{"id":16149,"date":"2020-12-19T11:47:46","date_gmt":"2020-12-19T07:47:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=16149"},"modified":"2020-12-19T11:47:46","modified_gmt":"2020-12-19T07:47:46","slug":"s%c9%99nt%c9%99nha-deyils%c9%99n-s%c9%99hidim-nat%c9%99van-m%c9%99likova","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=16149","title":{"rendered":"S\u0259n,T\u0259nha Deyils\u0259n \u015e\u0259hidim – Nat\u0259van M\u0259likova"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"126318283_821875498385644_8325302066328143605_o<\/a>H\u0259yatda t\u0259nha olub,\u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259nha ba\u015fa vuran
\ninsanlar v\u0259 \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259r m\u0259nim yaral\u0131 yerimdir.\u00dclvi kimi \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259k-t\u0259nha ya\u015fayan \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r, bu yaz\u0131m\u0131 Sizl\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259sr edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

H\u0259yat\u0131n qanunlar\u0131n\u0131 anlamaq o q\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259 asan deyildir. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc, onun qanunlar\u0131 \u00e7ox m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b,olduqca ke\u015fm\u0259ke\u015flidir .Sirrini kims\u0259 il\u0259 payla\u015fmaz,var\u0131n\u0131-d\u00f6vl\u0259tini ham\u0131dan gizli saxlar.Kimini sevincl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00fczd\u00fcr\u0259r, kimini q\u0259m karvan\u0131nda ya\u015fad\u0131r.
\nH\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faq ya\u015flar\u0131mdan n\u0259n\u0259mi,anam\u0131,xalalar\u0131m\u0131 a\u011flayan g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc onlar\u0131n da qarda\u015flar\u0131 g\u0259nc ya\u015flar\u0131nda d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi.Bu g\u00fcn\u0259 kimi bu q\u0259tlin sirri a\u00e7\u0131lmad\u0131,baxmayaraq o g\u00fcnd\u0259n yetmi\u015f iki il \u00f6tm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr,Bakiya v\u0259zif\u0259 t\u0259yin olunmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, g\u0259ldi,amma ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 rayona c\u0259s\u0259di d\u00f6nd\u00fc.
\nOndan yax\u0131nlar\u0131na yad\u0131gar qalan, hansisa m\u0259\u015fhur \u015fairin m\u0259hv etdiyi \u015feir d\u0259ft\u0259r\u0131,lal bax\u0131\u015fl\u0131 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri,bird\u0259 qonaq q\u0259bul etm\u0259y\u0259n qara da\u015f\u0131,y\u0259ni qap\u0131s\u0131z,p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259siz evi,m\u0259zar\u0131 vardir.
\nBu g\u00fcn iyirmi bir ya\u015fl\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n sevinc,\u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259sind\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f ya\u011fan atas\u0131z,anas\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n, bu \u015f\u0259hid r\u0259smi m\u0259ni dirig\u00f6zl\u00fc m\u0259hv etdi.Az ya\u015fl\u0131 u\u015faqlar bel\u0259 bu r\u0259sm\u0131n sahibi \u00dclvi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 ax\u0131tdilar.
\nS\u0259n, bu duru\u015funla \u018fli\u018fkb\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7ox b\u0259nz\u0259yirs\u0259n.S\u0259nd\u0259 onlar kimi uca m\u0259qama, \u015f\u0259hidlik m\u0259qam\u0131na qovu\u015fdun ,c\u0259sur \u015e\u0259hid\u0131m!
\nS\u0259ni \u00e7ox yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131maq ist\u0259rdim,s\u0259nin haqq\u0131nda daha geni\u015f yazmaq idi arzum.Bu g\u00fcn s\u0259ni Az\u0259rbaycan xalq\u0131na \u00f6z \u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6zl\u0259riml\u0259 yenid\u0259n tan\u0131dacam v\u0259 bu tanit\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s borc sanacam.
\nBir d\u0259f\u0259 atas\u0131z anas\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 insana, bel\u0259 bir sualla m\u00fcraci\u0259t etdim.
\n-Atasiz anas\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir bunu ham\u0131dan yax\u015f\u0131 s\u0259n bil\u0259rs\u0259n,\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bu h\u0259yat\u0131 s\u0259n ya\u015fam\u0131san?
\nO, insan diqq\u0259tl\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 baxd\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259nim sual\u0131m\u0131 bel\u0259 cavabland\u0131rd\u0131:
\n-D\u00fczd\u00fcr, m\u0259n k\u00f6rp\u0259likd\u0259n atas\u0131z-anaslz b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm, amma m\u0259nim qeydim\u0259 qalan yax\u0131nlar\u0131m vard\u0131, onlar m\u0259n\u0259 bu hissi,y\u0259ni yetimlik hissini ya\u015fatmad\u0131lar, h\u0259r zaman arxam-daya\u011f\u0131m oldular,Ali m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirdiyim g\u00fcn\u0259d\u0259k m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259k oldular,bir g\u00fcn olsun m\u0259ni yalq\u0131z,t\u0259nha buraxmad\u0131lar.Bu g\u00fcn h\u0259yatda varamsa n\u0259n\u0259m\u0259,babama,\u018fmin\u0259 minn\u0259tdaram
\nAmma,h\u0259min d\u00f6v\u00fcrd\u0259 m\u0259nl\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131d bir-iki u\u015faqda valideyinl\u0259rinin itirmi\u015fdil\u0259r,o u\u015faqlar bilm\u0259yir Rusiyan\u0131n hans\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rlar,,nec\u0259 oldular,bu g\u00fcn bel\u0259 insanlar onlar\u0131n talehind\u0259n bix\u0259b\u0259rdirl\u0259r.Valideyinsiz qalan k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 onun yax\u0131nlar\u0131,insana sahib \u00e7ixmal\u0131d\u0131r,yadlar \u00fcm\u00fcd\u00fcn\u0259 qalsan bu h\u0259yat s\u0259ni yenid\u0259n \u00fcz\u0259r-s\u00f6yl\u0259di.
\n–B\u0259s, s\u0259n nec\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcn \u015e\u0259hidim!!!!????
\n–S\u0259n d\u0259 firavan \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrd\u00fcnm\u00fc,arxan-daya\u011f\u0131n oldumu?
\nYetim olmaq,atas\u0131z anas\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k n\u0259dir o a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 yaxinlarin b\u0259lk\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u015famad\u0131lar,yetim olmaq,valideyinsiz b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tindir, \u00e7ox.Bu \u00e7\u0259tinliyi yaln\u0131z o h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015fayanlar anlar.Kimisi s\u0259ni evin\u0259 q\u0259bul edir,kimisi:
\n-o, yetimi bura n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, d\u0259v\u0259t etdiniz dey\u0259 qap\u0131s\u0131ndan qovarlar. Bel\u0259 nam\u0259rd insanlar bu g\u00fcn bel\u0259 zal\u0131m d\u00fcnyada vard\u0131r, etdikl\u0259ri s\u0259hvl\u0259rin q\u0259lbl\u0259r\u0259 vurduqlar\u0131 yaralar\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n ya\u015fay\u0131rlar.R\u0259bbim he\u00e7 bir \u00f6vlad\u0131 atas\u0131z-anaslz etm\u0259sin,onlar\u0131 bu ac\u0131lara imtahan etm\u0259sin,amma R\u0259bbim s\u0259n\u0259 q\u0131yd\u0131,s\u0259nin t\u0259nha b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259yini ist\u0259di, s\u0259n \u00dclv\u00fcn\u00fc valideyinsiz,yalqiz buraxd\u0131.Hans\u0131 insan\u0131n etdiyi g\u00fcnah\u0131n qisas\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259nd\u0259n ald\u0131 ulu yaradan?
\nHe\u00e7 h\u0259yat \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcm\u00fc,bir g\u00fcn olsa bel\u0259 h\u0259yatda x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xt ya\u015fad\u0131nm\u0131!!!??? Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n hans\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcn xo\u015f xatir\u0259sini unutmad\u0131n?
\nS\u0259nin \u015f\u0259klini payla\u015fan insan bel\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131:
\n“Atas\u0131z-anas\u0131z,m\u0259n bir \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n \u00dclvi.S\u0259nin
\nya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n h\u0259yat haqda he\u00e7 bir m\u0259lumat\u0131m yoxdur, amma bu g\u00fcn bu yaz\u0131m\u0131 s\u0259nin haqqinda yaz\u0131ram. B\u0259lk\u0259 yax\u0131nlar\u0131n bu yaz\u0131m\u0131 oxuyub m\u0259ni q\u0131nayarlar:
\n-n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onun haqqinda s\u0259hv m\u0259lumatlar yazd\u0131n- s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259r.
\nBir d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6vlad\u0131 s\u0259ks\u0259n ya\u015fl\u0131 anaya bel\u0259 sual verir:
\n-Ana ,s\u0259n n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bel\u0259 bikef,q\u0259mgin \u0259yl\u0259\u015fibs\u0259n?
\nAlt\u0131 \u00f6vlad d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tir\u0259n anan\u0131n \u00f6vlad\u0131na cavabi bu olur:
\n-Bala,s\u0259n bilm\u0259zs\u0259n m\u0259n n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc anam,atam,bac\u0131m,qarda\u015f\u0131m ham\u0131s\u0131 d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fib, m\u0259n bu h\u0259yatda t\u0259nha qalm\u0131\u015fam.M\u0259n\u0259 bu ya\u015fda d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ana-bac\u0131,qarda\u015f laz\u0131md\u0131r.
\nAnadan bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri e\u015fid\u0259n \u00f6vlad susur v\u0259 q\u0259lbind\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr:
\n-dem\u0259li biz \u00f6vladlar anam\u0131za bac\u0131-qarda\u015f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r yax\u0131n deyilik.Anam\u0131z bu ya\u015f\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, bac\u0131 v\u0259 qarda\u015f axt\u0131r,dem\u0259k anan\u0131n q\u0259lbi \u00f6vladlar\u0131na deyil, bacis\u0131na-qarda\u015f\u0131na ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r.
\n\u015e\u0259hidim,b\u0259s s\u0259n atas\u0131z-anaslz,bac\u0131s\u0131z-qarda\u015fs\u0131z nec\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcn?
\n– \u00dcr\u0259yin dolanda,k\u00f6nl\u00fcn yaralananda kiminl\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015firdin,s\u0259nin yaral\u0131 q\u0259lbin\u0259 m\u0259lh\u0259mi kim s\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc,s\u0259n kiminl\u0259 sevincini-k\u0259d\u0259rini b\u00f6l\u00fcrd\u00fcm,kiminl\u0259!!!!!???
\nG\u00f6r\u0259n kim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc, \u00dclvi yem\u0259k yedimi,paltarlar\u0131 t\u0259mizdirm\u0131,ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ev istidirml dey\u0259, s\u0259nin qeydin\u0259 kim qal\u0131rd\u0131?
\nS\u0259n d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 birinci Qaraba\u011f sava\u015f\u0131 \u00e7oxdan ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131,amma bu torpaq u\u011frunda ged\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k s\u0259nin qism\u0259tin\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.O\u011flan u\u015faqlar\u0131 dava-dava oyununu k\u00f6rp\u0259likd\u0259n sev\u0259rl\u0259r,yalan\u00e7\u0131 g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 birini yaralad\u0131qlar\u0131 an d\u00fcnyalar onlar\u0131n olar.
\n\u0130kinci Qaraba\u011f d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 ilkin qat\u0131lanlardan biri s\u0259n oldun,kim s\u0259ni yola sald\u0131 kim,arxanca kim su atdi,sa\u011f get,salamat geri d\u00f6n duas\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn kim etdi?
\nYa\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n evin h\u0259y\u0259tini t\u0259rk etdiyin an,n\u0259l\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcn,ka\u015f yan\u0131nda olayd\u0131m,s\u0259nin ki\u00e7ik q\u0259lbind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n,b\u00f6y\u00fck arzular\u0131n sirl\u0259rind\u0259n agah olayd\u0131m.S\u0259ni bir ana kimi c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 yola sala bil\u0259ydim.
\n\u00d6vlada laylan\u0131 ana \u00e7alar,\u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 laylas\u0131nda \u00f6vlad\u0131na xo\u015f arzular arzulayar.\u00d6vlad zamans\u0131z d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259rk\u0259n yen\u0259 ona laylan\u0131 ana \u00e7alar,\u00fcr\u0259k yaralayan a\u011filar s\u00f6yl\u0259r:
\n– Bu d\u00fcnyadan nakam k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259n balam laylay dey\u0259n, ,arzusu,ist\u0259yi q\u0259lbind\u0259 qalan balam laylay s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259n ana,Allah\u0131m belimi q\u0131rd\u0131n,\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u00fcsb\u0259tdir ata \u00e7iynind\u0259 o\u011ful m\u0259zara getsin- s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259n atalar olur.
\nAmma, s\u0259n \u015f\u0259hid oldun,\u015f\u0259hid oldu\u011fun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, atan s\u0259nin \u00f6lm\u00fcn\u0259 q\u00fcrur duyard\u0131,f\u0259xar\u0259t hissiyl\u0259:
\n– m\u0259nim o\u011flum v\u0259t\u0259n u\u011frunda ged\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259,\u0130kinci Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi- dey\u0259rdi.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 anan a\u011flamazd\u0131;
\n-M\u0259n o\u011flumu bu d\u00fcnyaya v\u0259t\u0259nini qorumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, g\u0259tirmi\u015fdim,\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bu ham\u0131m\u0131za b\u0259llidir o\u011ful d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u00e7\u0259p\u0259ridir s\u00f6yl\u0259yib ulular\u0131m\u0131z,m\u0259n o\u011flumun \u015e\u0259hidlik zirv\u0259sin\u0259 qovu\u015fdu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,onunla q\u00fcrur duyuram s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi..O\u011flum \u015f\u0259hid olmas\u0131yla b\u0259rab\u0259r, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259rini d\u0259 m\u0259hv ed\u0259r\u0259k,v\u0259t\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131\u0148a \u00e7\u0259p\u0259r oldu s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259rdi.
\n_Qarda\u015f\u0131z can\u0131m vay s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259n bac\u0131 ,qolum,qanad\u0131m sindi s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259n qarda\u015f olar,amma……
\nB\u0259s s\u0259n\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn son laylan\u0131 kim \u00e7ald\u0131,nam\u0259rd g\u00fcll\u0259si s\u0259ni yaralayanda q\u0259lbind\u0259n kiml\u0259rl\u0259 vidala\u015fmaq ke\u00e7di?
\nKim\u0259 son s\u00f6zl\u0259rini s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259yi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcn,b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 sevdiyin q\u0131za yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n son mesaj\u0131n yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qald\u0131.
\nS\u0259n \u015f\u0259hid oldun, ad\u0131n\u0131 \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259r siyah\u0131s\u0131na q\u0131z\u0131l h\u0259rfl\u0259rl\u0259 yazd\u0131n.\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc, \u015f\u0259hidsiz m\u00fcharib\u0259 h\u0259rb tarixind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259yib.\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259rin qan\u0131 bahas\u0131na torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z m\u0259nfur d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n tapda\u011f\u0131ndan azad edilir.
\nBu g\u00fcn s\u0259ni v\u0259 dig\u0259r \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimizi b\u00fct\u00f6v Az\u0259rbaycan xalqi tan\u0131y\u0131r,v\u0259 h\u0259r bir zaman, sizl\u0259ri q\u0259lbimizd\u0259 ya\u015fadaraq g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k n\u0259sill\u0259r\u0259 tan\u0131dacayiq.
\nS\u0259ni he\u00e7 kim unutmayacaq, h\u0259r zaman yadda\u015flarda ya\u015fayacaqsan.Artiq s\u0259nin milyonlarla atan,anan,bac\u0131n,qarda\u015f\u0131n vard\u0131r.M\u0259kanln c\u0259nn\u0259t olsun \u015f\u0259hid \u00dclvi!!!
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n bizl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, yad\u0131gar qalan \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rin v\u0259 ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131n oldu igid,nakam \u015e\u0259hidim.
\nArtiq qisas\u0131n\u0131z al\u0131nd\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u00fcz\u0259ff\u0259r ordusunun c\u0259sur \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259ri q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 \u00e7ald\u0131lar, z\u0259f\u0259r bizimdir,amma bu g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259k s\u0259n\u0259 v\u0259 dig\u0259r \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimiz\u0259 qism\u0259t deyilmi\u015f,y\u0259qin sizin al\u0131n yaz\u0131n\u0131z bel\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131bm\u0131\u015f.
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u0259lind\u0259 \u0259sir qalan torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z, sizin qan\u0131n\u0131z bahas\u0131na bizim oldu, torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc,amma s\u0259n geri d\u00f6nm\u0259din,he\u00e7 bir zaman da d\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.Torpaq olub torpaqlara qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131n.
\nS\u0259nin, m\u0259zar\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yanan insanlar a\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259yib,sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 yoldular.Q\u0259lbi v\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n \u015f\u0259hid m\u0259zar\u0131nda rahat yat s\u00f6yl\u0259dil\u0259r.
\nAmma s\u0259n\u0131n -“Ana m\u0259n \u015f\u0259hid oldum” s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 dilin g\u0259lm\u0259di,\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc s\u0259n o anan\u0131 ill\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 itirmi\u015fdin,v\u0259t\u0259n adli anan s\u0259ni do\u011fma anandan \u00e7ox sevdi,\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc onun quca\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ox geni\u015fdir,onun quca\u011f\u0131nda,siz \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131na yer var.
\nOnun qollar\u0131 \u00e7ox uzundur,o \u00f6gey-do\u011fmal\u0131q etm\u0259yi bacarm\u0131r,h\u0259r birinizi qollar\u0131 aras\u0131na alma\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l bacar\u0131r, o qollar siz\u0259 daha m\u00f6hk\u0259m sar\u0131lacaq, o ana sizin yanaqlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcb,sizi ox\u015fayacaqd\u0131r..
\nUnutmayim,Siz \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259ri unutdu\u011fumuz g\u00fcn,bizim \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz g\u00fcnd\u00fcr!<\/p>\n

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H\u0259yatda t\u0259nha olub,\u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259nha ba\u015fa vuran insanlar v\u0259 \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259r m\u0259nim yaral\u0131 yerimdir.\u00dclvi kimi \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259k-t\u0259nha ya\u015fayan \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r, bu yaz\u0131m\u0131 Sizl\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259sr edir\u0259m. H\u0259yat\u0131n qanunlar\u0131n\u0131 anlamaq o q\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259 asan deyildir. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc, onun qanunlar\u0131 \u00e7ox m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b,olduqca ke\u015fm\u0259ke\u015flidir .Sirrini kims\u0259 il\u0259 payla\u015fmaz,var\u0131n\u0131-d\u00f6vl\u0259tini ham\u0131dan gizli saxlar.Kimini sevincl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00fczd\u00fcr\u0259r, kimini q\u0259m karvan\u0131nda ya\u015fad\u0131r. H\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faq ya\u015flar\u0131mdan n\u0259n\u0259mi,anam\u0131,xalalar\u0131m\u0131 a\u011flayan g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":16150,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[30],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16149"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16149"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16149\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16151,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16149\/revisions\/16151"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/16150"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16149"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16149"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16149"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}