{"id":16629,"date":"2021-06-29T18:00:45","date_gmt":"2021-06-29T13:00:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=16629"},"modified":"2021-06-29T18:00:45","modified_gmt":"2021-06-29T13:00:45","slug":"mudir-%c9%99li-rzazad%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=16629","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;M\u00fcdir&#8221;  &#8211;   \u018fli Rzazad\u0259"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/kultur-az.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-16630 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/kultur-az-295x300.jpg\" alt=\"kultur az\" width=\"295\" height=\"300\" \/><\/a>(hekay\u0259)<\/p>\n<p>Kafenin qaba\u011f\u0131na \u00e7atanda g\u00fcnortaya az qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259r asta-asta, g\u00f6z g\u00f6rm\u0259d\u0259n, ruh duymadan aid olduqlar\u0131na do\u011fru \u00e7\u0259kilir, sanki s\u0259h\u0259r dan i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda boy uzatd\u0131qlar\u0131 yerl\u0259rd\u0259n n\u0259yis\u0259 o\u011furlay\u0131b gizlinc\u0259 \u201cqeyb olma\u011fa\u201d \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259dim; \u201cqeyb olmaq\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u00f6lg\u0259y\u0259 aid etm\u0259yin q\u0259rib ab-havas\u0131na b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rim. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, \u00e7ox yorulmu\u015fdum. Yax\u0131nl\u0131qdak\u0131 bo\u015f masalara g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdim, m\u0259nd\u0259n, t\u0259xmin\u0259n, on add\u0131m soldak\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131l masan\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 k\u0259sdirdim: \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcn m\u00fc\u015f\u0259mb\u0259si t\u0259miz g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc, q\u0259nd qab\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda qapaq vard\u0131, stullar\u0131n s\u00f6yk\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k yerind\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131qlar n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7arpm\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 m\u0259n dey\u0259ndi, iti add\u0131mlarla masaya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131m. Stullardan birini \u00e7\u0259kib yanak\u0131 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdim, qalstukumu sa\u011f \u0259liml\u0259 bo\u015faltd\u0131m v\u0259 ofisiant\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131 m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r g\u00fcn yolumu kafel\u0259rd\u0259n, \u00e7ayxanalardan salan adam deyil\u0259m, amma el\u0259 ki, bel\u0259 yerl\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcz tutma\u011f\u0131n m\u00fctl\u0259qliyi g\u00fcnl\u0259rimin yaxas\u0131ndan salla\u015f\u0131r, bildiyim, tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc rahat hiss ed\u0259c\u0259yim yerl\u0259r\u0259 gedir\u0259m. H\u0259min o rahat yerl\u0259rd\u0259n biriydi bu kafe. H\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6z masas\u0131nda oturub ya \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131, ya piv\u0259sini udumlay\u0131r, h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r s\u0259sl\u0259rini ucaltma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131r, ofisiantlar g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fcz olmasa da, n\u0259zak\u0259tl\u0259 davranma\u011fa meyill\u0259nirdil\u0259r. S\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc q\u0259ribliy\u0259 salmay\u0131n, indiki zamanda, el\u0259 bil, ham\u0131n\u0131n \u201cn\u0259zak\u0259t\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 allergiyas\u0131 var&#8230; H\u0259rd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, bu, b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259rimiz demi\u015f, \u201cz\u0259man\u0259d\u0259ndi\u201d, yoxsa, insanlar d\u0259yi\u015fib? D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259yin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m, yox, \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc cavabs\u0131z da qoymuram, v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 uy\u011fun olaraq ya birinci, ya da ikinci cavab\u0131 se\u00e7ir\u0259m, di g\u0259l, bu cavablar da bel\u0259 dola\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rin sonuna bird\u0259f\u0259lik n\u00f6qt\u0259 qoyma\u011fa yetmir&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>-Hoqqa verir e&#8230;Be\u015f ki\u015fid\u0259n soru\u015fsan, m\u0259n dey\u0259ni dey\u0259r!-kims\u0259 \u0259lini masaya \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131b \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 deyinirdi. Diksindim.. stulumu d\u00fcz\u0259ldib s\u0259s g\u0259l\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 boyland\u0131m. M\u0259nd\u0259n iki masa aral\u0131da bir n\u0259f\u0259r oturmu\u015fdu. A\u011farma\u011fa ba\u015flayan sa\u00e7lar\u0131 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q, \u00fcz\u00fc saqqall\u0131, \u0259ynind\u0259 yaxas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib ba\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131, qollar\u0131 bil\u0259yin\u0259 \u00e7atmayan, r\u0259ngi bozarm\u0131\u015f nimda\u015f k\u00f6yn\u0259k olan, n\u0259 vaxtsa q\u00fcrr\u0259l\u0259ndiyi qaral\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan adda-budda iz saxlam\u0131\u015f \u015falvar\u0131ndak\u0131 \u00fct\u00fc yerl\u0259ri g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda par\u0131ldayan bu ortaya\u015fl\u0131 ki\u015fini m\u0259n tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m. H\u0259, h\u0259&#8230; M\u0259n onu tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Xatir\u0259l\u0259rimi v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi \u0259ll\u0259rimi ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 ke\u00e7irdim, tez d\u0259 ay\u0131r\u0131b masan\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131ndan tutdum, qeyri-ixtiyari sa\u011f \u0259limi uzad\u0131b masadak\u0131 k\u00fclqab\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7\u0259kdim. Sol \u0259liml\u0259 d\u0259 masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 n\u0259yis\u0259 axtar\u0131rd\u0131m. V\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saniy\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259 edir, h\u0259m d\u0259 niy\u0259 bel\u0259 etdiyimi fikirl\u0259\u015firdim. Q\u0259fild\u0259n dayand\u0131m; t\u0259xmin\u0259n, yeddi il bundan qabaqk\u0131 i\u015f masamda kompyuterimi axtar\u0131rd\u0131m&#8230;K\u00fclqab\u0131 kompyuterimin si\u00e7an\u0131, masa da klaviaturas\u0131 idi&#8230; Yox, d\u0259li olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, he\u00e7 ruhi sars\u0131nt\u0131 da ke\u00e7irmirdim, beynim bu ki\u015fini hans\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259st\u0259sind\u0259 axtarmal\u0131 oldu\u011fumla ba\u011fl\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 siqnal \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. B\u0259li, o idi. \u0130ll\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m b\u00f6y\u00fck bir m\u00fc\u0259ssis\u0259inin r\u0259hb\u0259ri v\u0259 m\u0259nim m\u00fcdirim.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Onda i\u015fl\u0259diyim idar\u0259nin \u0259n ki\u00e7ik i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rind\u0259n idim. Ya\u015f\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259 demir\u0259m, bizd\u0259 bu ifad\u0259nin \u00f6z ayr\u0131 yeri var: b\u00f6y\u00fck i\u015f\u00e7i, ki\u00e7ik i\u015f\u00e7i, el\u0259-bel\u0259 i\u015f\u00e7i, qap\u0131 i\u015f\u00e7isi, \u0259l i\u015f\u00e7isi v\u0259 s&#8230; Halbuki, \u0259m\u0259k kitab\u00e7am\u0131zda v\u0259 ya i\u015f\u00e7i c\u0259dv\u0259lind\u0259 ad\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131na yaz\u0131lanlar daha g\u00f6z\u0259l s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259rdi. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, m\u0259n onda t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i idim. \u0130\u015fimi sevirdim, i\u015f masam\u0131 s\u0259liq\u0259li saxlama\u011f\u0131 xo\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131m, kollektiv\u0259 \u00e7ox qaynayan-qar\u0131\u015fan say\u0131lmazd\u0131m, amma qaraqabaq da deyildim. \u201cSalam-sa\u011fol\u201duma, hal-\u0259hval tutma\u011f\u0131ma h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tim qar\u0131\u015fmasa da, n\u0259zak\u0259tim qar\u0131\u015fard\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bizim bu b\u00f6y\u00fck idar\u0259nin m\u00fcdiri d\u0259 el\u0259-bel\u0259 adam deyildi; g\u00fcmrah, enerjili, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u0259min, \u0259yin-ba\u015f\u0131na daim fikir ver\u0259n, i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rl\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tind\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt ciddiyy\u0259tinin \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259l\u0259rini a\u015fmayan biriydi. M\u0259ns\u0259 onunla m\u0259saf\u0259liydim, yaln\u0131z iclasdan-iclasa g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. H\u0259min iclaslarda bel\u0259 m\u00fcdir h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6z \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259l\u0259rinin m\u00f6hk\u0259mliyini qoruma\u011f\u0131 bacar\u0131rd\u0131. Amma \u201cbabam k\u00fcnd\u0259ni say\u0131r, n\u0259n\u0259m k\u00fcnd\u0259d\u0259n k\u0259sir\u201d misal\u0131ndak\u0131 kimi, onun bu \u201cpe\u015f\u0259karl\u0131q \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259si\u201dnin d\u0259 daxilin\u0259 s\u0131z\u0131lanlar vard\u0131. Bel\u0259 dem\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcns\u0259, m\u0259nd\u0259n \u201cb\u00f6y\u00fck i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259r\u201dd\u0259n biri \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ham\u0131dan qabaq iclas zal\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131b m\u00fcdirin oturaca\u011f\u0131 stulun yan\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sdir\u0259rdi. El\u0259 ki, m\u00fcdir qap\u0131dan girdi, cib d\u0259smal\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b iri\u015f\u0259-iri\u015f\u0259, cidd-c\u0259hdl\u0259 m\u00fcdirin stulunu, masas\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259 silirdi, el\u0259 silirdi, el\u0259 bil, gec\u0259 yuxuda bu i\u015fin butas\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131b, ciy\u0259rinin t\u0259\u015fn\u0259sini s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcr&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bir ba\u015fqas\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda m\u00fcdirin \u0259lind\u0259n portfelini qap\u0131r, qa\u00e7araq \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc masaya \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131r, portfeli qoyub ehmalca k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kilirdi. \u201cB\u00f6y\u00fck i\u015f\u00e7i\u201d say\u0131lan birinin el\u0259diyi is\u0259 he\u00e7 i\u015f \u0259d\u0259b-\u0259rkan\u0131na s\u0131\u011fm\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130clas\u0131n ortas\u0131nda yerind\u0259n qalx\u0131r, dinm\u0259z-s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259z, Qafqazdan od o\u011furlayan Prometey kimi \u0259zml\u0259, yenilm\u0259z add\u0131mlarla m\u00fcdirin masas\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r, qoltu\u011funun alt\u0131nda sirli bir \u015feymi\u015f kimi gizl\u0259tdiyi su \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sini v\u0259 salfet\u0259 b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fc st\u0259kan\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b masaya qoyur, t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259d\u0259n, ehmalca, \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259ni a\u00e7\u0131r, st\u0259kan\u0131 doldurur v\u0259 m\u00fcdir\u0259 uzad\u0131rd\u0131. M\u00fcdir d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131yla \u201ct\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u201d edib etinas\u0131zcas\u0131na zala g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirir, bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f el\u0259y\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 saxlay\u0131rd\u0131. Su g\u0259tir\u0259n st\u0259kan\u0131 masaya qoyub eyni m\u0259\u011frur add\u0131mlarla yerin\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131&#8230; Bu \u201csu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si\u201d h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 eyni adam\u0131n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131 zaman\u0131 ba\u015f verirdi. \u00c7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u00e7\u0131 da \u201cb\u00f6y\u00fck\u201dl\u0259rd\u0259n idi, ya\u015f\u0131 \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, bu g\u00fcn-sabah t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xacaqd\u0131, i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259r \u00f6z aralar\u0131nda \u201cged\u0259rayaq\u201d dey\u0259 b\u0259hs edirdil\u0259r ondan. Amma o, ged\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015fam\u0131rd\u0131&#8230; \u018fksin\u0259, yeni g\u0259l\u0259n i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131na s\u00fcbut el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, \u201cbax\u0131n, m\u00fcdirin x\u0259trini ham\u0131dan \u00e7ox m\u0259n ist\u0259yir\u0259m&#8230;\u201d Sanki, onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u015f\u00e7i olmaq m\u00fcdirin x\u0259trini ist\u0259m\u0259k idi, v\u0259ssalam. He\u00e7 bilmirdim onun i\u015fi n\u0259d\u0259n ibar\u0259tdir. Birc\u0259 onu bilirdim ki, h\u0259r iclasda \u0259lini qald\u0131r\u0131b s\u00f6z al\u0131r, uzun-uzad\u0131 m\u00fcdirin yax\u015f\u0131 r\u0259hb\u0259rlik etm\u0259yind\u0259n, insani m\u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n, eld\u0259-obada olan h\u00f6rm\u0259tind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131. Bir s\u00f6zl\u0259 m\u00fcdirimin \u0259traf\u0131 yaltaqlarla dolu idi. \u00c7ox az adam m\u00fc\u0259ssis\u0259nin m\u0259nafeyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc, \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259t is\u0259 \u00f6z i\u015fi il\u0259 deyil, m\u00fcdirin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 girm\u0259kl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful idi.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dc\u00e7 il\u0259 yax\u0131n i\u015fl\u0259dim o idar\u0259d\u0259, o m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 m\u00fcdir\u0259 yaltaqlanma\u011f\u0131n f\u0259rqli-f\u0259rqli formalar\u0131n\u0131-ki\u00e7ik q\u0131z\u0131l qaydalar\u0131ndan tutmu\u015f, m\u00fctl\u0259q edilm\u0259li olan h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox \u015fey g\u00f6rd\u00fcm&#8230; G\u00f6rd\u00fcm, amma \u00f6z\u00fcm o kollektiv\u0259 qaynay\u0131b-qar\u0131\u015fa bilm\u0259dim. \u0130lk f\u00fcrs\u0259td\u0259c\u0259 masam\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki kitab-d\u0259ft\u0259rimi toplad\u0131m, i\u015f kompyuterimin yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 noutbukuma transfer edib i\u015fd\u0259n ayr\u0131ld\u0131m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>V\u0259 indi, \u201cBe\u015fm\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259\u201dnin yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 bu xudmani kafed\u0259 dostlar\u0131mdan birinin g\u0259li\u015fini g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259min m\u00fcdirl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 yadda\u015f\u0131mda n\u0259 varsa, e\u015fib-t\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Geyindiyi bahal\u0131 kostyumlar, \u00fct\u00fcs\u00fc qarp\u0131z k\u0259s\u0259n \u015falvarlar, bo\u011fazl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ikiqat k\u00f6yn\u0259kl\u0259r, ip\u0259k cib d\u0259smal\u0131n\u0131n r\u0259ngin\u0259 uy\u011fun qalstuklar, add\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 daha q\u0259tiyy\u0259tli ed\u0259n d\u0259ri ayaqqab\u0131lar, h\u0259r kostyuma uy\u011fun eyn\u0259kl\u0259r v\u0259 portfell\u0259r&#8230;-ham\u0131s\u0131 yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259n boylan\u0131b qalx\u0131r, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7ir, ir\u0259lid\u0259ki masaya bax\u0131b \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fan \u0259yya\u015f\u0131n obraz\u0131na hopur, yoxa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131&#8230; H\u0259, g\u00fcnorta olmam\u0131\u015f art\u0131q masas\u0131nda, \u0259n az\u0131, d\u00f6rd piv\u0259 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259si olan, bo\u015fqabdak\u0131 noxudlar\u0131 ovuclay\u0131b a\u011fz\u0131na dolduran, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259ynin\u0259 dar g\u0259l\u0259n \u00e7irkli k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin qollar\u0131na sil\u0259n bu \u0259yya\u015f m\u0259nim ke\u00e7mi\u015f m\u00fcdirim idi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u018fyya\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6y\u0259 tutdu, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f yava\u015f-yava\u015f g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00f6z duraca\u011f\u0131 yeri rahatlay\u0131r, k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n k\u0259m qalan a\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131qlar\u0131 \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131yla daha b\u0259rk s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131rd\u0131. Baxa-baxa qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>-N\u0259s\u0259 ist\u0259yirdiniz, m\u00fc\u0259llim?<\/p>\n<p>D\u00f6nd\u00fcm, ofisiant o\u011flan diqq\u0259tl\u0259 \u0259yya\u015fa baxd\u0131, \u0259lind\u0259ki sinini \u0259l havas\u0131na masaya qoydu, yenid\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259 tutdu:<\/p>\n<p>-N\u0259s\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131?<\/p>\n<p>-\u00c7ay&#8230;K\u0259klikotulu olsa, lap yax\u015f\u0131 olar.-dedim.<\/p>\n<p>O\u011flan sinid\u0259 haz\u0131r g\u0259tirdiyi \u00e7aydan\u0131 altl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fdirdi, c\u0259ld st\u0259kan-n\u0259lb\u0259kini bir \u0259l salfetl\u0259 sildi, \u00e7ay s\u00fcz\u00fcb masaya qoydu. N\u0259lb\u0259kinin k\u0259nar\u0131ndan tutub qaba\u011f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0259kdim. G\u00f6zucu ke\u00e7mi\u015f m\u00fcdirim\u0259 bax\u0131b ofisiantdan xahi\u015f etdim ki, ona m\u0259nim hesab\u0131ma bir piv\u0259 d\u0259 versin. Ofisiant t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf dolu bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 dikdi:<\/p>\n<p>-Ba\u015f \u00fcst\u0259! Amma m\u00fc\u0259llim, o, art\u0131q bir ayd\u0131r ki, bura dadan\u0131b. Cibind\u0259 pul olmur ha, onun-bunun masas\u0131nda qalan \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb dibind\u0259kini i\u00e7ir, bir bo\u015fqab noxud da biz veririk. El\u0259 oturub dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, sonra da camaatdan siqaret ist\u0259yir&#8230; M\u00fcdirimiz d\u0259 deyir, qovmay\u0131n, yaz\u0131qd\u0131&#8230; Y\u0259ni, bir piv\u0259 ver\u0259k ey&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Z\u0259nnl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb susdu, sinisini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb getdi, az sonra \u0259lind\u0259 bir piv\u0259 geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc, apar\u0131b ke\u00e7mi\u015f m\u00fcdirimin qaba\u011f\u0131na qoydu. M\u00fcdir \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 inanm\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi dolu \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyatla baxd\u0131, sonra \u0259lin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb yoxlad\u0131, o t\u0259r\u0259f-bu t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259ki yaz\u0131lar\u0131, etiketl\u0259ri birinci d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f kimi diqq\u0259tl\u0259 inc\u0259l\u0259di, n\u0259hay\u0259t, piv\u0259ni masaya qoyub a\u00e7maq q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldi. Udumlaya-udumlaya \u0259trafa g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirirdi, bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z toqqu\u015fanda i\u00e7m\u0259yini dayand\u0131rd\u0131&#8230;Tan\u0131m\u0131\u015fd\u0131 m\u0259ni&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Piv\u0259sini \u0259lin\u0259 al\u0131b aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, asta-asta m\u0259nim masama t\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Yan masadak\u0131 iki g\u0259nc o\u011flan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>-Biz\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259lir, indi g\u0259lib yalandan cibl\u0259rini e\u015f\u0259c\u0259k, guya siqaret axtar\u0131r. Ax\u0131rda da dey\u0259c\u0259k ki, qarda\u015fo\u011flu, siqaretim evd\u0259 qal\u0131b, bir d\u0259n\u0259 ver&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>-S\u0259n d\u0259 verm\u0259, g\u00fccl\u0259 al\u0131r?!<\/p>\n<p>-Adam\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc k\u0259smir ax\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>-Yox, dayand\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim masam\u0131n yan\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 m\u00fcdir. Diqq\u0259tl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di, \u00fczb\u0259\u00fczd\u0259ki stulda oturdu. S\u00f6z\u0259 m\u0259n ba\u015flad\u0131m:<\/p>\n<p>-Nec\u0259siniz?<\/p>\n<p>-\u00c7ox sa\u011f ol, s\u0259n nec\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p>-Sa\u011fl\u0131q olsun. N\u0259 var, n\u0259 yox?<\/p>\n<p>Cavab verm\u0259di, qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259yib n\u0259yi is\u0259 ciddi-ciddi fikirl\u0259\u015fdi. Sanki x\u0259yal\u0259n ne\u00e7\u0259 il \u0259vv\u0259l\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131, ill\u0259rin o \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 vacib bir \u015fey tapd\u0131, bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131na y\u00fckl\u0259di, ordan dodaqlar\u0131na \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc&#8230;Asta-asta dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>-S\u0259n bizim o t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7is\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>-H\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>-Y\u0259qin, indi m\u0259ni bel\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcb ne\u00e7\u0259 fikr\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcs\u0259n. Neyn\u0259k&#8230;H\u0259r\u0259ninki bir c\u00fcr g\u0259tirir d\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>-Narahat olmay\u0131n&#8230;-dem\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6z tapm\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 s\u00f6z dem\u0259liydim ki, x\u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259sin. Amma hans\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fc? Bilmirdim&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>-S\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 i\u015f\u00e7i idin&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>-M\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p>-B\u0259li.-bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 bo\u015f k\u00fclqab\u0131dan \u00e7\u0259kib s\u0131nay\u0131c\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>-Hardan bilirsiniz? -mara\u011f\u0131m\u0131 gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p>-M\u0259n ham\u0131n\u0131 \u0259limin i\u00e7i kimi tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m. Birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 i\u015find\u0259 n\u00f6qsana yol verm\u0259din. Sakitc\u0259 \u00f6z i\u015finl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful idin, he\u00e7 kiml\u0259 i\u015fin yox idi. H\u0259m d\u0259 ki\u015fi adamsan, bir d\u0259f\u0259 qap\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b n\u0259 yaltaqland\u0131n, n\u0259 d\u0259 hans\u0131sa xahi\u015f\u0259 g\u0259ldin o iki il s\u0259kkiz ayda.<\/p>\n<p>-Amma m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi siz yaltaqlananlar\u0131, qap\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 gir\u0259nl\u0259ri daha \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirdiniz&#8230; Onlar\u0131 tez-tez t\u0259ltif edirdiniz, \u0259lav\u0259 maa\u015flar yaz\u0131rd\u0131n\u0131z&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>-Ke\u00e7mi\u015f i\u015f\u00e7i kimi g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn haqs\u0131zl\u0131qlar\u0131 m\u00fcdirin boynuna y\u00fckl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan?-b\u0131\u011falt\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.<\/p>\n<p>-Yox, olan\u0131 deyir\u0259m.-s\u0259simd\u0259ki \u00fcsyankarl\u0131qdan \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 diksindim. -M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, o vaxt ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131za f\u0131rlanan, siz avtomobild\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015f qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7maqda bir-biri il\u0259 yar\u0131\u015fan m\u00fcavinl\u0259riniz indi g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259ymir. H\u0259r g\u00fcn siz\u0259 bir x\u0259b\u0259r \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131b, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fczd\u0259 ucals\u0131nlar dey\u0259, bir-birinin aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131 qazan \u015f\u00f6b\u0259 m\u00fcdirl\u0259ri indi buxarlan\u0131blar. Bizim m\u00fc\u0259ssis\u0259d\u0259 ixtisasca m\u00fc\u0259llim olan \u00e7ox idi, amma \u201cm\u00fc\u0259llim\u201d dey\u0259nd\u0259 ancaq siz n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutulurdunuz. Ancaq siz M\u00dc\u018fLL\u0130M idiniz, ba\u015fqalar\u0131 adi m\u00fc\u0259llim idi.<\/p>\n<p>-H\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259ncs\u0259n, t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i, g\u0259ncs\u0259n. Bir g\u00fcn \u00f6y\u0259n\u0259rs\u0259n&#8230;M\u00fcdir olarsan demir\u0259m, s\u0259nd\u0259n m\u00fcdir olmaz. Amma, \u0259n az\u0131ndan, \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>-N\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259liy\u0259m?<\/p>\n<p>-M\u00fcdirl\u0259rin yaltaqlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259l sildiyini&#8230;Eyn\u0259n salfet kimi. H\u0259, h\u0259&#8230;T\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nm\u0259, he\u00e7 bir m\u00fcdir o yaltaqlara h\u00f6rm\u0259t qoymur \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259, i\u015fl\u0259rini yeridirl\u0259r, sad\u0259c\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>-Nolsun ki?! O \u201csalfet\u201d dedikl\u0259riniz, arxas\u0131nca g\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcz adamlar m\u0259hz el\u0259 sizin verdiyiniz s\u0259lahiyy\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n istifad\u0259 ed\u0259r\u0259k pill\u0259-pill\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259lir, ir\u0259lil\u0259yir, g\u0259lib ba\u015fa ke\u00e7ir, sonra da ki\u015fi kimi adamlar\u0131n, m\u0259suliyy\u0259tli, ab\u0131rl\u0131 insanlar\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6y \u0259skiy\u0259 b\u00fck\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>-Bilirik&#8230;Amma \u0259ld\u0259 s\u00fcbut olmadan ittiham etm\u0259k, c\u0259zaland\u0131rmaq da olmur. S\u00f6zl\u0259 \u00fcsyan etm\u0259k ayr\u0131, o boyda bir-birinin aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 basdalamayan\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0131xarmaq ayr\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>-G\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fcz s\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Susdum, bu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 n\u0259zak\u0259tim\u0259 yenildim. Hiss el\u0259dim ki, hans\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fc des\u0259m, s\u0259simd\u0259ki ittiham\u0131 bo\u011fa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. M\u00fcdir d\u0259 susmu\u015fdu&#8230;ha\u00e7andan ha\u00e7ana k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb yenid\u0259n s\u00f6z\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>-\u0130ki il s\u0259kkiz ay&#8230; Az i\u015fl\u0259din orda. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7 y\u00fcz al\u0131rd\u0131n, ax\u0131ra yax\u0131n yeddi y\u00fcz\u00fcyd\u00fc maa\u015f\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>-El\u0259dir ki var!-Yadda\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 bu d\u0259qiqliyin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda heyr\u0259timi gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p>-Sonra xarici \u015firk\u0259t\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t el\u0259dil\u0259r s\u0259ni, h\u0259m orda i\u015fl\u0259din, h\u0259m bizd\u0259&#8230; Bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 xaricd\u0259 konfransa \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar s\u0259ni. Getdin. Orda s\u0259ni t\u0259ltif el\u0259dil\u0259r, b\u00f6y\u00fck imkanlar \u0259ld\u0259 etdin. \u018fm\u0259khaqq\u0131n\u0131 da art\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar o xarici \u015firk\u0259td\u0259. D\u00fczd\u00fc, t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i?<\/p>\n<p>-B\u0259li&#8230;-dedim, m\u0259niml\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 yadda\u015f\u0131nda daha n\u0259 var dey\u0259 susub maraqla ona qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131m. O, he\u00e7 vaxt onun \u0259traf\u0131nda f\u0131rlanmayan bir i\u015f\u00e7isi haqda sanki d\u00fcn\u0259n oldu\u011fu kimi bu q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259lumata malikdir<\/p>\n<p>-Bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 t\u0259miz \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getdin- dey\u0259 o davam etdi- i\u015f masanda s\u0259nd\u0259n geriy\u0259 bir topa vizit kart\u0131 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, \u0259n \u00fcstd\u0259ki d\u0259 m\u0259nim vizit kart\u0131m idi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>-B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 nec\u0259 yadda saxlam\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z, m\u00fc\u0259llim? \u2013daha heyr\u0259timi gizl\u0259tm\u0259yin m\u0259nas\u0131 yox idi.<\/p>\n<p>-\u00c7\u00fcnki yax\u015f\u0131 i\u015f\u00e7iydin. M\u0259suliyy\u0259tli, i\u015fini bil\u0259n, ab\u0131rl\u0131, i\u015f etikalar\u0131na sadiq, \u0259n \u0259sas\u0131 da, yaltaqlanmayan, minn\u0259t g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259n adam idin. Bir d\u0259, unutma, m\u00fcdiriydim m\u0259n, m\u00fcdir. \u0130dar\u0259d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 xasiyy\u0259tnam\u0259l\u0259ri m\u0259n yaz\u0131b imzalay\u0131rd\u0131m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259rib\u0259 bir t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd sard\u0131 m\u0259ni&#8230; O xarici \u015firk\u0259tin ilk m\u00fcsahib\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259ni i\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc, \u015f\u00f6b\u0259 m\u00fcdirinin qa\u015f-qabaqla ota\u011fa girib m\u0259ni t\u0259brik etm\u0259yini, xarici konfransda i\u015ftirak etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259hz m\u0259nim se\u00e7ilm\u0259yimi, orda ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m sertifikat\u0131, h\u0259diyy\u0259 edil\u0259n bahal\u0131 qol saat\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131m birc\u0259-birc\u0259&#8230; H\u0259tta, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ucuyla u\u011furlar\u0131m\u0131n simvolu kimi qoluma ba\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m saat\u0131n d\u0259ri qay\u0131\u015f\u0131na da baxd\u0131m&#8230; \u0130ll\u0259rdir \u0259ld\u0259 etdiyim b\u00fct\u00fcn nailiyy\u0259tl\u0259rimi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 olan inam\u0131m\u0131n, savad\u0131m\u0131n b\u0259hr\u0259si kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Amma indi g\u00fcv\u0259ndikl\u0259rimin m\u0259ni u\u011fura aparan yolun yaln\u0131z yar\u0131s\u0131 oldu\u011funu anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 m\u0259hz bu adam: qar\u015f\u0131mda oturan nimda\u015f paltarl\u0131 \u0259yya\u015f, m\u0259nim ke\u00e7mi\u015f m\u00fcdirim yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259r xasiyy\u0259tnam\u0259 il\u0259, \u00e7\u0259kdiyi h\u0259r imza il\u0259 taleyim\u0259 in\u015fa etmi\u015fdi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u018flac\u0131m ona \u00e7atd\u0131 ki, t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcdl\u0259rin yaxas\u0131na sancma\u011fa bir k\u0259skin etiraz b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 axtar\u0131m. Tapmaqda gecikm\u0259dim; \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc t\u0259s\u0259lli etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m: \u201cH\u0259r \u015feyi ver\u0259n, h\u0259r yolu a\u00e7an Yaradan\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r. Sad\u0259c\u0259, o, bu insana verdiyini o biri insan\u0131n \u0259liyl\u0259 verir&#8230;Qadir Allah&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>-H\u0259, bel\u0259, t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i, durum yava\u015f-yava\u015f gedim.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00fcdir aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sini \u0259lin\u0259 ald\u0131, i\u00e7ind\u0259ki piv\u0259ni birn\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi. Bo\u015f \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259ni qaytar\u0131b m\u0259nim masam\u0131n yan\u0131na-yer\u0259 qoydu. Sonra bir saniy\u0259liyin\u0259 dayand\u0131, cibl\u0259rini e\u015f\u0259l\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. A\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 ehmalca siqaret qutusunu cibimd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b masaya qoydum, \u201cm\u00fcdirim\u0259\u201d t\u0259r\u0259f it\u0259l\u0259dim. Yen\u0259 b\u0131\u011falt\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di, qutunu a\u00e7\u0131b i\u00e7ind\u0259n iki siqaret g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, m\u0131z\u0131ldand\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>-B\u0259simdi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Yan\u0131mdan ke\u00e7ib getm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 qolundan tutub saxlad\u0131m. Onun g\u00f6nd\u0259ri\u015fi il\u0259 qat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m xarici konfransda m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 edil\u0259n bahal\u0131 saat\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6z bil\u0259yimd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b onun bil\u0259yin\u0259 taxd\u0131m. N\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259di yen\u0259, amma bu d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan m\u00fct\u0259\u0259ssir oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259zliy\u0259 vurub yerimd\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdim, bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 kafenin qap\u0131s\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7evirdim.<\/p>\n<p>-Bilirs\u0259n, t\u0259c\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qap\u0131dan gir\u0259n dostumun \u015f\u0259n s\u0259si k\u0259sdi:<\/p>\n<p>-A&#8230;\u00c7oxdan g\u00f6zl\u0259yirs\u0259n, m\u00fc\u0259llim? Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, gecikdim. Qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m dayanacaqdan bura.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fliml\u0259 dostuma \u00e7aydan\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rib ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 geri \u00e7evirdim ki, m\u00fcdirl\u0259 sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131m. Yox idi; qay\u0131d\u0131b bayaqk\u0131 yerind\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fc o yana oturmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n<p>Dostumla h\u0259r\u0259miz\u0259 c\u0259mi bir st\u0259kan \u00e7ay i\u00e7dik h\u0259min g\u00fcn o yay kafesind\u0259. V\u0259 o \u00e7ay orda i\u00e7il\u0259n sonuncu \u00e7ay oldu. Bir daha o kafey\u0259 getm\u0259dim&#8230; M\u00fcdirimin orda olmaq ehtimal\u0131 he\u00e7 vaxt s\u0131f\u0131ra b\u0259rab\u0259r olmad\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"16629\">Yaz\u0131ya 430 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(hekay\u0259) Kafenin qaba\u011f\u0131na \u00e7atanda g\u00fcnortaya az qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259r asta-asta, g\u00f6z g\u00f6rm\u0259d\u0259n, ruh duymadan aid olduqlar\u0131na do\u011fru \u00e7\u0259kilir, sanki s\u0259h\u0259r dan i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda boy uzatd\u0131qlar\u0131 yerl\u0259rd\u0259n n\u0259yis\u0259 o\u011furlay\u0131b gizlinc\u0259 \u201cqeyb olma\u011fa\u201d \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259dim; \u201cqeyb olmaq\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u00f6lg\u0259y\u0259 aid etm\u0259yin q\u0259rib ab-havas\u0131na b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rim. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, \u00e7ox yorulmu\u015fdum. Yax\u0131nl\u0131qdak\u0131 bo\u015f masalara g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdim, m\u0259nd\u0259n, t\u0259xmin\u0259n, on add\u0131m soldak\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131l [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16629"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16629"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16629\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16631,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16629\/revisions\/16631"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16629"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16629"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16629"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}