0259rini m\u0259niml\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f. Bel\u0259 ets\u0259n, h\u0259m bir az y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u0259\u015f\u0259s\u0259n, h\u0259m d\u0259 bir \u00e7ar\u0259 q\u0131lar\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Nurcan\u0131n Tu\u011fba xan\u0131ma x\u00fcsusi r\u0259\u011fb\u0259ti vard\u0131. \u00c7ox mehriban, \u00fcz\u00fcg\u00fcl\u0259r, s\u0259mimi arvad idi. Onlar\u0131 \u00e7ox \u00fcr\u0259ka\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Nurcana da \u00f6z balas\u0131 kimi qay\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, Tu\u011fba xan\u0131ma etibar el\u0259y\u0259, \u00fcr\u0259yini ona a\u00e7a bil\u0259r. V\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131 da.<\/p>\n

Tu\u011fba xan\u0131m onun\u00e7un bir plan qurdu. Nurcan da bu plan \u00fczr\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etdi. Tu\u011fba xan\u0131m Nurcana bir \u00fcnvan vermi\u015fdi, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin lap qurtaraca\u011f\u0131nda, sakit bir gu\u015f\u0259d\u0259 ev idi. R\u0259fiq\u0259sin\u0259 bir m\u0259ktub da yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n ovcuna pul da basd\u0131 ki, laz\u0131m\u0131 olar.<\/p>\n

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\u018fsra a\u00e7\u0131b Tu\u011fba xan\u0131m\u0131n m\u0259ktubunu oxudu.<\/p>\n

-Ke\u00e7, q\u0131z\u0131m, m\u0259n Tu\u011fba xan\u0131m\u0131n x\u0259trini \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m. \u00dc\u00e7 ota\u011f\u0131m\u0131z var. D\u00fczd\u00fcr balaca-balaca otaqlard\u0131r. Qu\u015f dam\u0131 kimi. Amma ehtiyac\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6d\u0259yir.\u00a0 Birind\u0259 s\u0259n qalarsan, bi\u015f-d\u00fc\u015fd\u0259, evi y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmaqda, pal-paltar yumaqda \u018fsra xalana da k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259rs\u0259n, bu da olar s\u0259nin g\u00fcnd\u0259lik i\u015fin. Kas\u0131b\u0131n olan\u0131ndan, birlikd\u0259 yem\u0259yimizi d\u0259 ed\u0259rik. Bir m\u0259n\u0259m, bir d\u0259 ki\u015fim – Yunus. \u00dc\u00e7 o\u011flum var. onlar da \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin m\u00fcdafi\u0259sin\u0259 gedibl\u0259r. Bizans\u0131n taleyi nec\u0259 olacaq bilinmir.<\/p>\n

Nurcan bir-iki ay burda qald\u0131. \u018fsra sidq \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n onu q\u0259bul el\u0259mi\u015fdi.\u00a0 Nurcan\u0131n taleyind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rdar oldu\u011fundan \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, burada g\u00fcn\u00fc xo\u015f ke\u00e7sin, s\u0131z\u0131lmas\u0131n.\u00d6z q\u0131z\u0131 kimi onun qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131na qal\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Tez-tez toplardan a\u00e7\u0131lan at\u0259\u015f s\u0259sl\u0259ri e\u015fidilir, adam\u0131n ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 yar\u0131rd\u0131. M\u00fcrt\u0259d onu\u00a0 Konstantinopolun m\u00fchasir\u0259sind\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

\u018fsragild\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259ri pis ke\u00e7mirdi. Bu xan\u0131m\u0131n da xasiyy\u0259ti yax\u015f\u0131 idi. \u0130\u015fli-g\u00fccl\u00fc, mehriban arvad idi. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6vladlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, \u015f\u0259h\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dua edirdi. \u018fsra da lap Tu\u011fba xan\u0131m kimi idi. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, xasiyy\u0259tl\u0259ri tutdu\u011fundan r\u0259fiq\u0259 olmu\u015fdular. Nurcan M\u00fcrt\u0259dd\u0259n yaxas\u0131n\u0131 qurtard\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 sevinirdi. \u0130sm\u0259tini qoruya bilmi\u015fdi. Daha onun sif\u0259tini g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 bu m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259 g\u00f6zd\u0259n, k\u00f6n\u00fcld\u0259n \u00e7ox uzaqda idi. M\u00fcrt\u0259din a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n bir yerd\u0259ydi.<\/p>\n

Lakin Nurcan\u0131n sevinci uzun s\u00fcrm\u0259di. Ba\u015f ver\u0259n bir hadis\u0259 yenid\u0259n onu \u0259zablara, iztirablara s\u00f6vq etdi.<\/p>\n

Yerin\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 girmi\u015fdi. Bu g\u00fcn n\u0259s\u0259 yuxusu g\u0259lmirdi.Yad\u0131na Nevzetd\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Onunla ba\u011fl\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259ri \u00e7\u00f6z\u0259l\u0259yirdi.Xat\u0131rlad\u0131qca m\u0259mnun olur, sevinir, \u015fadlan\u0131r, f\u0259q\u0259t ondan ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259q\u0259m-q\u00fcss\u0259, k\u0259d\u0259r v\u00fccudunu a\u011fz\u0131na \u00a0al\u0131rd\u0131. Bu xatir\u0259l\u0259rin a\u011fu\u015funda gah sevin\u0259-sevin\u0259, gah q\u00fcss\u0259l\u0259n\u0259-q\u00fcss\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 ax\u0131r ki, yuxu onu apard\u0131. Nevz\u0259t yuxusuna girmi\u015fdi. \u015eirin yuxu g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bir-birind\u0259n hal \u0259hval tuturdular. Bir-birin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.Nevz\u0259tin onu ox\u015fay\u0131b, \u0259zizl\u0259yir, sa\u00e7lar\u0131na tumar \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Sonra \u0259li onun b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259 g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Nurcan\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 xo\u015f istilik yay\u0131lmaqda idi. Nevz\u0259t e\u015fqin\u0259. Nevz\u0259tin \u0259l sif\u0259tind\u0259, \u00e7\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259-g\u0259z\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fc a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sin\u0259sin\u0259 do\u011fru g\u0259lirdi.Sanki n\u0259yis\u0259 axtar\u0131rd\u0131. Onun \u0259li titr\u0259yirdi. Nurcan \u201ch\u0259y\u0259candand\u0131r\u201d dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259rk\u0259n\u00a0 bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki,\u00a0 titr\u0259k \u0259l onun m\u0259m\u0259sind\u0259n yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b. D\u0259rk el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu kim idi? Nevz\u0259t\u0259 ox\u015fam\u0131rd\u0131. Nevz\u0259t yoxa \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onun b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 iyr\u0259nc bir ilan\u0131n s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fk\u0259n vicudu toxunurdu. H\u00f6vlnak aya\u011fa qalxanda yan\u0131ndak\u0131n\u0131n \u018fsra arvad\u0131n \u0259ri Yunus oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Nurcan\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n Yunus ki\u015fid\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fc su i\u00e7mirdi. Ya\u015f\u0131na yara\u015fmayan h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 yol verirdi. Nurcan bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, ki\u015fi o\u011frun-o\u011frun onu s\u00fcz\u00fcr. Yunusun bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 gah sin\u0259sind\u0259, gah a\u011fappaq q\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131nda tuturdu.<\/p>\n

Nurcan qeyri-ixtiyar\u0131 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. Yunus ki\u015fi dik at\u0131ld\u0131. Yaramaz h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tinin fa\u015f olmas\u0131ndan b\u0259rk qorxuya d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u015ealvar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259ynin\u0259 taxma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. T\u0259l\u0259sdiyind\u0259n \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131 aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda qal\u0131r, geyin\u0259 bilmirdi.\u00a0 S\u0259s\u0259\u018fsra arvad g\u0259ldi. \u018frinin ba\u015f\u0131na bir qapaz sal\u0131b,di\u015finin dibind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan\u0131 ona dedi, ax\u0131rda s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bel\u0259 tamamlad\u0131:<\/p>\n

-A ki\u015fi, utan \u00e7al d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f sa\u00e7\u0131ndan, saqqal\u0131ndan! Q\u0131z\u0131n ya\u015fdad\u0131r!<\/p>\n

Sonra divara s\u00f6yk\u0259nmi\u015f Nurcana yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Onu qucaqlay\u0131b \u0259lind\u0259n tutdu:<\/p>\n

-Ay bala, bunlar n\u0259 i\u015fdir s\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259lir?! Bu \u0259claf\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n bir! M\u0259ni yuxuya verib s\u0259nin yan\u0131na girib. Q\u0131z\u0131m, s\u0259n Allah ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla! Vay, vay, Tu\u011fba arvad\u0131n yan\u0131nda da\u00a0 biab\u0131r olduq. Bar\u0259mizd\u0259 n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259k?! Vay, vay! E\u015fits\u0259, biziml\u0259 salam\u0131 da k\u0259s\u0259c\u0259k.\u00a0\u00a0 Allah, \u00f6ld\u00fcr m\u0259ni, qurtar bu r\u00fcsvay\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qdan!<\/p>\n

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Nurcan daha burada da qala bilm\u0259zdi. \u018fsra arvad \u00e7ox yalvard\u0131-yaxard\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Ay q\u0131z\u0131m, bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259, bu \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 qohumun-\u0259qr\u0259ban yox, hara \u00fcz tutub ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n? S\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 bax\u0131b qalsan, ota\u011f\u0131n birinin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n h\u00f6rtd\u00fcr\u00fcb,\u00a0 \u00e7\u00f6l t\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n qap\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131raram. \u00d6z \u0259lin-\u00f6z ba\u015f\u0131n olar. Yaramaz \u0259rimin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259zs\u0259n. \u00c7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131n bizim h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 yox, birba\u015fa k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 olar.<\/p>\n

Nurcan da\u015f at\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tutdu:<\/p>\n

-\u00dcz vurma, \u018fsra xala.\u00a0 S\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7ox raz\u0131yam, amma qala bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, s\u0259nin evin\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259t sald\u0131m.<\/p>\n

-N\u0259 s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259t, q\u0131z\u0131m? M\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00fczr ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Qal. Bizansda ara qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b, m\u0259zh\u0259b itib. Konstantinopolda it yiy\u0259sini tan\u0131m\u0131r.\u00a0 Q\u0259fil oxa tu\u015f g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n, m\u0259rmi alt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259n.\u00a0 Ax\u0131 hara ged\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259n? Hara?<\/p>\n

\u018fsla Nurcana n\u0259s\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli v\u0259 \u00fcmid oyad\u0131c\u0131 bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Amma bilm\u0259di n\u0259 desin. Bu ax\u015fam ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n \u00a0sonra n\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fc ola bil\u0259rdi?!<\/p>\n

Nurcan onun haql\u0131 oldu\u011funu anlasa da, inad\u0131ndan d\u00f6nm\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

-Yax\u015f\u0131, \u018fsra xala. M\u0259n gedim.<\/p>\n

-Ay q\u0131z\u0131m, vallah fikrim s\u0259nin yan\u0131nda qalacaq. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259, \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259-bay\u0131rda \u0259l atarlar s\u0259n\u0259. Bir dayan.<\/p>\n

\u018fsra qa\u00e7araq ev\u0259 girdi, nimda\u015f bir\u00a0 sa\u00e7aql\u0131\u00a0 \u015fal g\u0259tirib Nurcana uzatd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Ay bala, bunu ba\u015f\u0131na \u00f6rt\u0259rs\u0259n, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f sif\u0259tin g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259sin. Bu ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcr, he\u00e7 a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Bac\u0131m Tansunun \u00fcnvan\u0131d\u0131r. Daldalanacaq tapmasan, gedib s\u0131\u011f\u0131narsan. T\u0259k ya\u015fay\u0131r. Bir daxmas\u0131 var, s\u0259n d\u0259 qalarsan onunla. M\u0259ktub da yazm\u0131\u015fam bac\u0131ma. \u018fld\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f qar\u0131d\u0131r. Onun\u00e7un g\u00f6yd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259 olacaqsan.<\/p>\n

\u015eal nax\u0131\u015fl\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259m d\u0259\u00a0 xeyli iri idi, h\u0259tta b\u0259d\u0259ninin d\u0259 xeyli hiss\u0259sini \u00f6rt\u00fcrd\u00fc.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Nurcan d\u00f6rd qatlanm\u0131\u015f balaca ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 da ald\u0131. Qucaqla\u015f\u0131b ayr\u0131ld\u0131lar. \u018fsra:<\/p>\n

-Q\u0131z\u0131m, tanr\u0131 k\u00f6m\u0259yin olsun, – dey\u0259 onu yola sald\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Nurcan nax\u0131\u015fl\u0131 \u015fal\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na \u00f6rt\u00fcb k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Haraya ged\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirdi. Konstantinopol od-tutub yan\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 silahl\u0131 adamlar g\u0259zib-dola\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, \u018fsra bu \u015fal\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015fdi. Cavan q\u0131z\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 t\u0259nha dola\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n bu s\u0131rt\u0131q \u015f\u0259h\u0259r m\u00fcdafi\u0259\u00e7il\u0259ri ona sata\u015fa bil\u0259rdil\u0259r. Nax\u0131\u015fl\u0131 \u015fal onun m\u00fcdafi\u0259\u00e7isin\u0259 \u00e7evrildi.<\/p>\n

Budur, \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259n biri ayaq saxlay\u0131b, q\u0131z\u0131 ba\u015fdan aya\u011fa h\u0259ris n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi.\u00a0 Nurcan\u0131n\u00a0 b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 biixtiyar l\u0259rz\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u018fsg\u0259r qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n ed\u0259 bilm\u0259diyind\u0259n, h\u0259m d\u0259 y\u0259qin t\u0259l\u0259sdiyind\u0259n b\u0259nd olmad\u0131, \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7di. Nurcan\u0131n birc\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Nurcan ortal\u0131qda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ged\u0259c\u0259yi bir yer yox idi. \u0130ndi h\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6z hay\u0131nda idi. Konstantinopolun m\u00fchasir\u0259si davam edirdi. \u015e\u0259h\u0259r sakinl\u0259ri t\u0259la\u015f i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 idil\u0259r..<\/p>\n

Pay-piyada g\u0259z\u0259-g\u0259z\u0259 bir xarabal\u0131\u011fa g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Girib baxd\u0131. Gec\u0259l\u0259r daldalanmaq olard\u0131. Tansu qar\u0131n\u0131n evini he\u00e7 axtarmad\u0131. \u00a0Nurcan d\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00e7\u0259sini a\u00e7\u0131b baxd\u0131. Tu\u011fba xan\u0131m\u0131n onun ovcuna basd\u0131\u011f\u0131 para oldu\u011fu kimi qal\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fsra da bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcnvan\u0131 il\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r ka\u011f\u0131za bir q\u0259d\u0259r para qoymu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Qaranl\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u0259-d\u00fc\u015f idi. Nurcan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fckanlar\u0131n birin\u0259 verib \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k, bir d\u0259 yem\u0259y\u0259 b\u0259zi \u015feyl\u0259r ald\u0131. Bir d\u00f6\u015f\u0259k\u00e7\u0259, balaca bir s\u00fcfr\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Xarabal\u0131\u011fa g\u0259ldi. D\u00f6\u015f\u0259k\u00e7\u0259ni yer\u0259 atd\u0131. Yan\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 qoydu. Yad\u0131na anas\u0131\u00a0 \u00d6zl\u0259m d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rs\u0259ydi, yaxas\u0131n\u0131 c\u0131r\u0131b: \u201cCan, ay bala! Anan s\u0259n\u0259 qurban!\u201d – dey\u0259rdi.\u00a0 \u201cM\u0259nsiz n\u0259 edirl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n? \u00dcr\u0259kl\u0259ri partlay\u0131r y\u0259qin. Atas\u0131 Osman, qarda\u015f\u0131 Y\u0131lmaz soraqla\u015fmaqdan, axtarmaqdan \u0259ld\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbl\u0259r \u015f\u0259ksiz. Caan! Qurban olum siz\u0259! \u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m, siz d\u0259!\u201d<\/p>\n

Dodaqlar\u0131 \u0259sdi, q\u0259h\u0259r Nurcan\u0131 bo\u011fdu.<\/p>\n

S\u00fcfr\u0259ni salm\u0131\u015f, ald\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 da b\u00fckl\u00fcd\u0259 onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoymu\u015fdu. Onlar el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 orada qald\u0131. Ax\u015fam yatmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan yuxusuz idi. G\u00f6zl\u0259rinin n\u0259 zaman yumuldu\u011funu bilm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259nin bir al\u0259mi, yuxudan ay\u0131ld\u0131. Acm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qaranl\u0131qda \u0259li il\u0259 g\u0259zdi. Ald\u0131qlar\u0131 yox idi. Boyland\u0131. \u00c7\u00f6ld\u0259 bir-iki it-k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck g\u0259zi\u015firdi.<\/p>\n

-\u00c7\u0259r d\u0259ymi\u015fl\u0259r, yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan g\u0259lib\u00a0 yem\u0259yimi d\u0259 apar\u0131blar. \u00dcst\u0259lik s\u00fcfr\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131blar!<\/p>\n

Nurcan s\u00fcfr\u0259ni d\u0259 b\u00fck\u00fcb qolu getdikc\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 tullad\u0131. \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259:<\/p>\n

-Allah h\u0259l\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 bax\u0131b \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yimi, yem\u0259yimi itl\u0259r apar\u0131b. Canavar g\u0259ls\u0259ydi, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yim\u0259, yem\u0259yim\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259yib \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yey\u0259c\u0259kdi. Yen\u0259 buna \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr!<\/p>\n

Ac-ac\u0131na yatd\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r ert\u0259 yen\u0259 durub d\u00fckana getdi. D\u00fcn\u0259n ald\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259krar etdi. G\u0259lib s\u0259h\u0259r yem\u0259yini yedi. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 bir \u0259l \u00e7antas\u0131 da alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qalan \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi v\u0259 ba\u015fqa \u0259rza\u011f\u0131 \u00e7antaya qoyub ipd\u0259n toxunmu\u015f k\u0259m\u0259rini \u00e7iynind\u0259n a\u015f\u0131r\u0131b \u0259trafa boyland\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu q\u0259rib \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 t\u0259nhal\u0131q y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131, kims\u0259sizlik Nurcana \u0259zab verirdi. Bu a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131q onun \u00e7iyinl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Arada durub hava almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.\u015e\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Qorxu v\u0259 vahim\u0259 insanlar\u0131n v\u00fccudunu a\u011fz\u0131na alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, Osmanl\u0131lar sabah \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri tutacaqlar. Nurcan \u00fcmidl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Nevz\u0259t orduda idi. Y\u0259qin o da d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. \u018fll\u0259rini g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 qald\u0131raraq: \u201c\u0130lahi, Nevz\u0259tim\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259. B\u0259lk\u0259 burada rast\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, m\u0259nim \u0259zablar\u0131ma son qoydu\u201d – dedi. Xarabal\u0131\u011fa g\u0259lib qalan yem\u0259yi il\u0259 \u015fam etdi. Paras\u0131 t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fczr\u0259 idi. Bu g\u00fcn zibil ye\u015fikl\u0259rinin yan\u0131ndan \u00f6t\u0259nd\u0259 ya\u015fl\u0131 bir qad\u0131n\u0131n zibilliyi e\u015f\u0259l\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k oradan \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k par\u00e7as\u0131 tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, a\u015fg\u00f6zl\u00fckl\u0259 yediyini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u201cParam qurtarsa, m\u0259n d\u0259 zibillikd\u0259 e\u015f\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m? \u0130lahi, m\u0259ni o g\u00fcn\u0259 salma!\u201d<\/p>\n

Az sonra g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f batacaq, qaranl\u0131q \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc alacaqd\u0131. Nurcan g\u00fcn\u00fcn qula\u011f\u0131 batanda xarabal\u0131\u011fa g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259ni \u00e7ox narahat yatd\u0131. Haradasa saat 10-da yuxudan oyand\u0131. \u018ftrafda itl\u0259r h\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Xarabal\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259rk etdi. Qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7 idi. Birisini saxlay\u0131b n\u0259 hadis\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

-X\u0259b\u0259rin yoxdurmu? Osmanl\u0131lar \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri tutublar! Osmanl\u0131 pad\u015fah\u0131 Aya Sofyadad\u0131r!<\/p>\n

Bu x\u0259b\u0259ri e\u015fid\u0259n Nurcan Aya Sofya istiqam\u0259tind\u0259 qa\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Bu g\u00fcc, bu s\u00fcr\u0259t onda haradan idi? Yorulmaq bilm\u0259d\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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