{"id":15950,"date":"2020-08-27T15:43:51","date_gmt":"2020-08-27T10:43:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=15950"},"modified":"2020-08-27T15:43:51","modified_gmt":"2020-08-27T10:43:51","slug":"elimin-s%c9%99hid-oglu-nat%c9%99van-m%c9%99likova-yazir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=15950","title":{"rendered":"Elimin \u015e\u0259hid O\u011flu – NAT\u018fVAN M\u018fL\u0130KOVA yaz\u0131r…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"118247305_165899108397646_5060159276603123951_n\"<\/a>\u015e\u0259hid \u018fhm\u0259d Abdullayevin xatir\u0259sin\u0259 h\u0259sr olunub…<\/span>

Qaranl\u0131q gec\u0259.E\u015fikd\u0259 ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f.G\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc ya\u011fan leysan ya\u011fi\u015f s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn ma<\/span>\u015fini idar\u0259 etm\u0259sin\u0259 mane olurdu.N\u0259hay\u0259t,ya\u011f\u0131\u015f k\u0259sdi,biz ged\u0259c\u0259yimiz rayona zamaninda \u00e7ata bil\u0259c\u0259kdikAmma m\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn idar\u0259 etdiyi ma\u015fin yubanmasini,qapisin\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259li olaca\u011f\u0131m ev\u0259 daha da gec \u00e7atma\u011fimi ist\u0259yirdim.Havanin soyuqlu\u011fu,\u00e7\u0259kdiyim iztirarabla birl\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u0259k, m\u0259ni \u00e7ox \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcrd\u00fc. M\u0259nim bu halimi hiss ed\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc:-\u201dBaci,Siz \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz?,ma\u015fin soyuqdursa istilik m\u00fch\u0259rrikini i\u015fl\u0259d\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m.\u201ds\u00f6yl\u0259di.H\u0259yacanda<\/wbr>n s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcy\u0259 cavab ver\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.\u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcy\u0259 tutub ged\u0259c\u0259yim \u00fcnvan\u0131 zorla ona s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259yi bacardim
\n-\u201cFizuli k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259sin\u0259 ,H\u00fcseyna\u011fa m\u00fc\u0259llimgil\u0259 ged\u0259siy\u0259m\u201dM\u0259nim titr\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259diyim \u00fcnvan s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 sarsitdi.S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc titr\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259:
\n-\u201cBacim y\u0259qin Bak\u0131dan g\u0259lirsiniz?-dey\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t etdi.M\u0259n yen\u0259 titr\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259:\u201d-B\u0259li,Bak\u0131dan g\u0259lir\u0259m dey\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcy\u0259 cavab verdim.Biz yen\u0259 susduq,sanki artiq s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259kd\u0259n utanirdiq.Bir az yol q\u0259t ed\u0259nd\u0259n sonra s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc:-*Baci,buyurun bu da arzu etdiyiniz \u00fcnvan\u201d.M\u0259n ba\u015fimi qaldirib qaranliqda i\u015fi\u011fi daha g\u00fcr yanan ev\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131m.K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 qapisindan Az\u0259rbaycan respublikasinin \u00fc\u00e7 r\u0259ngli bayra\u011f\u0131 asilmi\u015fdi da\u015f divara bel\u0259 bir l\u00f6vh\u0259 vurulmu\u015fdu.\u201dAz\u0259rbaycan Ordusunun Zabiti \u015f\u0259hit Mayor \u018fhm\u0259d H\u00fcseyna\u011fa o\u011flu Abdullayev bu evd\u0259 ya\u015fami\u015fdir\u201dM\u0259n zorla ma\u015f\u0131ndan yer\u0259 endim, bu qapini d\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259 barmaqlarimin g\u00fcc\u00fc yox idi.S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn s\u0259si m\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n ayirdi:-\u201cBaci \u00e7antan\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259yi unutdus\u0131n\u0131z arxa,oturacaqda qalibdir*.\u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259ldikd\u0259n sonra:-Ba\u011fi\u015flayin,sizin haq\u0131iniz n\u0259 olacaqdir?.S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc diqq\u0259tl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 baxaraq:-Bacim \u201c\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r,\u00d6lm\u0259z v\u0259t\u0259n b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u0259z\u201d s\u00f6yl\u0259di ,.\u00e7antam\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259sik m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259qdim etdi v\u0259 m\u00fch\u0259rrikli i\u015f\u0259 saldi, ma\u015fini s\u00fcr\u00fcb getdi.Uzaqla\u015fan ma\u015fin\u0131n arxas\u0131nca n\u0259z\u0259r salaraq \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 Bunlar\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259dim-\u201c\u015e\u0259hidinin ruhuna h\u00f6rm\u0259t ed\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc\u201d halal olsun s\u0259n\u0259!
\nE\u015fikd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259s\u0259 evin ki\u00e7ik o\u011flu Elnur m\u0259hl\u0259y\u0259 ke\u00e7di, m\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc an:-Salam,xo\u015f g\u0259ldiniz s\u00f6yl\u0259di.
\nM\u0259n h\u0259yacanl\u0131 halda:-*Salam.Xo\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259lim\u201d s\u00f6yl\u0259dim:- Sizi bu zaman narahat etdiyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fczr ist\u0259yir\u0259m.M\u0259nim s\u0259simi e\u015fid\u0259n Firiz\u0259 \/Roza\/ xala:-S\u0259nd\u0259n,ininciy\u0259r\u0259m n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bel\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yirs\u0259n.Yad ev\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259din,\u00f6z yaxinlarinin evin\u0259 g\u0259libs\u0259n .M\u0259n yaxinla\u015fib Firuz\u0259 xalayla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, onlarla bir araya g\u0259lm\u0259k,bir masa arxas\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k m\u0259nim, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn olduqca \u00e7\u0259tin olacaqd\u0131.Firuz\u0259 xala \u00f6nd\u0259,m\u0259n arxas\u0131nca geni\u015f ota\u011fa daxil olduq.Bu g\u00fcn ail\u0259nin b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fczvl\u0259ri bu masa arxas\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdil\u0259r.Onlar aya\u011fa qalxib:-Xo\u015f g\u0259lmi\u015fsiniz!s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k m\u0259niml\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r v\u0259 masa arxas\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259n\u0259 yer t\u0259klif etdil\u0259r. Ota\u011f\u0131n h\u0259r bir g\u00fc\u015f\u0259sini
\n\u018fhm\u0259dl\u0259 birg\u0259 H\u00fcseyna\u011fa m\u00fc\u0259llimin \u015f\u0259k\u0131l\u0259riyl\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r.Roza ana \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259tin idi, o g\u00fcn haqda s\u00f6z a\u00e7maq ,amma \u015f\u0259hid o\u011flu \u018fhm\u0259d haqqinda h\u00f6km\u0259n dani\u015fmliydi bicar\u0259 ana.<\/p>\n

Firuz\u0259 xanim i\u015fd\u0259n ev\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fc zaman ki\u00e7ik o\u011flu Elnurun qaynanas\u0131 Xan\u0131mg\u00fcl xanimin onlarda qonaq oldu\u011funui g\u00f6r\u00fcr.Qudas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00fcn bu saat\u0131nda onlara g\u0259lm\u0259si anan\u0131n q\u0259lbin\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 toxumlar\u0131 s\u0259pir,amma susur, yaln\u0131z:\u201dSalam Xanimg\u00fcl baci,xo\u015f g\u0259lmis\u0259n\u201d,-s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259 kifay\u0259tl\u0259nir.Xanimg\u00fcl xanim titr\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259:\u201dSalam,Firuz\u0259 bacim,xo\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259z\u0259 g\u0259lim\u201d,Firuz\u0259 xanim hiss edir ki,qudas\u0131 \u00e7ox h\u0259yacanl\u0131d\u0131r,amma onun h\u0259yacan\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259binin n\u0259 oldu\u011funu soru\u015fmur, d\u00fcnya g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f Firuz\u0259 xanim \u00e7ox t\u0259mkinli ana idi, \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 qudas\u0131yla rahat \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib bir st\u0259kan \u00e7ay i\u00e7m\u0259yi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.
\nFiruz\u0259 xanim t\u0259l\u0259sik yataq ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7ir,\u0259ynini d\u0259yi\u015fir v\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131r.T\u0259mkinli ana qona\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00fczm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lini Nurid\u0259nin onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7aydan qudas\u0131yla \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u0259k bir st\u0259kan i\u00e7ir v\u0259 \u00e7aylar\u0131 bitdikd\u0259n sonra \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc qudas\u0131na \u00e7evirir:
\n-Xanimg\u00fcl, baci sizi dinl\u0259yir\u0259m,n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259yacanlisiniz,axi n\u0259 olub,m\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259yi gizl\u0259yirsiniz?
\nAnan\u0131n verdiyi bu sual onu yenid\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259canlandirir, quda titr\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259:
\n-Firuz\u0259 baci,indic\u0259 T\u0259rt\u0259rd\u0259n-h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259d\u0259n z\u0259ng vurmu\u015fdular,\u018fhm\u0259d yaralan\u0131b,ev\u0259 g\u0259tirirl\u0259r,on be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259y\u0259 burada, y\u0259ni evd\u0259 olas\u0131d\u0131rlar. Bir k\u0259lm\u0259 s\u00f6z anan\u0131 \u00e7ox d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcr-\u201c\u018fhm\u0259d yaralanib\u201d. -N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn? onu Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n m\u0259\u015fhur h\u0259rbi hosbitallar\u0131na deyil,C\u0259lilabada g\u0259tirirl\u0259r.
\n<\/span><\/p>\n


\nSovet ittifaq\u0131n\u0131n daha geni\u015f v\u00fcs\u0259t ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir d\u00f6vr idi.Onlar bu b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r ill\u0259rd\u0259 ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurmu\u015fdular. C\u0259lilabad rayonunda ya\u015fayan g\u0259nc ail\u0259l\u0259r bu, g\u0259ncl\u0259rin firavan ya\u015fam t\u0259rzl\u0259rin\u0259 h\u0259s\u0259d apar\u0131rd\u0131lar. Firuz\u0259 xan\u0131m tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259yir, H\u00fcseyna\u011fa m\u00fc\u0259llim is\u0259 h\u0259r zaman y\u00fcks\u0259k v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fard\u0131.
\nBu ziyal\u0131 ail\u0259d\u0259 ilk \u00f6vlad d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259ldi, ki\u00e7ik q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faza X\u0259yal ad\u0131 verildi. \u0130lk \u00f6vlad\u0131n d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259li\u015finin sevincind\u0259n bihu\u015f olan g\u0259nc valideyinl\u0259r qanad tax\u0131b u\u00e7maq ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r.Firuz\u0259 xan\u0131m ail\u0259nin yegan\u0259 \u00f6vlad\u0131 idi.H\u0259r zaman \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ox olmas\u0131n\u0131 arzulayard\u0131.Bir il \u00f6t\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ikinci qizlar\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259ldi. Ana \u00f6vlad\u0131na sevin\u0259 – sevin\u0259 V\u00fcsal\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 verdi.Bu g\u0259nc ail\u0259 v\u0259 ail\u0259d\u0259 iki \u00f6vlad sevinc i\u00e7ind\u0259,x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xt,firavan \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Firuz\u0259 xan\u0131m iki n\u00f6mr\u0259li u\u015faq bax\u00e7asinda Tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259yirdi,q\u0131zlar analar\u0131 il\u0259 birg\u0259 ba\u011f\u00e7aya gedirdil\u0259r.G\u0259nc ail\u0259 rayonda b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u00f6rm\u0259t\u0259 sahib idil\u0259r.Ham\u0131 onlara o\u011ful \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n olmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dualar edirdil\u0259r.B\u0259li,b\u00fct\u00fcn analar\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck arzusuydu o\u011ful anasi olmaq.\u0130ki qiz \u00f6vlad\u0131na bir qarda\u015f h\u00f6km\u0259n lazim idi.
\nN\u0259hay\u0259t ,1976-ci il iyul ay\u0131n\u0131n 30 -da bu xo\u015fb\u0259xt ail\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 tale g\u00fcld\u00fc, ail\u0259d\u0259 bir o\u011flan u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259ldi.Valideyinl\u0259ri bu u\u015fa\u011fa \u018fhm\u0259d ad\u0131n\u0131 verdil\u0259r.\u018fhm\u0259d s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc,sanki t\u0259l\u0259sirdi,daha tez b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 ba\u011f\u00e7aya,sonra is\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Balaca \u018fhm\u0259d ba\u011f\u00e7ada bel\u0259 ham\u0131dan se\u00e7il\u0259rdi, t\u0259rbiy\u0259\u00e7il\u0259rin,qon\u015fular\u0131n sevimlisi idi.Ham\u0131 bu ki\u00e7ik o\u011flan\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yinin parlaq olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 indid\u0259n hiss edirdi.Olduqca d\u0259c\u0259l idi, insanlar onu qaynar qazana b\u0259nz\u0259dirdil\u0259r,bir m\u0259kanda oynama\u011f\u0131 he\u00e7 sevm\u0259zdi.Bac\u0131s\u0131 V\u00fcsal\u0259 C\u0259lilabad rayon 7 n\u00f6mr\u0259li Beyn\u0259lmil\u0259l orta m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 rus b\u00f6lm\u0259sind\u0259 oxuyurdu.M\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259 ev aras\u0131nda olan m\u0259saf\u0259 \u00e7ox uzaq idi,onlar,y\u0259ni valideyinl\u0259ri ist\u0259mirdil\u0259r ki,V\u00fcsal\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 t\u0259k gedib g\u0259lsin.Odur ki,\u018fhm\u0259din d\u0259 rus b\u00f6lm\u0259sind\u0259 oxumas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259dil\u0259r.
\nKi\u00e7ik ya\u015fl\u0131 \u018fhm\u0259d valideyinl\u0259rinin bu ist\u0259yin\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 \u00fcsyan edir:
\n-Ata,ana m\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131yam, m\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycan m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 oxumaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. M\u0259n \u00f6z v\u0259t\u0259nimin,dilimin ke\u00e7mi\u015fini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m,m\u0259n\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259nimin tarixi,m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259ti ,ke\u00e7mi\u015fi,bu g\u00fcn\u00fc,sabahi lazimdir rusun deyil!
\n\u018fhm\u0259d 1983-c\u00fc ilin sentyabr ay\u0131nda \u00c7\u0259lilabad rayon 8 n\u00f6mr\u0259li orta m\u0259kt\u0259bin birinci sinifind\u0259 oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r.O b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rin v\u0259 \u015fagirdl\u0259rin sevimlisin\u0259 \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi.V\u0259t\u0259nimizin \u00fcz\u0259rini qara buludlar alan zaman o, bir yerd\u0259 q\u0259rar tuta bilmirdi, ki\u00e7ik ya\u015fl\u0131 oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131nay\u0131rd\u0131. O ham\u0131 kimi do\u011fulmu\u015fdu,amma ham\u0131 kimi ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131 q\u0259bul etmirdi.O, idmani \u00e7ox sev\u0259rdi, .\u0130dman\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn n\u00f6vl\u0259ri il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olard\u0131.\u015eahmat m\u0259kt\u0259bin\u0259 ged\u0259r,karate il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olard\u0131,g\u00fcl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck hobbisi idi,g\u00fcl\u0259\u015fsiz bir g\u00fcn\u00fc ke\u00e7m\u0259zdi.Ki\u00e7ik q\u0259lbin\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck arzular\u0131 s\u0131\u011fm\u0131rd\u0131,\u0259sg\u0259r olmaq arzusuyla ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fn b\u00f6y\u00fck arzusu h\u0259rbi\u00e7i olmaq idi,v\u0259t\u0259nini m\u0259nfur d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ki\u00e7ik ya\u015flar\u0131ndan c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 getm\u0259yi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.H\u0259rbi\u00e7i olmaq arzusunu ilk atas\u0131 il\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\n\u018fhm\u0259d:
\n-Ata,m\u0259nim arzum h\u0259rbi\u00e7i olmaqd\u0131r,izin verin s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rimi C.Nax\u00e7\u0131vanski ad\u0131na H\u0259rbi m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 t\u0259qdim edim,oxuyub,h\u0259rbi\u00e7i olum,v\u0259t\u0259nimi m\u0259nfur d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259 h\u0259rb\u00e7il\u0259rimiz\u0259 yard\u0131m edim.V\u0259t\u0259nimizin torpaqlari d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n tapda\u011findan xilas olaca\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn\u0259d\u0259k, m\u0259n rahat olan deyil\u0259m.Ata,H\u00fcseyna\u011fa m\u00fc\u0259llim o\u011flunun bu arzusuna qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r,bir ata kimi o\u011flunun arzusuna yard\u0131m\u00e7\u0131 olur.
\n-O\u011ful,v\u0259t\u0259nimizin s\u0259nin kimi c\u0259sur o\u011flanlara b\u00f6y\u00fck ehtiyaci vardir,-s\u00f6yl\u0259yir v\u0259 o\u011fluna xeyir-dua verir.Amma Firuz\u0259 ana h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131ndan f\u0259rqli olaraq o\u011flunun bu arzusuna qar\u015f\u0131 \u00fcsyan edir.
\n-O\u011ful,m\u0259nim sizd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kimim yoxdur, g\u00f6z\u00fcm yaln\u0131z sizi,y\u0259ni d\u00f6rd \u00f6vlad\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr.O\u011ful,bu arzunu unut, \u00e7ox qorxuram,v\u0259t\u0259nimiz m\u00fcharib\u0259 \u015f\u0259raitind\u0259dir, bilmir\u0259m s\u0259n n\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 \u00fczl\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.
\n\u018fhm\u0259d:
\n-Ana,m\u0259n s\u0259ni g\u00f6z\u0259l anlay\u0131ram ,bilir\u0259m ki,s\u0259nin bizd\u0259n ba\u015fqa yax\u0131n\u0131n yoxdur, m\u0259n minl\u0259rl\u0259 s\u0259nin kimi yalq\u0131z analar\u0131n \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131 qorumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259rbi\u00e7i olma\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m.V\u0259t\u0259nimin torpa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n tapda\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda qalark\u0259n m\u0259n nec\u0259 ya\u015faya bil\u0259r\u0259m ana!!! S\u0259n m\u0259ni d\u00fcnyaya v\u0259t\u0259nimi qorumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259tirmis\u0259n.Ver m\u0259nim xeyir-duam\u0131 gedim,arzular\u0131ma \u00e7at\u0131m,canim anam! O\u011flunun s\u00f6yl\u0259dikl\u0259rini,onun q\u0259lbind\u0259 ya\u015fatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 arzular\u0131n\u0131 dinl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ana o\u011flunun arzusuna qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r.
\nAna:
\n-O\u011ful, v\u0259t\u0259n adl\u0131 sevgili h\u0259r bir igidi \u00f6z \u0259sirin\u0259 \u00e7evirmi\u015fdir,m\u0259n s\u0259ni sevgilind\u0259n ayirma\u011fi bacara bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. Bu sevgi bitib-t\u00fck\u0259n\u0259n deyildir.Unutmayaq,torpaq h\u0259r zaman \u00e7\u0259kici olur,b\u00fct\u00fcn sevdikl\u0259rini \u00f6z quca\u011f\u0131nda b\u0259sl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 qadirdir!Get o\u011ful,tutdu\u011fun yol haqq yoludur.Bu yol \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259 etiraz etm\u0259yi bacarmadim,yolun a\u00e7\u0131q,u\u011furlar\u0131n bol olsun!Anas\u0131ndan bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri e\u015fid\u0259n \u018fhm\u0259d aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b anas\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131:
\n– Can\u0131m anam!S\u0259nin \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tli \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259n\u0259 v\u00fcqarl\u0131 bax\u0131\u015f\u0131na qurban olum,s\u00f6yl\u0259yir v\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n , g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n \u00f6p\u0259r\u0259k ona bunlar\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259yir:
\n– G\u00f6z\u0259l anam,bu s\u00f6yl\u0259dikl\u0259rimi unutma, m\u0259nim s\u00f6yl\u0259dikl\u0259rim d\u00fcnyaya o\u011ful g\u0259tir\u0259n analar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131na \u015famildir.Siz ,biz o\u011fullar\u0131 v\u0259t\u0259ni qorumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirdiniz,\u00e7\u00fcnki V\u0259t\u0259n adl\u0131 anan\u0131n, siz analarin d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirdiyiniz o\u011fullar\u0131n\u0131za h\u0259r bir zaman b\u00f6y\u00fck ehtiyac\u0131 vard\u0131r.\u201dOrduda xidm\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259n k\u0259s c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t qazana bilm\u0259z\u201d, \u201c\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r \u00f6lm\u0259z,v\u0259t\u0259n b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u0259z ana\u201d!Biz v\u0259t\u0259n o\u011fullar\u0131y\u0131q ana,v\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaranm\u0131\u015f\u0131q,v\u0259t\u0259n yolunda sonsuzad\u0259k d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259yik,v\u0259t\u0259n yolunda \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 bele haziram..
\nS\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00fcn ata v\u0259 o\u011ful Bak\u0131ya Nax\u00e7\u0131vanski ad\u0131na H\u0259rbi m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 g\u0259lirl\u0259r v\u0259 \u018fhm\u0259din s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rini q\u0259bul komisiyasina t\u0259qdim edirl\u0259r.\u0130mtahanlar\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fcv\u0259ff\u0259qiyy\u0259tl\u0259 ver\u0259n \u018fhm\u0259d h\u0259min m\u0259kt\u0259bin t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si olur v\u0259 Ramin S\u0259f\u0259rovla birg\u0259 oxuyur.D\u0259sl\u0259rini \u0259la oxuyan \u018fhm\u0259d birinci kursu bitirdikd\u0259n sonra yay t\u0259tilind\u0259 istirah\u0259t etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn rayona g\u0259lir. G\u00fcnl\u0259rin birind\u0259 H\u00fcseyna\u011fa m\u00fc\u0259llimin ad\u0131na h\u0259min m\u0259kt\u0259b r\u0259hb\u0259rliyi adindan bel\u0259 bir teleqramma g\u0259lir:\u201cO\u011flunuz \u018fhm\u0259d Abdullayevl\u0259 birg\u0259 sabah H\u0259rbi m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 olmal\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z.
\nBel\u0259 ki,1992-ci ild\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycanda,y\u0259ni \u00c7\u0259m\u015fid Nax\u00e7ivanski adina h\u0259rbi m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 m\u00fcdaviml\u0259r aras\u0131nda se\u00e7im turu ke\u00e7irilir v\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 oxuyan m\u00fcdaviml\u0259r T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 Respublikas\u0131nda oxuma\u011fa g\u00f6nd\u0259rilm\u0259li idil\u0259r.Bu m\u00fcdaviml\u0259r aras\u0131nda \u018fhm\u0259d Abdullayev d\u0259 var idi.Se\u00e7m\u0259 turun imtahanlar\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fcv\u0259ff\u0259qiyy\u0259tl\u0259 ver\u0259n \u018fhm\u0259d Abdullayev \u0130stanbul H\u0259rbi Liseyin\u0259 q\u0259bul olur. Bu liseyd\u0259 oxumaq h\u0259yat\u0131n onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc, h\u0259rbi\u00e7i olmaq arzusunun daha da \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ndiyini hiss etdirir.V\u0259t\u0259n sevgisi,m\u0259nfur erm\u0259nil\u0259ri m\u0259hv etm\u0259k arzusu ona h\u0259rbin gizli sirl\u0259rini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcc v\u0259 q\u00fcvv\u0259t b\u0259x\u015f edirdi.D\u00f6rd il bu liseyd\u0259 oxuyan \u018fhm\u0259d h\u0259rbin b\u00fct\u00fcn sirl\u0259rin\u0259 vaqif olur .Oran\u0131 m\u00fcv\u0259ff\u0259qiyy\u0259tl\u0259 bitir\u0259n \u018fhm\u0259d 1996-ci ild\u0259 yenid\u0259n imtahan verir. Ankaradak\u0131 H\u0259rbi Akademiyada t\u0259hsilini davam etdir\u0259n \u018fhm\u0259d Abdullayev bu Akademiyada yenid\u0259n igid zabitimiz Ramin S\u0259f\u0259rovla birg\u0259 oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r. 2000-ci ild\u0259 \u201cKarahali Okulu\u201d adlanan Ali H\u0259rbi Akademiyan\u0131 f\u0259rql\u0259nm\u0259 diplomu il\u0259 bitir\u0259n zaman Akademiyan\u0131n xatir\u0259 albomunda bel\u0259 bir xatir\u0259 \u015feiri yaz\u0131r:<\/span><\/p>\n


\nKurtulu\u015f ey nazl\u0131,sevimli peri
\nG\u00f6n\u00fclden vurgundur sana Azeri,
\nDi\u015fimle k\u0131rar\u0131m,bir g\u00fcn gelirde
\nBagr\u0131na saplanan kanl\u0131 han\u00e7eri.
\nYa\u015fa ey hasretle dogan \u0130stiklal,
\nYa\u015fa ey T\u00fcrk,ya\u015fa ey g\u00fczel Hilal.<\/p>\n

\u018fhm\u0259d istehkam\u00e7\u0131 kimi \u0130zmir \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 kursa gedir.
\nS\u0259n\u0259ti il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259dar d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bir \u00e7ox \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259-Almaniyada,\u0130sv<\/wbr>e\u00e7r\u0259d\u0259 ke\u00e7iril\u0259n h\u0259rbi t\u0259liml\u0259rd\u0259 i\u015ftirak edib.
\n2001-ci ild\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycana qay\u0131dan \u018fhm\u0259d \u201cN\u201d sayl\u0131 h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259d\u0259 ba\u015f leytenant r\u00fctb\u0259si il\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r. 2001-ci ilin sonundan X\u00fcsusi T\u0259yinatl\u0131 Q\u00fcvv\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259xsus \u201cN\u201d sayl\u0131 h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259d\u0259 xidm\u0259t\u0259 daxil olur bu hiss\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fcz on il \u00e7ali\u015fir.\u018fhm\u0259d 2003-2004-c\u00fc ill\u0259rd\u0259 NATO-nun h\u0259rbi t\u0259lim-m\u0259\u015fql\u0259rind\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Ordusunu t\u0259msil ed\u0259r\u0259k \u0130sve\u00e7r\u0259y\u0259 v\u0259 Kipir\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rilir.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn analar kimi Firuz\u0259 anan\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck arzusu idi o\u011flu \u018fhm\u0259din toyunu g\u00f6rm\u0259k, amma o\u011ful evl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 raz\u0131l\u0131q vermirdi.V\u0259t\u0259n sevgisi onu b\u00fct\u00fcn sevgil\u0259rind\u0259n ayr\u0131 salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.O,b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259 a\u015fiq idi v\u0259t\u0259nin\u0259.N\u0259hay\u0259t, \u018fhm\u0259d evl\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn anas\u0131na raz\u0131l\u0131q verir.Ana o\u011fluna yax\u0131n r\u0259fiq\u0259si rayon M\u0259rk\u0259zi X\u0259st\u0259xanas\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan S\u0259may\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131 Ulduzu g\u0259lin se\u00e7mi\u015fdi.\u018fhm\u0259d anasinin bu arzusuna qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r:-Ana,s\u0259n m\u0259nim arzuma qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131n, h\u0259rbi\u00e7i olmam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn raz\u0131l\u0131q verdin.M\u0259n s\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n b\u0259y\u0259ndiyin q\u0131z\u0131n sevgisin\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 etiraz\u0131m\u0131 bildirm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.M\u0259n S\u0259may\u0259 xalan\u0131n son be\u015fik o\u011flu Xalidl\u0259 bir sinifd\u0259 oxumu\u015fam.Ana,m\u0259n el\u0259 bir q\u0131zla evl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, o,q\u0131zdan bezm\u0259yim,\u00fcr\u0259yim h\u0259r zaman ona ba\u011fl\u0131 olsun.Ev\u0259 g\u0259ldiyim zaman sevinim, onu g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm h\u0259r an ona daha \u00e7ox ba\u011flan\u0131m.\u0130nan\u0131ram ki,s\u0259nin se\u00e7diyin q\u0131z m\u0259nim arzular\u0131m\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131 olacaqd\u0131r.Ana g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k:\u201dO\u011ful, analar he\u00e7 bir zaman yan\u0131lmazlar.\u0130n\u015fallah Ulduz g\u0259linimd\u0259n raz\u0131 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n zaman m\u0259n s\u0259nl\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k dolusu s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259r\u0259m\u201d.Ulduz adina layiq g\u0259lin v\u0259 h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 olacaqd\u0131r o\u011ful.<\/p>\n

Ulduz xan\u0131m\u0131n valideyinl\u0259ri rayonda tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f bir n\u0259slin n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n idil\u0259r.Atas\u0131 C\u0259bray\u0131lov Ramiz rayonda b\u00f6y\u00fck tikinti idar\u0259l\u0259rinin birind\u0259 ba\u015f i\u015f icra\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.Onlar ail\u0259d\u0259 be\u015f u\u015faq idil\u0259r.Ulduz xan\u0131m C\u0259lilabad rayon Pedaqoji kollecind\u0259 \u0130ngilis dili fak\u00fclt\u0259sini bitirmi\u015f v\u0259 sonra Bak\u0131da m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r Universitetin\u0259 daxil olmu\u015fdu.
\nUlduzla \u018fhm\u0259d ilk d\u0259f\u0259 paytaxtda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrl\u0259r.\u0130lk tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131qdan sonra \u018fhm\u0259din Ulduza s\u00f6yl\u0259dikl\u0259ri bunlar olur: \u201cUnutma m\u0259n h\u0259rbi\u00e7iy\u0259m,m\u0259nim v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 olan sevgim bitib t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259zdir.V\u0259t\u0259n yaras\u0131 sa\u011falanad\u0259k, b\u0259lk\u0259,m\u0259nim yanl\u0131\u015f h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259riml\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n, o zaman m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flaya bil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259nmi?
\nUlduz xanim:
\n-Bu g\u00fcn v\u0259t\u0259nimizin \u00fcz\u0259rini qara buludlar al\u0131bdir,bu hal h\u0259r bir Az\u0259ri \u00f6vlad\u0131 kimi m\u0259nim d\u0259 yaral\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fimdir.S\u0259n h\u0259rbi\u00e7is\u0259n,m\u0259n bunu g\u00f6z\u0259l anlay\u0131ram, y\u0259ni v\u0259t\u0259nimin ke\u015fik\u00e7isi olan bir insanla ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qururam,h\u0259rbi\u00e7i olan insan\u0131n h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 ona layiq olmal\u0131d\u0131r,q\u0259lbl\u0259ri h\u0259r zaman v\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn birlikd\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259lidir.H\u0259rbi\u00e7i yolda\u015f\u0131 olmaq qad\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015f\u0259r\u0259fdir,m\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n h\u0259rbi\u00e7i olmas\u0131yla q\u00fcrur duyuram.\u018fhm\u0259d g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k:
\n-\u201cUlduz,\u015eamil balaca boylu bir insan olub,amma \u015eamili, \u015eeyx \u015eamil ed\u0259n onun a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131,diplomat qadin\u0131 olmusdur.
\n2005-ci ild\u0259 onlar\u0131n toylar\u0131 olur. Ulduz ad\u0131 kimi bu ail\u0259y\u0259 i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259r b\u0259x\u015f edir. Firuz\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131 ana,H\u00fcseyna\u011fa m\u00fc\u0259llimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ata san\u0131r.Onlar Ulduzu g\u0259lin kimi deyil, \u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc q\u0131z \u00f6vlad\u0131 kimi q\u0259bul edirl\u0259r.Ail\u0259d\u0259 olan bu isti m\u00fcnasib\u0259t \u018fhm\u0259di daha da \u00e7ox sevindirir.D\u00fczd\u00fcr onlar h\u0259r ikisi analarin\u0131n razili\u011fi il\u0259 ail\u0259 h\u0259yati qurmu\u015fdular.Ail\u0259 h\u0259yati qurduqdan sonra onlar biri-birin\u0259 \u00e7ox m\u00f6hk\u0259m ba\u011flanmi\u015fdilar.Artiq bu m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m sevgid\u0259n iki o\u011ful \u00f6vladlar\u0131 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi d\u00fcnyaya.\u0130lk o\u011ful \u00f6vladlar\u0131na H\u00fcseyin ad\u0131n\u0131 verirl\u0259r.\u0130kinci \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 Nihat qoyurlar.Ail\u0259 \u00e7ox xo\u015fb\u0259xt v\u0259 firavan ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.\u018fvv\u0259l\u0259r \u018fhm\u0259d Ulduzu \u00e7ox q\u0131sqan\u0131rd\u0131,onun telefon n\u00f6mr\u0259sini bir insan bilmirdi.\u018fhm\u0259din \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck arzusu odlu-alovlu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 qat\u0131lmaq idi.Sakit h\u0259rbi\u00e7i \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0259bul etmirdi \u018fhm\u0259d. 2010-cu ilin mart ay\u0131nda \u00f6z \u0259riz\u0259si il\u0259 T\u0259rt\u0259r rayonu \u0259razisind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n \u201cN\u201dsayli h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259d\u0259 xidm\u0259tini davam etdirir.\u018fhm\u0259d \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l mina basd\u0131ran idi.\u018fsg\u0259rl\u0259ri komandirl\u0259ri haqda bunlari s\u00f6yl\u0259rdil\u0259r:
\n-\u201cO basd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 minalar\u0131n yerini bel\u0259 unutmurdu,d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 h\u0259r zaman \u00f6nd\u0259 ged\u0259rdi, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc o, \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rini minaya d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n, h\u0259r b\u0259ladan qoruma\u011f\u0131 bacar\u0131rd\u0131.Biz onu \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259m komandir,h\u0259m
\nvalideyin sanard\u0131q.Komandirimiz bizl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u00f6yl\u0259diyi bir s\u00f6z var idi\u201c\u018fsg\u0259rl\u0259r,siz m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259man\u0259tsiniz,v\u0259t\u0259nimi qorudu\u011fum kimi sizl\u0259ri d\u0259 qoruma\u011f\u0131 bacarmal\u0131yam\u201d.\u018fsg\u0259r yolda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131zdan birinin atas\u0131 d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi,pulu yox idi d\u0259fn m\u0259rasimin\u0259 getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,komandir \u00f6z puluyla onu evl\u0259rin\u0259 yola sald\u0131.Bel\u0259c\u0259 h\u0259r birimizin maddi-m\u0259n\u0259vi c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n qeydimiz\u0259 qalard\u0131.
\nArt\u0131q ail\u0259si yan\u0131nda ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.T\u0259rt\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131 m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259rzind\u0259 kiray\u0259d\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131lar.\u00d6vladlar\u0131 atalar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox sevirdil\u0259r.Ulduz xan\u0131mla evl\u0259ndiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc xo\u015fb\u0259xt san\u0131rd\u0131 \u018fhm\u0259d.Gec ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurdu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7ox q\u0131nay\u0131rd\u0131,pe\u015fiman olmu\u015f \u018fhm\u0259d bunlar\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdi:
\n-\u201c\u0130\u015fimi sevir\u0259m,ail\u0259mi sevir\u0259m,bundan g\u00f6z\u0259l n\u0259 var h\u0259yatda,Ulduz h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n qad\u0131n\u0131,\u00f6vladlar\u0131m\u0131n anas\u0131d\u0131r.Bu xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik yetir m\u0259n\u0259.Allah bizi ay\u0131rmas\u0131n.\u018fn b\u00f6y\u00fck xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyim Q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fc olacaqd\u0131r.
\nM\u00fcbariz \u0130brahimovun \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc onlar\u0131 \u00e7ox \u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fc,c\u0259s\u0259dinin d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131nda qalmas\u0131 gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz onlara rahatl\u0131q vermirdi.F\u0259rid \u018fhm\u0259dovla birg\u0259 onun c\u0259s\u0259dini v\u0259t\u0259nin\u0259 qaytarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yollar axtar\u0131rd\u0131lar.Dem\u0259k olar ki h\u0259r gec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131na k\u0259\u015ffiyyata ged\u0259rdil\u0259r.Amma he\u00e7n\u0259 \u0259ld\u0259 ed\u0259 bilmirdil\u0259r .N\u0259hay\u0259t,arzuladiqlar\u0131 an g\u0259ldi.2010- cu il sentyabr\u0131n 3-\u00fc, \u018fhm\u0259din telefonuna g\u0259l\u0259n axrinci z\u0259ng v\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259diyi zaman balaca Nihat onun aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b :\u201cgetm\u0259 ata\u201d,- s\u00f6yl\u0259yir.Bu iki s\u00f6z balaca Nihat\u0131n atas\u0131na s\u00f6yl\u0259diyi ilk v\u0259 son s\u00f6z\u00fc olur.Amma daha g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi,ona veril\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 at\u0131\u015fma ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 o, h\u00f6km\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f b\u00f6lg\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rmal\u0131 v\u0259 bu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 i\u015ftirak etm\u0259liydi.H\u00fcseyinl\u0259 Nihat\u0131n boynunu qucaqlayan \u018fhm\u0259d \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 Ulduz xan\u0131ma tutaraq:\u201dYax\u0131n g\u0259l,s\u0259ni d\u0259 qucaqlay\u0131m,bu gedi\u015f b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 son gedi\u015f ola bil\u0259r\u201d.Bu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f \u00e7ox \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259tli d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f olacaqd\u0131r.
\n– Bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dualar edin bu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn olanlara son veril\u0259 bil\u0259r,\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bilmir\u0259m hans\u0131 \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00fczl\u0259\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259rik,n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 \u00e7ox pis hadis\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259lir, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fczd\u0259n mu\u011fayat olun,sizl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox qorxuram,- s\u00f6yl\u0259yir v\u0259 ota\u011f\u0131 t\u0259rk edir.S\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 ged\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131n onu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f b\u00f6lg\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\u201dV\u0259t\u0259n sa\u011f olsun igidl\u0259r!\u201d- S\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc od-alovun i\u00e7in\u0259 at\u0131r.Komandirl\u0259rinin g\u0259ldiyini g\u00f6r\u0259n F\u0259rid \u018fhm\u0259dov israrla \u2013\u201csiz geri qayidin,ax\u0131 sizin \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131z var,-s\u00f6yl\u0259yir, amma otuz d\u00f6rd ya\u015fl\u0131 Mayor \u018fhm\u0259d g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k:
\n– -m\u0259nim evimd\u0259 iki \u0259sg\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcr,s\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn narahat olma,Bu g\u00fcn m\u0259ni iki hal d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcr \u0259sg\u0259rim M\u00fcbarizin c\u0259s\u0259dini erm\u0259nil\u0259rin \u0259lind\u0259n xilas etm\u0259k v\u0259 onun \u00e7\u0259s\u0259dini valideyinl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq.
\n– Onlar artiq d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259 qeyri-b\u0259rab\u0259r d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 qat\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar .D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259rinin atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcll\u0259 il\u0259 \u00f6nc\u0259 bir \u0259sg\u0259ri yaralay\u0131rlar,\u018fhm\u0259d h\u0259m\u0259n yaral\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f b\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131r. O,yenid\u0259n geri qay\u0131d\u0131r,onun m\u0259qs\u0259di F\u0259rid\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atmaq idi,\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc F\u0259rid \u00e7ox ir\u0259lil\u0259mi\u015fdi.Onlar biri-biril\u0259rini qoruyaraq g\u00f6zd\u0259n buraxmayirdilar.El\u0259 bu an d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259rin F\u0259ridi yaralad\u0131\u011fini v\u0259 k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n qopan qollu,budaql\u0131 a\u011fac kimi yer\u0259 yixildi\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcr,onun \u00e7ansiz b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fmaq ist\u0259y\u0259n \u018fhm\u0259di nam\u0259rdl\u0259r qolundan v\u0259 d\u00f6\u015f q\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259n yaralayirlar, yaralanma\u011f\u0131 onu \u00fczm\u00fcr.Onu \u00fcz\u0259n iki yax\u0131n dostu M\u00fcbarizl\u0259, F\u0259ridin meyidl\u0259rinin erm\u0259ni torpa\u011f\u0131nda qalmas\u0131 olur.\u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 tutan \u018fhm\u0259d:-Biz \u00f6vladlarin\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla Allahim,biz v\u0259t\u0259n torpa\u011fin\u0131 m\u0259nfur d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n xilas ed\u0259 bilm\u0259dik!!!!
\n– Ana,ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259ni m\u0259ni d\u00fcnyaya s\u0259n g\u0259tirdin,amma v\u0259t\u0259nimi daha \u00e7ox sevdim, bu g\u00fcn v\u0259t\u0259n yolunda qurban gedir\u0259m!\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc s\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdim,m\u0259nim amalin s\u0259nin kimi bacisiz-qarda\u015fsiz ,v\u0259t\u0259nsiz,evsiz-e\u015fiksiz insanlari qorumaq idi.H\u0259\u015ft\u0259rxanim\u0131zi,\u0130r\u0259vani<\/wbr>m\u0131z\u0131,Borcalim\u0131z\u0131,C\u0259nubi Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131m\u0131z, xainl\u0259r \u0259lind\u0259 \u0259sir qalan torpa\u011fimiz\u0131 m\u0259nfur d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259r \u0259lind\u0259n xilas etm\u0259k idi.Ana bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k bir \u0259zabd\u0131r \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc m\u0259nim v\u0259t\u0259nim b\u00fct\u00f6v Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131m ne\u00e7\u0259 hiss\u0259y\u0259 par\u00e7alanmi\u015fdir,s\u0259n h\u0259r zaman s\u00f6yl\u0259din v\u0259t\u0259n b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u0259z.Amma m\u0259nim v\u0259t\u0259nim \u00e7ox hiss\u0259si b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr!!!Amma sonad\u0259k bacarmad\u0131m ana!…nam\u0259rd g\u00fcll\u0259si bizi susdurma\u011f\u0131 bacardi,sevdiyin g\u0259linini,n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rini siz\u0259 \u0259man\u0259t edir\u0259m, m\u0259nim da\u011f c\u00fcss\u0259li anam,\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc m\u0259nim sevdikl\u0259rimi yaln\u0131z s\u0259n qoruya bil\u0259rs\u0259n!S\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox qorxurdun,bu da qorxunun sonu ana, unutma ana kimi,torpaq kimi yar tapmaq olmaz!Unutma ana \u201c\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r \u00f6lm\u0259yirl\u0259r\u201d,onlar\u0131n yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n,minl\u0259rl\u0259 \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259r vardir.Ulduz,H\u00fcseynin v\u0259 Nihat \u00f6l\u0259n cismimdir, unutmay\u0131n h\u0259r zaman sizi g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n izl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m.Xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259rinizd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n sevin\u0259c\u0259m,sizinl\u0259 birg\u0259 deyibg\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259m.Ba\u015fin sa\u011f olsun b\u00fct\u00f6v Az\u0259rbaycan zaman g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k b\u00fct\u00f6v Az\u0259rbaycan torpa\u011fi birl\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259kdir,,\u201d \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rin ruhu yalniz o zaman \u015fad olacaqd\u0131r’.
\n– \u201cM\u00fcbariz,F\u0259rid,m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n,sizin n\u0259\u015finiz\u0259 sahib \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259dim\u201d,- s\u00f6yl\u0259yir v\u0259 bu zaman \u0259sg\u0259ri yarali komandirin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr,onu bu halda g\u00f6r\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259r:
\n– -\u201c C\u0259nab Mayor\u201d,-dey\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc onun yan\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131r v\u0259 tozlu-torpaql\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc silir.\u018fhm\u0259din \u0259sg\u0259rin\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259diyi son s\u00f6z\u00fc bu olur:\u201dF\u0259rid d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u0259lind\u0259 qald\u0131,onu g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259dim\u201d,- s\u00f6yl\u0259yir v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u0259b\u0259di yumur.Bel\u0259c\u0259 \u018fhm\u0259d Abdullayev \u015f\u0259hidlik zirv\u0259sin\u0259 ucal\u0131r.
\n– Evini,ail\u0259sini t\u0259rk ed\u0259nd\u0259n sonra Ulduz xan\u0131m sanki yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131,o yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yuxusundan ay\u0131l\u0131r:
\n– -Allah\u0131m,\u018fhm\u0259d n\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259di, bu ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 gedi\u015fdir?S\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 kimi yatmayan Ulduz h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dua edir.Amma bu dualar\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259n yox idi,\u018fhm\u0259din s\u00f6yl\u0259diyi kimi bu gedi\u015f son gedi\u015f idi, onlar bird\u0259 geri qay\u0131tmayacaqd\u0131ar.Yaxinlari<\/wbr>\u00a0h\u0259r zaman \u018fhm\u0259d\u0131,F\u0259ridi,M\u00fcbariz\u0131 axtaracaqdilar.
\n– S\u00fcbhd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n z\u0259ng s\u0259sin\u0259 oyand\u0131 Ulduz,telefonu a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman \u018fhm\u0259din yax\u0131n\u0131: \u201cBac\u0131, haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131n x\u0259st\u0259xanaya getm\u0259liyik\u201d,- s\u00f6yl\u0259yir.X\u0259st\u0259xanaya \u00e7atan Ulduza \u018fhm\u0259din yarali oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u0259yirl\u0259r.Amma yarali \u018fhm\u0259dli Ulduza g\u00f6st\u0259rmirl\u0259r , sonda Ulduzu morqa apar\u0131rlar v\u0259 \u018fhm\u0259din c\u0259s\u0259dini ona g\u00f6st\u0259rirl\u0259r. Qolundan v\u0259 d\u00f6\u015f q\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259n yaralanan 34 ya\u015fl\u0131 g\u0259nc mayor \u00e7oxlu qan itirm\u0259si n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. Ulduz n\u0259l\u0259r oldu\u011funu anlam\u0131rd\u0131 ,g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7anda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259y\u0259tda da\u015f \u00fcst\u0259 oturdu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcr.C\u0259lilabaddan T\u0259rt\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n Elnur qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n c\u0259s\u0259dini g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc an \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirir.H\u0259kiml\u0259r onu zorla \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tirirl\u0259r.T\u0259rt\u0259rd\u0259n C\u0259lilabada ged\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131n karvan\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 \u018fhm\u0259din c\u0259s\u0259di apar\u0131lan ma\u015f\u0131n gedirdi.Arxada g\u0259l\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131nda Ulduz,u\u015faqlar\u0131 v\u0259 qayn\u0131 Elnur \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. – Balaca H\u00fcseyin:
\n– \u201dBilir\u0259m atam \u00f6l\u00fcb,o ma\u015f\u0131nda onu apar\u0131rlar.M\u0259n atams\u0131z ya\u015famaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m,atam\u0131 ist\u0259yir\u0259m\u201d.O\u011flunun bu ist\u0259yin\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259y\u0259n Ulduz xan\u0131m hayq\u0131raraq:\u201cH\u00fcseyin,o\u011ful atan\u0131 n\u0259 tez ist\u0259din,b\u0259s atas\u0131z ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131n h\u0259yatla s\u0259n nec\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015facaqsan?Allah\u0131m,bu n\u0259 z\u00fclmd\u00fcr biz\u0259 etdin,n\u0259di bu k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rin g\u00fcnah\u0131?!! Kimdir g\u00fcnahkar,m\u0259n \u00f6vlad\u0131m qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda aciz\u0259m,h\u0259min insanlar g\u0259lsin m\u0259nim k\u00f6rp\u0259 \u00f6vlad\u0131m\u0131 ,t\u0259s\u0259lli etsin!\u201d
\n– \u018fhm\u0259d evd\u0259 az ya\u015fl\u0131 o\u011fluyla h\u0259r zaman h\u0259m s\u00f6hb\u0259t olard\u0131,onu indid\u0259n v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259r bir insan kimi b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u0259rdi,H\u00fcseynin televizorda seyr etdiyi \u00e7izgi filiml\u0259rind\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259rin h\u0259lak olmasinin h\u0259qiq\u0259t oldu\u011funu anladardi,\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc igid ata o\u011flunu b\u00fct\u00fcn ba\u015f ver\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn indid\u0259n hazirlayirdi.Y\u0259ni ata \u00f6vlad\u0131na ki\u00e7ik ya\u015f\u0131nda \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn h\u0259qiq\u0259t oldu\u011funu a\u015filayir d\u00fcnyasini d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rin \u00f6vladlar\u0131n \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri il\u0259 onu tan\u0131\u015f edirdi.O u\u015faqlar\u0131n nec\u0259 atas\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259si haqda balaca
\nH\u00fcseyn\u0259 sanki h\u0259yat d\u0259rsi ke\u00e7irdi ,onun \u015f\u0259hid \u00f6vladlarinin \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rini o\u011fluna g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259kd\u0259 ,m\u0259qs\u0259di o\u011flunu atasizli\u011fa hazir etm\u0259k idi.Y\u0259ni o\u011flum k\u00f6rp\u0259 ya\u015flar\u0131ndan anlas\u0131n ki, bir g\u00fcn m\u0259nim atam bu h\u0259yatda olmayacaqdir.Odur ki,bu g\u00fcn ki\u00e7ik H\u00fcseynin artiq atasinin yoxlu\u011funu,d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdiyini \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l bilirdi.
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\n– B\u0259li,Roza ana h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 yaral\u0131 o\u011flunun g\u0259li\u015fini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi ,amma qap\u0131s\u0131na Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7 r\u0259ngli bayra\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259dilmi\u015f qara ma\u015f\u0131n g\u0259ldi,bu ma\u015fini s\u00fcr\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc ananin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxma\u011fa x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kirdi.Bu g\u00fcn Az\u0259rbaycan ordusunun zabiti,mayor \u018fhm\u0259d Abdullayevi \u00f6z v\u0259t\u0259ni C\u0259lilabad rayonuna sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 igid \u0259sg\u0259r kimi deyil,\u015f\u0259hid kimi g\u0259trilmi\u015fdi.
\n– -\u201cO\u011ful,\u00e7atd\u0131n arzuna, s\u0259nin v\u0259t\u0259n adl\u0131 sevgilin s\u0259ni Ulduzdan,H\u00fcseynind\u0259n Nihat\u0131ndan \u00e7oxmu sevdi?!V\u0259t\u0259n adl\u0131 valideydin ata,anan\u0131n s\u0259ni qoruya bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini bildiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259ni \u00f6z a\u011fu\u015funa n\u0259 tez ald\u0131.Anan\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131na s\u0131\u011fmayan o\u011ful!V\u0259t\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ox v\u0259fal\u0131d\u0131r,s\u0259ni he\u00e7 kims\u0259yl\u0259 payla\u015fmayacaqd\u0131r c\u00fcnk\u00fc, o \u00e7ox q\u0131sqancd\u0131r.Sonuncu yar qara torpaqd\u0131r o\u011ful! O,s\u0259ni bizd\u0259n \u00e7ox sevdi,m\u0259n s\u0259ni nazla b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcm,aya\u011f\u0131na da\u015f d\u0259ym\u0259yin\u0259 raz\u0131 olmad\u0131m,amma o, s\u0259ni yaralar\u0131nla birg\u0259 a\u011fu\u015funa aldi .Bu g\u00fcn m\u0259n \u015f\u0259hid analar\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259 ilki,n\u0259 d\u0259 sonuncusuyam.O\u011ful bu g\u00fcn m\u0259n s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011flamayacaq,\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc s\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r g\u00fcn yenid\u0259n do\u011fulub,yenid\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.\u0130ll\u0259rl\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 a\u011flamaq, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259hz bu g\u00fcn a\u011flam\u0131ram!!!!
\n– 2010- cu ilin 4 sentyabr g\u00fcn\u00fc b\u00fct\u00fcn C\u0259lilabadl\u0131lar\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131na \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck h\u0259kk oldu.Bu g\u00fcn C\u0259lilabad rayon q\u0259birstanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015f\u0259hid M\u00fcbariz \u0130brahimovun c\u0259s\u0259dini erm\u0259nil\u0259rin \u0259lind\u0259n xilas etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, qeyri-b\u0259rab\u0259r qanl\u0131 vuru\u015fmada q\u0259hr\u0259mancas\u0131na d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb \u015e\u0259hidlik zirv\u0259sin\u0259 qovu\u015fan mayor \u018fhm\u0259d Abdullayevin n\u0259\u015fini \u00f6z qoynuna ald\u0131.Rahat yat \u015f\u0259hidim, m\u0259kan\u0131n c\u0259nn\u0259t olsun,sonda \u00e7atd\u0131n arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131n arzular\u0131na!Ulu babalar\u0131n d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli \u015eamax\u0131 z\u0259lz\u0259l\u0259sind\u0259n sonra , g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k n\u0259sill\u0259ri rahat ya\u015fas\u0131n dey\u0259 bu diyara k\u00f6\u00e7 etmi\u015fdil\u0259r.Amma \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n uzaq qa\u00e7maq olmazd\u0131k\u0131,iki d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259si s\u0259nin b\u00fct\u00fcn ist\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259,arzularina son verdi m\u0259nim, \u015f\u0259hidim!
\n– B\u0259li,bu g\u00fcn bu ail\u0259 \u00fczv\u00fcl\u0259ri il\u0259 bir masa arxas\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k ,onlarin igid \u015f\u0259hidimiz haqqinda \u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6zl\u0259rini dinl\u0259m\u0259k m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin idi.Artiq H\u00fcseyna\u011fa m\u00fc\u0259llim h\u0259yatda yoxdur.ata \u00fcr\u0259yi o\u011ful d\u0259rdin\u0259 tab g\u0259tirm\u0259yib.d\u00fcnyasini d\u0259yi\u015fd.i .M\u0259n onun \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rin\u0259 baxaraq onun o\u011flu haqqinda olan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rini \u00f6z \u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6zl\u0259riml\u0259 yazdim.
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\n– H\u00fcseyna\u011fa m\u00fc\u0259llim:
\n– – \u201cO\u011ful, \u201cv\u0259t\u0259n namin\u0259 vuru\u015facam, v\u0259t\u0259nimi xilas ed\u0259c\u0259m\u201d,-s\u00f6yl\u0259din v\u0259 bu da son. Arzuladi\u011fin \u015e\u0259hidlik zirv\u0259sin\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259ldin, rahat yat o\u011ful, m\u0259kan\u0131n c\u0259nn\u0259t olsun! S\u0259n v\u0259t\u0259n torpa\u011fini azad ed\u0259 bilm\u0259din,arzun xilas olmu\u015f v\u0259t\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k,azad olmu\u015f v\u0259t\u0259n torpa\u011fin\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b \u00f6pm\u0259k idi,indi soyuq m\u0259zarinda rahat yat,\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc v\u0259t\u0259n torpa\u011fi s\u0259ni qoynuna ald\u0131.
\n– O\u011ful ac\u0131s\u0131na d\u00f6zm\u0259y\u0259n H\u00fcseyna\u011fa m\u00fc\u0259llim sizin d\u0259 ruhunuz \u015fad olsun.\u015e\u0259hid atas\u0131 m\u0259kan\u0131n\u0131z c\u0259nn\u0259t olsun! – Firuz\u0259 ana:
\n– B\u0259li, m\u0259n \u015e\u0259hid anas\u0131yam!D\u00fcz otuz iki ildir bizim \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rin say\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcnd\u0259n artir!\u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fc \u015f\u0259hid analarina tutaraq bunlari s\u00f6yl\u0259yir\u0259m:-\u201cBu g\u00fcn\u0259d\u0259k \u015e\u0259hid olan v\u0259t\u0259n o\u011fullar\u0131 h\u0259r birimizi do\u011fma \u00f6vlad\u0131m\u0131zdir. K\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 da\u015fidi\u011fimiz yara t\u0259k \u00f6vladimizin deyill,b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimizin yarasidir! .V\u0259t\u0259nimizin \u015f\u0259hid o\u011fullariyla biz analar q\u00fcrur duyuruq,\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc onlar v\u0259t\u0259n u\u011frunda \u015f\u0259hid olublar.Bu \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rin bir arzusu var idi,v\u0259t\u0259nimizi q\u0259sbikarlardan t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259k,B\u00f6y\u00fck Qaraba\u011fm\u0131,m\u0259nfur erm\u0259nil\u0259rin tapda\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda \u0259sir qalan rayonlarimizi, bizim \u00f6vladlarimizin layiqli davam\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 bir g\u00fcn xilas ed\u0259c\u0259kdir Qalxin aya\u011fa \u015e\u0259hid analar\u0131, v\u0259t\u0259n torpaq\u0131ndan ya\u011f\u0131lara pay olmaz!!!\u201dHani m\u0259nim \u015eu\u015fam,la\u00e7inim,A\u011fdamim,Z\u0259ng<\/wbr>ilanim,K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rin,C\u0259brayil<\/wbr>im,Xocal\u0131m!
\n– -On ildir m\u0259nim o\u011fluma zorla d\u00fcnyasini.d\u0259yi\u015fdiribl\u0259r!!!<\/wbr>O\u011ful,s\u0259nsiz h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi s\u00f6nd\u00fc !Gec\u0259l\u0259r yuxularimin qona\u011f\u0131 o\u011ful,\u00e7ox a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, m\u0259nd\u0259n inciy\u0259n o\u011ful,\u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n hal\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259r gec\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r alan o\u011ful.! M\u0259nim o\u011flum a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131,v\u0259fal\u0131 o\u011ful idi!V\u0259t\u0259nini ,\u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rini \u00e7ox sev\u0259rdi, \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rinin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259n bir ata kimi n\u0259z\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259zdi,onlarin qeydin\u0259 qalardi.Bu g\u00fcn o\u011flumdan m\u0259n\u0259 yadigar qalan sevimli Ulduzu v\u0259 iki \u00f6vladidir,m\u0259nim ya\u015fama s\u0259b\u0259bim o\u011flumun yadigarlaridir.V\u0259t\u0259ni \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn do\u011fulub,v\u0259t\u0259n namin\u0259 \u015e\u0259hid d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n o\u011ful Ruhun \u015fad olsun !Kim s\u00f6yl\u0259yir ki,ill\u0259r s\u0259nin yarana m\u0259lh\u0259m olacaqd\u0131r,analarin q\u0259lbin\u0259 vurulan \u00f6vlad yarasi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259lh\u0259m he\u00e7 bir zaman tapilmayacaq.O yara h\u0259r il bir azda b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259r\u0259k,daha geni\u015f k\u00f6k at\u0131r.Firuz\u0259 ana \u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6zl\u0259rini s\u00f6yl\u0259yir,amma m\u0259n bu qadinin aq sa\u00e7lar\u0131na baxma\u011fa utanirdinm bel\u0259 ki,o\u011ful d\u0259rdi.ananin gec\u0259 kimi qara sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fappaq qara \u00e7evirm\u0259y\u0259 qadirmi\u015f.
\n– S\u0259may\u0259 xanim:
\n– -M\u0259n h\u0259r zaman q\u0131z\u0131m Ulduza s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdim,biz m\u00fcharib\u0259 \u015f\u0259raitind\u0259 ya\u015fayan \u00f6lk\u0259nin v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015flar\u0131y\u0131q, q\u0131z\u0131m, s\u0259n h\u0259rbi\u00e7i yolda\u015f\u0131san,unutma s\u0259n h\u0259r zaman ba\u015f ver\u0259c\u0259k hadis\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 haz\u0131r olmal\u0131san,c\u00fcnki d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259si yax\u015f\u0131n\u0131 pisd\u0259n ay\u0131ran bilmir. – Bacisi V\u00fcsal\u0259:
\n-\u018fhm\u0259din \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n k\u0259\u015ffiyyat m\u0259kt\u0259bin\u0259 vurulan b\u00f6y\u00fck bir z\u0259rb\u0259ydi.Onun \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fc zaman Az\u0259rbaycan ordusu olduqca savadl\u0131 bir zabitini itirdi.M\u0259nfur erm\u0259nil\u0259r bu g\u00fcn bel\u0259 bizim igid generllarim\u0131z\u0131,h\u0259rb\u00e7il\u0259rim<\/wbr>izi xainc\u0259sin\u0259 m\u0259hv edirl\u0131r.M\u0259n qarda\u015fimin m\u0259zar\u0131na baxanda yalniz bunlari d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m:-\u201cQar kimi soyuq,da\u015f kimi b\u0259rk qarda\u015f\u201d s\u0259n,m\u0259nd\u0259n ki\u00e7ik idin,amma b\u00f6y\u00fck qarda\u015f kimi h\u0259r zaman s\u0259n\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t ed\u0259rdim,\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc baci b\u00f6y\u00fck qarda\u015fini \u00e7ox sev\u0259r ,f\u0259rq etm\u0259z o, qarda\u015f s\u0259nd\u0259n ya\u015fca b\u00f6y\u00fck olsun v\u0259 ya ki\u00e7ik.Olduqca a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131,savadl\u0131 qarda\u015f idi,ingilis,\u0259r\u0259b,,erm\u0259ni dill\u0259rini \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l bilirdi.Daima ingilis dilind\u0259 b\u0259dii \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259r oxuyard\u0131.Yer\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259 si\u011fmayan uca boylu qarda\u015f o, m\u0259zara nec\u0259 si\u011fdin. …Art\u0131q m\u0259nim telefonuma qarda\u015f z\u0259ngi g\u0259\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdir,qap\u0131m\u0131 bird\u0259 qarda\u015f \u0259li d\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdir.Daha qarda\u015f\u0131m m\u0259nim evimd\u0259n he\u00e7 bir yer\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k,g\u00f6z\u00fcm h\u0259r zaman s\u0259ni axtaracaq !
\n– Elnur:
\n– -\u018fhm\u0259d m\u0259nd\u0259n yeddi ya\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck idi,m\u0259n h\u0259r zaman qarda\u015f\u0131mla f\u0259xr etmi\u015f\u0259m,\u00e7\u00fcnki m\u0259nim qarda\u015f\u0131m olduqca savadl\u0131,a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n add\u0131m atmayan insan idi. \u018fhm\u0259d \u00f6z telefonunu m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 etdi:\u201d m\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m, al s\u0259nin olsun\u201d,- s\u00f6yl\u0259di.Son g\u0259li\u015find\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259timiz yaln\u0131z M\u00fcbariz \u0130brahimov haqq\u0131nda oldu.\u015e\u0259hidimizin c\u0259s\u0259dini geri g\u0259tirm\u0259k i\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz \u00e7ixi\u015f yolu axtarirdilar.M\u00fcbarizin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc onu diri g\u00f6zl\u00fc m\u0259hv etmi\u015fdi.Onun c\u0259s\u0259dini g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259 getdiyi zaman \u0259n yax\u0131n dostunu-F\u0259ridi itirdi,\u00e7\u00fcnki F\u0259rid daha da ir\u0259liy\u0259 getmi\u015fdi.Bizim ev h\u0259r g\u00fcn \u018fhm\u0259din \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259ri il\u0259 dolub-bo\u015fal\u0131r,onlar ke\u00e7mi\u015f komandirl\u0259rini bu g\u00fcn bel\u0259 unutmurlar.
\n– B\u00f6y\u00fck baci X\u0259yal hamidan g\u00f6z\u0259l xatirlayirdi qarda\u015finin u\u015fa\u011fliq ill\u0259rini:
\n– -\u018fhm\u0259d canim qarda\u015fim \u201cki\u00e7ik ya\u015flar\u0131mda, s\u0259ni be\u015fikd\u0259 yell\u0259y\u0259rk\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n biixtiyar s\u0259n\u0259 lay-lay \u00e7almi\u015fdim,laylayimi
\n– dinl\u0259rk\u0259n bir anliq \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 baxdin v\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259din.Bilir\u0259m,bu g\u00fcn eynil\u0259 o zamanki kimi g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir\u0259m.C\u00fcnk\u00fc,\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc arzuladi\u011fin \u015f\u0259hidlik zirv\u0259sin\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259ldin!!.\u201d\u015e\u0259hidlik \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck zirv\u0259dir\u201d.!!Rahat yat qarda\u015f,yeni soyuq m\u0259zar\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259k olsun!.Biz he\u00e7 s\u0259nd\u0259n doymad\u0131q,sevdiyin v\u0259t\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131,
\n– s\u0259ni bizl\u0259rd\u0259n,y\u0259ni yaxinlarindan ayirma\u011fi \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l bacardi qarda\u015f’! \u201c\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r h\u0259r zaman anilmalidir ki,V\u0259t\u0259n taninsin\u201d!. Ulduz xanim:
\n– O,m\u0259nim \u0259n yax\u0131n dostum,qarda\u015f\u0131m,atam,anam,<\/wbr>h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m ,uca varli\u011fim idi.Bu g\u00fcn m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u018fhm\u0259ds\u0131z \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrm\u0259k olduqca \u00e7\u0259tindir.D\u00fcz on ildir m\u0259n bu yoxluqla razila\u015fa bilmir\u0259m,onun \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0259bul ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.Sanki O,,uzaq bir yer\u0259 gedib g\u00fcnl\u0259rin bir g\u00fcn\u00fc qayidacaqdir,amma O, qayitmayir, \u018fhm\u0259d \u00e7ox qisqanc idi,b\u0259lk\u0259 bu qisqancliq bir g\u00fcn, onu geri g\u0259tir\u0259r.. U\u015faq vaxt\u0131 televizorada Mikay\u0131l M\u00fc\u015fviq haqda verli\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 baxark\u0259n \u00e7ox d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259rdim :
\n– -N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015fair Mikay\u0131l M\u00fc\u015ffiqin \u015f\u0259kli \u00e7ox cavand\u0131r,amma h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 Dilb\u0259r Axundzad\u0259 ya\u015fl\u0131? Onlar \u0259r-arvada deyi,ana v\u0259 o\u011ful olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm.Bu g\u00fcn anlad\u0131m ki,zaman g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k \u018fhm\u0259d cavan qalacaq m\u0259ns\u0259 qocalacam.\u00d6,zaman bizim \u015f\u0259klimiz\u0259 baxan insanlar bizi ana-o\u011ful sanacaqlar.Qocalib belim b\u00fck\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259d\u0259k m\u0259nim q\u0259lbim yalniz \u018fhm\u0259din sevgisiyl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259kdir.\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc qadinin sevdiyid\u0259,\u0259rid\u0259 yalniz bir n\u0259f\u0259r olmalidir.Biz c\u0259mi be\u015f il birlikd\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131q.Birg\u0259 ya\u015fadi\u011fimiz bu be\u015f il m\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn sonunad\u0259k b\u0259s ed\u0259r. M\u0259n O,insan\u0131n dahiyan\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rini he\u00e7 bir zaman unuda bilmir\u0259m,inana bilmir\u0259m bird\u0259 bel\u0259 bir insan d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lsin.\u018fhm\u0259d u\u015faqlar\u0131nin yan\u0131nda he\u00e7 bir zaman q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmazd\u0131.Hirsli olan zaman s\u00f6zl\u0259rini ingilisc\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259rdi.
\n– .Ulduz xan\u0131m\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck arzusu \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131 atalar\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131na layiq b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259kdir.\u0130gid \u015f\u0259hidin T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259 oxuyan t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015flar\u0131,silahda\u015flar\u0131,ko<\/wbr>mandiri oldu\u011fu d\u0259st\u0259nin \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259ri,ordu r\u0259hb\u0259rl\u0259ri h\u0259r zaman \u018fhm\u0259din \u00f6vladlar\u0131yla \u0259laq\u0259 saxlay\u0131rlar.Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u015f\u0259r\u0259fli zabiti Ramin S\u0259f\u0259rov bu g\u00fcn bel\u0259 \u018fhm\u0259d Abdullayevin \u00f6vladlar\u0131 il\u0259 ,anas\u0131 Firuz\u0259 xan\u0131mla \u0259laq\u0259 saxlay\u0131r.\u018fhm\u0259dn \u00f6vladlar\u0131na atalari kimi c\u0259sur,v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259r olma\u011f\u0131,atas\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 layiqinc\u0259 ya\u015fatma\u011f\u0131 ba\u015fa sal\u0131r.\u018fhm\u0259din \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra Ulduz xan\u0131m onsuz ya\u015fadi\u011fi h\u0259yat\u0131 q\u0259bul ed\u0259 bilmir.\u0131 \u018fhm\u0259dsiz ya\u015famaq onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin olur.Evin h\u0259r bir t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n \u018fhm\u0259din onlar\u0131 izl\u0259diyini hiss edir.Evin divarlar\u0131na sanki \u018fhm\u0259din,n\u0259f\u0259si \u0259tri hopmu\u015fdu.\u018fhm\u0259dsiz bu evd\u0259 ya\u015famaq onu x\u0259st\u0259 edirdi,g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bilmir.\u018fhm\u0259dsiz ya\u015fadi\u011fi h\u0259yatin g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc bel\u0259 ,ona qaranliq gec\u0259ni xatirladirdi.Yaxinlarinin d\u0259st\u0259yi il\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n Ulduz xanim \u00f6z aya\u011flari \u00fcst\u0259 dik durma\u011f\u0131 bacarir
\n– Hal-haz\u0131rda onlar paytaxtda, y\u0259ni N\u0259rimanov rayonunda ya\u015fayirlar.Ulduz xan\u0131m N\u0259rimanov rayonunda yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n 83 sayl\u0131 \u201dGec\u0259-G\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u201d bax\u00e7asinda t\u0259rbiy\u0259\u00e7i-m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259
\ni\u015fl\u0259yir.O,valideyinl\u0259rin v\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131n sevimli m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259sidir, \u00f6vladlariH\u00fcseynin on d\u00f6rd,Nihatin on iki ya\u015fi var.
\n– Qaranli\u011fi yaran,gec\u0259 il\u0259 s\u00fcbh\u00fc birl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259n \u201cDan ulduzu\u201dna b\u0259nz\u0259yir Ulduz xanim,\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00f6vladlarin\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi parlaq olsun dey\u0259, onlar\u0131n yoluna i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7araq onlar\u0131 daha da firavan ya\u015fatmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, h\u0259r bir \u0259zaba sin\u0259 g\u0259rir.Az\u0259rbaycan torpa\u011fin\u0131 qorumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, ail\u0259sind\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin iki \u0259sg\u0259r \u00f6vlad\u0131ni yeti\u015fdirir.
\n– \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131n\u0131n prezidenti \u0130.\u018fliyevin s\u0259r\u0259ncam\u0131 il\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid mayor,kapitan,Az\u0259rbaycan ordusunun zabiti \u018fhm\u0259d Abdullayevi \u201c\u0130gidliy\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259\u201d medal\u0131 il\u0259 t\u0259ltif edilmi\u015fdir
\n– Ulduz xanim bu g\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc Az\u0259rbaycan torpa\u011fi u\u011frunda ged\u0259n qanli d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259mancasina \u015f\u0259hid olan igidl\u0259rin ,h\u0259yat yolda\u015flar\u0131na,tutaraq bel\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yir:
\n– – \u201d Bacilarim,biz h\u0259r zaman ba\u015fmizi dik tutmal\u0131y\u0131q, \u00e7\u00fcnki biz igid \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimizin h\u0259yat yolda\u015flariyiq! Biz onlari \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259rimizl\u0259 yadda\u015flarda ya\u015fatmaliyiq. \u0130\u015fl\u0259diyim bax\u00e7ada valideyinl\u0259r q\u00fcrurla s\u00f6yl\u0259yirl\u0259r-:Ulduz xanim \u015f\u0259hid \u018fhm\u0259d Abdullayevin h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131d\u0131r,o zaman m\u0259nim h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n ruhu \u015fad olur,uzaqlardan m\u0259n\u0259 baxb f\u0259xrl\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc hiss edir\u0259m.M\u0259n yolda\u015fimi bel\u0259c\u0259 h\u0259r bir ail\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131ram\u201d!
\n– B\u0259li,bir zaman atalar\u0131n\u0131 durmadan t\u0259l\u0259b ed\u0259n \u00f6vladlar\u0131m, bu g\u00fcn bel\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yirl\u0259r:\u201c Ana biz artiq b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck v\u0259 bilirik ki, ged\u0259n atamizin cismidir, atamiz\u0131n ruhu h\u0259r zaman biziml\u0259dir,\u00e7\u00fcnki onlar minl\u0259rl\u0259 u\u015faqlar gec\u0259l\u0259r rahat yatsinlar dey\u0259 canlar\u0131ndan ke\u00e7dil\u0259r.Onlar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u0259b\u0259di yumulsada, ham\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n seyr edirl\u0259r, \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259r he\u00e7 bir zaman \u00f6lm\u00fcrl\u0259r\u201d. – Atasiz ya\u015famaq,atasiz b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k balaca Nihat \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn olduqca \u00e7\u0259tindir \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc,o,atasini – \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rd\u0259n,televizordan xat\u0131rlay\u0131rir.
\n– Nihat:
\n– Atama m\u0259n yaln\u0131z iki k\u0259lim\u0259 s\u00f6z s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m:\u201dgetm\u0259 ata\u201d!,amma o gedib, atam v\u0259t\u0259nini,\u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rini bizd\u0259n \u00e7ox sevdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gedib v\u0259 bir daha geri qayitmayib.M\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fckc\u0259 atamla q\u00fcrur duyuram,\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc m\u0259nim atam \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n qorxan olmayib,o,\u00f6l\u0259c\u0259yini bildiyi halda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcll\u0259-boranin i\u00e7in\u0259 atibmi\u015f.Onun ali m\u0259qs\u0259di \u0259n yaxin silahda\u015f\u0131 M\u00fcbariz \u0130brahimovu xilas etm\u0259k olmu\u015fdur.
\n– Bu g\u00fcn m\u0259n atamla f\u0259xr edir\u0259m,m\u0259n yenilm\u0259z \u015e\u0259hid \u00f6vlad\u0131yam!Amma atama,ata n\u0259vazi\u015fin\u0259 h\u0259r zaman b\u00f6y\u00fck ehtiyac\u0131m vardir.Ke\u015fk\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 atam g\u0259l\u0259,\u0259ll\u0259rini sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 v\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259:
\n– -\u201dSabah\u0131n xeyir,o\u011ful!,-Nec\u0259s\u0259n!!??At<\/wbr>asizliq acis\u0131 n\u0259dir?,bu acini yaln\u0131z atasiz b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nl\u0259r bil\u0259rl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– Onlar \u00fc\u00e7 sarsilmaz dost idil\u0259r M\u00fcbariz,F\u0259rid,\u018fhm\u0259d.Onlari<\/wbr>n \u015f\u0259klini m\u0259n q\u00fcrurla yanimda g\u0259zdirir\u0259m.Atamla F\u0259rid eyni g\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u00fcnyalarini d\u0259yi\u015fdil\u0259r.Biri-birl\u0259rini \u00e7ox sevdikl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn eyni g\u00fcnd\u0259 h\u0259yata \u201c\u018flvida\u201d s\u00f6yl\u0259dil\u0259r.\u0130st\u0259m\u0259dil\u0259r ki,kims\u0259 onlari qinasin,\u00fc\u00e7 sadiq dostun \u00fcr\u0259yi dem\u0259k olar ki,eyni anda susduruldu.
\n\u015e\u0259hidimizin ilk \u00f6vlad\u0131 H\u00fcseynin atas\u0131 haqq\u0131nda s\u00f6yl\u0259diyi \u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6zl\u0259ri:
\n\u201cM\u0259n \u015f\u0259hid Mayor \u018fhm\u0259d Abdullayevin o\u011flu H\u00fcseyin Abdullayev.Bizl\u0259r \u015e\u0259hid \u00f6vladlar\u0131y\u0131q.Atam\u0131z\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259r duranda,yem\u0259k yey\u0259nd\u0259,m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259,ad g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259k d\u0259 , cismin\u0259 toxuna bilm\u0259s\u0259k d\u0259 insanlar\u0131n rahat ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131,rahat m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 getdikl\u0259rini g\u00f6rd\u00fckc\u0259 q\u00fcrurla n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131r\u0131q.H\u0259r insana bu q\u00fcrur n\u0259sib olmaz.Atam\u0131n dediyi bir c\u00fcml\u0259 var idi ki,\u201dAtan bel\u0259 olsa qar\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 ilk v\u0259t\u0259n,sonra da v\u0259t\u0259n\u201d.Bu c\u00fcml\u0259 onun qeyd d\u0259ft\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259 vard\u0131r.Atam\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 miras qoyub getdiyi ad,soyad\u0131 m\u0259n layiqinc\u0259 ya\u015fadaca\u011fam.M\u0259n ist\u0259m\u0259r\u0259m ki, dig\u0259r u\u015faqlar g\u00f6z\u00fcya\u015fl\u0131 qals\u0131n.M\u0259n \u015f\u0259hid o\u011flu oldu\u011fum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u00fcrurla s\u00f6yl\u0259yir\u0259m:\u201dV\u018fT\u018fN SA\u011e OLSUN\u201d.
\nAtamin telefonuna h\u0259m\u0259n qanli d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f gec\u0259si bel\u0259 bir mesaj g\u0259lir,\u201d\u018fsg\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259n v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n mu\u011fayat ol qarda\u015f\u201dbu mesaj\u0131 atam he\u00e7 bir zaman oxuya bilm\u0259di.\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ,o mesaj atamin telefonuna \u00e7atdi\u011fi zaman O, h\u0259yatda deyildi,d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259si onun d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yini susdurma\u011fi bacarmi\u015fdi.
\nRahat yat, v\u0259t\u0259n o\u011flu m\u0259kan\u0131n c\u0259nn\u0259t olsun!G\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k,\u00f6vladlar\u0131n s\u0259nin q\u0259brin \u00fcst\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r:
\n-\u201cG\u00f6zl\u0259rin, aydin olsun ata!\u201d v\u0259t\u0259n torpa\u011fi d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n azad olundu!!.O,g\u00fcnl\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u0259k h\u0259r birimizin bitib-t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259n arzumuzdur.B\u0259li, bu g\u00fcn m\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck faxar\u0259t hissiyl\u0259 ya\u015fayiram \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc,atamin ya\u015fadi\u011f\u0131 ke\u00e7mi\u015f Fizuli k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259si bu g\u00fcn atam \u018fhm\u0259d Abdullayevin adini da\u015fiyir.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u015e\u0259hid \u018fhm\u0259d Abdullayevin xatir\u0259sin\u0259 h\u0259sr olunub…Qaranl\u0131q gec\u0259.E\u015fikd\u0259 ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f.G\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc ya\u011fan leysan ya\u011fi\u015f s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn ma\u015fini idar\u0259 etm\u0259sin\u0259 mane olurdu.N\u0259hay\u0259t,ya\u011f\u0131\u015f k\u0259sdi,biz ged\u0259c\u0259yimiz rayona zamaninda \u00e7ata bil\u0259c\u0259kdikAmma m\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn idar\u0259 etdiyi ma\u015fin yubanmasini,qapisin\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259li olaca\u011f\u0131m ev\u0259 daha da gec \u00e7atma\u011fimi ist\u0259yirdim.Havanin soyuqlu\u011fu,\u00e7\u0259kdiyim iztirarabla birl\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u0259k, m\u0259ni \u00e7ox \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcrd\u00fc. M\u0259nim bu halimi hiss ed\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc:-\u201dBaci,Siz \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz?,ma\u015fin soyuqdursa istilik m\u00fch\u0259rrikini i\u015fl\u0259d\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":15951,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[30],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15950"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15950"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15950\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15952,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15950\/revisions\/15952"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/15951"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15950"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15950"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15950"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}