{"id":16299,"date":"2021-02-23T14:05:14","date_gmt":"2021-02-23T10:05:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=16299"},"modified":"2021-02-23T14:05:14","modified_gmt":"2021-02-23T10:05:14","slug":"d%c9%99d%c9%99-%c9%99l%c9%99sg%c9%99rin-yaratdigi-daglar-obrazi-yegan%c9%99dir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=16299","title":{"rendered":"D\u0259d\u0259 \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259rin yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cDa\u011flar\u201d obraz\u0131 yegan\u0259dir"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"dede<\/a>(A\u015f\u0131q \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259rin anadan olmas\u0131n\u0131n 200 illik yubileyi m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti il\u0259)<\/em><\/p>\n

Salam, d\u0259y\u0259rli oxucum. D\u0259d\u0259 \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259rin anadan olmas\u0131n\u0131n 200 illik yubileyi t\u0259dbirl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259sind\u0259 n\u0259\u015fr olunmu\u015f \u201cDa\u011flar\u201d adl\u0131 poeziya antologiyas\u0131 \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutulmu\u015f almanax\u0131n giri\u015f m\u0259qal\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n biri kimi, ba\u015f redaktor s\u00f6z\u00fc olaraq q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu yaz\u0131, eyni zamanda, \u201cYaradanla ba\u015f-ba\u015fa\u201d v\u0259 \u201cQ\u0259l\u0259mdar \u201dadl\u0131 kitablara \u00a0m\u00fcst\u0259qil m\u0259qal\u0259 kimi daxil olan iyirminci yaz\u0131d\u0131r. Odur ki, ham\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131n c\u0259zbind\u0259 yaranm\u0131\u015f sirli-sehrli s\u00f6z d\u00fcnyas\u0131na s\u0259yah\u0259t\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t edir\u0259m.<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259nim b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb, boya-ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m co\u011frafi \u0259razi olduqca m\u00fclayim iqlim\u0259 malik, da\u011f\u0259t\u0259yi (A\u011fdam rayonunun Yusifcanl\u0131 k\u0259ndi) b\u00f6lg\u0259 olub. D\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7andan G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin d\u00fcz\u0259nlikd\u0259n (Qarqar \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ax\u0131n\u0131nda, yul\u011funluqlara qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b, qam\u0131\u015fl\u0131qlarda itdiyi yerd\u0259, A\u011f g\u00f6l \u0259razisind\u0259) al-q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 do\u011fub, haram\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rinin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259n q\u00f6vs \u00e7\u0131zaraq ke\u00e7m\u0259kl\u0259 ilin f\u0259sill\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 gah Kirsin, gah Q\u0131rxq\u0131z\u0131n, gah da Murovun arxas\u0131nda yen\u0259 al-q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 r\u0259ng\u0259 boyan\u0131b batmas\u0131n\u0131 seyr etm\u0259kl\u0259 ke\u00e7ib… Hava \u00e7ox t\u0259miz v\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q olanda Murovdan sonra daim ba\u015f\u0131 qarl\u0131 \u015fi\u015f zirv\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu da\u011fa A\u011fr\u0131 da\u011f\u0131 deyirdil\u0259r… K\u0259nd a\u011fsaqqallar\u0131n\u0131n dilind\u0259 A\u011fr\u0131 da\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 bel\u0259 bir deyim var idi: – \u201cQar A\u011fr\u0131ya d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcs\u0259, \u00fc\u00e7c\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259 burdad\u0131\u201d.<\/p>\n

Lap k\u00f6rp\u0259likd\u0259n da\u011flar\u0131 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin, Ay\u0131n evi bilmi\u015f\u0259m… D\u00fcnyaya sahiblik \u2013 a\u011fal\u0131q ed\u0259n q\u00fcdr\u0259tli G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin, o, olmayanda onu \u0259v\u0259z ed\u0259n sirli Ay\u0131n evi… \u0130ndi siz da\u011flar\u0131n \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tini t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin, bir u\u015faq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sind\u0259… Da\u011flar gec\u0259nin gizl\u0259ndiyi, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn dinc\u0259ldiyi m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s bir m\u0259kan olub m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn… Da\u011flar\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131mda bel\u0259 d\u0259rin iz qoymas\u0131n\u0131n ilk \u0259sas s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rind\u0259n biri, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 birincisi \u2013 k\u0259nd u\u015faqlar\u0131 bunu yax\u015f\u0131 bil\u0259r \u2013 qoyun-quzunu ax\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc \u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n g\u0259tirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r ax\u015fam G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin batmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259diyimd\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin s\u00fcr\u0259kli da\u011flarda olmas\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 m\u00fct\u0259madi olaraq h\u0259r g\u00fcn eyni m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259nin t\u0259krar olunmas\u0131n\u0131n da rolu az olmay\u0131b. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, o vaxtlar uzaqda olan da\u011flar sirli bir qala kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 u\u015faqlarla h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u00fcbahis\u0259 ed\u0259rdik ki, ora ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259 gedib \u00e7\u0131xmaq olar?.. Sonra tale el\u0259 g\u0259tirdi ki, bu sirli-sehrli da\u011flara sirda\u015f oldum…<\/p>\n

H\u0259rbi xidm\u0259timin \u00e7ox hiss\u0259sini 2500 metrd\u0259n y\u00fcks\u0259k olan da\u011flarda ke\u00e7irdim v\u0259 anlad\u0131m ki, da\u011flara uzaqdan, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dan yuxar\u0131 baxmaq n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r sirli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcs\u0259, indi bu \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tli qalalar\u0131n qoynunda olub, d\u00fczl\u0259r\u0259 yuxar\u0131dan-a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 baxmaq o q\u0259d\u0259r, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ondan min qat dah art\u0131q z\u00f6vqverici, eyni zamanda, ibr\u0259tamizdir… X\u00fcsusi il\u0259 h\u0259rd\u0259n olur ki, s\u0259n zirv\u0259d\u0259 olanda d\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259, y\u0259ni a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131larla s\u0259nin arana d\u00fcma\u011f lopa-lopa buludlar girir v\u0259 s\u0259n qal\u0131rsan buludlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259… A\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131lar buludlara a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dan yuxar\u0131 bax\u0131b orda G\u00f6y\u00fcn \u2013 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bitdiyini sand\u0131qlar\u0131 halda, s\u0259n o buludlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 olub, ka\u015f d\u00fcnya el\u0259 bu buludlarda bit\u0259ydi, hal-haz\u0131rda onun m\u0259nd\u0259n gizl\u0259diyi, buludlar\u0131n alt\u0131nda qalan b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc bo\u015f-bo\u015f \u015feyl\u0259r \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 didi\u015f\u0259n, s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259n, bir-birinin \u0259tini yeyib, qan\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259n insanlar\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan he\u00e7 x\u0259b\u0259rim olmayayd\u0131… D\u00fcnya el\u0259 bu buludlardan – yuxar\u0131dak\u0131lardan ibar\u0259t olayd\u0131 \u2013 dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n…<\/p>\n

Oldu\u011fum \u0259n h\u00fcnd\u00fcr zirv\u0259 Qap\u0131c\u0131qd\u0131r. Bundan \u0259lav\u0259, Murovun, Baba da\u011f\u0131n \u0259t\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259, Balak\u0259n, Zaqatala, \u015e\u0259ki, O\u011fuz, Q\u0259b\u0259l\u0259, \u0130smay\u0131ll\u0131, A\u011fsu, \u015eamax\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 dig\u0259r ad\u0131n\u0131 qeyd etm\u0259diyim b\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rin ist\u0259r boz, ist\u0259r ya\u015f\u0131l da\u011flar\u0131nda yayda da, q\u0131\u015fda da \u00e7ox olmu\u015fam… Batabatda, C\u0131d\u0131rd\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 olmu\u015fam… Qeyd edim ki, sakit haval\u0131 (\u00e7ov\u011funsuz) qarl\u0131 da\u011flar he\u00e7 d\u0259 yazdak\u0131 g\u00fcll\u00fc-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kli da\u011flardan az c\u0259lbedici olmur, \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn daha g\u00f6z\u0259ldir… Bunu s\u00f6z xatirin\u0259 deyil, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 m\u00f6vs\u00fcm ard-arda Batabat yayla\u011f\u0131nda yaz-yay, pay\u0131z-q\u0131\u015f ke\u015firmi\u015f t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259li s\u0259yyah kimi qeyd edir\u0259m. T\u0259k Batabat deyil, Salvart\u0131s\u0131, Da\u011fda\u011fan\u0131, \u018fyriqar\u0131, Sisqatar\u0131, K\u00fck\u00fcda\u011f\u0131 (Qogi), Ciciyurdu, Qanl\u0131 g\u00f6l\u00fc, G\u00f6y g\u00f6l\u00fc v\u0259 dig\u0259rl\u0259ri ham\u0131s\u0131 bir-birind\u0259n s\u0259fal\u0131 olur, yayda da, q\u0131\u015fda da… M\u0259tl\u0259bd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fmayaq, bunlar h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox sonralar olacaq hadis\u0259l\u0259r idi v\u0259 \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259 ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 bunlardan x\u0259b\u0259rsiz…<\/p>\n

1987-ci ilin yay\u0131nda yen\u0259 ail\u0259vi olaraq Qalaya – \u015eu\u015faya getmi\u015fdik. \u0130sabula\u011f\u0131nda, C\u0131d\u0131rd\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 olduq… Bu bizim C\u0131d\u0131rd\u00fcz\u00fc il\u0259 son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcz oldu v\u0259 bir daha d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 gurhagurla, \u015f\u0131rha\u015f\u0131rla, q\u0131jhaq\u0131jla axan Qarqara yuxar\u0131dan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, amiran\u0259, k\u00f6n\u00fcl f\u0259rahl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 baxa bilm\u0259dik… (Deyir\u0259m, t\u0259k C\u0131d\u0131rd\u00fcz\u00fc deyil, sonralar bunu dig\u0259r da\u011flarda da hiss etmi\u015f\u0259m. T\u0259miz da\u011f havas\u0131n\u0131 sin\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdikd\u0259 q\u0259lbi q\u0259rib\u0259 f\u0259rahl\u0131q hissi, ruhu co\u015f\u011funluq \u00e7u\u011flay\u0131r… Bu hissi da\u011f olmayan yaln\u0131z birc\u0259 \u0259razid\u0259 hiss etmi\u015f\u0259m Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n Rusiya il\u0259 s\u0259rh\u0259dind\u0259 Xa\u00e7maz\u0131n sonuncu k\u0259ndi var, Xanoba – Zeyxuroba. Bir t\u0259r\u0259fi me\u015f\u0259, bir t\u0259r\u0259fi d\u0259niz, \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l havas\u0131 var, lap da\u011f havas\u0131 kimi…) Olsa-olsa bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u0259n bax\u0131b, sonra da \u00e7evrilib \u00e7iynimiz \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u00f6zd\u0259n it\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r arxam\u0131zca boylan\u0131b baxa bildik v\u0259ssalam… (…v\u0259 bir d\u0259 indi t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259z\u0259 peykd\u0259n bax\u0131b, k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fik…) Bu s\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n sonra sentyabrda d\u0259rs a\u00e7\u0131landa \u201cDa\u011flar\u201da aid \u015feir axtarma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, o vaxtlar indiki kimi h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 maraql\u0131 \u015fagirdl\u0259rin sevimli dostu olan, n\u0259 laz\u0131m olsa, bir an\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 tap\u0131b ovcunun i\u00e7in\u0259 qoyan (u\u015faq v\u0259 g\u0259ncl\u0259r bu nem\u0259tin d\u0259y\u0259rini anlamal\u0131 v\u0259 bacard\u0131qca \u00e7ox faydalanmal\u0131d\u0131rlar…) \u201cGoogle\u201d kimi dostumuz olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 bu proses bir q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kdi v\u0259 n\u0259hay\u0259t, doqquzuncu sinifl\u0259rin birind\u0259n onlar\u0131n g\u00fcnd\u0259lik i\u015fl\u0259tm\u0259dikl\u0259ri bir kitab \u2013 \u201c IX sinif \u018fd\u0259biyyat M\u00fcnt\u0259x\u0259bat\u0131 \u201d kitab\u0131 tapd\u0131m. Bu kitab\u0131n A\u015f\u0131q \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259r\u0259 aid b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259 ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 par\u00e7alar \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259r var idi:<\/p>\n

Bahar f\u0259sli yaz aylar\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259
\nS\u00fcs\u0259nli, s\u00fcnb\u00fcll\u00fc, lalal\u0131 da\u011flar.
\nYoxsulu, \u0259rbab\u0131, \u015fah\u0131, g\u0259dan\u0131 –
\nTutmaz bir-birind\u0259n \u201caral\u0131\u201d da\u011flar.<\/strong><\/p>\n

***\"daglar-a\"<\/a><\/p>\n

H\u0259s\u0259nn\u0259n\u0259, H\u0259s\u0259nbaba qo\u015fad\u0131,
\n\u201cXa\u00e7\u201d bulaq yayla\u011f\u0131 xo\u015f tama\u015fad\u0131.
\nArs\u0131z a\u015f\u0131q elsiz niy\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131,
\n\u00d6ls\u00fcn \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259rt\u0259k qullar\u0131n, da\u011flar!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu iki b\u0259ndi el\u0259 ilk oxunu\u015fda \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259dim des\u0259m, yalan olmaz. Sonralar \u018fd\u0259biyyat m\u00fc\u0259llimim H\u0259s\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259llimd\u0259n (Allah r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin!) bu \u201caral\u0131\u201dn\u0131n \u0259slind\u0259 alal\u0131 \u2013 f\u0259rqli , \u201cXa\u00e7\u201d bulaq \u2013 \u0131n is\u0259 Xo\u015f bulaq oldu\u011funu \u00f6yr\u0259ndim… V\u0259 o g\u00fcnd\u0259n bu g\u00fcn\u0259 sanki, namaz s\u00f6zl\u0259ri kimi g\u00fcn \u0259rzind\u0259 – h\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 t\u0259krar edir\u0259m… \u018fg\u0259r, bu s\u0259tirl\u0259ri n\u0259 vaxtsa m\u0259ni yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131yan, yol yolda\u015f\u0131, otaq yolda\u015f\u0131 olmu\u015f \u015f\u0259xslrd\u0259n kims\u0259 oxusa bunu \u0259minlikl\u0259 t\u0259sdiq ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Bununla ba\u011fl\u0131 ki\u00e7ik bir ha\u015fiy\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m:<\/p>\n

HA\u015e\u0130Y\u018f:\u00a0H\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259 olanlar\u0131n \u201ckazarma\u201d – \u0259sg\u0259r yataqxanas\u0131 haqq\u0131nda y\u0259qin ki, t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcrl\u0259ri var. Olmayanlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qeyd edim ki, 100-200 n\u0259f\u0259rin birlikd\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131, h\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6z \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131 (ehtiyac olduqda iki m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li d\u0259 olur), dolab\u0131, k\u0259tili olan, ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 hiss\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n ibar\u0259t, h\u0259r iki ba\u015f\u0131nda tualet (ayaqyolu v\u0259 yuyunmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yer) v\u0259 dig\u0259r yard\u0131m\u00e7\u0131 otaqlar n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutulmu\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck bir ev. \u00abEv\u00bb s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u0259sl m\u0259nas\u0131nda ev. \u00d6z evl\u0259rind\u0259 do\u011fmaca ail\u0259 \u00fczvl\u0259ri il\u0259 yola getm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r bu evd\u0259 el\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 yola gedirl\u0259r ki… \u0130ndi dey\u0259c\u0259ksiniz b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131n m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 d\u0259xli?.. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, d\u0259xli var. Bu hal dig\u0259r xidm\u0259t yerl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259 olub. Ancaq BABKM \u2013da oxudu\u011fum vaxt uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu \u201ckazarma\u201dn\u0131 misal \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259dim. Dem\u0259li, d\u00fcz d\u00f6rd il boyunca s\u0259ras\u0259r h\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r idman\u0131ndan sonra (yay, q\u0131\u015f f\u0259rq etmir) \u201ckazarma\u201dn\u0131n o ba\u015f\u0131ndan yuyunub, qurulana-qurulana \u00f6z \u00e7arpay\u0131m\u0131n yan\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259d\u0259k \u2013 o ba\u015fdan, bu ba\u015fa:<\/p>\n

Bahar f\u0259sli yaz aylar\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259
\nS\u00fcs\u0259nli, s\u00fcnb\u00fcll\u00fc, lalal\u0131 da\u011flar.
\nYoxsulu, \u0259rbab\u0131, \u015fah\u0131 g\u0259dan\u0131 –
\nTutmaz bir-birind\u0259n \u201caral\u0131\u201d da\u011flar.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– bu b\u0259ndi o q\u0259d\u0259r demi\u015fdim ki, art\u0131q m\u0259n: \u201cBahar f\u0259sli yaz aylar\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259…\u201d – dey\u0259n kimi, bir-iki n\u0259f\u0259r, – \u201c…\u015fair yen\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131…\u201d – dey\u0259nl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0131xmaq \u015f\u0259rti il\u0259, \u201ckazarma\u201d-da olub \u00f6z i\u015fl\u0259ri il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olan (\u00fcz\u00fcn q\u0131rxan, yaxal\u0131q tik\u0259n, daranan) u\u015faqlar\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti bir a\u011f\u0131zdan: \u201cS\u00fcs\u0259nli, s\u00fcnb\u00fcll\u00fc, lalal\u0131 da\u011flar\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259 s\u0259sim\u0259 s\u0259s verirdil\u0259r…<\/p>\n

Bu v\u0259rdi\u015fim g\u00fcn\u00fc bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259yib, el\u0259 bil \u0259lim\u0259 su d\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, da\u011flar, buz bulaqlar yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr v\u0259 s\u00f6vq-t\u0259bii D\u0259d\u0259 \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259ri, \u201cDa\u011flar\u201d\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram v\u0259 qeyri-ixtiyar\u0131 \u201cBahar f\u0259sli yaz aylar\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259…\u201d qopur dilimd\u0259n… Onu da qeyd edim ki, Tuncay bu layih\u0259d\u0259 f\u0259al i\u015ftirak ets\u0259 d\u0259, \u201c…\u015fair yen\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131…\u201d- dey\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259ndir… Baxmayaraq ki, o da \u201c\u0130btidada \u018flif Allah\u201d\u0131 tam \u0259zb\u0259r bilir v\u0259 tez-tez dem\u0259yi xo\u015flay\u0131r. U\u015faql\u0131qdan, sad\u0259c\u0259, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin, Ay\u0131n, gec\u0259nin, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn evi bildiyim da\u011flar\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fckc\u0259 daha geni\u015f anlam k\u0259sb etdiyini anlama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131 qar\u0131\u015f-qar\u0131\u015f g\u0259zdikc\u0259, d\u00fcnya haqq\u0131nda m\u0259lumat\u0131m artd\u0131qca \u00f6lk\u0259mizd\u0259 d\u0259, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n dig\u0259r yerl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259 insanlar\u0131n olduqca m\u00fcxt\u0259lif s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n m\u00fcxt\u0259lif da\u011flar\u0131 m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s bilib, ziyar\u0259t\u0259 getdikl\u0259rini, qurbanlar k\u0259sdikl\u0259rini \u00f6yr\u0259ndim… Bir vaxtlar qeyri-ixtiyar\u0131, sad\u0259c\u0259, n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259 xo\u015fuma g\u0259ldiyi, bir do\u011fmal\u0131q, istilik hiss etdiyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015fqa bir s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259diyim misralar, sonralar oxudu\u011fum v\u0259 bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 yenil\u0259rini oxumaqda davam etdiyim da\u011flar haqq\u0131nda n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259r daim fikrimi m\u0259\u015f\u011ful edir. Almanaxla tan\u0131\u015f olduqca burada toplanm\u0131\u015f f\u0259rqli zamanlarda, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif statuslu, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif ya\u015f qruplar\u0131na aid, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif n\u0259sill\u0259rin n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259ri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n da\u011flara xitab\u0259n q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259ri oxuduqca siz d\u0259 bu bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz… \u201cDa\u011flar\u201d bizi bir m\u0259fhum kimi c\u0259lb edir, yoxsa \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259rin \u015f\u00fcuralt\u0131 bilincind\u0259 Tanr\u0131n\u0131n G\u00f6yd\u0259 olmas\u0131 anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131 yer tutdu\u011fundan, da\u011flar\u0131n da G\u00f6y\u0259, Tanr\u0131ya daha yax\u0131n olmas\u0131 s\u0259b\u0259bi il\u0259 onu qutla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r, Yer \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 Tanr\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259c\u0259llisi s\u0259viyy\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r y\u00fcks\u0259ldib, tap\u0131na\u011fa \u00e7evirirk. Yaxud da, g\u00f6z\u0259g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259zlik, zatda varolma anlay\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259bul edib, etm\u0259m\u0259sind\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq, insan yard\u0131m ist\u0259m\u0259k, \u015fikay\u0259t etm\u0259k, t\u0259rifl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259diyi yaradan\u0131, g\u00fcc-q\u00fcdr\u0259t sahibini g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir v\u0259 Yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcb, tan\u0131d\u0131qlar\u0131ndan yaln\u0131z da\u011f\u0131, da\u011flar\u0131 bu m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 layiq bilib onunla eynil\u0259\u015fdirir. \u00d6z yaradan\u0131n\u0131n daim g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 – m\u0259chul deyi, \u0259l\u00e7atan olmas\u0131n\u0131 arzu edir v\u0259 bu ist\u0259yin g\u00fcc\u00fc il\u0259 Tanr\u0131n\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131n timsal\u0131nda bir m\u0259bud kimi g\u00f6r\u0259r\u0259k onun varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u201cDa\u011flar\u201d obraz\u0131nda realla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r. Bu x\u00fcsusda yen\u0259 D\u0259d\u0259 \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259rd\u0259n bir misal g\u0259tirm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m:<\/p>\n

Yoxsulu, \u0259rbab\u0131, \u015fah\u0131, g\u0259dan\u0131 –
\nTutmaz bir-birind\u0259n alal\u0131 da\u011flar.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Misaldan g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc kimi, b\u0259\u015f\u0259r \u00f6vlad\u0131na bu g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259lum olan b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259lumat qaynaqlar\u0131n\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 al\u0131nmaqla, yaln\u0131z v\u0259 yaln\u0131z B\u00f6y\u00fck Allaha m\u0259xsus olan, onun \u201cAdil\u201d ad\u0131n\u0131n h\u00f6kml\u0259rind\u0259n ir\u0259li g\u0259l\u0259n, \u201c\u0259dal\u0259tlilik\u201d, \u201cb\u0259rab\u0259rlik\u201d prinsipl\u0259rini, y\u0259ni qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131lar\u0131, yaratd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131, b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00f6vcudat\u0131 b\u0259rab\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u0259k, onlar\u0131 bir-birind\u0259n f\u0259rql\u0259ndirm\u0259m\u0259k sif\u0259tini \u0259sl Haqq A\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131, xalq\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n m\u00fct\u0259f\u0259kkir o\u011flu \u201cDa\u011flar\u201d obraz\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 proyeksiya edir. M\u0259hz bu x\u00fcsusiyy\u0259tin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 D\u0259d\u0259 \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259rin yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cDa\u011flar\u201d obraz\u0131 yegan\u0259dir v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259lkil\u0259rd\u0259n v\u0259 sonrak\u0131lardan se\u00e7ilir.<\/em><\/strong> Dahi s\u00f6z ustad\u0131n\u0131n yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cDa\u011flar\u201d Adil Allah kimi he\u00e7 kimi, he\u00e7 bir x\u00fcsusiyy\u0259tin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bir-birind\u0259n f\u0259rql\u0259ndimir, ayr\u0131-se\u00e7kilik etmir… Bu minvalla almanaxda da yer alm\u0131\u015f, biz\u0259 m\u0259lum olan Miskin Abdala m\u0259xsus \u201cDa\u011flar\u201d adl\u0131 ilk n\u00fcmun\u0259d\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fc b\u0259ri bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 yaz\u0131lan n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 kefimiz k\u00f6k olanda da\u011flar\u0131 v\u0259sf edir, \u015f\u0259nin\u0259 t\u0259rifl\u0259r ya\u011fd\u0131r\u0131r, \u0259l\u0259m\u0259 q\u0259rq olanda is\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n da\u011flara \u015fikay\u0259t edir, d\u0259rd-s\u0259rimiz\u0259 onlardan m\u0259d\u0259t umuruq… Bunu da qeyd etm\u0259s\u0259m olmaz… Son vaxtlar n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, dilimd\u0259n daha \u00e7ox:<\/p>\n

H\u0259s\u0259nn\u0259n\u0259, H\u0259s\u0259nbaba qo\u015fad\u0131,
\n\u201cXa\u00e7\u201d bulaq yayla\u011f\u0131 xo\u015f tama\u015fad\u0131.
\nArs\u0131z a\u015f\u0131q elsiz niy\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131,
\n\u00d6ls\u00fcn \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259rt\u0259k qullar\u0131n, da\u011flar!<\/strong><\/p>\n

– bu b\u0259nd qopur v\u0259 D\u0259d\u0259 \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259rin dilind\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259, d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259 t\u0259krar edir\u0259m:<\/p>\n

Ars\u0131z a\u015f\u0131q elsiz niy\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131,
\n\u00d6ls\u00fcn \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259rt\u0259k qullar\u0131n, da\u011flar!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Otuz ild\u0259n art\u0131q bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t\u0259 yuxar\u0131da qeyd etdiyim kimi, g\u00fcn \u0259rzind\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259bini bilm\u0259d\u0259n, qeyri-ixtiyari t\u0259krarlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m misralar\u0131 indi D\u0259d\u0259 \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259rin n\u0259l\u0259r hiss etdiyini, n\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kdiyini bir k\u00f6yn\u0259k daha yax\u0131ndan anlayaraq, x\u00fcsusil\u0259 t\u0259klikd\u0259 qalanda d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259-d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259krar edir\u0259m:<\/p>\n

Ars\u0131z a\u015f\u0131q elsiz niy\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131,
\n\u00d6ls\u00fcn \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259rt\u0259k qullar\u0131n, da\u011flar!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ancaq, neyl\u0259m\u0259k olar… \u00d6lm\u0259k d\u0259 olmur… Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 ya\u015famaq, \u00e7\u00f6zm\u0259k m\u0259cburiyy\u0259tind\u0259yik… Bu fikir m\u0259ni o q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259\u015f\u011ful edir ki, yen\u0259 da\u011flar qoynunda \u2013 \u015eam\u0131x\u0131da oldu\u011fum vaxtlarda \u00f6l\u00fcm haqq\u0131nda bel\u0259 ki\u00e7ik, ancaq \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn tam t\u0259rifi kimi al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u00ab\u00d6l\u00fcm n\u0259dir?\u00bb adl\u0131 bir \u015feir yazm\u0131\u015fam:<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm, \u0259n \u015firin nem\u0259t,
\n\u018fn sonuncu dil\u0259kdir\u2026
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm, sonuncu f\u00fcrs\u0259t,
\n\u00dcmidsiz\u0259 \u00fcmiddir\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

07.01.2014.
\n\u015eamax\u0131<\/p>\n

\u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n uzaq olun, h\u0259yatdan z\u00f6vq alma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131n… N\u0259 olur-olsun ya\u015famaq g\u00f6z\u0259ldir… He\u00e7 bir s\u0259b\u0259b onu bil\u0259r\u0259kd\u0259n sonland\u0131rma\u011fa \u0259sas ola bilm\u0259z. S\u0259nin \u00e7\u0131x\u0131lmaz z\u0259nn etdiyin b\u00fct\u00fcn v\u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259rin \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f qap\u0131s\u0131 var ki, \u0259slind\u0259 bu yer h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131ya d\u00f6\u011fru d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259kb bir d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f n\u00f6qt\u0259sidir…<\/p>\n

Odur ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 \u015fal\u0131\u015f\u0131ram t\u0259k qalmay\u0131m:<\/p>\n

Ars\u0131z a\u015f\u0131q elsiz niy\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131,
\n\u00d6ls\u00fcn \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259rt\u0259k qullar\u0131n, da\u011flar!<\/strong><\/p>\n

– dem\u0259yim.<\/p>\n

Tuncay m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u201c…\u015fair yen\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131…\u201d des\u0259 d\u0259, m\u0259n el\u0259: \u201cBahar f\u0259sli yaz aylar\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259…\u201d – dem\u0259y\u0259 davam edim…<\/p>\n

Allah s\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259ni-q\u0259ni r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin, D\u0259d\u0259 \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259r! Ruhun \u015fad olsun!.. <\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Qeyd:<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201cDa\u011flar\u201d almanax\u0131 il\u0259 maraqlananlar bu lingd\u0259n <\/strong>DA\u011eLAR<\/strong><\/a>ke\u00e7id edib oxuya bil\u0259rl\u0259r.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u015fair-publisist<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 470 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(A\u015f\u0131q \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259rin anadan olmas\u0131n\u0131n 200 illik yubileyi m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti il\u0259) Salam, d\u0259y\u0259rli oxucum. D\u0259d\u0259 \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259rin anadan olmas\u0131n\u0131n 200 illik yubileyi t\u0259dbirl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259sind\u0259 n\u0259\u015fr olunmu\u015f \u201cDa\u011flar\u201d adl\u0131 poeziya antologiyas\u0131 \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutulmu\u015f almanax\u0131n giri\u015f m\u0259qal\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n biri kimi, ba\u015f redaktor s\u00f6z\u00fc olaraq q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu yaz\u0131, eyni zamanda, \u201cYaradanla ba\u015f-ba\u015fa\u201d v\u0259 \u201cQ\u0259l\u0259mdar \u201dadl\u0131 kitablara \u00a0m\u00fcst\u0259qil m\u0259qal\u0259 kimi daxil […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16299"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16299"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16299\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16303,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16299\/revisions\/16303"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16299"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16299"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16299"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}