{"id":16087,"date":"2020-11-23T19:00:51","date_gmt":"2020-11-23T15:00:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=16087"},"modified":"2020-11-23T20:06:26","modified_gmt":"2020-11-23T16:06:26","slug":"m%c9%99rahim-n%c9%99sib-s%c9%99ni-d%c9%99-d%c9%99yis%c9%99n-noyabr-oldu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=16087","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259rahim N\u0259sib – \u201cS\u0259ni d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n noyabr oldu\u201d (video)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"75220777_292480621878687_8350646495461870520_n\"<\/a>S\u0259n hardan bil\u0259s\u0259n noyabr ay\u0131,<\/p>\n

Bir az d\u0259lisovdu, biraz \u0259rk\u00f6y\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

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Bilirs\u0259n, bu ay\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n,<\/p>\n

\u018fsm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r d\u0259li k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r?!<\/p>\n

Bilirs\u0259n, bu ayda biri-birin\u0259,<\/p>\n

Q\u0131s\u0131l\u0131r yava\u015fca sev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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Bilirs\u0259n, bu ay\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131 da,<\/p>\n

Birazca q\u0259rib\u0259, q\u0259rib\u0259 olur.<\/p>\n

Lap s\u0259nin s\u0259b\u0259bsiz g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n kimi,<\/p>\n

Q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr, qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q olur.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r, al\u0131\u015f\u0131q olur.<\/p>\n

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Bilirs\u0259n, soyu\u011fa d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcm yoxdu,<\/p>\n

Soyuqlar d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259k oluram.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n d\u0259 ki, bu soyuq noyabr kimi,<\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259n soyuyanda q\u0131c\u0131qlan\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 ac\u0131qlan\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

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B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bilmirs\u0259n, el\u0259 bils\u0259ydin,<\/p>\n

Bax\u0131b \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdin.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r, ax\u015fam bel\u0259 dem\u0259zdim,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 qo\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdin.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259ni d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n soyuqlar oldu,<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259, izin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259tdi vallah.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni d\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik yol g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u018flin\u0259, qoluna \u00f6yr\u0259tdi vallah.<\/p>\n

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B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu ay\u0131n pay\u0131z ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131,<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u0259tirib g\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n

H\u0259sr\u0259tin \u00e7\u0259kdiyim o qollar\u0131ndan,<\/p>\n

Pay\u0131z\u0131n e\u015fqin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb g\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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“Yoxlu\u011fun \u015f\u0259rind\u0259n s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259” <\/strong><\/p>\n

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G\u0259l, apar q\u0259lbimin t\u0259n ortas\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n

Yand\u0131r, \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 u\u00e7an qanadlar\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nin h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259n did\u0259rgin d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n,<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00f6ll\u0259r\u0259 nur sa\u00e7an qanadlar\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259n m\u0259nim k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcm\u00fcn b\u0259yaz s\u00fctunu,<\/p>\n

Qarda yem axtaran g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7inims\u0259n.<\/p>\n

H\u0259m sevgi ad\u0131nda dinim, m\u0259zh\u0259bim,<\/p>\n

H\u0259m d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcm b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fcms\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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Yoxlu\u011fun \u015f\u0259rind\u0259n s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n

S\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131m m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 bu yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

G\u0259l\u0259r n\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131, n\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r, n\u0259 q\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Gets\u0259m add\u0131m-add\u0131m s\u0259nin izind\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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Doldur, i\u00e7imd\u0259ki bo\u015flu\u011fu doldur!<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131n y\u00fck\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b g\u0259lir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

G\u0259lir\u0259m, yenid\u0259n yaranmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,<\/p>\n

\u018fynim\u0259 a\u011f paltar tax\u0131b g\u0259lir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259nd\u0259 tapd\u0131qlar\u0131m, tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131m deyil,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz itirdiyim \u00f6n\u0259mlidir, g\u0259l!<\/p>\n

Ay m\u0259nim t\u0259rt\u0259miz, m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s e\u015fqim,<\/p>\n

Bu \u00f6m\u00fcr k\u0259d\u0259rli, \u0259l\u0259mlidir, g\u0259l!<\/p>\n

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\u201cM\u0259n o q\u0131z\u0131 sonuncu k\u0259z g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259\u2026\u201d <\/strong><\/p>\n

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Onda yoxdu b\u0259xt o\u011fruyan o\u011frular,<\/p>\n

Yalanlardan \u00e7ox olurdu do\u011frular.<\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259m gec\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 na\u011f\u0131llar,<\/p>\n

Babam da ki, s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259c\u0259n susurdu.<\/p>\n

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Oyan\u0131rd\u0131m g\u00fcn do\u011fmam\u0131\u015f s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Bo\u011faz\u0131m da tutulmazd\u0131 q\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

D\u0259rsd\u0259n g\u0259lib qaran\u0259f\u0259s \u00e7\u0259p\u0259rd\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Qon\u015fu q\u0131z\u0131n gizli-gizli pusurdum.<\/p>\n

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\u0130zl\u0259yirdim sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 h\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259,<\/p>\n

Diksinirdim boz k\u00f6p\u0259yi h\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n o q\u0131z\u0131 sonuncu k\u0259z g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259,<\/p>\n

A\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n k\u0259ndird\u0259n as\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Ondan sonra \u00fcz\u00fcm, g\u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00fclm\u0259di,<\/p>\n

N\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131m, n\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 onu yadda\u015f\u0131mdan silm\u0259dim,<\/p>\n

Ondan bel\u0259 ruhum d\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259sirdi.<\/p>\n

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