{"id":16323,"date":"2021-02-24T16:25:45","date_gmt":"2021-02-24T12:25:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=16323"},"modified":"2021-02-24T16:25:45","modified_gmt":"2021-02-24T12:25:45","slug":"sahib-camal-m%c9%99mm%c9%99d-m%c9%99n-d%c9%99rdimi-sevir%c9%99m","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=16323","title":{"rendered":"Sahib Camal M\u0259mm\u0259d – M\u0259n d\u0259rdimi sevir\u0259m"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"sahib<\/a>M\u0259n d\u0259rdimi sevir\u0259m<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yaralar\u0131m g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n bir \u0259ll\u0259,<\/p>\n

Sar\u0131nandan m\u0259n d\u0259rdimi sevir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Ayaq\u00fcst\u00fc sevinc g\u0259lib d\u0259rdim\u0259,<\/p>\n

Yar\u0131nandan m\u0259n d\u0259rdimi sevir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

G\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u00fck ki, h\u0259r \u015feyi \u00f6z y\u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259,<\/p>\n

N\u0259 var \u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fay\u0131r \u00f6z g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u018fld\u0259 daraq durub g\u00fczg\u00fc \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259,<\/p>\n

Daranandan m\u0259n d\u0259rdimi sevir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131x\u0131bm\u0131, g\u00f6r uzun-end\u0259n k\u0259d\u0259rim?<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrm\u00fc bir g\u00f6r \u00f6nd\u0259n k\u0259d\u0259rim?<\/p>\n

Arada bir o q\u0131z y\u00f6nd\u0259n k\u0259d\u0259rim,<\/p>\n

Aranandan m\u0259n d\u0259rdimi sevir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Qo\u015fulmayan m\u0259g\u0259r qo\u015fqu sevgidir?<\/p>\n

Sevirs\u0259ns\u0259, bir qar\u0131\u015fqa sevgidir.<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdi sevm\u0259k tamam ba\u015fqa sevgidir,<\/p>\n

Yaranandan m\u0259n d\u0259rdimi sevir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00d6yr\u0259nirs\u0259n, m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6yr\u0259n g\u0259l d\u0259rdi,<\/p>\n

Q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259 idi, eyl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m g\u00fcl d\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259rdi, el d\u0259rdi,<\/p>\n

Qorunandan m\u0259n d\u0259rdimi sevir\u0259m!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259n Allaha yol \u00e7\u0259k<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yol \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Yola da\u015f, x\u0131r, q\u0131r t\u00f6k\u0259n.<\/p>\n

X\u0131r-q\u0131r \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n t\u0259r t\u00f6k\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Yol deyim, onu g\u0259l \u00e7\u0259k,<\/p>\n

Tozdan, torpaqdan \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Qol \u00e7\u0259kim, s\u0259n d\u0259 qol \u00e7\u0259k,<\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259n Allaha yol \u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

D\u0259st\u0259l\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131, \u0259lini,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6t\u00fcr k\u00fcl\u00fcng\u00fcn\u00fc, belini.<\/p>\n

Havan\u0131 \u00e7ap, bir yol tap,<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131x g\u00f6y\u0259, g\u00f6y\u00fc qaz.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi, ay\u0131, ulduzu,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y boyu h\u0259r \u015feyi qaz.<\/p>\n

Tap Allah\u0131,<\/p>\n

Allah ordad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n,<\/p>\n

O da m\u0259nim kimi dardad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

O t\u0259k, m\u0259n t\u0259k,<\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259n Allaha yol \u00e7\u0259k!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yol\u00e7unun bat\u0131bd\u0131r yol aya\u011f\u0131na!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Aya\u011f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ona yalvar\u0131r,<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc at\u0131bd\u0131r yol aya\u011f\u0131na.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bil min ildir, yuxu yatmay\u0131b,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r nec\u0259 yat\u0131bd\u0131r yol aya\u011f\u0131na.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u0259n bir bu yol\u00e7unun h\u00fcn\u0259rin\u0259 bax,<\/p>\n

Olsa, vur-tut olar bir ba\u015f, bir ayaq.<\/p>\n

Fikri dalda qal\u0131b, fikrind\u0259n qabaq,<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcb \u00e7at\u0131bd\u0131r yol aya\u011f\u0131na.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bu yol\u00e7u, bu yolun g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 durub,<\/p>\n

H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bu yolda qurub.<\/p>\n

Olan var-yoxunu, da\u015f\u0131na vurub,<\/p>\n

Tozunu qat\u0131bd\u0131r yol aya\u011f\u0131na.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259kdiyi yoldur, s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr,<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259, yolu da toza b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

Yolda yol g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr, yol\u00e7u g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr,<\/p>\n

Yol\u00e7unun bat\u0131bd\u0131r yol aya\u011f\u0131na.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131xma\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b a\u011f\u0131r da yola,<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdini \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rda-\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rda yola.<\/p>\n

\u0130z c\u0131\u011f\u0131ra d\u00f6n\u00fcb, c\u0131\u011f\u0131r da yola,<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc sat\u0131bd\u0131r yol aya\u011f\u0131na!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

T\u00fcrkm\u0259n\u00e7ay<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bir dad\u0131n\u0131 buraxmay\u0131b,<\/p>\n

Dad\u0131ndan yana T\u00fcrkm\u0259n\u00e7ay!<\/p>\n

Vura, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 od vura,<\/p>\n

Odundan yana T\u00fcrkm\u0259n\u00e7ay!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

H\u00f6rg\u00fc h\u00f6rm\u0259yib, da\u015f t\u00f6k\u00fcb,<\/p>\n

Sanki g\u00f6zs\u00fcz bir qa\u015f t\u00f6k\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcz doxsan \u00fc\u00e7 ildir, ba\u015f t\u00f6k\u00fcb,<\/p>\n

Yad\u0131ndan yana T\u00fcrkm\u0259n\u00e7ay!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

N\u0259 f\u0259rqi yat\u0131b-yatmay\u0131b,<\/p>\n

Yat\u0131b yuxuya \u00e7atmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Add\u0131m ir\u0259li atmay\u0131b,<\/p>\n

Ad\u0131ndan yana T\u00fcrkm\u0259n\u00e7ay!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

R\u0259ssam, \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bils\u0259n…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcm kimi yox, ay r\u0259ssam, yox,<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259k\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259nmi torpaq \u015f\u0259klind\u0259?<\/p>\n

Ya da bir a\u011fac\u0131n bir buda\u011f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

Ver\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259nmi yarpaq \u015f\u0259klind\u0259?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

G\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn yar\u0131s\u0131, g\u00fcn\u00fcn sar\u0131s\u0131,<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259nin qaras\u0131, gec\u0259 qar\u0131s\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qalmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m yer-g\u00f6y aras\u0131,<\/p>\n

Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, g\u00f6y, sar\u0131, lap a\u011f \u015f\u0259klind\u0259.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

O da\u011f\u0131n dibin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259kib qoy,<\/p>\n

D\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcl kimi d\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259kib qoy.<\/p>\n

R\u0259ssam, \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bils\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259kib qoy,<\/p>\n

O da\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na papaq \u015f\u0259klind\u0259!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0259ni m\u0259nim \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Qoya bils\u0259n yana\u015f\u0131 qoy,<\/p>\n

Soyu\u011funu istim\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Yand\u0131qca ay\u0131r odumu,<\/p>\n

K\u00fcl\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k, t\u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

A\u00e7\u0131m s\u0259h\u0259ri dan\u0131mla,<\/p>\n

Ax\u0131m gec\u0259m\u0259 qan\u0131mla.<\/p>\n

Yat\u0131m a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 can\u0131mla,<\/p>\n

Sa\u011flam\u0131m\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259m\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Alt bir olsun, \u00fcst d\u0259 iki,<\/p>\n

E\u015fidilsin bu s\u0259s t\u0259ki.<\/p>\n

\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259n \u00fcstd\u0259ki,<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni m\u0259nim \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Qalmay\u0131b<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

El\u0259 bir g\u00fcnd\u0259y\u0259m, kim baxsa qorxar,<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259 bir bax\u0131m, g\u00f6r\u00fcm qalmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Dilim-a\u011fz\u0131m \u00f6l\u00fcb, \u00fcr\u0259yim \u00f6l\u00fcb,<\/p>\n

Bir yerd\u0259 bir d\u0259n\u0259 dirim qalmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Qa\u015f n\u0259dir, g\u00f6z n\u0259dir o s\u0259n g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259n,<\/p>\n

\u018fl n\u0259dir, \u00fcz n\u0259dir o s\u0259n g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

On n\u0259dir, y\u00fcz n\u0259dir o s\u0259n g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259n,<\/p>\n

G\u0259ls\u0259n g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n ki, birim qalmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Qat\u0131b g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7oxu m\u0259n s\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

Bilmir\u0259m gec\u0259m\u0259 yuxu m\u0259n s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Harada gizl\u0259yim ax\u0131 m\u0259n s\u0259ni?<\/p>\n

Daha gizl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 yerim qalmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Uza\u011f\u0131 bir k\u0259d\u0259r uzaqla\u015fm\u0131\u015fam,<\/p>\n

Bir g\u0259ldi, bir ged\u0259r uzaqla\u015fm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

B\u0259rimd\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r uzaqla\u015fm\u0131\u015fam,<\/p>\n

B\u0259ri yan\u0131mda bir b\u0259rim qalmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Sahib, varsan varda, yoxsan bu yoxda,<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc yax\u015f\u0131 tut, bir azca toxta.<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim ki n\u0259 azda, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki \u00e7oxda,<\/p>\n

Bir al\u0131m, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki verim qalmay\u0131b!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

G\u0259l t\u0259z\u0259 yaram\u0131 g\u0259l, t\u0259z\u0259 sar\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ha\u00e7ansa oduna yansam, \u00e7\u0131xartma,<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc at\u0131ram m\u0259n k\u00f6z\u0259 sar\u0131.<\/p>\n

H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 yol gedirik biz,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n astara sar\u0131, m\u0259n \u00fcz\u0259 sar\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

G\u0259lir bu da\u011flara duman, bax\u0131r\u0131q,<\/p>\n

Bizim g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc yuman, bax\u0131r\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Dururuq, uzaqdan yaman bax\u0131r\u0131q,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n bax\u0131\u015fa sar\u0131, m\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259 sar\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bu yerd\u0259n qoparaq aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131,<\/p>\n

Bir yerd\u0259 tapar\u0131q aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir yerd\u0259 aparaq aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n c\u0131\u011f\u0131ra sar\u0131, m\u0259n iz\u0259 sar\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Dirs\u0259kd\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 bir qol qald\u0131raq,<\/p>\n

Yatan h\u0259r a\u011faca bir kol qald\u0131raq.<\/p>\n

Ged\u0259k, bu yollarda bir yol qald\u0131raq,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n topu\u011fa sar\u0131, m\u0259n diz\u0259 sar\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u018flimi at\u0131ram, \u0259lim\u0259 g\u0259lmir,<\/p>\n

Gedim\u0259 gedir\u0259m, g\u0259lim\u0259 g\u0259lmir.<\/p>\n

Dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m, dilim\u0259 g\u0259lmir,<\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn uzan\u0131ram m\u0259n s\u00f6z\u0259 sar\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Gizlind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131b, \u00fczd\u0259 olsam da,<\/p>\n

Dild\u0259 ya\u015fasam da, s\u00f6zd\u0259 olsam da.<\/p>\n

Sizd\u0259 ya\u015fasam da, sizd\u0259 olsam da,<\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn yol gedir\u0259m m\u0259n siz\u0259 sar\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Qaradan-qaraya, a\u011fdan da a\u011fa,<\/p>\n

D\u00f6n\u00fcb soldan-sola, sa\u011fdan da sa\u011fa.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m da\u011fdan da da\u011fa,<\/p>\n

Enm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m m\u0259n d\u00fcz\u0259 sar\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcz olacaq olumuz, \u00f6mr\u00fcm,<\/p>\n

Ya\u011facaq qar\u0131m\u0131z, dolumuz, \u00f6mr\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Burda yorulacaq yolumuz, \u00f6mr\u00fcm,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n doxsana sar\u0131, m\u0259n y\u00fcz\u0259 sar\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Sahibin \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 durubsan,<\/p>\n

Da\u011f\u0131lan k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259z\u0259 qurubsan.<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcn ayr\u0131landa t\u0259z\u0259 vurubsan,<\/p>\n

G\u0259l t\u0259z\u0259 yaram\u0131 g\u0259l, t\u0259z\u0259 sar\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ram bu duman\u0131<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 ildi bu da\u011fda,<\/p>\n

Az\u0131ram bu duman\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir yana \u00e7\u0131xmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,<\/p>\n

Qaz\u0131ram bu duman\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7ir\u0259m sa\u011f-soluna,<\/p>\n

Qoyuram \u00f6z yoluna.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6\u015fd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib koluna,<\/p>\n

C\u0131z\u0131ram bu duman\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ovuc-ovuc s\u0131xma\u011fa,<\/p>\n

Ayaq-ayaq \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa.<\/p>\n

\u018flim tutsa, y\u0131xma\u011fa,<\/p>\n

Haz\u0131ram bu duman\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

D\u0259rdi ot \u015f\u0259l\u0259m edib,<\/p>\n

N\u0259 edib, al\u0259m edib.<\/p>\n

Ah\u0131m\u0131 nal\u0259m edib,<\/p>\n

Pozuram bu duman\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259n s\u00f6z s\u0131za,<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 q\u0131za.<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259, \u00e7ata o q\u0131za,<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ram bu duman\u0131!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn M\u0259mm\u0259d \u018fmin g\u00fcn\u00fc<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn kim anadan olub?<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn, g\u00f6r\u00fcn, kimin g\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Mill\u0259timin, d\u00f6vl\u0259timin,<\/p>\n

Azadl\u0131\u011fa \u0259min g\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn M\u0259mm\u0259d \u018fmin g\u00fcn\u00fc!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Azad da\u015f\u0131n, azad da\u011f\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Azad qu\u015fun, azad ba\u011f\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Dadd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Bir azca da q\u0259min g\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn M\u0259mm\u0259d \u018fmin g\u00fcn\u00fc!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yat, qa\u00e7acaq yuxun ona,<\/p>\n

N\u0259 var, var\u0131n-yoxun ona.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6vr\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k, toxun ona,<\/p>\n

K\u00f6nl\u00fcm sar\u0131 simin g\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn M\u0259mm\u0259d \u018fmin g\u00fcn\u00fc!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Kims\u0259siz, n\u0259 k\u0259ssiz durma,<\/p>\n

Duy\u011fusuz, n\u0259 hissiz durma.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259ssiz durma,<\/p>\n

\u00c7al\u0131b-oxu d\u0259min g\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn M\u0259mm\u0259d \u018fmin g\u00fcn\u00fc!<\/p>\n

Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir n\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259 g\u0259l,<\/p>\n

G\u0259l can\u0131mdan can ist\u0259, g\u0259l.<\/p>\n

B\u00f6y\u00fck-ki\u00e7ik \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 g\u0259l,<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131l\u0131qla c\u0259min g\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn M\u0259mm\u0259d \u018fmin g\u00fcn\u00fc!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Oxu, K\u0259klik<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u0259sin \u00fcst\u0259 \u00e7ox soruldu sor\u011fular,<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00f6l \u00e7\u0259m\u0259ndir, \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6ld\u00fcr s\u0259sin\u0259.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131m \u00fcst\u0259 qar\u0131lda\u015fd\u0131 qar\u011falar,<\/p>\n

Qar-qar\u0131yla el\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc s\u0259sin\u0259.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7d\u0259 olan d\u0259rdim, qadam dil a\u00e7d\u0131,<\/p>\n

Bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn el\u0259 \u015fadam, dil a\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r d\u0259rdin\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 adam dil a\u00e7d\u0131 ,<\/p>\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259si d\u0259 sevinc b\u00f6ld\u00fc s\u0259sin\u0259.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Balan, k\u0259klik, \u0259ynin\u0259 da\u015f geyinir,<\/p>\n

Geyindiyi paltar\u0131na \u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

Bax \u00fcr\u0259yin \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcr,<\/p>\n

A\u011fz\u0131mdak\u0131 dilin dildir s\u0259sin\u0259.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bu da\u011f-da\u015fa, h\u0259m bu \u00e7\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259s verir,<\/p>\n

Verir-verir, d\u00f6n\u00fcr yen\u0259 s\u0259s verir.<\/p>\n

Yuxar\u0131ya qalx\u0131b s\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259s verir,<\/p>\n

Uzan\u0131b bax m\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259ldir s\u0259sin\u0259.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ye da\u015f\u0131n\u0131, suyunu da i\u00e7 yerd\u0259,<\/p>\n

U\u00e7ma g\u00f6y\u0259, h\u0259r n\u0259 u\u00e7san u\u00e7 yerd\u0259.<\/p>\n

Dinl\u0259m\u0259dim bel\u0259 s\u0259si he\u00e7 yerd\u0259,<\/p>\n

Tamarz\u0131yam ne\u00e7\u0259 ildir s\u0259sin\u0259.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00f6l qaban\u0131, da\u011f ke\u00e7isi dirildi,<\/p>\n

C\u00fcy\u00fcrl\u0259rin g\u00f6y k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259si dirildi.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r s\u0259sin\u0259, g\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259si dirildi,<\/p>\n

Olan oldu, \u00f6l\u0259n \u00f6ld\u00fc s\u0259sin\u0259.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Oxu ,k\u0259klik, onda g\u00fcn\u00fcn birind\u0259,<\/p>\n

Da\u011fa-da\u015fa qon da g\u00fcn\u00fcn birind\u0259.<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259, el\u0259 sonda g\u00fcn\u00fcn birind\u0259,<\/p>\n

Sevdiyim q\u0131z durub g\u0259ldi s\u0259sin\u0259!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

O qalxan \u0259l g\u00f6r kimindir?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bil\u0259m g\u0259r\u0259k kimliyini,<\/p>\n

Ruhdan udam adamlar\u0131!<\/p>\n

Yax\u0131n\u0131ma buraxmam\u0131\u015f,<\/p>\n

Bir-bir dadam adamlar\u0131!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ola bilm\u0259z ki, ya\u011fmayam,<\/p>\n

Dolub g\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0131\u011fmayam.<\/p>\n

Ha sevmi\u015f\u0259m, n\u0259 do\u011fmayam,<\/p>\n

N\u0259 ki yadam adamlar\u0131!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

G\u00f6yde u\u00e7am, yerd\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259m,<\/p>\n

G\u0259zdiyim bir d\u0259rd\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Min g\u0259zmi\u015f\u0259m, bir d\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Adam-adam adamlar\u0131!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

El\u0259si var, qanam\u0131\u015fam,<\/p>\n

El\u0259si var, yan\u0131m\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259-bel\u0259 tan\u0131m\u0131\u015fam,<\/p>\n

El\u0259 \u015fadam adamlar\u0131!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

O qalxan \u0259l g\u00f6r kimindir?<\/p>\n

O en\u0259n \u0259l \u00f6z kimindir.<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131s\u0131 \u00f6z g\u00f6rk\u0259mindir,<\/p>\n

N\u0259, unudam adamlar\u0131!?!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Q\u0131rx be\u015f\u0259 qonub qu\u015fun<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Da\u011f\u0131ts\u0131n d\u0259rdimi, \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259r,<\/p>\n

Sin\u0259nd\u0259 sevincin qo\u015fun, bilir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Dolu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcbs\u0259n, n\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcbs\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Olmay\u0131b bir d\u0259n\u0259 bo\u015fun, bilir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u0130st\u0259nil\u0259n anda can\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ib,<\/p>\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 qu\u015fa g\u00f6r\u0259 qan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ib.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259 buda\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ib,<\/p>\n

Q\u0131rx be\u015f\u0259 qonubdur qu\u015fun, bilir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00c7a\u011fla, sevindirsin xo\u015f an sular\u0131,<\/p>\n

Suyu bir-birin\u0259 qo\u015fan sular\u0131.<\/p>\n

Alt\u0131na basmarlar co\u015fan sular\u0131,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nin birc\u0259 d\u0259n\u0259 co\u015fun, bilir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131xmay\u0131b s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n m\u0259nimki kimi,<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yib g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n m\u0259nimki kimi.<\/p>\n

Getm\u0259yib \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n m\u0259nimki kimi,<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131ndad\u0131r hu\u015fun, bilir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259k, \u015eu\u015fala\u015fd\u0131raq,<\/p>\n

Aya\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 ba\u015fa-ba\u015f duraq.<\/p>\n

G\u0259ls\u0259n xo\u015fumuzu qo\u015fala\u015fd\u0131raq,<\/p>\n

Xo\u015fuma uy\u011fundur xo\u015fun, bilir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcb uzunun, enin yaz\u0131na,<\/p>\n

Yara\u015f\u0131r duman\u0131n, \u00e7\u0259nin yaz\u0131na.<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m s\u0259nin yaz\u0131na,<\/p>\n

\u00d6z yaz\u0131m\u0131 s\u0259nin q\u0131\u015f\u0131n bilir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u018fl at\u0131b sa\u00e7\u0131ma, ba\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259l \u00e7at,<\/p>\n

Tullayacam y\u00fcz\u0259, da\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259l \u00e7at.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fay\u0131m, arxamca ya\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259l \u00e7at,<\/p>\n

Sahib\u0259m, ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131n bilir\u0259m!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yanvarda ad g\u00fcn\u00fc<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yanvar\u0131n 19-u<\/p>\n

yax\u0131n\u0131m\u0131n ad g\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/p>\n

21-i q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n…<\/p>\n

31-i o biri q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n…<\/p>\n

Dem\u0259li, 19-u s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn<\/p>\n

\u015fad g\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/p>\n

21-31 aras\u0131 saz\u0131m\u0131n…<\/p>\n

Arada bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 var,<\/p>\n

20 Yanvar!<\/p>\n

T\u0259kl\u0259nib, ona baxd\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma dar\u0131xd\u0131m!!!<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcml\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm d\u0259,<\/p>\n

Sin\u0259md\u0259n verdim \u00fcr\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Ald\u0131m onun k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc!<\/p>\n

Ad\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdim d\u0259,<\/p>\n

Dedim:”Ad\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259k!”<\/p>\n

Azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n Ad g\u00fcn\u00fc!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimi dayand\u0131r\u0131m, min ona<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

G\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131n h\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimi dayand\u0131r\u0131m, min ona.<\/p>\n

Dayand\u0131rs\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 qoy \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimi dayand\u0131r\u0131m, min ona.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

U\u00e7aq, qatar h\u0259r biri bir xaraba,<\/p>\n

Varm\u0131, g\u00f6r\u0259n, onlardan son araba?<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimin meyli yoxdur q\u00fcruba,<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimi dayand\u0131r\u0131m, min ona.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yolda duran, yolda qalan g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259,<\/p>\n

Neyl\u0259yirs\u0259n, do\u011fru-yalan g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b taksi-filan g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimi dayand\u0131r\u0131m, min ona.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

N\u0259 olsun ki, yeri yoxdur qa\u00e7ma\u011fa,<\/p>\n

N\u0259 olsun ki, g\u00f6y\u00fc yoxdur u\u00e7ma\u011fa.<\/p>\n

Ehtiyac yox, qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7ma\u011fa,<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimi dayand\u0131r\u0131m, min ona.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00f6ld\u0259n gir d\u0259, i\u00e7\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f d\u0259 g\u0259z-dolan,<\/p>\n

Saat be\u015fd\u0259, ya on be\u015fd\u0259 g\u0259z-dolan.<\/p>\n

Otur evd\u0259, i\u015fl\u0259 i\u015fd\u0259 g\u0259z-dolan,<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimi dayand\u0131r\u0131m, min ona.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

El\u0259 bilm\u0259 h\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u0259z\u0259rs\u0259n,<\/p>\n

El\u0259-bel\u0259 bir \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u0259z\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259n yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u0259z\u0259s\u0259n,<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimi dayand\u0131r\u0131m, min ona.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Etdiyimiz g\u00fcnaha da ged\u0259n yol,<\/p>\n

Ax\u015fama da, sabaha da ged\u0259n yol.<\/p>\n

Ondan ke\u00e7ir Allaha da ged\u0259n yol,<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimi dayand\u0131r\u0131m, min ona!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259km\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bax\u0131\u015f s\u00fcz\u00fcb o g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Bulud \u00e7\u00f6km\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 b\u0259s eyl\u0259y\u0259r,<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f t\u00f6km\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Sevgin da\u011f\u0131n, d\u0259r\u0259n olar,<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00e7, bir uzun, bir en olar.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259ks\u0259n d\u0259 sil, g\u00f6r\u0259n olar,<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259km\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f itib orda,<\/p>\n

\u00d6z sonuna yetib orda.<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar bitib orda,<\/p>\n

Sevinc \u0259km\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni, qap\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131r,<\/p>\n

\u00c7ap ed\u0259nin \u00e7ap\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u0130yn\u0259sini, sap\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131r,<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdi tikm\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131sqa,<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131xs\u0131n, axs\u0131n qoy bir s\u0131sqa.<\/p>\n

B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 b\u00fck ondan ba\u015fqa,<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 n\u0259 b\u00fckm\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 daman olub,<\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259, s\u0259n\u0259 yaman olub.<\/p>\n

Kor \u00e7\u0259n olub, duman olub,<\/p>\n

G\u0259lib \u00e7\u00f6km\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

G\u00f6y\u00fcnd\u0259 he\u00e7 qu\u015f varm\u0131?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Allah, s\u0259nin yan\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

A\u011fac varm\u0131, da\u015f varm\u0131?<\/p>\n

Sel-su dolu bir d\u0259r\u0259,<\/p>\n

D\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcst\u0259 qa\u015f varm\u0131?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Co\u015fan bulaq, axan \u00e7ay,<\/p>\n

Ya \u00e7\u00f6l-\u00e7\u0259m\u0259n, ya dolay.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fd\u0131ran yaz-yay,<\/p>\n

Qar ya\u011fd\u0131ran q\u0131\u015f varm\u0131?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

D\u0259rdi \u00e7a\u011flayan\u0131n\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Sin\u0259 da\u011flayan\u0131n\u0131n.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r bir a\u011flayan\u0131n\u0131n,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015f varm\u0131?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u018fl-\u00fcz\u00fcn yuyunurmu?<\/p>\n

Kirini soyunurmu?<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcrm\u00fc?<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k, ba\u015f varm\u0131?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Y\u0259qin buludun dolar,<\/p>\n

A\u00e7ar, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yin solar.<\/p>\n

Bilir\u0259m g\u00f6y\u00fcn olar,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y\u00fcnd\u0259 he\u00e7 qu\u015f varm\u0131?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ya bir d\u0259r\u0259 selis\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Ya bir t\u0259p\u0259 yelis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim kimi d\u0259lis\u0259n,<\/p>\n

De, ba\u015f\u0131nda hu\u015f varm\u0131?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

K\u0259sdil\u0259r o adam\u0131<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

K\u0259sdil\u0259r o adam\u0131,<\/p>\n

Yetiyind\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u0130tiyind\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Oldu dilsiz-dodaqs\u0131z,<\/p>\n

Bu qaya, da\u015f, bu da\u011fs\u0131z<\/p>\n

Qald\u0131 g\u00f6vd\u0259, budaqs\u0131z,<\/p>\n

K\u00f6t\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u0259sinin ah\u0259nginin,<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259ti z\u0259nginim.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim t\u00fcf\u0259nginin,<\/p>\n

T\u0259tiyind\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n

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N\u0259 dadl\u0131d\u0131, n\u0259 dadl\u0131,<\/p>\n

H\u0259m do\u011fmal\u0131, h\u0259m yadl\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00d6rtd\u00fc k\u00f6nl\u00fcm q\u0259m adl\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u00d6rt\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n

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G\u0259zdi ah yaxas\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

\u00d6ld\u00fc gah yaxas\u0131nda<\/p>\n

\u00c7oxu \u015fah yaxas\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

\u018ft\u0259yind\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 506 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

M\u0259n d\u0259rdimi sevir\u0259m   Yaralar\u0131m g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n bir \u0259ll\u0259, Sar\u0131nandan m\u0259n d\u0259rdimi sevir\u0259m. Ayaq\u00fcst\u00fc sevinc g\u0259lib d\u0259rdim\u0259, Yar\u0131nandan m\u0259n d\u0259rdimi sevir\u0259m.   G\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u00fck ki, h\u0259r \u015feyi \u00f6z y\u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259, N\u0259 var \u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fay\u0131r \u00f6z g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259. \u018fld\u0259 daraq durub g\u00fczg\u00fc \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259, Daranandan m\u0259n d\u0259rdimi sevir\u0259m.   \u00c7\u0131x\u0131bm\u0131, g\u00f6r uzun-end\u0259n k\u0259d\u0259rim? G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrm\u00fc bir g\u00f6r \u00f6nd\u0259n k\u0259d\u0259rim? Arada bir o […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":11272,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16323"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16323"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16323\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16325,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16323\/revisions\/16325"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/11272"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16323"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16323"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16323"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}