{"id":16238,"date":"2021-01-18T00:44:48","date_gmt":"2021-01-17T20:44:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=16238"},"modified":"2021-01-18T00:46:50","modified_gmt":"2021-01-17T20:46:50","slug":"20-yanvar-s%c9%99hidi-mehman-natavan-m%c9%99likova-yazir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=16238","title":{"rendered":"20 Yanvar \u015e\u0259hid\u0131 Mehman – Natavan M\u0259likova yaz\u0131r…"},"content":{"rendered":"

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S\u0259may\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n soyad\u0131n\u0131 unutmu\u015fdum.Onun o\u011flu haqda yazma\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm,amma \u00e7ox aciz idim onlar haqda m\u0259lumat\u0131 nec\u0259 \u0259ld\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yimi bilmirdim.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0M\u00fcraci\u0259t etm\u0259diyim \u00fcnvan qalmad\u0131, M\u00fcsuqili Komediya teatr\u0131na d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 z\u0259ng etdim,veril\u0259n cavab bu idi- tan\u0131miriq.Sonda t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n S\u0259may\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n soyad\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259ndim Musayeva.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u0130ll\u0259rdir ki, 20 yanvar g\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6z Feys s\u0259hif\u0259md\u0259 bu ana v\u0259 o\u011ful haqda payla\u015f\u0131m edir\u0259m.Bu g\u00fcn yar\u0131 anan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259k da\u011flayan \u00e7ozl\u0259ri,yar\u0131 \u00f6z \u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6zl\u0259riml\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu yaz\u0131m\u0131 sizl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259qdim edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u00a0R\u0259bbim he\u00e7 bir qad\u0131n\u0131,\u00f6vlad ac\u0131s\u0131yla imtahan etm\u0259sin.T\u0259nha \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrm\u0259k\u00a0 \u00f6vlad itir\u0259n analar, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fck ac\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0Min doqquz y\u00fcz doxsan\u0131nc\u0131 il,\u00a0 yanvar\u0131n on doqquzundan iyirmisin\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n Qanli \u015f\u0259nb\u0259 gec\u0259si.Yen\u0259 bir yer\u0259,bir m\u0259kana toplanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 kas\u0131b t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259nin insanlar\u0131.Azadliq dey\u0259-dey\u0259 azadl\u0131\u011fa qovu\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r bu g\u0259ncl\u0259r.Bir azdan qan g\u00f6l\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259c\u0259k bu meydanda,y\u00fcks\u0259k t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259d\u0259n bir insan bel\u0259 yox idi..Bu meydana topla\u015fan kas\u0131b t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259 insanlar\u0131n\u0131n yaln\u0131z bir amal\u0131 var idi, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131 m\u00fcst\u0259qil g\u00f6rm\u0259k.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Havadan sanki qan iyi g\u0259lirdi,insanlar biri-birinin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxma\u011fa c\u0259sar\u0259t etmirdil\u0259r.Artiq ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r ki, onlar\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck f\u0259lak\u0259t g\u00f6zl\u0259yir,amma he\u00e7 bir insan bu meydan\u0131 t\u0259rk edib\u00a0 \u00f6z evin\u0259 getm\u0259yi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc, artiq onlar gec\u0259ni s\u00fcbh\u0259 kimi bir yerd\u0259 ke\u00e7irm\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259rar vermi\u015fdil\u0259r.Hardan bil\u0259ydil\u0259r ki,bu gec\u0259 onlar\u0131n bir yerd\u0259 ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259ri son gec\u0259l\u0259ridir.Dost bildikl\u0259ri m\u0259nfur d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259rin xain oyunlar\u0131ndan bix\u0259b\u0259rdil\u0259r Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n bir yer\u0259 topla\u015fan h\u0259mr\u0259y,h\u0259mfikir insanlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0Q\u0259lbi v\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n\u00a0 g\u0259ncl\u0259rd\u0259n biri idi Mehman H\u0259s\u0259nov.Mehman ail\u0259nin yegan\u0259\u00a0 \u00f6vlad\u0131yd\u0131, anas\u0131 S\u0259may\u0259 xan\u0131m onu min bir \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0Kim idi S\u0259may\u0259 xan\u0131m?<\/p>\n

S\u0259may\u0259 xanim bizl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f b\u0259x\u015f ed\u0259n,lakin \u00f6z taleyi ac\u0131lara dolu olan\u00a0 insanlardan biri idi.<\/p>\n

\u00a0O min doqquz y\u00fcz qirx d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc ild\u0259 Qax rayonunda d\u00fcnya g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.Olduqca kas\u0131b ail\u0259l\u0259ri var idi,anas\u0131 onu v\u0259 dig\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7 qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259kd\u0259 \u00e7ox \u0259zablara m\u0259ruz qal\u0131r..\u00c7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolunu q\u0131z\u0131 S\u0259may\u0259ni varl\u0131 bir insana \u0259r\u0259 verm\u0259kd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

\u00a0G\u00fcnl\u0259rin birind\u0259 ana ya\u015fl\u0131 bir ki\u015fiyl\u0259 ev\u0259 g\u0259lir v\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131z\u0131na tutaraq:<\/p>\n

-S\u0259ni,bu ki\u015fiy\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 verir\u0259m bitib t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259n var-d\u00f6vl\u0259tini s\u0259nin v\u0259 qarda\u015flar\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn x\u0259rcl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k,s\u0259nin say\u0259nd\u0259 biz d\u0259 bir g\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259yik.Bi\u00e7ar\u0259 S\u0259may\u0259:<\/p>\n

-Ana,bu ki\u015fi m\u0259nim atam ya\u015f\u0131ndad\u0131r,m\u0259nim n\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131m var?m\u0259n\u00a0 bununla\u00a0 nec\u0259 ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurum?- s\u00f6yl\u0259yir.Amma,ana q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 dinl\u0259mir ki,dinl\u0259mir,on yeddi ya\u015fl\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n iyirmi ya\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck ki\u015fiy\u0259 n\u0131\u015fans\u0131z,toysuz \u0259r\u0259 verir.<\/p>\n

VVAQ \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sind\u0259:<\/p>\n

-S\u0259may\u0259,bu ki\u015fid\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 \u0259r olmaz s\u00f6yl\u0259yirl\u0259r,bucar\u0259 S\u0259may\u0259 kimi idi ki,bu q\u0259rar\u0131 q\u0259bul etm\u0259y\u0259,qanunu yazan\u00a0 ana idi,bu qanunu yaln\u0131z anan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc poza bil\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

Bir-iki aydan sonra anan\u0131n arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131 arzular\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 qal\u0131r,ki\u015fi s\u0131\u011f\u0131nt\u0131 kimi onlar\u0131n evind\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r.B\u0131r ild\u0259n sonra S\u0259rmay\u0259nin bir o\u011flu g\u0259lir d\u00fcnyaya.Ki\u015fi bir d\u0259f\u0259 olsun bel\u0259 \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131n qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131na qalm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Sonda\u00a0 S\u0259may\u0259 ki\u015fid\u0259n ayr\u0131lma\u011fa q\u0259rar verir,sonra s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rini inistuta t\u0259qdim edir, imtahan verib Az\u0259rbaycan \u0130nc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t \u0130nistutunun “Musiqili-komediya aktyorlu\u011fu”fakult\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259bul olur.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u0130nistutu bitir\u0259n S\u0259may\u0259\u00a0 Az\u0259rbaycan Musiqili Komediya teatr\u0131nda aktrisa kimi f\u0259aliyy\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r.Korifey s\u0259n\u0259tkarlarla bir s\u0259hn\u0259ni payla\u015fmaq ona \u00e7ox xo\u015f g\u0259lir.M\u0259\u015fql\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259ldiyi zaman o\u011flu Mehman da \u00f6nunla b\u0259rab\u0259r teatra g\u0259l\u0259rdi.Onun aktrisa olma\u011f\u0131na he\u00e7 bir insan mane\u00e7ilik t\u00f6r\u0259tmir.\u0130kinci d\u0259f\u0259 ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurma\u011f\u0131 da, he\u00e7 bir zaman d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcr.\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o \u00f6z s\u0259ad\u0259tini\u00a0 g\u00f6z\u0259l rollar\u0131n\u0131 oynamaqla v\u0259 bu rollar\u0131 tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lara sevdirm\u0259k d\u0259 tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Y\u0259ni o,\u00f6z taleyind\u0259n \u00e7ox raz\u0131ydl.\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fc o\u011fluna bir d\u0259.geni\u015f s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 qurban vermi\u015fdi.Nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r o\u011flunu saxlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, da\u015f\u0131 \u0259zib onun suyunu \u0259zib \u00e7\u0131xarma\u011fa qadir idi bu ana.<\/p>\n

\u00a0O\u011flu artiq b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirmi\u015f,h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259n geri qay\u0131tmi\u015fdi.O \u00e7ox sakit t\u0259bi\u0259t\u0259 malik bir insan idi, anas\u0131n\u0131n bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc he\u00e7 bir zaman iki etm\u0259zdl.Anasl n\u0259 des\u0259 onunla raz\u0131la\u015fard\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00a0B\u00fct\u00fcn analar kimi onun da bir arzusu var idi,o\u011flunu x\u00f6\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00f6rm\u0259k.Xo\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z\u0131 evind\u0259 g\u0259lin g\u00f6rm\u0259yi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc,b\u00fct\u00fcn analar kimi o da n\u0259v\u0259 sahibi olmaq ist\u0259yirdi.B\u0259z\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumar \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259ri xo\u015f\u00a0 arzu kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 canland\u0131rardi.<\/p>\n

\u00a0Hardan bil\u0259ydi ki,bu arzular\u0131 x\u0259yal olacaq,he\u00e7 bir zaman x\u0259yallar\u0131 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

\u00a0Mehman artiq Tikinti Materiallar\u0131 S\u0259nayesi Nazirliyinin m\u0259lumat hesablama m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259 m\u00fchafiz\u0259\u00e7i i\u015fl\u0259yitdi.Bu yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 o\u011flan\u0131n h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131 y\u00fczl\u0259rc\u0259 qiz \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7irirdi,amma o da h\u0259mya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131 kimi v\u0259t\u0259nini qoruma\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc,evd\u0259 oldu\u011fu gec\u0259l\u0259r meydan\u00e7aya topla\u015fan insanlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda ke\u00e7ir\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

\u00a0Yanvar\u0131n ondoquzu ax\u015fam evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda anas\u0131 ona \u00e7ox\u00a0 yalvarir:<\/p>\n

-O\u011ful,getm\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r i\u015fd\u0259n g\u0259libs\u0259n,yat dinc\u0259l,sabah ged\u0259rs\u0259n amma o anas\u0131na deyil \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc n\u0259n\u0259sin\u0259 tutaraq:<\/p>\n

-\u0130\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131blar,h\u00f6km\u0259n i\u015fd\u0259 olmaliyam s\u00f6yl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

\u00a0-Ax\u0131,siz\u00a0 n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,qorxursunuz? taleyimd\u0259 bu gec\u0259\u00a0 \u00f6l\u00fcm varsa\u00a0 v\u0259t\u0259n yolunda \u00f6lm\u0259yi \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, \u015f\u0259r\u0259fli \u00f6l\u00fcm sanaram.Siz m\u0259ni burada,bu otaqda saxlaya bilm\u0259zsiniz,m\u0259nim yerim orad\u0131r,y\u0259ni meydan,sad\u0259 insanlar\u0131n yan\u0131.M\u0259n getm\u0259yim,o getm\u0259sin,b\u0259s kim getsin,kim!!!!????<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0V\u0259t\u0259nimin azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131 u\u011frunda bu can\u0131mdan ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131ram,g\u00fcn\u00fc bu g\u00fcn m\u00fcharib\u0259 ba\u015flarsa o c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 \u00f6nd\u0259 ged\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259n biri m\u0259n olacam ana. Unutmay\u0131n artiq qorxaq g\u0259ncl\u0259r yoxdur qar\u015f\u0131n\u0131zda,biz v\u0259t\u0259n u\u011frunda \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 haz\u0131r olan g\u0259ncl\u0259rik,G\u00f6r\u00fcn n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qa\u00e7q\u0131n\u0131m\u0131z var,h\u0259l\u0259 bilmirik bizi n\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259yir,m\u0259nfur erm\u0259nil\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za n\u0259 oyunlar g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, biz g\u0259ncl\u0259r Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131 m\u00fcst\u0259qil d\u00f6vl\u0259t kimi g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yirik.N\u0259 zamana kimi neftimiz\u0259,qaz\u0131m\u0131za,milli s\u0259rv\u0259tl\u0259rimiz\u0259 ruslar sahibl\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k.M\u0259n getdim gec\u0259niz xeyr\u0259 qals\u0131n,<\/p>\n

\u00a0O,son s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yl\u0259yir v\u0259 ota\u011fi t\u0259rk edir. Bi\u00e7ar\u0259 anan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi d\u00f6zm\u00fcr o\u011flunun arxas\u0131nca \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, amma o\u011flunu he\u00e7 bir yerd\u0259 tapmay\u0131r.Ana evi t\u0259rk etdikd\u0259n sonra, o\u011flu ev\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcr v\u0259 anan\u0131 evd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcr,\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc n\u0259n\u0259sin\u0259 tutaraq:<\/p>\n

-N\u0259n\u0259 anam han\u0131,hara getdi?<\/p>\n

\u00a0N\u0259n\u0259:<\/p>\n

-Bala,ana \u00fcr\u0259yi h\u0259r zaman \u00e7ox narahat olur,o s\u0259ni,o\u011flunu axtarma\u011fa getdi.N\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259n bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri e\u015fid\u0259n Mehman:<\/p>\n

-N\u0259n\u0259,onu n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn buraxd\u0131n o,m\u0259ni insanlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan nec\u0259 tapa bil\u0259r,orada h\u0259m\u0259n meydanda minl\u0259rc\u0259 insan vard\u0131r.\u00c7\u00f6ld\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t olduqca \u00e7\u0259tin v\u0259 qorxuludur n\u0259n\u0259,bil\u0131nm\u0259yir oradak\u0131 insanlar\u0131 n\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.O\u011fulun \u00fcr\u0259yi anas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, \u00e7ox narahat olur v\u0259 ota\u011f\u0131 t\u0259rk<\/p>\n

ed\u0259r\u0259k\u00a0 anas\u0131n\u0131 axtarma\u011fa gedir.<\/p>\n

\u00a0O bir anda ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131na \u0259yl\u0259\u015fir m\u00fch\u0259rriki i\u015f\u0259 sal\u0131r ana balas\u0131n\u0131 axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi, o\u011ful da anas\u0131n\u0131 axtarma\u011fa gedir.Bir az getdikd\u0259n sonra qula\u011f\u0131na at\u0259\u015f s\u0259sl\u0259ri g\u0259lir,ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 geri \u00e7evrir v\u0259 insanlar\u0131n yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n Mehman tez ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxlay\u0131r yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131lan insanlar\u0131 xilas etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,ma\u015f\u0131ndan enir.O yal\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259 yaral\u0131 insanlar\u0131 meydandan xilas edir.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0Sonda yax\u015f\u0131n\u0131,pisd\u0259n ay\u0131rma\u011f\u0131 bacarmayan g\u00fcll\u0259 onun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259yir,yaral\u0131 Mehman sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259:-Ana hardasan? s\u00f6yl\u0259yir v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini bu h\u0259yata \u0259b\u0259di yumur.At\u0131\u015fma zaman\u0131\u00a0 ana XI Q\u0131z\u0131l Ordu meydan\u0131nda idi,bi\u00e7ar\u0259 ana orada h\u0259m\u0259n meydanda o\u011flunu axtar\u0131rdl.Amma ana\u00a0 yegan\u0259 o\u011flunun \u00fcr\u0259yini nam\u0259rd g\u00fcll\u0259sinin susdurdu\u011fundan bix\u0259b\u0259r idi.<\/p>\n

\u00a0Artiq meydan K\u0259rbub\u0259la \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi,h\u0259r yer qirmizi qana boyanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.M\u0259nfur Sovet ordusu Bak\u0131n\u0131 qan g\u00f6l\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7evirmi\u015fdi.\u018fliyal\u0131n insanlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 tanklarla h\u00fcc\u00fcm edir,qan\u0131 su yerin\u0259 ax\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0H\u0259m\u0259n g\u00fcn Televeziya studiyas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259sas bloku partlad\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, Az\u0259rbaycan xalq\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz idil\u0259r.Qala-Bin\u0259 istiqam\u0259tind\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 istiqam\u0259t alan rus ordusunun m\u0259nfur \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259ri bir gec\u0259d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn Bak\u0131n\u0131 at\u0259\u015f\u0259 tutdular.U\u015faq,b\u00f6y\u00fck,qad\u0131n,dinc \u0259hali ,ham\u0131s\u0131n g\u00fcll\u0259-borana tutdular.<\/p>\n

\u00a0Bi\u00e7ar\u0259 ana soyuq havada s\u00fcbh\u0259d\u0259k h\u0259r bir yerd\u0259 o\u011flunu axtar\u0131r,amma onu n\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259r aras\u0131nda,n\u0259 diril\u0259r aras\u0131nda tapmay\u0131r.\u00dcm\u00fcd yaln\u0131z meyidxanalara qal\u0131r.Sonda yanvar\u0131n iyirmi birind\u0259 o\u011flunun yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 c\u0259s\u0259dini tapmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ana meyidxanaya g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Ana meyidxanada o\u011flunu axtarma\u011fa c\u00fcr\u0259t ed\u0259 bilmir.Sonda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259la alma\u011f\u0131.bacaran ana c\u0259s\u0259dl\u0259r aras\u0131nda o\u011flunu axtarmaqla ba\u015flay\u0131r.O yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 o\u011flunun c\u0259s\u0259dini \u00e7ox axtarm\u0131r,\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc o\u011flunun g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259sin g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi tan\u0131y\u0131r.Ana bir anliq susur,sanki q\u0259lbi dayan\u0131r,amma \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc zorla \u0259la alma\u011f\u0131 bacar\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0H\u0259r zaman komik obrazlar yaradan ana o\u011flunun meydini g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc an \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc faci\u0259 janr\u0131nda b\u0259db\u0259xt ana obraz\u0131 yaradan bir ana san\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-O\u011full Mehman!!!! dey\u0259r\u0259k el\u0259 bir qiyy\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir ki,g\u00f6yd\u0259 u\u00e7an, qu\u015flar bel\u0259 bu s\u0259sd\u0259n utan\u0131rlar<\/p>\n

\u00a0-O\u011ful, s\u0259ni d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirdikd\u0259n sonra m\u0259n bu h\u0259yata daha m\u00f6hk\u0259m ba\u011fland\u0131m.S\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 \u015f\u0259f\u0259q sa\u00e7an g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yird\u0131n.Bu h\u0259yata g\u00f6z a\u00e7di\u011fim g\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcm he\u00e7 g\u00fclm\u0259dii,s\u0259n m\u0259nim g\u00fcl\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcm,sevincim-n\u0259\u015f\u0259m idin.S\u0259nl\u0259 birg\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm,s\u0259nl\u0259 birg\u0259 ya\u015fland\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0-S\u0259n d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra el\u0259 bil m\u0259n d\u0259 yenid\u0259n do\u011fuldum.S\u0259nl\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcm,s\u0259nl\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r a\u011flad\u0131m,sevincim k\u0259d\u0259rim,g\u00f6r\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm o\u011ful,amma bu g\u00fcn s\u0259nl\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r \u00f6l\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. -O\u011ful, yixildi isti yuvam,tar\u0131mar oldu \u015f\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131m,\u00a0 evimin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fc,art\u0131q bu h\u0259yat m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn viran\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7evrildi..S\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00fcm\u00fcd yerim,arxam daya\u011f\u0131m idin,deyirdil\u0259r \u00fcm\u00fcd sonda \u00f6l\u0259r,amma m\u0259nim \u00fcm\u00fcd\u00fcm,\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k a\u00e7madan vaxts\u0131z \u00f6ld\u00fc!!!!.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0-M\u0259n s\u0259ni bu g\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnm\u00fc d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirdim? S\u0259ni g\u0259nc ya\u015f\u0131mda tapib, el\u0259 g\u0259nc ya\u015f\u0131mda da itirdim o\u011ful!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0-Allah bel\u0259 z\u00fcl\u00fcmm\u00fc olar d\u00fcnyaya yaln\u0131z bir \u00f6vlad g\u0259tir, onuda nam\u0259rdl\u0259r s\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259n zorla als\u0131nlar s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259n anan\u0131n sin\u0259si sanki\u00a0 od tutub yan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0-Allah\u0131m,s\u0259n s\u00f6yl\u0259\u00a0 n\u0259dir m\u0259nim g\u00fcnah\u0131m!!!!?,m\u0259ni n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259zablara imtahan edirs\u0259n s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc o\u011flunun c\u0259s\u0259dinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 at\u0131r,qalx o\u011ful,qalx ged\u0259k evimiz\u0259!!bel\u0259 yat\u0131\u015f s\u0259n\u0259 yara\u015fm\u0131r,s\u0259ni bel\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 al\u0131\u015f\u0131q deyil\u0259m!!!<\/p>\n

\u00a0-\u00d6l\u00fcm m\u0259nim olmal\u0131ydi,s\u0259nin deyil,o\u011ful! Ax\u0131 s\u0259nin anana m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s borcun vardi,anan\u0131 m\u0259zara o\u011ful t\u0259hvil ver\u0259r,b\u0259s m\u0259n\u0131 \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259 hans\u0131 o\u011ful aparacaq,q\u0259brim\u0259 torpa\u011f\u0131 kim atacaq,kim?Kim s\u0259ni \u0259v\u0259z ed\u0259c\u0259k,nam\u0259rd olma o\u011ful qalx ged\u0259k evimiz\u0259,s\u0259nsiz m\u0259n nec\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259s alacam,nec\u0259\u0259\u0259?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Onun bu hal\u0131 morqda olan insanlar\u0131 bel\u0259 utandirir,x\u0259cal\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n bir insan bi\u00e7ar\u0259 anani t\u0259s\u0259lli etm\u0259yi bacarm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u00a0Allah\u0131m m\u0259n bu z\u00fclm\u0259 nec\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259c\u0259m,m\u0259nim min bir \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcy\u00fcm \u00f6vlad\u0131m\u0131n taleyi n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, qara q\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259 yaz\u0131ld\u0131?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0Ay Allah kimdir g\u00fcnahkar,bundan sonra bel\u0259\u00a0 vaxts\u0131z d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n o\u011ful anas\u0131 bu h\u0259yatda nec\u0259 ya\u015fayar?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u0130ll\u0259rdir xidm\u0259t etdiyimiz sovet d\u00f6vl\u0259tinin ordusu n\u0259 b\u0259lalar a\u00e7d\u0131 bizim ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za,n\u0259 idi bu g\u0259ncl\u0259rin g\u00fcnah\u0131? .<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Harada g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcb bir d\u00f6vl\u0259t \u00f6z v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 tanklarla,beterl\u0259rl\u0259 h\u00fcc\u00fcm ed\u0259,\u0259liyal\u0131n insanlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n v\u0259h\u015flikl\u0259 m\u0259hv ed\u0259.G\u00f6r\u0259n d\u00fcnya birliyi, g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n bu q\u0259tliyam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,kiml\u0259ri c\u0259zaland\u0131racaq.Kim m\u0259nim o\u011flumu \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259n insan\u0131 m\u00fchakim\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259k?<\/p>\n

\u00a0Ey insanlar!!, ill\u0259rdir ki, m\u0259n sizl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f b\u0259x\u015f edir\u0259m,\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc komediya aktirisas\u0131yam,amma bu g\u00fcn var\u0131m yoxum,son \u00fcm\u00fcd\u00fcm olan o\u011flum Mehman \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, sizl\u0259rin qar\u015f\u0131n\u0131zda a\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdim.O\u011ful toyunda oynamad\u0131m,Allah o g\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259 qism\u0259t etm\u0259di,amma bu g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259k oldu qism\u0259tim.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0Bax\u0131n ham\u0131n\u0131z diqq\u0259tl\u0259 bax\u0131n,, m\u0259nim arxam\u0131,daya\u011f\u0131m\u0131 son \u00fcm\u00fcd\u00fcm olan o\u011flumu m\u0259nim \u0259limd\u0259n z\u00fclm il\u0259 ald\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0Bilirdim\u00a0 ki,\u00a0 m\u0259ni sonsuzad\u0259k ya\u015fadan<\/p>\n

\u00a0bir o\u011flum var,amma bu g\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131mda\u00a0 m\u0259n\u0259 “sonsuz” ad\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259diyy\u0259 edi\u0259r\u0259k,\u00a0 bu h\u0259yatdan h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik k\u00f6\u00e7<\/p>\n

ed\u0259n yegan\u0259 \u00f6vlad\u0131m\u0131n cans\u0131z\u00a0 c\u0259s\u0259di var..Da\u011f\u0131l ey d\u00fcnya,da\u011f\u0131l harada g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcb bel\u0259 z\u00fcl\u00fcm,bel\u0259 nam\u0259rdlik??.<\/p>\n

\u00a0-Kimin o\u011flunu \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, o\u011ful ,kimin g\u0259linini,kimin n\u0259v\u0259sin\u0131 \u00f6z \u00f6vladlar\u0131m sanacam.Onun \u00e7\u0259kdiyi bu iztirablara,s\u00f6yl\u0259diyi a\u011f\u0131lara insanlar d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmirdil\u0259r,s\u00f6yl\u0259nil\u0259n h\u0259r bir s\u00f6z insanlar\u0131n q\u0259lbini yand\u0131rirdi.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0Bi\u00e7ar\u0259 ana h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259ri s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdi,orada olan insanlar\u0131 yalniz bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.Bundan bel\u0259 onun a\u00e7\u0131larla dolu h\u0259yat\u0131 nec\u0259 olacaq,bi\u00e7ar\u0259 ana nec\u0259 ya\u015fayacaq.<\/p>\n

\u00a0H\u0259m\u0259n g\u00fcn y\u00fczl\u0259rc\u0259 ana,ata S\u0259may\u0259 xan\u0131m kimi \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259zarlara tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n ilk \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259ri iyirmi yanvar \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259ri oldular.H\u0259m\u0259n g\u00fcn \u015f\u0259hid ad\u0131n\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycan torpa\u011f\u0131na \u0259rma\u011fan verdil\u0259r.Biz iyirmi yanvar faci\u0259sini bir daha t\u00f6r\u0259tm\u0259zl\u0259r dey\u0259 \u00e7ox d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck.Amma hardan bil\u0259rdik ki,bu faci\u0259l\u0259rin ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131c\u0131d\u0131r.Az\u0259rbaycan xalq\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 qar\u015f\u0131da h\u0259l\u0259 daha b\u00f6y\u00fck f\u0259lak\u0259tl\u0259r,faci\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n