{"id":16446,"date":"2021-04-14T01:33:31","date_gmt":"2021-04-13T20:33:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=16446"},"modified":"2021-04-14T01:33:31","modified_gmt":"2021-04-13T20:33:31","slug":"akif-abbasov-surgund%c9%99-s%c9%99sl%c9%99n%c9%99n-musiqi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=16446","title":{"rendered":"AK\u0130F ABBASOV – S\u00dcRG\u00dcND\u018f S\u018fSL\u018fN\u018fN MUS\u0130Q\u0130"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\"AK\u0130F<\/a> (hekay\u0259)<\/strong><\/p>\n

Stalin rejiminin t\u00fc\u011fyan etdiyi ill\u0259r idi.\u00a0 10-15 qoyunu, 5-10 in\u0259yi, cam\u0131\u015f\u0131, iki m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259 evi olan\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 \u201ckulak\u201d, y\u0259ni qol\u00e7omaq qoyub, nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r \u201cqulaqlay\u0131b\u201d g\u00f6nd\u0259rirdil\u0259r Sibir\u0259 s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u0259, ya da ail\u0259li k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r Qazax\u0131stana. B\u0259xtl\u0259ri g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259ri d\u0259 ged\u0259r-g\u0259lm\u0259z\u0259 – \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 m\u0259hkum edirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Mahmud ki\u015finin taleyin\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259, ail\u0259sinin taleyin\u0259 is\u0259 s\u00fcrg\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Ail\u0259si do\u011fma X\u0259lilli k\u0259ndind\u0259n \u00e7ox-\u00e7ox uzaqlarda s\u00fcrg\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.\u00a0 To\u011frul s\u00fcrg\u00fcnd\u0259 do\u011fulmu\u015fdu. Atas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Ail\u0259 bir d\u0259 yeddi il sonra Az\u0259rbaycana qay\u0131da bildi. Stalin o d\u00fcnyal\u0131q olmu\u015fdu.\u00a0 S\u00fcrg\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u0259qq\u0259t, z\u00fclm \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259r, h\u0259bsd\u0259 olanlar b\u0259ra\u0259t al\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

To\u011frul Az\u0259rbaycan adl\u0131 bir \u00f6lk\u0259nin, respublikan\u0131n, X\u0259lilli adl\u0131 bir k\u0259ndin m\u00f6vcud oldu\u011funu\u00a0 anas\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n e\u015fitmi\u015fdi.\u00a0 X\u0259yallar\u0131 qanadlan\u0131b o m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s yerl\u0259r\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kir, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bel\u0259 qalmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, bir zamanlar ax\u0131r ki, yurd-yuvalar\u0131na d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259 inan\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 d\u0259 oldu.<\/p>\n

A\u011fl\u0131 k\u0259s\u0259nd\u0259n yeddi ya\u015f\u0131na kimi bu g\u00f6z\u0259l t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcratlarla yatd\u0131, durdu, ya\u015fad\u0131. G\u00f6rm\u0259diyi k\u0259ndini, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdiyi \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015fatd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc o yerl\u0259rd\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edir, qar\u0131\u015f-qar\u0131\u015f V\u0259t\u0259nini g\u0259zirdi.<\/p>\n

Az\u0259rbaycandan s\u00fcrg\u00fcnd\u0259 olan t\u0259k onlar\u0131n ail\u0259l\u0259ri deyildi. S\u0259m\u0259dgilin, M\u0259cidgilin, M\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259mgilin, B\u0259\u015firgilin ail\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 buralarda idil\u0259r. B\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r \u0259kind\u0259-bi\u00e7ind\u0259, \u00e7ayxanada, ki\u00e7ikl\u0259r m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259, oyunlarda, \u00e7ay q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131nda bir-biri il\u0259 rastla\u015f\u0131r, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015firdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

To\u011frul atas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. O h\u0259l\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n b\u0259tnind\u0259 olark\u0259n Mahmudu ail\u0259sind\u0259n ay\u0131r\u0131b bir Allah bilir hara aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. H\u0259r\u0259 bir \u015fey dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Kimisi deyirdi, apar\u0131b ki\u015fini g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259yibl\u0259r, kimisi d\u0259 deyirdi \u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6z \u0259c\u0259li il\u0259 haradasa \u00f6l\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

S\u00fcrg\u00fcnd\u0259 olan ba\u015fqalar\u0131 kimi To\u011frul da\u00a0 anas\u0131 v\u0259 8 ya\u015f\u0131nda bac\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7ad\u0131rda ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u015eaxtan\u0131n q\u0131l\u0131nc kimi k\u0259sdiyi q\u0131\u015f aylar\u0131nda, bir d\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin od t\u00f6kd\u00fcy\u00fc yay aylar\u0131nda \u00e7ad\u0131rda ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n n\u0259 oldu\u011funu \u00e7ox m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li binalarda, ba\u011fl\u0131-ba\u011f\u00e7al\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259t evl\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015fayanlar yox, \u00e7ad\u0131r h\u0259yat\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259r yax\u015f\u0131 bil\u0259rl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259m\u0259r d\u00f6rd q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 X\u0259lilli k\u0259ndind\u0259 qoyub s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u0259 yollanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\u00a0 Q\u0131zlara\u00a0 qohum-\u0259qr\u0259ba bax\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0259m\u0259rin yar\u0131 can\u0131 k\u0259ndd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bin\u0259van\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ovcunda idi.\u00a0 Allah da n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 bu z\u00fclm\u00fc g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

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Q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259nin d\u00fcz ortas\u0131nda bir elektrik dir\u0259yi vard\u0131. Bu dir\u0259yin k\u0259ll\u0259sind\u0259n\u00a0 o zamanlar dinamik deyil\u0259n bir radioq\u0259buledicimi, radio\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fc as\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u00fcrg\u00fcnd\u0259 olanlara m\u0259lumatlar h\u0259min dinamikd\u0259n verilirdi. M\u0259lumatlardan sonra dinamik sussa da, arada musiqi s\u0259sl\u0259nirdi. Rus mahn\u0131lar\u0131 il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, h\u0259rd\u0259nbir ba\u015fqa\u00a0 xalqlar\u0131n\u0131n musiqisin\u0259 d\u0259 yer verirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131 \u00e7iling-a\u011fac oynay\u0131rd\u0131lar. To\u011frul da dayan\u0131b bax\u0131rd\u0131. Bird\u0259n dinamik dil\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Xo\u015f, q\u0259lbox\u015fayan bir musiqi s\u0259sl\u0259ndi. U\u015faqlar\u0131n ba\u015flar\u0131 \u00f6z oyunlar\u0131na qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan musiqiy\u0259 fikir vermirdil\u0259r. To\u011frul is\u0259 onlardan ayr\u0131l\u0131b dir\u0259yin yan\u0131na g\u0259ldi v\u0259 musiqini dinl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131: \u201c\u0130lahi! Ecazkard\u0131r!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u0130nan\u0131lmazd\u0131r. Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r yeddi ya\u015fl\u0131 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Musiqi onu \u00f6z qoynuna alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. To\u011frul musiqinin hans\u0131 xalqa aid oldu\u011funu bilmirdi, amma\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 xo\u015funa g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.\u00a0 \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u00e7ox!<\/p>\n

To\u011frul g\u00f6zl\u0259rini bir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 zill\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k bax\u0131rd\u0131. Musiqi onu k\u00f6vr\u0259ltmi\u015fdi. G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ya\u015f g\u0259lirdi. U\u015faqlardan biri, dey\u0259s\u0259n \u018fhm\u0259d idi, To\u011frulun a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb qa\u00e7araq bunu Q\u0259m\u0259r xalaya \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131.\u00a0\u00a0 Q\u0259m\u0259r tez\u00a0 g\u0259ldi. To\u011frul anas\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259ldiyind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r tutmad\u0131. Q\u0259m\u0259r d\u0259 onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n ay\u0131rmad\u0131. Lal-dinm\u0259z dayan\u0131b qulaq asma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Musiqi ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131. To\u011frul \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259\u00a0 anas\u0131n\u0131 yan\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

-Ana, n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l musiqi idi. G\u00f6zl\u0259rim doldu.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259m\u0259r ah \u00e7\u0259kib:<\/p>\n

-Bu bizim musiqimizdir, bala, -dedi. -Az\u0259rbaycan musiqisidir.<\/p>\n

To\u011frul sevinc\u0259k v\u0259 heyr\u0259tl\u0259:<\/p>\n

-Ana, do\u011frudan? \u2013 dey\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

-H\u0259, bala.<\/p>\n

-Deyir\u0259m ax\u0131. Qan\u0131ma, iliyim\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259m\u0259r ayd\u0131nl\u0131q g\u0259tirdi:<\/p>\n

-A\u015f\u0131q musiqisidir. \u201cYan\u0131q K\u0259r\u0259mi\u201d.<\/p>\n

H\u0259min g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra To\u011frul Az\u0259rbaycan musiqisi e\u015fitm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tez-tez h\u00fcnd\u00fcr dir\u0259yin yan\u0131na g\u0259lirdi. Amma n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan mahn\u0131lar\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan musiqisi s\u0259sl\u0259nmirdi. Bunu da s\u00fcrg\u00fcnd\u0259 olanlara \u00e7ox g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

To\u011frul texnika il\u0259 maraqlan\u0131r, arada n\u0259 is\u0259 qura\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn onu yen\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r. Q\u0259m\u0259r maraqland\u0131:<\/p>\n

-O\u011flum, n\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

-Radio.<\/p>\n

-Do\u011frudan?<\/p>\n

-H\u0259, ana. O dinamikd\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycan musiqisi vermirl\u0259r. \u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m radioya ox\u015far n\u0259s\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldim ki, ist\u0259diyimiz vaxt Az\u0259rbaycan musiqisin\u0259 qulaq asa bil\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Ana g\u00fcld\u00fc. \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259:\u00a0 \u201cRadio d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259k yeddi ya\u015fl\u0131 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n h\u00fcn\u0259ri deyil?\u201d<\/p>\n

Q\u0259m\u0259r o\u011fluna bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259yib \u00e7ad\u0131ra girdi.<\/p>\n

To\u011frul c\u0259hdinin s\u0259m\u0259r\u0259siz oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcb \u0259l saxlad\u0131. Bird\u0259n yad\u0131na q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259 po\u00e7tunda g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc radio d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Gedib diqq\u0259tl\u0259 radioya baxd\u0131, baxd\u0131 v\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131. \u00c7ox \u0259ll\u0259\u015fdi. Po\u00e7t il\u0259 evin aras\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Oradan-buradan c\u00fcrb\u0259c\u00fcr\u00a0 hiss\u0259l\u0259r toplay\u0131rd\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn \u0259lind\u0259 radioya ox\u015far bir \u015fey h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k:<\/p>\n

-Ax\u0131r ki, ax\u0131r ki, – dey\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Radioya ox\u015far \u015feyd\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycan musiqisi s\u0259sl\u0259nirdi. B\u0259zi kanallar tuturdu.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259m\u0259r t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 ir\u0259li yeriyib To\u011frulu \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259rq etdi.<\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259ti, V\u0259t\u0259n sevgisi yeddi ya\u015fl\u0131 u\u015fa\u011fa sad\u0259 \u00fcsulla radio d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259k bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131 vermi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

O o o<\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259 To\u011frulun vur-tut 7 ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. Do\u011fma yerl\u0259r\u0259, qohum-\u0259qr\u0259bas\u0131n\u0131n, bac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na qay\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox sevinirdi. Amma h\u0259m d\u0259 h\u0259dsiz k\u0259d\u0259rli idi. Amans\u0131z rejim atas\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259n alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0259m\u0259r ara-s\u0131ra atas\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 ona dan\u0131\u015far, onun nec\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00fcr\u0259k sahibin\u0259 malik oldu\u011funu, ham\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n xeyirxah, m\u0259d\u0259ni, z\u0259hm\u0259ksev\u0259r insan kimi tan\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ona dey\u0259rdi. To\u011frul\u00a0 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 anas\u0131na qulaq as\u0131r, amma onun m\u0259lumatlar\u0131 o\u011flan\u0131 qane etmirdi. Q\u0259m\u0259r atas\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, hans\u0131 s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259ndiyini, buna kimin bais oldu\u011funu demirdi. Nec\u0259 dey\u0259ydi? O\u011flunun ya\u015f\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 az idi.<\/p>\n

Repressiya d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fcn b\u0259lalar\u0131ndan To\u011frulun az-\u00e7ox x\u0259b\u0259ri vard\u0131. Bilirdi ki, bir \u00e7oxlar\u0131 g\u00fcnahs\u0131z c\u0259zaland\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Mahmud ki\u015finin taleyinin ac\u0131 g\u0259lm\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259siz kimins\u0259 g\u00fcnah\u0131 vard\u0131. Bunu \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. H\u0259m d\u0259 onun\u00e7un maraql\u0131 idi ki, \u0259sl s\u0259b\u0259b n\u0259 imi\u015f v\u0259 hans\u0131 iddia il\u0259 atas\u0131 ged\u0259r-g\u0259lm\u0259z\u0259 yollanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7ir, To\u011frulun ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 ya\u015f g\u0259lirdi. Amma h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 bunlar\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. 15-16 ya\u015f\u0131na \u00e7atanda ax\u0131r ki, h\u0259qiq\u0259t ona m\u0259lum oldu. S\u0259n dem\u0259, atas\u0131 kolxoz s\u0259dri \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fcn fitvas\u0131 il\u0259 h\u0259bs olunubmu\u015f. \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fcn Q\u0259m\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fc varm\u0131\u015f. Q\u0259m\u0259r is\u0259 Mahmuda k\u00f6n\u00fcl vermi\u015f, onun h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 olmu\u015fdu. F\u0259q\u0259t Q\u0259m\u0259r yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131, Q\u0259m\u0259r\u0259 olan sevgi \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fc odland\u0131r\u0131r, onu rahats\u0131z edirdi. Mahmud onun g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni idi. O olmasayd\u0131 Q\u0259m\u0259ri \u00f6z\u00fc alacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259rara g\u0259ldi: Mahmud hans\u0131 yolla olursa-olsun, aradan g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fclm\u0259lidir.\u00a0 Ba\u015fs\u0131z qalan Q\u0259m\u0259r \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fcn \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 havaya oynayacaqd\u0131. O bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259\u00a0 \u015f\u0259r at\u0131b Mahmudu tutdurdu. Onun ot tayas\u0131ndan odlu silah \u2013 be\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lan v\u0259 xeyli patron tap\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ad\u0131n\u0131 da qoydular ki, Sovet h\u00f6kum\u0259tini y\u0131xmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r. \u018fslind\u0259 silah\u0131 v\u0259 patronlar\u0131 ot tayas\u0131na \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr \u00f6z\u00fc qoymu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259likl\u0259, Mahmud s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rildi. \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr Q\u0259m\u0259r\u0259 giri\u015fdi. Min dil t\u00f6kd\u00fc: \u201cMahmuddan \u0259lini \u00fcz, onu bir daha g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. O el\u0259 bir i\u015f tutub ki, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 h\u00f6km\u0259n bat\u0131racaqlar\u201d. Q\u0259m\u0259r \u201cyox\u201d! deyib durur, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr ona dil t\u00f6kd\u00fckc\u0259, ondan daha \u00e7ox z\u0259hl\u0259si gedirdi.<\/p>\n

Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il s\u00fcrg\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131 ke\u00e7ir\u0259n Mahmud ax\u0131r ki, g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Amma tale yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259di. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259tl\u0259 \u00fczl\u0259\u015fdi.\u00a0 \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 onun torbas\u0131n\u0131 tikdi. Mahmud bu d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n ged\u0259r-g\u0259lm\u0259z\u0259 getdi.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr Q\u0259m\u0259ri narahat etm\u0259kd\u0259 idi: \u201cG\u0259l kolxozda s\u0259n\u0259 i\u015f verim. \u018frin \u00f6l\u00fcb, s\u0259ni al\u0131m, \u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259 hamil\u0259s\u0259n, bir \u00e7\u0259t\u0259n k\u00fclf\u0259ts\u0259n. U\u015faqlar\u0131na yiy\u0259 duraram\u201d. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 Q\u0259m\u0259r onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 t\u00fcp\u00fcrd\u00fc, \u0259l at\u0131b d\u0131rnaqlar\u0131 il\u0259 onun sif\u0259tind\u0259 \u015f\u0131r\u0131m a\u00e7d\u0131. Ona: \u201cBiqeyr\u0259t, o\u011fra\u015f!!!\u201d -dedi. \u2013\u018frimi tutdurma\u011f\u0131n, g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259tm\u0259yin yetmir, h\u0259l\u0259 namusuma da sata\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n? \u00d6l\u0259r\u0259m, amma n\u0259 s\u0259nin s\u0259dr oldu\u011fun kolxozda i\u015fl\u0259r\u0259m, n\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 gedib \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yini yey\u0259r\u0259m!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr sir-sif\u0259tinin qan\u0131n\u0131 sil\u0259-sil\u0259 onu h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Dem\u0259li kolxozdan imtina edirs\u0259n, kolxozu b\u0259y\u0259nmirs\u0259n? Bu bilirs\u0259n n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir? \u015eura h\u00f6kum\u0259tin\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 qiyam, \u00fcsyan! Ged\u0259rsiniz s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u0259, a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131za g\u0259l\u0259r. S\u0259nin d\u0259 can\u0131n Sibird\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar!<\/p>\n

Q\u0259m\u0259r hamil\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259tind\u0259, yan\u0131nda da bir balaca q\u0131z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u0259 yolland\u0131. \u015e\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259kil\u0259r d\u0259 \u015e\u00fck\u00fcrd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kinirdil\u0259r. Onun qarayaxan, \u0259claf oldu\u011funu bilirdil\u0259r. Onlar da \u00f6z haylar\u0131nda idil\u0259r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 Q\u0259m\u0259r\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259 bilm\u0259dil\u0259r. Sonradan Q\u0259m\u0259rin day\u0131s\u0131 onlar\u0131n ard\u0131nca getdi ki, t\u0259k qalmas\u0131nlar, onlara hayan dura bilsin.<\/p>\n

To\u011frul bunlar\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 art\u0131q \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr kolxoz s\u0259dri i\u015fl\u0259mirdi, mitilini \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. K\u0259ndd\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131n ondan z\u0259hl\u0259si gedirdi. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 qocal\u0131b \u0259ld\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Q\u0259m\u0259r To\u011frula yalvar\u0131b-yaxarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, \u015e\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259 i\u015fi olmas\u0131n. \u00d6zl\u0259rin\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259z\u0259 g\u0259lirdil\u0259r. Yoxsa To\u011frulun \u0259lind\u0259n bir xata \u00e7\u0131xar, bu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 onu tutub basard\u0131lar dustaqxanaya.<\/p>\n

Amma To\u011frulun s\u0259bri k\u0259silmi\u015fdi. Atas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259, anas\u0131n\u0131n, bac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n iztirab, m\u0259\u015f\u0259qq\u0259t \u00e7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 bais olan bu x\u0259bis niyy\u0259tli h\u0259\u015f\u0259rata \u00f6z s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dem\u0259li idi.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnl\u0259rin birind\u0259 \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fc \u00a0k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 tind\u0259 oturubmu\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcb ona yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7\u0259risin\u0259 baxaraq:<\/p>\n

-\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, s\u0259n atam\u0131n qatilis\u0259n, anam\u0131 s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u0259 yola sal\u0131b demi\u015fdin ki, oradan s\u0259nin \u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259rin g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. Bax, biz , \u00f6lm\u0259dik, qay\u0131td\u0131q. Amma s\u0259n bu yaramaz \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259rinl\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n! \u0130nsan kimi yox, heyvan kimi \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n! S\u0259ni basd\u0131rma\u011fa bir adam bel\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. S\u0259ni bu \u0259ll\u0259riml\u0259 bo\u011fard\u0131m! Amma \u0259ll\u0259rimi s\u0259nin murdar b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259\u00a0 toxundura bilmir\u0259m! \u018fll\u0259rim\u0259 heyfim g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131b-a\u011flama\u011fa, yerd\u0259n torpaq g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb \u00f6z ba\u015f\u0131na t\u00f6km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. To\u011frul \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7evirib getdi.<\/p>\n

Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 vasil oldu. \u00d6l\u0259nd\u0259 he\u00e7 kim onun yas\u0131na getm\u0259di. Meyit ortada qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Molla \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar, o da g\u0259lm\u0259di. O\u011flu bir-iki qohumla apar\u0131b o \u015f\u0259r\u0259fsizi basd\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 (hekay\u0259) Stalin rejiminin t\u00fc\u011fyan etdiyi ill\u0259r idi.\u00a0 10-15 qoyunu, 5-10 in\u0259yi, cam\u0131\u015f\u0131, iki m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259 evi olan\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 \u201ckulak\u201d, y\u0259ni qol\u00e7omaq qoyub, nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r \u201cqulaqlay\u0131b\u201d g\u00f6nd\u0259rirdil\u0259r Sibir\u0259 s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u0259, ya da ail\u0259li k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r Qazax\u0131stana. B\u0259xtl\u0259ri g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259ri d\u0259 ged\u0259r-g\u0259lm\u0259z\u0259 – \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 m\u0259hkum edirdil\u0259r. Mahmud ki\u015finin taleyin\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259, ail\u0259sinin taleyin\u0259 is\u0259 s\u00fcrg\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Ail\u0259si do\u011fma X\u0259lilli k\u0259ndind\u0259n \u00e7ox-\u00e7ox […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":8616,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16446"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16446"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16446\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16447,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16446\/revisions\/16447"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/8616"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16446"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16446"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16446"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}