{"id":17033,"date":"2021-10-06T15:13:38","date_gmt":"2021-10-06T10:13:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=17033"},"modified":"2021-10-06T15:13:38","modified_gmt":"2021-10-06T10:13:38","slug":"n%c9%99riman-h%c9%99s%c9%99nzad%c9%99-tarixin-yaddasi-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=17033","title":{"rendered":"N\u0259riman H\u018fS\u018fNZAD\u018f – Tarixin yadda\u015f\u0131 (\u015feirl\u0259r)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"55876_qauivdae3n\"<\/a>Tarixin yadda\u015f\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

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“…S\u0259n n\u0259 vaxt yalan-c\u0259f\u0259ng<\/em><\/p>\n

uydurma\u011f\u0131 t\u0259rgid\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?!”<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0A.S.Pu\u015fkinin erm\u0259nil\u0259r haqq\u0131nda dedikl\u0259rind\u0259n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Qanl\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f s\u0259ng\u0259rind\u0259<\/p>\n

“Su!”, “Su!” dey\u0259n<\/p>\n

yaral\u0131ya,<\/p>\n

su verm\u0259yib bir erm\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

suqab\u0131 da<\/p>\n

dolu suymu\u015f.<\/p>\n

Pu\u015fkin g\u00f6r\u00fcb o s\u0259hn\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

\u00fcsyan edir<\/p>\n

bu d\u00fcnyaya,<\/p>\n

Hardan bilsin o s\u0259rs\u0259ri<\/p>\n

hans\u0131 yolun<\/p>\n

yol\u00e7usuymu\u015f.<\/p>\n

\u00dcnvan\u0131na n\u0259l\u0259r deyir,<\/p>\n

n\u0259l\u0259r deyir.<\/p>\n

\u0130nsand\u0131sa – erm\u0259nid\u0259n<\/p>\n

bir az insanl\u0131q<\/p>\n

ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

Bir az m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t<\/p>\n

ist\u0259yir,<\/p>\n

bir az \u0259dal\u0259t<\/p>\n

ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

\u0130st\u0259yir ki, g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259sin,<\/p>\n

\u015f\u0259r\u0259fsizi.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 \u00e7iynind\u0259 t\u00fcf\u0259ngi var,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 cibind\u0259<\/p>\n

bir g\u00fcll\u0259si.<\/p>\n

\u015eair \u00f6z\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131bd\u0131, –<\/p>\n

silah kimi,<\/p>\n

t\u00fcf\u0259ng kimi.<\/p>\n

\u018fl sin\u0259d\u0259, \u00fcr\u0259k s\u0259sd\u0259,<\/p>\n

q\u0259fil qalxan<\/p>\n

k\u00fcl\u0259k kimi.<\/p>\n

L\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259yir erm\u0259nini,<\/p>\n

haqdan g\u0259l\u0259n<\/p>\n

haqq s\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259.<\/p>\n

Qur\u011fu\u015funla, bar\u0131tla yox,<\/p>\n

\u015f\u0259r\u0259fiyl\u0259,<\/p>\n

n\u00fcfuzuyla.<\/p>\n

“O\u011fru!” deyir,<\/p>\n

“Qorxaq!” deyir,<\/p>\n

“Dov\u015fan!” deyir,<\/p>\n

“Qara\u00e7\u0131!” deyir,<\/p>\n

“Qul!” deyir…<\/p>\n

Rus \u015feirinin g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin\u0259<\/p>\n

qoca tarix<\/p>\n

sa\u011f ol! – deyir.<\/p>\n

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S\u00fclhm\u0259raml\u0131 el\u00e7i<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Birinci xan\u0131m,<\/em><\/p>\n

Birinci vitse-prezident<\/em><\/p>\n

Mehriban \u018fliyevaya<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00c7axd\u0131 \u015fim\u015f\u0259k kimi, do\u011fdu g\u00fcn kimi,<\/p>\n

Ali Ba\u015f Komandan yard\u0131 c\u0259bh\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Onun arxas\u0131yd\u0131n –<\/p>\n

s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn kimi,<\/p>\n

zaman alq\u0131\u015flad\u0131 s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

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\u015e\u0259hid anas\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlayanda,<\/p>\n

susdun, k\u0259la\u011fay\u0131 c\u0259kib ba\u015f\u0131na.<\/p>\n

Yan\u0131nda k\u00f6vr\u0259lib o a\u011flayanda,<\/p>\n

s\u0259n t\u0259s\u0259lli oldun<\/p>\n

o g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131na.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259n ayr\u0131 olmad\u0131n eld\u0259n-obadan,<\/p>\n

q\u0259lbin sudan duru – Aydan ar\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259scid\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259 “Quran”,<\/p>\n

dilind\u0259 Tanr\u0131n\u0131n dualar\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259n – \u015fair anas\u0131, \u0259sg\u0259r anas\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u015fahan\u0259 g\u0259lini<\/p>\n

ulu \u00f6nd\u0259rin.<\/p>\n

H\u0259yat\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131, \u00f6mr\u00fcn m\u0259nas\u0131,<\/p>\n

tale kitab\u0131nda yaz\u0131l\u0131b s\u0259nin.<\/p>\n

Bir arzu, bir ist\u0259k ya\u015fatd\u0131 bizi,<\/p>\n

sevindi Xalq\u0131m\u0131z, \u0130qtidar\u0131m\u0131z.<\/p>\n

Mu\u011famdan do\u011fuldun,<\/p>\n

\u0130lham P\u0259risi,<\/p>\n

“\u0130stiqlal mar\u015f\u0131”n\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131 tar\u0131m\u0131z.<\/p>\n

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\u015e\u0259rqd\u0259 – \u015e\u0259rq \u00fcr\u0259kli bir inci oldun,<\/p>\n

Avropada – S\u00fclhm\u0259raml\u0131 bir el\u00e7i.<\/p>\n

Ledil\u0259r yan\u0131nda Birinci oldun,<\/p>\n

r\u0259smi g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259,<\/p>\n

yen\u0259 Birinci.<\/p>\n

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\u00c7\u0259kdiyin qay\u011f\u0131lar sona yetm\u0259di,<\/p>\n

g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r fikirli, gec\u0259l\u0259r oyaq.<\/p>\n

44 G\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yuxu getm\u0259di,<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fada qalx\u0131nca,<\/p>\n

\u00fc\u00e7r\u0259ngli bayraq.<\/p>\n

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Gah nigaran g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, gah da m\u00fclayim,<\/p>\n

adi t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcn – bir ehtiramd\u0131.<\/p>\n

(O sizin q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131z, Arif m\u00fc\u0259llim,<\/p>\n

anas\u0131z vaxt\u0131mda,<\/p>\n

m\u0259nim anamd\u0131!).<\/p>\n

Salam, Xudaf\u0259rin k\u00f6rp\u00fcs\u00fc, salam!<\/p>\n

Salam, O Taydak\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycana!<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcz il sonra ke\u00e7di \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n \u0130lham,<\/p>\n

bir d\u0259 c\u0259bh\u0259 dostu –<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Mehriban Ana!<\/p>\n

Salam, O Taydak\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycana!<\/p>\n

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Ba\u011f qon\u015fular\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ev alma, qon\u015fu al.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Atalar s\u00f6z\u00fc<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Qohumdan \u0259zizdi qon\u015fu, deyibl\u0259r,<\/p>\n

Qals\u0131n qulaqlarda bir tana kimi.<\/p>\n

Qon\u015fu yax\u0131ndad\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 dad\u0131na yet\u0259r,<\/p>\n

qohumun bir \u0259li \u00e7atana kimi.<\/p>\n

Bura ba\u011f yeridi, bird\u0259n dar\u0131xsam,<\/p>\n

\u00fcr\u0259yim ist\u0259s\u0259, ya el\u0259 bir g\u00fcn, –<\/p>\n

g\u0259r\u0259k m\u0259n uzun bir n\u0259rdivan qoyam,<\/p>\n

hasar qon\u015fumuzu,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 s\u0259sl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

Qon\u015fu var, qon\u015fuya dost-qarda\u015f deyir,<\/p>\n

burda \u0259sl s\u00f6z\u00fc, dilsiz da\u015f deyir.<\/p>\n

Xaricd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, \u015firin yuxuydu,<\/p>\n

qon\u015funun-qon\u015fuya n\u0259ydi t\u00f6hf\u0259si, –<\/p>\n

ba\u011flar aras\u0131nda hasar yoxuydu,<\/p>\n

m\u0259ftil \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdil\u0259r,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 hasar\u0259v\u0259zi.<\/p>\n

Otlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 itmi\u015fdi “\u00e7\u0259p\u0259r”,<\/p>\n

ortaq el\u0259mi\u015fdi o, ba\u011flar\u0131 da.<\/p>\n

Qon\u015fu budaqlara,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 s\u00f6yk\u0259nmi\u015fdil\u0259r,<\/p>\n

qon\u015fu a\u011faclar\u0131n budaqlar\u0131 da.<\/p>\n

Kimdi hasar \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n o qaradinm\u0259z?<\/p>\n

O s\u0259ni b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259z, m\u0259ni b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

o da bir hasard\u0131 –<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 q\u00fcrurlu, m\u0259\u011frur.<\/p>\n

hasar, o “hasar”a s\u00f6yk\u0259nib durur.<\/p>\n

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Burda hasarlan\u0131r, v\u0259t\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n

biri o birin\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yir \u0259hs\u0259n!<\/p>\n

Allah\u0131m, \u00e7\u0259tindi S\u0259nd\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n

bizi bizd\u0259n qoru,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 qoruya bils\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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“\u0130lham c\u0259ngisi”<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Araz\u0131n o tay\u0131ndan q\u0259l\u0259m dostum<\/em><\/p>\n

H\u00fcseyin \u015e\u0259rqi ustad a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00c7ingiz Mehdinin saz ansambl\u0131n\u0131n<\/em><\/p>\n

lent yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rib<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0M\u00fc\u0259llif<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Deyin, m\u0259n heyranam A\u015f\u0131q \u00c7ingiz\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u00fcr\u0259yim soyumur t\u0259kc\u0259 “Sa\u011fol!”la.<\/p>\n

Apard\u0131, g\u0259tirdi m\u0259ni T\u0259briz\u0259,<\/p>\n

o s\u0259sl\u0259 –<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 o siml\u0259raras\u0131 yolla!<\/p>\n

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Qaladan-qalaya y\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc gedir,<\/p>\n

\u0130gid q\u0131yyas\u0131 var, at ki\u015fn\u0259rtisi.<\/p>\n

\u0130stiqlal yolunda d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc gedir? –<\/p>\n

\u015f\u0259hid sin\u0259siymi\u015f –<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 saz\u0131n sin\u0259si.<\/p>\n

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Sazda Araz ax\u0131r, sazda K\u00fcr da\u015f\u0131r,<\/p>\n

qoyma,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 sel apar\u0131r Saram\u0131, A\u015f\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 \u015fim\u015f\u0259k oyna\u015f\u0131r,<\/p>\n

qaytar bu d\u00fcnyaya, d\u00fcnyam\u0131, A\u015f\u0131q.<\/p>\n

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Bir sar\u0131 sim\u0259mi \u0259sirdi d\u00fcnya? –<\/p>\n

can qu\u015fu u\u00e7dumu, q\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259 qalm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n indi bildim ki, bir sirdi d\u00fcnya, –<\/p>\n

he\u00e7 k\u0259sin qisas\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 he\u00e7 k\u0259sd\u0259 qalm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Arazdan bu yana – “\u0130lham c\u0259ngisi”,<\/p>\n

sin\u0259m\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131m saz t\u00f6hf\u0259siydi.<\/p>\n

44 G\u00fcn tarixin ilk salnam\u0259si,<\/p>\n

q\u0259dim d\u00fcnyam\u0131z\u0131n,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259siydi.<\/p>\n

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G\u0259zir s\u0259ng\u0259r-s\u0259ng\u0259r \u015f\u0259r\u0259fli ad\u0131,<\/p>\n

orda S\u0259rk\u0259rd\u0259di, burda Diplomat.<\/p>\n

O da bir e\u015fq il\u0259 sevir h\u0259yat\u0131, –<\/p>\n

“Pa\u015finyan, nooldu?!”,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 bu da zarafat!<\/p>\n

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“\u0130lham c\u0259ngisi”n\u0259 k\u00f6kl\u0259 havan\u0131,<\/p>\n

oxuyaq, \u0130lahi bir ehtirasla.<\/p>\n

Yeni Az\u0259rbaycan \u0130ntibah\u0131n\u0131, –<\/p>\n

m\u0259n burda q\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 s\u0259n orda sazla.<\/p>\n

Oxuyaq, \u0130lahi bir ehtirasla.<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

44 g\u00fcn s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 birinci \u018fsg\u0259r,<\/p>\n

q\u0131z\u011f\u0131n m\u00fcsahib\u0259: d\u00f6rd dild\u0259,<\/p>\n

d\u00f6rd g\u00fcn!<\/p>\n

O\u011flum, t\u0259brik d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259, B\u0259yl\u0259r,<\/p>\n

qald\u0131r a\u011f ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qoy ham\u0131 g\u00f6rs\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nin s\u0259daq\u0259tin pakd\u0131r, t\u0259mizdir,<\/p>\n

Ali Ba\u015f Komandan – S\u0259rk\u0259rd\u0259mizdir!<\/p>\n

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Olayd\u0131m<\/strong><\/p>\n

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S\u0259n ki, bel\u0259 q\u0259m \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n,<\/p>\n

yan\u0131nda lo\u011fman olayd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 heyr\u0259t ed\u0259nd\u0259,<\/p>\n

m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 heyran olayd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6r\u0259ydim bu d\u00fcnya n\u0259dir,<\/p>\n

x\u0259yal n\u0259dir, r\u00f6ya n\u0259dir?!<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyadak\u0131 m\u0259na n\u0259dir,<\/p>\n

yan\u0131nda h\u0259yan olayd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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D\u00f6n\u0259ydi \u00f6mr\u00fcn t\u0259k\u0259ri,<\/p>\n

qovu\u015fayd\u0131 K\u00fcr, H\u0259k\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n on be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131nda p\u0259ri,<\/p>\n

m\u0259n subay o\u011flan olayd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\n

\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 inan<\/strong><\/p>\n

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H\u0259l\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ax\u0131r\u0131 deyil,<\/p>\n

s\u0131xma \u00fcr\u0259yini, qoyma dar\u0131xs\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Dostun, elo\u011flunun pax\u0131l\u0131 deyil,<\/p>\n

g\u0259r\u0259k qar\u015f\u0131na da<\/p>\n

yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n.<\/p>\n

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A\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 itirir a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259z\u0259n,<\/p>\n

\u00e7eyn\u0259nib pis dil\u0259-a\u011f\u0131za d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

Haqs\u0131z el\u0259yirl\u0259r haql\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259z\u0259n,<\/p>\n

t\u0259rif haql\u0131ya yox,<\/p>\n

haqs\u0131za d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

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Bir az s\u0259brli ol, bir az da m\u00f6hk\u0259m,<\/p>\n

\u00f6zg\u0259si dananda, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 inan.<\/p>\n

E\u015fit s\u00f6zl\u0259rimi, g\u00f6r n\u0259 deyir\u0259m, –<\/p>\n

g\u00fcnl\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259<\/p>\n

bir G\u00fcn\u0259 inan.<\/p>\n

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Yand\u0131ran, s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u0259n bir \u0259ldi y\u0259qin,<\/p>\n

yanan oca\u011f\u0131 da, s\u00f6n\u0259n \u015fam\u0131 da.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyada Vaxt adl\u0131 bir m\u00fcn\u0259ccimin<\/p>\n

h\u00f6km\u00fc d\u0259 q\u0259tidir,<\/p>\n

s\u0259r\u0259ncam\u0131 da.<\/p>\n

\n

H\u0259yat\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc<\/strong><\/p>\n

\n

Qad\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi g\u00fccl\u00fcd\u00fcr, inan, –<\/em><\/p>\n

\u0130nsandan, poladdan, oddan, Tanr\u0131dan.<\/em><\/p>\n

\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 P.Ronsar<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\n

H\u0259r ki\u015fi dal\u0131nca bir qad\u0131n a\u011flar,<\/p>\n

d\u0259nizl\u0259r yan\u0131nda –<\/p>\n

\u00e7aylar, bulaqlar,<\/p>\n

az olar b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 o g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131ndan,<\/p>\n

a\u011flay\u0131r, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n yaran\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n

A\u011fladan \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr,<\/p>\n

a\u011flayan \u00f6z\u00fc,<\/p>\n

d\u00f6n\u00fcb a\u011flayana g\u00f6z qoyan \u00f6z\u00fc!<\/p>\n

Sevinci, k\u0259d\u0259ri g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131ndad\u0131,<\/p>\n

qad\u0131nlar –<\/p>\n

h\u0259r ya\u015fda q\u0131z ya\u015f\u0131ndad\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n qad\u0131n g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, \u0259sl u\u015faqd\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck ist\u0259yi bir oyuncaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t g\u0259zdir\u0259r dilinin altda,<\/p>\n

bit\u0259r qaratikan kolunun altda.<\/p>\n

Baxar,<\/p>\n

boynub\u00fck\u00fck b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 kimi,<\/p>\n

s\u0131nar,<\/p>\n

buz bax\u0131\u015fdan bir \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 kimi.<\/p>\n

\n

H\u0259yat\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259sl h\u0259yatd\u0131,<\/p>\n

h\u0259l\u0259 yaz\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f bir k\u00fclliyyatd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yarpaqd\u0131,<\/p>\n

q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259di,<\/p>\n

g\u00fcld\u00fc,<\/p>\n

t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259r,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 a\u00e7an iyd\u0259l\u0259r, n\u0259 yas\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259r,<\/p>\n

bir qad\u0131n \u0259trin\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, d\u0259ym\u0259z,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 el\u0259 \u0259tir var,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 el\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259s.<\/p>\n

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Qad\u0131ns\u0131z qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ill\u0259r\u0259 hay\u0131f! –<\/p>\n

ill\u0259r –<\/p>\n

o ill\u0259r d\u0259 yol g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Dedim: \u015feir yazan \u0259ll\u0259r\u0259 hay\u0131f,<\/p>\n

bu \u0259ll\u0259r, doyunca s\u0131\u011fal g\u00f6rm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

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Avtoqraf – 1<\/strong><\/p>\n

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AzTV “Ovqat”a,<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0259yyar\u0259 S\u0259yyada,<\/em><\/p>\n

h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259<\/em><\/p>\n

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Bir \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fc cihaz\u0131 olsayd\u0131 \u0259g\u0259r,<\/p>\n

dey\u0259rdi s\u0259nd\u0259dir a\u011f\u0131l da, hiss d\u0259.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u0259llik yar\u0131\u015f\u0131 ke\u00e7irs\u0259ydil\u0259r,<\/p>\n

s\u0259niydin,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 birinci g\u00f6z\u0259limiz d\u0259.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259nin ovqat\u0131nla \u00e7ox oynad\u0131lar,<\/p>\n

s\u0259nd\u0259n “yuxar\u0131yd\u0131”,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 s\u0259nd\u0259n adil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131m, g\u00fcmrah g\u00f6r\u00fcm h\u0259yatda s\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

s\u0259n “Ovqat”\u0131 ya\u015fat,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 “Ovqat” da s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

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\n

Avtoqraf – 2<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Q\u0259l\u0259m dostum,<\/em><\/p>\n

prof. Pa\u015fa Q\u0259lbinura,<\/em><\/p>\n

h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u015eair, alim Pa\u015fad\u0131,<\/p>\n

O, m\u00fclayim Pa\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbinurdu, i\u015f\u0131qd\u0131,<\/p>\n

g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131qd\u0131, –<\/p>\n

yerd\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri a\u00e7maq.<\/p>\n

Pa\u015fam, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7, bax!<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbind\u0259ki o nurdan,<\/p>\n

O i\u015f\u0131qdan, bax, ordan,<\/p>\n

Pa\u015fam, qaytar h\u0259yat\u0131,<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 g\u00f6z\u0259l d\u00fcnyad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\n

\n

Aslan m\u00fc\u0259llim<\/strong><\/p>\n

\n

\u0130srafil Qurbanova,<\/em><\/p>\n

d\u0259rin h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259<\/em><\/p>\n

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Aslan, ay \u0130srafil, yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,<\/p>\n

neyl\u0259yim, v\u0259fas\u0131 bu imi\u015f yerin.<\/p>\n

Dost \u00fcz\u00fc var\u0131yd\u0131, sad\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc,<\/p>\n

icra ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 onda \u015e\u0259mkirin.<\/p>\n

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\u0130st\u0259yi, t\u0259l\u0259bi n\u0259ydi \u0259sg\u0259rin,<\/p>\n

o gedib yerind\u0259 ara\u015fd\u0131rard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Telefon z\u0259ngini,<\/p>\n

ulu \u00f6nd\u0259rin,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 po\u00e7t orda, s\u0259ng\u0259rl\u0259 cala\u015fd\u0131rard\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Aslan o c\u0259bh\u0259nin komandan\u0131yd\u0131, –<\/p>\n

ged\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259ri t\u0259nzim el\u0259y\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Bizim ham\u0131m\u0131zdan o cavan\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

a\u011fsaqqal s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 yerind\u0259 dey\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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Fikri t\u0259mkinliydi, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131 ayd\u0131n,<\/p>\n

m\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7alm\u0131\u015fam, q\u0259lbimd\u0259 ist\u0259k.<\/p>\n

\u015eanl\u0131 \u0259sg\u0259riydi bu H\u0259r\u0259kat\u0131n.<\/p>\n

s\u0259ng\u0259rsiz d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 son n\u0259f\u0259s\u0259d\u0259k.<\/p>\n

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Qald\u0131 o d\u00f6ng\u0259l\u0259r, o sualt\u0131lar,<\/p>\n

kim deyir, k\u00f6hn\u0259nin t\u0259z\u0259si yoxdu.<\/p>\n

\u015eahini –<\/p>\n

qonanda ni\u015fan al\u0131rlar,<\/p>\n

\u015fahin – \u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yanda, q\u0259zas\u0131 yoxdu.<\/p>\n

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T\u0259dbir\u0259 getmi\u015fdik, alq\u0131\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131,<\/p>\n

bir-bir \u0259l tuturdu o, ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131 kimi.<\/p>\n

G\u0259l\u0259n qonaqlar\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131rd\u0131, –<\/p>\n

k\u00f6hn\u0259 dostu kimi,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 tan\u0131\u015f\u0131 kimi.<\/p>\n

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\u015eair S\u00f6hrab Tahir sa\u011f\u0131yd\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259,<\/p>\n

dilind\u0259 o tayl\u0131, bu tayl\u0131 V\u0259t\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u0130mir M\u0259mm\u0259dli d\u0259 Tiflisd\u0259n g\u0259lib,<\/p>\n

par\u00e7alar deyirdi,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Rmaravelid\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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Qaynar \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 bir Allah e\u015fqi,<\/p>\n

\u00f6z\u00fc – h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn m\u0259h\u0259k da\u015f\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Aslan\u0131n ya\u015famaq, yaratmaq e\u015fqi<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259mkird\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 k\u00fcrs\u00fcd\u0259n<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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\n

N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131, bac\u0131n\u0131z var, –<\/p>\n

bu ail\u0259,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131!<\/p>\n

Ay Nail\u0259,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131!<\/p>\n

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Dindir\u0259nd\u0259 “can” deyir,<\/p>\n

g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ay Nail\u0259,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Allah ona d\u0259ym\u0259sin,<\/p>\n

\u015fuxdu h\u0259l\u0259,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131!<\/p>\n

Ay Nail\u0259,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131!<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdim k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fc<\/p>\n

bu sahil\u0259,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131!<\/p>\n

Ay Nail\u0259,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131!<\/p>\n

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Sizi fikirl\u0259\u015firdim,<\/p>\n

g\u0259l\u0259-g\u0259l\u0259,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131!<\/p>\n

Ay Nail\u0259,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131, taleyimiz<\/p>\n

g\u00fcld\u00fc bel\u0259,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131!<\/p>\n

Ay Nail\u0259,<\/p>\n

n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n

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\n

“\u018fd\u0259biyyat q\u0259zeti”nin<\/strong><\/p>\n

ba\u015f redaktoru Az\u0259r Turana!<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Arxivimi t\u00f6k\u00fcb-t\u00f6k\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcm, t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n siz\u0259 t\u0259qdim etdiyim bu \u0259lyazmam\u0131 tapd\u0131m. “Kimin sual\u0131 var” adl\u0131 poemamdand\u0131. \u018fs\u0259r birinci d\u0259f\u0259 ayr\u0131ca kitab hal\u0131nda 1984-c\u00fc ild\u0259 7 min tirajla “G\u0259nclik” n\u0259\u015friyyat\u0131nda n\u0259\u015fr olunub. \u0130kinci d\u0259f\u0259 “SBS” m\u0259tb\u0259\u0259sind\u0259 7 cildliyimin ikinci cildind\u0259 5 y\u00fcz tirajla 2010-cu ild\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b.<\/em><\/p>\n

N\u0259\u015frl\u0259rin he\u00e7 birind\u0259 yoxdu. O vaxtk\u0131 senzura zaman\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. \u018fs\u0259r ulu \u00f6nd\u0259rin hakimiyy\u0259ti ill\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259zml\u0259 yeritdiyi “Qoy \u0259dal\u0259t z\u0259f\u0259r \u00e7als\u0131n!” siyasi-ictimai yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q x\u0259ttin\u0259 h\u0259sr olunmu\u015fdu.<\/em><\/p>\n

Yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n deyim ki, bu poema \u00fcst\u0259 Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar \u0130ttifaq\u0131n\u0131n o vaxtk\u0131 r\u0259hb\u0259rliyi m\u0259nim “yolda\u015fl\u0131q” m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259mi d\u0259 qurmu\u015fdu. M\u0259rhum ulu \u00f6nd\u0259r i\u015f\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259n onda yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev \u015fairi-\u015faird\u0259n, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131-yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131dan qoruyur. H\u0259qiq\u0259t bel\u0259ydi.<\/em><\/p>\n

Amma bu ba\u015fqa m\u00f6vzunun s\u00f6hb\u0259tidi.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Siz\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

N\u0259riman H\u0259s\u0259nzad\u0259,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Xalq \u015fairi<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bak\u0131, 01 avqust 2021<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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“Kimin sual\u0131 var?!”<\/strong><\/p>\n

\n

Poemas\u0131ndan ixtisar edilmi\u015f par\u00e7a<\/em><\/p>\n

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Professor,<\/p>\n

ka\u015f h\u0259r k\u0259sin bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n

ka\u015f h\u0259r k\u0259sin istedad\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u015f\u0259rt olayd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ka\u015f bizi p\u0259rt el\u0259y\u0259nin<\/p>\n

bir yol \u00f6z\u00fc p\u0259rt olayd\u0131,<\/p>\n

\u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 d\u0259rd olayd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ka\u015f qohuma,<\/p>\n

ka\u015f r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259t\u0259,<\/p>\n

v\u0259zif\u0259y\u0259, “m\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm”\u0259<\/p>\n

he\u00e7 \u00fczg\u00f6r\u0259n olmayayd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ka\u015f qiym\u0259tsiz nak\u0259sl\u0259r\u0259<\/p>\n

qiym\u0259t ver\u0259n olmayayd\u0131.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcrs\u00fcl\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7ox deyirik,<\/p>\n

q\u0259zetl\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7ox yaz\u0131r\u0131q. –<\/p>\n

b\u0259z\u0259n \u0259sl kadrlar\u0131n<\/p>\n

qaba\u011f\u0131nda “yox!” yaz\u0131r\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Olur b\u0259z\u0259n:<\/p>\n

jurnalistin i\u015find\u0259 biz,<\/p>\n

aqronomu i\u015fl\u0259dirik,<\/p>\n

\u00e7oxunu da unuduruq.<\/p>\n

Taxta kimi, saxs\u0131 kimi<\/p>\n

can\u0131 quru, beyni quru<\/p>\n

b\u0259zil\u0259ri kadr olur,<\/p>\n

bir az ke\u00e7ir, m\u00fcdir olur.<\/p>\n

bir az ke\u00e7ir s…lis olur.<\/p>\n

C\u0259miyy\u0259tin b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259 yara olur.<\/p>\n

\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u0259 qara olur.<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n kadrlar \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sinin<\/p>\n

bo\u011faz\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015fard\u0131m,<\/p>\n

gedib Ali M\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259d\u0259<\/p>\n

\u015fahid kimi \u00e7arp\u0131\u015fard\u0131m.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n ey m\u0259nim Respublikam\u0131,<\/p>\n

mill\u0259timi dala \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n!<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131nda q\u0259rarlardan<\/p>\n

misal \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n,<\/p>\n

misallara mala \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n,<\/p>\n

s\u0259ninl\u0259dir m\u00fcbariz\u0259m!<\/p>\n

Bu nifr\u0259tim, bu q\u0259z\u0259bim!<\/p>\n

M\u0259n adamlar tan\u0131y\u0131ram, –<\/p>\n

v\u0259zif\u0259si, diplomu var.<\/p>\n

Ancaq Mayakovskini<\/p>\n

Sabir il\u0259 \u00e7a\u015f-ba\u015f salar.<\/p>\n

El\u0259si var, –<\/p>\n

u\u015faql\u0131qdan n\u0259\u015f\u0259xordu,<\/p>\n

g\u00f6z\u00fc bax\u0131r, amma kordu,<\/p>\n

g\u0259lib ke\u00e7ib yerimiz\u0259.<\/p>\n

V\u0259zif\u0259si el\u0259dir ki,<\/p>\n

biz oxuyaq,<\/p>\n

g\u0259r\u0259k o da<\/p>\n

fikir desin \u015feirimiz\u0259.<\/p>\n

El\u0259si var, i\u015fi qurur,<\/p>\n

bir deputat,<\/p>\n

ya raykomun bir katibi<\/p>\n

k\u00f6m\u0259k durur, –<\/p>\n

ke\u00e7ir o da r\u0259hb\u0259r olur.<\/p>\n

F\u0259q\u0259t sonra,<\/p>\n

bu V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259r\u0259r olur.<\/p>\n

Var ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr xo\u015fbaxt\u0131 da, –<\/p>\n

birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259,<\/p>\n

v\u0259zif\u0259y\u0259 ke\u00e7ir o da.<\/p>\n

Ordan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, bura g\u0259lir,<\/p>\n

burdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, ora gedir,<\/p>\n

bacarmasa, ba\u015fqa yer\u0259!<\/p>\n

Ax\u0131r\u0131 ki,<\/p>\n

layiq olsun ona g\u00f6r\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bir v\u0259zif\u0259 t\u0259k\u0259ri var,<\/p>\n

d\u0259l\u0259 kimi hey f\u0131rlanar.<\/p>\n

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Var, ancaq var el\u0259si d\u0259,<\/p>\n

alimi d\u0259, f\u0259hl\u0259si d\u0259.<\/p>\n

O, oca\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259 \u0259g\u0259r,<\/p>\n

ocaq daha gur al\u0131\u015far.<\/p>\n

Onun \u0259li olsa \u0259g\u0259r,<\/p>\n

bulaqlara K\u00fcr qar\u0131\u015far.<\/p>\n

S\u0131sqa sular sel\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259r,<\/p>\n

sar\u0131 torpaq<\/p>\n

t\u0259z\u0259, sar\u0131 g\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Onun yeri d\u0259nizdirs\u0259,<\/p>\n

ora qoyun, tufan olar.<\/p>\n

Onun yeri s\u0259mad\u0131rsa,<\/p>\n

s\u00fcni peyk\u0259 qoyun onu.<\/p>\n

g\u00f6nd\u0259rin Q\u00fctb ulduzuna,<\/p>\n

ax\u0131r\u0131 ki, duyun onu.<\/p>\n

O, bug\u00fcnk\u00fc n\u0259slimizdi,<\/p>\n

onu bel\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131ran<\/p>\n

bizim b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259srimizdi.<\/p>\n

Susa bilmir,<\/p>\n

d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmir.<\/p>\n

O ist\u0259yir, –<\/p>\n

Magellan\u0131n g\u0259misini<\/p>\n

s\u00fcrs\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fc.<\/p>\n

O ist\u0259yir, –<\/p>\n

bayraqlarda \u015f\u00fcar olsun<\/p>\n

\u015feiri, s\u00f6z\u00fc.<\/p>\n

O ist\u0259yir, –<\/p>\n

Arximedin<\/p>\n

taps\u0131n dayaq n\u00f6qt\u0259sini.<\/p>\n

O ist\u0259yir, –<\/p>\n

bir insan\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259,<\/p>\n

min insan\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259sini.<\/p>\n

O ist\u0259yir, –<\/p>\n

hava yolu, d\u0259niz yolu,<\/p>\n

d\u0259mir yolu d\u0259ysin g\u00f6z\u0259, –<\/p>\n

Moskvadan v\u0259 Bak\u0131dan<\/p>\n

\u018frd\u0259bil\u0259 v\u0259 T\u0259briz\u0259…<\/p>\n

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M\u00fcdir o\u011flan<\/p>\n

indi i\u015f\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc y\u0259qin,<\/p>\n

g\u00f6zl\u0259yir ki, m\u0259n \u0259riz\u0259 yazmal\u0131yam,<\/p>\n

qoy g\u00f6zl\u0259sin.<\/p>\n

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“Nida!” \u018flvida!<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Kaliforniya t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si<\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u0259l M\u0259mm\u0259dovaya<\/em><\/p>\n

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Pozncr! Tan\u0131y\u0131ram, \u00e7ox m\u0259\u015fhursunuz,<\/p>\n

f\u0259xri t\u0259ltifl\u0259r d\u0259 – bu ada m\u0259xsus.<\/p>\n

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Haqq\u0131, h\u00fcququ var, amma h\u0259r k\u0259sin,<\/p>\n

m\u0259nim tarixim\u0259 da\u015f at\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n

Allah i\u015finizi<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 xeyir el\u0259m\u0259sin,<\/p>\n

yatan \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259ri oyad\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n

B\u00f6y\u00fck bir \u015ftatd\u0131 Kaliforniya,<\/p>\n

bir d\u0259 erm\u0259ninin qayna\u015fan yeri.<\/p>\n

Qaraba\u011f – s\u00f6hb\u0259ti d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb araya,<\/p>\n

o q\u0131z,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 dediyind\u0259n d\u00f6nm\u0259yib geri, –<\/p>\n

orda t\u0259hsil alan qaraba\u011fl\u0131 q\u0131z<\/p>\n

q\u0259dim tarixi d\u0259 he\u00e7 unutmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Qalx\u0131b, Qaraba\u011f\u0131 siz dan\u0131bs\u0131n\u0131z,<\/p>\n

o f\u0259xri adlara n\u0259 deyim,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 hay\u0131f!<\/p>\n

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D\u00fcn\u0259n fa\u015fistl\u0259rl\u0259 girdi d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259,<\/p>\n

Fransa u\u011frunda \u015f\u0259kili bir g\u0259nc.<\/p>\n

De Qol \u00f6z\u00fc g\u0259ldi burda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259,<\/p>\n

bizim yad\u0131m\u0131zdan<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131 o he\u00e7?!<\/p>\n

Burda qucaqla\u015fd\u0131 iki q\u0259hr\u0259man,<\/p>\n

“Qarda\u015fd\u0131 Fransa v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan!” –<\/p>\n

B\u0259li, bel\u0259 dedik biz onda yaln\u0131z,<\/p>\n

biz onda haql\u0131yd\u0131q,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 siz onda hardayd\u0131n\u0131z?!<\/p>\n

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Dedim ki, m\u0259\u015fhurdu sizin ad\u0131n\u0131z,<\/p>\n

bel\u0259 dar m\u0259qamda n\u0259ydi bu m\u0259r\u0259z?<\/p>\n

M\u0259\u015fhur bir obraz\u0131 yada sald\u0131n\u0131z,<\/p>\n

“Qraf” r\u00fctb\u0259sini,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 almad\u0131n\u0131z, b\u0259s?!<\/p>\n

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Rusiya, tarixi Valday s\u00f6hb\u0259ti,<\/p>\n

bax\u0131\u015fdan-bax\u0131\u015fa r\u0259smi ehtiram.<\/p>\n

Bu d\u00fcnya e\u015fitdi bir h\u0259qiq\u0259ti, –<\/p>\n

“Qaraba\u011f – bizimdi”,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 “Nida!”, v\u0259ssalam!<\/p>\n

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Getdi \u0259srl\u0259r\u0259 o s\u0259s, o nida,<\/p>\n

ill\u0259r \u0259dal\u0259ti salacaq yada.<\/p>\n

Filank\u0259s ordayd\u0131, o Konfransda,<\/p>\n

h\u0259l\u0259 filank\u0259s d\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 “Nida!”, \u018flvida!<\/p>\n

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“Yan\u0131q K\u0259r\u0259mi” v\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n

A\u015f\u0131q \u018fdal\u0259tin son g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc<\/strong><\/p>\n

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El q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z Soltan xan\u0131ma<\/em><\/p>\n

minn\u0259tdarl\u0131qla<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u018fdal\u0259t – dill\u0259rd\u0259 bir bayat\u0131yd\u0131,<\/p>\n

qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ta\u011f\u0131-ta\u011f \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bu ad yiy\u0259sinin son saat\u0131yd\u0131,<\/p>\n

biz ayaq \u00fcst\u0259ydik,<\/p>\n

o yataq \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n

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Han\u0131 lo\u011fmanlar\u0131n min bir m\u0259lh\u0259mi? –<\/p>\n

d\u0259rman yox,<\/p>\n

taleyi yaz\u0131rd\u0131, Tanr\u0131m!<\/p>\n

Yata\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc “Yan\u0131q K\u0259r\u0259mi”,<\/p>\n

“Koro\u011flu c\u0259ngisi” susurdu, Tanr\u0131m!<\/p>\n

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Han\u0131, qara saz\u0131n varm\u0131 \u0259v\u0259zi,<\/p>\n

ovsuna d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck onun s\u0259sind\u0259.<\/p>\n

Han\u0131, \u018fdal\u0259tin q\u0131yya \u00e7\u0259km\u0259si,<\/p>\n

saznan oynamas\u0131,<\/p>\n

dost m\u0259clisind\u0259!<\/p>\n

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Yubiley g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259, bizim Qazaxda,<\/p>\n

bir do\u011fmal\u0131q g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, daha n\u0259 danmaq.<\/p>\n

– “Yan\u0131q K\u0259r\u0259mi!” \u00e7al, – dedim o vaxt da,<\/p>\n

– \u018fdal\u0259t,<\/p>\n

biz d\u0259 bir feyziyab olaq!<\/p>\n

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– “Yan\u0131q K\u0259r\u0259mi”di \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m, \u015fair,<\/p>\n

hardasan,<\/p>\n

qadas\u0131n ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m, \u015fair…<\/p>\n

Bir sin\u0259 dolusu g\u00fcld\u00fc \u018fdal\u0259t,<\/p>\n

bir d\u0259 o g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r ka\u015f \u0259l\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn \u015fahids\u0259n, ana t\u0259bi\u0259t,<\/p>\n

“Yan\u0131q K\u0259r\u0259mi”y\u0259,<\/p>\n

o s\u00f6n g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u0259.<\/p>\n

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G\u00fcld\u00fc… v\u0259 qeyb oldu, getdi q\u0259fild\u0259n,<\/p>\n

s\u0259n bizi mat qoydun o son anda da.<\/p>\n

“Yan\u0131q K\u0259r\u0259mi”ni \u00e7alanda da s\u0259n,<\/p>\n

yan\u0131b K\u0259r\u0259m kimi,<\/p>\n

k\u00fcl olanda da.<\/p>\n

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Bak\u0131l\u0131lar<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Bak\u0131 k\u0259ndl\u0259rinin birinin ad\u0131 bel\u0259dir:<\/p>\n

“Zabrat – 1”, “Zabrat – 2”.<\/p>\n

Deyil\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, rus general\u0131na<\/p>\n

bak\u0131l\u0131lar g\u00fccl\u00fc m\u00fcqavim\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rmi\u015f,<\/p>\n

o, \u00e7ara m\u00fcraci\u0259t etmi\u015fdir.<\/p>\n

\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0M\u00fc\u0259llif<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Peterburqdan Bak\u0131ya<\/p>\n

f\u0259rman verdi Nikolay:<\/p>\n

“Zabrat!” – dedi Nikolay.<\/p>\n

Y\u0259ni “z\u0259bt el\u0259!”<\/p>\n

“ya Tut!”,<\/p>\n

“\u0130nsaf\u0131.<\/p>\n

r\u0259hmi unut!”.<\/p>\n

“\u00c7ar\u0131n<\/p>\n

hirsini<\/p>\n

soyut!”…<\/p>\n

General t\u0259krar etdi<\/p>\n

s\u0259ng\u0259r-s\u0259ng\u0259r Bak\u0131da.<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcz min \u0259sg\u0259r Bak\u0131da!<\/p>\n

Taleyin d\u00f6nd\u00fc \u00fcz\u00fc,<\/p>\n

parlad\u0131 rus s\u00fcng\u00fcs\u00fc.<\/p>\n

q\u0131l\u0131nclar \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 q\u0131ndan,<\/p>\n

o ilan yata\u011f\u0131ndan<\/p>\n

yeridi od qo\u015funlar.<\/p>\n

Canlara – qur\u011fu\u015funlar,<\/p>\n

torpa\u011fa – yad ayaqlar,<\/p>\n

yad k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259r yeridi,<\/p>\n

rus ac, m\u0259l\u0259r yeridi.<\/p>\n

Qalxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 bak\u0131l\u0131lar, –<\/p>\n

\u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259ydi,<\/p>\n

bu da bir m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259ydi.<\/p>\n

C\u0259bh\u0259ni yara bilmir,<\/p>\n

\u0259sir apara bilmir,<\/p>\n

rus soldat\u0131 Bak\u0131da.<\/p>\n

r\u00fcsvay oldu Bak\u0131da.<\/p>\n

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“Zabrat!” – ikinci d\u0259f\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u00f6ld\u00fc ayaqlar altda,<\/p>\n

soldat – ikinci d\u0259f\u0259,<\/p>\n

h\u00fccum – ikinci d\u0259f\u0259,<\/p>\n

f\u0259ryad – ikinci d\u0259f\u0259.<\/p>\n

Harda “\u0130stiqlal!” – dedik,<\/p>\n

“Zabrat!” – dedi orda \u00e7ar.<\/p>\n

H\u0259lak oldu o\u011fullar.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259, tariximiz<\/p>\n

yaz\u0131ld\u0131 odla, qanla.<\/p>\n

Qatil, aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131q<\/p>\n

Xalq adl\u0131 q\u0259hr\u0259manla.<\/p>\n

N\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131q yenid\u0259n,<\/p>\n

\u00f6z\u00fcn \u015fahids\u0259n, V\u0259l\u0259n!<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

Evd\u0259 bir g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259nin,<\/p>\n

evd\u0259 s\u0259ni dey\u0259nin,<\/p>\n

g\u00f6z\u00fc yolda qalan\u0131n,<\/p>\n

evd\u0259 bir danlayan\u0131n<\/p>\n

yoxdusa,<\/p>\n

yoxdu h\u0259yat.<\/p>\n

Dad!..<\/p>\n

T\u0259klik \u0259lind\u0259n dad!<\/p>\n

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He\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 m\u00f6htac olma,<\/p>\n

tox yan\u0131nda ac olma.<\/p>\n

S\u0131xsa da vacib bir i\u015f! –<\/p>\n

n\u0259 minn\u0259t, n\u0259 d\u0259 xahi\u015f!<\/p>\n

N\u0259 yax\u0131na, n\u0259 yada.<\/p>\n

\u0259min, day\u0131n olsa da,<\/p>\n

halal pay\u0131n olsa da.<\/p>\n

\u0130nanma he\u00e7 m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259,<\/p>\n

s\u0259n\u0259 “can!” dey\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259,<\/p>\n

s\u00fcfr\u0259nd\u0259 yey\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259.<\/p>\n

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– Nec\u0259?! C\u0259miy\u0259t, f\u0131lan.<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanam, ax\u0131 insan!<\/p>\n

– D\u00f6z onda, d\u00f6z… bacarsan.<\/p>\n

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